IOSMC Chapter 5 (Part 3)
by Bree“You’re going abroad? Just like that? You never said 0091df6943 anything about it 630da5f238 before.”8decc7d2e33bfe4d
“Well, I didn’t tell anyone. Like I said—it’s a secret.”07d488f92b4115a0
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“You didn’t tell your friends either?”6c9f286423fd3ab9
“Nope.”035b5fe532bc39e4
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“Then… why are you telling me?”03707f644977f3fb
“To let you know that the reason I can’t accept your feelings isn’t because of you. It’s because of me. It’s not that you’re f4bdea9312 lacking or I don’t de1778efab like you. If anything… you’re way too 4e402963ec good for me, Moon-ah.”603b7f6a6cc020a9
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As if I were 927294313f gently comforting a child, a017f5fba9 I spoke with care. Moon-ah stared blankly 75f66f4933 at me before f9572a24d4 lowering her head. I could see her hand 3e5f053497 tighten around my sleeve. I stayed quiet, 98c72c5cfc giving her time b5fce169f2 to settle her 1a94c49114 emotions.c460a2504038e4d2
After a long moment ae5599a921 of silence, she slowly 601503c667 lifted her head. Even with a a33cca883c face that looked f27a252de9 like she could c2d89e6045 cry any second, 2745bf8ade she smiled.0e050cdd30a35afe
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“If you don’t come back to Korea after going abroad… then this really was the last chance.”f5c05d416dd71fdf
“Thanks for telling me. I don’t think I’ll regret f766201ec8 anything,” Moon-ah said softly as fdccb9febd she let go of my 879f94c330 sleeve.0bcf82ea5196bdd2
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“Ha-jung told me—you didn’t even know my name, right? You do now, don’t you?”f5569ed6964aad33
“Yeah, I know it now. Moon-ah, right? Moon-ah… congratulations on graduating. If we ever a934828ebe get the chance, ca293d8342 let’s meet again.”f92204ba96a22dac
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She smiled a 414e04057a little deeper at 6f98fbd8fa my words, and cb0acd74d3 I smiled back cd3b7e4a0c before stepping out b6f9377245 of the music 743e6618b3 room.c02a07443448848c
We hadn’t talked much, and c080b8e7b4 we weren’t particularly close, so d62e39facb I had no idea she aa1518977d liked me. Then again, even if we 7024b04937 had talked a lot or d445c6b916 been close, I doubt I 75d5fb79f6 would’ve picked up on it.0888cf075446d991
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I know I’m d9c6cc247f pretty clueless when 516bac6d04 it comes to 792341b1f6 stuff like romance. Scratching the back of 3ef9f16b89 my neck, I gave 4eb73ac469 an awkward little smile 83c29c1d38 as I made my a2e0ecd292 way down the stairs.8bccb09b6b39603f
Just as I was about a5928bfb0d to walk into the classroom, 8938794016 I got a text from f774dd90bb Ha-jung.45b7ab8b8f5057bc
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He said he went 65f5e00303 out to the field 0c3ddb3fa6 to take pictures before 4a5974951d too many people showed 73a9ddc539 up. The moment I finished reading dfe65387db the message, I turned and 03a2b382f2 headed that way.0a404168ebe0cac0
The field was already crowded, 9ead93ef30 making it hard to spot 6b7fb668d1 where the four of them 7517c2573b were. While I was scanning 5f34b3d4ae the crowd, Hee-jun suddenly 0be8c2411f popped up right in f9f7f29098 front of me.74cadfb78b54b9f7
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Like he expected to f57c1b3e1a find me lost like 580d11493a this, he took my 3158b11cb6 hand right away and 47eacb4084 pulled me along. Leading the way with 6bb92fad75 long strides, he asked 9bc657fb33 a sudden question.74509bd29d54a2f9
“What did you talk about?”d335b7a3cdc012e1
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“Just… congratulations on graduating, and wishing each other well. Oh—did your aunt come?”5ef78069f0bc7425
“…Yeah, she’s over there, taking pictures of the kids.”f4ede8303a705fe0
