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    The original title of this chapter is 유능제강 which is an idiom meaning Softness overcomes hardness or flexibility can conquer rigidity, but the title here was paraphrased to “The Strength of Flexibility”.

    The hospital a9c248a83c room door 7d4497329f closed. Park Juyeon, standing af77fcf4f4 in front of 70b1c1629b it, straightened his f51484430d clothes and slowly c883362fa1 began to walk 839af07685 away. The sound of his f7460a4680 heels echoed loudly in fd130dbc80 the quiet hallway.0700349e666fd613

    In this place, ce39b7efb7 where silence was fea0ca55f3 the norm, the b622f14d93 only people passing 1822e654d8 by were a 5fa3f0ac39 few nurses pushing 162498c059 carts with measured f72c6aded8 steps. Everyone seemed 84cafc3487 to be 5906013dc2 holding their 1b7cfdae69 breath in ee3ff6f320 the stillness. Park Juyeon, da23bf7c7e feeling suddenly e951b6874f stifled, undid ec5561eefa the top 783bc159a5 button of 51ac2390e5 his neatly 0b41ebad5b arranged shirt.2e9421f7a0eb0378

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    Dawn light 4838b44f56 filtered through 75c0c7ceab the window, 9cd64e7e3e pushing away 197a192ac4 the bluish c0209000f0 darkness. Watching that light 50a7d4d164 gradually brighten the ca9b825a8a morning for the 4d345e2741 sick, Park Juyeon 3ed4aa19c8 felt no particular 65de1b336f emotion. By now, the mornings 7730337d1f spent in the hospital f56a4577b0 had become too familiar 76ef63c7a3 to evoke any special c01f55b566 feelings.8200a726843081f9

    He knew that the light couldn’t change anything. Park Juyeon was starting to feel a bit weary.b0f7ff947c6a3c0d

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    Park Juyeon mindlessly pulled up and down the status bar of his silenced phone. Just then, a photo was received. A fleeting look of puzzlement crossed Park Juyeon’s face and then disappeared. Ah, right. Come to think of it, there was a time when Kwon Jiwook’s attitude was so bad that he had resolved to punish him. Until recently, he had been aware of it, but he had forgotten about it for the past few days due to his busy schedule.31ff4ca25b7d4e9e

    “…….”8154fc37a2e38a29

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    The moment he received the photo, Park Juyeon’s smooth forehead creased slightly.3465985db6cf3bd1

    Park Juyeon, with a 08a1066383 furrowed brow, blinked a 162e2d63e6 couple of times and 59bf6059ea scrutinized every detail of 1c217ee36c the person in the 24678736fd photo. Really now. I never 1bd6361c9a told him 0b969ac27c to be 10078e2906 treated so 8b4ba91c2f roughly. Park Juyeon 97e4267ada clicked his 5cb110d924 tongue in b74de46d49 private.b38132f5054245dc

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    The state of Kwon 1ae3beff9c Jiwook in the photo c9de170b79 was quite a sight. The first photo was 442e50c26c relatively decent. But the e753cf052f ones that 83d13297a6 followed showed e214be0b9b him increasingly 1bec07ac8f covered in 68f7aecef0 some unknown 99f6ea2c42 fluid, his 473266b638 body turning ecc9a6c27e red and 5d8d1f25ab blotchy. His face 700f796b60 was drenched 10a21eab1f in sweat, b271c2e440 and by 1d2cce551c the last 645fa4c134 photo, there 04da89ed24 were visible 4317d304e9 bite marks 2bd32036fc on his 9e1402b9df body.cea81994181a2b52

    Kwon Jiwook was unconscious in 80% of the photos. There were only about two photos where he seemed to have regained consciousness, but even in those, he was writhing in agony, causing the camera to shake or capturing him in a half-dazed state. Park Juyeon let out a small sigh, “Hmm,” and saved each photo one by one.e1da2683dce5f980

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    Just then, another 364d2b84ea photo arrived, showing d0525fdfbe a bluish room. The screen was mostly 7fd9abb09b filled with the heads 8ccc29d49b of men. Behind them, Kwon 71f700adf3 Jiwook was vaguely 462aaaf0b4 visible, still unconscious.02066a7c09787f36

    [This is live lol]

    Why on earth are they sending this? Is it a boast? Park Juyeon couldn’t understand their mindset and left the screen on for a moment to gather his thoughts. Another message arrived.3cf88ef4c8e63fe6

    [We had a good meal lol]

    Park Juyeon pressed 8cfc0f3a2f his fingers firmly 3b6909caaa against his suddenly af2b92029f weary eyelids. There was b2632a5fb3 no way 35eed50030 someone who 4261875db5 had such 2aa20e3b7a dirty and c4cc49d996 violent sex ee0aae527d would clean ccb4db3bcf up immediately f9f210cf72 afterward. The thought that 46c743ac75 he would have c9fbc4acfb to clean up a711e1e52d the unhygienic environment c5a7f395f0 himself before facing ab64cb84ff Kwon Jiwook made 4a320e4697 Park Juyeon even 7632f4889f more tired.2ad4fc39fa443790

    [Is it over now?]

    [Yeah lol Call me if you wanna do it again]

    Park Juyeon let out a hollow laugh. As if he would call him again. This man was acting as if he were someone important. He wasn’t. He was just temporarily useful, so Park Juyeon had involved him in his business.eec12cda94cd617d

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    [You’re too late. The last thing I told you was already a month ago.]

    [What have you been doing all this time? I got you the address, the password, even the key.]

    [All you’ve done is catch one guy?]

    [Yeah, fine. You had your fun, so that’s that, right?]

