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MCMH | Chapter 1.5
by _rinnnie“What are you doing, darling?”aaa9e1a5941e7d27
As expected, 4f036d2cc2 Cain asked e45b7dfc65 in a 71f28fd25c toneless voice. The next a198857df0 moment, he d5f926cfac grabbed my f4064cf19b hair.7219e0f2ed738caa
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“Ugh!”5c01e47afc8d0102
With his cock df32bab448 in my mouth, 5354a130f6 my neck was 1ec8ad7c4a tilted back, and 9a14f4587d the hard flesh 99a244d72e ground against my 9dd71689d5 palate and uvula.4e9e523216f5d8a2
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But more terrifying was Cain’s gaze, right in front of me.f5d0dadd725d2fff
I realized for the 2017fa1500 first time that a 8f05d49e31 person could have such 7b5b13c631 an emotionless gaze.acb42328425ed457
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It wasn’t the gaze of the great artist I knew.54d7b638df816128
It was just a853c79112 like an angry 3229a76040 beast.d4e104a8ec083d3f
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My body trembled. The fear fbcc3111de I felt 6f8be66de4 for the c9d2c3f392 first time 77911c3de2 in my 7fc7a18a55 life crushed ff747121fd me, making 387a4f46f7 it hard ecae8e290d to breathe.e535b128e1d36167
“Do it right. Have you been getting paid for this?”3cdeab88546ec089
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He started moving while 115ecd5e9a holding my hair. His hot, 6f820e4200 erect cock a204c817dc thrust deep efca686971 into my 9e782cab40 throat.821e80895f06c01a
As the back of my throat was repeatedly stimulated, I felt an unbearable urge to gag. Tears streamed down my face. Even as I made retching sounds, Cain didn’t stop. Instead, he thrust deeper, mercilessly pounding my throat.19211e33f10d67d4
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I’d met guys who mindlessly shoved their cocks before, but this was on another level. Probably because of the size. I should have said something about charging extra for this size.c2b8fe1649997909
The thought crossed my 1fc9fecdb4 mind that I might 9fe6f472c3 suffocate and die like 555be1a0ec this. Instead of opening a569986122 my mouth wide, 52c328c9dc I stuck out a485de24f3 my tongue and 6a8401ae20 tightened my lips.50cf061da9b97eb1
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Then I felt f2dbb03b51 the cock in ee4be6513c my mouth grow 99883f9250 even harder. It was already b5fa21b19b like a club, a2ea918c5b and now it 9dc0146d83 was getting even 211e7f632c harder? The idea that big 4ceebd66eb ones are usually soft ccba42eb44 is nonsense.0b45d650edbb84b2
“Hoo, now it seems like you’re doing it right.”44428871b56d1262
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Cain said as he e02933cd10 thrust faster. Looking up, I saw b2cd192e2b his previously expressionless face 2966ce0e87 slightly contorted.9c0a454ccb9c4c8a
But still, his eyes 59749ad022 held no emotion.1a73576145862f09
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The shape of Cain’s cock was clearly felt on my tongue. Feeling the bulging veins with the tip of my tongue, I got a bit excited too.b76542d213017ba7
His cock, unlike his beautiful appearance, was incredibly rough. It was a cock that suited the expression “club.”8665bb0b671275c7
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The wonderfully hard shaft 8b98ce4fec was a weapon in 76a45f249e itself. The inside eb39269e7f lining of 31b1eb9b0e my mouth a6c66530fb was roughly 9f11f1fe3a scraped. But the glans was 71159b9bce soft, and the pre-cum 6a8a0e1244 that flowed out tasted 68b354ebc4 salty.f7fccb0285575ddb
Swallowing the pre-cum diligently, I squeezed the glans with my throat. If my mouth were free, I would have said this: Cain’s cock, it tastes so good.400f3f31a3781d3e
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The deep intrusion 67d98a3a7d pressed against the 95bf2ed154 tender flesh at 36372c0c2f the back of 10aea316f8 my throat. Even as c40d0283b7 I groaned, 7e6f1a80cd I sucked f7f7d2a699 it eagerly.f21c812f6d8d5706
I was startled earlier, but deep throat was actually my specialty. I’ve never seen a man who didn’t fall for it.30ed182ff25c1fa8
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The key is to endure the sensation of wanting to vomit. As a human, it’s natural to feel nauseous when the uvula is poked, but you have to endure it as much as possible.5b357910af3877b7
I sucked the e0375efeda glans as if 9eee7c3591 it were a cb48fadc0e delicious candy. Sucking strongly as if 1ac3bac181 to swallow it with 28fef570b0 my throat, I felt a9106b9823 the soft flesh contract.8972863a3d4952c9
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Driven by the single 615d2d8305 thought of wanting to 5b9cc61cbc swallow his cum, I 268810f80e massaged the glans with 2eeb8d38d8 my throat. It was the moment c075485e77 when my mouth was 3584650fcd most useful, aside from 23a8ddfe9f singing.c8758f0d135a2e01
