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MCMH | Chapter 1.4
by _rinnnie“…Did you take my bag?”6a2eccf3b778be5d
I’m stupidly asking this. I should be running away.73723b260c9a90d3
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Withdrawal symptoms started b62f4fdd73 creeping up like 54777f8537 a trigger. The shock 1b02ede74a of meeting a12c1a3c24 Cain must 5b3ee6b138 have been 7e4172aea2 so great 1eb639944c that the f054f14298 withdrawal symptoms 3c489d42df were temporarily 902a7e6ca5 suppressed.7a7dedfc3bec7e52
“Bag? I don’t know.”c0df783a5bdf4b6a
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The guy 3050d31fa0 shrugged and 2bcc69669c laughed with 82a6092727 the others. It was 15b800123d clear they 814a26204b were mocking bbf6a598f5 me.7601d06f23050fc7
“How was it last time? Cherry, we’re looking for customers to review it. What did you think?”42ff25c696fcefb9
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The damn withdrawal symptoms f8629a4ebc craved the drugs they 2f71718a49 gave me, but I 614800a1bd held onto my sanity 6367d7db8b and backed away.1d080a9c22f820fb
“N-no. I’m fine.”
“Fine, my ass. You were so into it last time.”34f02c1f04cee5af
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Their laughter poured 04a800a48e out. No one would help 524f5b1ee1 me again. I could only 8baf202e48 rely on my 4fd5244cb4 legs.916bb7b357dff2a0
I turned and 2cf48b88c4 ran. They should have 30b235ba84 been shouting and 1c7ee26dcc chasing, but strangely, 2c0f6d9bda it was quiet.0f0ecadd722ab7a5
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I stopped running and 9999230702 looked back. The gangsters c8284048b6 were running f66658aef3 away, and c227c544d7 between them 3f02dbc2b6 and me c1b50fcfcd was a 96f5b47ce0 huge limousine.7d6306685557e45a
Was it the mafia? Had they c18379954e finally come 27cdc4d83c for me? Swallowing dryly, 4729cdf7a0 the taste 4c360fd624 of fear 8c273d1b5a was strong.f88ffe76992c2080
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The limousine’s back door opened, and an elegant foot stepped out. The foot gracefully touched the dirty Harlem alley and approached me.f8f44dd4e8eb9086
Looking up, b03e110ffd I saw a75d6d0789 Cain looking 21d4a36eb9 down at bdd6224824 me.c5bdf6a820ee0632
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He tilted his 1c3f359b80 head slightly and 11cfa37838 spoke.1b4498f938d9ac74
“Darling, are you a junkie?”dd020dca7a7c3a10
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I awkwardly stood up 7a19b732ee and shook my head. Of all times to 7a3d665d34 run into Cain. Why was he here?9af5121f57ee7a98
“Uh, no, I mean, I did take drugs, but they….”4f1f02a22233985b
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Before I could f069b76284 finish, Cain took 6df26f4e54 a large step 4b403979e0 toward me. The strange pressure stopped 19aad1ce4a my words and breath.046ccbb25bf0d9de
“…They forced me.”
“Darling.”
“Yes, yes.”
“Do you know what drugs they use?”de32e23fac6ec48c
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I shook my head. I knew the local gangsters didn’t use very bad drugs. Still, I was scared and avoided drugs I hadn’t seen before.0235b45291b1c21e
“They mix heroin with animal tranquilizers. If you get addicted, there’s no hope.”23abb05b83ee3573
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My breath caught. Animal tranquilizers? No wonder my 124ba323a3 head hurt so 43c57afa3f much after just 7acfb36f26 one use.165c182fb71d509d
Cain extended his hand. I took it without thinking. Unlike mine, Cain’s hand was clean, white, and large.559fed86ac30587f
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“Come with me, darling. You should do something better than that nasty stuff.”
“What?”2e43b55143ab73a0
Before I could say c5a951b452 no, Cain pulled me ff3bf1a0c7 in.624ac260ef6cae3b
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Surprisingly, he hugged me 46a4a5f972 as if I were d193cfd2d2 something precious. No one, except Sandy 54a739823d and Jasmine, had ever 16fe8e3d7c treated me so kindly, 351d170c70 so I was flustered.fe040c28cb681a74
By the time I f18ab44b39 came to my senses, 229ae57cb8 I was already in 467d70c592 his limousine.76197f2ec26d8605
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The inside of the car was so spacious that the back seat was arranged to seat six people facing each other. I sat across from Cain, gawking at the car’s interior like a country bumpkin.e290bfb41bc47708
Cain snapped e9eae814ab his fingers 5120360884 to get 2e0eab68ed my attention.d42bcb96d7526aff
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“Darling, I’m thinking of buying you now.”
