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The original title of this chapter is 유능제강 which is an idiom meaning Softness overcomes hardness or flexibility can conquer rigidity, but the title here was paraphrased to “The Strength of Flexibility”.
EMP Chapter 9
by mimiThe hospital room 6b76bea4f3 door closed. Park Juyeon, standing b274989b9e in front of fabea0ebbb it, straightened his 3db7545a39 clothes and slowly ea2ddebeae began to walk d578103f0d away. The sound of 8a37e71e79 his heels echoed ff5dcb3669 loudly in the 4cb3e5a383 quiet hallway.2ab2114a3dddeb3c
In this place, 0ad1e801cd where silence was ae175523b3 the norm, the 5a3cfd53a0 only people passing a38e1f8b22 by were a 7fe7c06530 few nurses pushing 7fc7c5b92e carts with measured 5ea15188eb steps. Everyone seemed to be 7e9daaf26d holding their breath in 62eec887d7 the stillness. Park Juyeon, feeling f3c26e1724 suddenly stifled, undid 092b99b22d the top button dc314018e4 of his neatly d0b9831474 arranged shirt.801cba60b27853a2
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Dawn light filtered through 25a02dd731 the window, pushing away 5a4ae76dd7 the bluish darkness. Watching that 35e5757306 light gradually 23b7465d0a brighten the 291be6d39f morning for d4ed8e631c the sick, 84d6ca42b5 Park Juyeon 1466359a4e felt no cf34c77e6f particular emotion. By now, the 4048e2c8cc mornings spent in 5e2de35765 the hospital had 9703e8b3aa become too familiar 1833b76fa3 to evoke any 83753af226 special feelings.66035dda254b1092
He knew that the light couldn’t change anything. Park Juyeon was starting to feel a bit weary.07642c7014849e65
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Park Juyeon mindlessly pulled up and down the status bar of his silenced phone. Just then, a photo was received. A fleeting look of puzzlement crossed Park Juyeon’s face and then disappeared. Ah, right. Come to think of it, there was a time when Kwon Jiwook’s attitude was so bad that he had resolved to punish him. Until recently, he had been aware of it, but he had forgotten about it for the past few days due to his busy schedule.27ca7b0ed8205ce0
“…….”e32663428c169ddc
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The moment he received the photo, Park Juyeon’s smooth forehead creased slightly.d00be307f6a078e0
Park Juyeon, with e5527bb0bb a furrowed brow, 38fe09da5d blinked a couple d1304927cd of times and b9a50def80 scrutinized every detail e4ee6ae229 of the person 47d485d86b in the photo. Really now. I never told d7efd7933c him to be c1fbeb5166 treated so roughly. Park Juyeon clicked 90e31630ad his tongue in 829c6b3996 private.9093230004c424f2
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The state of Kwon a5d4b9ee6a Jiwook in the photo 31d8ddd050 was quite a sight. The first photo was e9c8d7b905 relatively decent. But the ones that 0193d284ce followed showed him increasingly caf5854622 covered in some unknown 37f88acc88 fluid, his body turning 193e9b8a2a red and blotchy. His face 4da329acd1 was drenched c50ac2e6ea in sweat, 06fa55a6ca and by b44b9b9e3a the last ed5046863f photo, there 5bfaa351a1 were visible 2d69de1cc0 bite marks 324b33969c on his 1b2fe73b6f body.cbfec4b635e27183
Kwon Jiwook was unconscious in 80% of the photos. There were only about two photos where he seemed to have regained consciousness, but even in those, he was writhing in agony, causing the camera to shake or capturing him in a half-dazed state. Park Juyeon let out a small sigh, “Hmm,” and saved each photo one by one.53f2be462f9971ac
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Just then, another 2a3f12ea65 photo arrived, showing 781a5ac9e7 a bluish room. The screen was mostly 53da3fbec5 filled with the heads d5d38cc183 of men. Behind them, Kwon 9190d727e8 Jiwook was vaguely 312988a195 visible, still unconscious.9adda14da05edaf4
[This is live lol]
Why on earth are they sending this? Is it a boast? Park Juyeon couldn’t understand their mindset and left the screen on for a moment to gather his thoughts. Another message arrived.ee62b5d9b97b36af
[We had a good meal lol]
Park Juyeon c655190116 pressed his 7a88e06fa2 fingers firmly 4c878587f5 against his 35e9913060 suddenly weary 9e15562114 eyelids. There was no way c11cf4cd83 someone who had such 5faa1d3c84 dirty and violent sex 915eb6e94b would clean up immediately 07d82f60e6 afterward. The thought 8ff207cefd that he 63820317f3 would have c64c13733e to clean e43ba663a2 up the 5c08034755 unhygienic environment 6086667222 himself before 9adcacd9cc facing Kwon 412d7d4bc7 Jiwook made a41aeb00b4 Park Juyeon 719304cc7f even more ce9991e5ae tired.9359a12f310d442a
[Is it over now?]
