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EMP Chapter 33
by mimiIt was more than two hours later when they finally stepped out of the car. After cleaning up in a nearby convenience store with wet wipes until Kwon Jiwook regained his senses, time flew by. Although not as vigorous as in his prime, Kwon Jiwook’s recovery was quick these days, perhaps because his stamina had improved compared to when he was very thin.52b89f96942434ee
It was close to lunchtime. The two of them made their way through the growing crowd to reach the college building. It was Kwon Jiwook who stopped Park Juyeon’s brisk steps to handle business quickly. Kwon Jiwook tugged at the hem of Park Juyeon’s coat.5e00d6b671838716
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“Look at this.”6d8f7e601328196c
“Flowers?”c93cd26337c115ab
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“They suit you.”5598df11d72b3ecb
At the entrance of the hill where cars come and go, a flower vendor was attracting customers. The displayed flowers were dazzlingly bright to the point of being eye-catching, but they seemed to match Park Juyeon’s flamboyant face even more with their vibrant colors. Kwon Jiwook picked one up and looked at Park Juyeon. One of Park Juyeon’s neat eyebrows twitched upward.64ad44ca91bd5a23
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“Why this?”e751da23672a0903
“I said they suit you.”6841ae96959e27ce
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“…You’re buying it for me?”d65fb011472fb795
“Where would I get the money?”d4e5c89b64769746
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“Then why…?”2f95dd803bb0780e
Kwon Jiwook looked at the vendor without answering. Following his gaze, Park Juyeon felt an unspoken pressure from the middle-aged vendor’s eyes telling him to put it down if he wasn’t buying. What a strange Hyung. Park Juyeon muttered, tilting his head, and before he knew it, he was holding a small bouquet with a few purple and light pink roses. It was a modest bouquet chosen to reflect his taste.db63cced7df056ac
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“This is much better.”e71da85e1d314b9b
“So why did you ask me to buy this?”8e0bd7f7f212dc45
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“I didn’t ask you to buy it, I told you to buy it. Everyone else is buying them, it would be boring to just receive the diploma and leave.”5835598f2282fdd2
Kwon Jiwook e114cea832 said sheepishly, 38ff39af64 rubbing his 4b60ca87b0 neck. Whether he did or 93be71ce76 not, Park Juyeon answered 5df5e1aaee quietly while examining the 15446e326f bouquet.7da0a078ce3a776f
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“Lots of people don’t do this. Some even beg others to come find them because they’re too lazy to show up.”a8efa173cf83bcc0
“Is that so…?”34e599771c62f70d
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No matter what he said, Kwon Jiwook’s eyes only saw other students gathering in groups, wearing graduation caps, and taking photos. Park Juyeon looked at Kwon Jiwook, who was lost in thought. His sharp, well-shaped eyes were still staring into space. He’s completely immersed in the atmosphere. Park Juyeon thought, shrugging his shoulders.e3dc7c09b4c1cb78
Kwon Jiwook wasn’t entirely incomprehensible. For someone who couldn’t attend school or easily find work, even the smallest daily event would feel interesting.25c1f363f3fa71f1
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Park Juyeon, touching the baby’s breath among the roses, sat Kwon Jiwook down on a bench under the shade of trees. The trees, intertwined to block the sky, could certainly shield them from any falling snow.fc4c27b4cc5dddae
After that, 4e0b7224f3 Park Juyeon 528c1afe37 headed straight b3a69aabc2 to the 48f1bb8f65 department office. There, where a gaunt-looking af213f7229 assistant pointed, were diplomas 384683cde7 haphazardly piled by department.fd250ebec4a2b6d0
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“…”b2d8fb357971a4dd
After briefly pondering, Park b1274418a1 Juyeon asked the assistant fd8913ad03 where the graduation caps 6e8c5771c5 and gowns were.faec0cb0ec05f662
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Kwon Jiwook sat on a bench in the smoking area, tapping his feet and looking around. The department office was a very intimidating place for Kwon Jiwook, who had no interest in studying and had been dropped out for a long time. So, despite Park Juyeon’s encouragement, he didn’t go inside. Park Juyeon nodded as if he understood after one refusal and went into the building.d6e58a9aa0d2362a