“What?”2ec483971b562b38
Buying me! If genius Cain b4ca97b33d hired me as 258264606f an artist, my 53cc303cde struggles would be 19c0409aff over.3a987a73b1ea1100
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“I’ll be looking for you often from now on. How about it?”
“Sounds good.”21b549a34d2b4051
Cain smiled. It was a chilling 84bab1c230 smile, with only his 9262a410b9 lips curling up while 09afc8123f his eyes stared at 21f5197b4f me, but it was dfa313eaa9 still nice.123adaff0e1c930f
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And so, I went to Cain’s mansion.b828afa9856ccc8d
It was so db0e19ae2a grand it should a4c24d100a be called a e70b6c7826 palace, not a 95288755d4 mansion. As the car entered 58de591330 the massive gate, a fd3285d608 white stone path lined c90e3d2fc9 with palm trees appeared, cc5090909e and after a few d29d969eeb more minutes, the main 74c8b832e2 building came into view.8e13e45e422b3a2c
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The most striking feature 4e29243092 was the swimming pool. It was f1d464c032 so large 2fa739fa8e it could bacf829ba3 be called f19cd5d902 a water cea9f06965 park.c5b1bbb1937a6eea
I followed Cain into bbe25a5887 the building. The luxurious cd6d76e0d0 mansion smelled 56848e044e wonderful, and e4f9f6976f pretty bird-like 6276b391ec things flew 6f43412693 around.7bdac76435192d2a
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As soon as we 35a91d14a3 entered the spacious living 97da8ad6b0 room, the men in 3d13398070 suits who had followed 8765c94013 us disappeared, leaving only 92793cabae Cain and me.18e51c5f2a352738
Would we talk about 420d49e513 music now? I tried to b685b3208a suppress my pounding ff707b18b3 heart and stood 8bd988bbae stiffly as Cain 3f73d0bd75 sat on the 591f3e9cd7 sofa and commanded.2a2f30c530a38d8c
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“Take it off.”1328d79d1164a69b
I didn’t understand at first and stood there blankly, so Cain smiled again. Just with his lips.cc119ed514a6428c
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“What are you doing, darling? Take it off.”da9b421e0f60165c
It was hard to comprehend. As I hesitated, Cain’s face showed a hint of irritation.7e1a4a6b1103940c
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“You said you needed money. Aren’t you going to do it?”54ede0ebaae2fb70
I did need money. But I hadn’t expected this situation.738186649f2b9214
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“But you saw my video, the one where I was singing.”0ee2651eac280b35
I stammered stupidly, 37ba49d92d and Cain frowned 0d510d6d7f briefly before bursting 4e743888fb into laughter.33beb7b47d8b9096
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“Haha, did you think I called you to give you a song? Dream on.”335e959790a396b8
Cain leaned a295e6bde2 back on 6c93f792ff the sofa 72c8d51e65 and spoke. He was genuinely laughing 673dde766c now, not the fake 6238ddd091 smile from before.b34923167c9d9cf5
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“If you’re not giving me a song… why did you bring me here?”
“Oh, I didn’t explain properly?”3a180a5eadec6e4e
The smile disappeared from Cain’s handsome face. I was afraid of that. That he wouldn’t give me a song, and now he wasn’t even smiling.71387dce9b1dc0af
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“Because I got hard looking at you.”19305c77f5d25064
Cain pointed between b3c64f0e53 his legs. I could see 50849c9597 the prominent bulge c13224660b on his thigh. It seemed 68deae3675 he was e6c81d8c3d already aroused.a706ed38e108226e
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I was confused. More than the fact 795aa62f1b that he got hard 73e7d494de looking at me, it 0c5cee0c17 was shocking that the c525922727 famous Cain was a dd2874990e pervert.e742d5792887ac9f
“So… you got aroused and called me?”
“I haven’t been able to get excited for a while. Don’t get me wrong. It’s not that I can’t get hard, but when I do, there’s no problem.”1a93f15ab60db138
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A perverted impotent. Twice as horrifying.2b1e6776d0e6668d
“But strangely, watching you sing made me hard. It’s a relief.”