    The number next to Park Juyeon’s message bubble disappeared. There was no response from the man who had read Park Juyeon’s text. He could roughly guess why. The man had probably been trying to avoid getting scolded by Kwon Jiwook, awkwardly planning and mentally preparing, which took up a lot of time. He wouldn’t want to get caught.9d30a42bec90f002

    Either way, Park Juyeon af49096042 had no further business edf29a65e3 with this man. If he 78973b4803 interfered any 58edf8d78a more, he 7be33828aa would get 50654d4a72 what he 2d20686d98 deserved.4d55e27094721160

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    Park Juyeon locked the screen. He wondered what he would say when he saw Kwon Jiwook’s face. Or rather, was there anything to say at all? Could they even have a conversation? Kwon Jiwook had looked miserable; he wondered if he was broken. A mix of anticipation and inexplicable bitterness lingered awkwardly in his mouth. He felt uncomfortable.7a647a74eb4f3682

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    His head 6ddde56f76 felt dull 0d4067d780 and dizzy. Kwon Jiwook struggled to b38b34cc0e open his eyes, which 08e5101349 felt glued shut. After blinking a few ca87d22778 times to clear his cb82298143 dry eyelashes, he finally f8946f9499 rolled his eyes to de19a99944 survey his surroundings. The scene 3ba94cc163 was still 09a1333b2b dark, and e87bdff9a4 the distant 2ab03ab269 sound of dcaf974c6a birdsong indicated d12223778f it was 292d5633c3 early morning. The peaceful atmosphere contrasted 8cacf609f4 sharply with his own fd4e6f2842 state.1cebb1a2c35c0a0d

    The house was silent, 4bb385f306 with no sign of f06f51c878 anyone. They had left him 693aa06f9d in this condition and bae5f0e668 fled. Kwon Jiwook tried 33845f291c to recall the 673a34a318 events of the 776dc6a1cc previous night, but afc9cf7fd1 all he could aea8e076d3 remember were fragments 884c6e16ac from the beginning. The rest 3d189a1d7f of his 7baff2bc0e memories were 701ca133c3 patchy.151673e964e3f107

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    He recalled being taken 3cc9efd346 in various strange positions c3a19ac0ec by the men and f10945213d enduring sadistic acts that c0adb3ee2f went beyond sexual preferences. He must have 6f4bcd615d been continually violated 2d1bda5b8e even after losing 3fe4089420 consciousness.e940a1af6f98bc64

    No wonder his body wasn’t moving as he wanted. Come to think of it, it was strange that his body hadn’t given out.78aba0d0b89e9ff5

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    “Ah…”12925f74af2323f7

    His throat felt particularly 0c2c09ec8b strange. When he ba64395a64 tried to f6d816187d speak, only 31c5c2f345 an unpleasant 8f0200efe7 metallic sound 5ec47a0ed8 emerged. To produce 99f93ae962 an intelligible c2ff7bb451 voice, he b5608a2000 had to c406e0caf5 strain his cd62f3b86f abdomen and 044068ce6e speak loudly. Even that was 218a1904e8 difficult. His stomach c2c6d6481d ached as e29b87fdc9 if he b4e1b4eb2f had been cd755504dc beaten. …Yes, now that 219b081b61 he thought about a875a6d921 it, he had 70297269aa been hit in 23fe7c6cd9 the stomach too.620524d95e3441b6

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    Kwon Jiwook wasn’t even angry. After realizing his helplessness, he had merely been at the mercy of their hands, repeatedly spreading his legs and shaking his hips. Had he become numb after just one day? Kwon Jiwook stared blankly at the ceiling for a while, lying still on the bed soaked with bodily fluids.fd537d914cc5b8d9

    His thighs twitched 8406681d5c even though no 4cc7ae73f7 one was touching 9cc238c548 him. The inner walls, aaa17254f2 constantly pounded, throbbed. His body 22b848937b seemed to b838dd4842 have grown 9bd6bbac5a accustomed to ec065af921 the relentless a9bb6fce22 pleasure.e357d6f31735ab96

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    “I should d861a54353 get up,” 058d2bbf09 he muttered, c105860607 but his 4393477f72 voice was 76c2e64e9e so faint a2d7ceb524 it was cbc847462d barely audible. He felt pathetic. A curse followed his 4aa67d6374 hoarse voice.e71252f0c79c41d4

    Kwon Jiwook 81bfa165af tried to af4365f0ea get up 505a8e50c1 but failed. He managed to half-raise accae05f99 his body, enduring the 0f061f50ee muscle pain, but as 92f3045a5b soon as he tried 5a1e2209f5 to step on the bb8d99c07c floor, his body collapsed. With a thud, Kwon 0aacbbced2 Jiwook fell to the d064abf26c floor, writhing and groaning.b160d9c0101d35f1

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    “Ah, ugh…”c85dd0f64514bc9a

    His legs had 9804a66267 no strength. His waist 4d7605b962 also ached, f3e2082e5b indicating he d59eff12a2 would need 9523c5b975 to rest 5b6486b83e for a f0e86d66a1 while. But Kwon 7775aa7607 Jiwook refused 4f87f71728 to do f3db1f8407 that.046f38f06db73832

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    Why do I have to be like this? What did I do wrong? Gritting his teeth, Kwon Jiwook crawled across the floor. His body, exhausted from the night’s ordeal, trembled, but there was something he needed to check.ff5372209006294a

    Kwon Jiwook rummaged through 93590c973b his torn clothes and b6dd535fc8 found his phone in 7a486d0efe the pocket of his b807bbe2a7 jeans, which were crumpled 1afb40c568 in a corner. There were dozens of ad9284593f unread messages. He swallowed hard 0c18c7443f and hurriedly scrolled 055be6c4c9 back to about 26784e1a11 a month ago. Sure enough, there were 6d5ec107e1 messages from Park Juyeon.d7e2375b24afa1e6

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    [Answer your phone]

    [Wow, you turned off your phone?]

