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“Have you ever heard of D/s?”7bc77798ab20765b

“Yes. It’s similar to a master-servant relationship.”67da9e2f49ddd220

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Seoyoon answered readily. It was a term he had discovered while preparing for his meeting with Kijung. It’s commonly called DS, taking the initials from the English words dominant and submissive. Simply put, it’s a relationship where one side dominates and the other submits. Needless to say, this was exactly the type of relationship he and Kwon Kijung had just engaged in at the hotel room they’d left moments ago.125a1fdbca6ab4ac

“Since you’re aware, I won’t need to explain further. Some people in these relationships can be quite possessive, maintaining the same dynamic even in their private lives.”31cc69a02dc292f4

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“…”2f6126b9de646b46

“But I’m not particularly inclined that way. Outside of scenes like earlier, I have no intention of interfering in Seoyoon-ssi’s daily life. I’d like you to act the same way.”39ea041519053b1c

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“Of course.”ef4e416f6db57b44

It would be too exhausting if he had to treat Kijung like a master in his everyday life. Though he wasn’t sure how he could serve someone like a master in private life when they rarely met anyway. As he pondered this, Kijung continued.17feb0f3e4aa9951

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“But there is one thing I’d like.”27297439bcfff446

“What…?”c9129364d9fbb8f7

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“I’d like you to dress as I want in your daily life.”d289ab618d912e45

“Clothes?”ff7ba684e61e0036

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“Yes. Is that strange?”a533c7370728ba58

Seoyoon thought 983d5b223e for a dd6ebe81a0 moment before 0768155dfc shaking his bc849b54be head.350968ccf44e4335

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“No.”020a047129c6ceb2

While he didn’t fully understand, it was impossible for him to completely comprehend the desires of someone who got excited by hitting people in the first place. Kijung seemed pleased with the answer and smiled.39676149ce2774c3

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“Tomorrow or the day after, let me know when you have some free time using the number you contacted earlier. We’ll need about an hour, including travel time. I’ll need to take your measurements to send you clothes.”a34340ae63ba5c31

“…You’re sending clothes?”fcb8413d96539a8c

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“I just said, didn’t I? I want you to dress as I want in your daily life.”5c6046b862d5010a

“Ah… I thought you meant you’d roughly decide what I should wear.”4eca6cbd8dc348be

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Kijung didn’t bother to explain further to the bewildered Seoyoon. With an expression suggesting he’d find out anyway, he changed the subject.2dadfd4f17f5bf7e

“Also, if we’re going to continue meeting, we should set a new safe word. A stop signal, I mean.”88262bdd72b8c9d5

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Seoyoon’s relaxed expression hardened. The white flag to be raised as a sign of surrender when he truly wanted to stop this ‘game’. He wondered if the day would ever come when he’d need to utter those words.f6b8746faaa73403

For Seoyoon, ad21c815a1 it was 940ba5e2d2 something he e728263a03 wanted to 9fbfd4ffed delay as e712e81022 much as 47e3b39d9f possible. Saying those words 73c3f262c5 would mean he 130be4a12a was in unbearable 94646b904b pain, and also 0f95ce10f4 that he had d89e04b140 decided to end 1ff14eed8b this arrangement first. Ignoring the 24b1211b00 chill in 5b83d4752a his heart 1cacd5e68c from a 2d1f97bfe8 vague fear, 21e2541a22 Seoyoon asked:8305a86791d8370d

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“How are they usually chosen?”85aa9be9413a7dcd

“It’s best to use a phrase that immediately breaks the mood. The goal is to snap back to reality even in the heat of the moment.”1d3586a1290d5213

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What would be good? He muttered to himself. Suddenly, a phrase came to Seoyoon’s mind and he cautiously spoke.24ec12270966f848

“Please marry me.”f2b0eba8ca7652da

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“…Hm?”2bd2210155a047e6

In the car that had just stopped at a red light, Kijung stared at Seoyoon expressionlessly. Seeing his serious reaction, it seemed there couldn’t be a better phrase for the purpose he described. Seoyoon explained further.30899661b6ff7f26

