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His already disjointed words were punctuated by sobs. Even though Seoyoon was disgusted with his own pathetic state, he couldn’t stop the tears that flowed uncontrollably.afeb48b0a9350448

He thought it was ugly to cry while getting his bottom spanked, but his current state was incomparably more pathetic and miserable than that. Pain beyond the limits of endurance might be hard for even a grown adult to bear, but to draw out a single phrase like ‘I can’t do it’ so wretchedly was nothing more or less than proof of a weak heart.f61e2c9da0985eb0

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He could have said it without crying. He could have asked Kijung for understanding without using a safe word, but he didn’t have the strength to overcome the overwhelming feeling that washed over him like a natural disaster.6a5c5192ed6d9076

“Good grief.”bf0985969b3f2afc

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Kijung, muttering to himself with a hollow laugh, lifted Seoyoon’s chin, which was buried deep towards the ground. The expression with which he looked down at the dog that had failed its mission was cold.9b27a12e550101ce

“Don’t you still understand what you have to do if you want to stop?”c1e5b1f92864fe93

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“No. I don’t want to stop.”f29db9ae0682d884

Seoyoon shook his head vehemently. On the first day, Kwon Kijung had told him that there were two choices given to him. To faithfully follow his instructions, or to quit everything and leave this place. To say that he couldn’t do it or didn’t want to, or to wonder about the reason for the instructions, was not the role given to Han Seoyoon.c6914c403d625aa6

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He couldn’t bear the momentary frustration. He just needed time to catch his breath, but he didn’t want to be thrown out. He wouldn’t have started if he was going to quit because he couldn’t stand this much.1d7540d67acbab44

Seoyoon buried his face deeply in the man’s crotch in a hurry. But because of the sudden surge of tears, the inside of his throat was already clogged, and his clumsy oral work was even rougher and more awkward than when he first started.8fc4ae4d1b477188

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“Stop it.”5fbdf9a0321b7da8

A sighing voice, as if deflated, was heard. A large hand grabbed him under the arm. Seoyoon tried to get up on his own, but his exhausted body, as if it was about to collapse, could not be controlled by shame alone. Kijung lightly pulled up the body kneeling on the floor and sat him back on the seat. Without a word, he first released the clips that had been tightening Seoyoon’s nipples.543068ca2a92ac93

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Both sides of his chest, which had been throbbing as if he was worried that they would be completely ruined from lack of blood flow for a long time, were finally released. His breathing became much easier. The throbbing pain didn’t disappear immediately after the clips were released, but perhaps because of the psychological liberation, Seoyoon’s tears also subsided a little.b6906b6627406228

He called it df9b4954b6 punishment in words, f8e9224fe0 but as Kwon 35edf53e26 Kijung had explained d72f4e034b at first, everything 493b02e5d2 was, after all, ecb350539f a game played dbd002af10 with the consent f73d21a63b of adults. Even though he knew 89fc074b4d it, Seoyoon felt like a34e0375e9 a child who had 5e89d293a2 really made a mistake 383d8e0f2f and was being severely 70b6f1edb6 scolded, and wiped the c6ed562507 tears that had spread d3ec43fe13 across his cheeks.2c5258ff3ccf943f

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“Did it hurt a lot?”9b9ebd3ee71f3514

Kijung’s hand wrapped around his bare shoulder and pulled Seoyoon towards him. Unable to resist, Seoyoon leaned towards him, as if he was being embraced by him.af04ae6cac480010

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He didn’t have the confidence to make eye contact, even with the gentle voice that had returned. Had he decided to let it go, saying that it couldn’t be helped if he couldn’t do it even if he tried? He opened a new bottle of water and brought the spout to Seoyoon’s mouth. He hadn’t realized it, but as soon as he saw the water, an enormous thirst overwhelmed him, and Seoyoon drank it sweetly as he was given. A little water dripped down his chin, but he didn’t feel like being fussy about cleanliness when he had already drooled.7b0715f03fc725f4

