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    The original title of this chapter is 유능제강 which is an idiom meaning Softness overcomes hardness or flexibility can conquer rigidity, but the title here was paraphrased to “The Strength of Flexibility”.

    The hospital room door closed. Park Juyeon, standing in front of it, straightened his clothes and slowly began to walk away. The sound of his heels echoed loudly in the quiet hallway.

    In this place, where silence was the norm, the only people passing by were a few nurses pushing carts with measured steps. Everyone seemed to be holding their breath in the stillness. Park Juyeon, feeling suddenly stifled, undid the top button of his neatly arranged shirt.

    Dawn light filtered through the window, pushing away the bluish darkness. Watching that light gradually brighten the morning for the sick, Park Juyeon felt no particular emotion. By now, the mornings spent in the hospital had become too familiar to evoke any special feelings.

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    He knew that the light couldn’t change anything. Park Juyeon was starting to feel a bit weary.

    Park Juyeon mindlessly pulled up and down the status bar of his silenced phone. Just then, a photo was received. A fleeting look of puzzlement crossed Park Juyeon’s face and then disappeared. Ah, right. Come to think of it, there was a time when Kwon Jiwook’s attitude was so bad that he had resolved to punish him. Until recently, he had been aware of it, but he had forgotten about it for the past few days due to his busy schedule.

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    “…….”

    The moment he received the photo, Park Juyeon’s smooth forehead creased slightly.

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    Park Juyeon, with a furrowed brow, blinked a couple of times and scrutinized every detail of the person in the photo. Really now. I never told him to be treated so roughly. Park Juyeon clicked his tongue in private.

    The state of Kwon Jiwook in the photo was quite a sight. The first photo was relatively decent. But the ones that followed showed him increasingly covered in some unknown fluid, his body turning red and blotchy. His face was drenched in sweat, and by the last photo, there were visible bite marks on his body.

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    Kwon Jiwook was unconscious in 80% of the photos. There were only about two photos where he seemed to have regained consciousness, but even in those, he was writhing in agony, causing the camera to shake or capturing him in a half-dazed state. Park Juyeon let out a small sigh, “Hmm,” and saved each photo one by one.

    Just then, another photo arrived, showing a bluish room. The screen was mostly filled with the heads of men. Behind them, Kwon Jiwook was vaguely visible, still unconscious.

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    [This is live lol]

    Why on earth are they sending this? Is it a boast? Park Juyeon couldn’t understand their mindset and left the screen on for a moment to gather his thoughts. Another message arrived.

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    [We had a good meal lol]

    Park Juyeon pressed his fingers firmly against his suddenly weary eyelids. There was no way someone who had such dirty and violent sex would clean up immediately afterward. The thought that he would have to clean up the unhygienic environment himself before facing Kwon Jiwook made Park Juyeon even more tired.

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    [Is it over now?]

    [Yeah lol Call me if you wanna do it again]

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    Park Juyeon let out a hollow laugh. As if he would call him again. This man was acting as if he were someone important. He wasn’t. He was just temporarily useful, so Park Juyeon had involved him in his business.

    [You’re too late. The last thing I told you was already a month ago.]

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    [What have you been doing all this time? I got you the address, the password, even the key.]

    [All you’ve done is catch one guy?]

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    [Yeah, fine. You had your fun, so that’s that, right?]

    The number next to Park Juyeon’s message bubble disappeared. There was no response from the man who had read Park Juyeon’s text. He could roughly guess why. The man had probably been trying to avoid getting scolded by Kwon Jiwook, awkwardly planning and mentally preparing, which took up a lot of time. He wouldn’t want to get caught.

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    Either way, Park Juyeon had no further business with this man. If he interfered any more, he would get what he deserved.

    Park Juyeon locked the screen. He wondered what he would say when he saw Kwon Jiwook’s face. Or rather, was there anything to say at all? Could they even have a conversation? Kwon Jiwook had looked miserable; he wondered if he was broken. A mix of anticipation and inexplicable bitterness lingered awkwardly in his mouth. He felt uncomfortable.

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    * * *

    His head felt dull and dizzy. Kwon Jiwook struggled to open his eyes, which felt glued shut. After blinking a few times to clear his dry eyelashes, he finally rolled his eyes to survey his surroundings. The scene was still dark, and the distant sound of birdsong indicated it was early morning. The peaceful atmosphere contrasted sharply with his own state.

