EMP Chapter 14

“Ah.”

Kwon Jiwook opened his eyes on the bed. The space felt strangely familiar; the bed he had seen in his dream closely resembled the one he was lying on. With his swollen eyes half-open, he stared at the ceiling. His tired, dry eyes slowly closed on their own.

“….”

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He wasn’t angry. Incredibly, he wasn’t angry. Was this really something he would think? His principle of always paying back whatever he received had been shattered by one person. The emptiness gave way to despair. Park Juyeon had shaken the very foundations of his being and remained unfazed.

No, not entirely unfazed. Even in his fading consciousness, Park Juyeon’s despairing voice was clear.

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‘Seeing your face, knowing nothing, makes me feel like I’m the one who did everything wrong. Like I’m the crazy one. Hyung, am I crazy? Is that how you see me?’

You know the answer, you bastard. He couldn’t bring himself to say it directly.

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At this point, he couldn’t help but think differently. Was there something he couldn’t remember? But trying to recall the past was futile; long-gone memories were already hazy. Unimportant events or those that didn’t affect one’s growth were quickly forgotten and replaced with new memories. That’s how humans are.

Kwon Jiwook’s memory was filled with the events of the previous night. Recalling how intense it had been, his body involuntarily shuddered. See, remembering such vivid memories is much more human. Park Juyeon, angry over his own memories, was far from normal compared to him.

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Lost in thought, he suddenly felt something strange in his body. His stomach began to ache oddly. The feeling of his insides twisting didn’t subside; instead, it grew worse. Only then did Kwon Jiwook realize that Park Juyeon had left without cleaning up. The situation felt familiar. But when he reached down and felt below, he touched a hard, flat surface. What the hell is this?

Kwon Jiwook grabbed the base of the device to pull it out. But the thicker part of the plug caught on the entrance of the hole, showing no signs of coming out. Moreover, the entrance had swollen while he was asleep, making even the slightest touch excruciatingly painful.

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“….”

This won’t work. I can’t pull it out alone; it hurts too much. Someone needs to pull it out in one go, even if it hurts.

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Kwon Jiwook first hurriedly got up from the bed. In a moment of carelessness, his legs gave way, and he tumbled to the floor with a loud thud. His body ached all over. But right now, there was something more important.

Kwon Jiwook practically crawled to the door. He frantically grabbed the doorknob and turned it, but it only made a clicking sound. Kwon Jiwook’s face filled with despair as he silently mouthed words. What the hell? Fuck, is this a door that locks from the outside? Unable to believe the reality, he broke out in a cold sweat and kept rattling the doorknob.

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Knock, knock, knock.

“…Hey. Park Juyeon.”

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Knock, knock, knock, knock.

“Park Juyeon? Hey, are you still mad…?”

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The knocking on the door grew stronger. The voice calling for Park Juyeon became increasingly harsh.

“Hey, you bastard! Are you sleeping?”

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By the end, he was practically trying to break down the door, pounding loudly and shouting at the top of his lungs. His hoarse voice wasn’t pleasant to hear, but he needed the person on the other side of the door to listen.

“Park Juyeon! Open this door, now!!”

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Already exhausted and in pain, Kwon Jiwook clung to the doorknob with both hands, slowly sinking to his knees and bowing his head. His waist trembled.

“Ha, ah….”

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This was serious. No matter how he thought about it, only the worst scenarios came to mind. Like not being able to remove the plug and having to go to the hospital like this, or being stuck in the room with the device….

“Fuck, I’d rather die. This can’t happen!”

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“What can’t happen?”

“Ah!”

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At that moment, the door miraculously swung open. Kwon Jiwook, still sitting, let out a short gasp as the open door hit him. Park Juyeon, wearing a loose sweatshirt that seemed to serve as pajamas, looked down at Kwon Jiwook. With his hair disheveled, it seemed he had been sound asleep until the commotion woke him.

Maybe it was because he had just woken up, or perhaps because he had released all his desires the night before, but Park Juyeon didn’t seem to be in a bad mood. His mood had reset. But that wasn’t important right now. Kwon Jiwook, his face pale, grabbed Park Juyeon’s clothes and shook him.

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“Hey, take this out, take it out. My stomach hurts….”

“What…. Oh, right. I just put it in and left.”

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How could you forget that, you crazy bastard? Despite his rising anger, a pleading voice escaped his lips.

“Hurry, hurry up and take it out, okay?”

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“Can’t you take it out yourself? If your stomach hurts, it should come out too.”

“No, if I could take it out myself, would I be begging you like this? And right here!?”

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Kwon Jiwook found Park Juyeon’s calm tone the most annoying. Today, too, he made sure to note each of Park Juyeon’s annoying moments.