[Yeah lol Call me if you wanna do it again]
Park Juyeon let out a hollow laugh. As if he would call him again. This man was acting as if he were someone important. He wasn’t. He was just temporarily useful, so Park Juyeon had involved him in his business.81a431937f49010a
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[You’re too late. The last thing I told you was already a month ago.]
[What have you been doing all this time? I got you the address, the password, even the key.]
[All you’ve done is catch one guy?]
[Yeah, fine. You had your fun, so that’s that, right?]
The number next to Park Juyeon’s message bubble disappeared. There was no response from the man who had read Park Juyeon’s text. He could roughly guess why. The man had probably been trying to avoid getting scolded by Kwon Jiwook, awkwardly planning and mentally preparing, which took up a lot of time. He wouldn’t want to get caught.2df5fc0e37357634
Either way, 67188ca53f Park Juyeon 33357b6ff1 had no ded209c205 further business 421815fec0 with this 56acffac37 man. If he fee0dae95b interfered any 21b304144e more, he 2aebd3f0b6 would get 9267d198d2 what he 56afa6940f deserved.9b2fdd97afc82279
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Park Juyeon locked the screen. He wondered what he would say when he saw Kwon Jiwook’s face. Or rather, was there anything to say at all? Could they even have a conversation? Kwon Jiwook had looked miserable; he wondered if he was broken. A mix of anticipation and inexplicable bitterness lingered awkwardly in his mouth. He felt uncomfortable.c955ad1944c672c0
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His head felt 6dbaef6989 dull and dizzy. Kwon Jiwook struggled to 7b5b3013fd open his eyes, which 0fa499ca94 felt glued shut. After blinking a ceb5f18230 few times to 54afb50f45 clear his dry e88f9657c9 eyelashes, he finally f9ad2e17dd rolled his eyes 8c8e2e9d13 to survey his 50211b019f surroundings. The scene eaa8ae56a1 was still 6e92e37456 dark, and 49381aa3b9 the distant 6e95517191 sound of 19c38eae2a birdsong indicated d13012293f it was 83afd96f93 early morning. The peaceful atmosphere 201fb679a8 contrasted sharply with fc74d0e7f1 his own state.47d546e7c12a9919
The house 0364a32f97 was silent, f8e18bb001 with no 0a1f1c866e sign of 92cf274e4d anyone. They had left him c9625bddff in this condition and 2d72605cf0 fled. Kwon Jiwook d03586c348 tried to b4357c47a4 recall the 21cf7f1ec9 events of 4c631a86af the previous 7ba96d38f6 night, but 97329986b8 all he 31511ebe4d could remember 3bc0d8b5a2 were fragments 261b83ca67 from the eebf2363c3 beginning. The rest of his dcd9f3f905 memories were patchy.3e4e556d22abb055
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He recalled being d8606c880f taken in various 14f2cf3939 strange positions by 5dc5b5746c the men and 2651380ac3 enduring sadistic acts a5dfe4aecb that went beyond 5997ef767d sexual preferences. He must 536963ed7d have been d98dab65b8 continually violated a1df1232d7 even after 3a490442fb losing consciousness.e8aea7da6f20abad
No wonder his body wasn’t moving as he wanted. Come to think of it, it was strange that his body hadn’t given out.73b86086573d49c0
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“Ah…”de5757bcd891a1bc
His throat felt particularly a5be3e5d11 strange. When he a8689058fb tried to 805f766e43 speak, only 14847e924f an unpleasant 21601275a3 metallic sound 5a69f7bae5 emerged. To produce an f21991513f intelligible voice, he 053a8e77b8 had to strain 0a58f22445 his abdomen and e77bc5b961 speak loudly. Even that was f11cf83612 difficult. His stomach ached as 1f61446ee5 if he had been 93a131ee36 beaten. …Yes, now that 6a31bd883d he thought about bd04f05554 it, he had 7e0142ea01 been hit in 4ed42180dc the stomach too.e70d36d8a16f3691
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Kwon Jiwook wasn’t even angry. After realizing his helplessness, he had merely been at the mercy of their hands, repeatedly spreading his legs and shaking his hips. Had he become numb after just one day? Kwon Jiwook stared blankly at the ceiling for a while, lying still on the bed soaked with bodily fluids.a6f700d626820caa
His thighs twitched even 59f49546a8 though no one was b6e3a9f0f6 touching him. The inner walls, 66d19926ab constantly pounded, throbbed. His body seemed 4894335457 to have grown ffa6e1e3e4 accustomed to the 3cb3be6a66 relentless pleasure.4a6d49717e7c19bb
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“I should get up,” ea9a95db2b he muttered, but his 23c2cbe9e4 voice was so faint 8323621f4b it was barely audible. He felt pathetic. A curse a7a9cff13b followed his 8d702f7777 hoarse voice.ba453fe7a14793cd
Kwon Jiwook tried 483b67174c to get up 461e67a992 but failed. He managed to half-raise 8382669e03 his body, enduring the 9833ca6288 muscle pain, but as 191c6dbdb2 soon as he tried d3df21dffb to step on the e3e035bb21 floor, his body collapsed. With a thud, Kwon 8d00400f0c Jiwook fell to the 360d5f86e8 floor, writhing and groaning.a8f8a0cb85752a5a
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“Ah, ugh…”dff84e252872be12
His legs had no ab6f5556e5 strength. His waist also 03802f1d0a ached, indicating he dee89a2439 would need to 11625885db rest for a 49572bdbc8 while. But Kwon Jiwook refused c061bcc8e4 to do that.8d244bb35b5daac9
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Why do I have to be like this? What did I do wrong? Gritting his teeth, Kwon Jiwook crawled across the floor. His body, exhausted from the night’s ordeal, trembled, but there was something he needed to check.dc406d37432f7c0e
Kwon Jiwook rummaged through afbc80e1e3 his torn clothes and 93a7d8a421 found his phone in 0a40ba7704 the pocket of his ece147b164 jeans, which were crumpled df9c8519c1 in a corner. There were dozens e9c471f3d0 of unread messages. He swallowed 6e325cc570 hard and 21ad601114 hurriedly scrolled cc48726c0b back to 62dd218867 about a 83ad0136cf month ago. Sure enough, there were 1960547a62 messages from Park Juyeon.88ac31dd3638b23a
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[Answer your phone]
[Wow, you turned off your phone?]