As Kwon Jiwook sat quietly watching the gathering crowd, the noise started to give him a headache. Ah, if only I could have a cigarette now. Since Park Juyeon didn’t like it, he had been forced into a sort of involuntary smoking cessation for several years. In reality, the urge for a cigarette wasn’t that desperate; it was just an inertial thought since he had smoked for over half his life.e2d68ea63f825054
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“Ha…”9f6535a2a9540ee9
Kwon Jiwook bit his lip and shook his bangs. He was bothered by those who had no interest in him. There was this strange feeling that everyone was looking at him, which was uncomfortable. Perhaps because there were so many people compared to other places. Even deep breaths didn’t clear his clogged chest, so he tried taking a big breath to expand his lungs. But there was still a sticky feeling as if his alveoli weren’t fully expanding.357c5540942ad9cb
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Could one person’s presence make such a difference? When the itch inside his chest was unbearable, Kwon Jiwook stood up.db38a79f61f32a99
“Hyung?”79c25ff80fdb4c79
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“Ah.”e6ff0d1a1946b20d
At the 5620e489df same moment, 81f5412a66 he locked 22f502e9e9 eyes with d8a04ff6ae Park Juyeon, 096e327c62 who had bdfa898910 just come 85fca14d38 out of 623d236913 the building. Kwon Jiwook straightened 26cddc8132 from his awkward 3f5187f2a5 stance.aa447ea2266209ac
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“Why are you standing like that?”65f8242862701358
“…”ab8ab619fe57bc6b
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If he spoke honestly, he’d be called crazy again. Kwon Jiwook kept quiet, but Park Juyeon, who somehow sensed his state, looked around and led him to a quieter corner.293597d5027f619a
Leaning against the 30c74c10ea back wall of 23c4811b41 the building, Kwon bd9921f895 Jiwook looked up 2f0b950869 at Park Juyeon, d02aa150ca trying to understand 6ac6220422 the meaning behind 03828cffc3 his actions, whether 6bc58a9c45 out of concern 595d926bbe or habit. However, his eyes bbd4284b76 were still just 70f1a54418 as dark.513aa2942744b6ab
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“Are you okay?”27fdab4c8469af35
“Yeah, yeah. It’s not that serious.”9a18de42300a7883
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“Your face has gone completely pale, how is that not serious?”d833e9f7a72d7f02
With a light reprimand, Park Juyeon made him take deep breaths. If it were before, he would have anticipated what would happen when left alone, but recently, Kwon Jiwook’s condition had been better than expected, so he let his guard down. After taking a few deep breaths with his head lowered, Kwon Jiwook’s complexion started to return. Once his confused mind cleared, he noticed what Park Juyeon was holding.1849c3ae54599383
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“But that…”c32a7b788ac79393
“Ah, this… I thought you came all this way because you wanted to see this. If you’re feeling better, stand up. I’ll take your picture.”e923f461c6d1d7a8
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“No, no.”b87934566d1e4dd1
Park Juyeon probably thought 0b986372d1 Kwon Jiwook had lingering de17462470 attachments to school. Things like 25e43aec4e taking multiple ed70e85b2a leaves of 071a036ff5 absence and 42ffd46f30 returning but 08800dd938 never graduating, 1cccf45e40 or the caff686a27 regret of 203f11bb6e not enjoying 5e6b3c536e his youth e692d2fb91 after four 16dabe922b years had 786dffb6f6 passed. But Kwon Jiwook had cfda5e492e no desire to wear 7c42c2624c the graduation cap.bc7ce493a1612c60
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“I looked closely, and I didn’t mean to wear it.”4111bfb070f70f2d
“…?”f6f592bdd7446665
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Kwon Jiwook carefully took the cap and gown from Park Juyeon’s hands. Ignoring his puzzled look, he slowly draped them over Park Juyeon.2a7f42ebebb6f5e2
“…”c49b7e272a445952
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“I just wanted to see this.”a647aac452fcea3e
