OAO | Chapter 12

With one hand, Kangyoon gripped both of Jaeyoon’s wrists and lowered his head to lick the inside of his groin. Jaeyoon trembled and tried to twist away, but Kangyoon was already positioned between his legs, making it impossible for him to close them.

“Kangyoon… Kangyoon…”

Jaeyoon’s voice was breathless and desperate, repeatedly calling Kangyoon’s name as if he didn’t know what else to do.

Kangyoon pushed Jaeyoon’s thighs apart and took his wet tip into his mouth. Even Jaeyoon’s short moan sounded sweet.

“Ugh, don’t do that, please!”

Jaeyoon tried to push Kangyoon’s head away with both hands, but Kangyoon persisted, sucking Jaeyoon’s shaft so hard that his cheeks hollowed. Jaeyoon’s hips bucked, and soon a hot burst of semen filled Kangyoon’s mouth. He swallowed it without hesitation, making Jaeyoon look even more flustered.

“I told you to stop. Why did you swallow that…?”

Jaeyoon panted, tears welling up in his eyes. His embarrassment only made him more endearing to Kangyoon. They had barely started, and Jaeyoon was already flushed and at a loss for words.

Ignoring Jaeyoon’s protests, Kangyoon continued to lick the length of his still-hard shaft, making Jaeyoon turn his head away with a short moan. Now, instead of pushing Kangyoon away, Jaeyoon’s hands gripped the sheets tightly.

Kangyoon licked down to the base of Jaeyoon’s shaft and then ran his tongue over his balls, making Jaeyoon grip the sheets even tighter and let out a pained moan. Kangyoon continued to tease Jaeyoon’s shaft and balls with his tongue while his right hand rubbed between Jaeyoon’s buttocks, which were now even wetter and more slippery.

“Ah…”

Jaeyoon tried to twist his hips to escape Kangyoon’s touch.

“Don’t you like it?” Kangyoon asked, pulling back slightly. Jaeyoon looked at him with tear-filled eyes, shaking his head.

“It’s not that I don’t like it…”

His eyes darted around, unable to focus.

“It’s not that you don’t like it?” Kangyoon asked again. Jaeyoon bit his lip and closed his eyes tightly.

“I feel like I’m going crazy. It’s throbbing.”

Kangyoon looked down at Jaeyoon’s lower half, pushing his thighs apart to expose his entrance, which was twitching and glistening with wetness. He let out a short groan at the sight.

Has this guy really never done a bed scene before? With a body this sexy?

Putting aside his doubts, Kangyoon slipped a finger into Jaeyoon’s entrance, making him throw his head back and moan. Despite it being his first time, Jaeyoon easily took Kangyoon’s finger, his body already eager and ready.

Inside, Jaeyoon was soaking wet but still tight. Kangyoon slowly added more fingers, stretching him gently. Meanwhile, Jaeyoon buried his face in the pillow, panting heavily. He looked up at Kangyoon, his face flushed and disheveled.

“Please, stop… I can’t take it anymore…”

Kangyoon paused, checking Jaeyoon’s face. His eyes were red, and his expression was a mix of pleasure and pain.

“It’s too much…”

Jaeyoon reached out to Kangyoon like a child seeking comfort. As Kangyoon moved up to hold him, Jaeyoon wrapped his arms around his neck, pulling him close. The sweet scent of Jaeyoon’s pheromones filled Kangyoon’s senses, making his head spin.

“Please…”

Jaeyoon’s unspoken plea was clear. Kangyoon positioned his painfully hard shaft at Jaeyoon’s entrance, making him tremble at the mere touch.

Slowly, Kangyoon began to push inside. The thick head of his shaft stretched Jaeyoon’s tight entrance, making him moan with his mouth open. Kangyoon slipped his tongue inside, finding Jaeyoon’s and sucking on it. The dual stimulation was overwhelming, and Jaeyoon gripped Kangyoon’s shoulders tightly.

“Ugh…”

Kangyoon pushed in deeply, his pubic hair pressing against Jaeyoon’s buttocks. He paused for a moment, letting Jaeyoon adjust to the feeling of being filled. Jaeyoon shivered, panting heavily, but a soft smile spread across his face as he looked up at Kangyoon.

“Finally, you’re mine.”

Satisfied, Jaeyoon reached up and cupped Kangyoon’s cheek, his eyes filled with contentment and love.

“I love you…”

Jaeyoon’s voice was as sweet as the pheromones enveloping his entire body. Kangyoon turned his head to kiss Jaeyoon’s palm before slowly pulling his hips back and thrusting forward.

“Ung…”

Jaeyoon shook his head and gripped the sheets again. The tingling sensation coursing through his body made him feel like he was losing his mind. Every thrust sent waves of pleasure that melted his brain. His chest felt full, yet he wanted Kangyoon even more.

