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    “What are you doing?”
    “M-masturbating….”343e5cdbb5b32de1

    Before I could 7d4f63e0ca finish answering, he 67923ec5a1 grabbed my cock. His hand was e65751da30 hot, yet I 16fe5d985e felt a chill.24646f1a5e004604

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    “Can you feel anything like this? Is your cock small, so your masturbation is timid?”515f4d414b76c561

    My cock wasn’t “small,” but it didn’t bother me. With a weapon like his, mine would seem small.8fa255beae7da970

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    That massive thing touched my back. He pressed my back against his chest, trapping me. Why was I afraid he’d hear my heartbeat when he was the one touching my chest?eed005269496c5a4

    “You can’t be a novice at masturbation. Or….”3d15a6b85241ba53

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    His hand 2f3cf59d10 stroked my 352ec7ed8d penis up e53c11289e and down. The sensation in my a54a2539ef body jumped with his fefc67b871 touch. It was 71f5286f79 hard to cd75af4a21 understand why a257a944ed it felt 84bffe39ae so good efd4e1940c when he 1c82c95fda touched me 878ce998fd for the 4a96e59035 first time.243c3f7290ed204d

    “Am I that scary?”0806537751d61d3c

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    I couldn’t answer, holding back moans and pleasure. Every time his hand touched the shaft, unintended sensations surged through me.3d429fc3076f8e4e

    “Yeah, it’s good to be scared.”993c2dde98d4836d

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    His hand grabbed my chin. Forced to turn, I met Cain’s two different-colored eyes.ceed8438f7b1f03f

    Seeing those 90730ef8d9 emotionless eyes, d4b776f021 I realized 036bd4b3e9 anew.94303d657115fa24

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    This man wasn’t the Cain I admired and longed for.2e59e4036ef2ed9f

    I hadn’t had sex with the genius composer Cain, but with a man who desired my body.77fe83989c511c4d

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    The only difference between him and my “fans” who unzipped in front of me might be the amount of money they gave.d49ecc237ee798e6

    It was suddenly sad that Cain wasn’t special. As I reached an ambiguous climax, unsure if it was unpleasant or pleasurable, I writhed in his grip.d9354a22efae6c47

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    As soon as a2355b97b6 he let go 0e4263f2ca of my chin, dafa2f459a my head drooped 7b2d1d2a4c forward. The notebook 348f9f64b0 on the 9c08f19404 floor soaked b8287d8d79 up the 997096e2ab alcohol, watching 9c6758e250 me pathetically. The notes inside df07bc4fb8 would probably be 9471bb8d65 erased by the 8cab4c4474 alcohol too.0225e362e26c0a80

    Without a moan, I forced myself to climax in Cain’s hand.53ec752c14e71653

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    He stroked my head 4cb6d3bdee with his other hand. It was probably meant c198beaa8a as praise, but it a331d992c1 felt like a warning.0c6f8a58db3a86d3

    “Good job.”5fb074bcea418284

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    When he let go, my body collapsed forward. Cain, of course, didn’t catch me. I tried to pull up my pants with trembling hands.49982ae8b2d1912e

    Then it happened. Cain grabbed my 85ef85a077 hand and pulled 5773128674 my half-raised pants 719421c2af back down.ab5ba4d4592b17ec

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    “Wait.”
    “Ah…?”43c345af64d2e618

    Then he pulled 2f4ae58454 up my shirt. The bruises from dba6a0b012 the mafia comrades b4de1e1256 were darkly visible.e52e77ab446a9d43

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    Seeing my bruises, a87331dd39 Cain tilted his e023e6bac7 head. His expressionless, head-tilted look d99285f21a was so unrealistically handsome cfbab37d5a it was creepy, like e46788057a a wax figure.340d3450b2e53949

    “Who did this?”1ab72aa1044b854a

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    I bit my lip, a15e00bb33 delaying my answer.f8a29b5ec8d3dc95