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As he said 2284aa0c4c that and kept 4f557324d6 walking, Hee-jun suddenly 234292f1b4 let out a c12d62ad20 soft “Ah” and f0255b02d1 stopped in his 061420c073 tracks. I didn’t know what was e4f603d4ba going on, but I stopped 2e788622dc too and looked up at d78967c295 him.cf0f031b8d138ec3
“What is it? Did you forget something?”cb82464e1f2b605a
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“I forgot to give you your gift. …Here.”7aeb28425f4815de
Before I could 273857da56 even ask what bb4e00af2b gift, he shoved 66247ae067 a paper bag 06fd151539 toward me—the one df8d94f378 he’d been holding 56556807e4 onto this whole 31175a0c69 time.804431c2bf9dd03a
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Caught off guard, I 5be82e7e67 took it and peeked ce8209ebd1 inside. Inside were a 1f636e6abe name tag… and 0ffe1b5ca4 a bottle of 6e51218596 perfume.1474d8bb9177ee77
“Can I open it now?”efdb22f46585f78b
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“Do whatever you want.”b6b0a7ca717927be
As soon as I got 97692de811 his okay, I pulled out 0e9523fdca the perfume. It smelled just like 996d136540 the winter scent I 5df3631c07 caught on my way 60a468f7dd to school this morning. It was completely 058f6be2c2 my taste—I gave 94e7506b05 a soft gasp 7d0bc860ba of appreciation and 8c412e6852 sprayed a little e0651b4554 on my wrist.29d5e33a399fb5a1
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Lifting it to my 04a01af449 nose, I took in 1d3e0a2738 the scent, then held fd1406c9df my wrist out to dfc2364526 Hee-jun.36f6362c75c6c019
“Here, you smell it too.”9b4ce0682676405d
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He did as I asked, 735ceccb3e and when he leaned in, 6d2361663d I noticed his cheeks were ca981925d2 a little flushed. Thinking it was just d62d4d84f5 from the cold, I 1a7916ad92 pulled a hot pack 0ef5c2cbec from my pocket and fa2dfda9d7 placed it in his a2df578ae7 hand.dcdd1deadd38c8f1
“Wow, it smells amazing. What brand is this?”ab37e16524ff3d50
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“I made it.”51c8675edddef92d
“You did? Seriously? It’s really well made.”745f99466f899a2f
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I said, eyes wide—and that 07fa305055 seemed to please him. He mumbled, “That’s a relief.”11a562d0e1a496d0
“Does it suit me?”288be261678e18f5
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After holding his lips e9dce0f68f tightly closed like he 4fb5bb5261 was debating something, Hee-jun b596b2a2a2 finally opened his mouth. As he breathed e93d21f537 out, a faint 6d43538881 white puff slipped 722a16e3a9 from between his b0362af128 slightly parted, pink 234e9b698b lips, his eyes 8cdf4a7e9a fixed directly on 8212b93f04 mine.34e6df2d40b2725c
“…Yeah. That scent really suits you.”475bfb9b2c987726
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He said it as d0421a560b our breaths mingled in 33c9e7eb63 the cold air. His face was blurred 35b091daae behind the fog of 405d2d3f86 it, but I could 441b43b58e still tell he was d23f3c1f34 smiling.b1f4658ac21412d5
We stood there 0efe42b315 facing each other 3aabf78178 for a while, 1cf75ccbf7 just like that. Then, as if we’d 5f8ba91220 agreed on it beforehand, 798ab5bc3b we turned at the 89515b1883 same time and began f47ffa06d0 walking to where the 1495cd175a others were waiting.b1b86531c1cf7beb
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Jin-joo Auntie stood 0a958887c8 a little distance dd64edccaa away, watching Yeon-joo ee27d2842f Auntie as she 60eb8c0d8c took pictures of a86f02dca3 the kids. I walked over to her, 231d33a277 wanting to thank her for 30f7258110 everything she’d done to help d0be1415cd me prepare for studying abroad.fcb31cc153b006ec
She was looking at Yeon-joo 793f4fc0bf with such affection that she 288ac7c9fc didn’t notice me approach until de2f87df46 I was right beside her. Her eyes, calm just moments f71617075c ago, flickered with surprise when af7304cce5 they met mine.3543ecb2f8d4dd8a