“Hoo.”dcc06a1d10a5da14
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Fortunately, a satisfied moan escaped Cain’s mouth. I could feel with my tongue that he was feeling good.8b13e464e19a8420
I diligently sucked Cain’s cock. I give my best to any cock. It’s the only way I know to be loved.7109c7a08246e916
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So I d94952c4f4 hoped Cain 86f7da0cec would love 4dea6f7a77 me too. I hoped he would ebd918f878 love my lips, my bbe6ca582f oral sex.f9620efaa3601187
“Ugh….”cd84968201c6d3f2
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Cain’s low moan indicated his patience was wearing thin.44344d8b380b4184
He moved bf16cbc3e8 my head 364caadb4d back and fc7c972c51 forth while 966a36a6a1 holding my 0e3289512e hair. With a thud, 540b661408 thud, his cock a04e6c7a65 was deeply inserted badbf4f63a and withdrawn.95134de90d86af77
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I imagined Cain’s cock entering my body. Would he thrust as roughly when inserting into a hole?05538c9ae80f0c72
I imagined my 2e3b3e09ee mouth as the 2b34530ba1 lower hole and 7f95bdc4f5 him penetrating me.edc93554a50c5464
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What would it feel 5ddf043acc like to have him 0d5ca05105 come in, crushing and 49234177c5 grinding my insides? He would 936360198a surely have 482455658d a rough 7f8bc7a189 style of ffac7b51ff sex. No one only does f54e8754e0 oral roughly.e36766ac59d05257
The thought of 3f98a3c93e this fierce cock 02415a62ea entering my body fa3a0d3cc3 gave me chills.835bc4c1723789f8
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‘If he brought me here to do that, I’d have to do it eventually.’b5d261941a549826
Trying to earn money might lead to my intestines rupturing and dying. I’m a fearless guy, but this time I was really scared.b2a7bf331a805268
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‘Should I say no?’94b6bc5e1accdfa5
Just putting 73c849e5ff it in 3f2dfca2ee my mouth 914180dbb5 felt like 215b95d570 it would db58fc8460 tear, so 8eee8f8482 imagining it 04ec70c37d going in 5dd95b9b58 below was bc62db4988 terrifying.f852625023e41c06
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I glanced up again to check Cain’s expression.4c9a86914c4190ab
And this time, 6e16a5b899 I got chills ddd366ea4d for a different 7f56db33c2 reason.10e407cbdcf9470f
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His different-colored 4ced962131 eyes were e476f054d4 looking straight 646865e897 down at 7469641aaf me, and 1b3c1decf1 it felt 7bb373f308 like my 5bf812f5b2 reflection was a13555f789 visible on ef804784e1 that transparent 326603daf2 color.e612f02ada0968cf
The me reflected in Cain’s eyes was speaking to myself.a8f24368f76821bf
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Know your 841a960f3a place, you 8000726810 male prostitute.bea3c0f4592b204e
When would you aa741f5ab7 ever talk to 370688bd3b Cain as a e83e28e095 musician? You should be 7c47573371 grateful to suck 633c437a94 his cock.f788f85bbe67f92f
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I thought. Yeah, that’s right.29cd293e3fc2d96e
Did you really think 8747d34c44 you could meet Cain dbf24e1ef0 as a musician?5f57c58e4086611f
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No way.fae183e9f506d6ea
Don’t forget, I’m Cherry. A Cherry that can’t be the main on any plate. Between these legs is where I belong.42787c9a2518d29d
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To fulfill my role, I tightened my lips again. I sucked Cain’s overwhelming cock with my entire tongue.3da6ee6606953126
Then Cain climaxed. Because he thrust c89aa659f2 so deeply, his 0f98baacb5 cum went straight 60c9fc5141 down my throat.9c0cecf414739be3
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I wondered if successful people had different cum. It was the thickest I’d ever tasted. But I swallowed it all.1153c2797cd79a7a
Cain’s hard cock stayed in my throat for a while even after he finished. The deeply embedded glans twitched.3d75a07d0463d61b
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The remaining cum flowed 3acbe9927b out, but I swallowed f72fb70bbf that too.7c4d5e7532e97584
“Mm.”92e06398e0492cf6
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Cain let out 96657f5790 a low moan 87db72e354 and withdrew his 555110537b cock. It was so long 3c345764b4 it seemed to take a3c37aa799 several seconds to pull 57fbafe99f out.a9fb85f75b94f6d5
As soon as I spat it out, I collapsed on the floor, coughing. My shabby face was reflected in the expensive marble floor. Reflective places aren’t for living.664305f60e1783c5
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With a thud, something 27471ceece fell next to my 98d508813f face. A wad of bills.4b1705c43bb3829b
“Practice more next time. Practicing with the lower mouth is fine too.”
