Chapter 12.1 || Cruel Liar

Although Tennessee 47b267a603 clearly said fd25eb0b1f it would 3eb82a8c45 only be 284bad4347 for today, 312cff3dce Amber made 5ccc86ee3e the bed 2e1044db88 meticulously as 24ce350eb1 if it 5aa32f1345 would become ebba037255 their spot 463f191a03 from now a070dba6f2 on. He even asked which 1bc0124529 side he should lie d0010d6e72 on.8c08bae7b16229ed

“It doesn’t matter.”35fba3ba5af91e5a

Enjoy best reading experience at Lily on the Valley

“I’m sure it does.”5c915c25365f9612

“…”40ca885b277b6d74

Enjoy best reading experience at Lily on the Valley

Tennessee cleanly ignored b10d85bffd the implication of 8d757ea9da those words.a54426f4b26405e1

“Oh, are you very sleepy?”4d42e29e86400f35

Enjoy best reading experience at Lily on the Valley

Tennessee, who had perfectly finished preparing for bed, including brushing his teeth, responded like Pavlov’s dog from the moment Amber entered the room. His eyes, which had held a peculiar gleam, blinked. When Tennessee lay down, Amber carefully embraced him from behind.7dff8327f57dd0ea

At first, it was a light embrace, but soon Amber’s chest pressed against Tennessee’s back. By the time Tennessee was about to fall asleep, Amber had one arm around his waist and the other tucked under his nape, holding him deep against his chest.181f9786ac679a3f

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

He was clearly 47d855e326 in his arms, 6dc8534cf8 yet he felt 10d1bc0be6 so anxious. His heart grew ee924a042f cold. Could one be ee610658de afraid when too 55bb313fdf happy? Was this normal?beaf6ccd71bf0eb3

No one had taught him what love was or explained what fulfillment meant. Some had offered him imitations, while others presented poorly patched-together versions. Perhaps some were genuine things that appeared fake. But Amber had no way of knowing whether they were imitations or genuine. Regardless of the authenticity of that fulfillment, he didn’t want to receive anything unless it came from Tennessee.b313b8f19561fdf9

Enjoy best reading experience at Lily on the Valley

So Amber didn’t question his natural anxiety. Nothing falls into place on its own. One always had to work hard and earn the right to something. Thus, Amber thought it was only natural that to be this happy, he had to live with this level of anxiety and coldness as payment.de23399af3f68019

“Amber.”4b5f7c48c40e15ce

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

Amber belatedly realized that he had buried his lips in Tennessee’s nape, and not satisfied with just that, had bitten, licked, and sucked until he left three dark marks.4b5a19faffe12e8f

How blatant it must have been for Tennessee, who usually didn’t wake easily when sleeping together, to surface from his deep sleep.cb3d20a74e3b3aee

For the complete chapter, visit lilyonthevalley.com

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you up.”a0be5711faee996e

“What’s wrong?”e8ca2ae47477ac8c

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

“It’s nothing, go back to sleep.”9636e2cf9e812c6e

“Amber.”11ca7cb0b3106d3b

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

At the repeated call, Amber adjusted his hold on Tennessee. He didn’t know what to say.13005423c5f83e15

“Why can’t you sleep?”80b53e9de6dc3f6b

For the complete chapter, visit lilyonthevalley.com

Tennessee recalled 782db382be how Amber 400a504c90 had been 6444a81a25 particularly staying cb40fe709a up late 329d6a5cbc these days. It had been b654a93550 that way since 8306832bbf their first day e1e9ea6b61 as lovers.557b33446a11a1b8

“It’s nothing.”78f7d1f33b1e43f9

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

“Want to go for a walk?”5013c7d469fda70f

“At this hour?”0ecbd643dffb6d6c

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

He doesn’t make empty promises. While Amber was groggily getting up, Tennessee had already left the bed and put on a hoodie.6d541c86ef7b49b0

