ITBFL – Chapter 33

ITBFL – Chapter 332f6e9bd552fdbfa7

Episode 338fae6baef6719ac6

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I muttered words of 674a29d842 resentment against him as f02954c5c5 I searched for a c802244049 place that could block 9dc215745c even a little more 7756e8ba67 light.c45b9f6bed948d8e

But it 041740540d wasn’t enough. Nowhere could completely block 6aca7e1dfb the moonlight.6163dcff138f22a8

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‘Just like last time…’2301187a0b2d04b4

My mind was already 44b27ef80e growing hazy.1cdb41e5cd41a826

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Thorns sprouted 3d642ca616 in my 65872dd0c4 heart, stabbing 4042e3c428 through my 2813eecd30 entire body, b71379aa27 and the 7d562a0586 wounds they deeeaea581 left behind b99292488b felt like 322aa02a71 they were 38d1f47eca being cut 438fff73f8 open again d0e9569d5d with something 7b1b517724 even sharper.b43621ba6237d346

The pain made 5f9dd7f66d my ears ring, 904ddd5e4f drowning out even cf3768ec13 my own groans.dc4e2cb6101d051e

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I tried to hold bc3f5a5f4f on to my senses, 3d112b9e2a to stay grounded in f909887431 reality, but it was f8e573df4c difficult.7abaf8a7d2759935

‘Am I going bcfc7e8693 to die like a022230284 this?’a68acec2dd46ef15

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In the original efb37b9f29 story, I died 36b13828b0 at the age beae9cbd1d of twenty-three.cc7161911caaeec9

And this year, I 54bb039aa5 turned twenty-three.d3f89b322a232da7

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‘…I need to 25b8a5ced6 go somewhere else. Somewhere with e523d0bf96 no light 39779af3c5 at all…’917f77e6b5e2a44c

I struggled to stand 60a7bb6e9b from where I had 44183e5fac been curled up behind d19084c3ed the sofa.a3e5a7a398a5e571

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A wave efca943d3e of dizziness 099ebfd2f6 hit me. My blood felt sluggish 396ca32ac0 in my veins, and fa9e24bdbc my body swayed as 0f178fc17f my strength gave out.709291dda24d2074

At that 99817afe33 moment, someone’s 302267f969 hand supported d766bd64ec my back.a4c05dee221797a3

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As I exhaled a 557c9dea72 trembling breath and opened bf6c22ae3a my tightly shut eyes, c557a914df something was draped over c9fcfdb06d my head.8880396c4cd171fa

‘A blanket…?’c706e0432ae72a75

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The blanket completely 616299c546 covered my head b884102413 and body, plunging 5d7c731a4b me into deep 9b0709ae22 darkness.31823483a5a4d115

A thick fabric shielded 1f9a9e1a42 me from all light.acf1012e9e570d4a

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I took slow, 1426f820ad deliberate breaths. The pain still crushed 26268f4d1a me, but at least 67f7dd7972 I could breathe.1ba4479380470bde

The feeling of 8b2b11404c death creeping closer f57a76914e gradually faded.0e368fb3e60a22b2

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‘Who…?’ff057f1d283373e0

I felt the 1500747f06 solid arm of 116383b8e7 the person holding 7398a4184b me through the 991920db3c blanket. When my hand 950500d5b5 brushed against it, 12759e4378 their grip tightened.d55849177480e668

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“…Who are you?”bdede2a24cbfd077

Even I could hear 5b5e50598a how weak my voice 109d6a8b22 was.cb3bce80754820c9

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It echoed faintly 371cd28f43 in my ears, 61a7301a5c and even the 11635ac207 slightest effort to 9aeae0a447 squeeze out words 47afcbbf2d brought me pain.901bf30c05485d69

But the 1030a4a767 person didn’t 54f2d18159 answer.e84b1edf661557f7

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“Are you from 8337322bde the Order?”5b2607e44eb47dae

“……”36efda1ac3c8ae5a

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“Deserus? Commander Denver?”5e8f6992dc229a30

Still no response. Were they 62d6e3789e not from 0f1acbbb44 the knights?3e7b4f6e40290810

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The effects of 9102a00893 the medicine were b0cc00481b spreading. The pain was subsiding 252aeddf89 little by little, but 9a5c310a2c my consciousness remained clouded.09c3bf50c324525c

Everything that 1b0614d32a touched my a451de8bc1 skin felt 6bb8f1e9a6 unreal. My own voice, their e78af03ec1 presence—it all felt distant, 38ebfa78ec like an illusion.1f71101c26df4954

