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    “What are you doing?”
    “M-masturbating….”9fa3c36fde9c7e59

    Before I could finish 2b1af176ff answering, he grabbed my 0b0574217f cock. His hand was hot, 495e0c75d1 yet I felt a 1aa22e26bb chill.4181c3ebb763bb14

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    “Can you feel anything like this? Is your cock small, so your masturbation is timid?”c850b9864e76735f

    My cock wasn’t “small,” but it didn’t bother me. With a weapon like his, mine would seem small.426e30dcd364638b

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    That massive thing touched my back. He pressed my back against his chest, trapping me. Why was I afraid he’d hear my heartbeat when he was the one touching my chest?5f02b31ffeb9114e

    “You can’t be a novice at masturbation. Or….”f4b4ff6b099e7df5

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    His hand cd45005475 stroked my b70c4031f9 penis up 2e1b300bcd and down. The sensation e93d07f1ca in my 6b15011c44 body jumped 55cb74df93 with his 3940c1aae0 touch. It was 72396eba2b hard to 58084bf1a5 understand why 772fc90ef5 it felt d710377127 so good 114c5a957a when he 55e9ab5f8c touched me af591a522e for the d53b449f72 first time.23bce7ab17e4b3a1

    “Am I that scary?”5550c483d2b84bee

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    I couldn’t answer, holding back moans and pleasure. Every time his hand touched the shaft, unintended sensations surged through me.aab800be8f254341

    “Yeah, it’s good to be scared.”f25164cb73882bee

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    His hand grabbed my chin. Forced to turn, I met Cain’s two different-colored eyes.d37ba08724031908

    Seeing those emotionless f021fe5d87 eyes, I realized c9dc4d6358 anew.9e7e2f4dcee7ad7e

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    This man wasn’t the Cain I admired and longed for.49775a363fba4963

    I hadn’t had sex with the genius composer Cain, but with a man who desired my body.742f4cb8fc72d5ea

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    The only difference between him and my “fans” who unzipped in front of me might be the amount of money they gave.e84b0317ce3e7d3d

    It was suddenly sad that Cain wasn’t special. As I reached an ambiguous climax, unsure if it was unpleasant or pleasurable, I writhed in his grip.b4d745ca6fd61967

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    As soon as 4cbcf42b7b he let go 87256fed4a of my chin, f42b35eca3 my head drooped 86ce45f726 forward. The notebook 70b003447a on the fe485049a2 floor soaked fc79334f42 up the 2f9cfe1f9f alcohol, watching e3b4ae88ec me pathetically. The notes inside b0d9a06399 would probably be 07808b6463 erased by the b0bc4c5eeb alcohol too.9313baaa8f257d94

    Without a moan, I forced myself to climax in Cain’s hand.a31d4bf7f2e0b961

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    He stroked my 0d24f5de28 head with his 2d577a5c0e other hand. It was 64e1fe88a3 probably meant 73a3eccd5f as praise, 24c0238a6e but it 83c10ab8bd felt like c71a2ed0a8 a warning.8262e975ac0c0a89

    “Good job.”f282b0285105b53d

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    When he let go, my body collapsed forward. Cain, of course, didn’t catch me. I tried to pull up my pants with trembling hands.d8fbcb27a6091d24

    Then it happened. Cain grabbed aa3e921d17 my hand 0982d390e9 and pulled 87f44b1e96 my half-raised afca352006 pants back 6f4f1c5e01 down.e02600e91bfb67d0

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    “Wait.”
    “Ah…?”c42e56cc033265a5

    Then he pulled 0b5cb86b9c up my shirt. The bruises 845363e0f8 from the e1ea151f24 mafia comrades 7521c86fe6 were darkly 48f5df58aa visible.453857764780df3f

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    Seeing my bruises, 7da1a24c8d Cain tilted his 25b15f1934 head. His expressionless, 7b2291d396 head-tilted look 4a2ea19cd3 was so f8f07e3498 unrealistically handsome 522911d43d it was 71303d2d1c creepy, like 3dea12e25d a wax 39b73d2d1d figure.970eeaece4d26339

