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His already disjointed words were punctuated by sobs. Even though Seoyoon was disgusted with his own pathetic state, he couldn’t stop the tears that flowed uncontrollably.a1beec7b1004a431

He thought it was ugly to cry while getting his bottom spanked, but his current state was incomparably more pathetic and miserable than that. Pain beyond the limits of endurance might be hard for even a grown adult to bear, but to draw out a single phrase like ‘I can’t do it’ so wretchedly was nothing more or less than proof of a weak heart.8b83f4b9a85f5b19

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He could have said it without crying. He could have asked Kijung for understanding without using a safe word, but he didn’t have the strength to overcome the overwhelming feeling that washed over him like a natural disaster.e43d95f035eb7b43

“Good grief.”e69486f02bb8345c

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Kijung, muttering to himself with a hollow laugh, lifted Seoyoon’s chin, which was buried deep towards the ground. The expression with which he looked down at the dog that had failed its mission was cold.31a0ae87ffd27db8

“Don’t you still understand what you have to do if you want to stop?”7506d1b65fbb30f6

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“No. I don’t want to stop.”a99b3efd58cd4fe5

Seoyoon shook his head vehemently. On the first day, Kwon Kijung had told him that there were two choices given to him. To faithfully follow his instructions, or to quit everything and leave this place. To say that he couldn’t do it or didn’t want to, or to wonder about the reason for the instructions, was not the role given to Han Seoyoon.cee7df6d7f008f67

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He couldn’t bear the momentary frustration. He just needed time to catch his breath, but he didn’t want to be thrown out. He wouldn’t have started if he was going to quit because he couldn’t stand this much.4c13905587d416c6

Seoyoon buried his face deeply in the man’s crotch in a hurry. But because of the sudden surge of tears, the inside of his throat was already clogged, and his clumsy oral work was even rougher and more awkward than when he first started.3f1ec314ae534869

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“Stop it.”341f2a87e7674ca3

A sighing voice, as if deflated, was heard. A large hand grabbed him under the arm. Seoyoon tried to get up on his own, but his exhausted body, as if it was about to collapse, could not be controlled by shame alone. Kijung lightly pulled up the body kneeling on the floor and sat him back on the seat. Without a word, he first released the clips that had been tightening Seoyoon’s nipples.98f911a1e272981a

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Both sides of his chest, which had been throbbing as if he was worried that they would be completely ruined from lack of blood flow for a long time, were finally released. His breathing became much easier. The throbbing pain didn’t disappear immediately after the clips were released, but perhaps because of the psychological liberation, Seoyoon’s tears also subsided a little.f6b58e809dc5edf2

He called it punishment 7a9adb118b in words, but as 4a9c851ae5 Kwon Kijung had explained 42523b3e3f at first, everything was, e8e2cb4512 after all, a game 2934b3324f played with the consent e6524a59fd of adults. Even though he cb45990cbf knew it, Seoyoon 11e589a5df felt like a 47c6bf5005 child who had b69b1aea37 really made a cc307b866e mistake and was 7ef07ee7ef being severely scolded, 835e2633ce and wiped the 448fb7e31f tears that had 2e5880d9b4 spread across his 721df27b43 cheeks.a4333e796e547126

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“Did it hurt a lot?”6c211efada5a328e

Kijung’s hand wrapped around his bare shoulder and pulled Seoyoon towards him. Unable to resist, Seoyoon leaned towards him, as if he was being embraced by him.f50607d1796974c7

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He didn’t have the confidence to make eye contact, even with the gentle voice that had returned. Had he decided to let it go, saying that it couldn’t be helped if he couldn’t do it even if he tried? He opened a new bottle of water and brought the spout to Seoyoon’s mouth. He hadn’t realized it, but as soon as he saw the water, an enormous thirst overwhelmed him, and Seoyoon drank it sweetly as he was given. A little water dripped down his chin, but he didn’t feel like being fussy about cleanliness when he had already drooled.9f474d546316cb02

