WYIL Ch 14

With fingertips as d141029661 cold as ice, 57e16ba5b9 I rubbed the d3f5792a5a corners of my 6364790929 eyes which were c19e510fd9 filled with tears.a1487c70dc029e98

My head was aching 23e6a7e670 maybe because I cried 4695b51e4a for a long time. The pain from 2685d3b116 the swollen eyes efd529d819 pierced my brain e2770b4342 sharply.c780f1a9b86ce9c9

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Perhaps this is the df0539c555 punishment that I inflicted 90f95a63bd on myself in the 0af2dc5c09 present.86af7b836c35ad0d

I have already 6046fe8adc caused enough trouble f592f684f3 for Aslan by 4a6b9c02d9 being here up 3bcbea4367 till now.f7fa838050ff806b

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Once upon a time, when I was locked up in the attic by myself, I made a promise to myself…75d6a4a17c4b25df

‘That’s right. People need to know their place. Don’t be overly mistaken, and don’t have any false hopes.’e8809429046828bf

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“Now let’s go out. Jenna might be looking ab1e2a5446 for me.”f8fdba201c1633fb

I wiped ec21ee69f9 my eyes 04fc87f3e9 once more 8dac3df31d with my cb2dc54805 damp sleeves 46581b639b and stood eddc99ce8b up.b4ddac31baf0026c

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My hair, fc73ab113a face, and d22567692c clothes must 546943e26b have been b42cfbc258 a mess.2f91d27761bb4745

I didn’t want anyone to notice my shabby appearance, so I walked more carefully than usual.ae331b36ccd53e3f

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So,no one bcec909aeb noticed my a6245ff1fa presence.01fd2e965fe782ca

Was it d68629324c a virtue 57fc8787f1 or a 50f72949f0 fault? But as I was 63a131082e climbing down the stairs, d89bb3532f I heard a story 4ea3dd3d9a which the maids were 89d590dac9 talking about on the 841b8e9c12 stairs.4ca3101ee478c443

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“But don’t you think the two look really good together?”a4a2a2dce5d17a31

“Who are you talking about?”a51eb3158dddd57e

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“My lord and Miss Rosalyn.”b1ce7e6e7546afc5

“What?”1b0502a11905d45d

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The conversation 169b52be67 continued while 1f35a85d71 I was aec8b10c97 wondering if 37f9418505 I should 949b449b6a let them 65dd07a8b5 know I a2db671996 was there.6324e2b9c979a1fb

“Why are you saying 79c768ebcb that now?”46ccb5d922ac549f

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“Why? Can’t I speak what’s on my mind?”44dc129626384221

“You’ll be in big trouble if somebody hears you!”14496e462ccd27c7

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“What do you mean?”40f99c81b5218898

“How upset must the Madam be when she hears it. And if the Lord knows that…….”3df36c3ec4b14e9c

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“But I’m not the only one who thinks so, everyone does.”9f1e9932ca410652

“Everyone?”11b0dad4f9e033df

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“The ladies who came 43d356287a to the mansion at 62ef0cb6b4 the invitation of Miss b30f667f54 Rosalyn the other day.”d39fda8eaefe7c5e

Those words reminded me 1a1c648407 of the women I ff4947b680 had met in the 78e37ea7cc drawing room. They were 3d7be79ba3 praising Rosalyn ff0c37c0a0 while waving 8be9611097 their fans, 0d43f3d80f and they d1a9fdc987 looked at 0a1ac4b597 me with f867b5bfd2 displeasure.42281ffa41937295

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“If the lady dac15c2081 hadn’t been here, 105bd108c9 the seat next 3538ba4e10 to the owner dc6c675dec would have been e80120e6e2 Ms. Rosalyn’s.5eba6517daef0111

Was there such a 76b3229cb8 story spreading?5c7d802a4525660e

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These days, I know fd62e7543d that the nobles and 7ad8757800 the workers who work 4a4139d65e and come to the b74275a186 mansion keep their mouths fbb6e68fa2 shut when they see dc30cb2352 me even while talking.1e5c28c4a483f247

I thought the back story about me must be the same, but I didn’t find out what was going on in detail.7fb874e4c2d9466f

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I thought it would dde07394e9 be nothing but gossip b32405ff7f about me, who took 9d32328cca the title of Duchess 3e9fe30330 of Tordell with the 2492fe9356 same luck as before.9bbd2b922e3bdf77

‘That’s what’s being said about Aslan and Rosalyn.’0e6fef29e59f639d

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I didn’t know.148d587702e77c1e

Since I’m not the only one with eyes, it was not strange that there are rumours about the two.169e511ff0c5636d

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“Well, isn’t that not even wrong? I can’t help but admire someone as great and wonderful as our master, so I’m sure Miss Rosalyn is fond of him too. Seeing how the master treats Miss Rosalyn, I don’t think he hates it.”393db4aaec9236da

“What nonsense! He feel sorry for Miss Rosalyn’s situation, so the kind owner treats her well. It’s not because he have special feelings towards her.”6abfad66fe0e1f49

