DS Ch 11 part 2

“…You surprised me.”

“Is that all you have to say?”

When she heard his low, hoarse voice, EunHa felt her heart beat faster. KyungHyun gazed piercingly at her face. Just like that first day at the office when she entered KeumOh as his secretary. It felt like the time she had entered his office for the first time. His face was cold and stiff. No, actually, he looked a lot angrier now than he did back then.

Staring back at his godly face, EunHa felt as if she couldn’t see any warmth in his expression. The hot hands squeezing her wrists seemed to confirm that suspicion.

“Excuse me, it hurts, so can you let go… Hmm!”

Dry lips slammed down and swallowed hers, cutting off her words. His tongue had traces of strong liquor as it plunged into her mouth. When he finally found her tongue, he sucked it into his mouth, causing EunHa to melt in his arms.

“Haa…”

Their panting breaths tangled together as KyungHyun’s sharp nose bumped into hers. In the midst of all this, his hands didn’t relax their grip on her wrists. If she struggled even a little bit, she felt like her wrists might get shattered in the process.

He rubbed his tongue against hers and sucked as if he was going to pull it out of her mouth. Their saliva mixed together, and the kiss was wet. KyungHyun continued to lap at her like a dog and sucked her mouth. EunHa felt her mind go blank as she panted for breath. After sharply biting down on her swollen lower lip, KyungHyun finally pulled back and spoke in a low voice.

“Do you see me as a fucking retard?”

His hoarse voice shook. EunHa slightly frowned as she heard his coarse voice once again.

“…What’s wrong with your voice?”

“Did you think that I let you go so that you could do whatever you want?”

He was too worked up and didn’t even seem to hear her. His icy eyes were filled with anger as he roughly pushed her against the wall. His gaunt face and sunken eyes were now clearly visible to EunHa. He looked like a madman.

“You were surprised? Surprised? Are you as surprised and shocked as I am?”

His overwhelming, powerful presence didn’t seem to have changed, but for some reason, he seemed even more dangerous than usual. He spoke too clearly to be drunk, and EunHa had never seen him lose his reason from drinking too much anyway. Shin KyungHyun wasn’t the type of man to get drunk from liquor. EunHa felt a sliver of fear run down her spine, and her voice wavered as she spoke.

“…Are you okay?”

“Why are you driving me insane?”

His unfocused, dark eyes shook, and his pupils dilated. The grip on her wrists tightened. Even though it was painful, EunHa felt like his intense aura was pressing down on her, so she couldn’t even get a word out.

“Why are you making me lose my mind?”

Even though his voice was very soft, it was enough to relay his burning rage. EunHa realized that she wouldn’t be able to soothe him. She knew from experience that at times like this, she needed to be completely honest.

“…I do it so that you will never let me go.”

As soon as those words left her lips, his large hand gripped her small chin. She met his twisted gaze and spoke calmly.

“I want to kill that bastard with my own hands.”

KyungHyun’s rage finally exploded. Curses hissed between his clenched teeth as he flipped her around. His sweaty hands went inside her dress, and she could hear the sound of his belt unbuckling.

“You… Do I mean nothing to you?”

KyungHyun’s heart raced with spite. He wasn’t sure if this violent malice was directed at the words she had just said or at the woman who said them.

The effect of the drug he had received from Li Kahui was strong. He had tried his best to steady his heart as he entered the room where she was supposedly waiting for him. He heard the sound of water coming from the bathroom. Thanks to the last strand of reason left in him, he didn’t immediately break down the door and enter inside. However, it finally snapped when he saw the empty bathroom and the two panels of the small window on top of the toilet.

“Ugh…!”

He felt his mind go blank and the last of his composure fly away. The thoughts that he had kept to himself began to flow out.

“Do you know how I felt when I sent you away? How much I had to hold back…!”

He pressed her slender body against the wall and began to grind his erect cock against her bottom. Because she wasn’t sufficiently wet, EunHa squirmed when she felt him enter inside.

I won’t send you away. So stay right here just like this. Let’s live together as one body from now on.

His heart drummed against his chest, and EunHa could feel it against her back. Pressed against the wall, EunHa felt a sharp pain and drew in a deep breath.

“…Are you very angry?”

“Am I very angry?”

KyungHyun’s cold voice and his hot breaths brushed her ear. Black fireworks went off behind his eyes. His jaw, now covered in a coarse, prickly beard, began to rub against her soft cheek.

“Did you just ask me if I’m very angry?”