“…Next time?”77d03ed1906387bd
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Mumbling blankly 18d5d7dcc6 at the 04da4def7f bills, I 1a323ed06d heard Cain abf9f5fa30 laugh.d14d69d4b1387180
“I’ll give you more if you do better.”9e331a0237d87d69
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Looking at the bills, it hit me. He didn’t know what kind of music I made. He didn’t care.761155b0ef464fe9
While I was picking 4fed6d12ad up the bills, Cain 7d2536c1aa disappeared. Instead, another man came d7f8ee9bd5 to take me away.06ea27cf69f8809e
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On the ride back to The Box, I heard several of Cain’s songs on the street. It was only natural. He had more than a few hits.c4b0e8997291653f
Yet, the 4cd3e3a20c situation of 1b7eca3225 sucking his f8637497db cock and 422f300fd4 returning to e87e4c0673 a shabby 869037bb1e storage room 02f49d4d46 felt like 9d35406a70 a black 1cf9bd8dcb comedy, so 16dbdbe564 I laughed a921d5be7e a bit.6fed289f200adb6f
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Returning to the dingiest part of New York, the first thing I did was pay Jasmine’s hospital bills. I couldn’t explain where the money came from, so I avoided eye contact.1e43939cbb8613c3
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Then I spent several days bedridden. I didn’t know why, but it was probably exhaustion.429bb5223530ef68
While I was c85896283f bedridden, I dreamed 1e14e62804 of my mom. She looked just 284b67decb as she did ff7cece6a8 in the end, 918e43b2c4 with a knife 58906b7b81 in her neck, 37f32bdb4d telling me:15f53db1b33fb282
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“Cherry, I gave birth to you as trash.”c2e1d017208a609b
My father appeared 1e64b5d65a in the dream 32725c74a6 too. He swung a baseball 04cb1a6209 bat at my mom 9004ec4e32 with the knife in a0de4745b9 her neck, then started b5b304b9db hitting me.f4df859ba91d4f39
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“You bastard, useless brat. You killed my woman.”3f99eabd04b165f0
When I wasn’t sleeping, I composed music in a half-dazed state.c60edfafc676e758
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Countless notes and symbols a51943c5a4 found their place in b4fd09874a my blurry vision. Notes danced over fe9e0a6972 the bottles and bd74d6e3dc wooden boxes in c2adee7f8c the storage room.0dcbfbdeea1dd2b0
I even rearranged Cain’s songs. I twisted and flipped his neat harmonies to create completely different vibes.0c3a2e06bd34b664
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Reworking his songs felt like a timid revenge for the rough oral sex. It was pathetic, knowing I couldn’t harm him in the slightest.4d9dd823395ba3fb
After three days in bed, I felt guilty towards The Box’s owner, so I took some medicine and performed in a daze.bdc4db6eb39c0e2e
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Performing while high on cold medicine felt like a leisurely swim. Or like singing underwater. My voice sounded like someone else’s in my muffled ears.90e36399b5a9f74c
After the performance, 8c18c99192 my fans were 2eff5af17d waiting with their 54d16ee490 pants down, eager 6a6ec04268 for my lips, 922476465e but today I 0f3191e26d had to decline 176d8fb10a their affection.af2d2d337359e557
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“Sorry, I’m not feeling well. You know, they say you can catch an STD from someone with the flu.”4252579290aef5ed
Thankfully, my fans f8a9821020 believed my lie 50ae0150f6 and left, disappointed.a93778866bbd5a31
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Before heading to 73b58669d5 my pizza place 17dbc587fa part-time job, I 7e4a5459e7 considered taking another 7e4b950ad3 pill, but then 3b5789aaa6 the inevitable happened.8a397ebc1c4ac7fc
Men who looked like they had “mafia” written all over their faces came for me.c735669cc13eb0bf
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I had been suspicious e71ee1d917 of anyone who stared ab12560f40 at me for too b206ba6471 long, wondering if they 3d00e3e871 were mafia, but it b30529da5d was pointless. They all looked like 2618bd07c2 they should be smoking 19939e08ba cigars next to Al 93b6359164 Pacino. In being outdated, d48af30581 the mafia were fd9a4db4b7 comrades with rockers.0cf3038e12c384a0
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Even their way of speaking was old-fashioned. I was about to greet them with “Hello, mafia comrades,” when a fist flew at me.984ef3d553faa326
I couldn’t even scream as I collapsed in front of the storage room.0a9a825c6957a346
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Behind the thugs, I made eye contact with The Box’s owner. He seemed ready to call the police, so I subtly shook my head. Getting the police involved wouldn’t help. I didn’t even know what I was supposed to transport, and I could be mistaken for being in cahoots with the mafia.eb2732d4b383569e
The mafia comrade’s punch was really strong. It was on a different level from the local thugs who just did drugs.bcf09e7bdf8dbfea
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Clutching my punched e445537577 stomach, my hair b050dde989 was grabbed.c2a411090bf8fe75
“Where’s our stuff?”