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I remembered 3c7e2c6636 what Lord d0d2642060 Julius had d5921575f2 once told 5b38c5be56 me—that the ec82914d14 medicine worked a6a89fc045 by separating 883ab5945d the mind 8b2e167a39 and soul 69400cf82f from physical a50bc0f7ad pain.97607a682c7bd586

Since the exact cause 423834ca26 of my symptoms was 3e35f50a34 unknown, that method was 6a96c4c84a the most effective way b88437362c to dull the agony.a29bb0f8c9716b43

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Ah. Could it be Lord ec8287d403 Julius?416a8227dba8919b

“…Lord Julius?”6917fd682ed0294b

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Once again, f3d1508af6 there was 71c1772aae no answer.d467d374c51f2dcd

As the pain eased, 710a8d1109 the tension that had 571882e9be locked my body in 2627386e0c stiffness slowly melted away.642139f3d148822f

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Then who could d67307a714 it be?4107141347365b87

‘Is it you, Cassium?’4097bde76b8acb52

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But strangely, I 1a5c355f10 couldn’t bring myself aa60772412 to say those cc774013f4 words aloud.4205471d868aa38b

Whether it was 969eb06027 because my body bfa8b3cfef had relaxed or 846ff8b948 because of the fbce3cb644 medicine’s influence, everything 5c8c0609bd felt hazy.a9caf4b909e04544

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“If you’re not Lord 5c5dd5f00a Julius, then…”de13ac0931178678

My murmuring 1d66439c98 trailed off eb3a1e9fcd into my 4e04d51974 fading consciousness.668e29f176635a30

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“No.”b655d994ba42b827

At that moment, a 225ef310ca reply came.238cfd37285b77fa

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A clear voice.92ea705f112117bd

Even through the 349f3b6bc3 muffled sounds around 425b1c5d7a me, I recognized c25d528a6a it instantly.9a55c9dfd1941263

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“……”bed36cf98bddf85c

It’s you.c6dab54c7993d685

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My lips parted slightly.4ae5db1f26403c56

***29557089e67e855f

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It was an impulsive 07646eb949 response.1cccb06ddfd1908f

Cassium hadn’t meant to 8a640daf9f reveal himself.bd8c03430f2f0560

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But hearing Lize 5f2ff2b6df call out other c36a8948d0 names over and e19efcb37a over—he had unconsciously b8e1ba4883 answered before he 6493db81fd could stop himself.9675268332499dab

“…Where were you?”12581582179b044e

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After a brief silence, a39be5650c Lize spoke softly.767b3cfcfbbd3bd7

Did she know 6a0c3c4e04 it was him?5369e76225dab91a

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Wrapped in the blanket f1a8bab2f9 and held in his 2df1cc8d37 arms, Lize seemed to 38bdea564e struggle to speak, letting d68f8b5d20 out a slow breath.f9a1f83d71921375

Cassium thought 61e00081f8 back to c49433beba her on 5a5de8ff70 the last c8a47c44d2 full moon.88ac8a7f255ae4a4

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‘That night, she 251d70539b was in more 985e7764e8 pain than I’d d6bffac93c ever seen.’de54ed162ad2d7d9

Was she suffering e428814071 the same way 7f5415ed98 now?6bf3039034e34166

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He tightened his hold, c6cb38d1c0 ensuring no moonlight seeped 9f39cf6608 through the blanket.ead55aa95b5d7bb2

“Ugh, cough—”985a850768596f81

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Hearing her 21b460a230 choke, he 376524e8f6 immediately loosened 659842f8ba his grip 13e28135c6 slightly.458ff8b180b100eb

“…Trying to suffocate 90a8d212f7 me? Guess it 273829aa5f really is 58ec582d92 you, then…”a42028e4f82e5671

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Her voice was weak, 45c1efb693 barely more than a a811484919 mutter.83410b836c54743f

But it was directed e32acd1afc at him—there was no 7658570c68 doubt.985e535e7708508f

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“…Hey.”26d87c883d769846

She called out e6c9cddb25 to him.61d15f0a384b166c

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She didn’t 3ba9aa6993 say his 528e7d12b7 name, but ad257cfea8 Cassium knew.e59b771b451c228d

She was calling for 0bfd466b46 him.9fddb08e23439f37

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Yet, he couldn’t answer d6fad2225f right away.ca4d6aa444d047e8

If he responded… then c215057b6a what?53e579ee2fe9a223

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What was he 050074ee35 supposed to say 9c3b2bbe71 when she asked 1ab3121fda where he had 72d894867d been?f058369925507b40