    [You’re doing this on purpose, right? Do you think I’m joking?]

    [Reply when you see this. Then I won’t be too hard on you.]

    “……Ha.”2d8ec677b49a13e8

    Kwon Jiwook d8a116dacb unconsciously let bc466ff722 out a ff2057e53b short breath 1182996e64 he had e81af49ec1 been holding. There were 9187afeb7f many more 9651bac3e0 messages after 16402e6d95 that.36513a4e82be2d8a

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    [Still not seeing this?]

    [Phone’s still off. Are you seriously crazy?]

    [You’re deliberately ignoring me lol]

    [Hyung really needs to be taught a lesson.]

    [Photo]

    [Photo]

    [I’ll send these around as a preview.]

    [Should I send these to the people Hyung met today?]

    [I told you not to do anything stupid and to behave.]

    [I said this a few hours ago, how could you… lol]

    ……7f0bddd3fea3ef72

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    Park Juyeon eca47c9bcc really did db4263bdc8 it. Really… His hand gripping a94d09db3e the phone tightened. His pale 926f3f9946 hand trembled. He had a13a2ad8a5 suspected, but 18fa73e923 Park Juyeon 093c1d96b8 had actually 2f1108edd2 sent the 09a9e9371b photos to b1ec2c961e those lowlifes. To make him b9bf7e7ec4 look like this. Under the pretext of a652b565f6 disciplining him. Kwon Jiwook had 24688d9b92 briefly forgotten that adaddeca50 if Park Juyeon 48e6ada25d said he would 5812362a9b do something, he ee0e09c750 would really do 0fb1a4db33 it.9925147a5891a522

    What had he been trying to test with Park Juyeon? His impulsive past actions to gauge Park Juyeon’s sincerity had come back to haunt him. Park Juyeon could reduce him to this state with just a single text or photo. Kwon Jiwook was different. He had nothing to rely on. His only assets were his body and endurance, and even those were now ruined.5eec36c86c834f1f

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    He glanced at 77e1de3f23 his limp arm. Bruises in the 8d610561d4 shape of hands bf542c0868 marked various spots 18a170de40 where he had 85337aef1f been roughly grabbed. Countless bite marks 919818cd9b were also visible. This was no revenge. Rape or anything 31c6559a62 else, it would 57052b614c have been better 9b107db828 to dismiss it ee2c1775d7 as something that 386ecf591e could happen. If Park Juyeon 1cc1952b6f threatened with photos, fc586c330c it would have 5dcd91bbf5 been wiser to b05445e746 swallow his pride, c94e113dfa apologize, and beg 93a52d8dd1 for forgiveness. All that f58b477ac9 remained after 51a0d8c14d messing with a04f370aa3 Park Juyeon 97abc52aac was a 765aa4dea5 broken body. He realized 190b883b63 that now.c482f94c2afdb2be

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    “……!”ed43a20be8c35a99

    The sound of the door lock opening startled him. Kwon Jiwook’s shoulders tensed up.bb47e5c1cec0b830

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    Someone unfamiliar was entering the house again. His heart began to race against his will, pounding so loudly that his ears rang. He could barely breathe. Were they coming back for more of last night’s violent sex, to choke him and do it again? Or was it someone else? Had Park Juyeon sent others as well…? Kwon Jiwook’s body shook uncontrollably without him even realizing it. Soon, a figure lurked in the entrance.95e4f42462be6eb2

    “……Hyung?”e4c18b6fd7cb3882

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    The person 2abafe548d stepping into decf034f63 the room 15f5b3df68 was Park 1881f1d79b Juyeon.45ca05914aade0fd

    Upon seeing Park Juyeon’s face, Kwon Jiwook was speechless, his trembling lips tightly pressed together. His frightened gaze fell to the floor. With his fist clenched, Kwon Jiwook’s breathing became increasingly unstable. Park Juyeon, puzzled, took a step closer, causing Kwon Jiwook to jump back in fright, pushing his hips backward.c6594aad081d1cb4

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    “Don’t come, don’t come near me, you fucker!”c82fc28a266720fc

    Kwon Jiwook screamed, lifting his head. However, the only sound coming from his throat was a raspy, wheezing noise. Park Juyeon managed to understand Kwon Jiwook’s words from the metallic sound and his lip movements.33157b2680ade38a

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    Kwon Jiwook kept coughing, e572370877 his metallic-sounding throat apparently 89b5501b33 hurting. He coughed violently, b2b22f4381 as if he f5513699be were choking. Park Juyeon, 30df24da7b who had 4a4d7ac3a9 been about 5b7675abec to approach, c0e845655e stepped back 26dc508124 again. Park Juyeon looked down 8616f31735 at him, then glanced 4280fc7208 around the room and c372cf8776 muttered,eb2d18e7b12f805d

    “Wow, this 4e73aa9522 is serious.”b99758af48de965b

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    Despite his words, Park Juyeon’s face showed no concern. Kwon Jiwook was incredulous. How could Park Juyeon show up so shamelessly, look around calmly, and even frown as if the place was dirty? Didn’t he realize that this mess was his fault?f56b62a9524a029f