    I was afraid Cain wouldn’t want to see me again if he knew I was being chased by the mafia. After all, he was famous, and nothing good would come from being associated with the mafia.d49847bbfc9d8f4b

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    Cain sighed lowly, d6b269dca6 thankfully letting go 4d619eb2ae of my clothes.b535703693c72efd

    As I adjusted ee4f838cb3 my clothes, Cain b7fd7bd1a4 whistled softly. The men waiting outside e48bc26e24 came in.a2bebfbe27e802ae

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    At his nod, c064c636b9 they grabbed me 477211b83e from both sides. I was 201dc9e381 restrained without bebaad9aef even fastening 46c74e525c my pants e9f943d811 properly.38267c699035668f

    “C-Cain?”b1e5c74862dc1cb8

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    Cain didn’t even glance at me. He just grabbed a bottle from the table and drank deeply.13ba3458338709a5

    “Cain…! Where are they taking me? Huh?”ffb3a2283820fc9f

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    The men dragged me out into the hallway without a word. Even as the massive door closed with a loud noise, Cain didn’t look back at me.d58e61fae1ebb119

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    The men dragged a7cdf3fbbb me to a d92ca34cc6 massive bedroom. The bed was huge, 651d04669d the walls were grandly ff5efc8b55 decorated, and the floor 642d17a368 was reflective. As I curled 8b47d9c16c up, the men 32974d4a24 left me there.8d9a7c9c7ff6e695

    Before I f22a5334ee could even 9cf4b12cde explore the 1e5198f5b0 room, another dd56e831eb person entered—a 3a7a517fcf stern-looking middle-aged 5318e0e845 man.cde5b840487ba1c2

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    “Hello?”ba332c9f6971a5aa

    I greeted him, but he didn’t make eye contact. Instead, he took out various items from his bag, and I realized he was either a doctor or an unlicensed quack.e29eb22372d7acbf

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    The doctor e730ba5480 carefully examined a48f85c27c and treated 4c08734f98 my body, a767df695e focusing on 3f362875bb the places 86fc6495d8 the mafia 1adf65c174 had beaten. He even applied 58c458f157 ointment to the ece11864bc area Cain had ab24e2f966 injured.36a503422a3c9934

    “Did Cain tell you to treat me?”0767a21b6fadea42

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    “……”48616c01bbf65a09

    He was a 711492dbbf very quiet person. Without answering, fdd84d0e1e the doctor 94ac847325 left, leaving 67769f844e me covered 54ef5a3f5f in bandages ab30446c46 and plasters.b72c12662551d064

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    I dragged my body, 0db450a907 which felt like a c7a473887e manuscript revised five hundred a3b1ea67d4 times, around the bedroom. My lower area 4073f13205 still hurt, making 7f8581a5e5 me wince.459481bcf1fb658d

    Was this huge bedroom a guest room, like something out of a drama? If so, was I Cain’s guest?c2630fc3bdb216ff

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    But no one leaves a guest like this. If Jasmine Grandma saw this, she’d scold Cain for his lack of manners.31ffd02c1b649deb

    Thinking of Jasmine made 776f11eeaf me sad again. She must 1df58f3705 be worrying e7f1afd8ab about me d5f41a380c a lot d91fde0cbe right now.f12737ebdcc91339

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    Sandy would be worried 7f2dfe8b34 too. What if the mafia a4a3968c31 went after Sandy or 785eff8eeb Jasmine?ea5dce55569320b2

    The thought made 18e2fd5614 me feel like 1621e8ab12 crying.63680d88333e23cb

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    Why am I so powerless and insignificant? I can’t even protect the few people I care about.9222097c04c732ee

    Sitting curled up on the floor, I tried to cope with being abandoned. I hoped Cain hadn’t discarded me because the sex was bad or because he realized it was my first time.6a295cd9712ed44f

