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    It was more than two hours later when they finally stepped out of the car. After cleaning up in a nearby convenience store with wet wipes until Kwon Jiwook regained his senses, time flew by. Although not as vigorous as in his prime, Kwon Jiwook’s recovery was quick these days, perhaps because his stamina had improved compared to when he was very thin.1aacd64417685d44

    It was close to lunchtime. The two of them made their way through the growing crowd to reach the college building. It was Kwon Jiwook who stopped Park Juyeon’s brisk steps to handle business quickly. Kwon Jiwook tugged at the hem of Park Juyeon’s coat.459f499d9c3656a6

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    “Look at this.”adf7ee2594ca9717

    “Flowers?”de0e90e45e82ee50

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    “They suit you.”ed88c59f86bf0b59

    At the entrance of the hill where cars come and go, a flower vendor was attracting customers. The displayed flowers were dazzlingly bright to the point of being eye-catching, but they seemed to match Park Juyeon’s flamboyant face even more with their vibrant colors. Kwon Jiwook picked one up and looked at Park Juyeon. One of Park Juyeon’s neat eyebrows twitched upward.aa4c334f6f2b65e4

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    “Why this?”c862aa629339db30

    “I said they suit you.”7024b4ca20265aee

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    “…You’re buying it for me?”41e07a83480ae1ca

    “Where would I get the money?”126ab98cfb02616b

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    “Then why…?”0d38e420d4705eb3

    Kwon Jiwook looked at the vendor without answering. Following his gaze, Park Juyeon felt an unspoken pressure from the middle-aged vendor’s eyes telling him to put it down if he wasn’t buying. What a strange Hyung. Park Juyeon muttered, tilting his head, and before he knew it, he was holding a small bouquet with a few purple and light pink roses. It was a modest bouquet chosen to reflect his taste.4d16c297403b1432

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    “This is much better.”253d069d9be3cdfe

    “So why did you ask me to buy this?”cdd50f7a21ae1b39

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    “I didn’t ask you to buy it, I told you to buy it. Everyone else is buying them, it would be boring to just receive the diploma and leave.”2f3f7fce952d2e55

    Kwon Jiwook said edade4a39c sheepishly, rubbing his d554bfcf03 neck. Whether he did 1a6102ba8e or not, Park edf493c8d8 Juyeon answered quietly b5cfbab835 while examining the 6a87f197f8 bouquet.26a6b299e83b74f4

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    “Lots of people don’t do this. Some even beg others to come find them because they’re too lazy to show up.”cf0e3ba47e2b597c

    “Is that so…?”d42f510758253e02

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    No matter what he said, Kwon Jiwook’s eyes only saw other students gathering in groups, wearing graduation caps, and taking photos. Park Juyeon looked at Kwon Jiwook, who was lost in thought. His sharp, well-shaped eyes were still staring into space. He’s completely immersed in the atmosphere. Park Juyeon thought, shrugging his shoulders.e043a19875eaff0e

    Kwon Jiwook wasn’t entirely incomprehensible. For someone who couldn’t attend school or easily find work, even the smallest daily event would feel interesting.905862cf5cdb6adb

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    Park Juyeon, touching the baby’s breath among the roses, sat Kwon Jiwook down on a bench under the shade of trees. The trees, intertwined to block the sky, could certainly shield them from any falling snow.586e91a1761a7c7e

    After that, 62054aa392 Park Juyeon 62ecf57daf headed straight 56cb44222d to the 18c1dfe2e0 department office. There, where a 1b50ed0c84 gaunt-looking assistant pointed, 609a735552 were diplomas haphazardly f5d2a9f488 piled by department.c3a524fe459fbf53

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    “…”96259f649926b979

    After briefly pondering, 56c332ef16 Park Juyeon asked ebc4ee13d3 the assistant where 88771eff27 the graduation caps 7c86828e39 and gowns were.0532051408e49ad8

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    Kwon Jiwook sat on a bench in the smoking area, tapping his feet and looking around. The department office was a very intimidating place for Kwon Jiwook, who had no interest in studying and had been dropped out for a long time. So, despite Park Juyeon’s encouragement, he didn’t go inside. Park Juyeon nodded as if he understood after one refusal and went into the building.d03d04254a6615af