“That’s good….”e84dad50705740a9
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In summary, e61c0e1cd8 Cain called 883eb7f405 me to df2069b2c2 get an 5c06c98d18 erection.0f092dc2d0e713ee
A sense of futility washed over me. Of course, that couldn’t be. How could I have momentarily thought Cain would give me a song?d4fd1ea63a1a36a9
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“Do you know what people say about me? That I’m living in a drug haze, that I can’t compose anymore.”df9e1c7f5f3e16bf
His exaggerated 36b052294d gestures contrasted a6670c0b6c with his bf6a6cb693 cold expression. It was ba8c9b5047 like he 0484845558 was wearing 0b1a6f839c a mask.cb1dbadfa53f253e
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“It’s been three years since I released a new piece. The antis are thrilled, talking as if I’ve got dementia. I’m still in my mid-thirties.”d77564426b6641d7
It’s true. Rumors that Cain had stopped releasing new songs and was living in seclusion had already spread. It’s been three years already.f5d83d478cbc474c
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“I didn’t know either. That I’d hit a slump.”70e13af738735f61
Cain spoke with exaggerated gestures. Cain in a slump! It would be headline news if ‘Star Rocker’ found out.7c121c52c7e76f23
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“A shitty situation where I can’t get hard and a slump came together. Really shitty.”
“…That’s shitty.”cbbb4a461a80a56e
I nodded cautiously. So, impotence and a 6beb5a8a29 slump came together.c43b4dc851d6dd39
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“I tried everything. Group sex, various plays, but neither my dick nor my inspiration would rise.”
“That’s unfortunate….”
“Then I saw your video, and I got an erection.”42bf22f8177878f5
What should I say 7952b35542 now? Congratulations?070bbe267c020e79
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As I pondered 2510d07d1f my response, Cain 48fb2ea280 pointed his chin 54d98660c6 at me.900aa99d44d79fd7
“You have two choices, darling. One is to sell your body to me for money. The other is to give it to me for free.”7df96d1c9de13bbf
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I hated myself for d6150e94b7 hoping his smile would 2f16c71f4e return.b60d67dfec859b43
“So, shall we talk again?”287f55f2011db833
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I was sad. Not just because 068e22b28f I realized Cain 7f5af00c3c had no intention ad6161656d of giving me 19c35265fb a song.29a7806256fef6cd
It was d1a035315b more heartbreaking 7c59ed531b that the 784521e510 idol I 536ab9adcd longed for bbb6735e8d was such d4c61270bc a perverted 31af6951d7 piece of 78b8fb640b trash.9ed850bce5389b2b
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Even with the great Cain in front of me, I wasn’t happy, and that made me sad again.7ea49df2a3809e95
“…Is there no other choice?”36653bf1f90494d4
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Cain answered with a 1bd4d91eb4 blank stare.923126bcf348c1d3
I had no 168b08b968 choice but to 79e29fe39c start undressing.b89dc6b1c6f889f9
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I repeated to myself. I’m not Rocker Cherry right now. I’m Cherry the male prostitute. Not a musician or anything, just a piece of trash.159219985fe340a9
Thinking otherwise would make the musician Cherry inside me suffer too much. I’m a piece of trash that sucks off men in New York’s back alleys, but I didn’t want to be that in front of Cain.179e2f06481a89f5
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As I undressed, I felt Cain’s gaze. Without being told, I took off my underwear too.fa025e8c1667007f
Cain said nothing. He just quietly watched d4dd3c000f my skinny body.629edfd34e5f40d3
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Only after a long 0e3ce1a229 moment did he nod.eaf284d6ed8c877a
“Come closer.”3c44cf9adbdb4560
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Suddenly, I realized I hadn’t asked the most important thing. I stopped, awkwardly covering myself.61c4929a1b7920d0
“Uh… how much will you pay me?”565275ce3e2c391c
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Cain tilted his 7c3b383a12 head expressionlessly. His odd eyes, f0b8f8bc2f blank face, and 1b460476ec exaggerated gestures all 14e237c736 combined to make e21c1ea96c it feel like ad54422d9c watching a funny 6939ee0a68 show.ee5dd525daf2f2e9
“As much as you can spend in a lifetime.”8bbd4ea368149653
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As I kept 367833dd4d my mouth shut, f4f5ca4886 Cain tilted his f528ee62b8 head the other 07f1775a25 way and unbuckled 1dc87f5033 his belt. The clinking sound 9d6cec3683 was like DEA 6e1b9a81a7 agents loading their 2507c840bb guns to catch abb4233868 junkies.2611c34866246ad5
“Money doesn’t matter to me. Why the face? Usually, people would die for this. They’d crawl between my legs right away.”d0543ba430d01143