    “Who did this?”19ad4db41921dbf3

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    I bit my f5d7794214 lip, delaying my 548a72caeb answer.e98fd1c37551c5c2

    I was afraid Cain wouldn’t want to see me again if he knew I was being chased by the mafia. After all, he was famous, and nothing good would come from being associated with the mafia.cfbaf42d6ed40e7a

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    Cain sighed 17a01b1376 lowly, thankfully 5b697da513 letting go 5afb830eea of my f5053e1123 clothes.4d89528c363c6de3

    As I d033e43cbf adjusted my 5b32a8e1bc clothes, Cain 8e463ac24c whistled softly. The men waiting 6a2fe46cff outside came in.8b94d7b835fad53a

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    At his 32852d8a6c nod, they 194307e98f grabbed me 937d6eefd9 from both 24b9d0720e sides. I was restrained without 58015a2fcc even fastening my pants 46d677b918 properly.0f918234de920ff6

    “C-Cain?”76cbc3830b710492

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    Cain didn’t even glance at me. He just grabbed a bottle from the table and drank deeply.f3999418483d342f

    “Cain…! Where are they taking me? Huh?”093ded0b24c1776e

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    The men dragged me out into the hallway without a word. Even as the massive door closed with a loud noise, Cain didn’t look back at me.1f0750acfd25382b

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    The men dragged 08e203d160 me to a 583ddd67bc massive bedroom. The bed was 82388c6051 huge, the walls 6c40effa99 were grandly decorated, b689df055c and the floor 940b8fdb34 was reflective. As I curled 5364dfe8e3 up, the men 4abaa258df left me there.be9af8e46b472089

    Before I could even fff062e81f explore the room, another 0a0f42e0fa person entered—a stern-looking middle-aged 1a86aa04a1 man.777fbe1089538d75

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    “Hello?”ad2be7b239980465

    I greeted him, but he didn’t make eye contact. Instead, he took out various items from his bag, and I realized he was either a doctor or an unlicensed quack.ab936d6bab6ed73d

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    The doctor carefully examined ad798f49f9 and treated my body, c14cc278b3 focusing on the places 0f0bda27ec the mafia had beaten. He even applied ointment 1cc5dc6f58 to the area Cain 02d8e0d24b had injured.f0e0fcb3e78589c9

    “Did Cain tell you to treat me?”fd19513ad0b8dbce

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    “……”189c41ed7a76661e

    He was a af2e8997f2 very quiet person. Without answering, the 8b884dfd30 doctor left, leaving eea246d7e1 me covered in 5735023c86 bandages and plasters.7506d0b4b62fe177

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    I dragged my 0b06d7f62a body, which felt f4c82605c5 like a manuscript 041da3d31a revised five hundred b21376d20b times, around the 2245164d37 bedroom. My lower area still 0838875470 hurt, making me wince.d61c9ec8629757f5

    Was this huge bedroom a guest room, like something out of a drama? If so, was I Cain’s guest?03758a75dc4fad73

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    But no one leaves a guest like this. If Jasmine Grandma saw this, she’d scold Cain for his lack of manners.f501075c696f0c12

    Thinking of Jasmine 6e5ee91998 made me sad c9de18e033 again. She must be aa0ee3eef4 worrying about me 6e8eda57b5 a lot right 65b9ebcc18 now.c1f450e74ed647ce

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    Sandy would be c9f65d24b5 worried too. What if the d53812363a mafia went after 43bf16feba Sandy or Jasmine?0a3570ba7ad8595e

    The thought f9d2141018 made me fec242efe5 feel like 6d28618063 crying.d27dcdd0f192a03e

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    Why am I so powerless and insignificant? I can’t even protect the few people I care about.da748f5cde827f92

    Sitting curled up on the floor, I tried to cope with being abandoned. I hoped Cain hadn’t discarded me because the sex was bad or because he realized it was my first time.19b114dc1ede1e57