Park Juyeon tilted his head slightly, stroking his chin. He looked Kwon Jiwook up and down. Kwon Jiwook might have been concerned about his naked body, but he was too desperate, clutching his abdomen and looking helpless.

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“Let’s see.”

Park Juyeon slowly helped Kwon Jiwook to his feet. Then, without warning, he lightly smacked Kwon Jiwook’s butt.

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“Ah!”

“Turn around.”

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Kwon Jiwook clenched his teeth and slowly turned around. His buttocks and thighs were covered in wide, red welts and bruises. The skin, swollen and uneven where Park Juyeon had struck him, looked painfully tender even at a glance.

Park Juyeon, looking at it, bent down and tapped the flat base of the plug with his fingertips. Kwon Jiwook, momentarily caught off guard, gasped sharply.

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“! Hey, st-stop. I’m a bit….”

“Feel like you’re going to come?”

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“Ugh….”

Park Juyeon merely shrugged. He then strode into the room, opened the drawer of the bedside table, took out some lube, and approached Kwon Jiwook again. He didn’t seem particularly interested in the situation. After all, Park Juyeon still looked sleepy.

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Should he be grateful that Park Juyeon, despite his sleepy eyes, was diligently squeezing lube onto his hands? Kwon Jiwook thought that his first mistake might have been underestimating the unpredictable nature of people like Park Juyeon.

Whether he knew Kwon Jiwook’s thoughts or not, Park Juyeon applied lube around the plugged hole and then jerked his chin.

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“I’ll finish the rest in the bathroom. Just in case.”

“….”

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“What’s wrong? Don’t seem very urgent. Then take your time coming.”

“Ha….”

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Kwon Jiwook, one hand clutching his painful stomach, the other weakly holding the doorknob, watched Park Juyeon already far ahead. How could he not offer any support? Frustration turned into sadness.

Fuck, he really felt like crying.

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* * *

‘Thank you. I almost overslept, but thanks to you, I woke up.’

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‘…You…!’

‘Then I’ll be off.’

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Those were Park Juyeon’s words before leaving the house, looking unusually tired. He didn’t try to kiss Kwon Jiwook at the front door like he used to. Instead, he shamelessly said this after pushing the cleaned-up Kwon Jiwook back into the room.

Startled, Kwon Jiwook tried to stop the closing door with his hand, but Park Juyeon closed it without a glance.

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“Wow, fuck…. Still hurts like hell.”

The door, caught on an obstacle, opened again, and Park Juyeon’s gaze, looking down at him like he was pathetic, sent a chill through Kwon Jiwook’s chest. So, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t even groan properly, just grunted, and eventually averted his gaze first. His neck ached as if he had committed a grave sin.

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He hadn’t done anything so terribly wrong, yet Park Juyeon’s reaction bothered him so much that he couldn’t do anything right. He couldn’t be more of an idiot.

No, the past two months had been the epitome of idiocy in his entire life. His life, which had been flowing smoothly if not perfectly, suddenly became a tangled mess. All because of one beautifully charming young man. Did he really have a reason for this?

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Kwon Jiwook lay quietly on the bed, staring at the ceiling and reflecting on the past. He had returned to school with the intention of being diligent for once, but instead of attending lectures, he ended up wandering around and getting into trouble with some crazy guy. In the military, he enjoyed his rank by hassling his juniors. Before that, he had been in fights with rival gangs and often instigated brawls. His hazy memories of high school ended there.

So, was it his fault for not being a diligent college student? There was no way Park Juyeon, who had no interest in others, would go through all this trouble just to teach him some trivial lesson about being a good student.

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Lying in bed and trying to reflect on himself, Kwon Jiwook suddenly felt pathetic. All his thoughts seemed pointless. Besides, his body was tired, and his eyes began to droop again.

“….”

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That’s right. Important thoughts should be had after sleeping.

Just as he thought this, he heard a noise outside. Kwon Jiwook’s eyes snapped open. Looking around, the windowless room gave no clue whether it was day or night. He had only closed his eyes for a moment, or so it felt, but could it already be time for Park Juyeon to return? Or had he been so tired that he hadn’t even realized he had fallen asleep?

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Or maybe someone was visiting. Kwon Jiwook’s heart began to race with anticipation. It was unlikely in this secure age, but still.

The footsteps from the entrance grew closer. Kwon Jiwook, still groggy, stared intently at the door. Just as he tensed up, the door clicked open. Seeing the face in the narrow gap, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t hide his disappointment.

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“Park Juyeon.”

“You’re being quiet this time.”

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“….”

It was a familiar face. What had he even been hoping for? Had he really been expecting someone else to come in? Feeling his already limited logic slipping further away, Kwon Jiwook opened his mouth. His mouth felt dry.