“Come here.”b0b84734faae5f99

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After feeding him 2050620957 water, Kijung pulled b8d76e5903 his limp body 01a9614ee5 closer, making Seoyoon 1517257fcf sit completely on 86bcc74dec his lap. His legs aa07b751ae stretched out 83100d7d88 over the 56975c6be3 wide back 74e3bff523 seat. Surprised, Seoyoon struggled c27d0b373e to get back 1f970d99ee down to the 5aa7e7f278 seat, but a ddcd7a9a5c strong arm held 8d284a744d his body.89a97527d1b509cc

“Director… Master, let me down.”84c5c7971a062a5b

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“It’s easier to talk this way, since I can’t see your face well when we’re sitting side by side.”9e1ee05fd682ca86

“…I, my bottom, it’s all wet….”0885ea58a2970ab0

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“We have to wash the sheets and clothes anyway, so don’t worry about it.”d88af02ea769e72e

The heat on Seoyoon’s face showed no sign of subsiding. Kwon Kijung’s suit, whose price he couldn’t even estimate, was being soiled by his bodily fluids. He wanted to apologize and run out of the car right away, but it was not easy to escape with his dirty naked body. Kijung asked.4b4fc29eda239af4

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“Why didn’t you use the safe word?”0f219c1f9af2c781

“…I didn’t want to.”db07bb8da6c8c2ae

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“You’re more competitive than you look. Were you so upset that you couldn’t do fellatio that you cried?”23324b19fa4ed826

“It’s not that I was upset, it’s just that, I was tired earlier….”b1b82e3471c13d9f

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Kijung’s hand lightly stroked his cheek, which was still wet with tears.b02e596c66ae9648

“It felt good enough. I could see that you were trying hard even though you weren’t good at it, so I was impressed.”a3eee9c2a0a7d994

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“…Thank you.”4f92971cf08d9baa

“You’ll get used to it, so don’t be impatient. It was also my first time touching a dick that wasn’t mine today, but it wasn’t bad, was it?”7611d56dc2479e13

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“It’s unfair….”72888c685c1c511a

It was both of their first times, but Seoyoon couldn’t help but complain, wondering why only Kwon Kijung was so skilled. Kijung shrugged his shoulders with an expression that said that’s just the way the world works.e3107d455627872c

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Seoyoon looked at his 39b73edf4f hand with unfamiliar eyes. He had touched his 0fab6e646a genitals, and he had 5de39b380b received all the semen a95a8e7dc1 he had ejaculated with 9049d92c67 that elegant hand.6d0bc5555c9f9f6e

It was an unbelievable 32952dc047 change, considering that on e6779fdf79 the day they first e86a12a866 met, he had wiped 597890d6f6 his hand with a 3a2b9dce31 handkerchief just from touching 249b969324 the wound on his 046f757b21 arm. After hesitating, Seoyoon 253292aed1 cautiously asked.5676ba9a7b66bd32

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“Weren’t you disgusted?”b35515590467dae4

“My hand? I’ll wash it clean later.”88ebce6f90d7f14c

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When Seoyoon’s reaction was weak even after hearing the answer, Kijung seemed to realize that the meaning of the question was elsewhere. Feeling his gaze fixed on him, Seoyoon continued.0863cc7a17f87988

“At first… I thought you thought I was dirty. I have that habit…. It’s not a normal habit either.”97cbd3ba5e7bb1ec

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“Why did you think that?”289d7e1be1bdec33

Kwon Kijung 774f4c1636 seemed to 866a746f3b have forgotten. His own actions a845439ccb of wiping his 3c4a6d27c3 hand immediately after 5b0d7f7dfc touching his arm 929fd3bc71 at the matchmaking d4c16e3a69 meeting. The biggest reason 3ab29d1402 that made Seoyoon d3ffce40ae give up and cc44ab97cf leave that place.0cdae46278f3c4ad

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“At first, you wiped your hand even after just touching my arm… but now you touch even those places without any hesitation.”8bf990bc0b30c663

The rapid change was 4bb88217cb a little surprising and 94a3f31fa3 not easy to adapt 96ba15978b to. Kijung nodded as if ed6bbb4c3e he understood what Seoyoon 9f64d26243 was curious about.0c93717b34eae6f1