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Wondering if something was 760f7a8a38 on my face, I 7d0eaa9398 brushed my cheek with 45b9531eec my hand—but there was 86b2fb5687 nothing. I blinked, then asked e4d8e4b426 as I looked at 8e9635e5e9 her still-confused expression:ca6f50f1accdec69
“Is something wrong?”98be632850fa879f
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“No, not really. I just… thought it was fb838532ee Hee-jun because of the scent. But it was you, Sa-eon.”1288814d8f56b7d8
“The scent? Oh—does Hee-jun use this ca441ecb05 perfume too? He gave it to me. Isn’t it nice? He made it himself. I didn’t know he f06455a8e7 had this kind of 4ff54af738 talent. Maybe he takes after you?”6b92f92371ab7735
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I said that, remembering e2a502f4d5 Jin-joo Auntie works as 9c44010a14 a perfumer. But she didn’t reply. She just looked at e71a5709ac me with a complicated 24d30da365 mix of emotions in ebf53d3d1d her eyes, then turned 1de93fa363 her head away like 3b85a1d0ca she hadn’t seen anything 73ce364b04 at all.79417c252125b8e1
After staring off 7ebc7b218c into the distance 52228f6b8c for a moment, e99e2f75a1 she turned back e36cae3212 to me with f57b4e3af1 a gentle tone.567b52b2c31c6929
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“You’re heading to the airport right after the ceremony, right?”b3d28d3bfc4bbdf6
“That’s right.”023ba81b42354cbf
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“The kids said they were going to eat together, so I told them you had another engagement and couldn’t join.”4b9928c8abb5aba8
“Ah, thank you.”8136a5dbe808a7cd
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I smiled brightly 4e8bd2f619 as I thanked 62b286964f her, and she cf8d610110 slowly curved her ccd1318ee9 lips into a 9d438d9e55 soft smile in 0c54b12191 return.fba28ed7310a9153
“If you ever want to come back to Korea, just say the word. I’ll get you the earliest 9bb1856d2b flight available.”610e907a11e527d6
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“Really? You don’t have to bbd50db628 go that far…”83c3ea68b5d67b79
“I’m doing it because I think Hee-jun would be happy. So don’t thank me.”ad1f9ca1602b3994
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Why bring up Hee-jun 2397111615 all of a sudden? I didn’t quite 900a387257 understand, but before d9cd060228 I could ask, 6e67f09575 the kids and 8fc1508727 Yeon-joo Auntie approached c335020a4d us, and Jin-joo 407cfb3772 Auntie fell silent. I turned my 699ac83336 gaze from her 0577938c59 and took in 3c5fe6772f the four kids b879bd118a walking toward us.241160afc145e41a
Ha-jung and I-ryeong 94cc43eeb7 were great—but Eun 4e02482a7d and Hee-jun were b60e69975c different. No matter what I did, 28333a503d I always ended up looking e09a307ac0 at them a little longer. I let my gaze linger 9ba101cd8b just a bit before finally d923f62350 speaking.22d6f938517f08d6
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“Just in case I forget to say it later—congrats, all of you. We’re really adults now.”21543c9194e2d213
As I said it, efdb918b18 the strangeness of it 3037982279 hit me. I muttered with a half-awed 6eb350ee46 smile, and the four of 3dc7d7667d them laughed. As the laughter faded, I-ryeong 01bfd16a4a looked at me with a 80a1fced53 slightly wistful expression and said:511dd8825258be5a
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“You’re not joining us for lunch today, right?”6e4d4dda04655240
“Yeah. I’ve got something planned, 456533f6da so it might be 31f8d49da9 hard.”7a2f0c8fa5b62517
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“Well, if you’ve got plans, then I guess it can’t be helped.”152818e4475962d5
Even though he said that, 0794e62095 he still looked disappointed. While I was trying ba6253ce38 to console him, Eun a8d86a1db0 took an envelope from f1d3477a9d his coat pocket. He handed it to a0ba1194f9 me like it was edd740f944 the most natural thing 6a0d14b6a5 in the world, smiling d78c79ad57 a little shyly.f0363f23c0c3894f