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    The house was silent, with no sign of anyone. They had left him in this condition and fled. Kwon Jiwook tried to recall the events of the previous night, but all he could remember were fragments from the beginning. The rest of his memories were patchy.

    He recalled being taken in various strange positions by the men and enduring sadistic acts that went beyond sexual preferences. He must have been continually violated even after losing consciousness.

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    No wonder his body wasn’t moving as he wanted. Come to think of it, it was strange that his body hadn’t given out.

    “Ah…”

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    His throat felt particularly strange. When he tried to speak, only an unpleasant metallic sound emerged. To produce an intelligible voice, he had to strain his abdomen and speak loudly. Even that was difficult. His stomach ached as if he had been beaten. …Yes, now that he thought about it, he had been hit in the stomach too.

    Kwon Jiwook wasn’t even angry. After realizing his helplessness, he had merely been at the mercy of their hands, repeatedly spreading his legs and shaking his hips. Had he become numb after just one day? Kwon Jiwook stared blankly at the ceiling for a while, lying still on the bed soaked with bodily fluids.

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    His thighs twitched even though no one was touching him. The inner walls, constantly pounded, throbbed. His body seemed to have grown accustomed to the relentless pleasure.

    “I should get up,” he muttered, but his voice was so faint it was barely audible. He felt pathetic. A curse followed his hoarse voice.

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    Kwon Jiwook tried to get up but failed. He managed to half-raise his body, enduring the muscle pain, but as soon as he tried to step on the floor, his body collapsed. With a thud, Kwon Jiwook fell to the floor, writhing and groaning.

    “Ah, ugh…”

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    His legs had no strength. His waist also ached, indicating he would need to rest for a while. But Kwon Jiwook refused to do that.

    Why do I have to be like this? What did I do wrong? Gritting his teeth, Kwon Jiwook crawled across the floor. His body, exhausted from the night’s ordeal, trembled, but there was something he needed to check.

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    Kwon Jiwook rummaged through his torn clothes and found his phone in the pocket of his jeans, which were crumpled in a corner. There were dozens of unread messages. He swallowed hard and hurriedly scrolled back to about a month ago. Sure enough, there were messages from Park Juyeon.

    [Answer your phone]

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    [Wow, you turned off your phone?]

    [You’re doing this on purpose, right? Do you think I’m joking?]

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    [Reply when you see this. Then I won’t be too hard on you.]

    “……Ha.”

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    Kwon Jiwook unconsciously let out a short breath he had been holding. There were many more messages after that.

    [Still not seeing this?]

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    [Phone’s still off. Are you seriously crazy?]

    [You’re deliberately ignoring me lol]

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    [Hyung really needs to be taught a lesson.]

    [Photo]

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    [Photo]

    [I’ll send these around as a preview.]

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    [Should I send these to the people Hyung met today?]

    [I told you not to do anything stupid and to behave.]

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    [I said this a few hours ago, how could you… lol]

    ……

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    Park Juyeon really did it. Really… His hand gripping the phone tightened. His pale hand trembled. He had suspected, but Park Juyeon had actually sent the photos to those lowlifes. To make him look like this. Under the pretext of disciplining him. Kwon Jiwook had briefly forgotten that if Park Juyeon said he would do something, he would really do it.

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    What had he been trying to test with Park Juyeon? His impulsive past actions to gauge Park Juyeon’s sincerity had come back to haunt him. Park Juyeon could reduce him to this state with just a single text or photo. Kwon Jiwook was different. He had nothing to rely on. His only assets were his body and endurance, and even those were now ruined.

    He glanced at his limp arm. Bruises in the shape of hands marked various spots where he had been roughly grabbed. Countless bite marks were also visible. This was no revenge. Rape or anything else, it would have been better to dismiss it as something that could happen. If Park Juyeon threatened with photos, it would have been wiser to swallow his pride, apologize, and beg for forgiveness. All that remained after messing with Park Juyeon was a broken body. He realized that now.

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    Ding

    “……!”

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    The sound of the door lock opening startled him. Kwon Jiwook’s shoulders tensed up.