Unknowingly, Jaeyoon began to move his hips in sync with Kangyoon’s movements. Kangyoon let out a stifled groan and wrapped one arm around Jaeyoon’s shoulder, pulling him close. He buried his face in Jaeyoon’s shoulder and gently bit down. The strange sensation made Jaeyoon try to shrink away, but Kangyoon thrust deeply into him, making his vision flash white. A thrilling sensation rushed to the top of his head, and his whole body trembled.

No sound escaped his lips. With each movement, he could only feel Kangyoon’s presence inside him. All his senses were out of control, wildly racing. Kangyoon’s increasingly ragged breaths sounded unnaturally loud.

White fluid spilled from Jaeyoon’s front. Even as he climaxed, Kangyoon didn’t stop, making Jaeyoon’s head buzz.

“Ha, wait, please, Kangyoon, please, ugh!”

His vision blurred with each thrust. His belly felt like it was throbbing and tickling at the same time. This was different from what he had imagined sex would be like. It felt like being devoured whole by a large beast. Yet, his body trembled with pleasure.

Pushed by Kangyoon’s force, Jaeyoon’s head hit the edge of the bed. Kangyoon quickly placed his hand behind Jaeyoon’s head to protect him. Even in the throes of desire, Kangyoon’s tender care made Jaeyoon feel overwhelmed with love.

I think I’m really losing my mind. I feel like I’m dying, but I still want Kangyoon.

Ragged moans escaped his lips. Even after climaxing multiple times and being a mess down there, his body still craved Kangyoon. The omega instinct was terrifyingly strong. Overwhelmed by the intense sex, his consciousness eventually faded.

🎥🎤

Kangyoon let out a long breath as he pulled his shaft out of Jaeyoon. The semen that had been held back spilled onto Jaeyoon’s thighs.

I must be out of my mind.

He hadn’t even thought about using a condom. Disgusted with himself, he looked at Jaeyoon, who had passed out from exhaustion. Jaeyoon’s body was also a mess, covered in his own semen. The area between his buttocks was soaked with a mix of their fluids.

Kangyoon waited for his body heat to subside, his gaze scanning Jaeyoon’s form. He had never lost control like this with anyone before. Was it because Jaeyoon was an omega? No, it was just because he was Yoon Jaeyoon. From the start, Kangyoon had intended to make love to Jaeyoon, so he had taken a rut suppressant just in case. Therefore, he hadn’t been swayed by omega pheromones.

Yoon Jaeyoon’s clumsy advances and persistent pleading had made Kangyoon lose his self-control. He had tried to restrain himself, but midway through, he was consumed by his desire for Jaeyoon.

It felt better than he had imagined. Unlike any sex he had had before, it filled his heart completely.

A soft smile spread across Kangyoon’s face as he gazed at Jaeyoon’s sleeping face. He reached out and ruffled Jaeyoon’s hair.

“Stay just like this. From now on, always be like this.”

He chuckled at his own wishful thinking. He realized he had always assumed he would have a future with Yoon Jaeyoon.

Kangyoon went to the bathroom and returned with a towel soaked in warm water. He carefully cleaned Jaeyoon’s body, which was covered in their sweat and fluids. Jaeyoon didn’t stir, exhausted from his first sexual experience.

After covering Jaeyoon with a blanket up to his shoulders, Kangyoon leaned down and kissed his cheek.

“Sleep well.”

He would probably be out for a few hours. In the meantime, Kangyoon had something to take care of—the thing that was currently bothering Yoon Jaeyoon the most.

After showering and getting dressed, Kangyoon checked the time. The faint light of dawn was beginning to filter through the window. They had spent almost the entire night making love. The realization made him laugh in disbelief.

It was a bit early, but he couldn’t afford to waste time. He found Ray’s number in his contacts—the former leader of On&On—and pressed the call button.

[What’s going on? It’s the middle of the night.]

Ray’s groggy voice answered the call.

“I need a favor.”

When Kangyoon asked for a favor, Ray joked that the sun must be rising in the west. Kangyoon checked the time again.

“I’ll be there in 20 minutes.”

Ray groaned at the thought of a visit at this hour but then asked seriously what had happened.

🎥🎤

Jaeyoon stirred and winced at the dull pain below his waist. He realized that the sun was shining brightly even with his eyes closed. He groaned and opened his eyes, squinting at the bright light.

It must be midday. Everything was so bright. He wondered what time it was and reached for his phone, only to find the bed next to him empty.

“Kangyoon Hyung?”

There was no response. Jaeyoon couldn’t help but wonder if last night had been a dream. But the vivid sensations lingering in his body told him otherwise, especially the soreness down there. Even for an omega who could self-lubricate, hours of intense activity would naturally leave him sore.

“Whoa!”

He tried to get out of bed, but his legs gave way, and he collapsed onto the floor. He couldn’t believe how weak his body felt just from having sex. He laughed in disbelief.