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“What time is it?”

“Why do you want to know? It won’t matter anyway.”

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Park Juyeon’s expression was so confident, as if asking why bother with such trivial questions. Kwon Jiwook let out a disbelieving laugh.

“Why won’t it matter?”

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“You won’t be going anywhere. If you’re sleepy, sleep. If you’re hungry, tell me. If you need to shit, shit.”

“You crazy bastard. Are you treating me like a dog?”

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Park Juyeon laughed loudly, a rare, bright laugh that even reached his eyes. Kwon Jiwook wanted to gouge out his own eyes for finding even this sight beautiful. But the sunny smile quickly clouded over, and Park Juyeon’s face showed a hint of concealed sorrow. The shadows under his eyes deepened, making him look even more pitiful. It was truly an infuriating sight.

Park Juyeon entered the room, the sound of the door closing heavily behind him. He walked over, the sound of his slippers scraping the floor, and sat on the edge of the bed where Kwon Jiwook was lying. He looked down at Kwon Jiwook, still bruised in various places, and smiled as if something was amusing.

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“Why does your brain only work at times like this?”

“What!? You really are treating me like a….”

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“Shh. Your throat must be sore, so don’t keep talking loudly or it’ll get worse.”

The slight upturn of his lips was almost imperceptible. His nonchalant attitude made Kwon Jiwook wonder what had happened. Kwon Jiwook tried to sit up but collapsed back onto the bed due to muscle pain.

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“…Hey. What’s wrong with you?”

“What do you mean?”

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“Either beat me up or fuck me. If not, let me out.”

“Unfortunately, with that hoarse voice, it doesn’t do anything for me. Unless you really want to get fucked, just stay quiet.”

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Stay quiet? It sounded so obvious. In reality, with his body in this state, going anywhere was impossible. Kwon Jiwook might be foolish, but he had some learning ability. Getting to that open door was hard enough, and even if he managed to escape, he’d be caught immediately. That’s why he was lying still.

After speaking, Park Juyeon let out a deep sigh. Then he stared blankly at the dark red wallpaper. It was as if he was looking at something between the wall and the empty space, lost in thought with his lips tightly closed. This sight irritated Kwon Jiwook. Park Juyeon’s enigmatic demeanor was becoming increasingly frustrating.

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“Hey.”

“….”

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“Park Juyeon.”

After a couple of calls, Park Juyeon turned to look at him. His dark eyes were so vacant that Kwon Jiwook couldn’t gauge his state. Kwon Jiwook wasn’t the type to read people’s expressions so closely, so this situation was burdensome. But compared to this morning, Park Juyeon seemed strangely subdued, so Kwon Jiwook figured he wouldn’t suddenly lash out. So, he spoke up.

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“Where did you go dressed like that?”

“Why do you want to know?”

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Park Juyeon, looking tired, blinked slowly a couple of times. His long eyelashes fluttered. Kwon Jiwook met Park Juyeon’s gaze without avoiding it. As far as he remembered, Park Juyeon had once dressed all in black from head to toe and gone out.

“Last time, you went out dressed all in black too. It’s curious.”

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“Ah. The day you tried to escape and went underwater.”

“…Why do you always have to say it like that?”

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“Hmm. You don’t need to know this yet, actually.”

Park Juyeon casually ignored Kwon Jiwook’s words and smiled faintly. Fatigue was evident on his face. His trailing words and smile didn’t mean he didn’t want to reveal the truth; he was just contemplating when to do so.

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Seeing the momentary conflict in his eyes, Kwon Jiwook decided to probe Park Juyeon.

“If you keep not telling me anything and keep doing this on your own…. I might run away again.”

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“And you’ll get caught again.”

The probing statement was too direct to be called ‘probing,’ so Park Juyeon laughed incredulously. This guy? Just as Kwon Jiwook was about to snap, Park Juyeon spoke first.

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“I went to the hospital today.”

“What? Where?”

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“The hospital.”

“…”

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“The psychiatric ward.”

“…Suddenly?”

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The unexpected words rang in Kwon Jiwook’s ears. …How should he take this? Flustered, Kwon Jiwook stammered, “Uh, uh,” and lost his words. He had known Park Juyeon was crazy, but he hadn’t expected him to have an actual mental illness diagnosis.

Kwon Jiwook awkwardly pulled the blanket over himself. Park Juyeon, who had been quietly watching, added matter-of-factly,

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“Of course, I didn’t go because I’m sick.”

“…No. I think you should go too.”

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The tension dissipated. He couldn’t believe Park Juyeon had gone for a visit. Besides, going to the hospital dressed like that was strange. Dressing like the grim reaper wouldn’t be pleasant for the patient.