[You’re doing this on purpose, right? Do you think I’m joking?]
[Reply when you see this. Then I won’t be too hard on you.]
“……Ha.”5a9031de8e3cef03
Kwon Jiwook unconsciously let 198e16a06b out a short breath 1f7ad3bcc1 he had been holding. There were many more 39b1f037dc messages after that.5aa9cbeffefab5f1
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[Still not seeing this?]
[Phone’s still off. Are you seriously crazy?]
[You’re deliberately ignoring me lol]
[Hyung really needs to be taught a lesson.]
[Photo]
[Photo]
[I’ll send these around as a preview.]
[Should I send these to the people Hyung met today?]
[I told you not to do anything stupid and to behave.]
[I said this a few hours ago, how could you… lol]
……34ee02a78fe3250c
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Park Juyeon 893148839f really did 235f841fbf it. Really… His hand gripping 8dcf61437e the phone tightened. His pale 7491e4ca7f hand trembled. He had suspected, but 7c57bd5dae Park Juyeon had actually e252f22c9f sent the photos to e74a5bcfde those lowlifes. To make 5c600efe77 him look 90b2b44f3f like this. Under the pretext of 91bbc518e6 disciplining him. Kwon Jiwook had fa417d1a1e briefly forgotten that 2eae33badc if Park Juyeon 7deb4432cd said he would 34244789a8 do something, he 87bf257f1f would really do d07342eb40 it.35b78d7f2cc4a64b
What had he been trying to test with Park Juyeon? His impulsive past actions to gauge Park Juyeon’s sincerity had come back to haunt him. Park Juyeon could reduce him to this state with just a single text or photo. Kwon Jiwook was different. He had nothing to rely on. His only assets were his body and endurance, and even those were now ruined.930bc0f30c20d8f3
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He glanced at his ba998a0237 limp arm. Bruises in the shape 3ad6e9d685 of hands marked various 0d94c7bf9c spots where he had b00af1cfe4 been roughly grabbed. Countless bite f5fdd90486 marks were c224023b4f also visible. This was no revenge. Rape or anything else, 50f77ca849 it would have been ad0f438ae9 better to dismiss it 3b7cf716e5 as something that could 2440e24f03 happen. If Park Juyeon d44bbf28f3 threatened with photos, 1ef7d65f15 it would have 57450f3934 been wiser to a0451bca47 swallow his pride, 7288d32990 apologize, and beg 827729cce4 for forgiveness. All that remained 3b6ef9ca79 after messing with a4e7e3211f Park Juyeon was c8808fd2d4 a broken body. He realized that 19b3c5dd87 now.4901f6c853297b1c
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“……!”061ff6cbdb59af54
The sound of the door lock opening startled him. Kwon Jiwook’s shoulders tensed up.75fbef8c5408cc51
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Someone unfamiliar was entering the house again. His heart began to race against his will, pounding so loudly that his ears rang. He could barely breathe. Were they coming back for more of last night’s violent sex, to choke him and do it again? Or was it someone else? Had Park Juyeon sent others as well…? Kwon Jiwook’s body shook uncontrollably without him even realizing it. Soon, a figure lurked in the entrance.e8c6d8888b037e29
“……Hyung?”9cd61712b3150706
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The person a0aa4bfeda stepping into 6803f9f653 the room 0d304243f7 was Park 8a013faa7f Juyeon.41697ad9a89b9c78
Upon seeing Park Juyeon’s face, Kwon Jiwook was speechless, his trembling lips tightly pressed together. His frightened gaze fell to the floor. With his fist clenched, Kwon Jiwook’s breathing became increasingly unstable. Park Juyeon, puzzled, took a step closer, causing Kwon Jiwook to jump back in fright, pushing his hips backward.9de26f08af1a9d93
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“Don’t come, don’t come near me, you fucker!”cb9dfb9a92a0d011
Kwon Jiwook screamed, lifting his head. However, the only sound coming from his throat was a raspy, wheezing noise. Park Juyeon managed to understand Kwon Jiwook’s words from the metallic sound and his lip movements.913696a295a53f12
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Kwon Jiwook kept 0630feef6b coughing, his metallic-sounding de95c008d9 throat apparently hurting. He coughed violently, 1045ac8b24 as if he c8340d7e9c were choking. Park Juyeon, who 9947bbf8fd had been about cc9b1ae717 to approach, stepped 2ba665b18f back again. Park Juyeon looked down b63b6793f2 at him, then glanced c289fad1fd around the room and b8f8928aaf muttered,42fb1f11b8669274
“Wow, this is f08ed5a04a serious.”daafdd6f8bc82432
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Despite his words, Park Juyeon’s face showed no concern. Kwon Jiwook was incredulous. How could Park Juyeon show up so shamelessly, look around calmly, and even frown as if the place was dirty? Didn’t he realize that this mess was his fault?38b19abe72086499