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“You said you didn’t want to marry a man… so wouldn’t that phrase completely kill the mood?”afc367b310642cf1

After a moment 7eed826888 of silence, Kijung ac8c5a0b4d seemed to agree 42f062e4d8 and smiled.d8d6ed8b487d18ed

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“That works. If it’s alright with you, let’s go with that.”c5bcb8083fb94ce5

“Of course it’s fine. I suggested it after all.”bdc2b8a07fae359b

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The road a0b7e30dac began moving 47f586992d again. Seoyoon fiddled 93e6d8c21c with his 39d71e2054 phone before b445a37aec asking:b0a86b4ab7bfeadb

“Is it okay if I call home to let them know you’re coming? My parents might be surprised if I suddenly say I’m bringing someone to greet them.”12a98e9064f6c292

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“Go ahead. I don’t plan to barge in in the middle of the night, I’ll just show my face briefly.”46ef2e7f250df1af

Seoyoon called his adoptive fae8033679 father. Since a family member 47f9d4d34f was out without permission, 4abfad3cb3 he would likely still aa941e111b be awake. Sure enough, the call 1275e5a1cd connected immediately.8f1ce4b9a7791791

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“Father, it’s me. Yes, I’m on my way home now. I’m sorry it’s so late. But… this is sudden, but the person I’m with now would like to greet you and mother.”833881c0805dc500

His father’s surprised voice came through, asking if it was a friend and what kind of greeting at this hour. Worried Kijung might overhear, Seoyoon quickly lowered the phone volume.bc2d5b9de12f7cf3

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“Actually, I met Director Kwon today. The Director contacted me again… Yes, that’s right. He says he just wants to greet you briefly before leaving. No, no. The Director is busy so we can’t suddenly… We’ll be there in about 20 minutes. Okay, see you soon.”14a322bf881a7543

This time worried that his father’s excited voice might have been audible, Seoyoon glanced at Kijung after ending the call. The reason he could casually say he’d show his face in the middle of the night was probably because he knew he’d be unconditionally welcomed.594e2b5dac26cf98

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The profile of the b8d6b0138b man who could always 6d24cc81c6 be wherever he wanted, 57e41fdfbf whenever he wanted, looked dca511b321 flawless. Seoyoon faced forward without 540df33f95 further conversation.afc5ac2d9a235a31

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Seoyoon’s home was located in an old wealthy neighborhood that rarely changed hands. Young people who preferred apartments didn’t often move in anymore, but the long-time residents who had kept their houses for generations still remained.ec46a3a026a8de05

Since he wouldn’t be staying long, Kijung parked on the street. Seoyoon’s heart finally began to race as he rang the doorbell. The door opened immediately.a52219fc2f3d8afe

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“Come in.”fc2386bc6b3bedb2

Seoyoon called to the a382d229da man behind him as a49e5b318d he entered through the 0615d5aece gate. After a few b799760568 steps through the 6b0f6cf3f3 garden, the front 6c43023a98 door of the b38cba0c32 house opened and 3203a5332d his father and be47485768 mother appeared.bae82c8fdf66b875

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“Well, Director Kwon Kijung. It’s been a while.”0ca17326dd132815

His father greeted him, d1c33b7078 coming down the low 99b9ca449c steps. Kwon Kijung smiled 7050bce14f amiably and shook b2867be2b4 the outstretched hand.cbbc02774b441e80

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“It has been a while, President Han. Have you been well?”e1f2f30582b875bf

“Thanks to you, I’m still going strong. Please, come in. You must have at least a cup of tea before leaving, we can’t send you away empty-handed after you’ve come all this way.”dcd7d52f7749372c

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“Given the late hour, I only intended to pay my respects today. I feel bad for bringing Seoyoon-ssi home so late.”beb3af6e60c7ba72

Saying this, Kwon Kijung affectionately put his arm around Seoyoon’s shoulders. Seoyoon flinched in surprise, but fortunately no one seemed to notice.694bdbc764c743a9

