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EMP Chapter 5
by mimiKwon Jiwook’s eyes fluttered closed, and the throbbing sensation in his lower body felt like it would drive him mad. The heat that had been concentrated in his lower abdomen had long since spread throughout his body. His mind was a mess of chaotic thoughts. Hurry, please, just do it. Anyway, any way you want… Those words slipped from his parched lips without him even realizing it.81e4b2e2168282fd
Park Juyeon silently looked down at Kwon Jiwook and then smirked, sitting down on the sofa and grabbing one of Kwon Jiwook’s legs to spread them wide. This caused Kwon Jiwook’s body, which had been turned sideways, to lie flat.904c03291327e359
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“I was going to fuck you… but I changed my mind. It’s too pitiful to endure. Who told Sunbae to beg so desperately?”4e53102e60949b3e
“……What?”592f096710b97035
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Kwon Jiwook blinked, his 7639729fc8 eyes half-closed in confusion.588bea12bbce6422
“You just said it with your own mouth, didn’t you? To do as I please.”d60e873d15054070
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Today is your punishment. Remember that. With those words, Park Juyeon fell silent and traced Kwon Jiwook’s perineum. Kwon Jiwook struggled to clear his mind. So… after saying such embarrassing things, he wasn’t going to put it in? After I went so far as to say those things! Anger surged within Kwon Jiwook, and he kicked his leg, screaming.64807ae3f1693ac7
“Hey, you bastard! How dare you, how dfec98ab3a dare you…! Ah!”2d38e4f8266d571d
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“Who begged so 0fb00121e7 shamelessly?”db2c0bb2697fce76
Park Juyeon, 1f9c940368 unfazed, calmly e12173660a inserted his 96bb215c62 wet fingers 38312d625a back inside. The fingers, though 6b5c2b489f smaller than a 57d17ee91c cock, roughly stirred 92f133835d and stretched his d06e8bb76e insides, turning them a48b258976 into a mess. Even as his 016ad5d172 mind screamed that 0577fd0a49 he hated it, d9d87710ca his drugged body d524f4389c was helplessly weak.319ddb4075b4005b
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No, stop, you bastard, I hate it. That’s enough. Kwon Jiwook pleaded in a futile, pathetic voice, and Park Juyeon chuckled softly.2a02206726b50d8d
“When you say you hate it in that voice, it just makes the other person think, ‘Ah, you hate it, huh?’”d7c15ceb1f768601
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“Ah, ah…! There, wait, 57d6fe9bcc ah, huh…!”9443530ddb1677fd
“Why? You like it here, don’t you? In Sunbae’s words, it feels like you’re going to die.”8430fa7dd92cffbd
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A low, 4cc1280077 trembling voice 4a4a66557d echoed in 196daa7984 his ears. Every time Park Juyeon 5c0ff4efdf spoke, a shiver ran 1ef22b03c0 down to the tips af21e126ab of his hair. The feeling bbf736d1dd of being 042794971f dominated by 3f879d64d7 just a 67d78d5869 voice must 36a289ac1d be something 003c7b9cb0 like this. Simultaneously, as b82d3da5b8 the fingertips 365c46fc21 vigorously stirred 6dc515ef24 his sensitive 37b4259b03 spot, Kwon b92c65f8e6 Jiwook trembled cdc7226cff and pressed c4a655908f his head 2e1ed3a3f6 into the ae787d950b corner of 76195d63bf the sofa, cdb591f4ae panting.caea9d8e21e3add5
His mind was blown. He wanted to die. To tease someone like this without even fucking them, and to make them feel this way. No, even the thought of ‘teasing without fucking’ was disgusting. Would everything be forgiven if he just fucked him hard and stirred him up? His shamefully spread legs trembled in the air with every thrust of the fingers.4431f8876ce6357e
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“Ah! Stop it! Stop! Huh, fuck, ah-!”9c50c296d19df472
As Park Juyeon increased 30d4c36e70 the speed of his 3287dbea61 fingers, the moans grew c34ec6a761 louder. The wet, squelching 9885daacf6 sounds also fiercely 894419ba6e stimulated his ears. As he wildly 2125f4a2df shook his head, 1e0e630e07 Kwon Jiwook grabbed 52225bfc99 his own hair e4a4b87dfd and lifted his a03a941884 hips high.1c29050c05f9f577
