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    It was more than two hours later when they finally stepped out of the car. After cleaning up in a nearby convenience store with wet wipes until Kwon Jiwook regained his senses, time flew by. Although not as vigorous as in his prime, Kwon Jiwook’s recovery was quick these days, perhaps because his stamina had improved compared to when he was very thin.b25824d12e6d7f6f

    It was close to lunchtime. The two of them made their way through the growing crowd to reach the college building. It was Kwon Jiwook who stopped Park Juyeon’s brisk steps to handle business quickly. Kwon Jiwook tugged at the hem of Park Juyeon’s coat.930f41855fb56026

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    “Look at this.”86cb6e5a36bcb105

    “Flowers?”d37cd6ac21d9e238

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    “They suit you.”950e8754835232b9

    At the entrance of the hill where cars come and go, a flower vendor was attracting customers. The displayed flowers were dazzlingly bright to the point of being eye-catching, but they seemed to match Park Juyeon’s flamboyant face even more with their vibrant colors. Kwon Jiwook picked one up and looked at Park Juyeon. One of Park Juyeon’s neat eyebrows twitched upward.9231fc3de54e6145

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    “Why this?”280c8fd1c0da8f3b

    “I said they suit you.”cc1a272c59f6113f

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    “…You’re buying it for me?”30e99b2a8a34d563

    “Where would I get the money?”3130723e6f3d5fda

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    “Then why…?”5db95ee43d17fbb0

    Kwon Jiwook looked at the vendor without answering. Following his gaze, Park Juyeon felt an unspoken pressure from the middle-aged vendor’s eyes telling him to put it down if he wasn’t buying. What a strange Hyung. Park Juyeon muttered, tilting his head, and before he knew it, he was holding a small bouquet with a few purple and light pink roses. It was a modest bouquet chosen to reflect his taste.bcd8ca0de2efd7cb

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    “This is much better.”36d7575be20cfdc2

    “So why did you ask me to buy this?”f6309c9f69db0f21

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    “I didn’t ask you to buy it, I told you to buy it. Everyone else is buying them, it would be boring to just receive the diploma and leave.”1dfdde96a1442411

    Kwon Jiwook 97c78c00c9 said sheepishly, 902550efb7 rubbing his 040befabca neck. Whether he bc5a6f59e8 did or 06aaeacbcf not, Park ab41ea1ebd Juyeon answered 8704f0921c quietly while 76ec1fc388 examining the fc9047587a bouquet.0f65cd9a850a5ac2

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    “Lots of people don’t do this. Some even beg others to come find them because they’re too lazy to show up.”3d029cdf9d2155ad

    “Is that so…?”d36e3e1c4c3f08e5

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    No matter what he said, Kwon Jiwook’s eyes only saw other students gathering in groups, wearing graduation caps, and taking photos. Park Juyeon looked at Kwon Jiwook, who was lost in thought. His sharp, well-shaped eyes were still staring into space. He’s completely immersed in the atmosphere. Park Juyeon thought, shrugging his shoulders.8a090dbcd0e8e574

    Kwon Jiwook wasn’t entirely incomprehensible. For someone who couldn’t attend school or easily find work, even the smallest daily event would feel interesting.ec839515e7cb3fdf

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    Park Juyeon, touching the baby’s breath among the roses, sat Kwon Jiwook down on a bench under the shade of trees. The trees, intertwined to block the sky, could certainly shield them from any falling snow.76b38b922e87cab8

    After that, Park Juyeon 2b4bfac7b7 headed straight to the d93804780e department office. There, where a d58e323d25 gaunt-looking assistant pointed, 1de3c01779 were diplomas haphazardly 1ecaaf2cf9 piled by department.cc0563d1ba8f42d0

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    “…”9aa6f8500e8f1d08

    After briefly 5b0bfe8de7 pondering, Park 93ac923ae8 Juyeon asked 5fbd47eb9d the assistant 10cb5d19dd where the 002f72032c graduation caps 1ddbfbaaf1 and gowns 21f29f2a68 were.fd1755031bcff2e7

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    Kwon Jiwook sat on a bench in the smoking area, tapping his feet and looking around. The department office was a very intimidating place for Kwon Jiwook, who had no interest in studying and had been dropped out for a long time. So, despite Park Juyeon’s encouragement, he didn’t go inside. Park Juyeon nodded as if he understood after one refusal and went into the building.79c3eb142cb611b6