“Is there a reason you have to dress like that to go?”

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“I find it uncomfortable too. It’s bothersome. But if I don’t, they have a fit, so what can I do?”

A fit? That sounds serious. Maybe it’s a family member or a secret lover. Kwon Jiwook had these thoughts, but Park Juyeon kept talking, as if he were confessing to a wall rather than a person.

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“Oh, but it wasn’t a sudden visit. You wouldn’t know, but then again, you never cared about me. I go every Saturday. It’s been a while. Since middle school…. Well, there have been admissions and discharges in between.”

“….”

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“I’ve been going steadily for years. But today, I heard there’s not much improvement. I don’t know why. I’m fine. I’m fine now.”

“Hey….”

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“The hospital must be having a hard time too. No matter how much medication they give, the patient won’t take it. And whenever there’s a chance, they cause a scene, saying they want to die, that they’re frustrated. …Hyung. What should I do here? You seem to know the answer.”

Park Juyeon whispered softly. Once he started talking, he couldn’t stop. He was pouring out a story that hadn’t been asked for, which was strange. Kwon Jiwook, lying quietly, looked up at Park Juyeon’s face and cautiously brought the edge of his jacket to his nose. As expected, there was a faint smell of alcohol. He must have gone to the hospital and drunk there instead of taking care of the patient.

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“What should I do?”

“…”

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“Really, what should I do…”

The second time he muttered, it was directed at Kwon Jiwook. The expression on his face seemed to ask, “What should I do about this?” The threatening yet languid gaze revealed emotions dulled by alcohol. Kwon Jiwook felt his body stiffen unconsciously.

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…Maybe when he’s drunk, he talks about all sorts of things and then beats up whoever is in sight. However, contrary to Kwon Jiwook’s concerns, Park Juyeon continued in a calm tone.

“I don’t know what I’m saying to you. Just forget what you heard earlier, okay?”

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“You go on and on, and now you want me to forget….”

Seeing Kwon Jiwook mutter, Park Juyeon just laughed helplessly. Despite his calm exterior, Park Juyeon’s inner thoughts were a whirlwind of emotions.

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Why did I even bring up this topic? Even if he was drunk, it was inappropriate to ramble on like this to Kwon Jiwook. Perhaps he needed someone to talk to, even if that someone was Kwon Jiwook.

If he were in his right mind, he would never tolerate such thoughts. Come to think of it, his mother’s face seemed particularly lonely today. Maybe that emotion had transferred to him. Park Juyeon rationalized his actions this way. His drunken ramblings ended there.

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Soon, Park Juyeon stood up. At that moment, Kwon Jiwook, with a sudden burst of courage, reached out and grabbed Park Juyeon’s wrist. Park Juyeon paused, his gaze falling on Kwon Jiwook’s bruised fingers.

“By any chance, that hospital you mentioned. Who is there…. Does it have anything to do with me?”

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“….”

“I’m sorry, but I really….”

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I really don’t know. That one sentence stuck in his throat, unable to come out. It wasn’t because of other emotions. With alcohol in his system, Park Juyeon could turn crazy at any moment. He had gone mad several times even when sober, just because Kwon Jiwook said he wasn’t at fault. So, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t finish his sentence and had to swallow his words. It was a fear he hadn’t even realized he had.

Park Juyeon looked at Kwon Jiwook’s hand holding him, not pushing it away. He stared at Kwon Jiwook’s closed lips. If he still didn’t remember after all this, there was nothing he could do. It was as if he had truly forgotten everything. Park Juyeon raised his sunken eyes and sighed, then gently removed the hand that was still holding him.

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“Who knows? Maybe if you stay here for a few days, or maybe weeks or months, you might remember.”

“You’re crazy…. Are you kidding me?”

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“Just try a little harder. And it was a good thing you didn’t finish that sentence. After being hit a few times, it seems you’ve finally developed some sense. Congratulations.”

Finishing his words quickly, Park Juyeon flashed a grin, baring his teeth, and strode towards the door. Kwon Jiwook watched in disbelief as Park Juyeon left the room. If you leave like this, what about me? Before Kwon Jiwook could say anything, Park Juyeon opened the door and turned around.

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“Oh, right. You asked what time it was. Let’s see… It’s 4 PM, so I’ll be back around dinner time.”

“Hey! Wait a minute!”

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“You can wait, or go back to sleep.”

Despite Kwon Jiwook’s shout, the door slammed shut. Park Juyeon had left again. The sound of the lock clicking into place followed. Kwon Jiwook couldn’t take his eyes off the closed door.