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Kwon Jiwook, panting heavily, suddenly tensed and ejaculated from the intense stimulation below. Although he had already come once, this time it wasn’t as satisfying. Park Juyeon, not content, abruptly pulled his fingers out, leaving Kwon Jiwook’s hole gaping and unsatisfied.4d8d653111d147ed
“Wow, that’s pitiful. You came just from being fingered. If it weren’t me, this would be tough.”f0a75fc0bef42298
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“……Huh, ……Hng.”8fa21dfb8f200985
Park Juyeon, looking cf0c8aae63 down at Kwon 920fd4a852 Jiwook with a 2ec58efc70 mix of pity b4aca26577 and amusement, casually 11ea21745b inserted one finger f8b4391039 back into the a85a991799 gaping hole. The loosened entrance easily 184cdb598e accepted the finger, and eda59a5720 Park Juyeon began to b804863bc4 move it in and 33eeff6e5d out, stirring the sensitive e44f058be1 inner walls.04a95fdda5fd024c
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“But something’s weird… Ahaha. Isn’t this more like an enema than a drug?”132f88a69670c7b7
Kwon Jiwook looked 6be671c419 up at Park ae8582eb85 Juyeon with unfocused, d69b31928a tear-filled eyes, his 30be222c28 breath coming in b7cc5d6b0e ragged gasps. He seemed on the ca7977d8a7 verge of breaking down. Park Juyeon e0ac31bac9 found this e40b74b858 sight incredibly 35a4efcef8 arousing.aaf98cdd1e4cc093
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“……Hng…….”890e42ef9c588b53
“…….”d4f16a1ba6813f13
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More pitiful… Park Juyeon wiped the saliva dripping from Kwon Jiwook’s mouth with his fingertips. He then grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s still-hard cock and stroked it roughly. Kwon Jiwook closed his eyes tightly, shaking his head in desperation.b4279521e2e627bc
“Stop, please, I can’t take it anymore… I did everything you wanted….”2c73e9133c075d51
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“…….”15cad8a9cdd27e5a
“You, please, 742e4cdd48 just do e289b05df1 it….”6d94177a48acd294
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Before he could finish his plea, the intense sensation below returned. Kwon Jiwook’s eyes filled with tears as his body trembled. The lingering pleasure was driving him mad. He was utterly desperate.336518aab0b87673
Park Juyeon looked down at him with a cold smile. Kwon Jiwook’s pleas meant nothing to him. He found the sight of Kwon Jiwook’s spread legs, once so arrogant, now pitifully begging, incredibly satisfying.85f713aa3741dccc
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“Sunbae, there are two reasons why you’re feeling this way.”d8dd9793b0dad4a4
“Ah!”fbc8f40e4e9baff2
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“One is that I haven’t done everything I want to do yet….”0589f3a1c0fa57b0
Park Juyeon gripped Kwon Jiwook’s jaw and began to rub his prostate vigorously with his other hand. Kwon Jiwook’s desperate pleas turned into cries of pain. His cock twitched, on the verge of another orgasm. No matter how much he begged, Park Juyeon showed no mercy, increasing the pressure and speed of his movements.382a0050e2fd7a9d
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Kwon Jiwook opened his mouth wide, silently screaming. This sensation wasn’t pleasure; it was torture.6b5684b5129ac825
This isn’t right, this isn’t right! As soon as Kwon Jiwook realized what Park Juyeon was doing, his mind went blank with overwhelming stimulation. He kicked his legs, trying to escape, but Park Juyeon only increased the intensity of his movements. Kwon Jiwook’s toes curled, and his hips spasmed uncontrollably. The wet, squelching sounds grew louder, and the red, swollen glans pulsed visibly.12aa3278e09faafa
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Suddenly, an intense 6d8b86625f sensation exploded from eefffe5b3b deep within him, 0fca687704 and Kwon Jiwook 0fe622c8bb screamed, his legs fb59b2af3e convulsing. Against his will, his ad15dabd57 cock began to ejaculate a887851396 again. His vision blurred, 01b0ed9333 and darkness claimed 8496ec265f him.3f9db43589644a01
