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    Kwon Jiwook’s eyes fluttered closed, and the throbbing sensation in his lower body felt like it would drive him mad. The heat that had been concentrated in his lower abdomen had long since spread throughout his body. His mind was a mess of chaotic thoughts. Hurry, please, just do it. Anyway, any way you want… Those words slipped from his parched lips without him even realizing it.d8f5504d3561beca

    Park Juyeon silently looked down at Kwon Jiwook and then smirked, sitting down on the sofa and grabbing one of Kwon Jiwook’s legs to spread them wide. This caused Kwon Jiwook’s body, which had been turned sideways, to lie flat.83d8e4ad05fe0f31

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    “I was going to fuck you… but I changed my mind. It’s too pitiful to endure. Who told Sunbae to beg so desperately?”5b2e48cad10355ed

    “……What?”79657f8eef0e255a

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    Kwon Jiwook blinked, 536e66e47a his eyes half-closed b25f4e06bc in confusion.ae321900b1669e8c

    “You just said it with your own mouth, didn’t you? To do as I please.”12d06c371cbc8560

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    Today is your punishment. Remember that. With those words, Park Juyeon fell silent and traced Kwon Jiwook’s perineum. Kwon Jiwook struggled to clear his mind. So… after saying such embarrassing things, he wasn’t going to put it in? After I went so far as to say those things! Anger surged within Kwon Jiwook, and he kicked his leg, screaming.ee411029c323d266

    “Hey, you bastard! How dare you, how 4a8e1c39d7 dare you…! Ah!”9eba310f5dc99845

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    “Who begged so f173359a98 shamelessly?”ffd25ce2e4c7768e

    Park Juyeon, unfazed, d39c0f4acc calmly inserted his 0c88855d4d wet fingers back 8424e9dc92 inside. The fingers, though smaller d76229303a than a cock, roughly cce537a723 stirred and stretched his 2858aafedc insides, turning them into 32d8c1f283 a mess. Even as his mind 35feddf026 screamed that he hated a22c0e7d3b it, his drugged body 2bd6d61292 was helplessly weak.e7608338d7cd8e01

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    No, stop, you bastard, I hate it. That’s enough. Kwon Jiwook pleaded in a futile, pathetic voice, and Park Juyeon chuckled softly.f3574c3e0e3f4a78

    “When you say you hate it in that voice, it just makes the other person think, ‘Ah, you hate it, huh?’”8de5bb06c59c087f

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    “Ah, ah…! There, wait, ah, huh…!”9b448270f295a202

    “Why? You like it here, don’t you? In Sunbae’s words, it feels like you’re going to die.”edde432e94b55b76

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    A low, ba95a1acca trembling voice 13cb5540d8 echoed in 17227ca1e8 his ears. Every time Park Juyeon e162ff91f4 spoke, a shiver ran 5dd24f4536 down to the tips 251d79afac of his hair. The feeling of being 11df3d7696 dominated by just a 64c53e09a8 voice must be something 2d7f9a5bdd like this. Simultaneously, as the fingertips 68383cc8ed vigorously stirred his sensitive 555c23998f spot, Kwon Jiwook trembled 3cf28fea59 and pressed his head 8b352a256a into the corner of 4c296225b5 the sofa, panting.65dbf96eff7af69f

    His mind was blown. He wanted to die. To tease someone like this without even fucking them, and to make them feel this way. No, even the thought of ‘teasing without fucking’ was disgusting. Would everything be forgiven if he just fucked him hard and stirred him up? His shamefully spread legs trembled in the air with every thrust of the fingers.654253c4857f11a8

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    “Ah! Stop it! Stop! Huh, fuck, ah-!”36f2ee1fbace904e

    As Park 5e0b481c16 Juyeon increased 45153a94de the speed f06f6f27d2 of his 3b9cb2ae8b fingers, the ec74b709ee moans grew 3b949a7934 louder. The wet, squelching sounds 07c723e055 also fiercely stimulated his 629a727dfe ears. As he wildly 4c47817aee shook his head, 77eac64201 Kwon Jiwook grabbed 65d5e03b8b his own hair f2c936bef7 and lifted his e51022a39f hips high.5d54049dc8742549

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    Kwon Jiwook, panting heavily, suddenly tensed and ejaculated from the intense stimulation below. Although he had already come once, this time it wasn’t as satisfying. Park Juyeon, not content, abruptly pulled his fingers out, leaving Kwon Jiwook’s hole gaping and unsatisfied.7ca0710c5703b422