    Someone unfamiliar was entering the house again. His heart began to race against his will, pounding so loudly that his ears rang. He could barely breathe. Were they coming back for more of last night’s violent sex, to choke him and do it again? Or was it someone else? Had Park Juyeon sent others as well…? Kwon Jiwook’s body shook uncontrollably without him even realizing it. Soon, a figure lurked in the entrance.

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    “……Hyung?”

    The person stepping into the room was Park Juyeon.

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    Upon seeing Park Juyeon’s face, Kwon Jiwook was speechless, his trembling lips tightly pressed together. His frightened gaze fell to the floor. With his fist clenched, Kwon Jiwook’s breathing became increasingly unstable. Park Juyeon, puzzled, took a step closer, causing Kwon Jiwook to jump back in fright, pushing his hips backward.

    “Don’t come, don’t come near me, you fucker!”

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    Kwon Jiwook screamed, lifting his head. However, the only sound coming from his throat was a raspy, wheezing noise. Park Juyeon managed to understand Kwon Jiwook’s words from the metallic sound and his lip movements.

    Kwon Jiwook kept coughing, his metallic-sounding throat apparently hurting. He coughed violently, as if he were choking. Park Juyeon, who had been about to approach, stepped back again. Park Juyeon looked down at him, then glanced around the room and muttered,

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    “Wow, this is serious.”

    Despite his words, Park Juyeon’s face showed no concern. Kwon Jiwook was incredulous. How could Park Juyeon show up so shamelessly, look around calmly, and even frown as if the place was dirty? Didn’t he realize that this mess was his fault?

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    Park Juyeon glanced at Kwon Jiwook, who was making an indescribable sound, something between a hollow laugh and a sigh, and silently began to strip the bed sheets. He started cleaning up the floor, which was a mess of fluids.

    “……What do you think you’re doing?”

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    “Cleaning the house. Hyung can’t move in that state.”

    Park Juyeon, surprisingly understanding Kwon Jiwook’s raspy voice, replied indifferently. After tidying up the room, he approached Kwon Jiwook and gathered the scattered cloth fragments, piling them near the entrance. He figured he could throw them out later. Feeling strangely relieved, Park Juyeon approached Kwon Jiwook again. Meanwhile, Kwon Jiwook felt a storm of inexplicable emotions swirling deep within his chest. He was shaking uncontrollably, overwhelmed by a surge of negative feelings.

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    “Do you think I’m asking about that?”

    “Then what do you mean?”

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    Park Juyeon’s shamelessness was unbelievable. He easily lifted Kwon Jiwook, who was sprawled on the floor and unable to move, and laid him on the bed. Throughout this, Kwon Jiwook was too overwhelmed by disbelief and anger to resist. Only after being laid down did he find his voice.

    “How dare you show up here?”

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    “Should I not have come? I came to check on your condition. To see if Hyung was okay.”

    “Spit out the bullshit. Fuck you. Are you kidding me right now?”

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    Kwon Jiwook’s face darkened as Park Juyeon’s responses flowed smoothly, as if he had been waiting for this.

    “You said you came to see if I was okay. If you did, then shouldn’t you at least take care of me first? How can you ignore me when I’m in this state…!”

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    “So, are you upset? Or are you feeling neglected because I didn’t take care of you?”

    Park Juyeon sat on the edge of the bed, looking down at Kwon Jiwook with dark, sunken eyes.

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    “Are you doing this because you feel neglected by me?”

    “Upset? You’re talking nonsense. I’m angry right now. I’m so pissed off that I feel like I’m going to die, but I can’t do anything, and it’s driving me crazy!”

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    “Hyung.”

    “Can’t you see the state I’m in? Even with your shiny face right in front of me, I can’t move a finger. This is all your fault, Park Juyeon. Your fault! No human being could do this. I’m so fucking… this is… fucking bullshit…….”

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    Kwon Jiwook, screaming silently, gritted his teeth and caught his ragged breath. His eyes were red with anger. Overwhelmed with emotion, he stopped talking, feeling like he might cry. His hoarse, broken voice, devoid of any dignity, seemed to express his feelings perfectly in this moment.

    Park Juyeon’s eyes flickered briefly. He chose his words carefully and slowly caressed Kwon Jiwook’s naked body. But it was only for a moment. Park Juyeon soon spoke up, sounding frustrated.