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It’s only 4 PM. Without a phone or anyone to talk to, he had to kill a few more hours lost in thought. He had slept so much that his head and back were starting to ache, but he couldn’t sleep anymore.

“Treating a person like a dog, fucking hell….”

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The idea of being locked up here for months was even more absurd. Even though only a day had passed, he was already feeling restless. He wasn’t the type of person who could stay in one place for long.

“Fuck this,” Kwon Jiwook muttered, gripping the bedsheet tightly. He vowed that even if he realized what he had done wrong, he would never show remorse in front of that bastard.

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A week had passed since Kwon Jiwook was forced to stay at Park Juyeon’s house, or rather, a week of endless sex day and night. Initially subdued after the first day, Kwon Jiwook eventually couldn’t bear the increasingly intense positions and unfair treatment, reverting to his true nature and lashing out. The outcome was, of course, miserable.

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The catalyst was last night’s incident.

During the act, Kwon Jiwook ejaculated a clear liquid like a fountain from the intense stimulation. As a reward, Park Juyeon made him drink a lot of water. Consequently, Kwon Jiwook felt the urge to urinate and squirmed, but Park Juyeon refused to let him go. As usual, Park Juyeon only satisfied his own pleasure and left Kwon Jiwook locked in the room. Desperately calling for Park Juyeon, Kwon Jiwook ended up urinating in the corner of the room like a dog.

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Suddenly, it became quiet, and Park Juyeon, wondering what had happened, opened the door and entered. Kwon Jiwook was sitting on the floor, his head bowed, trembling. His dazed face, realizing what he had done, gradually turned red with shame as his eyes met Park Juyeon’s.

No, it wasn’t just shame; it was a sense of utter defeat. Meanwhile, Park Juyeon’s eyes sparkled with interest. He approached Kwon Jiwook and used the sole of his slipper to gently rub the tip of Kwon Jiwook’s wet penis, smiling. Looks like I’ll have to wash the slipper too, he muttered.

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‘What the hell. You really pissed yourself?’

‘You…. You, you bastard…!’

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‘Did you mark your territory in the room after getting close in a week? How cute.’

‘Fuck, you…. You did this to me, what the….’

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Kwon Jiwook, on the verge of tears, crawled to the other side, trying to avoid the mess he had made. Park Juyeon, finding this interesting, grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s hair and forced him to look at the puddle of urine.

‘Ah!’

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‘I’ll bring you some tissue, so wipe it up. You should clean up your own mess. You’re so irresponsible.’

Kwon Jiwook couldn’t accept it. Even though it was a physiological need, the fact that a rational human being had urinated in the room instead of using the bathroom, and that Park Juyeon had forced him into this situation, made him clench his fists and close his eyes. Even with his eyes closed, the smell made his mind go blank.

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Park Juyeon clicked his tongue lightly and pushed Kwon Jiwook’s head away. He disappeared briefly and returned with a roll of tissue. Squatting down, Park Juyeon forced a thick wad of tissue into Kwon Jiwook’s mouth.

‘Mmph…!’

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‘Come on, wipe it up. Bow your head and clean it quickly. Even if it’s your room now, this is too much. It stinks.’

With the tissue in his mouth, Kwon Jiwook stared blankly at the floor like a madman. His eyes flashed with anger. Although he was looking down, this defiant expression was truly rare.

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‘Huh?’

Park Juyeon tilted his head to examine Kwon Jiwook’s face closely. His gaze seemed to say, “Look at this guy.” Kwon Jiwook slowly lifted his eyes from the floor and glared at Park Juyeon. His breath grew ragged with uncontrollable anger, and he finally couldn’t hold back any longer, swinging his fist at Park Juyeon.

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‘!’

Thud. Caught off guard, Park Juyeon took a direct hit to the cheek. Kwon Jiwook then spat out the tissue and shouted,

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‘Do you think you can treat someone like a dog and get away with it?! I’ll fuck you up, or I’ll go to the police and fuck you up. I’ll definitely do it. Fuck, I’ll make you pay, you bastard!!’

The shout was sharp, like a burst of pent-up frustration. For the past few days, Kwon Jiwook had been obedient, making Park Juyeon think his spirit had been broken. But now, his true nature had surfaced.

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Park Juyeon hadn’t expected the attack, and he looked dazed even as he listened to Kwon Jiwook’s outburst. Although the punch was weaker than when they first met, it still packed a punch, turning Park Juyeon’s head. Park Juyeon cupped his stinging cheek, blinking in surprise, then slowly straightened his head to look at Kwon Jiwook. Kwon Jiwook, despite his fierce appearance, was internally shocked, his fist trembling intermittently. He had acted on impulse.

Ha, eventually, a hollow laugh escaped Park Juyeon’s lips.