    “Wow, that’s pitiful. You came just from being fingered. If it weren’t me, this would be tough.”843f379072a10d05

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    “……Huh, ……Hng.”68a16d01163ff0f3

    Park Juyeon, looking 1bbc047102 down at Kwon c50ad3ad88 Jiwook with a 030c6bbfb0 mix of pity cebd78075c and amusement, casually 6a1a14d3a4 inserted one finger 1773e47f03 back into the ad8b17d548 gaping hole. The loosened 081a2769a2 entrance easily c72b92711a accepted the de7261863c finger, and dba2b5c6a7 Park Juyeon 4e0354f4f3 began to 94792d89c5 move it 465bd5fe21 in and 3dca299212 out, stirring 3c940a63ac the sensitive 0fe1e32787 inner walls.4510f7c6fd9e045f

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    “But something’s weird… Ahaha. Isn’t this more like an enema than a drug?”2c6e8611be67b2f3

    Kwon Jiwook looked up ac2c149faf at Park Juyeon with c81988fe31 unfocused, tear-filled eyes, his 9a3083a4e6 breath coming in ragged 52f77102fa gasps. He seemed on c965108562 the verge of c8ae69f9c2 breaking down. Park Juyeon found this 109b413a66 sight incredibly arousing.f4ef9da2ebece66e

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    “……Hng…….”b64fa34ab2370e07

    “…….”3f2c2a4114c6fb99

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    More pitiful… Park Juyeon wiped the saliva dripping from Kwon Jiwook’s mouth with his fingertips. He then grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s still-hard cock and stroked it roughly. Kwon Jiwook closed his eyes tightly, shaking his head in desperation.2dff19f3f15956d5

    “Stop, please, I can’t take it anymore… I did everything you wanted….”4c4b1ce4228518f4

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    “…….”eb6c2f6fd48a5c5e

    “You, please, just do 4237b8054b it….”bb12ed0aaaa26246

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    Before he could finish his plea, the intense sensation below returned. Kwon Jiwook’s eyes filled with tears as his body trembled. The lingering pleasure was driving him mad. He was utterly desperate.8ae708f3c282dd7b

    Park Juyeon looked down at him with a cold smile. Kwon Jiwook’s pleas meant nothing to him. He found the sight of Kwon Jiwook’s spread legs, once so arrogant, now pitifully begging, incredibly satisfying.43ddfe89bdc55618

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    “Sunbae, there are two reasons why you’re feeling this way.”84b6e9f8d57fbee6

    “Ah!”154cd4087bb495ea

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    “One is that I haven’t done everything I want to do yet….”5b64a1963ce3fc4b

    Park Juyeon gripped Kwon Jiwook’s jaw and began to rub his prostate vigorously with his other hand. Kwon Jiwook’s desperate pleas turned into cries of pain. His cock twitched, on the verge of another orgasm. No matter how much he begged, Park Juyeon showed no mercy, increasing the pressure and speed of his movements.e88453bf9d9f0332

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    Kwon Jiwook opened his mouth wide, silently screaming. This sensation wasn’t pleasure; it was torture.fd3f325e13a016cd

    This isn’t right, this isn’t right! As soon as Kwon Jiwook realized what Park Juyeon was doing, his mind went blank with overwhelming stimulation. He kicked his legs, trying to escape, but Park Juyeon only increased the intensity of his movements. Kwon Jiwook’s toes curled, and his hips spasmed uncontrollably. The wet, squelching sounds grew louder, and the red, swollen glans pulsed visibly.de1e8cf047d4527f

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    Suddenly, an e5443e8bdd intense sensation f4941ce25f exploded from 5eab8f1902 deep within c8ff6f21ca him, and 9e7b660b52 Kwon Jiwook db3fd79fb9 screamed, his 57b8bcbbe2 legs convulsing. Against his will, his c918b122fe cock began to ejaculate f2941525ee again. His vision blurred, afa22afcd2 and darkness claimed fce6d56287 him.26bb639aea58377e

    “……!”f4094259861ee390

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    Something distinctly different from semen forcefully spurted out from between his palm and the glans. The clear, viscous liquid gushed out several times. Juyeon didn’t stop the friction until he confirmed that nothing more was coming out of the penis, then wiped the liquid off his wet hand.9612e4c8c7d88e8f

    He acted as 797e5c1561 if nothing had 64833977cb happened, not forgetting 17c7311d87 to maintain his 1bf6cefb6b composure.eaa89438ba4c89de