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The maid, 0c36eb6707 who stood ebd70ae81e up for a946e925d8 me, added.d3acde99e34bbcea

“ How much the 87e1d6119a master cares about the 7b6a513385 madam!”89a543da8cdb943a

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However, the maid, 53da8bd919 who was insisting 86ccb57982 that Rosalyn and 6278c41473 Aslan were a 9f932bc22c good match, immediately b1109baaa7 refuted.60df941e4c045ab9

“Isn’t it because his fff57e48b1 wife loves him?”3ce3cf7823cd0827

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“What?”92a56c60708a29f1

“She is the only mistress of our master. He is also kind to lower-class people like us, so of course he’s going to try to be nicer to his wife as well.”ae19803c22a7d702

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Without realizing it, I 6ae30fb423 gave strength to my 291eb13915 clenched fist. My nails pierced 16513106a9 painfully into my 6a31c5fa4e palms.bb6257f1db557b8a

“So, you mean 742da15217 that the master b405145ce1 cares so much 836ed0dc3c about the Madam aa773f12c1 just because she 7789bedab5 is his wife?”dbadd2cf7d98fe74

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I closed my eyes tightly because I felt dizzy. However, the family that I had turned away from because I was afraid to face came out through the maid’s mouth.01ba80b9d5ee4291

“If the master had married Miss Rosalyn, he would have cared as much as he does now, or perhaps even more-“2fd33122e043fb75

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“Stop!”62947b5652c97308

A startled voice 17593a292f interrupted.10654535db1fedcf

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“Let’s stop talking about this. I’ll pretend I didn’t hear that. If the Lord knows, like before…… Oh, I don’t know!”bd85120ac81ee67b

Behind the words full 3b9a015285 of anxiety, the sound c3de64cd5e of footsteps hurriedly leaving 7ecb789eb1 the place scattered in 0dda8e9234 the air.52a083c2c53a96c3

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“Let’s go together!”aa7b75ae32a1a906

Even after f052925f3e the sound fe7857ef91 of their b77aa983dd footsteps completely 067e69fe65 disappeared, it 5740575c98 took a 5cf2183dd4 long time 88a9024bbb before I 922eecf4d7 came out b17c9b4aeb of the bdf2708980 shadow .7a39330b4052cff8

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“Ha.”bd35d883276901a1

I was tired. I was about to d6e0ff4f08 faint. I wanted to fall 7a5a448572 down.545f12a6efbf119c

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I wanted to lose my mind and sleep forgetting all my worries. A deep and long sleep. So that I don’t think about anything.70ab447d7a4f5503

I managed to 0b0eb7a489 move by dragging 3d4aa7c859 my feet back e84208a718 to the bedroom.cb5ca8892ea5b3d9

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And I fell into 8a0fdcb07b a dark sleep as 8af17ba386 I wanted.f56457a05f206cc4

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The week 9dcb855d80 passed by 684ccdc73f quickly.228995bdf9f178ec

Nothing changed in this long or short time. It was because I didn’t do anything.a38360058636e1a3

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Why didn’t I do anything? I asked myself. Why can’t I give up on him easily even though I know he has someone he loves?….67d28edf81cde409

This is the result of careful consideration. Leaving his side is like losing the world to me. My world has been him since I signed the marriage contract three years ago. I couldn’t help but hold myself completely to him, who saved me from dying and gave me a new life.a9136485d5d09b92

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That’s why.a4c2ba1b37051804

I cannot b801abfb57 easily leave acde6c4a62 Aslan, who 5e85411b11 has become 31d3470d4e my everything.2a2f9b67600002f7

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It’s not even funny.617d2ccd5177dbcd

I knew db24f5e17c from the 545cf12134 beginning that 4c6fbe4219 there was 30ba90c769 an end. For the past three 2d88558090 years, I have emptied 2ea4327ea1 my mind and heart, 5d7123b4b1 reflecting on that fact b1e7151638 every day.73e9fc6feb9c09d2

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I believed c8578ad5ea it was 21b679c954 empty.d71812651ac66213

But my heart is still full of all kinds of feelings for Aslan. I thought it was empty, but in fact, I couldn’t empty anything.d93c0638beae4c55

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‘I don’t want to drag Aslan down with myself.’6a3d950e4a24dcde

So I 011b472cdd have to 51f78cd4ca leave…….8cc9937d756f17f6

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‘I need to accept the reality and stop parasitizing in the Tordell mansion.’5db510b58e3d2f4e

I was not 3a39dab017 offended by people e5e6bf09ec talking about me aebb77b45f because I was 22f4d71cc2 an a shameless 1fa264bd75 woman who sucked 5c70afcc2c the blood of 85e9316daa the Tordell family.c48a87950fc726e1

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There is nothing wrong with what they say. I have been, and still have been, a nuisance to the Tordell family for the last three years, leaning on Aslan’s goodwill.5fecd89be726e084