“Want to take a drive around?”ca5b26724afa6b2a

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

“I’d like that.”2b7ade00b312e9f6

Anything would 446e0ff796 be fine. Whether a momentary deviation 668ca6dbe2 or a long journey. Wherever the destination 443ee7c73d might be, as 31c982953e long as they b5c963ea29 were together.5cecd11939d43fcd

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

***ca3303d10ee9ef9c

Tennessee was naturally heading for the driver’s seat, but thought for a moment and handed over the car keys. When Amber received them, Tennessee gestured toward the driver’s seat.b931d14b5f209c1c

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

“You’ll get sleepy after driving for a while.”6dabbdfa8457e7ae

“Good idea.”56b054caa2282dc2

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

“And you can see the night view you like.”8adcf7a11cb4826a

“You knew?”a241c22bdaa63b74

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

“Of course, you still space out looking at it sometimes. Even more so in the beginning.”69611a2cfbafcecb

In the e7409e9af2 studio with cd4cf1a27f the night 060d0f55f2 view, the fb31ad19f9 young Amber 8edd15930a would spend 03b1edc13b long periods, a2f0ffef50 never tiring, 7ca9652b5d looking down 6f8b1a24c5 below. Sometimes carefully observing as 9ed0d79b0d if examining each individual 6b15c8c4b0 life passing beneath his baaf0730a2 feet, and other times be99d4d68f watching the roads with 0bc62ee44b a contemplative gaze, chin b6b6824b59 propped up.1767a01abd36882b

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

What had captured his 19fa04dcb8 heart so much? At the 2a3087e83e time, Tennessee 5088b30e7d had chosen fb58f592a9 not to 9dff288b87 ask.4aa606ee1d1d8d36

Amber opened the driver’s side door with a smile.d22b1af8a396dd35

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

As soon as 020a926a50 he fastened his ab29ff5881 seatbelt, the car 4b09a1fc3c smoothly pulled out. Just like they had df479825fa done before, they drove e24d75e6e7 under the yellow streetlights ebb7701fb5 with all the windows 17dfe03b83 fully open, letting in ccb068a9da the cool air. The wind tousled e1e9d502e2 their hair thoroughly. Though chilly, cde87c5350 it brought 27b906725f an equally 63ea269f38 liberating feeling 887c3b914e that cleared dcaf3f9dca their minds.1f61ad7270f4551f

“I think I’m more awake because I’m feeling good.”7dd5a738d1592851

Enjoy best reading experience at Lily on the Valley

Amber said with a 6906199a2a refreshing smile while facing 137aa80b4e the wind.130ea566a64e4186

“Yeah?”49371dd1f188dee0

Enjoy best reading experience at Lily on the Valley

Tennessee’s hand suddenly reached out. Past the steering wheel, past Amber’s chest, he leaned in close enough for their scents to mingle. Soon the windows closed one by one.49cdb9da6f096ec4

After all the windows, including the sunroof, were closed and the wind stopped, Amber thought lightly that perhaps he wanted them closed, but Tennessee’s hand, rather than returning to its place, stopped somewhere. It was in an ambiguous spot that couldn’t quite be called either the knee or thigh.7036b44820d0e3b7

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

Hmm. Amber glanced at Tennessee, who was looking straight ahead, then focused on driving. Though it was a sleepless city, there weren’t many cars due to the late hour. Occasionally, cars would pass by on either side, briefly illuminating Tennessee’s elegant brows before disappearing.71ec93020eeb33db

Hmm.1a3cfa0539fcd77b

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

Looking now, Tennessee’s hand had moved up a bit higher. He could feel his palm on his thigh. Though it was just a hand, its weight was anything but light.ea9db34142b26898

It’s hot.0225001e5ab08261

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

Amber felt his throat burning and tried to turn on the air conditioning. When he moved slightly to press the button, Tennessee’s hand slid near his groin.5b55b705acf1b63e

His fingertips were touching the inner thigh. Amber wet his tongue, feeling a response coming. He glanced at Tennessee, but couldn’t read his exact expression as he was looking out the window.9264f9f1387ef80f

