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EMP Chapter 5
by mimiKwon Jiwook’s eyes fluttered closed, and the throbbing sensation in his lower body felt like it would drive him mad. The heat that had been concentrated in his lower abdomen had long since spread throughout his body. His mind was a mess of chaotic thoughts. Hurry, please, just do it. Anyway, any way you want… Those words slipped from his parched lips without him even realizing it.
Park Juyeon silently looked down at Kwon Jiwook and then smirked, sitting down on the sofa and grabbing one of Kwon Jiwook’s legs to spread them wide. This caused Kwon Jiwook’s body, which had been turned sideways, to lie flat.
“I was going to fuck you… but I changed my mind. It’s too pitiful to endure. Who told Sunbae to beg so desperately?”
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“……What?”
Kwon Jiwook blinked, his eyes half-closed in confusion.
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“You just said it with your own mouth, didn’t you? To do as I please.”
Today is your punishment. Remember that. With those words, Park Juyeon fell silent and traced Kwon Jiwook’s perineum. Kwon Jiwook struggled to clear his mind. So… after saying such embarrassing things, he wasn’t going to put it in? After I went so far as to say those things! Anger surged within Kwon Jiwook, and he kicked his leg, screaming.
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“Hey, you bastard! How dare you, how dare you…! Ah!”
“Who begged so shamelessly?”
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Park Juyeon, unfazed, calmly inserted his wet fingers back inside. The fingers, though smaller than a cock, roughly stirred and stretched his insides, turning them into a mess. Even as his mind screamed that he hated it, his drugged body was helplessly weak.
No, stop, you bastard, I hate it. That’s enough. Kwon Jiwook pleaded in a futile, pathetic voice, and Park Juyeon chuckled softly.
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“When you say you hate it in that voice, it just makes the other person think, ‘Ah, you hate it, huh?’”
“Ah, ah…! There, wait, ah, huh…!”
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“Why? You like it here, don’t you? In Sunbae’s words, it feels like you’re going to die.”
A low, trembling voice echoed in his ears. Every time Park Juyeon spoke, a shiver ran down to the tips of his hair. The feeling of being dominated by just a voice must be something like this. Simultaneously, as the fingertips vigorously stirred his sensitive spot, Kwon Jiwook trembled and pressed his head into the corner of the sofa, panting.
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His mind was blown. He wanted to die. To tease someone like this without even fucking them, and to make them feel this way. No, even the thought of ‘teasing without fucking’ was disgusting. Would everything be forgiven if he just fucked him hard and stirred him up? His shamefully spread legs trembled in the air with every thrust of the fingers.
“Ah! Stop it! Stop! Huh, fuck, ah-!”
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As Park Juyeon increased the speed of his fingers, the moans grew louder. The wet, squelching sounds also fiercely stimulated his ears. As he wildly shook his head, Kwon Jiwook grabbed his own hair and lifted his hips high.
Kwon Jiwook, panting heavily, suddenly tensed and ejaculated from the intense stimulation below. Although he had already come once, this time it wasn’t as satisfying. Park Juyeon, not content, abruptly pulled his fingers out, leaving Kwon Jiwook’s hole gaping and unsatisfied.
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“Wow, that’s pitiful. You came just from being fingered. If it weren’t me, this would be tough.”
“……Huh, ……Hng.”
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Park Juyeon, looking down at Kwon Jiwook with a mix of pity and amusement, casually inserted one finger back into the gaping hole. The loosened entrance easily accepted the finger, and Park Juyeon began to move it in and out, stirring the sensitive inner walls.
“But something’s weird… Ahaha. Isn’t this more like an enema than a drug?”
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Kwon Jiwook looked up at Park Juyeon with unfocused, tear-filled eyes, his breath coming in ragged gasps. He seemed on the verge of breaking down. Park Juyeon found this sight incredibly arousing.
“……Hng…….”
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“…….”
More pitiful… Park Juyeon wiped the saliva dripping from Kwon Jiwook’s mouth with his fingertips. He then grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s still-hard cock and stroked it roughly. Kwon Jiwook closed his eyes tightly, shaking his head in desperation.
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“Stop, please, I can’t take it anymore… I did everything you wanted….”
“…….”
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“You, please, just do it….”