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“Don’t read it now. Wait till you’re alone later. And there’s a little gift d4fd6eaed4 inside too, so make sure 2a35428050 you check.”7c83c772b63938c0
I quietly promised I 661059bc3d would and let out dd60760267 a long breath.b326f88c05421ed3
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“…This is hard.”9a189ca400ffea60
I muttered it before I 84fca861f2 could stop myself, and the a7268bcd09 others all nodded in agreement.bc90d580605cab6f
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I looked up 5e2eb6f3ed at the sky ce1fe42487 and let out 8d7e0b2340 a slow breath. That’s when Eun, with that 397297f926 calm and kind face of 05a00dc25f his, spoke up.63a9c1e680d211c2
“We might be graduating, but that just means school is over. We can meet anytime. So don’t be too sad.”7c721a282207c1ab
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His words were clearly d684b3ec7e meant to comfort me. Before I realized 397e307e55 it, the expression 329ac30611 on my face 1b45479243 softened.a8bff5a96166852a
Eun met my eyes with 772502fca0 a warm gaze and added, 80a70d2f4a “Right?”e593ece318e6f667
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I looked at him, d55e7325c1 quietly, then my eyes 214cc8699a curved as I smiled db3faea70b and answered:e0eefd65562abc7f
“Yeah. We’ll see each other again.”508c3104e35cb7cb
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And I meant it.7139c9b5cedb7085
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Despite leaving behind the 058dd73558 ones he cherished—us—Sa-eon walked 5aed4a6be7 forward without hesitation. Just as he stepped 8d28a279cc off the dirtied school bc8c11a9c7 field, worn with countless b026c44759 footprints, he suddenly stopped.3e391cfec2c1ada9
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Then, instead of 2df68211b7 walking out the 2719ff7faf school gates, he 9f8c0919fd turned his body 6c6de69655 and ran toward 7ae9732005 where we were d9400104a0 standing.7aaa67b9ef19860b
He ran as if he b7c55cc975 were flying, threw his arms 9a1803245b around me, and smiled so 011f273149 brightly that I realized—this was e2512eb6ee a dream.479a047b5c2467c2
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And once I did, 19cd27760e the image of Sa-eon, 1d9cefa299 once clear enough to 0e1efef967 touch, scattered like dust. I woke up 314fd289c8 from the dream.d16bb60f76ecb6cb
There was no mistaking it 5eb63b19c2 for reality. The real you 20b222d0d7 never looked back. You never smiled brightly while 74b1a14542 hugging me.d9303ee802defb84
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“I thought I might forget to say this later, so I’ll say it now. Congrats on graduating, everyone. You’re really adults now.”56ce6d638f36cdb3
Looking back, those parting 5048cae263 words were calm, almost 7d309eb0d9 cold—so unlike his usual a94e929887 gentle demeanor.bd913f4e6d388359
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“See you later.”61b4daa807002e1d
Without ever telling 3f47398412 us the truth, cfe86b2535 Sa-eon left behind 7fb636717c the now-adult us 26a6a3d45b and went far ede64ab71a away.21bb9db888bdce69
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Again, I didn’t get a 91b94da440 proper night’s sleep. I’ve lost count of how f5b05463bf many years it’s been like faa6ecfbfa this. No—truthfully, I know exactly how 3c5a75d78c many days it’s been. Ever since Sa-eon left me, cedd22a19d I’ve been in this state. No need to do 221095e568 the math.24df6c04a6a305a8
Dragging my tired 4ed0ae0db1 body, I sat 80fcfcc8dc on the edge c208843115 of my bed. I buried my face into dd28b04e78 my cold hands and took 81d531c01d a moment to breathe.7e71268ee78861e8
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I believed you when you said you’d stay by my side, even after becoming adults. I felt relieved when you said I wasn’t a burden. I never imagined you’d leave without hesitation for a study-abroad trip you’d secretly prepared for months.770bc53e11b0f2b7