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    “Why do you think this is my fault?”

    Kwon Jiwook’s eyes widened in disbelief.

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    “……What?”

    “You were the one who provoked me in the first place. If you had just stayed still, none of this would have happened.”

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    “You…….”

    Kwon Jiwook was speechless. He looked at Park Juyeon with a mixture of shock and disbelief, unable to believe that Park Juyeon was blaming him.

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    Regardless of what Kwon Jiwook thought, Park Juyeon had his own difficulties. He had intended to discipline Kwon Jiwook, and he had expected some form of punishment. But there was an unexpected variable: the cruel sexual preferences of the person he had chosen. This was something Park Juyeon had not anticipated.

    However, this was ultimately a punishment for Kwon Juwook’s reckless behavior. Even if it went a bit too far, it did not deviate from the original purpose.

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    Park Juyeon’s hand, which had been stroking Kwon Jiwook’s shoulder, moved up to gently fix his hair. Park Juyeon continued, his words sounding like a sigh.

    “Hyung. Did you think my words were a joke?”

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    “……You really…….”

    “Did you think it was a joke and ignore me? Why did you do that?”

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    Park Juyeon’s hand touched Kwon Jiwook’s swollen cheek. His palm was ice-cold.

    “I never said anything lightly. I wanted you to stop having useless thoughts. I wanted to see you suffer from shame and self-loathing while obediently doing as I said.”

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    “……Ha.”

    “You brought this on yourself……. So why are you angry at me? Honestly, yes, I think this went too far. I didn’t intend for it to go this far. I didn’t plan to do this much, but it’s still your fault.”

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    He had only intended to shock Kwon Jiwook, but now that his body was in such a state, taking care of him would be difficult. Even right now, it was a burden. Park Juyeon didn’t particularly enjoy emotional conversations, so this situation was weighing on him. Park Juyeon stroked Kwon Jiwook’s cheek a few times before withdrawing his hand.

    Seeing Kwon Jiwook pour out his anger as if he were crying was unfamiliar. Facing Kwon Jiwook, who looked as shocked as if he had been betrayed, was difficult. Park Juyeon couldn’t understand why he was making that expression.

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    To begin with, they weren’t in a relationship where betrayal could be discussed.

    “Don’t you feel any remorse?” Park Juyeon whispered, leaning in closer. The close proximity of those glass-like eyes sent a chill down Kwon Jiwook’s spine. Kwon Jiwook’s eyes trembled slightly. Frozen like a stone, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t even blink as he looked up at Park Juyeon. Finally, he managed to move his lips.

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    “You……. Are you saying this is my fault? That this happened because I didn’t listen to you?”

    “Isn’t it?”

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    “Those, those bastards, they treated me like… like a sex toy. They choked me and fucked me whether I could breathe or not, even when I passed out. I almost died, and you’re saying it’s not your fault? That it’s my fault? How can you say that!”

    A furious, metallic sound erupted from his body, which had been violated even while he was unconscious. His bruised arm grabbed Park Juyeon’s collar. Park Juyeon just looked at that arm calmly, without moving, even though it seemed like it would fall off if he flicked it away.

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    “Hey, you fucker. Why me in the first place? What did I ever do to you? Nothing. I don’t even know you.”

    “Hyung, calm down.”

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    “I didn’t do anything to you. But from the moment I met you, you were crazy. You were insane!”

    “…….”

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    “I didn’t do anything to deserve being treated like this. So why…….”

    Kwon Jiwook gritted his teeth, his voice trembling with anger and tears. He had tried so hard to forget Park Juyeon, but it had all been for nothing. He realized too late that there was no escape from a madman.

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    Even in this moment, Park Juyeon said nothing. Frustrated by his lack of response, Kwon Jiwook released his grip on Park Juyeon’s collar.

    “Just go. Get out.”

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    “Hyung.”

    “If I hear any more from you, I’m going to lose it.”

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    Talking to someone who didn’t even understand the fundamental problem would only make him more upset. Kwon Jiwook suppressed his boiling emotions and let out a shaky breath. He closed his eyes tightly, not wanting to see the face that had haunted him all night. Right now, he hated being near anyone, especially Park Juyeon.