Did Kangyoon really leave him in this state? Sitting on the floor, he sighed deeply and looked down at his body, tilting his head in confusion. Despite multiple climaxes last night, his body was surprisingly clean. He remembered passing out after the last orgasm, so he couldn’t have cleaned himself up.

Did Kangyoon clean him? The thought made his face flush with embarrassment. He imagined Kangyoon carefully washing every part of his unconscious body.

Ugh, so embarrassing. It was shocking enough that he had passed out from sex. He had felt so much pleasure that his consciousness had faded even before he actually passed out. Sex was more intense than he had imagined. His first experience was so overwhelming that he wondered if he could do it again.

Now, what should he do? His legs were too weak to stand. If Kangyoon were here, he could have asked him to carry him, but he was alone. Kangyoon had been thoughtful enough to clean him up, but Jaeyoon wished he had been there when he woke up. He pouted, feeling a mix of gratitude and disappointment, when his phone rang. It was Kangyoon.

[Are you awake?]

“Yeah.”

He answered a bit sullenly, wondering where Kangyoon had gone.

[Take a shower and come down. Let’s have a proper lunch.]

Come to think of it, he was starving. It was lunchtime, and after a night of intense activity, his stomach was growling.

“I can’t come down.”

Kangyoon didn’t ask why but remained silent, sensing Jaeyoon’s displeasure.

“My legs won’t support me. I’m sitting on the floor after falling out of bed.”

A low laugh came from the other end of the line. Jaeyoon’s sullen mood vanished at the sound of Kangyoon’s laughter.

“Come and carry me out.”

He knew Kangyoon wouldn’t actually do that in public, but he wanted to express his frustration at waking up alone.

[Wait for me. I’ll be right up.]

Kangyoon hung up without a moment’s hesitation.

“What? He’s not actually going to carry me out, is he?”

Jaeyoon couldn’t believe it, but he knew Kangyoon was capable of doing just that. He had seen how Kangyoon didn’t care about public opinion when they held hands at the amusement park.

Ugh. Jaeyoon grabbed the bed and forced himself to stand. He couldn’t let Kangyoon carry him out in public.

🎥🎤

“If you had stayed put, I would have really carried you out.”

Kangyoon said casually from across the table. Jaeyoon shook his head in disbelief at Kangyoon’s sincerity.

“Sometimes I don’t understand your standards, Hyung. You always tell me not to draw attention, but then you say you’d do something like this without batting an eye.”

“My lover is more important than what others think.”

Jaeyoon almost spit out his water when he heard the word “lover.” He choked, coughing loudly, and Kangyoon clicked his tongue, handing him a tissue.

“I’m starting to get a bit scared.”

“Of what?”

“Of how calm you are. You’re acting like nothing’s changed from yesterday, but hearing the word ‘lover’ from your mouth feels surreal.”

“Things have changed.”

Kangyoon said things had changed, but his tone and expression remained as indifferent as ever.

“We’re on a date right now.”

A date? Did he suggest eating out because of that? A date… The word made Jaeyoon’s neck flush with heat. They were in the hotel restaurant, surrounded by people, which helped him suppress his bubbling emotions.

Kangyoon noticed Jaeyoon’s internal turmoil despite his outward calm. He had been watching Jaeyoon closely and smiled slightly.

“Why are you smiling?”

Jaeyoon asked, feeling embarrassed. Kangyoon’s smile deepened. He had changed, after all. When Lee Kangyoon smiled at him now, it was softer than before. That smile was so captivating that Jaeyoon felt his heart might burst.

“Because you’re being cute.”

Kangyoon’s casual remark made Jaeyoon clutch his chest. He started to worry that he might not live long at this rate.

“Um…”

A voice called out to them, and they turned to see a young woman in her early twenties. She seemed to be a fan who recognized them. Jaeyoon smiled automatically, and the woman’s cheeks flushed.

“I saw you on SNS. I hope the movie does well. I’ll be cheering for you!”

Her voice was loud with enthusiasm. Other diners turned to look at them.

“Ah, thank you,” Jaeyoon replied with a smile. The woman looked ecstatic and walked away.

“But what’s on SNS?”

Jaeyoon tilted his head, confused. He knew the news of his movie filming was out, but what was on SNS? He checked his own SNS and the company’s account but found nothing new. He searched his name on SNS.

“What is this?!”

He gasped at the top post—a photo of him sleeping with Kangyoon’s arm around him. The photo was clearly taken by Kangyoon. Jaeyoon was speechless, his mouth opening and closing like a fish.

Why would he post something like this? What would people think?

His mind raced, and his heart pounded. He had just managed to deal with Hanjun’s threat, and now this?

“Calm down and look at the rest.”

Kangyoon pushed Jaeyoon’s phone back to him. Jaeyoon scrolled through the rest of the post.