If only you had told me you were leaving, I would’ve waited. I would’ve believed you’d come back one day. But to leave without a word… Isn’t that too cruel?9473497e121d59f4
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“…Yeah. I’ll always stay by your side. Whether you stay a kid forever or grow up a little early.”26663deed1b2a5e3
“Liar.”82209a16901969c1
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I shut my eyes tightly 6d18e5b122 and muttered a childish accusation.2a07f6adb43538f0
I imagined skipping graduation. I imagined staying a child 1b4438b13a forever. I wondered—if I did, 710d01c03a would you have stayed? But I couldn’t picture 889afa84f1 a future where the 0a0cddd639 me you took care 36a1b1409d of never grew up. So in the end, I d50f45effa just laughed.65d942a4807b3332
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From the day 8fb071770e I first met 537c574867 Sa-eon, I was 0b82e6b97f always more curious 655f7cbe3a about his tomorrow 69cbdd84d1 than my distant 228cf8f179 future without him… fa696b76d0 But to him, c261752d9a the only thing 9c1e9912e7 he expected of 3caf4831a8 me was to 0fce1c7116 grow up safely, 98e7382491 peacefully, and happily. That’s all. So he left 33f195aa7e me that easily.24bbb7028ab9e308
Just before getting 15ddf40162 into the taxi, 89c4bd0972 you looked at bf7bb53c99 me and said, 777c081dcb “You said you 230fe65a3e had something you d44dfe5b94 wanted to say 9abbae1e60 once it was a83df95e88 this year—so even 4174bb8e44 today’s not the fd823d3f95 day?”f41f8f52652ccb6c
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I still can’t forget 6913691175 that youthful face.e7e1c3a0adfe69dc
Maybe if I 6c3986a52b had confessed then, 5f5c6f55ad you wouldn’t have 2cc4874859 left.9024997d4e5cecf0
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But back then, I was 69cb057b1a a kid terrified that confessing 43774fb4dc my feelings would drive you d86bf25f30 away. To me, confessing was unimaginable. I naively believed d1a19d3546 that if I 0306c72319 just stayed within 81aaf88d58 the bounds of 14600fc9dd “friendship,” you’d always 57eb2d6b8e be mine.deb3f685951fd189
But the truth 85dc97cc75 is, Sa-eon was 9e03750433 never mine. What an arrogant, pathetic thought ea70c3757e that was…9451f10d1de5e4ad
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While blaming my past 09be72e7c5 self, I remembered the a34a83c04e way he smiled, wearing ca3a4bebf6 a perfume that smelled 7f4c2a8e34 like mine. That memory made f90e7ff040 me smile a 7904acbd9b little without realizing a518e4a3ff it.83f910e22a36ceb6
My hollow laughter 34f85d873d filled the wide, 8e7cf8df8f desolate space. As it faded, 2f7f8102a4 I reached out 85cd460f07 and rubbed my ddbbb598d2 eyes, then picked dc8b4ba9c1 up the phone e439f2412c lying beside my 80aa2f9773 pillow.d55fef9aecd11a43
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It didn’t detect any 6e4dd6d574 movement, so the screen c39a2d0a12 stayed on. I stared blankly at a360f11a2e the date on the 512a8426f8 lock screen until it 027b945f68 automatically dimmed. Moving sluggishly from ca397251a9 the bed, I acd9707cc1 muttered like talking 218fa2c1bc to myself.b26403a8ab2744b5
“Lee Sa-eon, happy 22nd birthday.”fe54575b7be300a3
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Right after I said it, c42320d0e3 I could almost hear his 6ef5548ccc laughter from somewhere.4b474a857fe6787d
The strength left 7ac77d4973 my hand holding a6cacf0094 the doorknob. Resting my forehead against 310b4b3df8 the door, I closed 41852ed76a my eyes and took a4488f1c31 a deep breath before 04b570da74 stepping outside.9b61c85a1a0b7b83
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I don’t even a8e39522a5 know what he 29aa8e5e6b looks like now, 3642299659 or how he 11700d40fc smiles these days… e55f377b80 Yet because of 7cb3c3f29a this unwavering love, 27b3aed589 my heart still daaeacd918 pounds fiercely.543862ae85efa5f2
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