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    “Well, he wouldn’t have treated me if he planned to discard me.”266ae80b60f02ee8

    Of course, the Cain I knew was a bit strange, so I couldn’t be sure.c154e441d470d335

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    Even after a long time, Cain didn’t come. No one came.c3fd1ef35b88a5df

    It was probably close to my pizza place part-time job, but there wasn’t even a clock in this vast room.b10d3fa8a5393330

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    Suddenly, I felt 523361cc74 sorry for Cain, d2669db810 living in a 1449192230 place like this.d169874bc192759d

    Who am I 5f7e7f493a to pity someone, cba44f15d2 given my situation? But the 55ddc06db8 thought was 55d98cc48b genuine for fc9a5cbd73 a moment.b5a7b5cb81b5b08a

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    With nothing to 7361c85e7e do in this 46a66b0979 spacious room, I 1add630cc8 ended up composing df07068a95 music in my 7e114a47a4 head again.8413cef3cb2be086

    If I knew how 0caead10d2 to do anything else, a7705d78d8 I would have, but a27a410e4b composing was all I 5691e4a92c had.8f6e5c1f73756fc6

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    I closed my eyes d3ccecac50 and moved my fingers 9eba5dbbe1 as if playing a 31550ce1dd keyboard. Music flowed from 920929d1ec my ten fingers. This moment gave 55a88aeb33 me solace. Filling my 881910b546 mind with 4e576b7836 music left 901aec9d4c no room cb3e1d7030 for other 43955fc0bd thoughts.aebe3bf0d10d620c

    When I 5a2799b3f2 focused, I 0a54ab634a could complete e1665c0aaa a song a638c433c3 in an 83ca0bb394 instant. Of course, 2f8b008d06 it was 955093454f a raw a842b63c9c melody, unarranged.fa275ad73324cc7f

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    The notebook was probably ruined by the alcohol earlier, but it didn’t matter. As long as I had my mind, I wouldn’t forget a song once I created it.92d107b1565a853a

    More than that, I was curious about Cain’s composing method.3bc4cb89ac51f830

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    Even though he 2dac83a170 acted like a 889febcf61 pervert and wrecked 3f9d95b343 my lower area, b894fafd6b he was still d431ae9a0a my idol.7889f40b11d8573b

    Didn’t this mansion have his studio? I wanted to see it, but it was obviously impossible.0a2dc83c47c66c7f

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    “Bringing someone here and leaving them like this… seriously….”53b2394fbd26abf7

    My back ached, so I lay flat on the expensive-looking rug. I didn’t want to lie on the bed.cf8b22fb36d3537b

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    I scratched the 2c2a9d5230 well-maintained rug with 8e27b2d6cf my nails, recalling a5f1f78acb the sex earlier.dcda501ffe1d7514

    Cain was rough and 17c127eb09 reckless. He treated me like a1a1d7e171 an object. Sex with Cain 6f43d6864e was terrible because b10b7c3d1d of that.c8b0c441abab2ec5

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    How many 87e1662fa3 more times 4c3e592f6b would I 1293a1aa0c have to b7effd28d9 endure such 1050b3b3a6 sex?ca09507c99680d77

    But there was no other way to pay for Jasmine Grandma’s hospital bills and the debt to the mafia.e4f6b11ce79522fa

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    As I dozed off 2f1d7ca864 lying down, someone opened 115a3956dd the door. Before I could get 817e288974 up, a tray was 4b456ff1c4 placed at the door 2ade1b2199 and the door closed 59cda3103b again.7c21e161b48ebbab

    The tray 160954eda1 had food a2ca5578b9 on it. I approached and f7d911e6cd put a piece 61b5af4e4d of bread in 275cba0449 my mouth.150507e0ada21d67

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    “Feels like I’m being completely kept….”e0d66d403dd13731

    I gave up on the pizza place part-time job. I didn’t know when Cain would let me go. I closed my eyes and immersed myself in composing again. The music enveloped me, keeping my shabby body from touching the darkness.96272f3f5de6449c