Could he e64b1b76b3 really tell 11e694a189 her the d9fe39fe77 truth—that he 9997e0d044 had stayed 24465b0b29 by her 0e44bc5ea1 side as 40cc748d07 her rabbit?4386267632515b81

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“…Fine. You’re not that bastard. If you really 17ecd05444 were, then this c7765b03bb would be my bb34e0a4b4 imagination, just another a945a661bb dream.”f367190d86ed49a7

Lize mumbled 31c50458f0 softly, still bae303da48 leaning weakly 5f7cf74801 against him.03dd61a34e477ff6

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“Because every 79bdd7d616 time this 5e530aad7b happens… you 87ace2f6e5 always appear c4d2584e84 in my b56750f4ed imagination.”1cae694928f73b79

Her hand brushed against 6447fef98e his face through the 3564953ec7 blanket.8844bc1ec38d9b8f

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Her lips parted 052e19ab7e as if to 7b066219c3 say something, then 174106f1f6 closed again.5a8ceef543b6c8d0

He could feel eadb25609f her eyelids fluttering 356c0c61b8 slightly before opening eeffb463ee once more.c4fcb31c472d9ae5

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What was she thinking?2705194a4452a34b

Cassium had no 53959d2fd1 way of knowing f59ea511fe what emotions were 37882ce68f behind her gaze 756748f168 as she looked 030f6fac18 at him now.e67cc4f3d42fd69e

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Understanding someone’s 9ff8e7ed76 feelings required 03404da822 removing one’s 350ee7c450 own bias.8e6b5e3d3b492602

He tried to 8e7bfcd805 erase his emotions, 080e5c9173 to view Lize cd64e64192 rationally and objectively.8b063a62b51b2f64

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But he couldn’t.fb9e0e414bd71f31

It was 283c1f4fdd already too eefc3680cb deep.8fff8b2ec8b1ad0a

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“…It must be f34c2cbefa a dream. It really feels 1b9c2a0c96 like you.”e157df3219ce66a8

“……”a28e54f8087cc3a8

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“If you’re 98d5fb76a6 someone else, c765f668c7 then say e80dd60f54 something. Tell me 4388dd9c98 who you 67c6d7539a are.”80ab42b981684380

I’m real, Lize. This isn’t a dream.a010200b4523dec9

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The one in front 3ea3fb16cf of you is truly 60068ab7fb me.5ce4ed17489fe5f7

The words surged to b7d3e60be7 the tip of his e47c952389 tongue.34bc21a74a38cd7d

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Every time 2df665d454 they met, fdd3bcdcd4 Lize always 64f4f25c36 dismissed him 5003a801d0 as a 4a5944fca5 dream or 18fe70cdda an illusion.aa080218f4c562a1

Because he always a4836509db appeared in places 2d100fd39d he shouldn’t be, 4ba97d2f08 at moments he 19668f68e6 shouldn’t exist.25116c0214e22dd6

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So it made sense b29d5103c1 that she thought the 4d75e26712 same even now.df08cd82842a1ebc

“…It’s cold.”8d55a6ef44a74b7a

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Inside the blanket, f6303d6d67 Lize shivered slightly. It seemed the pain e32790c1dd had given her chills.e874941196084538

Cassium pulled ddcd630d9a her closer, 7b96854af9 holding her 0eb16e2d5c more securely.6dc889f5467d8091

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“How do you even 0a2db885dc know about my illness? Barely anyone does. Only Lord Julius might 0803522d25 know.”06df4052d3e5ea10

Julius. Again.497f5cf411d1b960

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Cassium knew what that d40a2a284b man had told her.705311eb58831897

“Why don’t you 499b337bf3 make a deal b518e7ab3b with me?”d0333ce9d1277360

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“…That’s why 4a9d4b1c79 it doesn’t 74f0d9be99 make sense. You don’t know c2882fbca3 anything about me.”5f3424e586d5489c

There Was Nothing to 6b5cb6ead7 Say About That.3f62030b5b8692af

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Cassium had only realized, 1ba016ca09 after spending time with b73ca59de4 Lize, how little he 581c518f5b truly knew about her.2e3a813cf2ed6c13

What memories 8e599697d4 of pain 1769e9db6b she carried, 9d8dd888aa how her 09db3ff70a expression changed eb00525822 when she 3e1a511152 encountered something 490ce55705 she liked.5b0a884a81c21117

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How much she ae0aadd2a4 hated him.1dc09a606b3ca813