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“It’s different. If the Seoyoon at that time was a stray dog you met on the street, the current Seoyoon is a puppy that I’ve decided to raise, isn’t he?”643f4c0ffa5022c1

“……”28f864af9f6275ec

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“You have to wash your hands after touching animal friends you meet on the street.”6cf0ffaf0ebb8bb9

As often happened, it was an answer that was hard to tell whether it was a joke or serious. Even so, Seoyoon stared blankly at his face, which had an expression that he had come up with a clear answer, and then smiled, feeling like it didn’t matter anymore.4c147b3dea10df6a

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Kijung, who also smiled faintly at Seoyoon’s smile, raised his hand over his nipples, which were still swollen and stinging. Seoyoon swallowed a groan as the pain was revived just by touching them. Kijung’s hand gently massaged around the areola and said.712decd0db2dcf76

“The area around it is stiff, so if we loosen it up well today, it will be a little more comfortable tomorrow. And apply medicine.”5eb7429ce56e3920

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“Yes. I’m applying it every day.”09672ad8aa1e6551

It was about 44e99494b4 time to wrap 2f603580fe things up. Seoyoon wanted 28666010c5 to put 770950d1cf on the 17de26e68e clothes he 172f68f4be had taken d2d3d7c200 off and 15e4ab51f2 tidy himself d0cc00513e up. He wanted to cover 8893b3c7b0 his messed-up body and 4f237b5293 go home, take another cef77be923 shower, and then lie 01d428bd0d down in bed, where ee05bd70cd he felt he could ed1605798a finally fall asleep.e361e1ea55f20031

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His expression 43dc1aa75d of competitiveness 6b671ff81c might not b0b93e6d71 be entirely a3b476da96 wrong. Seoyoon was actually feeling 5417345641 a similar languor to b55aba0ee0 when he had fought 9a43e85098 against a wave of 6cfca29ba9 suffering and then heard 5111ae93c8 the consolation that he ef5f976c6f had lost but fought 64e24deae5 well. The few c4c5717afb hours ago d77c7ecf58 when he b981edcfe2 had broken 37a7a378a8 a cup ef1bd18bf3 while arguing 7017cb4eaf with his d6bbfbdc4b brother already 0a36237080 felt like b48103cad5 days ago.3222ab7e41581582

But Kijung had a 3a406d5714 look on his face f306e2c63d as if he was 16cd31d6e6 thinking about something else, b3c1bb4392 and then he looked 14aea5acfa down at his wristwatch.03c3c31032240562

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“It’s getting late.”98df54ba5adcee17

“It was almost 2 o’clock when you arrived here.”5560814816d79c1c

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Seoyoon also checked his ca3d70ced7 watch with him. Time had 5728b9f2d4 passed quite c90fd691ee a bit 9293d275af while they ebe4eda500 were doing 42d8e495e9 this and 3c15e81f6a that in a560a2b970 the car, d8f90828a6 and it a7a5698983 was already c1f4f86461 close to bf5183000e 3 a.m.48c0de346582b11b

His mind was more at ease than before he met him, but for some reason he wasn’t sleepy. It could be because he had taken a short nap and woken up, or it could be because his body was rather awakened by the act just now.d2016361d0eb0a81

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The greeting to part ways was the visitor’s share, not Seoyoon’s. He was waiting for him to end today’s meeting, but Kijung silently placed his hand over Seoyoon’s and intertwined his fingers, muttering.e763291bfe931bb4

“It’s a little disappointing to send you back like this.”2db37dbaf92b8e14

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The words 7fdf757f62 that fell 0314b86cee casually sank 3f19ce7da0 into his 17579d7d2e calmed heart 4a48e28cd6 with a c98ff026cf splash. Waves spread 8ea874b154 through his 045da145a8 heart, and d451f608bf his peaceful bbd282b1eb heartbeat quickened 7254408806 as if d113493ada surprised.21ef6564835f97a2