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

“Should we go around one more time?”d9c362b92fbbed50

Without responding, Tennessee pointed to a spot. Besides the late hour, it was a secluded shoulder of the road where people wouldn’t normally come.4cb275e5a08e815f

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

“Is it okay to stop here?”28cc7c84cbbf422d

“You can stop anywhere.”06f8c91ed0031389

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

Same words but clearly different meanings. Amber wet his tongue. It was an obvious signal that anyone but a fool would notice. His body, which had been waiting for an opportunity all along, swelled instantly after Tennessee’s signal.4a6b4f0f9550d204

While sweatpants might hide it, they couldn’t conceal an erect penis. The outline of the massive erection showed clearly.891fb7b86e588d84

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

“That was quick.”432c14a99cb9ce66

“Hnngh.”873416273ef9433d

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

Amber took c2e80bc049 a deep 74d246c998 breath as c7ce9c161c his cock 6b2e2d737c was grabbed 37d806f4ec through the eb85dd0e03 cotton of 0ac8f87684 his sweatpants. Tennessee playfully stroked it 0d44196db5 up and down. The already growing 0edb3548ad member became even 90c914e72f more impressive.38e4f62824316983

Unable to hold back, Amber pushed the driver’s seat back.885a8597f49998aa

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

“Come up here.”688f883b0799a121

“What?”5c00750d7b92f6bc

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

“Tennessee, please.”a5b6f3c3f1cb156a

Amber’s words always took the form of requests. But in the sense that Tennessee couldn’t refuse them, Amber’s words were more like commands than pleas.851b6bcb238a23c9

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

Straddling Amber with spread 2c61211494 legs, Tennessee stroked his 32970cffe1 forehead.f70054fb2f7c88dd

“Look at this.”49ee426eaa700073

For the complete chapter, visit lilyonthevalley.com

He lightly tapped Amber’s cheek, telling him to look down. Amber had to watch as two erect members collided through their clothes, making swishing sounds as they rubbed together, then pressed hard against each other.d3d510f50a6910a2

When Amber ced0618f36 tilted his 79bd6c572b head back 23e39fc26f in pleasure, 4be411b7d2 Tennessee bit c94ce7f1af his lips ffd01ac77a that seemed 78d18d64b9 about to db8d289290 go dry.550b4fad08b09d09

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

“Hnng…”ee0dbf71c3918c02

Amber moaned through 831e96b762 his teeth as a367beab09 their members pressed 3a4532e6d6 hard against each ee9f5ebf99 other. It was c32c230fca fortunate he 9b49be5aee was leaning 1b5338c245 against the 58da883408 backrest. Otherwise, he surely would 7a6d571a4a have collapsed.1a0bb9789e70d217

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

Where should I put my hands… Ah.770aabecc126c838

He couldn’t even complete his thoughts properly. Tennessee began making slow hip movements. With his mind clouding with pleasure, Amber hurriedly wrapped his arms around Tennessee’s waist.4fda780a6ea22f99

For the complete chapter, visit lilyonthevalley.com

Past the 1dfc6aac5d firm yet f3588810e9 sensually masculine 93b8f68ef9 waist, his 1bea6f0d46 hands reached 93255fb81a the shapely 1153b3903f buttcheeks. He held 38393ba336 them fully c5de43ce26 in both d1eaddebfd hands. With heated eyes, 0ec6e70b84 Amber watched as f4bf8b7c01 Tennessee, far from 713d80bfb0 showing any displeasure, c460db2077 had a faint ef0d21968c smile.133206895cdb22f3

“Lips, haah-”d09329f16919a511

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

Kissing while moving was Tennessee’s habit, and following his lead had become Amber’s habit too.f774d1e28339873b

Hurriedly kissing, ab815d3c51 Amber gripped 62875441bd the cheeks f0b070422d firmly in 89689b147b his hands. Their erections rubbed 8b4559f798 against each other.8a55e072952b5309