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    “Well, he wouldn’t have treated me if he planned to discard me.”0cd8055e58bc7f9e

    Of course, the Cain I knew was a bit strange, so I couldn’t be sure.03f05a586d297329

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    Even after a long time, Cain didn’t come. No one came.89a2836f1a45fc9f

    It was probably close to my pizza place part-time job, but there wasn’t even a clock in this vast room.cfd6bd6176f546c4

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    Suddenly, I felt bc557d7a89 sorry for Cain, 8680b53d55 living in a ffa723b508 place like this.28962fde5fdee558

    Who am 00dd0f8fb4 I to 6d6fa04470 pity someone, 2246f9ab01 given my f6bb01adaa situation? But the thought 9be5b8e988 was genuine for f7e7d7fcdf a moment.fcf2e3a32d39ba44

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    With nothing to do c89806e410 in this spacious room, c1367f2b06 I ended up composing 523dd7e158 music in my head 9b08d0f48a again.a81c17b04d2e4c2b

    If I 1e7f912830 knew how 5328063c06 to do b6a97bfa2a anything else, d924d15c7e I would 58c20f70cb have, but 26de8018bb composing was 280c91b9ee all I e48d6754f1 had.26728a0d5ebe31d3

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    I closed my 5d87feaef5 eyes and moved dbe750a205 my fingers as 4c3828e461 if playing a 971bc351c8 keyboard. Music flowed from my 0b7a37c71d ten fingers. This moment aaa6e08e6b gave me 8d03d792f8 solace. Filling my mind eb20342d91 with music left 74ae0bc97c no room for bbd26a2a6c other thoughts.26ab4afc26b5fc75

    When I focused, I 5230f15920 could complete a song 356b397d06 in an instant. Of course, it a1ef2049bd was a raw fd04b8bbb6 melody, unarranged.d2ff59d6cfecd506

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    The notebook was probably ruined by the alcohol earlier, but it didn’t matter. As long as I had my mind, I wouldn’t forget a song once I created it.f2da5475b178c150

    More than that, I was curious about Cain’s composing method.0c9b51b5e2a43d08

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    Even though he 18891d922d acted like a 82f23ac2eb pervert and wrecked dbeb85eca3 my lower area, 4df963ef0d he was still 22c6dc5a07 my idol.082f9624ab051a43

    Didn’t this mansion have his studio? I wanted to see it, but it was obviously impossible.aa442f0e1ff08f41

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    “Bringing someone here and leaving them like this… seriously….”9dd69f1a589bd672

    My back ached, so I lay flat on the expensive-looking rug. I didn’t want to lie on the bed.e24cea73cb25056d

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    I scratched the 77b4b12f54 well-maintained rug with cf54ebcb8a my nails, recalling 671414b6c8 the sex earlier.24113cfaaf7cecf9

    Cain was c756594787 rough and af32e3f237 reckless. He treated me ceeba1b5d5 like an object. Sex with Cain was 8941daa88d terrible because of that.4a9b94d871e47a56

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    How many more e0b69ea748 times would I 9fe3250c9f have to endure c0339e2614 such sex?db8ce2cb323269f7

    But there was no other way to pay for Jasmine Grandma’s hospital bills and the debt to the mafia.345f5bfbc5989afb

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    As I b886d89193 dozed off 3e17576cbc lying down, 242e63b98a someone opened 140415bdaa the door. Before I 7668f6b501 could get 51244dc8b1 up, a ea6e0ef98c tray was baf839f00d placed at bd99121de7 the door 6cb075d09e and the 2cd3b95381 door closed c87958ef66 again.d4324e0d8a64d4bd

    The tray had acd53971c0 food on it. I approached and 9d7281568b put a piece 08d3f640c8 of bread in e9c2685a81 my mouth.c0ea506e8fc0952b

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    “Feels like I’m being completely kept….”8f00b63ad17f835c