    As Kwon Jiwook sat quietly watching the gathering crowd, the noise started to give him a headache. Ah, if only I could have a cigarette now. Since Park Juyeon didn’t like it, he had been forced into a sort of involuntary smoking cessation for several years. In reality, the urge for a cigarette wasn’t that desperate; it was just an inertial thought since he had smoked for over half his life.8955420f4cbc22bf

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    “Ha…”84fad38bbc85f75d

    Kwon Jiwook bit his lip and shook his bangs. He was bothered by those who had no interest in him. There was this strange feeling that everyone was looking at him, which was uncomfortable. Perhaps because there were so many people compared to other places. Even deep breaths didn’t clear his clogged chest, so he tried taking a big breath to expand his lungs. But there was still a sticky feeling as if his alveoli weren’t fully expanding.19b23e64399b7d5f

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    Could one person’s presence make such a difference? When the itch inside his chest was unbearable, Kwon Jiwook stood up.0ee1b7e65f4b668c

    “Hyung?”71ff15c91c226c7b

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    “Ah.”2e6103265b0f9dfc

    At the same moment, ad44642869 he locked eyes with 912b931b18 Park Juyeon, who had 96b655c34e just come out of 38c2959742 the building. Kwon Jiwook 3691f8611f straightened from c5f0cd82cd his awkward 5f87f4d1fe stance.3169a18f0869c25a

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    “Why are you standing like that?”81c087b064c00fd8

    “…”3412a24c031bc32d

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    If he spoke honestly, he’d be called crazy again. Kwon Jiwook kept quiet, but Park Juyeon, who somehow sensed his state, looked around and led him to a quieter corner.70dd15c61149defa

    Leaning against the back 56d44f36e5 wall of the building, 55f9d5bbac Kwon Jiwook looked up 645b066f17 at Park Juyeon, trying f83ee1f59a to understand the meaning cf4a7d5c95 behind his actions, whether e35aeb9539 out of concern or 63361382dd habit. However, his eyes 9e87f52c2f were still just 3621d36f92 as dark.7d8768d1d4f776cc

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    “Are you okay?”919fc146defd9e7d

    “Yeah, yeah. It’s not that serious.”eac221109bfc0cc5

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    “Your face has gone completely pale, how is that not serious?”f49afb6c5ab6614c

    With a light reprimand, Park Juyeon made him take deep breaths. If it were before, he would have anticipated what would happen when left alone, but recently, Kwon Jiwook’s condition had been better than expected, so he let his guard down. After taking a few deep breaths with his head lowered, Kwon Jiwook’s complexion started to return. Once his confused mind cleared, he noticed what Park Juyeon was holding.3dd91979b89f209e

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    “But that…”7cd31e5390cc039f

    “Ah, this… I thought you came all this way because you wanted to see this. If you’re feeling better, stand up. I’ll take your picture.”4d97a272a8a1c949

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    “No, no.”ff24ed1ca4246169

    Park Juyeon probably 1a092b7005 thought Kwon Jiwook bb70790caa had lingering attachments c32803e341 to school. Things like taking multiple 2aaa2056dd leaves of absence and d4590a5f47 returning but never graduating, fa3c05e950 or the regret of e8a3536f4f not enjoying his youth dd46bc4695 after four years had 8c8652615d passed. But Kwon 082e74819e Jiwook had 0bb89b3544 no desire 3105dabb30 to wear 59b2f4a10d the graduation 546835720b cap.b99330c88bbe0745

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    “I looked closely, and I didn’t mean to wear it.”ee534c1bca686afd

    “…?”8c288e9ea11b5fbb

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    Kwon Jiwook carefully took the cap and gown from Park Juyeon’s hands. Ignoring his puzzled look, he slowly draped them over Park Juyeon.085705cef5625141

    “…”ac1198e99bb9255a

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    “I just wanted to see this.”4006b7e0266f5f24

    At Kwon Jiwook’s somewhat tender words, Park Juyeon’s expression subtly hardened. His mind, which had been blankly stopped, slowly fell into confusion. Like a broken robot, unable to move a finger, he stood there while Kwon Jiwook took out his phone and clicked a photo. As if the shutter sound was a signal, Park Juyeon spoke.198f205aae703e88