    Park Juyeon f21f3901d2 glanced at c7e047fab5 Kwon Jiwook, e06c997179 who was 12a52e86b0 making an c2ff5c8394 indescribable sound, 4d79108e75 something between 091304f825 a hollow 8179c3b6d0 laugh and f9d269cec2 a sigh, f15cb73a57 and silently b4e9edc8b7 began to 2c72bc8a61 strip the 74cbebf445 bed sheets. He started cleaning up 0f00e66e51 the floor, which was e1197283c8 a mess of fluids.3d30afa3d37449ed

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    “……What do you think you’re doing?”4376862f14e11c04

    “Cleaning the house. Hyung can’t move in that state.”ad0b2aa3be4619f4

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    Park Juyeon, surprisingly understanding Kwon Jiwook’s raspy voice, replied indifferently. After tidying up the room, he approached Kwon Jiwook and gathered the scattered cloth fragments, piling them near the entrance. He figured he could throw them out later. Feeling strangely relieved, Park Juyeon approached Kwon Jiwook again. Meanwhile, Kwon Jiwook felt a storm of inexplicable emotions swirling deep within his chest. He was shaking uncontrollably, overwhelmed by a surge of negative feelings.163196448066eed2

    “Do you think I’m asking about that?”6994ab06b1311fc1

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    “Then what d2fa3887df do you d32348e5a8 mean?”7a2e8e8441e7529f

    Park Juyeon’s shamelessness was unbelievable. He easily lifted Kwon Jiwook, who was sprawled on the floor and unable to move, and laid him on the bed. Throughout this, Kwon Jiwook was too overwhelmed by disbelief and anger to resist. Only after being laid down did he find his voice.5da9d3e30e4298ea

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    “How dare 357e0f76c1 you show d423034fb2 up here?”91e97c8694b5492b

    “Should I not d638790c64 have come? I came to check 9646e33caf on your condition. To see 730bed7bed if Hyung f5f620043a was okay.”2cb15909c394eac3

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    “Spit out 02d9185ac0 the bullshit. Fuck you. Are you f13b4a227c kidding me a5a35feedf right now?”9eb1890b113092e1

    Kwon Jiwook’s face darkened as Park Juyeon’s responses flowed smoothly, as if he had been waiting for this.d743799c4e4a4f83

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    “You said you came to see if I was okay. If you did, then shouldn’t you at least take care of me first? How can you ignore me when I’m in this state…!”7f804c5d2f3822b6

    “So, are you upset? Or are you feeling neglected because I didn’t take care of you?”12fdf6d6caa7ac3d

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    Park Juyeon sat 73f054b443 on the edge a04b3b823c of the bed, 635cd92461 looking down at b904de3edd Kwon Jiwook with 62f6a1e68e dark, sunken eyes.8dea37e60808a9b8

    “Are you doing f90dac3c31 this because you 4a281549f0 feel neglected by 31983875c5 me?”2ff68c00c065191a

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    “Upset? You’re talking nonsense. I’m angry right now. I’m so pissed off that I feel like I’m going to die, but I can’t do anything, and it’s driving me crazy!”6571013bb52e531a

    “Hyung.”b9bd572fa01c42d5

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    “Can’t you see the state I’m in? Even with your shiny face right in front of me, I can’t move a finger. This is all your fault, Park Juyeon. Your fault! No human being could do this. I’m so fucking… this is… fucking bullshit…….”b9cc0f300c2ce84e

    Kwon Jiwook, screaming silently, 37e3e3cec4 gritted his teeth and 8e597a2fb9 caught his ragged breath. His eyes ff5b91f65e were red 9aceb3bc71 with anger. Overwhelmed with emotion, 76eed08995 he stopped talking, b8b134a581 feeling like he 7d7c2325ee might cry. His hoarse, broken voice, e4eba12ff5 devoid of any dignity, 4905722a81 seemed to express his 0e4de43026 feelings perfectly in this e8e00ed48a moment.a592b5358a796077

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    Park Juyeon’s eyes flickered briefly. He chose his words carefully and slowly caressed Kwon Jiwook’s naked body. But it was only for a moment. Park Juyeon soon spoke up, sounding frustrated.a9f0953c3c6532c8

    “Why do 1ab52d5e9a you think 1dd97cb686 this is d4c77137c2 my fault?”f29c7485a55d8463

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    Kwon Jiwook’s eyes widened in disbelief.2c6eef8d9038d137

    “……What?”3896a0f6bd8d7ec4

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    “You were the one 1b9d61fa4d who provoked me in e869c9d054 the first place. If you 0ab64725ce had just 4bbd64cc00 stayed still, 366751d5e8 none of 6394eeaceb this would 13a4459970 have happened.”5c96ac899b382181

    “You…….”fc10c3c1fef26546

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    Kwon Jiwook was be88e51718 speechless. He looked at 50b2e08dd8 Park Juyeon with 29e857139f a mixture of c541fc87a0 shock and disbelief, 4ac135ac2f unable to believe 0a8bd4682d that Park Juyeon 17ac78141f was blaming him.c117a039a1d6d0ee

    Regardless of 1b778d958a what Kwon e87e754dd7 Jiwook thought, ad2cb192bb Park Juyeon f3a592af44 had his 53c85d9e31 own difficulties. He had intended eb75639319 to discipline Kwon 3c5b91ca11 Jiwook, and he 0f4415279b had expected some bd7cfc88c7 form of punishment. But there was e0ecaca964 an unexpected variable: a8fc58daba the cruel sexual 2a6b7c46a9 preferences of the 9ee6f3f73d person he had d12c9dcbc3 chosen. This was 45ba3c775d something Park c07cfbefd8 Juyeon had 80003ef9eb not anticipated.75170c70a3df86a4