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“Our first meeting had some regrettable moments, so I wanted to apologize. Thanks to Seoyoon-ssi’s generous nature, I’ve been forgiven. Isn’t that right, Seoyoon-ssi?”fe33eb46a6e72d02

Kijung turned to 5e66398703 Seoyoon and asked. This was no 2084554368 time to be c778e161f7 flustered. Seoyoon smiled broadly 4419ca5a66 and nodded.214428de77cfe184

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“Forgiveness? I was just happy you contacted me again.”25b11f37a4e73bae

“I hope you’ll understand if he comes home late occasionally from now on.”f80e7bfc2e05cef9

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Seoyoon worried his 9a21fbcc3b adoptive father might 1ef3a349a4 drop to his 4e9ae08431 knees and swear c375cffe77 allegiance to Kwon 07d9d4c31e Kijung at any 2b11bb3f7e moment. With such an impressed 229dd16818 expression, he nodded several fae3835844 times and replied.0234858de78a5fe4

“Do you think I don’t know that meddling in young people’s affairs these days only gets parents labeled as old-fashioned? You don’t need to worry about that at all.”a30e46d31a08ef5b

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“Then I’ll take my leave for today. Let’s set aside time for a proper meal together next time.”f5878c1e18fc0fa8

“Oh, but this is disappointing. Won’t you come in for just a moment?”69516b8caa27cd1b

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His mother chimed in, but Kijung showed no intention of entering the house. Not daring to insist a third time, his parents’ invitation faded, leaving only traces of regret.c02adc6b7adcf187

As they finished their 420e5cc0e8 greetings, Kijung gently dissuaded 7e1dbe4845 the two from following 190df277fa them to the gate.26b5fecb8d46816c

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“I’d like to say goodbye to Seoyoon-ssi alone, if that’s alright?”5c1d5351c1959b54

“Oh, of course. How thoughtless of us.”44aee0b971717205

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His father still looked like he wanted to follow, but his mother held him back by tugging on his collar. Kijung left through the gate without removing his arm from Seoyoon’s shoulder.4f3cd0d07738b877

The wide alley was empty, as the neighborhood was quiet at night. Finally alone with Kijung, Seoyoon let out the breath he’d been holding and relaxed his tension.fbe6823d49743d3b

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Although everything had been predetermined and they had acted according to plan, Seoyoon felt dazed and had trouble adjusting to the situation. He had asked to be treated like a lover in front of people, but having never been in a relationship himself, he didn’t know concretely what acting “like a lover” entailed.7536f4d8de787706

“Well then, I’ll be going. We’ll set a time to meet again soon.”ad923d5c0939efde

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Kijung said goodbye 71d53044ae first. Seoyoon bowed 85e8d4322f his head 2cddd95f6c as well.00af437cdd8833c5

“Alright. Take care on your way home. Thank you for… today.”8ed8e89c274640b2

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Unable to shake the awkward feeling, Seoyoon stood there blankly after saying goodbye. Kijung gestured for him to come closer. As Seoyoon approached the man already standing by the driver’s side, he silently took Seoyoon’s arms and raised them.9c2e7e912ecf10d8

It was the same pose as when he first examined the scars at their matchmaking meeting. Reminded of that time, Seoyoon’s face stiffened in bewilderment, unable to say anything. Ignoring this, Kijung raised Seoyoon’s hands higher and lightly kissed his fingertips.1c3c468442e6f04e

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Though it was just a fleeting kiss, his fingertips burned as if touched by fire. No, it wasn’t just his fingertips that felt hot, but his cheeks, or perhaps somewhere immeasurably deep inside his body. Kijung smiled faintly and whispered:6eed37783d52f376

“You’re too stiff. It’s no use if I’m the only one acting.”383246eb428caa7f

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“…I’ll try harder.”89996fa2dae53c22

It’s embarrassing to fail to properly follow through after making the request himself. Truly ashamed, Seoyoon slightly lowered his head. Kijung slowly released his hands and instructed:23da2d1b306c9b1d