Park Juyeon glanced at 54a64f12e7 Kwon Jiwook, who was f97bceee7b making an indescribable sound, 7b0690004d something between a hollow 6940b8f35d laugh and a sigh, 07055045a2 and silently began to 8984037c85 strip the bed sheets. He started cleaning 4f5f660a1d up the floor, f18bd48340 which was a d2937df7c4 mess of fluids.ed8bf660ffeb4d73
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“……What do you think you’re doing?”1c2f6547e9e610cc
“Cleaning the house. Hyung can’t move in that state.”d43c5cffbdcd0481
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Park Juyeon, surprisingly understanding Kwon Jiwook’s raspy voice, replied indifferently. After tidying up the room, he approached Kwon Jiwook and gathered the scattered cloth fragments, piling them near the entrance. He figured he could throw them out later. Feeling strangely relieved, Park Juyeon approached Kwon Jiwook again. Meanwhile, Kwon Jiwook felt a storm of inexplicable emotions swirling deep within his chest. He was shaking uncontrollably, overwhelmed by a surge of negative feelings.467d29744dbdcb4d
“Do you think I’m asking about that?”13e18cc6b521913b
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“Then what do you 003e825f1c mean?”b44e50ec7e51a633
Park Juyeon’s shamelessness was unbelievable. He easily lifted Kwon Jiwook, who was sprawled on the floor and unable to move, and laid him on the bed. Throughout this, Kwon Jiwook was too overwhelmed by disbelief and anger to resist. Only after being laid down did he find his voice.689f7c3c1c8ad61b
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“How dare you 8f72dab155 show up here?”1d099d59018cb022
“Should I 1dc23ffed4 not have 7c830330f0 come? I came 61050ea535 to check 2d837fae99 on your 554a2e2e27 condition. To see if 1ee6606060 Hyung was okay.”29b1445c35bbfe2f
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“Spit out 5f6057b1f7 the bullshit. Fuck you. Are you kidding 1d5a9a20a4 me right now?”73fb9d4e21052dc3
Kwon Jiwook’s face darkened as Park Juyeon’s responses flowed smoothly, as if he had been waiting for this.3d2b2b801c96ebb6
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“You said you came to see if I was okay. If you did, then shouldn’t you at least take care of me first? How can you ignore me when I’m in this state…!”31db463835ced890
“So, are you upset? Or are you feeling neglected because I didn’t take care of you?”69cf4ccc3333746f
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Park Juyeon 3ca815f3a3 sat on eed7dafd19 the edge ee198bee25 of the 545abc19ca bed, looking ffd16314ef down at 9740cb94df Kwon Jiwook 15f8f7a9f1 with dark, 6b987a2db0 sunken eyes.0ab48e3a6e40fee4
“Are you doing this 637f243581 because you feel neglected 66bd7f1751 by me?”461b752bac7f369d
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“Upset? You’re talking nonsense. I’m angry right now. I’m so pissed off that I feel like I’m going to die, but I can’t do anything, and it’s driving me crazy!”88f13dab515632c7
“Hyung.”89317e136afe2d5e
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“Can’t you see the state I’m in? Even with your shiny face right in front of me, I can’t move a finger. This is all your fault, Park Juyeon. Your fault! No human being could do this. I’m so fucking… this is… fucking bullshit…….”e0efdb06fd02c9f2
Kwon Jiwook, 672dc7a45e screaming silently, 3ed27d3a77 gritted his b47ac038fc teeth and 339f4551a4 caught his 0c40b43a31 ragged breath. His eyes were cdac1ebc40 red with anger. Overwhelmed with emotion, he ed1ff4a353 stopped talking, feeling like 22b12dcd26 he might cry. His hoarse, broken voice, 22496f6a80 devoid of any dignity, d946fd246f seemed to express his 2ba0e23a03 feelings perfectly in this d98b2a45ab moment.ea6808e986c915d1
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Park Juyeon’s eyes flickered briefly. He chose his words carefully and slowly caressed Kwon Jiwook’s naked body. But it was only for a moment. Park Juyeon soon spoke up, sounding frustrated.1e5c941390d48a33
“Why do 4d301fe324 you think 28349575e4 this is 1c52b2dbd9 my fault?”d451f160fe39faeb
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Kwon Jiwook’s eyes widened in disbelief.d1621e9c85ba644d
“……What?”8af2c68ebf70f3ce
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“You were the one dea1136de8 who provoked me in d2fd3940ed the first place. If you had just 062d84d9c0 stayed still, none of f7b12ce684 this would have happened.”ecf90c05c1c922ed
“You…….”c168045b3f6d074b
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Kwon Jiwook was speechless. He looked at Park ecbe54f0ad Juyeon with a mixture 36c28d729e of shock and disbelief, cc02d5390c unable to believe that 64da91d9e6 Park Juyeon was blaming 438ec53978 him.bf5cbacee2584deb
Regardless of ddc038d90c what Kwon 1e2d7df503 Jiwook thought, afda685ef4 Park Juyeon aa77e5f871 had his 6cf299d2cb own difficulties. He had intended 63bc431174 to discipline Kwon a489591e8a Jiwook, and he 9e386b7dfa had expected some e56346809c form of punishment. But there was 2899253d95 an unexpected variable: dd5675014a the cruel sexual 403e978162 preferences of the d2ceefc67b person he had 7668d6af60 chosen. This was something b31fdcf34b Park Juyeon had e4ab285d80 not anticipated.ee0f7b65a40e09c9