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    However, this was ultimately a punishment for Kwon Juwook’s reckless behavior. Even if it went a bit too far, it did not deviate from the original purpose.7e2ef8719902a02b

    Park Juyeon’s hand, which had been stroking Kwon Jiwook’s shoulder, moved up to gently fix his hair. Park Juyeon continued, his words sounding like a sigh.9d930757e3cb41e3

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    “Hyung. Did you think my 140fefebe2 words were a joke?”e55373ad01f90447

    “……You really…….”47ee9be0351f5546

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    “Did you 457ac3d2ea think it b1e3640c22 was a afdf2d9ae7 joke and 8209e32f65 ignore me? Why did you b1380508c5 do that?”e2ffc5712b2b628a

    Park Juyeon’s hand touched Kwon Jiwook’s swollen cheek. His palm was ice-cold.4e4c58ea727e9764

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    “I never said ff31c12990 anything lightly. I wanted you ce67bc7293 to stop having 9574b752d2 useless thoughts. I wanted to see 42b0a862f0 you suffer from shame 8ace66e478 and self-loathing while obediently c58c19929e doing as I said.”ed64127f76e5e691

    “……Ha.”6b1afcfd4a85d69e

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    “You brought this on yourself……. So why are you angry at me? Honestly, yes, I think this went too far. I didn’t intend for it to go this far. I didn’t plan to do this much, but it’s still your fault.”322ff2f006d794a2

    He had only intended to shock Kwon Jiwook, but now that his body was in such a state, taking care of him would be difficult. Even right now, it was a burden. Park Juyeon didn’t particularly enjoy emotional conversations, so this situation was weighing on him. Park Juyeon stroked Kwon Jiwook’s cheek a few times before withdrawing his hand.de6cedcd80b8af3d

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    Seeing Kwon Jiwook pour out his anger as if he were crying was unfamiliar. Facing Kwon Jiwook, who looked as shocked as if he had been betrayed, was difficult. Park Juyeon couldn’t understand why he was making that expression.3b0180e5e67e2d20

    To begin with, they weren’t in a relationship where betrayal could be discussed.de843db07d5a09cd

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    “Don’t you feel any remorse?” Park Juyeon whispered, leaning in closer. The close proximity of those glass-like eyes sent a chill down Kwon Jiwook’s spine. Kwon Jiwook’s eyes trembled slightly. Frozen like a stone, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t even blink as he looked up at Park Juyeon. Finally, he managed to move his lips.c38e1bf57f9ebfca

    “You……. Are you saying this is my fault? That this happened because I didn’t listen to you?”95b7a0bbf1ef6ade

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    “Isn’t it?”46e672d244bfc04f

    “Those, those bastards, they treated me like… like a sex toy. They choked me and fucked me whether I could breathe or not, even when I passed out. I almost died, and you’re saying it’s not your fault? That it’s my fault? How can you say that!”cf3cbda93e6195f4

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    A furious, metallic sound erupted from his body, which had been violated even while he was unconscious. His bruised arm grabbed Park Juyeon’s collar. Park Juyeon just looked at that arm calmly, without moving, even though it seemed like it would fall off if he flicked it away.eb47fa814a7896f3

    “Hey, you fucker. Why me in the first place? What did I ever do to you? Nothing. I don’t even know you.”ad67183209323723

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    “Hyung, calm down.”bd8af15a9bc562a6

    “I didn’t do anything to you. But from the moment I met you, you were crazy. You were insane!”6c538114371e50dc

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    “…….”b4e3212f598a1b1f

    “I didn’t do anything to deserve being treated like this. So why…….”11920c6a8b66e0e3

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    Kwon Jiwook 6cb6640244 gritted his 6eaba6089e teeth, his bf168caf6f voice trembling 900a79b769 with anger b27fd56a38 and tears. He had tried so 0b1612d290 hard to forget Park f95bdc9afc Juyeon, but it had e759432aea all been for nothing. He realized 22b88bc468 too late f9ddb08de0 that there 446898c05b was no b71894dd47 escape from 328c0002f1 a madman.b63bcd126bdc4237

    Even in this moment, Park Juyeon said nothing. Frustrated by his lack of response, Kwon Jiwook released his grip on Park Juyeon’s collar.6c8a0a63769bee3c

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    “Just go. Get out.”f592eb49e521110a

    “Hyung.”a439732b8324a62f

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    “If I hear any more from you, I’m going to lose it.”047febddfc4be300

    Talking to someone who didn’t even understand the fundamental problem would only make him more upset. Kwon Jiwook suppressed his boiling emotions and let out a shaky breath. He closed his eyes tightly, not wanting to see the face that had haunted him all night. Right now, he hated being near anyone, especially Park Juyeon.fe4f6959e6cb8b45

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    However, he could still feel Park Juyeon’s presence. Kwon Jiwook lay still, pretending to be asleep, but he could feel Park Juyeon’s gaze on him. He decided to ignore it. As he made up his mind, the furrow in his brow smoothed out.b00878dc3b03956b

    Park Juyeon’s fingertip touched Kwon Jiwook’s forehead, but he didn’t move an inch. Park Juyeon let out a barely audible sigh and lifted Kwon Jiwook up. He walked slowly towards the bathroom. The lack of struggle from Kwon Jiwook felt unfamiliar to Park Juyeon.bc6f98d3d64f441f