“Ugh!”

He pulled back his hips and quickly thrust back inside. A small moan escaped from between EunHa’s lips. Her body wasn’t prepared for this. It felt like a stick was penetrating her. She turned her head as she tried to see him, but it was in vain.

“Yeah. I’m crazy angry. I feel like I’m suffocating and my heart has dropped. I feel like I’m going to die of anger at this rate.”

KyungHyun grabbed her head and began to thrust deeply inside. Because the wall was in front of her, she couldn’t move. All she could do was receive his deep penetrations. Every time he pumped inside, her breasts ground into the rough wall.

“I wouldn’t have let you go. If I knew that you’d run away like this, I would have put both of your hands and feet in shackles and kept you inside that room until this was all over. Do you know that?”

KyungHyun’s panting breaths hissed out from between his clenched teeth and brushed against her skin. EunHa barely managed to grip the wall with her hand as she panted.

“I told you… to meet me here… I didn’t run away.”

“Yeah. I trusted your word and waited for you here. But do you know what I went through my head as I waited?”

“Were… you worried? I told you that there was no need to worry… Ugh!”

KyungHyun dug his teeth into the nape of her neck. Underneath the dizzying pain, EunHa couldn’t help but shiver as she felt KyungHyun begin to suck. No matter how worked up he had gotten, KyungHyun had never lost his composure before. However, that KyungHyun was no longer here.

“Worry? Do you think it ended with mere worry and fear?”

KyungHyun continued to bite her neck like a starving animal as he squeezed her breasts painfully. He continued to thrust violently into her.

“I wondered whether things had gone wrong. Whether you had been caught by Kang SungHo again and was suffering under his hand. Every time those thoughts ran through my head, it felt like someone was digging a knife into my stomach and twisting it.”

The image of her skin bursting with blood as she was whipped by the leather belt never left his mind. KyungHyun constantly regretted not killing Kang SungHo right then and there.

“But then I saw the lackey who charged at us with a motorcycle hanging around here. That’s when I knew. I knew that you had reached China safe and sound.”

“Haagh…! Ugh!”

The sound of slapping skin echoed in the alleyway. His cock pushed apart her folds and ground into her. The swollen veins rubbed against her walls. Once KyungHyun had thrust inside to the root, he mumbled in a shaky voice.

“But you didn’t appear before me like you said.”

For the past two days, worry and fear didn’t even begin to describe the emotions that were rolling through him. Rage and anxiety. Hope and disappointment. These emotions seesawed inside his heart to the point where he felt like he was half-crazy.

“I wondered whether I was tricked by you once again. If that were the case, I thought it would be better for me to just jump off the building.”

His hoarse voice sounded strange as it shook. EunHa received his rough thrusts as she barely managed to turn her head around. KyungHyun’s black eyes were terribly dilated as they shook and glared at her.

“I wanted to snap that ankle of yours as soon as I saw you again. It would be better to hurt you so that you wouldn’t be able to leave anymore. I seriously considered it.”

“It sounds like… hnng… something a thug would say.”

“Why are you turning me into a real thug…?”

KyungHyun ran his tongue along her cheek. His breaths were filled with a tangle of suffering and desire. EunHa rubbed his hand that was grabbing onto hers. Suddenly, his eyes began to shake even more. His voice still sounded as husky as it did before.

“Why are you turning me into a lunatic?”

“Wow. Hnng, it looks like you’re really angry… Ugh!”

“You didn’t think I’d be?”

KyungHyun had almost lost his mind with rage. No, actually, this anger was almost indescribable. Even though he knew it was incredibly foolish to be jealous of her thirst for revenge against Kang SungHo, he couldn’t help it. He was definitely jealous that her mind was not completely filled with him. There was no other explanation for the emotions that were overwhelming him right now.

“There’s something, hnng… I want to ask you.”

“Shut your mouth.”

EunHa didn’t listen to him.

“If you’re that angry with me, why don’t you just break my ankle? Why are you having sex with me?”

As he violently thrust inside her, EunHa gasped and smiled.

“Even though you’re so angry with me that you’ve lost all reason, why are you still holding back?”

KyungHyun’s body shook. EunHa looked at him and softly whispered.

“Do you want me to answer that question?”

“I told you to shut your mouth.”

“It’s because… you still like me.”

KyungHyun muttered a curse. Because she had accurately pinpointed what he felt, he couldn’t even deny it. His wet lips began to tremble.