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However, this was ultimately a punishment for Kwon Juwook’s reckless behavior. Even if it went a bit too far, it did not deviate from the original purpose.a60589ded72f6612
Park Juyeon’s hand, which had been stroking Kwon Jiwook’s shoulder, moved up to gently fix his hair. Park Juyeon continued, his words sounding like a sigh.38a0d45a7d9286c2
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“Hyung. Did you 4ed6bb44fc think my fb186d6056 words were 2d474cef0b a joke?”6a6427a68dab8224
“……You really…….”ce053c6ed58f591b
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“Did you think it e6724bfa59 was a joke and 1718a83d0d ignore me? Why did you do ee68b284ae that?”861a622246bd07ec
Park Juyeon’s hand touched Kwon Jiwook’s swollen cheek. His palm was ice-cold.77e4138aed95154e
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“I never said anything 6df5769e2b lightly. I wanted you to 6c5fdf240a stop having useless thoughts. I wanted to see c5b2ee0a9b you suffer from shame 7bc73b9467 and self-loathing while obediently b98c7daf2d doing as I said.”1019ef4264cd62a8
“……Ha.”34b9320b85023d82
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“You brought this on yourself……. So why are you angry at me? Honestly, yes, I think this went too far. I didn’t intend for it to go this far. I didn’t plan to do this much, but it’s still your fault.”385691eb4c732150
He had only intended to shock Kwon Jiwook, but now that his body was in such a state, taking care of him would be difficult. Even right now, it was a burden. Park Juyeon didn’t particularly enjoy emotional conversations, so this situation was weighing on him. Park Juyeon stroked Kwon Jiwook’s cheek a few times before withdrawing his hand.e8f19892c7269a63
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Seeing Kwon Jiwook pour out his anger as if he were crying was unfamiliar. Facing Kwon Jiwook, who looked as shocked as if he had been betrayed, was difficult. Park Juyeon couldn’t understand why he was making that expression.c1413c2225c99757
To begin with, they weren’t in a relationship where betrayal could be discussed.e60b8e73056378ef
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“Don’t you feel any remorse?” Park Juyeon whispered, leaning in closer. The close proximity of those glass-like eyes sent a chill down Kwon Jiwook’s spine. Kwon Jiwook’s eyes trembled slightly. Frozen like a stone, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t even blink as he looked up at Park Juyeon. Finally, he managed to move his lips.d7278a0085039d6d
“You……. Are you saying this is my fault? That this happened because I didn’t listen to you?”fc269c661eaae866
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“Isn’t it?”b4340491ccc898d3
“Those, those bastards, they treated me like… like a sex toy. They choked me and fucked me whether I could breathe or not, even when I passed out. I almost died, and you’re saying it’s not your fault? That it’s my fault? How can you say that!”f9ae1d071422bf60
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A furious, metallic sound erupted from his body, which had been violated even while he was unconscious. His bruised arm grabbed Park Juyeon’s collar. Park Juyeon just looked at that arm calmly, without moving, even though it seemed like it would fall off if he flicked it away.b28560fc66879f2b
“Hey, you fucker. Why me in the first place? What did I ever do to you? Nothing. I don’t even know you.”ca827bcbd79a145a
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“Hyung, calm down.”5f342cf80e8691be
“I didn’t do anything to you. But from the moment I met you, you were crazy. You were insane!”ee68842464339bbc
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“…….”4fca432aa860520a
“I didn’t do anything to deserve being treated like this. So why…….”2c3956907c7fd815
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Kwon Jiwook gritted 9d563e07b1 his teeth, his d1188adf5b voice trembling with 327da69c66 anger and tears. He had tried 29b93a70cd so hard to 2a4cfed95f forget Park Juyeon, 632b783fe8 but it had 5c9977f26e all been for c5692ac3fa nothing. He realized f36ddec4cb too late c604bef794 that there 9d247245cb was no 286f55b17f escape from d5984ff2a5 a madman.fe98451dd9cc11a6
Even in this moment, Park Juyeon said nothing. Frustrated by his lack of response, Kwon Jiwook released his grip on Park Juyeon’s collar.a997878fcc8b9827
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“Just go. Get out.”1071a92a308e62df
“Hyung.”0a9a317081065c07
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“If I hear any more from you, I’m going to lose it.”9a5cb503bb2267af