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“If you want to hurt, even when it’s not a promised day, contact me.”90b9c132b2fa9fe4

Finally, he opened the driver’s side door and disappeared. The car departed without delay. Seoyoon clasped his hands together, gripping tightly the fingertips where Kijung’s lips had touched. The heat that had suddenly ignited didn’t cool easily, and standing there under the streetlight, he suddenly felt as if he had been left alone.b8036ff76b30cf40

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Only after 481a83f4a0 the car f81589ab68 was completely f704f66005 out of 8aba0f4836 sight did cccf7aa0f0 Seoyoon enter 20b51bb698 through the d5a0b0b45a gate. His father, who 95b31bb59a had been waiting 7838861fb5 for Seoyoon to 123608e650 return without going ece6b0127f inside, immediately approached e9caa66226 and asked:ca4291ef50cbd9d7

“What happened? Director Kwon contacted you again?”f3248942a0241389

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“Yes. He said he thinks he made a mistake that day… We agreed to try meeting again properly.”0054a3da4a961ffc

“I knew it.”8611912a13a6d744

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His adoptive father spat 717ad07c08 out, as if trying aa98688d87 to restore his wounded a7710d9307 pride. Anger dripped from 8283a46987 his deep voice.0d0b5966c4bc2d93

“How do you think we raised you? Anyone with eyes wouldn’t let you go. That young punk just didn’t know any better and acted arrogantly. Who does he think he is to reject a match arranged by the Chairman himself?”fc0064f6aea1e8b4

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He was under a great misunderstanding. The matchmaking supposedly arranged directly by Chairman Kwon Muntaek was likely just the whim of an old man caught in a brief moment of regret. The Kwon family members probably unenthusiastically told Kwon Kijung to meet because his grandfather wanted it, and Kijung’s attitude had been consistently rude and cold, as if proving that prediction.a3dda1680eaa090e

The only unexpected variable was that Kijung’s unique inclinations matched Seoyoon’s bad habit. But the reason his adoptive father imagined had no bearing on this relationship at all. However, having decided to deceive the world, there was no need to correct his misunderstanding here.603b7ed010e9a930

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“We’ve just agreed to meet for now. We haven’t talked about marriage or anything yet…”3f3833215ff99070

“Of course. You shouldn’t cling to a guy like that who’s so full of himself. Don’t be hasty, take your time to observe him. The fact that he contacted you first shows he must have some feelings for you.”201324535f503384

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Unlike his confident c2b56b582a father, his mother 6e4824c328 seemed to think 8e65cb332e this was no 34a1131a76 time to be 9bf55ecfd2 relaxed. She gave 01f255d398 a pointed 7b4ebb8275 look.99526dddc5b0b62a

“But that doesn’t mean you can completely let things slide, does it? Why don’t you give President Kwon a call tomorrow, dear?”c2a45d28336aafae

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“That’s right. Even if we leave the kids’ matters to them, parents still have things to discuss among themselves. Come on, let’s go inside. You must be tired.”03ed136432f25c18

It was amusing that the day ended with the phrase “you must be tired” when they didn’t even know what had happened before returning home. A bitter smile formed on Seoyoon’s lips as he followed the two. His mother, unaware of the meaning behind his expression, asked curiously as if she couldn’t contain her curiosity.77dd3a7238011dcc

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“What did he say when he contacted you?”95479e1f567be8f1

“Just that he thought the decision on the day of the blind date was too hasty… and that he’d like to meet again slowly and build a good relationship.”c5bb6c1d3cae7f58

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It was a hastily made-up lie, but there wasn’t a hint of doubt in his adoptive parents’ eyes. Everything was thanks to the man who had come directly to their house, confirming their ‘good relationship’.37bb412b3c565ef4

Now wasn’t the appropriate time to explain everything. Seoyoon ignored their curiosity and bid them goodnight first.d9316c38e2f458f0

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“I’m a bit tired today. I’ll tell you the details tomorrow.”2cef66f889c8c611