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‘You’re really… crazy, aren’t you?’

Park Juyeon’s demeanor grew fierce. However, Kwon Jiwook did not regret it. Even if Park Juyeon punished him, the fact that he had landed a solid hit on Park Juyeon was satisfying. The desire to release his pent-up frustration was stronger. Kwon Jiwook couldn’t suppress his nature and ended up in a fistfight with Park Juyeon.

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“Huu, ugh, ugh….”

Hours later, Kwon Jiwook deeply regretted his actions. It was more of a one-sided beating than a fight. The fact that he had urinated in the room had left him mentally shaken, and after multiple rounds of sex, his lower body barely moved. In that state, he couldn’t launch a proper attack.

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The result of his impulsive punch was a battered face and bruises all over his body. And….

“Hng, ugh, ugh…ah, ah…. hic…!”

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Equally impulsive, Park Juyeon’s additional punishment was akin to torture. After beating Kwon Jiwook to a bloody pulp with a few punches and kicks, he threw him onto the bed, tied his limbs with a belt, and blindfolded him. Then, he inserted something large and thick. Only when it vibrated fiercely, painfully stimulating his inner walls, did Kwon Jiwook realize it was a vibrator.

If it had stopped there, it might have been bearable. Humans are adaptable, so he could have gotten used to the sexual stimulation.

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However, Park Juyeon even brought out a fairy from some erotic film and attached it to the tip of his penis. As the device buzzed and stimulated his glans, Kwon Jiwook stiffened, shaking his head and mouthing words. With his vision blocked, his other senses became hyper-sensitive.

‘How dare you raise your hand to me. Stay like this until morning.’

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‘What, m, m, morning….’

‘Why, you just got some exercise, didn’t you? Can’t you handle it?’

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‘No, wait, just a moment, I don’t, I don’t want this, please, please, …! Hic….’

His sensitive penis, already dripping with clear fluid, was utterly helpless. Besides, he wasn’t in a normal state to begin with. Starting exhausted, he had no chance against this torture. The thick dildo pounding deep inside him and the vibrating device tied to his penis, stimulating just the glans, were both terrifying.

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Unable to move, Kwon Jiwook screamed like an animal as he came multiple times. He tried to push out the device by tightening his hole, but it only sank deeper. Every time the deep thrust hit his pleasure spot, Kwon Jiwook had to roll his eyes back in the empty room, gasping. The cloth covering his eyes was long soaked with tears, and his swollen face was wet with them too.

He must have passed out and regained consciousness several times. He had lost all sense of time, but it must have been hours. His scrotum felt like it had shriveled up. Kwon Jiwook, half-conscious, panted heavily. The room was filled with his rough breaths and the buzzing of the vibrators. Everything was so hazy; he felt like he might die.

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“Ugh…. Ugh….”

Just as his consciousness was about to fade again, the door, which seemed like it would never open, swung wide. The familiar sound of Park Juyeon’s footsteps grew closer, and Kwon Jiwook experienced another climax. His empty penis twitched as he arched his back and convulsed. Park Juyeon saw everything and smiled broadly, a thin cut on his lip.

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“Good morning. Did you sleep well?”

“…Ugh….”

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Unlike Kwon Jiwook, who was left battered and unmoved all night, Park Juyeon’s face and slightly swollen cheek were neatly treated with ointment, shining smoothly.

“Looks like you came quite a few times. The bed and your body are all wet, like you pissed yourself again.”

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Calmly, he turned off the vibrator that had been tormenting Kwon Jiwook’s glans. Without hesitation, he pulled out the thick dildo still buzzing inside him. Kwon Jiwook’s body jerked violently, and he groaned deeply. After a week of being stretched, his hole didn’t tear easily, but it caused a different kind of pain for its owner. As the emptiness overwhelmed him, his gaping hole twitched.

The front was also badly stimulated, his penis red and sore to the touch. Curious about his reaction, Park Juyeon untied the belt restraining Kwon Jiwook’s limbs and grabbed his flaccid penis. Suddenly, Kwon Jiwook, who had been lying limp, trembled all over and muttered something.

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“…Uh….I….”

“What?”

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“I, I was, wrong, please, Juyeon, let’s stop, okay?”

“What… No. After sleeping on it, I think I overreacted yesterday. You don’t need to apologize. Sometimes a little resistance is fun, right?”

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“No, no, it’s okay, it’s okay now, hic….”

I’m sorry, I won’t do it again, forgive me, I was wrong. Kwon Jiwook kept muttering quickly, his head thrown back towards the empty air. It was funny how he was still scared and clawing at the sheet. His trembling voice was pitiful, but Park Juyeon found it satisfying and laughed heartily.