At Kwon Jiwook’s somewhat tender words, Park Juyeon’s expression subtly hardened. His mind, which had been blankly stopped, slowly fell into confusion. Like a broken robot, unable to move a finger, he stood there while Kwon Jiwook took out his phone and clicked a photo. As if the shutter sound was a signal, Park Juyeon spoke.5434e30c903321f5
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“You wanted to see this? Not to feel the graduation mood yourself?”e443a027a3eb7b81
“Why would I need that? I didn’t even attend classes.”fdea8bcb2e9f273c
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“…Really… I can’t understand.”e5978f6d21537cdc
The graduation cap felt heavy on his head. Kwon Jiwook didn’t know what he meant by this action. He also didn’t understand why his mind was in such turmoil. Someone who only needed him for survival was doing something completely unrelated to survival?32107421a8d03b3d
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Even if the 9cd41036cd true meaning of d73adb24ba this tingling sensation 34d425f2cb in his chest 6c124619d8 was something deeper 8db5e3cbe3 than affection, Park 9aa49bcbd7 Juyeon did not 5c0c67862e want to acknowledge b8cf1834c5 such an extraordinary c6206da7b1 emotion at a f83937a0e4 mundane point in eaa56033f0 his life. He was still living 4bb4852f21 with Kwon Jiwook without 0a72d2af42 being prepared for such 5c05ef0df9 feelings.fb576c2fdc502ca1
“This picture looks 75e205e19f good.”8562a9e60b102681
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“…Does it?”0338942318ea7f3a
“Yeah. Much better than acaf3e7286 the one you 5f6beb120b took of me d733ae20a6 last time.”eabf4d44efb0014f
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“I guess so…”6541147021a35d9e
“What? You’re not denying it.”83b8dc29c443242f
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Though they usually made all sorts of excuses under the guise of sex, at this moment, a strange, fundamentally different itch surfaced. Kwon Jiwook’s small action was causing a ripple in what Park Juyeon thought was his regained composure.524de8f7ede92806
Ah, I shouldn’t delve any deeper into this. Like someone paralyzed by sleep, Park Juyeon’s body wouldn’t move, so he just pressed his lips together and looked at Kwon Jiwook.228343e9f6f32200
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“…”2b7bb639fba8fcde
“…What’s wrong?”53e3d045cb9cfc5f
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At this unusual reaction, Kwon Jiwook subtly moved away, still keeping an eye on him. Even that behavior gnawed at Park Juyeon’s nerves. Despite worrying whenever he felt slightly unwell, he acted without realizing that he was the cause. His sharply defined face, now looking somewhat intimidated and cautious, belonged to a human who should be like this.5934ae546c1176f9
“It’s nothing.”99ff4caf4987e652
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Park Juyeon was confused. In the 9f9fca0f91 screen Kwon c8c27d5fdb Jiwook held 7c7ae2fb64 out, he 2a30b1974a saw himself cd8a3f0922 wearing a 2892d91fb9 crooked graduation 9cefe28901 cap, with a3d57b2362 a strange fe01244e13 expression that 0585d62054 was neither 6338600529 smiling nor e991d04164 crying, staring 06919c0925 into the 308d9da4f2 lens. To Park Juyeon, 9b93bf4029 it looked somewhat a7547ec89b frightened.2e3bb4d0322dba16
Whether or not, Kwon Jiwook, whose radar was focused only on Park Juyeon’s irritation and anger, did not notice the ambiguous expression in the photo. He just checked the result one more time and, satisfied, put his phone back in his pocket.1d0ae1ee7c55eba9
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“I’ll send it to you later.”2be912c9b71801e3
“Okay. Are you done with 1d54f3ce9e everything you needed to 5095377d51 do?”02c709a53c354b0b
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“Yeah, I 6cd85d4078 just wanted 32ca115831 to take ff16034a56 a walk 57a72f702f and see d5feee4a04 the outside d69443c35c for a 4bc45df354 change.”cb634bad0946e20f
“Then shall we look around the school a bit more before we go? It’s cold, so let’s make it quick.”1c15d0ac9a1b0187
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“…Hmm.”59c54d4c18a18804
Kwon Jiwook nodded b8baddbed5 after some thought. The light snow that 5a6fc23d25 had been falling was 13d570db83 now almost gone, leaving 130e18e385 only flurries.343d85e6826f9762