    I gave up on the pizza place part-time job. I didn’t know when Cain would let me go. I closed my eyes and immersed myself in composing again. The music enveloped me, keeping my shabby body from touching the darkness.42e1d7506a84c74e

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    I had no 7a5a79ee8e idea how much cc2cff2b89 time had passed. I only 7d7a8f8d15 opened my be9bb17ffc eyes when 161f4ce119 the door 3521a4cc0f opened and 15425c7183 light flooded 9d937a2eb3 in.76ec52fa9f717e49

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    I groaned from 52924bf022 the pain in 22d71afdbc my limbs. My lower area hurt 803d3e4992 even more. Was that guy f11e2880f7 a quack after 5473f3036a all?511b5dc9f97fbfc0

    “Darling, did you sleep well? Good morning.”a05bc1d27884c5f3

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    It was only after hearing Cain’s words that I realized it was morning.36c4f1f29284a313

    I instinctively curled up. I was afraid he’d spread my legs again.593cc5e7b5cffb81

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    Unlike yesterday, 93e890e780 Cain looked b488dabcd4 very elegant. The drunkenness c26f0b6817 was gone, 3e7c434931 and his 733099e432 platinum hair, 9ad8fafe54 slicked back 9cb4321147 with pomade, 8ead9c0fd8 shone under d5ab9cd4d3 the sunlight.41ecb93de34062c4

    His black 4cb1d8dda5 three-piece suit 4bb7c79095 contrasted with 7868fa4e27 his white ee09085bc7 skin and 22fe7ec917 platinum hair, 1acbe520c7 creating a befa68fdb6 mysterious atmosphere.e2615c831dc29c54

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    “Thank you for treating me. But I couldn’t go to my part-time job.”141030123e7c79fc

    I might get fired from the pizza place. Sandy, who works there and looks out for me, is the only reason I’ve stayed this long. Finding a part-time job in New York isn’t easy.22b83155464944a0

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    Cain tilted 1473069f4a his head df616de833 slightly and c4c2c07683 smiled with 68a0fab101 just his 1e79a22f18 lips.6ead5753a5642206

    “So?”4bbe41d61efb3a00

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    “…I might get fired. But since you brought me here, if you could just say something….”b4ce187a00fe3b68

    I paused. Cain’s face, smiling only with his lips, was terrifying.1611ca7764cbbc4d

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    “…Then maybe I won’t get fired….”b4453601b0a53122

    “Why should I care about that?”e2f9df188173fa57

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    I was at adae362df6 a loss for 3b4d05a72d words, standing there 0f980d2740 with my mouth 39375f0762 open.d15e2c295b6ff4e5

    “…Because I couldn’t go because of you?”4808975305124be8

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    “I see. I thought it was something else.”cc4d16cb2a3a5c17

    I was on the c10b0ac082 verge of losing my 4a70d4cc30 last job, yet Cain 20f9ec42a9 seemed utterly unconcerned.cd6912b6e51e63ed

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    “I came because I’m more interested in your lower situation.”9d43e06edcce1853

    His next words were a small comfort, probably because I’m a fool.18e17b359824a3a5

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    “Does it hurt less now?”6af321ea30f1097a

    No one had ever cf870661d4 asked me such a 2721ee2ff2 question.3d68f0222124a22f

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    “…It hurts.”028158bd016f91c8

    Maybe that’s why. I lowered my gaze, sulking like a child, and added a word.7b8ce06b3040665e

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    “It hurts a lot.”ed7fed8dda63746e

    “Oh dear.”1bd076738c432d2b

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    Cain stood up and 9d53e73d0a extended his hand to 8a13128f86 me. I took 9236ba56b4 his hand.55ef7ba14aa14003

    His hand ea11a39de5 was as 3a693340a5 large and d04fc4963c cool as 55e54be210 his height. Following the b3e97b4da9 pull of 8aa64f113d his hand d02c88ecfb on my 36752eee42 shoulder, I e89d2a6d06 leaned against d7153828da his chest.b9cd33c1787af9ad