    However, he could still feel Park Juyeon’s presence. Kwon Jiwook lay still, pretending to be asleep, but he could feel Park Juyeon’s gaze on him. He decided to ignore it. As he made up his mind, the furrow in his brow smoothed out.

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    Park Juyeon’s fingertip touched Kwon Jiwook’s forehead, but he didn’t move an inch. Park Juyeon let out a barely audible sigh and lifted Kwon Jiwook up. He walked slowly towards the bathroom. The lack of struggle from Kwon Jiwook felt unfamiliar to Park Juyeon.

    Park Juyeon placed Kwon Jiwook in the bathtub and began to clean every part of his body, removing all traces of the night before. He spread open the holes and scraped out all the semen, then lathered up soap to wash away the dried bodily fluids.

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    Park Juyeon washed Kwon Jiwook’s sweat-soaked hair and rinsed out the thick fluids from his mouth by tilting his head and letting the water flow naturally.

    The bruises on his neck evoked pity. When Park Juyeon touched the area with his fingertips, Kwon Jiwook held his breath, eyes still closed. …But Kwon Jiwook was, after all, in a state of sleep. Park Juyeon decided to think of it that way. He didn’t want to complicate things. Park Juyeon bit the inside of his cheek as he dried Kwon Jiwook’s wet body with a towel.

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    “…….”

    His grip on the towel tightened. He hadn’t come here to feel this way. He had only intended to use this as an example to warn Kwon Jiwook.

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    The thoughts he had organized in the car vanished the moment he saw Kwon Jiwook. His mind went blank, and he couldn’t think of what to say. So he ended up pushing too hard. It was a clear mistake.

    No matter how much it was Kwon Jiwook’s fault, he should have apologized first. He should have at least pretended to comfort him. He should have comforted him and then slowly reminded him of his mistakes. But the order got mixed up.

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    Now, would the photos or any threats work? Could he even boost Kwon Jiwook’s morale? Kwon Jiwook might already be beyond caring. Park Juyeon’s mouth twisted bitterly. He wondered if kidnapping a big guy and fucking him senseless on the way home would make him feel better.

    Park Juyeon moved Kwon Jiwook’s body back to the bed. Even then, Kwon Jiwook kept his eyes closed. Park Juyeon lay down next to him, resting his arm under Kwon Jiwook’s head and placing his other arm on Kwon Jiwook’s now fluffy abdomen. Still, Kwon Jiwook kept his eyes closed.

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    “Hyung.”

    “…….”

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    “Jiwook Hyung.”

    “…….”

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    “I’m sorry.”

    He could feel Kwon Jiwook’s abdomen rising and falling irregularly under his arm.

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    “I didn’t know Hyung would be hurt so much.”

    Park Juyeon gently tickled the nape of Kwon Jiwook’s neck with his hair.

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    “I’m sorry for the harsh words. You must have been in a lot of pain.”

    Kwon Jiwook stirred. Without a word, he turned to his side, showing his back to Park Juyeon.

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    I don’t want to hear it. Don’t say things you don’t mean. Kwon Jiwook’s entire body rejected Park Juyeon, but Park Juyeon embraced him from behind. Kwon Jiwook felt like this action was meant to control him, to make him aware of his place in the hierarchy. Even though they were in the same house, even fully clothed, Park Juyeon’s embrace felt cold.

    “Are you still angry?”

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    “…… Ugh…….”

    Park Juyeon pressed his lips against the line from the nape of Kwon Jiwook’s neck to his shoulder. As he continued, Kwon Jiwook, who had been keeping his eyes closed, suddenly tensed and shivered, letting out a suppressed moan mixed with a nasal sound. His body already knew the pleasure that followed such teasing.

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    Cold fingertips slowly and languidly traced his body. Park Juyeon, now lying close behind Kwon Jiwook, moved his hand from his abdomen down to his groin. Kwon Jiwook gasped. Unlike the rough hands of the other men, or even Park Juyeon’s usual touch, this hand was gentle.

    The hand was cold but gentle. If only…

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    “…….”

    Kwon Jiwook’s hips gradually arched. Park Juyeon, holding his curled-up body tightly, continued to gently massage his genitals. Kwon Jiwook wished he would be rough instead. He wished Park Juyeon would treat him harshly, as he had done before under the pretext of correcting his behavior, or as roughly as those men had done. Being touched and caressed like this didn’t make the rape any less real.