Seoyoon couldn’t help but lower his head, unable to do anything about his gradually flushed face. Kijung, narrowing his eyes like someone plotting a bad prank, held his intertwined hands tightly.50701ee0398aea6d

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“Do you want to go to Master’s house with him?”ea25b301395ade92

“…Now?”8c48ca02b50575a6

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“Well, how about we go and play a little more, sleep together, and then go to work tomorrow morning? Would you be too tired? I’ll drop you off at the art museum.”f3fcb8129c696ab2

Being tired wasn’t a problem. Even if he stayed up all night for a day, he could endure the next day’s work hours.577ea3c4f292853f

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The problem was that he was still sneaking out of the house. If he returned to his room before his absence was discovered, he could get away with it without anyone knowing, but he was worried about how his family would react if they found out tomorrow morning that Seoyoon had gone out for a night out and stayed overnight at Kwon Kijung’s house. In particular, his father was a very sensitive person to Seoyoon’s behavior. He was afraid that he would not only be scolded, but also genuinely disappoint him.a3893ca7869ef557

“Are you worried that your parents will be angry? I’ll talk to them well. I think President Han would be happy if I said you slept at my house.”c1cbdafd6b5a41ec

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“My father is very strict…”c6db271f3c2fd505

“There’s a reason why parents are strict. They must have thought that their precious son, who they raised with great care, could be loved by a wonderful alpha. It’s safe to say that our current appearance is exactly what President Han expected.”96a1c9ee43d5d352

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It made sense, but it was hard to accept. Wasn’t their relationship all a lie? Unlike his father’s hopes, the two were not real lovers, what he gave him was not love, and in fact, there was no possibility of marriage. Staying together in a hotel or car for a few hours and sneaking out of the house to spend the night at his place felt like completely different levels of permission.94cc803b13e15a30

It was an everyday occurrence that had no value to Kwon Kijung, but it was a deviation for him that broke the iron rule he had kept for half his life. Unlike when he was walking a tightrope for a moment’s desire, the choice at this moment was solely up to Seoyoon, and he hesitated more than when he accepted his first offer.1b4389005904f053

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“If I go to the Director’s house… will I get spanked like last time?”b7b8e58606107c24

“I’d like to hit you as much as I want, but is that possible? You’re already crying like that from here.”ea2d390b2448a001

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The moment of feeling relieved despite his embarrassment was fleeting. Kwon Kijung’s words didn’t end there.47f757964ee83c0f

“But I won’t lie. It might not be all fun for Seoyoon. It’ll be quite difficult to deal with, and you might not be able to handle it and cry. I warned you in advance at the hotel, didn’t I? That it would be harder next time.”a73aea20be416974

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As the warning continued, Seoyoon’s expression hardened. The heart that had been fluttering at the sudden proposal turned gray as if it had never been. He slightly rolled his eyes, perhaps because the fear was showing on his face.71bfff2633e616ef

“Am I only saying things that are too disadvantageous to me from the position of enticing you to go with me? I need some candy to kidnap the young master.”658cd1d7ccbbf959

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He nodded as 6a4d796944 if contemplating what 4554241688 kind of bait 92c6ed793a would be good 1c03626958 to catch Han d2ef9efc43 Seoyoon, and soon f87e49f07b his face turned b33ef65e45 into a smiling 4c0698a4dd one, and he 29aea3020b came so close 875f58241a that his lips e9973215e7 were about to 5e75bf2107 touch.d761d8d3ea70014a

Kijung’s eyes narrowed slightly. Seoyoon thought as he met his eyes as if being drawn in. He wondered what kind of candy he would offer, and he was already making eye contact before he was even told to, as if he had already decided on the answer from the beginning.aed81ffa08774068

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“If you come with me, I’ll kiss you.”420934e387cecf72

“……”006a2bf786f4eaf0

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“Until you’re satisfied, Seoyoon-ssi.”2d36fcf71d80b151

Seoyoon was about to scold him immediately. But as soon as the words ended, Kwon Kijung’s lips silently brushed his cheek, and as they swept up both sides of his lips that were still stinging from the clumsy oral sex, he forgot what he was going to say.a59fd6c220f87fb3

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