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

“Haah, ah, so good.”a3c1b8bb4654100a

“Hnh, you like it?”1c559da5f73a3d99

For the complete chapter, visit lilyonthevalley.com

“Yeah, harder, more…”acb6b4609ff76030

It felt 8129847514 like his 5e15d7d0bf lower half 0651065aa4 was burning 501ee8acae up. Below his 3bc088dc07 knees, he 770a477400 felt like 75511888d3 he would 7b8b3c5dd3 just melt 1071ad4b7b away.07e129c50946e836

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

If it were him, he might have just moved back and forth without technique. Amber thought hazily that Tennessee seemed to have a knack for completely captivating someone’s soul. Or maybe it was just good because it was Tennessee, or perhaps both.ae826fe9158fd3e1

“Not paying attention?”7a7c7903a21577b9

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

“Ugh.”9c1aa87d5eb438f5

Amber shuddered as his 513bba1438 nipple was pinched.3832ef17d225415b

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

He was someone who hadn’t really been aware of his nipples’ existence until meeting Tennessee. But as time passed, he realized that when aroused, his nipples would become erect like a penis, grow redder, and the pleasure would intensify the more they were kneaded with the tongue, or the more he bit and sucked Tennessee’s nipples between his teeth.5f5013b6df2ecd7e

Roughly pushing Tennessee’s t-shirt up to his collarbone, Amber stretched his neck to deeply bite his nipple until the wet sounds filled his ears. He held the nipple with his lips and sucked hard, then released it with a pop to admire the deeper color. Then he kneaded the center of the nipple with his tongue tip and swirled it around.dce0c2d5eaeb28e7

Enjoy best reading experience at Lily on the Valley

As Tennessee’s breathing grew rougher, Amber’s front became wetter. Amber hoped Tennessee would leak more pre-cum until it completely soaked his member.3442a3ba6c0e479c

“Amber…”8c9a929a932b12b8

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

“Ye–, haah, yes?”2349e147859bc9f0

The movement, 83d53f77b5 which had b35542d898 been regular 65365e0308 and languid 75c2141747 like swinging, 030910b587 began to 1925e7bfb8 intensify. As Tennessee befab2f861 put more 62744db628 force into 7bdb8eb9c7 his hip fb0011acc0 movements, both 360fec65e3 their breathing cc0e825395 and the 1607cb2d4d friction sounds 5f8826f50d grew louder.b04d537bbd2880cf

For the complete chapter, visit lilyonthevalley.com

Endlessly staring at Tennessee’s wet lips, Amber couldn’t hold back when Tennessee licked his lips.a793d5169f8909aa

“Hngh…!”f9c873dce272c0d2

For the complete chapter, visit lilyonthevalley.com

Seeing Amber’s pleasure-wracked expression, Tennessee too reached his limit.36e1ed6bc076e271

Ah, it’s leaking.a6e7aa2152360731

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

As suppressed breaths burst forth, Amber trembled finely, feeling Tennessee’s orgasm. It felt as if a storm had swept through. His whole body was hot, and especially below was a mess with sweat and fluids. The pleasure pooled between his thighs, feeling stagnant rather than flowing.40713d55ad9079cf

As Amber held Tennessee bfa100b1b6 and caught his breath, 5495efd88e the latter pulled his 21737c40a6 shoulder back. Then one hand cf2ef0790f suddenly went to a63224c4da his groin.9ec1b1cb3e02eeaa

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

“It got dirty.”69fdec3e6591c8ae

Soon the fingers that 6ff6a75faa emerged from outside the fc36302ed2 pants were white and f9171e08cb wet.22ec743575d74758

For the complete chapter, visit lilyonthevalley.com

“We should clean it, Amber. That’s what good boys do.”72f5adc9b01b8190

“Yes.”b9347694b8c40833

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

Whatever Tennessee gave him. Amber willingly stuck out his tongue. The fingers, still holding warmth, touched his tongue. Amber moved his tongue without any hesitation. And looking up, he confirmed that pleasure had pooled in Tennessee’s eyes as well.312c09df895ba04d