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    “Stop, Park Juyeon, please…”

    Finally, Kwon Jiwook spoke up. He exhaled a moist breath and placed his hand over Park Juyeon’s. His resistance was weak, but Park Juyeon noticed it. Still, Park Juyeon did not stop moving his hand.

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    “I know… you’re angry because I treated you too harshly.”

    The hand stroking him sped up. The sticky sound of flesh on flesh, which he had heard all night, echoed again. Kwon Jiwook curled his toes. Just a few strokes from that soft hand were enough to blur his vision.

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    “I won’t have anyone else do this to you again… I’m sorry for making you go through this.”

    “Ugh, ah, ah, aah…!”

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    Kwon Jiwook curled up, moaning in agony as he ejaculated. His back trembled, and the fluid he released was so thin it barely qualified as semen. Park Juyeon took that liquid and brought it to Kwon Jiwook’s entrance. Kwon Jiwook shook his head slightly and buried his face in the bed.

    “No, please, it hurts, it hurts…”

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    “I’ll make it feel good. I won’t hurt you.”

    “Just go, please…”

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    Park Juyeon still didn’t understand the fundamental problem. He didn’t mention their grotesque first encounter at all. He only apologized for this incident. Kwon Jiwook couldn’t understand what that meant. If it had been a lesser offense, just a wound to his pride, wouldn’t that be something to apologize for?

    “Ah, aah…! Ha, aah, hic.”

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    “Why, aren’t you relaxed yet…”

    Is it already closed? The voice whispering in his ear was soft. The low tone weighed heavily on his heart. His body responded to Park Juyeon’s actions one by one. The still-softened hole eagerly swallowed the tip of his cock, pulsating with pleasure. Every touch sent a hot sensation surging from below.

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    It was unbearably humiliating. Most humiliating of all was that the disgusting, insect-like sensations that had crawled all over his body all night were not present with Park Juyeon.

    “…Ha, ugh…”

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    Even after hours of being penetrated and crying, there were still tears left. He wanted to cry out loud, but his voice wouldn’t come out properly. His breathing was unstable, and he could only shed tears silently.

    The sweet breath in his ear made his whole body tense. Park Juyeon thrust in deeply, all at once. Kwon Jiwook endured the silent agony, his neck turning red. Hyung, you feel so good. How can you still be so tight? Kwon Jiwook wanted to cover his ears.

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    “You’ll forgive me, right? I’m sorry. Really. Phew.”

    “Hng, ugh, ah, hua…!”

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    With each thrust, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t help but moan in agony. His hole was the most relaxed it had ever been. Every touch felt pleasurable, making Kwon Jiwook seem incredibly lewd. Park Juyeon slowly rotated his hips, pressing his lips firmly against the bite marks left on Kwon Jiwook’s shoulder.

    He thought Kwon Jiwook wouldn’t break so easily, but this too was unexpected. He wasn’t sure how Kwon Jiwook would react in the future, but the threat had failed.

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    Would showing affection be more effective? Perhaps Kwon Jiwook was someone who should have been tamed with kindness from the start. With rewards rather than punishments, with affection rather than discipline.

    “Ha, ha…”

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    “It’s hard… stop, please… ah, ah…”

    He had made a mistake by rushing in to assert his dominance. This was his chance to make amends. The timing was just right.

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    Park Juyeon couldn’t give up on Kwon Jiwook over something so trivial. He closed his eyes and increased the speed of his thrusts. He had no intention of giving up on that tightly clinging hole, no matter what Kwon Jiwook thought of him.

    After the act, Kwon Jiwook fell asleep as if he had lost consciousness. Literally ‘falling’ asleep. Neither of them realized it, but Kwon Jiwook had truly fallen into a deep sleep. Unlike the previous night when he had passed out, this time he was genuinely resting.

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    “About the house, I think it’s better to give it to someone else.”

    “…….”

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    If only Park Juyeon weren’t there, it would have been better. Even though it was almost evening, Park Juyeon was still at Kwon Jiwook’s place. Kwon Jiwook glared at him, his eyes saying, ‘Why are you still here?’ But Park Juyeon responded with a soft, melting smile.