“I missed you too.”

“……”

“When I was up on that stage, I was only looking for you. I knew you’d be there, but I couldn’t see you so I was flustered. I’m serious.”

EunHa put her hand on top of his as she softly whispered. She was like a haughty cat rubbing its head on him for affection.

“It’s nice to see you again. I feel relieved.”

Suddenly, it was as if a dam had burst inside KyungHyun’s chest. His sculpted face twisted.

“Please kiss me. You’re good at kissing.”

“Fuck…”

“Do it nicely. Hurry.”

As her lips came closer, it was as if something had snapped inside the darkness in his mind. As if he had lost all consciousness, he couldn’t think a single thought. Their tongues tangled. EunHa wrapped her tongue around his and began to suck. KyungHyun’s body trembled as he roughly crushed her to his chest. He wanted to swallow her whole.

“Hnng…”

His lips sucked on hers before traveling down to the nape of her neck. He shook his hips and buried his face in the space between her neck and shoulders. A gust of wind blew through the alleyway, causing the liquor bottles and beer cans to roll around on the ground.

“Ah, hnng!”

Her moan was carried away with the wind. Her tight entrance became slippery as KyungHyun’s cock continued to pump in and out. Feeling her body’s reaction, KyungHyun flipped her around once again.

“……”

Their eyes silently met. The man’s gaze swept over her face. His trembling hand grasped her breast. They didn’t know who started the kiss, but in the next moment, their lips crashed together.

EunHa didn’t reject his kiss and returned it wholeheartedly. Through the hazy scent of alcohol, she could smell his scent. KyungHyun unbuttoned her dress and found her soft breasts. EunHa felt goosebumps when she felt him begin to suck her nipple.

“Come here.”

He lifted her leg and entered her once again. As if welcoming him, her walls sucked him in. KyungHyun let out a husky groan and lifted EunHa’s other leg that was in danger of giving out.

“Hold on to me.”

EunHa wrapped both her arms around his neck. Standing up, he lifted her up and rubbed his nose against hers. Then he began to drill into her. Because she was already drenched in both of their fluids, KyungHyun met no resistance as he pumped into her. As his cock continued to rake in and out of her, EunHa felt the pleasure build up.

Although the wall was at her back, KyungHyun propped a hand against it so that the cement wall wouldn’t scratch her.

“You aren’t going anywhere from now on.”

KyungHyun shook his hips as he spoke in a hoarse voice. After being apart, he finally realized how far he had fallen for this woman. Even if his juniors laughed at him for being such an idiotic superior officer, he didn’t care.

“Whether it’s revenge or anything else, do whatever you want. I’ll fulfill all of your wishes.”

“Haa… Nng…!”

“Just as long as you do it in front of me.”

He planned on letting her do whatever she wanted. As soon as he touched her, he realized that there was no other way. As EunHa looked at him with trembling eyes, she wrapped her hand around his face.

“Do it where I can see you. Whatever you want.”

EunHa met his eyes and faintly smiled. Her eyes began to water. She felt as if all the blood had rushed to her head. Thankfully, the chilly wind cooled their feverish bodies.

“Are you so happy that you’re shedding tears? After turning me into a lunatic?”

Although his tone was as cold as always, his eyes were hot. He rubbed his lips against hers. It was true that EunHa was so overwhelmed that she was about to burst into tears. But it wasn’t completely due to their heated, public round of sex.

She felt as if she had finally found someone who was completely on her side. No matter what she did, she knew with complete certainty that a man named Shin KyungHyun wouldn’t block her from doing what she wanted. Even though she felt a bit bashful, EunHa felt a prickly sensation in her heart. This sensation was pumped out with the blood by her heart and spread out to her fingertips and toes.

“What do I do…?”

EunHa gasped as she looked down at KyungHyun. Her cat-like eyes were watery, making them look like they were made of glass.

“About what?”

“It feels so… so good… I don’t know what to do…”

A fat tear trickled down from her eyes. Letting out a rough breath, KyungHyun licked it.

“…I feel the same.”

After the soft whisper, a hot breath puffed over her. Her hands that were tightly gripping onto KyungHyun’s shoulders began to lose its strength. Noticing this, KyungHyun began to rub her back. EunHa let out a loud cry as she hung onto him.

“Ugh… Haa!”

When KyungHyun finally burst inside her, an unprecedented climax rolled over her. With her eyes closed tight, she squeezed the arm that was holding onto him. Her thighs trembled and her throat felt sore. However, that wasn’t important.