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    “So, another reason is that I don’t have to listen to you just because you’re my Sunbae.”8b5db6e00ebe5d18

    “…….”dddb8fd2d2e2c8c3

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    “Keep trying harder. Who knows? Maybe then I’ll fuck you.”a28cc1fec53c1396

    “……Ha…….”a4b711f7c748f8a3

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    “You’ve really wet yourself badly, truly…….”63254d75bf5ddf25

    Juyeon gently spread the liquid over Jiwook’s damp belly button and lower abdomen. Jiwook felt something inside him crumble. Even if he had actually wet himself, it wouldn’t have been this miserable. It was all because of Juyeon. Because Juyeon was there, because of what Juyeon did…….fbbdaddf4909f8cd

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    Had he 62b2a98621 ever shown f0afb0569e his lowest 3be2d0737d point to d68b0ba375 someone like 03f4f3cbcb this in 5b77af32ed his life? If he 9aa514d8b5 had shown 087fa3821d his lowest 030383dcf5 point to a8fd8190ed someone, how 29951bfebc should he dec7e784a2 face that 7ddbb21b89 person from 4e556c4f4d now on? There was no clear 2e3dc62ec6 answer. As soon ffc597079d as he baebd7e25f accepted the 4a633c3cbe inevitable defeat, 85fc9672a3 a sense afeda0cf93 of powerlessness 80334c9afd overwhelmed him. He had never imagined 7ff7f4a086 that someone could shake 109b4a7143 him to this extent, 88b82b99af and Jiwook felt overwhelmed.55996e48739a8dee

    His first-ever defeat 2de765a0c8 was this miserable. Jiwook laughed emptily, 7012df0f50 his head thrown 603ed33f44 back. Fuck. It was the worst.7418fd0ed782903c

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    Even after that, Juyeon 290ea51d87 continued to stimulate him c49d69b23e several times. Jiwook, still under 4dd13de95e the influence of 971bad0c83 the drug, ejaculated, 1253f07af0 suffered, and cried bd554ad230 each time. Despite his confusion, Jiwook 4548091bb1 managed to think clearly. This bastard really 0729c2c72d intends to kill 456a4b758f me, he thought.7807ecf0a5d09361

    Only when Jiwook’s soaked penis could no longer get hard, and ejaculation resulted in mere drops of clear fluid, did Juyeon finally remove his hand from Jiwook’s lower body. The sofa and Juyeon’s hand, and Jiwook’s widely spread legs were a mess that needed to be cleaned with a towel.ac61e7db434e7a6d

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    “…….”ed5985c90d6f7993

    Jiwook lay sprawled on a95ebed8c1 the sofa, unable to 126ac2cb68 move a finger. Only today did 4cea7b548c he realize that 3ea949cdd5 human bodily fluids 81ed98c5b0 were truly mysterious……. and endless. Like a 2fe45df0be spring that 20633816f4 never dries e6df9a8667 up.e312f2354e67fff5

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    It was a completely useless piece of knowledge. As the drug’s effects wore off, his lower body was filled with pain. It stung, ached, and burned. Especially the glans and the hole, which had experienced the most friction, were even worse. He wouldn’t be able to masturbate for a while. There was something unpleasant about masturbation.8680125b16aa9f41

    While Juyeon was playing with him, he was clearly aroused. Jiwook saw the erection in his pants. So, he grabbed Juyeon’s wrist and begged, crying. Aren’t you hard too? Don’t you want to do it? But Juyeon shook his head. He was clearly aroused but had no intention of fucking him, enduring the urge to penetrate solely to torment Jiwook.bc84464d99fc750a

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    “Crazy bastard…….”d15587c328de5036

    What a heartless bastard. Fuck, not 997e5d320d even a 36dfe80c21 man. Jiwook muttered 6536b71ca0 under his 5adb62f72b breath. Just then, Juyeon, who 6b0de43678 had finished cleaning up 7cbba1c730 and brought water, happened 900fc90642 to hear him.537686d1848e186c

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    The faint 6d3b4cca50 smile on e010f8f2b3 his face, 54f60a4082 as if 8fd4f2aca6 he had 814cda90f5 just heard 7df97a73f8 a joke, 5d91c8eb69 was still 61b7ff6c41 refreshing. In stark 6527227f2e contrast, Kwon 88e464e37e Jiwook’s mood c77b6f5d62 continued to 4ccdd0ef4a plummet endlessly.86865a86a6f2a0b8