“Come here.”9783fc66c42b29d2

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After feeding him water, ddb68a0a98 Kijung pulled his limp 3048fbb839 body closer, making Seoyoon 8fd79990cf sit completely on his 98b743770f lap. His legs stretched out 3f9204fdfb over the wide back 1775f9c912 seat. Surprised, Seoyoon 45ba07f59b struggled to 88d6e8afe5 get back 4fde09346f down to baa1d6e70d the seat, 074cfcc1d7 but a 6ed87d0fc8 strong arm 3ded5185ac held his b0f6619c0b body.aada06b3c30762a3

“Director… Master, let me down.”51c54c82dc77ae3b

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“It’s easier to talk this way, since I can’t see your face well when we’re sitting side by side.”566942d0133aef23

“…I, my bottom, it’s all wet….”03408a3b05e32f07

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“We have to wash the sheets and clothes anyway, so don’t worry about it.”bcfe785c87fc7a50

The heat on Seoyoon’s face showed no sign of subsiding. Kwon Kijung’s suit, whose price he couldn’t even estimate, was being soiled by his bodily fluids. He wanted to apologize and run out of the car right away, but it was not easy to escape with his dirty naked body. Kijung asked.23b8f5a8345ec4df

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“Why didn’t you use the safe word?”506e94015ef5dd99

“…I didn’t want to.”5c845f501c5bfe1e

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“You’re more competitive than you look. Were you so upset that you couldn’t do fellatio that you cried?”4d2dd63fcee6a581

“It’s not that I was upset, it’s just that, I was tired earlier….”829da5e62d15c55a

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Kijung’s hand lightly stroked his cheek, which was still wet with tears.159f83beb5546734

“It felt good enough. I could see that you were trying hard even though you weren’t good at it, so I was impressed.”011ba42e85398253

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“…Thank you.”be6153ae66a2a816

“You’ll get used to it, so don’t be impatient. It was also my first time touching a dick that wasn’t mine today, but it wasn’t bad, was it?”73e145513a7e6183

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“It’s unfair….”f2378d6602b41886

It was both of their first times, but Seoyoon couldn’t help but complain, wondering why only Kwon Kijung was so skilled. Kijung shrugged his shoulders with an expression that said that’s just the way the world works.35a8254f24ab799c

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Seoyoon looked at his 3c32c71744 hand with unfamiliar eyes. He had touched his 85e5fba0fb genitals, and he had e2c964a69e received all the semen d465537def he had ejaculated with 714d8cce18 that elegant hand.329eaaf09913b4a6

It was an unbelievable e7a767f0cd change, considering that on f3ba2dfaaa the day they first c72101266b met, he had wiped 87c3c6d8a4 his hand with a 68ba564ede handkerchief just from touching 59a23ff520 the wound on his 15c1e2c98f arm. After hesitating, Seoyoon cautiously bc33781883 asked.781e0398b46d6192

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“Weren’t you disgusted?”0ec689d23a9d9058

“My hand? I’ll wash it clean later.”b8639ba869a877c7

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When Seoyoon’s reaction was weak even after hearing the answer, Kijung seemed to realize that the meaning of the question was elsewhere. Feeling his gaze fixed on him, Seoyoon continued.1b0621429b5ff7c2

“At first… I thought you thought I was dirty. I have that habit…. It’s not a normal habit either.”3f057c2d34918b74

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“Why did you think that?”8af5aafab2d0202e

Kwon Kijung seemed to 4e63cdc1d7 have forgotten. His own actions c26fb68ba7 of wiping his cf5e44b7b2 hand immediately after 8a5badd4cb touching his arm 03c3234787 at the matchmaking 5f59605c58 meeting. The biggest reason 8a694780fd that made Seoyoon 9326f2601c give up and 83699415da leave that place.c8363bfd9fa711dc

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“At first, you wiped your hand even after just touching my arm… but now you touch even those places without any hesitation.”f92ae7167c7a0fd5

The rapid df07a12b16 change was 64516b51fc a little b6f1d03587 surprising and 0dd9bb4225 not easy 6d847a392a to adapt 34d8af7e85 to. Kijung nodded as if b04389e01a he understood what Seoyoon 73b31e07cb was curious about.208bc13e4a253d7b

