I Dedicate My Despair To You

Lowell and Julia were long-time childhood friends.

They share a long-lasting affection that goes beyond the relationship between a prince of a ruling country and a princess of a ruled country.

After ten years of being a hostage, Julia finally returns to her home country… .

After only two years, she became a prisoner of the war started by Lowell.

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“…Forget everything about the past.”

“… Ugh!”

His words pierced me painfully.

His words hurt more than the pain that was hitting my secret flesh right now.

Finally I closed my eyes.

I could feel the tears flowing down my closed eyes.

“Forget everything, and hate me, Julia.”

He had her for a long time.

She no longer cried or struggled.

She submitted when he thrust into her, and she endured when he bit down on her.

‘Goodbye, Romi.’

Staring at the blurry ceiling, she finally let go of her childhood friend.

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⚘. Male Lead: Lowell

Grey hair, ashen eyes.

The king of the ruling nation. He spent a long time as childhood friends with Julia, who was taken as a hostage, but as soon as she returned to her homeland, he waged war just two years later and took her captive.

“You may be glad. You are my living trophy.”

⚘. Female Lead: Julia

Blonde hair, green eyes.

A princess of the subjugated nation. Though she lived long as a hostage, she was unexpectedly bold and spirited. Tormented by Lowell’s betrayal, she comes to hate him, yet cannot shake the deep affection lodged in her heart.

“…I’ll kill you, Lowell.”

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