Under the photo, Kangyoon had written, “Struggling with filming. Can he handle the intensity?” The post already had thousands of comments.

— You two look so good together! Just date already!

— Is Jaeyoon filming a sexy scene with another guy, making Kangyoon jealous?

— Jaeyoon is still Kangyoon’s! Forever!

Fans from their idol days didn’t seem bothered by their closeness and even shipped them. But there were other perspectives too.

— What? Are they dating? Two guys?

—Yoon Jaeyoon is playing an omega in a gay movie, seems suspicious.

Jaeyoon was worried about the suspicions but more concerned about the backlash affecting Kangyoon.

“Why did you post something like this…?”

Muttering to himself, Jaeyoon scrolled down to check the next post and his eyes widened. Photos of Kangyoon and other members were posted in succession. In the photo with Ray, he was openly kissing Kangyoon on the cheek, and with Junie, although a bit stiff, he had his arm around his shoulder. The last photo with Gyuho even included Gyuho’s child, both sending hearts to Kangyoon with a playful caption, “Is it a mess if father and son both like him?”

Below the three photos, there was a hashtag, “#YoonJaeyoonMovieSuccess,” indicating that the members took these photos to support Jaeyoon’s movie. Thanks to these three photos, fans also accepted the photo of Kangyoon holding a sleeping Jaeyoon in the same vein.

“When on earth…”

He wondered when the members had met to take these photos. All the photos were posted an hour or two ago.

“Did you leave me alone this morning to take these?”

Kangyoon chuckled at the expression of being left alone. He didn’t answer yes or no, but it was obvious without hearing it.

“Why all of a sudden…”

It was too random to say it was just to support the movie. Jaeyoon, who was about to ask why they suddenly took such obvious skinship photos, trailed off and narrowed his eyes.

“Don’t tell me… you knew?”

“Knew what.”

Although he was asking back, there was no change in Kangyoon’s tone. Instead, he crossed his arms and stared at Jaeyoon. His gaze seemed to ask, “Isn’t it you who is hiding something, not me?”

Did he find out about Hanjun’s blackmail with the photos? How?

He was curious but couldn’t ask. If by any chance he didn’t know yet, it might blow things up unnecessarily.

After staring at each other for a while, Kangyoon let out a low sigh.

“Don’t hide it. It only makes things more complicated.”

At his continued words, Jaeyoon swallowed a groan. So he knew. He knew everything and mobilized the other members to make Hanjun’s photos useless.

“Sorry…”

Feeling it was his fault, Jaeyoon apologized, but Kangyoon frowned.

“Instead of apologizing, I wish you’d rely on me properly.”

At the unexpected response, Jaeyoon just blinked.

“If something like this happens again, I’ll hold a press conference.”

“What…?”

A press conference, what…?

“I’ll announce that we’re officially dating.”

At Kangyoon’s calm answer, Jaeyoon quickly looked around. Kangyoon smiled bitterly at his concern about who might have heard.

He had always warned Jaeyoon not to do anything noticeable, but now that they were lovers, it hurt to see him trying to hide their relationship. Was this also an alpha’s possessiveness?

“It might be better to make it public.”

At Kangyoon’s muttering, Jaeyoon shook his head in horror.

“If you do that, you’ll get stabbed to death by your fans.”

Was he saying that after seeing the reactions on SNS earlier? Moreover, it seemed he didn’t consider that Jaeyoon currently had more fans than Kangyoon.

Kangyoon beckoned Jaeyoon with his finger. Despite the questioning look in his eyes, Jaeyoon obediently leaned forward. Kangyoon, who stood up, grabbed Jaeyoon’s shirt collar from across the table and pulled him closer. Seeing Jaeyoon’s eyes widen at the sudden proximity, he grinned and covered his lips with his own.

Kyaa! The fans who were watching them screamed, causing a commotion.

“Movie, role practice.”

He said clearly, as if for the fans to hear, and smiled. Jaeyoon, who was staring blankly at Kangyoon, soon blushed.

“Act natural. Just like usual. That’s how you don’t get caught.”

He whispered just enough for Jaeyoon to hear, and Jaeyoon’s eyebrows twitched as he tried to keep his expression from breaking. Finding Jaeyoon cute, Kangyoon chuckled again.

“Kyaa, On&On, we love you! YoonYoon, fighting!”

At the fan’s shout, Kangyoon gestured to Jaeyoon, who took a long breath to calm his emotions and waved towards them with a smile.

On and on. Without rest. Continuously. The group’s name was created with the meaning of continuously striving and at the same time hoping to be continuously loved by fans.

Although the group had effectively disbanded, “On&On” now meant Jaeyoon’s relationship with Kangyoon. Just like before, from now on and continuously. Knowing that Jaeyoon would remain by his side, a gentle smile appeared on Kangyoon’s lips.