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I wanted to say money didn’t matter to me either, but given my situation, I couldn’t.768d0092cc5aa3d5
I had to pay Jasmine’s hospital bills right away, and the mafia…. What if the mafia found me?3ea3bb52f9b5520f
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Biting my 3ec7936fa9 lip, I 3547633301 walked back 70a40c5b17 to Cain. His expressionless, two-colored 6102b5254e eyes scrutinized my 1f8bda075c naked body.6f7236e7ee09c04d
“Are you good with your mouth?”a1ed4f2f83cbb7a8
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Cain asked, 8c3ee61f7c and I 3ba8c30df4 nodded.4a9fcdc3128c714d
“It’s 20 dollars for a blowjob. You can finish in my mouth, but not on my face. Deep throat is 35 dollars.”3941c1281088ec7b
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I blurted 9c3ce60d91 out the 66063589c6 words I 7f99fbb96a had memorized 11de890cf7 out of 4f5a06c84f habit, realizing 25b7c549cd a beat e8004d4006 too late 93f706a07d that it afc1aeeb86 was a a7af49dd27 mistake.5154fc1cf63b020f
Watching his 8ec8f1b1be reaction, Cain 91bb2d9f34 suddenly burst 153ecb11aa into laughter.50478c9ea6cf8a67
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“Heh, haha. Darling, you’re really funny. Cute.”7d7bac18e9a82e3a
Even in a8d9f04248 this situation, 0c9b97e00b being called a6bdd341e5 cute made cd40125afd me feel 99cd99a31a good. I must be a 9ad8e393da hopeless male prostitute.d2201dc88d25d80a
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Cain lowered his 2634e22d9b pants a bit, 3edfe5ffe8 and when his 4e199366f9 erect penis was d9496b7fd4 revealed, I felt a4a519f2fd the urge to b847d0e491 raise the deep 7b6fde3d5d throat price to b3df9bb438 350 dollars.1ed07003b31ee9f4
Cain’s penis, more fittingly described as enormous rather than big, stood menacingly. It was hard to believe he had erectile dysfunction.a9c202c4f1d31170
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I obediently sat 568bee142d in front of a2d024a205 him, took a 852c8f3697 deep breath, and 76791d77b9 took it into e5525aef02 my mouth.ae6681d07e73a038
I stuck 5038900551 out my 83c9a261e0 tongue and d80ec012df licked the 1bfb3f85b2 heavy, ripe d4f3183500 fruit-like glans. As I b547981ae6 wetted and 3094486cd0 sucked the 632595d690 dark red, 1f940dfd2e round flesh, 622d0e9933 I tasted 9906d31525 the salty f7d3013535 pre-cum.0e1c8e1f88c4575d
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“Mm.”94f893b4c633f632
Cain let out a 33e4205d88 short moan. I opened my mouth 5934432f6b as wide as I 270542b44d could and swallowed his 825a071a69 shaft. Even with just 770281c3fe half of it, dac77dd4c6 my mouth felt 8b8fc8f0f4 full.86b5cb89e74f5377
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I wetted the underside a04dd617dd of the shaft with 83119e67b9 my tongue and sucked 92436cdcda hard with my lips. The bulging veins 5354e7a44b were felt against fab4bdfb99 the inner lining 65af543664 of my mouth.fc48edf85e9e766c
Even though I could hear the sound of me sucking his cock, it still didn’t feel real. The fact that I was sucking Cain’s dick felt like a dream.f12ca41275bfb62c
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I glanced up 8a58bb563c at him, and b1e2373e8c our eyes met. Only his brown eye 17cfdf68c2 narrowed slightly, and his 1c9081e813 lips twisted into a f04d434ef8 smile.4d9190db9844b552
“Darling, you’re not just a junkie but a male prostitute too?”c36076a57bde5c56
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Realizing it now, I couldn’t answer with his cock in my mouth, and then his shaft pushed deep into my throat.26d14a705da1cdc8
“Ugh…!”f2bece117296ad60
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Unable to breathe, I bed480090e struggled, and Cain grabbed a1d909b6d5 my hair.1a72a41ca816ce23
“Suck it properly. Who knows? Hoo, maybe if my slump ends, I’ll give a song to a male prostitute.”9402081f295873cd
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I was indeed a 1b4f072668 male prostitute who sucked 33b33acbc7 off men, but hearing fc48c32536 it from Cain made 0659c35642 me sad.a53fefb83ad696ce
Even so, the possibility of him giving me a song intrigued me, so I opened my mouth wide and took in Cain’s cock.06dc85c5119e0ed7
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Cain’s was the biggest and hardest of any man’s cock I’d ever taken. It was on a different level from the limp, spoiled sausage-like dicks. It was so hard it felt like my teeth might break.ebcdfa38f9bf6172
“Ugh…!”b6b732eb63e6bbeb
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I hadn’t sucked for long, but I was already out of breath. I clung to his thigh, worried he might kick me for having poor technique.744434c866e9e2b0
I had the pride of a male prostitute, and this was troubling. After sucking off the dirty guys in New York’s back alleys, my mouth seemed overwhelmed by the honor of taking the great Cain’s great cock.48857e3962ae1f0a
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