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    “You wanted to see this? Not to feel the graduation mood yourself?”6cbd3e827f8edbe7

    “Why would I need that? I didn’t even attend classes.”a66ebc790964b352

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    “…Really… I can’t understand.”d01e7a396dc3ca78

    The graduation cap felt heavy on his head. Kwon Jiwook didn’t know what he meant by this action. He also didn’t understand why his mind was in such turmoil. Someone who only needed him for survival was doing something completely unrelated to survival?0d68da1500b2347d

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    Even if the true 2225924126 meaning of this tingling 7dfe423366 sensation in his chest f76fa20922 was something deeper than c8fad13f02 affection, Park Juyeon did 396d61cb49 not want to acknowledge 06c9bdf3b2 such an extraordinary emotion cc3def04b2 at a mundane point f105bbaf50 in his life. He was still 2de27889eb living with Kwon b227287f34 Jiwook without being 1bc54f2ec6 prepared for such 6ee808b876 feelings.eb86501fbc98d375

    “This picture e61c363395 looks good.”8d5e48b4f89882ca

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    “…Does it?”178eb720b9ff7bc3

    “Yeah. Much better 26ac75ac5f than the fccb691d60 one you 39b8327c54 took of 221ad9661b me last d3830e9fbe time.”fb6165038bf40c16

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    “I guess so…”bfe8efe295296f1b

    “What? You’re not denying it.”72bd68a591f99c35

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    Though they usually made all sorts of excuses under the guise of sex, at this moment, a strange, fundamentally different itch surfaced. Kwon Jiwook’s small action was causing a ripple in what Park Juyeon thought was his regained composure.8cadf6e4eeef27b3

    Ah, I shouldn’t delve any deeper into this. Like someone paralyzed by sleep, Park Juyeon’s body wouldn’t move, so he just pressed his lips together and looked at Kwon Jiwook.9f1c0268ad1a1ffc

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    “…”517f134411580c9d

    “…What’s wrong?”e7d457a33c72809f

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    At this unusual reaction, Kwon Jiwook subtly moved away, still keeping an eye on him. Even that behavior gnawed at Park Juyeon’s nerves. Despite worrying whenever he felt slightly unwell, he acted without realizing that he was the cause. His sharply defined face, now looking somewhat intimidated and cautious, belonged to a human who should be like this.4e4d4e85ed96318b

    “It’s nothing.”19ad5fafbe065f85

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    Park Juyeon fcf1b5b642 was confused. In the c3cbd6effd screen Kwon 88322800e5 Jiwook held c03a68bc1f out, he 9e987a5717 saw himself 45b39c71df wearing a fe9c6f180a crooked graduation 0670bc8d04 cap, with 835b629b25 a strange 8b20986528 expression that b9b2cc151f was neither ff8b6df879 smiling nor b1df2d7e1f crying, staring 73e0fd4cab into the 8816c24db8 lens. To Park 4ddb49fb4a Juyeon, it 28405aaf62 looked somewhat e2cc2abdcf frightened.8388f3046a44389f

    Whether or not, Kwon Jiwook, whose radar was focused only on Park Juyeon’s irritation and anger, did not notice the ambiguous expression in the photo. He just checked the result one more time and, satisfied, put his phone back in his pocket.8d04a8bc10e76caf

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    “I’ll send it to you later.”fad14eb0e6220000

    “Okay. Are you 9c0c6b6aad done with f387f7cfc6 everything you a5116c0a78 needed to 92c0d30970 do?”9e38617a8473bc07

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    “Yeah, I just wanted e4c92cc4a6 to take a walk 228743a7a6 and see the outside 62d38ea29c for a change.”61b45965812bd661

    “Then shall we look around the school a bit more before we go? It’s cold, so let’s make it quick.”4d9bfd367b11d88b

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    “…Hmm.”464a98616a17eef8

    Kwon Jiwook nodded after 2039588853 some thought. The light snow that 6f3e7501d9 had been falling was 751bbd8c66 now almost gone, leaving 0764c41a3f only flurries.7870d7102f5f9296