Talking to someone who didn’t even understand the fundamental problem would only make him more upset. Kwon Jiwook suppressed his boiling emotions and let out a shaky breath. He closed his eyes tightly, not wanting to see the face that had haunted him all night. Right now, he hated being near anyone, especially Park Juyeon.a09959f7416b8ca9
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However, he could still feel Park Juyeon’s presence. Kwon Jiwook lay still, pretending to be asleep, but he could feel Park Juyeon’s gaze on him. He decided to ignore it. As he made up his mind, the furrow in his brow smoothed out.ce581eaf4d82fe82
Park Juyeon’s fingertip touched Kwon Jiwook’s forehead, but he didn’t move an inch. Park Juyeon let out a barely audible sigh and lifted Kwon Jiwook up. He walked slowly towards the bathroom. The lack of struggle from Kwon Jiwook felt unfamiliar to Park Juyeon.b623e59d907ff5a4
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Park Juyeon placed Kwon 6110ddfa82 Jiwook in the bathtub e0872cfc5f and began to clean 2a1d9a8224 every part of his b35b08fc32 body, removing all traces 32eaf66007 of the night before. He spread open d682fe9b34 the holes and d15339caf5 scraped out all e78b08a381 the semen, then 11a9a4b38b lathered up soap 572d473e8d to wash away 19e874ef15 the dried bodily 3ac1690cf4 fluids.d4e7910c90cfd883
Park Juyeon washed Kwon Jiwook’s sweat-soaked hair and rinsed out the thick fluids from his mouth by tilting his head and letting the water flow naturally.b393db00c8e17899
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The bruises on his neck evoked pity. When Park Juyeon touched the area with his fingertips, Kwon Jiwook held his breath, eyes still closed. …But Kwon Jiwook was, after all, in a state of sleep. Park Juyeon decided to think of it that way. He didn’t want to complicate things. Park Juyeon bit the inside of his cheek as he dried Kwon Jiwook’s wet body with a towel.2e4a0beab4815046
“…….”b0f742a687bef42f
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His grip on the towel tightened. He hadn’t come here to feel this way. He had only intended to use this as an example to warn Kwon Jiwook.58830a11ac30e900
The thoughts he had organized in the car vanished the moment he saw Kwon Jiwook. His mind went blank, and he couldn’t think of what to say. So he ended up pushing too hard. It was a clear mistake.38f20a61a904d28b
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No matter how much it was Kwon Jiwook’s fault, he should have apologized first. He should have at least pretended to comfort him. He should have comforted him and then slowly reminded him of his mistakes. But the order got mixed up.2a79986b3a1a1b07
Now, would the photos or any threats work? Could he even boost Kwon Jiwook’s morale? Kwon Jiwook might already be beyond caring. Park Juyeon’s mouth twisted bitterly. He wondered if kidnapping a big guy and fucking him senseless on the way home would make him feel better.d376aa45b8d5615a
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Park Juyeon moved Kwon Jiwook’s body back to the bed. Even then, Kwon Jiwook kept his eyes closed. Park Juyeon lay down next to him, resting his arm under Kwon Jiwook’s head and placing his other arm on Kwon Jiwook’s now fluffy abdomen. Still, Kwon Jiwook kept his eyes closed.eff34feb8a425743
“Hyung.”abc8b135fd655066
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“…….”77662790a5aec584
“Jiwook Hyung.”d75a96c091708f03
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“…….”e06795f99893e705
“I’m sorry.”9fb09bdbcba83fde
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He could feel Kwon Jiwook’s abdomen rising and falling irregularly under his arm.6aa337e17124d9b1
“I didn’t know Hyung would be hurt so much.”3b90ae19b23e5295
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Park Juyeon gently tickled the nape of Kwon Jiwook’s neck with his hair.a4c680a2af50c9b0
“I’m sorry for the harsh words. You must have been in a lot of pain.”0589f006a7565620
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Kwon Jiwook stirred. Without a word, 9516532e88 he turned to 2188eecbd7 his side, showing 1e0514f808 his back to 3de16531fa Park Juyeon.7d11050bb9c0ee28
I don’t want to hear it. Don’t say things you don’t mean. Kwon Jiwook’s entire body rejected Park Juyeon, but Park Juyeon embraced him from behind. Kwon Jiwook felt like this action was meant to control him, to make him aware of his place in the hierarchy. Even though they were in the same house, even fully clothed, Park Juyeon’s embrace felt cold.96d7afe1820ff151
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“Are you still angry?”e27d22493e4455cd
“…… Ugh…….”3594926c68ec3500
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Park Juyeon pressed his lips against the line from the nape of Kwon Jiwook’s neck to his shoulder. As he continued, Kwon Jiwook, who had been keeping his eyes closed, suddenly tensed and shivered, letting out a suppressed moan mixed with a nasal sound. His body already knew the pleasure that followed such teasing.ee6767d29ff01255