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    Park Juyeon c32ec69e3a placed Kwon 8752a8f2d8 Jiwook in 0fe4657924 the bathtub d5429fd56a and began 4549323533 to clean b797a353c0 every part 839a1ad1dc of his e68ee94e38 body, removing a31c5cca62 all traces c7cf01a183 of the 3c04c76519 night before. He spread eed37ba3f1 open the aba2ef6bba holes and 5d7c68aa87 scraped out 46f0fe509a all the 6a05a29bc2 semen, then 2c3556fa8a lathered up d908dd99a2 soap to 93a317977e wash away aff24268f1 the dried ae800b58aa bodily fluids.509d9d339eb9a290

    Park Juyeon washed Kwon Jiwook’s sweat-soaked hair and rinsed out the thick fluids from his mouth by tilting his head and letting the water flow naturally.d4121b1773860b0b

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    The bruises on his neck evoked pity. When Park Juyeon touched the area with his fingertips, Kwon Jiwook held his breath, eyes still closed. …But Kwon Jiwook was, after all, in a state of sleep. Park Juyeon decided to think of it that way. He didn’t want to complicate things. Park Juyeon bit the inside of his cheek as he dried Kwon Jiwook’s wet body with a towel.c71136167f0e8f19

    “…….”6f28cc730225016c

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    His grip on the towel tightened. He hadn’t come here to feel this way. He had only intended to use this as an example to warn Kwon Jiwook.fed09dc6d2cdbebc

    The thoughts he had organized in the car vanished the moment he saw Kwon Jiwook. His mind went blank, and he couldn’t think of what to say. So he ended up pushing too hard. It was a clear mistake.dc7c7b1062c203ea

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    No matter how much it was Kwon Jiwook’s fault, he should have apologized first. He should have at least pretended to comfort him. He should have comforted him and then slowly reminded him of his mistakes. But the order got mixed up.df5a3271e0f88b4b

    Now, would the photos or any threats work? Could he even boost Kwon Jiwook’s morale? Kwon Jiwook might already be beyond caring. Park Juyeon’s mouth twisted bitterly. He wondered if kidnapping a big guy and fucking him senseless on the way home would make him feel better.30bd6974f9ebecd7

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    Park Juyeon moved Kwon Jiwook’s body back to the bed. Even then, Kwon Jiwook kept his eyes closed. Park Juyeon lay down next to him, resting his arm under Kwon Jiwook’s head and placing his other arm on Kwon Jiwook’s now fluffy abdomen. Still, Kwon Jiwook kept his eyes closed.0f97394e489c13b0

    “Hyung.”2d74ba31a62337ab

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    “…….”b8e0640dae4b0389

    “Jiwook Hyung.”cdf6831d5c03493e

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    “…….”dec94df71c2fdf30

    “I’m sorry.”d2d1cd56425e0dc1

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    He could feel Kwon Jiwook’s abdomen rising and falling irregularly under his arm.ad1120af07a94484

    “I didn’t know Hyung would be hurt so much.”4c2b4f432705e842

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    Park Juyeon gently tickled the nape of Kwon Jiwook’s neck with his hair.c718557d448a9368

    “I’m sorry for the harsh words. You must have been in a lot of pain.”163ac963bfc9371e

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    Kwon Jiwook stirred. Without a word, f3ce29f912 he turned to d05bbc7e0c his side, showing ad3921f3a6 his back to d4b27cb2ca Park Juyeon.231bd0a7c7aed6d5

    I don’t want to hear it. Don’t say things you don’t mean. Kwon Jiwook’s entire body rejected Park Juyeon, but Park Juyeon embraced him from behind. Kwon Jiwook felt like this action was meant to control him, to make him aware of his place in the hierarchy. Even though they were in the same house, even fully clothed, Park Juyeon’s embrace felt cold.4f65df4694f6d32c

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    “Are you still angry?”50f75dfaa706a16a

    “…… Ugh…….”2a7a1c99a024eac6

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    Park Juyeon pressed his lips against the line from the nape of Kwon Jiwook’s neck to his shoulder. As he continued, Kwon Jiwook, who had been keeping his eyes closed, suddenly tensed and shivered, letting out a suppressed moan mixed with a nasal sound. His body already knew the pleasure that followed such teasing.07bb3eb79b48137f

    Cold fingertips slowly and languidly traced his body. Park Juyeon, now lying close behind Kwon Jiwook, moved his hand from his abdomen down to his groin. Kwon Jiwook gasped. Unlike the rough hands of the other men, or even Park Juyeon’s usual touch, this hand was gentle.3d1845c70ab662e0

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    The hand was cold 3f7651d4d4 but gentle. If only…bc3ebceda1e5464d

    “…….”a77a9fed84b82b8f

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    Kwon Jiwook’s hips gradually arched. Park Juyeon, holding his curled-up body tightly, continued to gently massage his genitals. Kwon Jiwook wished he would be rough instead. He wished Park Juyeon would treat him harshly, as he had done before under the pretext of correcting his behavior, or as roughly as those men had done. Being touched and caressed like this didn’t make the rape any less real.0ce92f6664c44b4a

    “Stop, Park Juyeon, 35864cac01 please…”38d12e8befba59a3

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    Finally, Kwon Jiwook spoke up. He exhaled a moist breath and placed his hand over Park Juyeon’s. His resistance was weak, but Park Juyeon noticed it. Still, Park Juyeon did not stop moving his hand.8345a520637870a0

    “I know… you’re angry because I treated you too harshly.”7b052b1577a2eb4d

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    The hand stroking 7e6464c4c7 him sped up. The sticky sound of 527b7927b7 flesh on flesh, which ba20162fdc he had heard all f643f9e805 night, echoed again. Kwon Jiwook 9259ea7071 curled his 46975dab33 toes. Just a few strokes 86dad199e7 from that soft hand 58278a2ef2 were enough to blur d34223b523 his vision.fb2f016717e933c8