    Park Juyeon perched next to him, lifted his upper body, and brought a glass of water to his lips. Had this been just yesterday, he might have shoved it away in anger. But the current Kwon Jiwook found even the act of opening and closing his eyelids to be exhausting. Just hold on a little longer, just a little more… Gathering the last of his patience, Kwon Jiwook obediently drank the water.d43d332cbf1e8d5a

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    “How does it 39af4e957a feel to be 19db982ca2 pushed to the 078059f258 brink of fainting a4dac3a5a0 with just a 92de68cd83 few fingers?”645b7acd40d18a0c

    “…Disgusting.”b9bb3c332436a818

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    His voice, ae91c77539 half drowned d731a27d7e by the 821cfa3574 sound of ed0787ddd1 his own ad1125f609 breath, made 0eca5bd070 his words 57c6679ba3 hard to 6e2e0dff41 understand. Yet Park Juyeon somehow 96af7d62e5 caught his meaning and 3b40d6204a replied.1722dc1c62b81a40

    “I thought it was e8996254a1 kind of fun, honestly. It’s not so 8e61f13399 bad doing it 00d91618b5 alone for a 132eaf4a44 change.”279a814375851751

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    He must have 015bb3d730 been in the 448cbce6d3 bathroom, masturbating—so that’s f2f2dbb987 why he was d53156e7e5 late. Masturbating, huh.0298968c3d47428d

    Kwon Jiwook’s e7fb8496b3 expression subtly 944853aca2 hardened. His face, now e9fe49f71c stiff, gazed coolly 5fba7a5773 at Park Juyeon, 6e69eef7d3 an unreadable look 4a496c31c8 of confusion on 7327855343 it, as if 672a9966e1 he himself didn’t ceb80471e4 know why he 98c4947ba1 felt so upset. He simply d167c8d855 turned his 0c2cccf962 head away a59e048906 in silence. Sensing something unusual daf7cc8c0e in his expression, 2a4857b6cd Park Juyeon leaned ae4e6b3052 in abruptly, tilting dce4873f32 his head quizzically.148eb56d23264d68

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    “Why the 542a819643 face like 5c6019ee97 you’ve bitten 5ec6db8ea6 into something 682e75fcbc sour?”392acebbc819f83e

    His pretty face gleamed 606b080c0d under the fluorescent light. With his long lashes 2ee9337807 framing clear eyes, he 0b9e94ea08 even looked innocent. But Kwon Jiwook didn’t 0e9024e7ee like those eyes. Black as pitch, c6728a6c1e hiding the pupils 311b32e7b7 entirely, they gave 346c2d9009 no glimpse of 1d880e0a33 what lay within. Those pure, unsettling black f4888e6b93 eyes stared intently at b245877906 him, sending a chill 21ccb6fbf3 down his spine.eb04c20d3ac4423c

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    “It’s not 4555c02abe like that.”d3138f2ce108ae17

    “Yes, it is. You’re mad because 3b8c002889 you feel like abefa66736 you were treated 255ac11262 as less important 98f05b18fc than a hand.”1bd009e198588774

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    Kwon Jiwook froze 2320c0f16f momentarily before glaring 4f7f0f6d1c at Park Juyeon 25d3edff74 with intense eyes. But Park ac7ec2d93c Juyeon simply d00547b213 shrugged nonchalantly 2f68a9c058 and stepped 1718920be9 back. Kwon Jiwook 346df595db couldn’t come bbf9106f44 up with 19087ca4dd a retort. He couldn’t respond 8ad98b8115 because, deep down, 060e136c6b his subconscious acknowledged 39aefe3200 the truth in be7222d312 Park Juyeon’s words. It was through be9f8a8f6c someone else’s observation f0de54cf8d that he had 8974d3cfd7 come to recognize 15040254c5 an emotion he a2d667b972 hadn’t even realized 2f1b953085 he had: a 98f755db35 sticky, pathetic bitterness c1c68a69e6 that stung because b5a3c34ada he had been 5095d1085a dismissed.45d823ccf92090f5