Cold fingertips slowly and languidly traced his body. Park Juyeon, now lying close behind Kwon Jiwook, moved his hand from his abdomen down to his groin. Kwon Jiwook gasped. Unlike the rough hands of the other men, or even Park Juyeon’s usual touch, this hand was gentle.f1c57f435cc63fd5
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The hand 0c0b8c316b was cold 9bbe6ee84e but gentle. If only…b1cd6c8e5cc893f0
“…….”11808897199d9fca
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Kwon Jiwook’s hips gradually arched. Park Juyeon, holding his curled-up body tightly, continued to gently massage his genitals. Kwon Jiwook wished he would be rough instead. He wished Park Juyeon would treat him harshly, as he had done before under the pretext of correcting his behavior, or as roughly as those men had done. Being touched and caressed like this didn’t make the rape any less real.9e5df33a97ff20c4
“Stop, Park 9283aa8e14 Juyeon, please…”a76be4224c12d852
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Finally, Kwon Jiwook spoke up. He exhaled a moist breath and placed his hand over Park Juyeon’s. His resistance was weak, but Park Juyeon noticed it. Still, Park Juyeon did not stop moving his hand.70d83c2ca9118aa9
“I know… you’re angry because I treated you too harshly.”c0e8c9a5c71c453a
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The hand ee71c3e4f9 stroking him 8060a03bb5 sped up. The sticky sound of 31e53c0181 flesh on flesh, which 22c5e26554 he had heard all ee95d7c8db night, echoed again. Kwon Jiwook curled his 768039ae51 toes. Just a few 5562d2ee3a strokes from that 385950536e soft hand were 0c8b0d7c12 enough to blur 382987c820 his vision.d88000fea47a95b4
“I won’t have anyone else do this to you again… I’m sorry for making you go through this.”1465e217aee4ecda
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“Ugh, ah, ah, 3baab60136 aah…!”75091cfee9c79ae6
Kwon Jiwook curled up, moaning in agony as he ejaculated. His back trembled, and the fluid he released was so thin it barely qualified as semen. Park Juyeon took that liquid and brought it to Kwon Jiwook’s entrance. Kwon Jiwook shook his head slightly and buried his face in the bed.a1e7fd18178aa0b5
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“No, please, it ecec92c480 hurts, it hurts…”8fc386f1661bb8b6
“I’ll make it feel good. I won’t hurt you.”56b47c74f9aee0ee
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“Just go, please…”fae187930bc18e5b
Park Juyeon still didn’t understand the fundamental problem. He didn’t mention their grotesque first encounter at all. He only apologized for this incident. Kwon Jiwook couldn’t understand what that meant. If it had been a lesser offense, just a wound to his pride, wouldn’t that be something to apologize for?f5e5556551f4b74f
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“Ah, aah…! Ha, aah, hic.”08a3d287ee0e115b
“Why, aren’t you relaxed yet…”eda7d939178a7514
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Is it already closed? The voice whispering in his ear was soft. The low tone weighed heavily on his heart. His body responded to Park Juyeon’s actions one by one. The still-softened hole eagerly swallowed the tip of his cock, pulsating with pleasure. Every touch sent a hot sensation surging from below.36d442bf4368f4cc
It was 966bda2c72 unbearably humiliating. Most humiliating 95144b7a1e of all 58f3a00b67 was that 9ae8a0cd2e the disgusting, 4a9f995489 insect-like sensations 88225e1e87 that had 966b43534a crawled all e293547bbc over his 412dc1060f body all c028bc9e40 night were ef6af62a55 not present c604b65476 with Park f1390f5eba Juyeon.c94b12908f00d8c6
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“…Ha, ugh…”7c2bc49045185062
Even after hours of being penetrated and crying, there were still tears left. He wanted to cry out loud, but his voice wouldn’t come out properly. His breathing was unstable, and he could only shed tears silently.7a125fd13509da94
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The sweet 8cdd2ae600 breath in 60a45339cd his ear 23da29e004 made his dee0a3911f whole body 9a67793561 tense. Park Juyeon fbd61b7a7e thrust in 6ce5e187d7 deeply, all eb54164f37 at once. Kwon Jiwook endured the 01d39f9b04 silent agony, his neck 9472194f46 turning red. Hyung, you feel so fac13cf885 good. How can you still 0d31920361 be so tight? Kwon Jiwook fb30253cda wanted to 991602857c cover his c39094073c ears.561a0a18398e34a5
“You’ll forgive me, right? I’m sorry. Really. Phew.”e2d59fb71165e4d9
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“Hng, ugh, 5e98d8cdef ah, hua…!”9f7ea45064060b88
With each thrust, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t help but moan in agony. His hole was the most relaxed it had ever been. Every touch felt pleasurable, making Kwon Jiwook seem incredibly lewd. Park Juyeon slowly rotated his hips, pressing his lips firmly against the bite marks left on Kwon Jiwook’s shoulder.1f5896387cde6371