“Don’t pull out. Just for a little while.”

Not surprised by her words, KyungHyun merely gazed at her.

“Of course.”

This was the first time she didn’t want to pull apart after sex. Only when her breaths had steadied did she finally leave his embrace.

* * *

EunHa met his eyes as he openly stared at her. She cleanly popped the last piece of the hamburger into her mouth. Although they were currently in a global-chain fast food restaurant, she felt that the food tasted different depending on its location.

“That was fast.”

“Yeah. This place has good food.”

EunHa gave him a thumbs-up. A short laugh escaped KyungHyun’s lips. EunHa could smell the faint scent of his cologne from his trench coat that was draped over her shoulders.

For a man who lived in such a desolate home with barely any furniture, she felt that it was just like him to take care of her this way. However, she still felt that his face looked quite haggard.

“Eat something. You look like you’ve lost weight.”

EunHa unwrapped KyungHyun’s hamburger and held it out to him. He didn’t accept it and merely stared at her with his arms crossed. She pushed the burger up to his lips. Thinking back to how he had forced the spoon into her mouth when she was bedridden from the gunshot wound, EunHa felt even more determined.

“Here.”

Half of the hamburger disappeared into his mouth in an instant. EunHa watched him slowly chew his food and held up a cola bottle with a straw in it. KyungHyun sucked on the straw, and the bottle immediately became lighter. EunHa hid a smile as she watched him eat his food.

“You’re eating pretty well.”

Feeding this large man was kind of like feeding a dog. She was having fun. EunHa didn’t stop there. She reached over and wiped his mouth once he was done with the hamburger.

“…Did you starve?”

Unaware of the fact that he hadn’t been eating, EunHa merely blinked her eyes at him. It was a good thing she fed him.

“This place is pretty good.”

KyungHyun nonchalantly shrugged his shoulders. EunHa laughed at him in disbelief. EunHa was wearing a hat they had just bought. He reached out and pressed down on the brim, effectively hiding half her face underneath the hat.

“Don’t laugh like that.”

“Why not?”

He chucked her under the chin. EunHa looked up at him and laughed. KyungHyun felt his lower half harden. It seemed that the drug Li Kahui had given him hadn’t completely lost its effect on his body just yet.

“Because I want to have sex again. Don’t show such a delicious expression.”

“Wow, just because we’re no longer in Korea, you’re letting go of your filter, aren’t you?”

EunHa looked around at the restaurant filled with young customers as she chatted away.

“People are still going to understand that word, you know. Don’t you see all these people around us…?”

Her voice faded away as she felt his large hand cover her cheek. His long finger rubbed the area around her mouth softly as he cleaned it. She blushed at his gentle touch as she recalled their heated exchange in the alleyway.

“I know. But I can’t help but see only you in my eyes.”

When she heard him say these words without any embarrassment, her mouth went dry. His finger had now moved on to her lower lip.

“You don’t even listen to me no matter what I say. I wonder why you look so pretty to me.”

“……”

“I can’t take my eyes off of you. I’m afraid you’ll suddenly disappear again.”

He continued to build the tension between them. His sincere tone made her feel uncomfortable. EunHa narrowed her eyes as if she were assessing him.

“Did you take some kind of weird drug?”

She was only joking, but the man who couldn’t take a joke answered back honestly.

“Do I look like I’m high on drugs right now?”

“You keep saying things that are giving me goosebumps.”

“I did do drugs. I was given some before I saw you.”

“What?”

Was he joking? EunHa frowned.

“I don’t think I’ll be able to sleep for another thirty hours. I think I understand now why the Chinese police are so eager to chase these punks down.”

“Ah.”

Judging from his expression, he was telling the truth. EunHa realized that he wasn’t completely himself right now. No wonder he seemed so strange. She now understood the reason behind the sudden, animalistic exchange in the alleyway.

“All for the better. Sleep is such a waste of time when I’m with you.”

“Yes, I understand.”

EunHa coughed awkwardly and leaned back. For a man who was high, he seemed completely normal. However, she still found it difficult to hear the words he blurted out. KyungHyun gazed at her and raised an eyebrow.

“If you’re not going to eat, should we head out? I’m staying at a place nearby.”

“No, I’m still hungry.”

She knew that his suggestion of heading out held another meaning because of the way his eyes were caressing her. EunHa reached out and put her hand in the carton of fries. There was something important she needed to tell him right now.