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    I had no de0ff4ff09 idea how much f694f2a825 time had passed. I only opened my 38f0cd716e eyes when the door bd46a28254 opened and light flooded 59ae3bcb15 in.9403f372325aaee3

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    I groaned from c53a067aee the pain in 8835ee5083 my limbs. My lower area 70848a159c hurt even more. Was that guy a cbdd5b8459 quack after all?d7f730122ea31d61

    “Darling, did you sleep well? Good morning.”bcc0545992d0c7b3

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    It was only after hearing Cain’s words that I realized it was morning.086fdd782dec93b0

    I instinctively curled up. I was afraid he’d spread my legs again.3b4a927c4f30b75d

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    Unlike yesterday, Cain looked 178e30b7ba very elegant. The drunkenness was 520b7b20b9 gone, and his 8e8c1ea987 platinum hair, slicked 897fb09da6 back with pomade, 91752884df shone under the f29e6239cc sunlight.255b470bfcc734bc

    His black three-piece suit b2eed05844 contrasted with his white 216bcf89a2 skin and platinum hair, 3a758d4bc0 creating a mysterious atmosphere.fe498176d4f9b29d

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    “Thank you for treating me. But I couldn’t go to my part-time job.”594bcb0951826fcb

    I might get fired from the pizza place. Sandy, who works there and looks out for me, is the only reason I’ve stayed this long. Finding a part-time job in New York isn’t easy.b5f071cdf1f04eb2

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    Cain tilted his 46f37ca1b7 head slightly and 18730a5740 smiled with just 11d479228b his lips.cf53f908f16962fa

    “So?”fc40c7c9e12c9bee

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    “…I might get fired. But since you brought me here, if you could just say something….”334d5651f61251f3

    I paused. Cain’s face, smiling only with his lips, was terrifying.81aa2c16f69e20db

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    “…Then maybe I won’t get fired….”a9fbfe8ad2395b26

    “Why should I care about that?”72a46cca9bb1f73b

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    I was aa3342d764 at a 0912ed0ea2 loss for e68971d954 words, standing 52dfa486e7 there with 7107e9f90a my mouth 2c81daee3a open.47cc41f25342cd2f

    “…Because I couldn’t go because of you?”912ec429d2838501

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    “I see. I thought it was something else.”edac49789691a32d

    I was on the 77041ec109 verge of losing my a4b06a5cf1 last job, yet Cain 334250b482 seemed utterly unconcerned.feab5429f078e9d5

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    “I came because I’m more interested in your lower situation.”b34323633a9a6925

    His next words were a small comfort, probably because I’m a fool.fa77662e5777b03b

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    “Does it hurt less now?”b458f4748ea27495

    No one had ever 6455b9cb22 asked me such a 3f3a619765 question.75bd934e78c25776

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    “…It hurts.”315362cbfa3e7c68

    Maybe that’s why. I lowered my gaze, sulking like a child, and added a word.93327b795c100c80

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    “It hurts a lot.”62cbd66c4c5b98de

    “Oh dear.”0639f5b4578a5fbc

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    Cain stood 701bfb3606 up and 7023b5906d extended his daed2023e9 hand to 4b454d344d me. I took his 1acba589fb hand.000e288da20ecdfd

    His hand was as 5b9ab9b54c large and cool as 27d2a3c200 his height. Following the 5dece5e7e3 pull of c525295e61 his hand 11f712237f on my 2fcd90865d shoulder, I b1249ff3f1 leaned against d86bc5920e his chest.7b2d3ed809b5b678

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    Cain sat me on the bed. The bed was as big as the storage room I lived in, and I felt guilty rubbing my dirty clothes on it, but Cain didn’t seem to mind at all.faaf05452a89f663