Amber wasn’t one to stay still. After cleanly licking up the fingers with sucking sounds, Amber had a refreshing smile. Before Tennessee could notice and try to pull away, he firmly held him and kissed his lips.f2ca7a580377e110

For the complete chapter, visit lilyonthevalley.com

Though Tennessee 39ddc5d604 stretched his 4d1b2916ba neck away, 1159a96f32 when Amber a01d66defa followed his ac7a6e6842 movement, Tennessee 0841c64cde graciously conceded 8db989fcb7 defeat. He opened his lips 2043eba2a3 and extended his tongue cba9583c58 to welcome him.96c2833b2516511a

Amber panted from a6f41ecc89 pleasure of a 17631207b2 different kind, not cf7bc0a8f7 physical. It was c263425ef9 because just c516c06b4e the intertwining 6ac7c79669 of tongues 68649a08ef created an a95b58f358 illusion of b233af7144 their souls 50a507e658 being together.63bbe89a34155e34

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

“From now on, tell me before you come.”4e0875373ec0dcc1

Tennessee said 9a5e5235f8 between panting c2ea16fd40 breaths.05578e9b11e9cbbe

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

“If you spread your legs every time I’m about to come, I’ll say it.”d881456a85ae082f

Haha.With a short laugh, bb4c2ae99e Tennessee cleanly admitted defeat.2ca424b6303c7386

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

It was fba85b80fb already late 5b9485ee2a when they de4dbb5aa6 left the c78a20062c bed. After driving e0741d9aa3 through the d8671999d2 city and c71aea5788 their mischievous 4009f5910e act, it fbabec1847 was only b0326670a8 natural that c84fbe1c8a dawn was 7e1863751e breaking.fb4410ce75222029

Whether it was from sweating or staying up almost all night, by the time they arrived home, Amber’s eyes were half-closed.d0ea356ff2b8bd53

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

Upon returning home, Amber naturally lay down on Tennessee’s bed, as if it were his designated spot. Although he had clearly said it would only be for today, his brazen gesture suggested otherwise.f720271d44bd4450

“Why are you lying here?”ed187c23d64ab85a

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

Tennessee protested weakly, 8291814be7 butb84c331aa57505c4

“Today isn’t over yet.”4bcfe884bb6e854c

For the complete chapter, visit lilyonthevalley.com

With those words, 551e7293d8 Amber instantly broke 4f3628db91 down his defenses. Still standing by the 54ad403cf0 doorway, Tennessee watched as c1dd6899b3 Amber, lying on his 3fd0eaa657 side, extended one arm. He roughly straightened the 69a0438e6f bedding beside his and a2ae8cce24 patted it. It meant. ‘come lie down’.70bc8cb86232ea1e

“You’re being cheeky again.”b68bfc1c0fea7031

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

Despite his 58bf361423 complaint, Tennessee 504e4a712c lay down a7cda5f013 next to 06ccb67c46 Amber.1e4dde83d5a6888a

Yawning, Amber buried his nose in the back of Tennessee’s head. Tennessee’s scent was always faint. He could only smell it when holding him tightly in his arms, or like this, burying his nose against his skin. Whenever he sensed this scent, Amber felt his heart settle. It drove people crazy while simultaneously making them peaceful.23ab3775c06754fe

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

Amber exhaled contentedly, and Tennessee’s short hair swayed with his breath. And so Amber turned the pages of time indefinitely, lost in thought.d5aa8a904ef1afe8

Unlike Amber, who was 554a3a9bbd deep in contemplation while 0aef91af67 holding Tennessee, Tennessee had 5c4875bd3a already fallen into a 6daabd539e deep sleep long ago.fd17580e3e43631b