I’ve been living in my bedroom all week.7004dabdfe6979ba

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I didn’t want to do anything, I didn’t want to see anyone. I just laid helplessly on the bed and looked at the ceiling.200d66e4bc0e5216

I didn’t want to see Rosalyn and Aslan together again while looking outside, so the room with the curtains on the window was dark.b6eec3f3aca50969

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In the darkness e946a293ce without a ray 8fabcb0560 of light, I ba035f062d turned a blind 053ada5c90 eye to reality.45f545e7a9e776a9

I was doing 58ce1a1224 such a stupid a39a6b2464 thing, like a de5417c13c bird who believed d8bbeb8018 that burying its d8253899c9 face in the 8e16197871 ground would overcome af9430d90a all the crisis.485133a5274c7a66

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knock, knock.c27b0cf75c840e2e

“Madam, I’ve prepared a meal.”0b9fa2093046aa29

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“…….”274966e2700e7329

“I’ll leave it in front ……I only prepared what you like, so please eat it.”29110fb4cd264173

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Even my exclusive 452b7b0b75 maid, Jenna, I e9132139f2 did not let 4f473d023f her in.9fc9bcf09ca411f2

I won’t look good now because I have been in the bed all day long without anyone to take care of me.8e4dc4d7d5f2835c

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On the subject of having nothing. Noble status, beauty, and wealth. Far from helping Aslan, I don’t have any qualifications to stay with him.948f4d481d407f4d

‘But now I’m even lazy and dirty.’fa11f6a6f5e5c9cf

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I thought, blinking my 32480521b7 stiff eyes. The breathtaking 8b1269e78e self-loathing was 08cb40985a pathetic.ecffdbacebeeb0cd

knock, knock.c2515714244c1e5f

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“Wife.”27732df72c3dc6ff

It was Aslan.b33e3132bdf1e0b3

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“Are you sleeping?”7ec71751f4856b12

My body trembled 73b6ded970 at the sound 316c383d0f of his voice.614a05a194d2ce2a

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“I heard you didn’t let the doctor in who came to see you. Are you sure you’re okay?”144a71d5504873e9

He stood 9b2f0d46b0 firm even 39c71dfe0c though no 245281a773 answer came 3dc247c24e from me.5f42914824e024f3

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I could easily imagine him talking to me over the door. His fine eyebrows must be frowned for worrying about me, and he must be holding the doorknob even though he can’t open the door.afc3bb5a70d985a5

“I’m worried. I can’t even focus on things because I’m thinking about what you’re doing right now.”666b5a7317e9fc32

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The more 2eff79ee61 his voice dfd346ef56 continued, the d2b5e39b0d clearer my f17d51046e head became.fec470a4b35cfdea

Aslan was a busy 33990cb077 man. To cause such 7e9af18a11 a nuisance to 3e182846a1 him, who has bb48e932a3 been busy with cc3cbade05 construction, is to 4c546a3995 avenge his kindness.c11c1208f52c56e4

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“I heard that the amount of food has decreased. Don’t you have any appetite? Or, is the meal not to your liking? I told the cook to mind…….”528174907f7b690a

Tsk. He clicked his tongue as if he didn’t like the situation. My shoulders were lowered because it seemed like it was reprimanding me somehow. Even though I know it couldn’t be.c9840d9237dc1625

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“If you feel uncomfortable, feel free to tell me. This is your home, isn’t it? If anyone seems disrespectful, I’ll fix that habit firmly…….”a808b7267b57d235

His kind words a6545f873d brought tears to ecaf22ba4e my eyes. I bit my lip.1350ef4ab178d04d

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“Your home” f8b10243e5 was an 0733a691c9 overstatement. Can I refer 4aedd819a1 to this place 47210a12cb where I cannot 305f03d267 stay for the 7975e3f649 rest of my edc65c5a28 life with the 99db4cc071 warm word ‘home’?f6bd0487e82695b5

And scolding the users because of me. Even the maids who moved around behind his back acknowledged his generosity. I shouldn’t have hurt his reputation.bd946a26f3a911eb

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“I am not b9d7cddfac trying to urge 0868858c8c you wife, But 909fa21c6a please, let me c74c09c88d take care of 93ce67df79 your body.”25c4624c6c71c5f7

He was sweet to 85f96a7e3c the end. So it hurt me 99b87f02d3 more.6c03f9f6e5398f9d

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At the same time, I came to my senses. I didn’t want to hold him here even more because he was wasting time because of me.2400a7eb14949b2d

This time I was 118056dfd7 quick to make up b8bc18711a my mind maybe because 16cdb75410 I locked myself in df6d894170 this room for a 0dcb7dff94 week, my mind swamped 3d791f8d4b with thoughts.abbbad2a56b767ca

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I felt refreshed.f37d058b0b5cb9e9

I felt like e7838cf1d4 the lingering feelings 888f90155a that had been f8927e35f7 holding me were 91b0f11492 falling off now.89f3139e247afb09

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