    As Kwon Jiwook sat quietly watching the gathering crowd, the noise started to give him a headache. Ah, if only I could have a cigarette now. Since Park Juyeon didn’t like it, he had been forced into a sort of involuntary smoking cessation for several years. In reality, the urge for a cigarette wasn’t that desperate; it was just an inertial thought since he had smoked for over half his life.73d0507c5ba7e4f6

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    “Ha…”c6f6deadd5d682b9

    Kwon Jiwook bit his lip and shook his bangs. He was bothered by those who had no interest in him. There was this strange feeling that everyone was looking at him, which was uncomfortable. Perhaps because there were so many people compared to other places. Even deep breaths didn’t clear his clogged chest, so he tried taking a big breath to expand his lungs. But there was still a sticky feeling as if his alveoli weren’t fully expanding.9c2b5dc8a8c8038d

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    Could one person’s presence make such a difference? When the itch inside his chest was unbearable, Kwon Jiwook stood up.73f41f77d8416288

    “Hyung?”964ade3a025baad6

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    “Ah.”d01a847adfe5b88d

    At the 34eef2e145 same moment, e6732c6063 he locked f9a8503fd2 eyes with 16d5ee9b76 Park Juyeon, ab1ee98df5 who had 0c978ae3b8 just come fe60a78947 out of 1af69585ff the building. Kwon Jiwook 947f3b97ba straightened from c5599a82eb his awkward a7da5a14d9 stance.2f210ce6e60e7987

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    “Why are you standing like that?”607d7ef02ac0226f

    “…”ef6ab14bfb118b0b

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    If he spoke honestly, he’d be called crazy again. Kwon Jiwook kept quiet, but Park Juyeon, who somehow sensed his state, looked around and led him to a quieter corner.5a0d6791fb0e6e3a

    Leaning against the e1ed2fac77 back wall of 41995d7432 the building, Kwon 8df1b4a963 Jiwook looked up 3eea395f88 at Park Juyeon, e8baf0cb46 trying to understand 6e0e2503e5 the meaning behind 05449f3249 his actions, whether 29c1586296 out of concern ca390af2e0 or habit. However, his eyes were b86ac02c3f still just as dark.df074dd4e074b483

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    “Are you okay?”cd165032c1b1f7ad

    “Yeah, yeah. It’s not that serious.”667c103e1cde252d

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    “Your face has gone completely pale, how is that not serious?”9fa15f22fe817e08

    With a light reprimand, Park Juyeon made him take deep breaths. If it were before, he would have anticipated what would happen when left alone, but recently, Kwon Jiwook’s condition had been better than expected, so he let his guard down. After taking a few deep breaths with his head lowered, Kwon Jiwook’s complexion started to return. Once his confused mind cleared, he noticed what Park Juyeon was holding.305341862ff05a62

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    “But that…”ea0baf0f790deeed

    “Ah, this… I thought you came all this way because you wanted to see this. If you’re feeling better, stand up. I’ll take your picture.”1f8d9f8bc569dfb0

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    “No, no.”fb2a1dbdfe71ad51

    Park Juyeon probably fabb85d6ad thought Kwon Jiwook 79baa01761 had lingering attachments 3a9ef62500 to school. Things like taking 1e6fd0042e multiple leaves of 6c6958e7d2 absence and returning 4dc28c5968 but never graduating, 01c9564853 or the regret 72e650e91c of not enjoying 27db3183e3 his youth after 0ad1f33155 four years had a111848291 passed. But Kwon Jiwook 1ff4e0e4a9 had no desire 700c231270 to wear the d587180247 graduation cap.67d562d89b3f09a5

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    “I looked closely, and I didn’t mean to wear it.”a014760953b6766b

    “…?”4137b0c6b00365e4

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    Kwon Jiwook carefully took the cap and gown from Park Juyeon’s hands. Ignoring his puzzled look, he slowly draped them over Park Juyeon.9118fb21d804a675

    “…”b5d82364633ca081

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    “I just wanted to see this.”aeb2b8b5d175653d