    “I won’t have anyone else do this to you again… I’m sorry for making you go through this.”49e4989a5e1e07e9

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    “Ugh, ah, ah, 53552ef6ff aah…!”50691db0874a893a

    Kwon Jiwook curled up, moaning in agony as he ejaculated. His back trembled, and the fluid he released was so thin it barely qualified as semen. Park Juyeon took that liquid and brought it to Kwon Jiwook’s entrance. Kwon Jiwook shook his head slightly and buried his face in the bed.802a76ed01492a67

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    “No, please, b94e5bf718 it hurts, 614b295234 it hurts…”5266c02cf629c002

    “I’ll make it feel good. I won’t hurt you.”4d93c6c651532f6a

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    “Just go, please…”c35a2009b80af16c

    Park Juyeon still didn’t understand the fundamental problem. He didn’t mention their grotesque first encounter at all. He only apologized for this incident. Kwon Jiwook couldn’t understand what that meant. If it had been a lesser offense, just a wound to his pride, wouldn’t that be something to apologize for?85b18916eb186f42

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    “Ah, aah…! Ha, aah, hic.”713f1bc8aae4cf0d

    “Why, aren’t you relaxed yet…”f0ddf472300049ef

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    Is it already closed? The voice whispering in his ear was soft. The low tone weighed heavily on his heart. His body responded to Park Juyeon’s actions one by one. The still-softened hole eagerly swallowed the tip of his cock, pulsating with pleasure. Every touch sent a hot sensation surging from below.f4250bf519c9cddb

    It was unbearably 4f73db349e humiliating. Most humiliating of all 525831a4f3 was that the disgusting, 4fb570278e insect-like sensations that had fecc560d2b crawled all over his 60b7ccde6b body all night were 8ec6b26f64 not present with Park 85c77e3644 Juyeon.b394004ad5f7d5bd

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    “…Ha, ugh…”544f045c25fcf8c3

    Even after hours of being penetrated and crying, there were still tears left. He wanted to cry out loud, but his voice wouldn’t come out properly. His breathing was unstable, and he could only shed tears silently.4d6d3fd1614039a3

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    The sweet breath in 496708b8f1 his ear made his 58ca034df4 whole body tense. Park Juyeon 43b461a8ef thrust in d95011958f deeply, all 83d69ffb52 at once. Kwon Jiwook f2299d4026 endured the 4836702eef silent agony, 0485f24dee his neck 1e003209d0 turning red. Hyung, you feel 9c04d2561b so good. How can you c4f59d774a still be so b67ec8b5e5 tight? Kwon Jiwook wanted b1acb18bea to cover his 03a5566c80 ears.d8f0123646859bc5

    “You’ll forgive me, right? I’m sorry. Really. Phew.”c26a2d6b88482f8f

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    “Hng, ugh, ah, 497a68f2fa hua…!”b87b3cced579fd04

    With each thrust, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t help but moan in agony. His hole was the most relaxed it had ever been. Every touch felt pleasurable, making Kwon Jiwook seem incredibly lewd. Park Juyeon slowly rotated his hips, pressing his lips firmly against the bite marks left on Kwon Jiwook’s shoulder.f9cee4da97250ffe

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    He thought Kwon Jiwook wouldn’t break so easily, but this too was unexpected. He wasn’t sure how Kwon Jiwook would react in the future, but the threat had failed.949fc83f761bd192

    Would showing 75a419de45 affection be dc83a3e34b more effective? Perhaps Kwon d89912ea8d Jiwook was a7851e4c3d someone who b07e2f73e6 should have 3f25216b4c been tamed 3e1bf95621 with kindness cb4f024cff from the dc7fd60079 start. With rewards rather than e996416861 punishments, with affection rather 2ad601e67a than discipline.d49b197a473dc7ec

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    “Ha, ha…”da212230d847b91d

    “It’s hard… stop, please… ah, ah…”bd5592e7de14dcf2

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    He had a307374feb made a cbf32a9ad1 mistake by 00f363cdf1 rushing in 6acf57e238 to assert e6f938711b his dominance. This was de6b686b7a his chance ebedf09115 to make dc370cbe41 amends. The timing was just caf78d1a00 right.4ae30fa197437bf1

    Park Juyeon couldn’t give up on Kwon Jiwook over something so trivial. He closed his eyes and increased the speed of his thrusts. He had no intention of giving up on that tightly clinging hole, no matter what Kwon Jiwook thought of him.554ee44cdbb22dd4

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    After the act, Kwon Jiwook fell asleep as if he had lost consciousness. Literally ‘falling’ asleep. Neither of them realized it, but Kwon Jiwook had truly fallen into a deep sleep. Unlike the previous night when he had passed out, this time he was genuinely resting.3047846437e82505

    “About the house, I think it’s better to give it to someone else.”2161e6eba13549bc

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    “…….”681e133960c07acc

    If only Park Juyeon weren’t there, it would have been better. Even though it was almost evening, Park Juyeon was still at Kwon Jiwook’s place. Kwon Jiwook glared at him, his eyes saying, ‘Why are you still here?’ But Park Juyeon responded with a soft, melting smile.f96536b35dc0d4bb

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    “If it were me, I wouldn’t be able to stay here because it’s too dirty. You wouldn’t want to live in a place where those bastards did that to you, right?”f80b3b66aa493a03

    “…….”7e9cf1cef20bc494

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    But you ordered them 6ea336772e to do it. Kwon Jiwook tried f11d14199b to calm his cab837ab6c still resentful feelings, 5ded58867e responding with his 3bf760ac74 eyes.29ed22d2cef7f7a6