Before he could finish his plea, the intense sensation below returned. Kwon Jiwook’s eyes filled with tears as his body trembled. The lingering pleasure was driving him mad. He was utterly desperate.
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Park Juyeon looked down at him with a cold smile. Kwon Jiwook’s pleas meant nothing to him. He found the sight of Kwon Jiwook’s spread legs, once so arrogant, now pitifully begging, incredibly satisfying.
“Sunbae, there are two reasons why you’re feeling this way.”
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“Ah!”
“One is that I haven’t done everything I want to do yet….”
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Park Juyeon gripped Kwon Jiwook’s jaw and began to rub his prostate vigorously with his other hand. Kwon Jiwook’s desperate pleas turned into cries of pain. His cock twitched, on the verge of another orgasm. No matter how much he begged, Park Juyeon showed no mercy, increasing the pressure and speed of his movements.
Kwon Jiwook opened his mouth wide, silently screaming. This sensation wasn’t pleasure; it was torture.
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This isn’t right, this isn’t right! As soon as Kwon Jiwook realized what Park Juyeon was doing, his mind went blank with overwhelming stimulation. He kicked his legs, trying to escape, but Park Juyeon only increased the intensity of his movements. Kwon Jiwook’s toes curled, and his hips spasmed uncontrollably. The wet, squelching sounds grew louder, and the red, swollen glans pulsed visibly.
Suddenly, an intense sensation exploded from deep within him, and Kwon Jiwook screamed, his legs convulsing. Against his will, his cock began to ejaculate again. His vision blurred, and darkness claimed him.
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“……!”
Something distinctly different from semen forcefully spurted out from between his palm and the glans. The clear, viscous liquid gushed out several times. Juyeon didn’t stop the friction until he confirmed that nothing more was coming out of the penis, then wiped the liquid off his wet hand.
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He acted as if nothing had happened, not forgetting to maintain his composure.
“So, another reason is that I don’t have to listen to you just because you’re my Sunbae.”
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“…….”
“Keep trying harder. Who knows? Maybe then I’ll fuck you.”
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“……Ha…….”
“You’ve really wet yourself badly, truly…….”
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Juyeon gently spread the liquid over Jiwook’s damp belly button and lower abdomen. Jiwook felt something inside him crumble. Even if he had actually wet himself, it wouldn’t have been this miserable. It was all because of Juyeon. Because Juyeon was there, because of what Juyeon did…….
Had he ever shown his lowest point to someone like this in his life? If he had shown his lowest point to someone, how should he face that person from now on? There was no clear answer. As soon as he accepted the inevitable defeat, a sense of powerlessness overwhelmed him. He had never imagined that someone could shake him to this extent, and Jiwook felt overwhelmed.
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His first-ever defeat was this miserable. Jiwook laughed emptily, his head thrown back. Fuck. It was the worst.
Even after that, Juyeon continued to stimulate him several times. Jiwook, still under the influence of the drug, ejaculated, suffered, and cried each time. Despite his confusion, Jiwook managed to think clearly. This bastard really intends to kill me, he thought.
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Only when Jiwook’s soaked penis could no longer get hard, and ejaculation resulted in mere drops of clear fluid, did Juyeon finally remove his hand from Jiwook’s lower body. The sofa and Juyeon’s hand, and Jiwook’s widely spread legs were a mess that needed to be cleaned with a towel.
“…….”
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Jiwook lay sprawled on the sofa, unable to move a finger. Only today did he realize that human bodily fluids were truly mysterious……. and endless. Like a spring that never dries up.
It was a completely useless piece of knowledge. As the drug’s effects wore off, his lower body was filled with pain. It stung, ached, and burned. Especially the glans and the hole, which had experienced the most friction, were even worse. He wouldn’t be able to masturbate for a while. There was something unpleasant about masturbation.
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While Juyeon was playing with him, he was clearly aroused. Jiwook saw the erection in his pants. So, he grabbed Juyeon’s wrist and begged, crying. Aren’t you hard too? Don’t you want to do it? But Juyeon shook his head. He was clearly aroused but had no intention of fucking him, enduring the urge to penetrate solely to torment Jiwook.
“Crazy bastard…….”