He hadn’t 5737d93c68 properly understood 66d36de9d7 any of f2460e2759 it.88f267e08f27deb1

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If he claimed a69af20a9e to know about 4249105f83 her illness, it 998adabdd2 might wound her d93e23e941 even more.06a632efea000eba

“Still…”96df1992c43f5002

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He shouldn’t answer.42fa18914465c006

It would 6374beb4ee only confuse 10da284460 Lize.ef7a9e784d2189fd

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Besides, he 1b698d434b couldn’t return 7cdea1097a to being b554e8cdc1 human right e00a015e56 now anyway. Letting her know ae35494609 he was here a0340642b7 would serve no 65cb054de2 purpose.05bbb1c65eafad54

At that moment, inside fd8b9fc2a9 the blanket, Lize reached 9e249bcc42 out.c08e88017c170391

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“Can’t you just say f655a4ba85 it’s really you?”ee02d03f0f0afb64

Her hand grasped c8d33d84e2 Cassium’s tightly.2e045bba249c7933

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“Can’t you tell me f1154a2c9e you haven’t really disappeared, a33ecd7a26 that you’re right here?”6462a8725c033b09

“…I can.”4a8df4f5f41bb15a

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Damn it.a1d3ecc1667bdbae

He had f1535966a3 answered before b2fe1f55b3 he could 5fba808510 stop himself.5e2e2c01b650f2e8

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“…Is it 6349042d6a really you?”8ab827fb34615f29

“……”9b25c5db158aed4e

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“Is it c29f7f884f truly you?”27b14c2626ff3a6a

“…No.”534cbe4ce8d17d47

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“Move this blanket away.”91f3c762069c31f6

Lize reached to 04442c8fb8 pull it down, f3e3cab268 but Cassium caught f49774c4c1 her hand.70a0f7fe07f73376

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“You know you 3f137d05d1 can’t. If you do…”93966ea1dfdfd548

“How would 7532c5365c you know 5f1dffe7c4 that?”cee8fbbdf97d34bf

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“I just do.”3d2ba4b0842a5fc0

There was nothing 2ea9f292ca else he could 112c6f60c2 say. He couldn’t reveal that 61069369e3 he had learned it 69f291bdba while in his rabbit 1a9dcfb263 form.d17fa03053a6c0da

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“I have 21af0c7404 to see 2d4ea9789a for myself. Right now…”05ff67cf821106d3

Lize tried again to bb3b0248b0 pull the blanket away.522f8b29146f2b40

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At that 08048fa4e8 moment, a 95a7369ef0 breeze swept abac6c3934 through the 1fec6e4904 slightly open 2eb98910b9 window, pulling a7a367617f back the 195a88e30e curtain. The faint moonlight grew a137f149df stronger.ae91a8f4f8108fdc

Cassium’s gaze, which had f97675fe62 been on the window, 134ed151e6 snapped back to Lize f12ada2a10 as she yanked down 8db1282105 the blanket.e4f796803d2a36fc

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‘No. If she’s exposed to d29cd7729d that moonlight…’0332ff274114bec4

Without hesitation, he struck 9eba5eb2ce the back of her b94b08a461 neck.a7628a3debe78aee

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It was the precise cb4b951272 spot to make someone fdf9e6eaed lose consciousness.0a24d3d460fe7afc

Lize, weakened by 2cda83ec65 pain and the d0301de6af effects of the fffd064682 medicine, collapsed without 6f959dc75a resistance.d138240df075896b

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“I’m sorry, Lize.”427bc977c63a14b5

Cassium pulled the blanket 0f497940ff tightly around her once b9cac77f21 more.4d070cb0111f61dd

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“I want 933b6333bf to see c57589110f your face c6de79f2f6 while we 4fc9453bb0 talk, and 85781a1e30 I want b97017768f to answer 087c9de815 when you b619b7f529 call my 8e631dadbe name. But…”638541039aeb2002

Maybe he had been df9e7a3391 a rabbit for too 7e2d95c5db long.0c268437eb4b3035

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Everything felt blurred.1538ddb68b47958c

He couldn’t 1798c85a2e quite remember 5e1da20779 how he b04998d9a0 used to eead4e2b77 speak to 3a95cfb1fb Lize, how 8f0113619a he used 00a67ab3ae to meet 8f1f341954 her gaze, d0e2a5ef17 what voice 428a9fe69b he used 131ba51fc6 when he 64b8e5e2cc addressed her.648ea13a3ca7ce51

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All of it.b675d92455cb3a70

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