    “If it were me, I wouldn’t be able to stay here because it’s too dirty. You wouldn’t want to live in a place where those bastards did that to you, right?”

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    “…….”

    But you ordered them to do it. Kwon Jiwook tried to calm his still resentful feelings, responding with his eyes.

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    “It’s still practically the new semester in April. There should still be people looking for houses, so just give it to one of them.”

    “……?”

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    “Looking at you, it seems like you won’t be able to do anything for a while… Hmm. I’ll take care of it for you.”

    “…….”

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    “……Oh. Oh! I know. I’ll just take it over myself. I just need to pay the rent monthly for a year, right?”

    Kwon Jiwook scoffed at the ridiculous suggestion and turned his head away.

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    Kwon Jiwook couldn’t say a word. The reason was that after having sex with Park Juyeon and passing out, he woke up to find his voice completely gone. Kwon Jiwook remained silent, and Park Juyeon paid close attention to his every expression and movement. However, Park Juyeon’s senses didn’t seem to be functioning very well.

    That’s why he was blabbering on like that. Not noticing Kwon Jiwook’s rotten expression.

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    …No. Park Juyeon might be doing it on purpose, knowing Kwon Jiwook’s reaction and trying to provoke him. Kwon Jiwook remained silent, his mind racing.

    Park Juyeon continued talking in his characteristic smooth voice, patting the still half-asleep Kwon Jiwook on the blanket (he woke up to find himself covered).

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    “Then the question is where you’ll live… That’s a problem…”

    Watching Park Juyeon draw out his words softly, Kwon Jiwook grew anxious. No, it wasn’t a problem at all, so please don’t say you want me to stay at your place. Kwon Jiwook stiffened his expression and stared at Park Juyeon. Park Juyeon met his gaze, blinking his large, beautiful eyes a few times.

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    “Don’t worry too much. I’m here for you.”

    Park Juyeon smiled brightly and tapped Kwon Jiwook’s lips gently.

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    ‘No, no way. I’m not going.’

    “What did you say? You’re happy? I thought you would be.”

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    ‘This crazy bastard?’

    “Last time when you came, it felt like the house came alive again. I get lonely by myself.”

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    Park Juyeon caressed Kwon Jiwook’s lips. He found Kwon Jiwook’s pursed lips amusing. Park Juyeon seemed to find Kwon Jiwook’s lip movements readable, as he chuckled at his own ridiculous responses. He also found Kwon Jiwook’s furious expression entertaining.

    “…….”

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    “……I won’t touch you without your permission anymore. And I won’t hit you either.”

    ‘Do you think I’ll fall for that?’

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    “I’m really, really sorry.”

    From the moment Kwon Jiwook woke up until now, Park Juyeon’s apologies had been relentless. At first, Kwon Jiwook ignored them, but as Park Juyeon continued to apologize, Kwon Jiwook bit his lower lip or ran his hand through his hair in frustration. Even now, his expression darkened. Park Juyeon didn’t miss it.

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    “Believe me. I’ve never lied to you, Hyung.”

    ‘I don’t remember that.’

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    “Hyung.”

    Kwon Jiwook pushed Park Juyeon away and turned to his side. He didn’t want to show his face, remembering the morning that had suddenly turned into sex. He didn’t want Park Juyeon to read his expressions while he sorted out his thoughts.

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    Park Juyeon’s words were half true. Being in this space reminded him of the violence inflicted on him and the lingering, bitter smell. If he went to the bathroom and saw his reflection in the mirror, he might feel nauseous again at the sight of his wounds.

    “…….”

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    But that was it. He couldn’t be sure, but maybe with time, he would forget. The wounds would heal, and his body would recover. Maybe one day, he would walk around campus, see those men, and beat them up first.

    …No, not ‘maybe.’ He had to do it. Kwon Jiwook thought that if he was going to live the rest of his life trembling because of this horrible incident, he might as well die. Going to Park Juyeon’s house would be like running away from what had happened to him.

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    Kwon Jiwook turned back to face Park Juyeon, lying down to look at him directly. This time, he slowly and clearly mouthed his words to make sure there was no misunderstanding.

    ‘I’m not going.’

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    Park Juyeon blinked, his expression gradually changing to one of puzzlement. He raised an eyebrow as if to confirm what he was seeing. Kwon Jiwook repeated his words firmly.

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