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What a heartless bastard. Fuck, not even a man. Jiwook muttered under his breath. Just then, Juyeon, who had finished cleaning up and brought water, happened to hear him.
The faint smile on his face, as if he had just heard a joke, was still refreshing. In stark contrast, Kwon Jiwook’s mood continued to plummet endlessly.
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Park Juyeon perched next to him, lifted his upper body, and brought a glass of water to his lips. Had this been just yesterday, he might have shoved it away in anger. But the current Kwon Jiwook found even the act of opening and closing his eyelids to be exhausting. Just hold on a little longer, just a little more… Gathering the last of his patience, Kwon Jiwook obediently drank the water.
“How does it feel to be pushed to the brink of fainting with just a few fingers?”
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“…Disgusting.”
His voice, half drowned by the sound of his own breath, made his words hard to understand. Yet Park Juyeon somehow caught his meaning and replied.
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“I thought it was kind of fun, honestly. It’s not so bad doing it alone for a change.”
He must have been in the bathroom, masturbating—so that’s why he was late. Masturbating, huh.
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Kwon Jiwook’s expression subtly hardened. His face, now stiff, gazed coolly at Park Juyeon, an unreadable look of confusion on it, as if he himself didn’t know why he felt so upset. He simply turned his head away in silence. Sensing something unusual in his expression, Park Juyeon leaned in abruptly, tilting his head quizzically.
“Why the face like you’ve bitten into something sour?”
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His pretty face gleamed under the fluorescent light. With his long lashes framing clear eyes, he even looked innocent. But Kwon Jiwook didn’t like those eyes. Black as pitch, hiding the pupils entirely, they gave no glimpse of what lay within. Those pure, unsettling black eyes stared intently at him, sending a chill down his spine.
“It’s not like that.”
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“Yes, it is. You’re mad because you feel like you were treated as less important than a hand.”
Kwon Jiwook froze momentarily before glaring at Park Juyeon with intense eyes. But Park Juyeon simply shrugged nonchalantly and stepped back. Kwon Jiwook couldn’t come up with a retort. He couldn’t respond because, deep down, his subconscious acknowledged the truth in Park Juyeon’s words. It was through someone else’s observation that he had come to recognize an emotion he hadn’t even realized he had: a sticky, pathetic bitterness that stung because he had been dismissed.
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His pride was thoroughly shattered. In the moment he felt the urge to urinate, it was as if someone had seized and shaken his consciousness, and when he finally “spilled,” he wanted to die. It was only because his strength had been drained by the drug that he hadn’t bit down on his tongue to end it all. Even after being reduced to such depths, writhing in vain, he hadn’t gotten what he wanted. He had been ignored.
No matter how much he reflected, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t think of any reason he deserved such treatment. The incomprehensible nature of the act rendered him unable to even muster vengeful feelings.
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“…”
He wanted to ask why—why treat him this way? But before he could, exhaustion washed over him. Over the past two, or rather three days, Kwon Jiwook hadn’t properly rested (though he had slept deeply in the bathtub), and his body now felt as limp as a waterlogged sponge. His eyelids fluttered as he sank into sleep. Watching him with inscrutable eyes, Park Juyeon reached out and lightly tapped his cheek, trying to rouse him.
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“Wake up.”
“…”
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“Are you asleep?”
“…”
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“Seriously…”
Unable to fight off the grip of sleep, Kwon Jiwook’s head drooped, and he slumped sideways onto the sofa, collapsing in a heap. Even as Park Juyeon lightly shook his shoulder to wake him, he soon gave up. His awkwardly bent posture from falling sideways seemed terribly uncomfortable. Considering what had happened just yesterday—his back torn open—it was surprising that he could fall asleep so easily without any sign of pain. He must be utterly exhausted.
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Park Juyeon grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s ankle, intending to lift his legs and straighten him out. But at that moment, a mischievous idea flashed across his mind. Stopping mid-motion, Park Juyeon’s expression turned playful, almost childlike in its slyness.
“…”
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Wouldn’t it be interesting to mess with him for falling asleep first?
The docile, resigned attitude Kwon Jiwook showed didn’t sit well with Park Juyeon. Honestly, watching that reaction made him feel indignant. And so, he decided to rekindle the deflated embers of Kwon Jiwook’s spirit.
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