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

“Already asleep?”4684907b76a63fde

Only steady 7e6b01927e breathing could af9fc3c7a4 be heard. Amber glanced at the aaccb53f5e window, which was gradually 673dacb704 getting brighter. It was a time ae28ff715f more suited to early 186b7c7234 morning than dawn.e2b53c9a835d370e

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

So much a6fe1d8655 time has 551758b8d4 passed already. I should get bfc0e1a430 even a little 103592683d sleep.Just as Amber a25c3e79a1 thought this and be450595a1 was about to 076ccfae3d close his eyes.4c06c7ba64f5ef41

“Get away.”2c5434f9bac1955e

Enjoy best reading experience at Lily on the Valley

“…Tennessee?”ed6535ff99247e7f

His drowsy eyes flew wide open. Amber quickly raised his upper body. It wasn’t Tennessee’s usual voice.bd106f60ba0d6b6d

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

“Tennessee.”c95c65a67e136730

Tennessee, who had 65c7bd83c5 just been peacefully 08bf6e7806 sleeping on his 4e17f8225d side, now had 255b26c22c his face contorted 308354f547 and covered with e67fa0ee53 his palms.7e96bb381e8c0463

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

“Snap out fad1d88fd4 of it.”80d16404c8945b51

Amber’s fingertips lightly brushed 4aabb20357 Tennessee’s shoulder, but Tennessee 9a1ae00092 was startled as if 4f3ac47d34 it were hail hitting 4f98d2e7fa him. At the sudden 05e456107b flinch of his 91189ec8df body, Amber pulled 6ff9fdbe27 his hand back. Tennessee, who had 0c7497c802 been shaking his 7569a216cc head, was gradually b48eba0eb6 curling up into e08bf04c20 himself.4a240f86e268972f

For the complete chapter, visit lilyonthevalley.com

“Tennessee.”2e24ab3c464893c2

Amber called 6914442a3f him in dbb974597a a small e903bfacfa voice. Tennessee gasped. Rough breaths rippled, and 2786254a49 his fingertips tensed with f633eb9e51 stubborn force.91ba38e9f381606e

Enjoy best reading experience at Lily on the Valley

“Don’t do that, you’re hurting yourself, Tennessee, don’t.”1222800ab7541b2a

Long red lines appeared on Tennessee’s skin from his firmly planted nails. His arms and legs, filled with tension, trembled finely.1e3a4cc259cdd2e0

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

Tennessee curled up his body. In that sight, Amber saw both pain and resignation. The resignation and acceptance that appears in someone’s eyes when the sky turns pitch black and the world heads toward its end. Tennessee’s seizures thus stimulated all of Amber’s emotions.6e34c95528dbd99c

“Tennessee.”e24b215166159930

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

He called him with a trembling voice. He couldn’t even touch him. Except for the early stages of the seizure, he didn’t react sensitively to Amber’s caresses or comforting touches. As if remembering a familiar touch. However, now he was keenly alert even to Amber’s breathing.0ff3014f0496c6c5

With an increasingly hoarse 187f19a5a7 voice, Tennessee said through bd126a674d his groans,7a795e79c591bfbc

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

“Please.”27aa2029ab6a9664

It was a 937dfebb33 plea.13b9dfb77beb5438

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

“Leave me alone.”6ebdbaa0e580a1b4

It was 9c7fa974ef also a 3d34dd283f cruel rejection. Gasping, Amber d1630835d4 lowered his 9d9ec8cfaa head. Though his body e6b34a7e84 was without wounds, 5a3b02697e blood was flowing 97114b532f somewhere. He could 4324ee916d feel himself 9c5460bcad getting soaked 44400755d4 in the c100c51cd9 pooled blood.ee5b5a8a580c14fd

Enjoy best reading experience at Lily on the Valley

“Please leave me alone.”317283d90b3eecb8

As Tennessee’s words continued, Amber swallowed his tears. In the pooled blood, something dark rose up. It was massive pain, sadness, and anxiety all at once. It was the sum of all nightmares and fears Amber possessed. With a giant-like body and a lion-like roar, it grabbed Amber’s throat.ab216fbb2d90baf1