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“It’s different. If the Seoyoon at that time was a stray dog you met on the street, the current Seoyoon is a puppy that I’ve decided to raise, isn’t he?”0a0d93f6c0713d8d

“……”b76dd479df3a59d1

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“You have to wash your hands after touching animal friends you meet on the street.”18cc126b6fe43fc9

As often happened, it was an answer that was hard to tell whether it was a joke or serious. Even so, Seoyoon stared blankly at his face, which had an expression that he had come up with a clear answer, and then smiled, feeling like it didn’t matter anymore.e35165b3e4c52872

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Kijung, who also smiled faintly at Seoyoon’s smile, raised his hand over his nipples, which were still swollen and stinging. Seoyoon swallowed a groan as the pain was revived just by touching them. Kijung’s hand gently massaged around the areola and said.7b2661e776f70c57

“The area around it is stiff, so if we loosen it up well today, it will be a little more comfortable tomorrow. And apply medicine.”a0371ae200ac5d0d

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“Yes. I’m applying it every day.”77968a350739cadf

It was about 85d893aa5b time to wrap 04e1edcbf6 things up. Seoyoon wanted to f48c4f67fc put on the 4db05fed90 clothes he had dfaa1928da taken off and afc10fc72c tidy himself up. He wanted 75f5287812 to cover c1a69cc175 his messed-up 2325ce861c body and ad8e6e10b1 go home, 5160f3ab24 take another bd73975be8 shower, and fbd26a3163 then lie 6fa0e813d6 down in 8c0520d710 bed, where bc7ad5f7de he felt 16e9fe619f he could e2457d29df finally fall efefe3dcd6 asleep.04f6370a28254348

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His expression of competitiveness 138ec3144d might not be entirely b5a794e694 wrong. Seoyoon was 1cd628e3e7 actually feeling f3a64404a3 a similar 3efe37e438 languor to 1df77e0c4a when he f7a4b44e75 had fought fd9a6e935d against a 58645fce51 wave of 7838fadb74 suffering and 60736ec759 then heard aad3050574 the consolation aeb1f405ee that he 4770f2608f had lost 39c21b3a7d but fought 907ebab80a well. The few hours baf666ab1e ago when he e4bc50f73a had broken a 0f83566c70 cup while arguing 3c6e259040 with his brother c7dd4fae70 already felt like 56b864b52e days ago.34b6cb58c65bf987

But Kijung had a 1be9f9f899 look on his face bae068561a as if he was e092b2481f thinking about something else, 91f3058ebb and then he looked 164f33a025 down at his wristwatch.a44a84800b58faa1

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“It’s getting late.”9abfb000fc3c566a

“It was almost 2 o’clock when you arrived here.”a58592a550aafa3a

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Seoyoon also 30618a3115 checked his 182f45d25b watch with a37cd6517f him. Time had d6b25ca5e2 passed quite a3994ef37e a bit 7ccc3c91af while they 633170507e were doing ff293095f7 this and 7a887471b9 that in 2e8a6324a6 the car, 90ea77fff4 and it cbb02ecbbd was already 36995efe9c close to 9de203c32e 3 a.m.2a2b1749ef5210e4

His mind was more at ease than before he met him, but for some reason he wasn’t sleepy. It could be because he had taken a short nap and woken up, or it could be because his body was rather awakened by the act just now.c2915db21dcdec1c

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The greeting to part ways was the visitor’s share, not Seoyoon’s. He was waiting for him to end today’s meeting, but Kijung silently placed his hand over Seoyoon’s and intertwined his fingers, muttering.2d44624615542e2c

“It’s a little disappointing to send you back like this.”74a7e1a66590bcc5

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The words b59bbb4dfc that fell 9be5f8bd6f casually sank 0f9e0f6a88 into his 00b755613b calmed heart 6e7c954d91 with a 07a800934f splash. Waves spread through his bd94689693 heart, and his peaceful ca18d0501c heartbeat quickened as if e0fad59da4 surprised.f3c1c2324cbacb3b

Seoyoon couldn’t help but lower his head, unable to do anything about his gradually flushed face. Kijung, narrowing his eyes like someone plotting a bad prank, held his intertwined hands tightly.ea300dd368c1a2db