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Just as he said, Park Juyeon truly didn’t seem bothered. Although he had lost control of his anger the night before, the result was seeing Kwon Jiwook have a panic attack at the mere touch of his hand. Secretly, he was quite satisfied with this outcome.

“Yeah, it’s okay. Let’s go wash up.”

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“Ngh….”

Park Juyeon removed the cloth covering Kwon Jiwook’s eyes. His eyelids were red and swollen with tears. Kwon Jiwook could barely open his eyes. As Park Juyeon wrapped his arm around Kwon Jiwook’s shoulder and lifted him, his body trembled even more. Kwon Jiwook gasped and curled up, anxious about being touched again.

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“Shh, it’s really okay.”

“….”

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The stimulation from the devices still made it feel like his penis was erect, even though it wasn’t. The forced orgasm from the devices felt like it was slowly and steadily pulling him from the depths to an unprecedented height. This precarious pleasure was very different from the usual rough penetration, driving Kwon Jiwook mad.

Even as Park Juyeon carried him to the bathroom and washed his body, applying ointment to his battered face, Kwon Jiwook struggled to calm his trembling body. The previous night had been so terrible that he feared showing his naked body to Park Juyeon.

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It was truly terrible. If he had to go through it again, he felt he could bite his tongue and die. But….

“Water. Don’t you want to drink some? You might get dehydrated.”

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“…I want to drink.”

“Okay, good. I thought so. Here.”

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After showering, Park Juyeon entered the room with a towel loosely wrapped around his waist, holding a bottle of water. The thick outline visible under the towel was distracting. Kwon Jiwook’s hips trembled and his legs curled up, remembering the shape of Park Juyeon’s penis. His body, now familiar with a different kind of pleasure, craved it.

Park Juyeon, oblivious to Kwon Jiwook’s inner thoughts, casually handed him the water. Kwon Jiwook, trying to act normal, took the bottle with trembling hands and drank.

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He was crazy. Really crazy. Even knowing he was crazy, his body reacted differently from his thoughts. This had been happening every day recently. His mouth always betrayed his mind. Whether it was his upper mouth or his lower mouth.

More than anyone, Kwon Jiwook despised people like this. Despite having the same equipment, they enjoyed being penetrated and moaned about it. He hated that, yet at the same time, he felt superior by trampling on them. So why, even now, during this calm conversation, did his lower body keep tingling? Why was it him, of all people?

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Park Juyeon leaned over Kwon Jiwook, who was sitting against the headboard, and cupped his chin, turning his face to examine it closely. Hmm, good. Beat him up nicely. Burying his satisfaction, he feigned concern.

“Look at your swollen face. Why can’t you just behave and do as you’re told? Why do you have to be so stubborn and get beaten up?”

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“That’s because you….”

“I do it because I care about you in my own way. You know that. It’s all just a game. Don’t take it too seriously, or you’ll be the only one getting hurt.”

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Kwon Jiwook licked his dry lips and handed the water bottle back to Park Juyeon with a trembling motion. Park Juyeon tilted his head, finding the reaction a bit strange.

“Is your body feeling very bad?”

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“Uh, uh?”

“Hmm. Maybe I went too far.”

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Park Juyeon pondered for a moment, then filled his mouth with water and approached Kwon Jiwook. Kwon Jiwook flinched and tried to pull away, but Park Juyeon grabbed his shoulders and pressed his lips against his.

Kwon Jiwook couldn’t think straight. It was as if his mind had stopped working. He struggled to break free, but Park Juyeon’s grip was too strong. …What the hell? Is he really doing this? Flustered by the rough kiss, Kwon Jiwook tried to squirm away to the edge of the bed, but the hand on his shoulder tightened.

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The pain in his shoulders made Kwon Jiwook’s mouth open on its own. Park Juyeon, without any sign of displeasure, transferred the water from his mouth to Kwon Jiwook’s. Gulp, gulp. Although he thought it would be difficult to swallow, his parched throat eagerly took in the water.

Even after transferring all the water, Park Juyeon did not pull away. Instead, he pressed closer, not allowing any space between them. Their tongues intertwined deeply. The wet, lewd sounds that should have come from below echoed in their mouths. What started as a half-joking kiss turned into something more for Park Juyeon as he felt Kwon Jiwook’s helpless body tremble in his grasp.

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The kiss continued for a while. The gentle stimulation added to Kwon Jiwook’s already aching body, making him cling to Park Juyeon’s lips, moaning. In fact, he was the one exploring Park Juyeon’s mouth with his tongue. His long-standing thirst couldn’t be quenched by just a few sips of water. That’s how Kwon Jiwook rationalized it.

Park Juyeon finally pulled away, laughing softly as he licked his wet lips. His laughing face was seductive.