“……!”79f1dad758ff0124
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Something distinctly different from semen forcefully spurted out from between his palm and the glans. The clear, viscous liquid gushed out several times. Juyeon didn’t stop the friction until he confirmed that nothing more was coming out of the penis, then wiped the liquid off his wet hand.2a8d3c4a923494b1
He acted as if e0dfa9c420 nothing had happened, not 30cb366399 forgetting to maintain his b6323c012c composure.cc0ddca78c18f190
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“So, another reason is that I don’t have to listen to you just because you’re my Sunbae.”286c118b421f1fca
“…….”336b3ccd9f3fca95
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“Keep trying harder. Who knows? Maybe then I’ll fuck you.”c5546b120becf890
“……Ha…….”f2be961918375877
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“You’ve really wet yourself badly, truly…….”c049852617cfac2e
Juyeon gently spread the liquid over Jiwook’s damp belly button and lower abdomen. Jiwook felt something inside him crumble. Even if he had actually wet himself, it wouldn’t have been this miserable. It was all because of Juyeon. Because Juyeon was there, because of what Juyeon did…….bffe16c3596c3e07
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Had he ever shown 178dc1a6f4 his lowest point to c0fd10b7f3 someone like this in 278a8fecd7 his life? If he had shown edd4cf4548 his lowest point to d2ad69e836 someone, how should he b91272c952 face that person from 47cd6c33de now on? There was no clear 590622d1cc answer. As soon 15f33641b5 as he ecc6f4f644 accepted the 435e54b81f inevitable defeat, 3917e797f4 a sense af1e112fd2 of powerlessness db9f136b91 overwhelmed him. He had never 5447178ec7 imagined that someone 962b665fc7 could shake him a2adfab288 to this extent, 5af1b0fb8a and Jiwook felt 973beeddc8 overwhelmed.fcb0e0e684e008ad
His first-ever defeat was 01c9f0196a this miserable. Jiwook laughed emptily, his 126d126f6e head thrown back. Fuck. It was eb0c6be45a the worst.24bc6b3ad4cd2cfe
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Even after that, Juyeon 019c0d48aa continued to stimulate him f555f0bc13 several times. Jiwook, still 532a939863 under the 86371d3907 influence of f08857a4c3 the drug, 5d5b0fc806 ejaculated, suffered, c7541ee226 and cried 922da3daa2 each time. Despite his confusion, Jiwook bfef479339 managed to think clearly. This bastard really c0fee09677 intends to kill d99fe2fbaa me, he thought.48bca054f17c66a2
Only when Jiwook’s soaked penis could no longer get hard, and ejaculation resulted in mere drops of clear fluid, did Juyeon finally remove his hand from Jiwook’s lower body. The sofa and Juyeon’s hand, and Jiwook’s widely spread legs were a mess that needed to be cleaned with a towel.d8d9ed1b249a072d
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“…….”37cc6571803a31fa
Jiwook lay sprawled d0d480ea1e on the sofa, 9f259d65b9 unable to move 3a5d2a927a a finger. Only today 4542f60986 did he e820763a7f realize that 21b2755251 human bodily 69ea696dec fluids were d0bddb2056 truly mysterious……. and endless. Like a spring 629f21b4ba that never dries 3f734657f2 up.a63f841bafa8b94d
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It was a completely useless piece of knowledge. As the drug’s effects wore off, his lower body was filled with pain. It stung, ached, and burned. Especially the glans and the hole, which had experienced the most friction, were even worse. He wouldn’t be able to masturbate for a while. There was something unpleasant about masturbation.0e86d6b5bbbfd3f0
While Juyeon was playing with him, he was clearly aroused. Jiwook saw the erection in his pants. So, he grabbed Juyeon’s wrist and begged, crying. Aren’t you hard too? Don’t you want to do it? But Juyeon shook his head. He was clearly aroused but had no intention of fucking him, enduring the urge to penetrate solely to torment Jiwook.f97a24e46eb86e08