    At Kwon Jiwook’s somewhat tender words, Park Juyeon’s expression subtly hardened. His mind, which had been blankly stopped, slowly fell into confusion. Like a broken robot, unable to move a finger, he stood there while Kwon Jiwook took out his phone and clicked a photo. As if the shutter sound was a signal, Park Juyeon spoke.b5afe734c5046835

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    “You wanted to see this? Not to feel the graduation mood yourself?”d677032389beb3f1

    “Why would I need that? I didn’t even attend classes.”9ec1414bc7f76a8e

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    “…Really… I can’t understand.”0ba83f8b9199ebe0

    The graduation cap felt heavy on his head. Kwon Jiwook didn’t know what he meant by this action. He also didn’t understand why his mind was in such turmoil. Someone who only needed him for survival was doing something completely unrelated to survival?c6b85b969c9d4b39

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    Even if the b0c7052c38 true meaning of 21b241d6fd this tingling sensation 0126c83679 in his chest 1a235f2006 was something deeper 4dc602dfb8 than affection, Park 30befdf0c8 Juyeon did not bfbcbda930 want to acknowledge e02cbb5349 such an extraordinary 5b7aa272f6 emotion at a 321240b8a3 mundane point in 49ddaa8655 his life. He was still living 546205d5ac with Kwon Jiwook without 0035fc3f74 being prepared for such 6b2c63638a feelings.8802c871a6ce626e

    “This picture 2559e0cc3e looks good.”b706acd389f83c92

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    “…Does it?”7762a989ac73b7c6

    “Yeah. Much better than the ffeaa23227 one you took of 4238bd7f81 me last time.”0438f6a3dc19498d

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    “I guess so…”dadedbb471170e00

    “What? You’re not denying it.”446e9fd954e4de3c

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    Though they usually made all sorts of excuses under the guise of sex, at this moment, a strange, fundamentally different itch surfaced. Kwon Jiwook’s small action was causing a ripple in what Park Juyeon thought was his regained composure.5730a52ebcd5b439

    Ah, I shouldn’t delve any deeper into this. Like someone paralyzed by sleep, Park Juyeon’s body wouldn’t move, so he just pressed his lips together and looked at Kwon Jiwook.c6a54fad6fa1a847

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    “…”5d090bd10364c953

    “…What’s wrong?”bd50e9d61ccb1531

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    At this unusual reaction, Kwon Jiwook subtly moved away, still keeping an eye on him. Even that behavior gnawed at Park Juyeon’s nerves. Despite worrying whenever he felt slightly unwell, he acted without realizing that he was the cause. His sharply defined face, now looking somewhat intimidated and cautious, belonged to a human who should be like this.f6c04db95b64db61

    “It’s nothing.”9da15ecd2f9e02ae

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    Park Juyeon was a9bfb9521c confused. In the 1e4ac8d4e5 screen Kwon 256cc4a261 Jiwook held a1f5a675bc out, he e9ad331e7a saw himself 28112bba72 wearing a d805294d96 crooked graduation 965002f982 cap, with eb92514fbe a strange 47d75dc613 expression that 07448239c1 was neither 2586382095 smiling nor 82a383b45c crying, staring 181b438408 into the fcbdf6a864 lens. To Park Juyeon, 2f9697c499 it looked somewhat c292daf7f9 frightened.9426a0d5b6d8d112

    Whether or not, Kwon Jiwook, whose radar was focused only on Park Juyeon’s irritation and anger, did not notice the ambiguous expression in the photo. He just checked the result one more time and, satisfied, put his phone back in his pocket.8b5aa97e8011728d

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    “I’ll send it to you later.”7ff8e3e393061585

    “Okay. Are you done with a1a4ce1118 everything you needed to 87e99a67a8 do?”6107ed31180f5957

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    “Yeah, I just wanted c05155c1a6 to take a walk 63a682d64c and see the outside f8da6181ad for a change.”08f359ab653f789a

    “Then shall we look around the school a bit more before we go? It’s cold, so let’s make it quick.”a3ee79bd2ef9c654

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    “…Hmm.”7d0b81674d696cf4

    Kwon Jiwook nodded a538df95f4 after some thought. The light snow that 42c7380f65 had been falling was fd0bb3003d now almost gone, leaving 5284c76d3f only flurries.980d5356f1bea445