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    After returning the cap and gown, they walked leisurely, taking in the surroundings. The distance from where they stood to the college buildings was quite considerable. The campus was wide and barren without any particularly beautiful landscaping, making it less than ideal for a stroll, but it was also too close to drive. However, with the snow on the ground, it had a certain charm. Kwon Jiwook’s walk was somewhat peculiar, but it was not noticeable to those unaware of the context.f01f926bb7b9a933

    “Oh, that.”23687e5e35d60018

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    “It’s under renovation.”94757df983011a49

    Interesting. While murmuring softly, 5b3ac26630 Kwon Jiwook looked 37dfd4d9ae at a building 1eeeaf6b4c under construction. Students from the college 414935394d were enjoying their graduation 1ba7407b64 in the park around 24f3d5d5c3 it.d133e96f2b7b64f3

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    Suddenly, standing there, he felt a sense of being alone. Without Park Juyeon, I’m truly alone. The friends he used to drink with and roam around the university district had all found their paths and left, and he had no news of Kim Su-hyuk at all. Honestly, he even had the ridiculous thought that Park Juyeon might have used some power to erase Kim Su-hyuk without his knowledge. …No, it wasn’t funny. He had seen firsthand how far someone could go when driven mad.63437684b3d3a26e

    Even now, with free use of his phone, the contacts of Kim Su-hyuk and Lee Woo-jin were thoroughly blocked. He genuinely wasn’t curious about them. If he could pretend not to know them for the rest of his life, he would gladly do so. Kwon Jiwook never wanted to be involved with them again.6834feaec71c5b7b

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    “Let’s go. This is boring.”94e8497f7389d006

    They had been e8200bfeb6 there for just f91aa9c663 over ten minutes. Kwon Jiwook turned away e1190b507c without hesitation. Park Juyeon 85b39633ca stood close 1309dff8d4 behind him.412105197a74a53e

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    “What? So, Hyung, you 90f40f4771 really just came 53c4f1abf0 to watch me c368797fea graduate?”86c2bad44cfdb551

    “Then what? Would I c51a75029e miss people 493f78a730 I don’t 7d62314fc6 even know?”d0a21258377c1ea7

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    “You might. You were quite b00c57ffb3 famous, appearing on eaeae3540a the university community 281fe13ed2 boards back in 656f461962 the day.”5781d2bdde84e02f

    “Tell them 05a6807ef3 to get 4a79678246 lost.”38b03129b2ef6dcc

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    Now, the existence 2c3e00715a of others was 8f3fbdbdf7 meaningless. His life was governed 407e8691bc by one person alone. Knowing this, Park Juyeon ac55a5ce06 walked on without a 0625bee619 word. Impressed by his answer, 810bbe7c3f Park Juyeon grabbed Kwon c17a717703 Jiwook’s butt along the ee82064af5 way, startling him. After giggling, the e6b43454c8 unease in his 5eec3005ec heart dissipated, leaving ec26fa9094 only the desire 8493e6de7a to tease Kwon 8b16a7b1b0 Jiwook. This level of 2b538eba80 warmth was just eb2e628f9b right for Park ebd853ff6a Juyeon.9e8e254d5651a402

    Back in the car, they turned on the heater to thaw their frozen bodies. As soon as the heater was on, Park Juyeon moved to the back seat and rubbed against Kwon Jiwook. It felt like a large cat rubbing with a mix of affection and threat. The pressure was not much different. Regardless of Kwon Jiwook’s shock, Park Juyeon hugged him tightly and played with his earlobe.771bb9a08682c235

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    “Suddenly, why, this, …huh.”41d624599669516b

    “Just. Let’s call it a graduation gift. You can’t give me anything material anyway.”de0dbd42fdaad868

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    “No, no, even so, 4fde3df999 this is too sudden, 0e687ada27 ah, ah.”6029f8f46d2b6a8e

    Ignoring his words, Park Juyeon took Kwon Jiwook’s earlobe into his mouth and chewed. The cold ear soon regained its sensitivity. Kwon Jiwook, particularly sensitive to his ears, let out a muffled moan after just a few nibbles. Even when he tilted his head back or turned it the other way, Park Juyeon’s mouth followed relentlessly.d68fcc79f06aad07