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“Looks like you enjoyed it. Usually, you avoid kisses like the plague.”

“Huh, ha….”

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This time, it was clear that Kwon Jiwook had been the one clinging. Realizing this, Park Juyeon felt triumphant, while Kwon Jiwook’s body shrank back. His gaze was intense.

“Hyung.”

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Kwon Jiwook quickly raised his hand to wipe his lips and swallowed dryly. His body was throbbing with a steady beat, but he couldn’t tell what emotion was causing the excitement, nor did he want to know. Kwon Jiwook keenly noticed the unusual state of his body and held his breath. Park Juyeon seemed oblivious.

“Don’t just look at the floor, look at me.”

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“….”

“Last night, I went too far. I’m sorry, I’m sorry, but…. It was all for you. You know that. I brought you here to live because I was worried someone else might hurt you. I wanted to keep you safe, where only I could do whatever I wanted with you.”

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Kwon Jiwook gripped the edge of the blanket tightly.

“Now you feel good when you’re with me, right? So don’t think too badly of me.”

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“Is that so…?”

“We had a great week together, didn’t we?”

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Park Juyeon smiled, his eyes crinkling as he touched Kwon Jiwook’s cheek. He looked even more haggard after a week of physical and emotional turmoil. Slowly tracing his sharp jawline, Park Juyeon felt the tension in Kwon Jiwook’s throat.

Park Juyeon found a flicker of conflict in Kwon Jiwook’s eyes. He didn’t know what the conflict was about, but that alone was enough to realize that Kwon Jiwook was vulnerable. The stronger a person is, the more their weak points stand out.

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“You should be grateful that I take care of you, wash you, and make you pretty every day. I’m nice, right?”

“…Ugh.”

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Kwon Jiwook let out a hot sigh. The pain and pleasure made it impossible for him to forget the man in front of him. Park Juyeon gently fixed Kwon Jiwook’s disheveled hair and stroked his head as if petting a dog. Kwon Jiwook awkwardly forced a smile and turned his head away.

Park Juyeon’s sweet talk didn’t register in his mind. Kwon Jiwook thought he might have lost his ability to understand words. Otherwise, he wouldn’t be responding so obediently to Park Juyeon’s words, and he wouldn’t be wishing for Park Juyeon to rough him up again.

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However, unlike Kwon Jiwook, who had grown accustomed to a different kind of pleasure, for Park Juyeon, the kiss was both foreplay and afterplay. After giving Kwon Jiwook’s lips one last peck, Park Juyeon left the room without looking back. Kwon Jiwook watched his retreating figure, his mouth slightly open as if he wanted to say something. He was alone again. This happened every day.

In the end, he couldn’t express what he wanted. The familiar sight of Park Juyeon’s back as he left after satisfying his own needs made it difficult for Kwon Jiwook to speak his mind. That wasn’t all. Kwon Jiwook realized something from today’s conversation and his body’s sensations. He was on the verge of losing his entire life. There would be no turning back.

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Every day, Kwon Jiwook woke up to the dimly lit room. The lighting, even when turned on, created an eerie atmosphere. His only companion and physical contact was Park Juyeon, who would enter the room late in the afternoon, bringing a glimpse of the outside world. A world that Kwon Jiwook once belonged to.

The boring hours continued to pass. Park Juyeon started to treat Kwon Jiwook as he pleased, sometimes harshly, sometimes gently, all under the pretext of doing it for Kwon Jiwook. Park Juyeon wanted Kwon Jiwook to be grateful even if he was treated like a pet. That was the punishment. The incomprehensible logic remained the same.

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Kwon Jiwook had lost all sense of time. The only clue he had to track the days was Park Juyeon’s dark attire every Saturday. Today was the fifth time he had seen Park Juyeon dressed like this since coming to this house.

Every Saturday, Park Juyeon would visit the hospital and return in the evening to bring Kwon Jiwook his prepared meal. The meal felt like prison food, especially with Park Juyeon dressed all in black, looking like a prison guard. The idea of a prisoner and a guard eating together was absurd.

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After the meal, they would talk. What used to be an annoying and one-sided conversation had become the highlight of Kwon Jiwook’s day. In this desolate place, with only adult toys filling the drawers, he craved human interaction.

At first, he tried not to show it. He would pretend to be sullen and silent, hoping Park Juyeon would either comfort or ignore him. But after waiting all day, Kwon Jiwook would inevitably give in. His pride had gradually worn down.

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…That was the norm. But today was different. Park Juyeon brought the prepared meal as usual and placed it on the bedside table. Normally, he would pull up a chair from the corner, but today he suddenly turned to leave. Startled, Kwon Jiwook urgently called out to stop him.