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After returning the cap and gown, they walked leisurely, taking in the surroundings. The distance from where they stood to the college buildings was quite considerable. The campus was wide and barren without any particularly beautiful landscaping, making it less than ideal for a stroll, but it was also too close to drive. However, with the snow on the ground, it had a certain charm. Kwon Jiwook’s walk was somewhat peculiar, but it was not noticeable to those unaware of the context.7164da3e6f6b8bb4
“Oh, that.”c30b12ae6e4e2a40
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“It’s under renovation.”9746f42df8fe2c8a
Interesting. While murmuring softly, Kwon 3e1be990c2 Jiwook looked at a bbfdd1b26b building under construction. Students from 189b77dabd the college 568e47d51f were enjoying 2f65cac400 their graduation d0c0af1684 in the bbcf41d3a6 park around d56b5ce5d4 it.c73548c6b30b7b58
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Suddenly, standing there, he felt a sense of being alone. Without Park Juyeon, I’m truly alone. The friends he used to drink with and roam around the university district had all found their paths and left, and he had no news of Kim Su-hyuk at all. Honestly, he even had the ridiculous thought that Park Juyeon might have used some power to erase Kim Su-hyuk without his knowledge. …No, it wasn’t funny. He had seen firsthand how far someone could go when driven mad.f72e6058af28feba
Even now, with free use of his phone, the contacts of Kim Su-hyuk and Lee Woo-jin were thoroughly blocked. He genuinely wasn’t curious about them. If he could pretend not to know them for the rest of his life, he would gladly do so. Kwon Jiwook never wanted to be involved with them again.73cf705cb166133b
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“Let’s go. This is boring.”d3ebe64673b8d4ab
They had 495936c62a been there 490543b7e2 for just d0e584c987 over ten 36f28f7561 minutes. Kwon Jiwook turned e3db6dd047 away without hesitation. Park Juyeon fd10d36e1b stood close e57d32b73b behind him.f641b6bca0702a03
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“What? So, Hyung, 1567af3368 you really aa5200966e just came ae3de8f36d to watch 19f41ed9b5 me graduate?”aa2d75f5e1e6e6a0
“Then what? Would I miss 7f8bb61bac people I don’t e004b116b8 even know?”ecb57ac78845e51d
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“You might. You were quite 48e31b9853 famous, appearing on 3d80adbf89 the university community 56ddcfc6d1 boards back in 4124178ed3 the day.”5fc99d8b0e347ff9
“Tell them to get f80bfb071d lost.”15f77d242117030e
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Now, the efa3036d4a existence of eae059a333 others was 359ba42602 meaningless. His life dfb06e112e was governed f2014f954f by one 12df59ed30 person alone. Knowing this, 8ac629949f Park Juyeon 8f46121d82 walked on c1b46ba037 without a 2ffb789fb4 word. Impressed by his 5ec0acd3e0 answer, Park Juyeon 988a00f493 grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s 763519882b butt along the edd9ba0c36 way, startling him. After giggling, d7056f5709 the unease b8c7bec8fd in his 14ca5c06fd heart dissipated, 71a810ba6c leaving only 8fc65a870b the desire 779c2eccb5 to tease 0710f2b2d5 Kwon Jiwook. This level 2db53cd0ec of warmth 8f645f118f was just adba6bb4c3 right for cf509d258a Park Juyeon.d7580a7ad04a57cb
Back in the car, they turned on the heater to thaw their frozen bodies. As soon as the heater was on, Park Juyeon moved to the back seat and rubbed against Kwon Jiwook. It felt like a large cat rubbing with a mix of affection and threat. The pressure was not much different. Regardless of Kwon Jiwook’s shock, Park Juyeon hugged him tightly and played with his earlobe.989e4592e19893aa
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“Suddenly, why, this, …huh.”90f13564aa9d1342
“Just. Let’s call it a graduation gift. You can’t give me anything material anyway.”3f75f7952e835c0f
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“No, no, even so, 90c46a1ffa this is too sudden, e3ec6685b8 ah, ah.”b5895bb9c7b7e3ea
Ignoring his words, Park Juyeon took Kwon Jiwook’s earlobe into his mouth and chewed. The cold ear soon regained its sensitivity. Kwon Jiwook, particularly sensitive to his ears, let out a muffled moan after just a few nibbles. Even when he tilted his head back or turned it the other way, Park Juyeon’s mouth followed relentlessly.75b9f97d36cdf0df