“I-I don’t know. I don’t know.”02dc077c2cfc9d2c
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I answered d69352134b honestly, but 66dc91b047 another punch 0d2151b14b landed in d2d25a1e96 my stomach. I retched.f1fb62f8c2f7d693
“If you don’t have the stuff, you’ll have to compensate.”09b778640f489f5e
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I had spent the money I got from Cain on Jasmine’s hospital bills. I didn’t know when I’d get to suck his dick again.b29f9b96495e57ae
“We’ll be back in ten days. Have an answer ready.”44dc09fbbf67ee64
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The scary-looking 03938c088d mafia comrade ca69625b9a glared at a2bc36ed91 me and dc2898f3d4 said.9be960244d6cd217
After they dbfaa5692e left, I 50b9140d75 forced a b7da09835f smile at 574642ce53 the worried 21d97f114f owner and 90d0ccd11a went into f1e9e859bd the storage 77a387cdd3 room.89837ce9aa8da232
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I pulled out Cain’s business card from my pocket.86a6c43389f473d0
Once something is crushed, it’s not hard to do it again. Accepting that it’s already lost its shape makes it easier.f39444f26976cce6
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And I lost my 3572dc5b6c shape a long time fe0eee3742 ago.739534bbfb795c35
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Cain Berhardt, the 138d2efc84 composer and producer 5307477b83 of the century.d0f0dbcb2a06a201
A prodigy b25cc6e43c who released 77802e8e54 his first fc3e2bd41a original song 5f6a499545 as a faad2ae7f4 teenager and e3cded9cbe hit it 3da7384ae9 big, immediately d1748f240e stepping into 5fc1cde0d5 the world 66f98f61f0 of producing.1277629fa533e1ee
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Before he even 6d857cf784 finished his twenties, c7630161a9 he had created 99b02ce82a numerous hit songs 647952349a and famous bands, 9ed1da900c winning dozens of 81165c3709 awards.1b10c84e2db4b71d
Cain Berhardt 6aac013d4a was living 30d63ef73c a successful 35b07f133b life. At least until 53ae5d34e6 he fell into 0e6da9fda3 a slump.57e37ef77771bd0f
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At first, he couldn’t accept that he was in a slump. The great Cain in a slump?83b4de448ef15788
He thought he just 32ecdc1035 needed a break. The problem was df6a4fc8e9 that the break 76977cb931 was rather chaotic.253b0bcb7c1e1ac4
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This mansion was a14985e627 originally a place f59f988e20 with a lot 588267ef9f of comings and b9cd5e9feb goings. Cain neither f297b0921d stopped people 206bdaa730 from coming 340bd33b44 nor held fc1128b60e them back a96ca0a16a from leaving.d7970f817a9a1f5f
As long as they had some name, in other words, enough fame to enter Cain Berhardt’s mansion, anyone could visit. They drank and chatted with Cain or among themselves.da195df151d30191
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If anyone started talking nonsense about the music industry’s trends or the direction of rock, they were kicked out. As long as they didn’t spout such nonsense, anyone could party at Cain Berhardt’s mansion.af99d441d8058644
Cain invited people indiscriminately. Drinking and chatting with 085027494c people gave him the a2d82ba0a6 illusion that he was f56e7d4106 proving he was still 246ae5c73b intact.0fec876e7806d8fb
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