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“Crazy bastard…….”67078e80bbcf7428
What a 1504d51f82 heartless bastard. Fuck, not 5850f70233 even a 65c57dfab7 man. Jiwook muttered d04a34a4ff under his 9f264ec3db breath. Just then, Juyeon, a9bcbf9aaa who had finished 99ea7c3a4b cleaning up and 32349b5f0c brought water, happened ef2ae8557e to hear him.b5ff7ee78320734d
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The faint ea3edacd9a smile on 893853bc13 his face, 0bb14eb272 as if ae07634de9 he had e28c04a824 just heard 0ba2c98382 a joke, e0b4036863 was still dfd6b4d6e6 refreshing. In stark 3645a1188e contrast, Kwon 4390716e1e Jiwook’s mood fcd1bcfd18 continued to d8d705ca38 plummet endlessly.6a6a4e67378008a7
Park Juyeon perched next to him, lifted his upper body, and brought a glass of water to his lips. Had this been just yesterday, he might have shoved it away in anger. But the current Kwon Jiwook found even the act of opening and closing his eyelids to be exhausting. Just hold on a little longer, just a little more… Gathering the last of his patience, Kwon Jiwook obediently drank the water.178a39afc92e2a7b
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“How does it feel ecda12e329 to be pushed to a6fa2cd8ac the brink of fainting 1845e64d75 with just a few 65f8e2053f fingers?”9b5adfcff54ff408
“…Disgusting.”271547edb283ff97
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His voice, half 004a44e160 drowned by the ec39aeac90 sound of his bb35cd0b73 own breath, made 8364e3bfe9 his words hard 5cbd392321 to understand. Yet Park Juyeon 865312b1c8 somehow caught his d8cb01f563 meaning and replied.d09c824f82108fe7
“I thought it was ac303b35c9 kind of fun, honestly. It’s not so c5b702e1d0 bad doing it eabe3a6ad3 alone for a 2014a8e7cc change.”f64a92f830f32b77
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He must have been c9f291903f in the bathroom, masturbating—so 1d5ceaec4a that’s why he was fb569f7ea4 late. Masturbating, huh.0d1237ed897182f8
Kwon Jiwook’s e924e58c2b expression subtly ff321e4918 hardened. His face, now stiff, 5cc723ba04 gazed coolly at Park 47caa6db46 Juyeon, an unreadable look 7463574960 of confusion on it, 7e79982b9e as if he himself 43fe3ac7da didn’t know why he 5f745412ee felt so upset. He simply 51bb7a7ac8 turned his 6e02c41f16 head away ec93171db1 in silence. Sensing something 6456cdaa11 unusual in df2c012753 his expression, 6fbdc2486f Park Juyeon a54b99aa0e leaned in 2fe35ab4a0 abruptly, tilting ce384981bd his head 3318322f85 quizzically.27eb6e7f1c589748
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“Why the face like 5494fe71cc you’ve bitten into something c2b36788a8 sour?”4e4601b0f9f0a179
His pretty face gleamed 25074c007f under the fluorescent light. With his long a3a97b3121 lashes framing clear 3d049afbc7 eyes, he even 8139dcb07f looked innocent. But Kwon Jiwook didn’t c1fd2c9df7 like those eyes. Black as pitch, d8f7cc4f8f hiding the pupils 052069351b entirely, they gave 03683244c7 no glimpse of f3a204c534 what lay within. Those pure, unsettling black f60e6a669c eyes stared intently at 5fef703ed4 him, sending a chill cf905925e3 down his spine.9a2435ed548ccc7e
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“It’s not a334d24eef like that.”1502e5ecae0c0967
“Yes, it is. You’re mad because you 0e6ff10ec2 feel like you were aef24de6a0 treated as less important 6c10a0c75f than a hand.”5ea3d3889efb6dbf
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Kwon Jiwook 1a2156242e froze momentarily 87b60d0930 before glaring 1df1e26c43 at Park a727f264ab Juyeon with 2e31961316 intense eyes. But Park Juyeon 31437e1568 simply shrugged nonchalantly 0b8291738d and stepped back. Kwon Jiwook 0acd8668ab couldn’t come 4dc6c5b920 up with c9d69d080c a retort. He couldn’t 046f1bf942 respond because, e5c27749ab deep down, 6b605ade51 his subconscious 842e2c819b acknowledged the ba72b4915a truth in 18ce5085ac Park Juyeon’s 509b530b77 words. It was 8eca22ba91 through someone 06452c121c else’s observation 2f237d2f3b that he 240b1cfb44 had come 64d29c9dca to recognize 95028456fb an emotion 17fec88412 he hadn’t 9775e474ec even realized ac86662e15 he had: ccede13a69 a sticky, 1724af66d7 pathetic bitterness 0f9a109ff2 that stung 214f5663d3 because he 6c77016eb2 had been 4a9a168df9 dismissed.37518e3bda19e0cf