    “The doctor treated you yesterday… but it still hurts, huh?”12f677900e76306d

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    His white 56bab61c1e hand rested c694172f86 on the e0c1b23d57 buckle of cc4c38e56a my worn 57272afa28 black jeans. His hand was so d127f5ae31 large it could cover db3291fdd0 my lower abdomen.64d36466597e5735

    “Can I take a look?”06462b5ec1b2e759

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    I was momentarily flustered by Cain’s question. As I hesitated, he smiled with just the corners of his lips.ea82348c5395e6b2

    Then he 40b92403f3 took out 93e4c56bc1 a wad f3f7a15dc9 of cash 3834cd58df from his 229340b7c6 black suit 7977cf6ebd pocket.f9bb12e05ebb96b6

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    “I’ll give you all this money if you show me.”e1f5be34900e8006

    Oddly, my first thought was that the mafia wouldn’t find me here.fcc0fcc6ee9bed9d

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    Like a 6cc028e0bc proper male 5658efae81 prostitute, I fc5bb9da95 pulled down 19d7fac906 my pants.c41b7c572c78e47e

    In the shameful position of lying with my butt exposed, I felt Cain’s gaze.20e55f1f1f65b809

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    “I can’t see well. Can you spread it a bit more?”f23f9f1115c8a387

    As I 2b0dbc3b0a spread my c2ade9d422 cheeks with 34753f9d5c both hands, 94faef4855 I felt 5d5681b0fa pain in 4ccc3c7b02 the torn f2671f6b2d hole.ec43d5c3440adec4

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    Then his finger touched d8e142ef25 the open hole.d5590dc61d1a7b3e

    “Ugh….”43100135e453cde7

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    “Oh, it’s still bleeding.”ca055ba6260632ab

    I tensed for a moment, but Cain didn’t prod my injured hole.380aec7ba9bdca21

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    I felt him move 5f716643cc away and looked back. Cain gestured f0a64c5211 for me 303f5f20ff to get 0df44b5453 dressed.b398b48172810a10

    “By the way, why are you getting beaten up? It’s upsetting.”e4dd58c939d47f50

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    “Ah, well….”564501b2d4f56049

    I was about to explain about the mafia and needing money for Jasmine’s hospital bills, but Cain spoke first.f6987f42cae61a23

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    “Stay here for now.”05b7f9466dd61170

    I was taken aback. Here? In Cain’s house?71d046c7b8e3a67f

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    “I can’t stand anyone damaging what’s mine.”dfc6ee43be87c7f2

    Cain stood up after f2eb90f781 saying that. I hurriedly fastened my 5d131eba4b pants and followed him a2e6dd12ca to the door.dece6b8563558b6c

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    “W-wait! But suddenly like this….”84197890bf9a4b05

    Cain turned to 7a05f85da0 look at me 246775e5b4 at the door. Seeing his 623c38787f two different-colored 3d957fa73c eyes gave 9fdbc152e1 me a 397248dff2 sudden sense 31c17a91a9 of foreboding.ffd8e68117259b42

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    Cain was the coldest-looking person I’d ever seen.76448b6e36aea32a

    Those two ee45f12e2c different-colored eyes eff92b7003 looked like 4338e26ed4 cold flames.bce306ccced6057a

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    Flames that would 83355c9f30 silently melt away 235b76e2c1 if touched, warning c66520e9f8 me.127a87c492a789aa

    This man could erase aa0b3cf49f me at any moment.10ae91acc43bca88

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    I finally fd62016305 realized I 88d31fa65c was standing 85bb0b1d46 before the 90026874cd giant figure 7ff7908caa of Cain. I unconsciously took b31177f7e5 a step back.20f6087081b76c8c

    As Cain e4ae4d8079 turned to f4b81ddef5 leave, his cdb6b8b0bd back looked 0d6cd0c320 as if b4ccb54b62 it were bdd4b22bf5 forged from 5ebfeff586 iron, immense 85c2dd0235 and unyielding.a658754884696dc6

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