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“Do you want to go to Master’s house with him?”6a7d1caefbb1459a

“…Now?”906e098c347da3af

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“Well, how about we go and play a little more, sleep together, and then go to work tomorrow morning? Would you be too tired? I’ll drop you off at the art museum.”9e43dab6d6388670

Being tired wasn’t a problem. Even if he stayed up all night for a day, he could endure the next day’s work hours.46003e6799285a30

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The problem was that he was still sneaking out of the house. If he returned to his room before his absence was discovered, he could get away with it without anyone knowing, but he was worried about how his family would react if they found out tomorrow morning that Seoyoon had gone out for a night out and stayed overnight at Kwon Kijung’s house. In particular, his father was a very sensitive person to Seoyoon’s behavior. He was afraid that he would not only be scolded, but also genuinely disappoint him.bc5c7801c2e6750b

“Are you worried that your parents will be angry? I’ll talk to them well. I think President Han would be happy if I said you slept at my house.”464919d4845cd30f

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“My father is very strict…”2c617af5e70a9521

“There’s a reason why parents are strict. They must have thought that their precious son, who they raised with great care, could be loved by a wonderful alpha. It’s safe to say that our current appearance is exactly what President Han expected.”5d90ecc3b15a7d0b

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It made sense, but it was hard to accept. Wasn’t their relationship all a lie? Unlike his father’s hopes, the two were not real lovers, what he gave him was not love, and in fact, there was no possibility of marriage. Staying together in a hotel or car for a few hours and sneaking out of the house to spend the night at his place felt like completely different levels of permission.b2f9f18c4f174539

It was an everyday occurrence that had no value to Kwon Kijung, but it was a deviation for him that broke the iron rule he had kept for half his life. Unlike when he was walking a tightrope for a moment’s desire, the choice at this moment was solely up to Seoyoon, and he hesitated more than when he accepted his first offer.925655725b47b0db

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“If I go to the Director’s house… will I get spanked like last time?”e19ebad44ebda218

“I’d like to hit you as much as I want, but is that possible? You’re already crying like that from here.”b9653221c1badea7

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The moment of feeling relieved despite his embarrassment was fleeting. Kwon Kijung’s words didn’t end there.878e8d88b9c62b07

“But I won’t lie. It might not be all fun for Seoyoon. It’ll be quite difficult to deal with, and you might not be able to handle it and cry. I warned you in advance at the hotel, didn’t I? That it would be harder next time.”79e7170c67bd40b9

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As the warning continued, Seoyoon’s expression hardened. The heart that had been fluttering at the sudden proposal turned gray as if it had never been. He slightly rolled his eyes, perhaps because the fear was showing on his face.7d8c73bea345ade1

“Am I only saying things that are too disadvantageous to me from the position of enticing you to go with me? I need some candy to kidnap the young master.”caa0324d7e79e5d1

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He nodded f7cb8254e2 as if 00612e2fe4 contemplating what e2a36a301f kind of 9a626f4078 bait would 2ce9a364bf be good e74683302b to catch 28cbc1d002 Han Seoyoon, 889ccea40d and soon 729489e390 his face 8f86c3bf6f turned into c3ba83c8ac a smiling fde818a9ce one, and b3c7f9d972 he came 9d10067bf7 so close fccb738d77 that his cb89f35060 lips were 8c3750aef3 about to 998f0e73f6 touch.4c6e4da249ae5919

Kijung’s eyes narrowed slightly. Seoyoon thought as he met his eyes as if being drawn in. He wondered what kind of candy he would offer, and he was already making eye contact before he was even told to, as if he had already decided on the answer from the beginning.1c9412380bb7fcec

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“If you come with me, I’ll kiss you.”0321932539e980b6

“……”dd95a2f5df303c38

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“Until you’re satisfied, Seoyoon-ssi.”c9474dec243ee937

Seoyoon was about to scold him immediately. But as soon as the words ended, Kwon Kijung’s lips silently brushed his cheek, and as they swept up both sides of his lips that were still stinging from the clumsy oral sex, he forgot what he was going to say.4909440c940e42e1

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