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“Ah, uh. Why did you get in the back, I see…”cc31fa65b91ab990
“I was holding back until now to do this after we were done. We couldn’t do it earlier.”73f552dfe2faaf7f
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Park Juyeon’s warm, red tongue entered Kwon Jiwook’s ear. It felt like a wriggling creature was digging into his brain. His head trembled slightly, bending towards the window. After licking his ear for a while, mixing in saliva, Park Juyeon let go with a low chuckle. A long string of saliva connected them.e7fc27636683ac9d
“Don’t you like it? You begged for it earlier, and if you say you don’t like it now… I might be disappointed.”b194305a84d52d15
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“No, no. Uh. I like it…”6b92ffedbd072373
“That’s right. You should like it.”b47b3fa151729f46
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Without missing a beat, Park Juyeon laid Kwon Jiwook down. In the cramped car, to make space for Park Juyeon, Kwon Jiwook’s legs, spread wide, were awkwardly folded, almost touching the front seat and the back. When the car’s warm air started to feel hot, Park Juyeon quickly stripped off Kwon Jiwook’s outer and inner clothes.d1d890c302837bd1
Warming up his cold body was easy. Running his dry palm over the exposed chest, flicking the nipples a couple of times was enough to rouse Kwon Jiwook’s sensitive body. Anticipating what was to come, Kwon Jiwook grabbed the headrests of both the driver’s and back seats. Park Juyeon, with Kwon Jiwook’s arms up, hugged his now thin waist and lowered his head.caa4074af450b6bb
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“Ha, ugh…!”5ecd76a2e2db05ce
“Mm…”cd12445d9dc6cc27
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Soft lips touched the swollen bump. With his cute upper lip, he gently brushed the tip of the nipple. When he moved his head slightly to rub it, Kwon Jiwook’s legs, which were wide open, nearly closed from the shock. As Park Juyeon’s movements continued without pause, the trembling soon escalated to what could be considered intermittent seizures.ae60054a53ef7972
He sucked on the chest tip with his lips, quickly grazing it with the tip of his tongue while not forgetting to scratch the other nipple with his nails. The skin of his now softened chest felt delightful to touch. Meanwhile, Kwon Jiwook’s head kept bobbing back in place, reaching shallow climaxes several times in a short period.3ea4cf3b075397f1
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“Ugh, huh, ugh. Mm…”de72c84c1efbf9ae
“Ha…”5516d7e34d77fb5d
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Park Juyeon licked the erect nipple flat with his wide tongue. Repeating the action countless times made Kwon Jiwook stiffen his waist and tremble like a frightened person. With a laugh, Park Juyeon pulled his tongue away, and the chest, now covered in saliva, immediately cooled in the car’s air. His mouth was that hot.787ae9953a82ba17
At that moment, handcuffs near his head clinked against Kwon Jiwook’s eyes. He looked up with a start to see Park Juyeon’s chin asking what he was doing. Kwon Jiwook hesitated for a moment before raising both hands. With a low laugh, Park Juyeon cuffed Kwon Jiwook’s wrists.240f30290663d082
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“This… ha, again?”d28d14ce6981442a
“You enjoyed it last 8cbee9ed76 time too. Right?”37ee557057a71a4a
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“Ugh…”2c06921d96828fc3
Among the pretty smiles, his lips stood out. Lips that were red-hot and shiny with saliva. To regain Kwon Jiwook’s attention, momentarily distracted by the sight, Park Juyeon undid his own belt buckle. Pulling down his briefs, his penis, which had already been hard hours ago, popped out, looking for a hole to release in.d8e8d58e92846dc0
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Park Juyeon then stripped off Kwon Jiwook’s lower garments as well and repositioned himself. Holding the base of his protruding penis, he tapped the heavy glans against Kwon Jiwook’s groin. The two heated penises collided with each other. Whenever the glans occasionally hit Kwon Jiwook’s testicles, he let out a soft moan and tightly shut his eyes. The cold tension of the act to come made his teeth chatter.ad0ee2baf4a0e1a1