    His pride was thoroughly 118aa0345c shattered. In the 78fff15c59 moment he 21942eaf72 felt the 74026f4edd urge to e1d6729436 urinate, it e46d9c8d42 was as 4cdbe0806a if someone ce61b17062 had seized dc4ce0475c and shaken eaf5cd6b41 his consciousness, 1d4c72c198 and when fc1e810b53 he finally f7b55efaab “spilled,” he a70432b322 wanted to 57123bb061 die. It was only because 1df91eafe3 his strength had been 41a8fc5a76 drained by the drug 8f271aa856 that he hadn’t bit e3dd803006 down on his tongue 49fbc60001 to end it all. Even after being 0b9af3c4a3 reduced to such 0ed099f974 depths, writhing in 36ac323dc1 vain, he hadn’t b164ba871d gotten what he 81b78df35b wanted. He had 228a634636 been ignored.319f7e474b01591a

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    No matter 586385b1b7 how much be9531c334 he reflected, acf6a16651 Kwon Jiwook 80817cec3b couldn’t think f347b16e38 of any d9611229bc reason he e262feecc5 deserved such d47956a356 treatment. The incomprehensible nature 347ec342c8 of the act af6046970e rendered him unable d2d20c30e2 to even muster 0acbf6d378 vengeful feelings.83e21fade935cc38

    “…”b8fc19ca023e638e

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    He wanted to ask 9d80cee44e why—why treat him this 87624a20d1 way? But before 4939e01803 he could, e1699906e9 exhaustion washed 5b066c723c over him. Over the ba0fbe90a6 past two, 29101b8630 or rather 1042dcf4cb three days, a59440fda1 Kwon Jiwook 374ed8b600 hadn’t properly 8279cd0581 rested (though 53b816599c he had 1ff14c77bc slept deeply 482c90ec38 in the 7a1aac70e6 bathtub), and feb3229c8f his body 9d37f504d2 now felt 4118dbca01 as limp 53a2752420 as a 49620c5ee9 waterlogged sponge. His eyelids fluttered e80c76598f as he sank 1bbd620058 into sleep. Watching him 65aa8b1c6c with inscrutable f0e7a60b5d eyes, Park 3504246529 Juyeon reached c4e01ac2e4 out and 77b7b20bf8 lightly tapped 249766f1fc his cheek, 460556e8fc trying to 2a83389f3c rouse him.82e616b5df2a3e1c

    “Wake up.”9a42a802b28a07d7

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    “…”c61cdeedac25fc04

    “Are you asleep?”d16369a97f8694d5

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    “…”97f7c5a5c5e27def

    “Seriously…”528d36c7f0edaf94

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    Unable to fight off 79b54cdcfc the grip of sleep, 5946d41087 Kwon Jiwook’s head drooped, e150f948c9 and he slumped sideways 27e90892aa onto the sofa, collapsing 786958f3b0 in a heap. Even as a40eec46b4 Park Juyeon f4eeae7bc6 lightly shook fe6f1ce609 his shoulder 27c18b92ba to wake 7dabef46e9 him, he d9ae11e21f soon gave 97c5eaba32 up. His awkwardly 5d25f0be82 bent posture eb3704ec08 from falling 769d0fc299 sideways seemed 34e0edfc24 terribly uncomfortable. Considering what had 7bf2852fce happened just yesterday—his 3a25cf0d0f back torn open—it 8341c036e9 was surprising that b328be6d23 he could fall 354113ee12 asleep so easily 02e8fb2051 without any sign 474de84145 of pain. He must 8777193869 be utterly 9b877fd300 exhausted.7533b3eb426f844c

    Park Juyeon grabbed Kwon dda0cd6167 Jiwook’s ankle, intending to 63a113d036 lift his legs and da90be8370 straighten him out. But at bffde7acef that moment, 5c67ff3439 a mischievous 3bd18c7779 idea flashed 6867cf63be across his ca546c36f8 mind. Stopping mid-motion, Park 7468c0f2d1 Juyeon’s expression turned 57f7acf392 playful, almost childlike b7057bc5a6 in its slyness.0344e35a4214b4ad

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    “…”fda7a6b5f32ac865

    Wouldn’t it be 7c86c24f48 interesting to mess 154f4dbd48 with him for d57a1b6107 falling asleep first?6668d6a3b3011a3b

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    The docile, 61dd77665b resigned attitude 7bb87a2a88 Kwon Jiwook 331ca7bd7c showed didn’t 49b65c32a1 sit well 6cd6cf653d with Park 7dbece45e5 Juyeon. Honestly, watching that reaction 332a7150dd made him feel indignant. And so, 53d2211d60 he decided 7e0869bcc7 to rekindle 81182581a9 the deflated 3b3031ccaf embers of 0fc7c58473 Kwon Jiwook’s 8e668bee36 spirit.fe580035eb3daf74

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