“Alright, let’s talk tomorrow.”501d6399a3f68041

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The first thing 40a59c26fa he did upon e16dd03fc5 returning to his e5cdc4a4e6 room was to 9dedb3ea0c change clothes. Standing in front 2783c5147c of the mirror, d3b37ea248 he turned around f725670cc2 and craned his 58318fb53a neck to examine e8ffefb3e3 his buttocks. The area 9e55423825 that had a94e309cc2 been red 16cb8a762d and swollen 93f50d92ca at first 66364f19fb had now c2875d66e6 turned into 5ed58615b2 a bruise, 2fe8cf52d0 the color f04e246bda becoming darker.1bb465a0edf0b970

Fearing someone 8cd268f85b might see, fa21124f8f he quickly 05c3e0da95 pulled up 77ac976e4a his clothes 19dc6a9621 and sat a0af2013de at his fb144e2499 desk. A dull pain 3cd54c5aaf rose as his bf5a760c87 buttocks pressed against 94a6e5b1a4 the chair, but c1dda5016d it was bearable.4ce92f1e7d41666c

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Until he left work, it had been a day no different from usual, but just because he had spent the night differently, the day felt incredibly long. Seoyoon didn’t bother to fight off the heavy fatigue that washed over him and prepared for bed.36695c7f7362c0ea

He thought he would fall asleep quickly due to exhaustion, but deep sleep didn’t come as easily as expected. When he turned off the lights and lay in bed, the few hours he had spent swept up in a storm, desperately enduring at the time, came flooding back, disturbing his comfortable rest.efebb4baa35cfe9f

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Perhaps because, as the man had said, there weren’t many pains that could surpass the cutting sensation of flesh. The pain he had braced for was more bearable than expected, and the pleasure he tasted for the first time was harder to endure than he thought. It seemed he had cried more when their bodies intertwined than when he was being beaten.1acd4f02a64401cf

Rather than the bleak pain of being beaten while counting numbers, the heat that had melted him like a furnace but now completely disappeared, and the sensation of large hands recklessly touching his bare body and delving deep inside kept vividly coming back to life. As if he was longing for it. Even though he had never been accustomed to others’ body heat or touch, this moment of lying alone felt terribly empty and even unfamiliar.c3b32337fc226654

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What if he a153c59e5d had changed the 31b6a4a650 order of events? If they had 5ad3e4d97e had sex first b59a2da146 and then he 27d222b6c5 had been beaten, aaa20464fb perhaps the pain b505127dbf of the beating 0017c3bca9 that made him 7020b9d6fb scream involuntarily would 8f3ec4d08b have remained more 2a39abf044 intensely than the de28d814ae gentle touch of d04cf52c6a his hands or e414f8768e the sticky sensation 742c545fea of being stirred 7e852aba13 up inside. Should it 4ed12bebbe have been 233bf6c452 that way 0b5242d84b instead?8c7cd7e20842de12

‘Han Seoyoon-ssi seems to like being touched.’fdbabe0206fb8bee

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Kwon Kijung’s voice suddenly echoed in his ears. His face flushed, and he pulled the blanket up over his head even though there was no one to see.a741cb5b5b491178

It was embarrassing to have every aspect of himself, from the parts he wanted to hide to the facets he wasn’t even aware of, thoroughly understood after just one encounter. He didn’t want to admit that his inner self was so deprived that he could be swayed by a dangerous game that was merely play for the other person and closer to a transaction for himself.d2328d933ed65775

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Because it was the 522d910a6a first time. He hoped that was 9fdc536f2d the only reason. Seoyoon reassured 2c3e27d440 himself that d198996ce0 although it 1dd02c8d62 felt like 0a7617d49a an enormous cc8711b832 deal now, 7e963829d8 it would aca8d70124 gradually become f46b0070a9 nothing as 26d9ce79d9 it was a671768655 repeated and f9db9cb195 became familiar, aeb0fb8910 and he ef1cf34237 tightly closed 38bd7c0ad2 his eyes.236db4ee0136aec2

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