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    “Ah, uh. Why did you get in the back, I see…”a856dbcc1eeef9f9

    “I was holding back until now to do this after we were done. We couldn’t do it earlier.”650b5d44e9bfa723

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    Park Juyeon’s warm, red tongue entered Kwon Jiwook’s ear. It felt like a wriggling creature was digging into his brain. His head trembled slightly, bending towards the window. After licking his ear for a while, mixing in saliva, Park Juyeon let go with a low chuckle. A long string of saliva connected them.79ca617f70a5f8c5

    “Don’t you like it? You begged for it earlier, and if you say you don’t like it now… I might be disappointed.”a7e533d9836de0ba

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    “No, no. Uh. I like it…”6ef473afe20a8eae

    “That’s right. You should like it.”f3f98d5f47c31da6

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    Without missing a beat, Park Juyeon laid Kwon Jiwook down. In the cramped car, to make space for Park Juyeon, Kwon Jiwook’s legs, spread wide, were awkwardly folded, almost touching the front seat and the back. When the car’s warm air started to feel hot, Park Juyeon quickly stripped off Kwon Jiwook’s outer and inner clothes.b261e31cd0d0a00f

    Warming up his cold body was easy. Running his dry palm over the exposed chest, flicking the nipples a couple of times was enough to rouse Kwon Jiwook’s sensitive body. Anticipating what was to come, Kwon Jiwook grabbed the headrests of both the driver’s and back seats. Park Juyeon, with Kwon Jiwook’s arms up, hugged his now thin waist and lowered his head.bdc3ed24e4a96258

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    “Ha, ugh…!”1c206cba66ea0001

    “Mm…”e14362321d17ccbb

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    Soft lips touched the swollen bump. With his cute upper lip, he gently brushed the tip of the nipple. When he moved his head slightly to rub it, Kwon Jiwook’s legs, which were wide open, nearly closed from the shock. As Park Juyeon’s movements continued without pause, the trembling soon escalated to what could be considered intermittent seizures.3c16305423cb9175

    He sucked on the chest tip with his lips, quickly grazing it with the tip of his tongue while not forgetting to scratch the other nipple with his nails. The skin of his now softened chest felt delightful to touch. Meanwhile, Kwon Jiwook’s head kept bobbing back in place, reaching shallow climaxes several times in a short period.277c428cc877b8a0

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    “Ugh, huh, ugh. Mm…”46f477e98209d247

    “Ha…”fd5552506c97104d

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    Park Juyeon licked the erect nipple flat with his wide tongue. Repeating the action countless times made Kwon Jiwook stiffen his waist and tremble like a frightened person. With a laugh, Park Juyeon pulled his tongue away, and the chest, now covered in saliva, immediately cooled in the car’s air. His mouth was that hot.8a277c8702652eb8

    At that moment, handcuffs near his head clinked against Kwon Jiwook’s eyes. He looked up with a start to see Park Juyeon’s chin asking what he was doing. Kwon Jiwook hesitated for a moment before raising both hands. With a low laugh, Park Juyeon cuffed Kwon Jiwook’s wrists.3029dba23e8d2151

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    “This… ha, again?”244fa2f6df89933f

    “You enjoyed 3158ec8979 it last ac98bdb82c time too. Right?”61856a75ca7ee445

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    “Ugh…”d40b9fb475d3644e

    Among the pretty smiles, his lips stood out. Lips that were red-hot and shiny with saliva. To regain Kwon Jiwook’s attention, momentarily distracted by the sight, Park Juyeon undid his own belt buckle. Pulling down his briefs, his penis, which had already been hard hours ago, popped out, looking for a hole to release in.2c87746bc812f35f

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    Park Juyeon then stripped off Kwon Jiwook’s lower garments as well and repositioned himself. Holding the base of his protruding penis, he tapped the heavy glans against Kwon Jiwook’s groin. The two heated penises collided with each other. Whenever the glans occasionally hit Kwon Jiwook’s testicles, he let out a soft moan and tightly shut his eyes. The cold tension of the act to come made his teeth chatter.b02502fd7ffe7ed6

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