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

“…You want me to leave you alone?”3f992218d22d8f4b

With his wrists bound by pure pain, Amber got up. After staring at Tennessee for a long while, he left the bed. Tennessee’s pain-filled groans cut his earlobes like arrowheads.7b25c4efa2888233

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

Amber went to the 64fee07365 kitchen and turned on 95fc19bc33 the coffee machine. It was to get d18048b191 hot water. After an episode, fbefea5b24 Tennessee would often 9e21fc165d end up with b5cd3d86e4 wounds all over 73c4e99e35 his body and 8eddf28527 a hoarse throat. He planned to brew f079721481 him tea.5fe6898467d4749f

He took 7725be8913 out teacups, 74318012eb tea leaves, ce0af4d183 bandages, and f920c10ef7 ointments. Looking at them spread 523b1901e9 out on the kitchen 31d5e422dd counter, Amber suddenly bit 3dfd3e8e6a his lip.7c8f2b8c791aeadb

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

That this 4215f4ce1b was all 98a9d9a6ba he could 79dc1a806f do for 7b9c6668bc someone in 0be80dd8b0 such pain. It became unbearable.43c86353edb02918

Tears welled up. Clearing his throat which c002ef519d was becoming choked with 408f2d7de8 tears, Amber moved his 8624d67468 trembling hands. Then Amber finally shed 734e4e7cb9 tears at his realization.5651d4499a3aff63

Support us at our official site: lilyonthevalley.com

Even after spending daily life with him and becoming lovers, Amber always suffered from a vague anxiety that something wasn’t over. A formless fear that a crisis lurking somewhere, waiting for its chance, would strike at any moment.0e00c68c50293146

Until now, Tennessee had been someone who never forgot to take back the happiness he had given, and Amber’s life had been a collection of such moments. And tragedy hadn’t forgotten to knock on his door. Finally, the moment of terror had arrived.017d79a06a3aa152

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

When he 68ecb2a19e realized that f131684067 this was 0237026892 that very b2f6e26e99 moment, Amber, b58732ace3 familiar with 581ec64f35 anxiety, paradoxically c665541a6b felt relief.deeb44bee276a009

Ah, so ff390779a6 this is ff6294a9bd it. This must have f6f079b004 been the cause 43271dc883 of my fears d7d21576ff and anxieties.8b51f4412341bb5e

Enjoy best reading experience at Lily on the Valley

Such was his frustration da241b67fa and relief.7014806884064c56

***648026ac55baf2e2

Read full chapter at Lily on the Valley without gibberish

When he 4b25df02aa was younger, cf7f8916d3 Amber feared 5d1eef8254 pain but 21154318d0 not death. No, he 44cc858097 barely remembered 534eebfbce thinking about 3c51eba195 life and 627ac63a77 death in 49f2f0c28c the first ff3e627d58 place. Each day passed 9028dcc812 quickly but left adcc23a262 no memories, and a83be6337b he was busy 1f5c670aa9 just surviving each f27c66d1a2 day, gasping for 24bc8a7c70 breath.ac98d335c77e3bac

Back then, 22bf1dfebf he feared 65c716e1d4 the coming 1fe3b012ad tomorrow. He thought it 58597c89bf would just be 061e8cf1f3 another painful day, 7e1f842de9 and perhaps because ccdffe3eec of that mindset, 95468b561d even small difficulties 43026fdead often appeared as b570b36adc insurmountable barriers.9df0835c77e2586b

Please visit lilyonthevalley.com to support the translator

However, after meeting Tennessee, e106f74dc1 his life changed dramatically. Each day a452d61a5b was so bb91d3ad1f brilliant that 4965f3df6a Amber, for 6fbb366460 the first c2c499fef0 time, began 929b6fbb37 to fear 4c7ae16723 death.416429a947d3af17

b11466fc2c1a9c48

Enjoy best reading experience at Lily on the Valley