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    After returning the cap and gown, they walked leisurely, taking in the surroundings. The distance from where they stood to the college buildings was quite considerable. The campus was wide and barren without any particularly beautiful landscaping, making it less than ideal for a stroll, but it was also too close to drive. However, with the snow on the ground, it had a certain charm. Kwon Jiwook’s walk was somewhat peculiar, but it was not noticeable to those unaware of the context.8eccbcaec1e8f02d

    “Oh, that.”025b9eac1a182048

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    “It’s under renovation.”d29a55ef5548d704

    Interesting. While murmuring softly, Kwon 03d0022f91 Jiwook looked at a 4c52e0fbb9 building under construction. Students from 16a6f8234b the college 3a287571ce were enjoying 5efc437bcc their graduation c3134d4646 in the 03367d9200 park around dd8b28454d it.77d39ff1f0d231db

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    Suddenly, standing there, he felt a sense of being alone. Without Park Juyeon, I’m truly alone. The friends he used to drink with and roam around the university district had all found their paths and left, and he had no news of Kim Su-hyuk at all. Honestly, he even had the ridiculous thought that Park Juyeon might have used some power to erase Kim Su-hyuk without his knowledge. …No, it wasn’t funny. He had seen firsthand how far someone could go when driven mad.811892aa7916a94c

    Even now, with free use of his phone, the contacts of Kim Su-hyuk and Lee Woo-jin were thoroughly blocked. He genuinely wasn’t curious about them. If he could pretend not to know them for the rest of his life, he would gladly do so. Kwon Jiwook never wanted to be involved with them again.f687da187826e33c

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    “Let’s go. This is boring.”d477634a85ea7ffe

    They had been there a3f70f1a13 for just over ten 30a629dbab minutes. Kwon Jiwook turned away 1d786908e3 without hesitation. Park Juyeon stood close 35c186884c behind him.7d3d8da9f5361364

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    “What? So, Hyung, b3c27b96b6 you really ac8299d164 just came f4205651be to watch 82d8d9fec7 me graduate?”5caff147247d2a77

    “Then what? Would I miss 2cc1d5e59c people I don’t 013e0eeda8 even know?”5e100f9750de89b0

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    “You might. You were quite 2b6db579d6 famous, appearing on a3f91ef129 the university community e06e80554a boards back in d2e09aa845 the day.”e744b91ab10ca3b0

    “Tell them to 9ede9949a2 get lost.”e59bab6b1567cb42

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    Now, the 37456140c3 existence of be6e95e291 others was db834cc44d meaningless. His life was 78477a4937 governed by one b0db686345 person alone. Knowing this, Park 4de787f3ee Juyeon walked on e9141cdef4 without a word. Impressed by b74dc0ac92 his answer, a789c6fefa Park Juyeon 140f94eb8b grabbed Kwon db4061f59f Jiwook’s butt e2f57879b5 along the 9349fa5bc7 way, startling b1f95fb9f8 him. After giggling, 41daffb18c the unease 47279905ab in his 3a62a31495 heart dissipated, 3ce5718011 leaving only 13ef460fc0 the desire 64080ee581 to tease cb180a8cfa Kwon Jiwook. This level e3fdd1de96 of warmth 9db54082f9 was just 4952ff0da2 right for 1625e571e2 Park Juyeon.160faeb1a90e95e7

    Back in the car, they turned on the heater to thaw their frozen bodies. As soon as the heater was on, Park Juyeon moved to the back seat and rubbed against Kwon Jiwook. It felt like a large cat rubbing with a mix of affection and threat. The pressure was not much different. Regardless of Kwon Jiwook’s shock, Park Juyeon hugged him tightly and played with his earlobe.0e4833685fa83894

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    “Suddenly, why, this, …huh.”dc205bff17ccdc2d

    “Just. Let’s call it a graduation gift. You can’t give me anything material anyway.”e5e30a375e96af8f

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    “No, no, even 631d05d870 so, this is 16d6018828 too sudden, ah, 8dc0ff64f6 ah.”d92c069cf3c7a84a