His pride a33b8f81fc was thoroughly 14e1210603 shattered. In the moment he e430719c6b felt the urge to aafcf81011 urinate, it was as 56929ccfcc if someone had seized 8fc312045c and shaken his consciousness, 36c85b9248 and when he finally 676f99186f “spilled,” he wanted to eefebf66e3 die. It was only because bcd276addf his strength had been f8328eb729 drained by the drug 3ca8abbb24 that he hadn’t bit c3df7c1cdf down on his tongue 7e6187ccec to end it all. Even after being 7af6966bbe reduced to such 65927ba493 depths, writhing in 31fe615f02 vain, he hadn’t 1530112ae4 gotten what he ac090afa53 wanted. He had been 09fe917c6d ignored.995f05a67b8f57d2
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No matter how much aab9840fe8 he reflected, Kwon Jiwook 307c58f896 couldn’t think of any 856f661feb reason he deserved such 5bc08f83d6 treatment. The incomprehensible 16c7d0e264 nature of aefa12e024 the act d6e5fab3ff rendered him 3e0a2d5a10 unable to 1d4387972e even muster 17a76ae5c0 vengeful feelings.75df094b1345195a
“…”c40b9f69fd426609
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He wanted 22607cc247 to ask d2ad194ab0 why—why treat 28eb866803 him this 67c0e7d6f1 way? But before he 6416f1de17 could, exhaustion washed 47cf47ceca over him. Over the d1641350cd past two, ee3fe3a4da or rather cfa372b4b7 three days, 4180943433 Kwon Jiwook 642862c2d7 hadn’t properly 803435cdfd rested (though 29dabd8332 he had 7ef688af36 slept deeply cbd589e05e in the 376c6ac64b bathtub), and 99aa807370 his body f7316cc780 now felt 979ff5f1f6 as limp a4af96c1fd as a 3651ec8dc7 waterlogged sponge. His eyelids fluttered c71007a22e as he sank 1d1cb58d45 into sleep. Watching him with 2079119a60 inscrutable eyes, Park 727bb7e7d7 Juyeon reached out 709a8b461c and lightly tapped 78f8082143 his cheek, trying 4c531620c7 to rouse him.38314dce7c01d5c0
“Wake up.”5e1ef47c8aa77240
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“…”2545395af622529b
“Are you asleep?”e9a7961eb9ec9762
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“…”ccb27a3e46c42ac7
“Seriously…”7d1bf62369cac113
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Unable to 942acb33cb fight off eb917b8c90 the grip be9cca0eb8 of sleep, 3ea9bf5ad2 Kwon Jiwook’s 5c92fa021e head drooped, 08a81acceb and he 6e1cabf137 slumped sideways 49bd514b6a onto the 04af850a11 sofa, collapsing d3a995a781 in a 45219c055c heap. Even as Park Juyeon a919d701fc lightly shook his shoulder 5af2d8aae0 to wake him, he 8b386d5265 soon gave up. His awkwardly 4063e9daf6 bent posture ca650c712b from falling 1353f2a9b8 sideways seemed b9dd35074f terribly uncomfortable. Considering what had happened 96091908ce just yesterday—his back torn 0ea8bbaa2b open—it was surprising that 53b6f7dcba he could fall asleep 5a34afff4d so easily without any 7c5825b192 sign of pain. He must be utterly 324363e1db exhausted.4164401cb1fa1f4f
Park Juyeon 52a4353739 grabbed Kwon eeaf6eb0ae Jiwook’s ankle, ed38f8001d intending to aea7a521d5 lift his fb287c1217 legs and 789a29214f straighten him fba76e22dc out. But at d370766bd5 that moment, c73e45f156 a mischievous f2580fcf12 idea flashed 21a4df22ce across his 796dc36da1 mind. Stopping mid-motion, Park Juyeon’s 981adb7eba expression turned playful, almost a771fbe47a childlike in its slyness.b500d8864a114b79
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“…”1bd4d32b0d7381b1
Wouldn’t it be interesting fe0a465fa1 to mess with him 99e6d0295a for falling asleep first?f2688e1926677e5e
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The docile, dd82dc432b resigned attitude 4d4c89887f Kwon Jiwook f973803d5e showed didn’t 67d7b3a2e6 sit well 1f67c057b5 with Park a7f417131c Juyeon. Honestly, watching that 23572122ec reaction made him 2b139cb0f1 feel indignant. And so, he decided c2f16092c7 to rekindle the deflated d386994ef5 embers of Kwon Jiwook’s fc7ca2d590 spirit.d09b10777f9d7801