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    Cain sat me on the bed. The bed was as big as the storage room I lived in, and I felt guilty rubbing my dirty clothes on it, but Cain didn’t seem to mind at all.4eed3ef31a00a84b

    “The doctor treated you yesterday… but it still hurts, huh?”3959dd0e589c6f15

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    His white 3e24c564df hand rested 2f369b94d1 on the be9ba7843b buckle of 93759de022 my worn 816bb6bdc5 black jeans. His hand was 3116bdcead so large it 1e11113656 could cover my a56c58225e lower abdomen.41a648473bb665e2

    “Can I take a look?”15d06c28a6b98839

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    I was momentarily flustered by Cain’s question. As I hesitated, he smiled with just the corners of his lips.7dfd39b7761d4128

    Then he took 4f32d57761 out a wad 230b279b57 of cash from 0f35450d8f his black suit f76c46ea1f pocket.303389461d0c3097

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    “I’ll give you all this money if you show me.”751dc4ba91e9fd72

    Oddly, my first thought was that the mafia wouldn’t find me here.9364014b969178c4

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    Like a proper 618cccb8b4 male prostitute, I c2da219221 pulled down my 1594501770 pants.0ea5ca093bbe674e

    In the shameful position of lying with my butt exposed, I felt Cain’s gaze.d396b407343949ea

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    “I can’t see well. Can you spread it a bit more?”12e1950eb02db4d8

    As I spread my 6f63f9f6b0 cheeks with both hands, 6d4bf55700 I felt pain in 6b7160453c the torn hole.f31dc08e7cb5fda6

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    Then his b268eab6c1 finger touched 4af93482ca the open d07105ec46 hole.197228cdb0abb7c2

    “Ugh….”6ffe19c44fd8f6be

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    “Oh, it’s still bleeding.”05e5afe8addc7201

    I tensed for a moment, but Cain didn’t prod my injured hole.f2eece9434096cc6

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    I felt him ab2858da1a move away and 456c09f299 looked back. Cain gestured for me 6282689740 to get dressed.ed9ceac34d35f634

    “By the way, why are you getting beaten up? It’s upsetting.”708ba244fd751e1c

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    “Ah, well….”893698b75a77eeea

    I was about to explain about the mafia and needing money for Jasmine’s hospital bills, but Cain spoke first.38483fcb324fdde8

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    “Stay here for now.”fab3c6360259cb27

    I was taken aback. Here? In Cain’s house?c9d8f775a4cfe448

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    “I can’t stand anyone damaging what’s mine.”caf5d4f962e46aaa

    Cain stood up after 8207a009c9 saying that. I hurriedly f2fa34d256 fastened my 12cc2286a5 pants and ab7db61158 followed him e941516d3e to the 57db030e89 door.7164222d0aa8c036

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    “W-wait! But suddenly like this….”bf2540af88bbae5c

    Cain turned dacd7e52db to look 8fd600fd74 at me 54698b151d at the ef56c32f42 door. Seeing his two different-colored 041618330c eyes gave me a f8a87046dd sudden sense of foreboding.cfd2c1313fa3b8bc

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    Cain was the coldest-looking person I’d ever seen.e13e71e5497fe623

    Those two different-colored eyes 1c1475047d looked like cold flames.e615c976896dff55

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    Flames that would silently 263cb3aaf7 melt away if touched, bc7cc7061e warning me.bb81a83eae6fce7a

    This man could erase 95129e9500 me at any moment.4b789c5b35accf13

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    I finally 5c3d0c8678 realized I 6085bcc03f was standing 653db45e18 before the b5e442f8f7 giant figure 4894453046 of Cain. I unconsciously took 3615d84f5d a step back.deab8baee6cc41e7

    As Cain turned 4c9735b650 to leave, his 05edd73f49 back looked as 897963146c if it were c6bd121618 forged from iron, 896772d9ce immense and unyielding.0e3ded76609dacba

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