    Ignoring his words, Park Juyeon took Kwon Jiwook’s earlobe into his mouth and chewed. The cold ear soon regained its sensitivity. Kwon Jiwook, particularly sensitive to his ears, let out a muffled moan after just a few nibbles. Even when he tilted his head back or turned it the other way, Park Juyeon’s mouth followed relentlessly.2642d43ae77bef7f

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    “Ah, uh. Why did you get in the back, I see…”cb1c8438ddbb032c

    “I was holding back until now to do this after we were done. We couldn’t do it earlier.”9177e643d5b3af0a

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    Park Juyeon’s warm, red tongue entered Kwon Jiwook’s ear. It felt like a wriggling creature was digging into his brain. His head trembled slightly, bending towards the window. After licking his ear for a while, mixing in saliva, Park Juyeon let go with a low chuckle. A long string of saliva connected them.d0c9c08d94113084

    “Don’t you like it? You begged for it earlier, and if you say you don’t like it now… I might be disappointed.”6aba7a840a501085

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    “No, no. Uh. I like it…”d3ab10b8a88aac8d

    “That’s right. You should like it.”300c3f822a2e207c

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    Without missing a beat, Park Juyeon laid Kwon Jiwook down. In the cramped car, to make space for Park Juyeon, Kwon Jiwook’s legs, spread wide, were awkwardly folded, almost touching the front seat and the back. When the car’s warm air started to feel hot, Park Juyeon quickly stripped off Kwon Jiwook’s outer and inner clothes.aed276f23029a24f

    Warming up his cold body was easy. Running his dry palm over the exposed chest, flicking the nipples a couple of times was enough to rouse Kwon Jiwook’s sensitive body. Anticipating what was to come, Kwon Jiwook grabbed the headrests of both the driver’s and back seats. Park Juyeon, with Kwon Jiwook’s arms up, hugged his now thin waist and lowered his head.9d6428d524291eae

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    “Ha, ugh…!”7bcea14af8f4dce9

    “Mm…”75a9a8250789f84c

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    Soft lips touched the swollen bump. With his cute upper lip, he gently brushed the tip of the nipple. When he moved his head slightly to rub it, Kwon Jiwook’s legs, which were wide open, nearly closed from the shock. As Park Juyeon’s movements continued without pause, the trembling soon escalated to what could be considered intermittent seizures.83332bde759c587e

    He sucked on the chest tip with his lips, quickly grazing it with the tip of his tongue while not forgetting to scratch the other nipple with his nails. The skin of his now softened chest felt delightful to touch. Meanwhile, Kwon Jiwook’s head kept bobbing back in place, reaching shallow climaxes several times in a short period.0a7d4836972e4a83

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    “Ugh, huh, ugh. Mm…”d58582e5a2a824e1

    “Ha…”59518cee3ba4d755

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    Park Juyeon licked the erect nipple flat with his wide tongue. Repeating the action countless times made Kwon Jiwook stiffen his waist and tremble like a frightened person. With a laugh, Park Juyeon pulled his tongue away, and the chest, now covered in saliva, immediately cooled in the car’s air. His mouth was that hot.d3daf932d26bf579

    At that moment, handcuffs near his head clinked against Kwon Jiwook’s eyes. He looked up with a start to see Park Juyeon’s chin asking what he was doing. Kwon Jiwook hesitated for a moment before raising both hands. With a low laugh, Park Juyeon cuffed Kwon Jiwook’s wrists.5432f056d37d6462

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    “This… ha, again?”b1299ff99056c3dd

    “You enjoyed it last 7204c6d42e time too. Right?”a6af14e329a9d126

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    “Ugh…”d9a3d34839d3fbbb

    Among the pretty smiles, his lips stood out. Lips that were red-hot and shiny with saliva. To regain Kwon Jiwook’s attention, momentarily distracted by the sight, Park Juyeon undid his own belt buckle. Pulling down his briefs, his penis, which had already been hard hours ago, popped out, looking for a hole to release in.03470fc997db5833

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    Park Juyeon then stripped off Kwon Jiwook’s lower garments as well and repositioned himself. Holding the base of his protruding penis, he tapped the heavy glans against Kwon Jiwook’s groin. The two heated penises collided with each other. Whenever the glans occasionally hit Kwon Jiwook’s testicles, he let out a soft moan and tightly shut his eyes. The cold tension of the act to come made his teeth chatter.d04c7676a804c81f

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