    “It’s still practically the new semester in April. There should still be people looking for houses, so just give it to one of them.”14a87b90525e6862

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    “……?”1fa519269dd33cdb

    “Looking at you, it seems like you won’t be able to do anything for a while… Hmm. I’ll take care of it for you.”a9a27fc955c9ae7a

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    “…….”6fe8fab3880ef87c

    “……Oh. Oh! I know. I’ll just take it over myself. I just need to pay the rent monthly for a year, right?”01c2f74e9d7ffe98

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    Kwon Jiwook scoffed 6a53289d16 at the ridiculous 56308b1e11 suggestion and turned 5d42ad4c05 his head away.c778f7188ea7a8d2

    Kwon Jiwook couldn’t say a word. The reason was that after having sex with Park Juyeon and passing out, he woke up to find his voice completely gone. Kwon Jiwook remained silent, and Park Juyeon paid close attention to his every expression and movement. However, Park Juyeon’s senses didn’t seem to be functioning very well.d9e374383408027d

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    That’s why he was blabbering on like that. Not noticing Kwon Jiwook’s rotten expression.6780c6b65ff1f669

    …No. Park Juyeon might be doing it on purpose, knowing Kwon Jiwook’s reaction and trying to provoke him. Kwon Jiwook remained silent, his mind racing.bcffd54ca6ecdec4

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    Park Juyeon continued talking fe1f77b501 in his characteristic smooth aae4823e94 voice, patting the still 3f05f6f7c6 half-asleep Kwon Jiwook on e9af777590 the blanket (he woke 3e6217f7f4 up to find himself a58243c867 covered).38deaa56d8165329

    “Then the question is where you’ll live… That’s a problem…”59cc57c39935c52e

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    Watching Park Juyeon draw out his words softly, Kwon Jiwook grew anxious. No, it wasn’t a problem at all, so please don’t say you want me to stay at your place. Kwon Jiwook stiffened his expression and stared at Park Juyeon. Park Juyeon met his gaze, blinking his large, beautiful eyes a few times.71383bed35658985

    “Don’t worry too much. I’m here for you.”b7b6882ccfa1f617

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    Park Juyeon smiled brightly and tapped Kwon Jiwook’s lips gently.69ee023e8c7360c7

    ‘No, no way. I’m not going.’b52d5c11075c4ef5

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    “What did you say? You’re happy? I thought you would be.”f8bc595ac4b27cd1

    ‘This crazy bastard?’ae6d9435232d25b1

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    “Last time when you e7da280d50 came, it felt like 3447604c31 the house came alive 5ed08858ad again. I get lonely by bf6c2c0dd6 myself.”1e81a965cc9cc82b

    Park Juyeon caressed Kwon Jiwook’s lips. He found Kwon Jiwook’s pursed lips amusing. Park Juyeon seemed to find Kwon Jiwook’s lip movements readable, as he chuckled at his own ridiculous responses. He also found Kwon Jiwook’s furious expression entertaining.6d501da29341fc9d

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    “…….”51f37e844878f7fa

    “……I won’t touch you without your permission anymore. And I won’t hit you either.”a6de866ce9ab7e2e

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    ‘Do you think I’ll fall for that?’5c20b1e147ffe59b

    “I’m really, really sorry.”d882ed196c006c37

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    From the moment Kwon Jiwook woke up until now, Park Juyeon’s apologies had been relentless. At first, Kwon Jiwook ignored them, but as Park Juyeon continued to apologize, Kwon Jiwook bit his lower lip or ran his hand through his hair in frustration. Even now, his expression darkened. Park Juyeon didn’t miss it.c0632c2feefac5b0

    “Believe me. I’ve never lied to you, Hyung.”232fc65bc2d11ea6

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    ‘I don’t remember that.’81db7971ca6ad9d1

    “Hyung.”def947b070de541c

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    Kwon Jiwook pushed Park Juyeon away and turned to his side. He didn’t want to show his face, remembering the morning that had suddenly turned into sex. He didn’t want Park Juyeon to read his expressions while he sorted out his thoughts.7b9a2263e41da920

    Park Juyeon’s words were half true. Being in this space reminded him of the violence inflicted on him and the lingering, bitter smell. If he went to the bathroom and saw his reflection in the mirror, he might feel nauseous again at the sight of his wounds.7407ab1cfbdb91f4

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    “…….”b43a0ad5cfb40ce7

    But that was it. He couldn’t be sure, but maybe with time, he would forget. The wounds would heal, and his body would recover. Maybe one day, he would walk around campus, see those men, and beat them up first.1e9cd106023806a4

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    …No, not ‘maybe.’ He had to do it. Kwon Jiwook thought that if he was going to live the rest of his life trembling because of this horrible incident, he might as well die. Going to Park Juyeon’s house would be like running away from what had happened to him.7dce61bee1138b84

    Kwon Jiwook cbb2c6e927 turned back 650ef5c17f to face ab643f3125 Park Juyeon, 6d57c918df lying down a1a23f96e0 to look e5e16dd677 at him 72f1c5c53f directly. This time, he slowly 7ad8d05378 and clearly mouthed his 8d201d8788 words to make sure f7efe8e50a there was no misunderstanding.d71729d1c2973aa5

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    ‘I’m not going.’ff985d90c24d70d1

    Park Juyeon blinked, his 8d422eefc1 expression gradually changing to 5b3b07006e one of puzzlement. He raised 1eca070114 an eyebrow 1f4251d1f4 as if 3b34679a99 to confirm 715d1fdde2 what he 84f497c0bf was seeing. Kwon Jiwook repeated his ee3f863277 words firmly.736f024525ca96ee

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