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He thought Kwon Jiwook wouldn’t break so easily, but this too was unexpected. He wasn’t sure how Kwon Jiwook would react in the future, but the threat had failed.3ab4441751758d85
Would showing affection be 4533997a66 more effective? Perhaps Kwon Jiwook 311f57fa2a was someone who e869c120f0 should have been 8ff084e3c2 tamed with kindness 188aa98a9e from the start. With rewards rather 30e6ec977d than punishments, with e205be4031 affection rather than 604e99c7b8 discipline.6c2899d3cd886f32
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“Ha, ha…”5645da418cf23d48
“It’s hard… stop, please… ah, ah…”66ac4e33c9281a1a
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He had made a e6a1337c84 mistake by rushing in eba38d3e0c to assert his dominance. This was his chance 684388807d to make amends. The timing was just e143f32f93 right.1587d9f9d4e603e6
Park Juyeon couldn’t give up on Kwon Jiwook over something so trivial. He closed his eyes and increased the speed of his thrusts. He had no intention of giving up on that tightly clinging hole, no matter what Kwon Jiwook thought of him.47b985c883a2e39c
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After the act, Kwon Jiwook fell asleep as if he had lost consciousness. Literally ‘falling’ asleep. Neither of them realized it, but Kwon Jiwook had truly fallen into a deep sleep. Unlike the previous night when he had passed out, this time he was genuinely resting.f84b2263a2ee3eea
“About the house, I think it’s better to give it to someone else.”96b90b3dc1eb0889
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“…….”3ee4c70e4993461d
If only Park Juyeon weren’t there, it would have been better. Even though it was almost evening, Park Juyeon was still at Kwon Jiwook’s place. Kwon Jiwook glared at him, his eyes saying, ‘Why are you still here?’ But Park Juyeon responded with a soft, melting smile.9a2c528fae2c9c27
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“If it were me, I wouldn’t be able to stay here because it’s too dirty. You wouldn’t want to live in a place where those bastards did that to you, right?”6ffef3440d9972db
“…….”9c5ef1bc250ccb36
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But you ordered them cc5367286b to do it. Kwon Jiwook tried 9fd6de5cd5 to calm his 34680a95be still resentful feelings, ae440f0c65 responding with his de340fac42 eyes.b81970bd0bc066bd
“It’s still practically the new semester in April. There should still be people looking for houses, so just give it to one of them.”97e06ee2fe3a7dc5
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“……?”c5d83f8f5212a781
“Looking at you, it seems like you won’t be able to do anything for a while… Hmm. I’ll take care of it for you.”1aa9f29a4137ce88
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“…….”7c667677910f7a5a
“……Oh. Oh! I know. I’ll just take it over myself. I just need to pay the rent monthly for a year, right?”b9f13f54a8e62069
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Kwon Jiwook scoffed at c5c4ac83f0 the ridiculous suggestion and 3f2ef0a683 turned his head away.3657d0f883468b16
Kwon Jiwook couldn’t say a word. The reason was that after having sex with Park Juyeon and passing out, he woke up to find his voice completely gone. Kwon Jiwook remained silent, and Park Juyeon paid close attention to his every expression and movement. However, Park Juyeon’s senses didn’t seem to be functioning very well.1d9058b8c8c0eb6c
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That’s why he was blabbering on like that. Not noticing Kwon Jiwook’s rotten expression.9702157ff17960b6
…No. Park Juyeon might be doing it on purpose, knowing Kwon Jiwook’s reaction and trying to provoke him. Kwon Jiwook remained silent, his mind racing.1ae050aaba0b87c6
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Park Juyeon continued a16c982643 talking in his 8322e5816c characteristic smooth voice, f3f797ab25 patting the still e35a4fc44a half-asleep Kwon Jiwook ff77e03952 on the blanket 69316f25ea (he woke up 215f676cce to find himself 509f6ad6b5 covered).ec4750d39625fff9
“Then the question is where you’ll live… That’s a problem…”ab9436109fa59d3e
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Watching Park Juyeon draw out his words softly, Kwon Jiwook grew anxious. No, it wasn’t a problem at all, so please don’t say you want me to stay at your place. Kwon Jiwook stiffened his expression and stared at Park Juyeon. Park Juyeon met his gaze, blinking his large, beautiful eyes a few times.10f1972fb476d5bf
“Don’t worry too much. I’m here for you.”b9ee75ff86c88314
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Park Juyeon smiled brightly and tapped Kwon Jiwook’s lips gently.b1908be419b18660
‘No, no way. I’m not going.’447ab17068fc3c06
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“What did you say? You’re happy? I thought you would be.”0894b6c0b7a29779
‘This crazy bastard?’3dceb8d5778c4e20
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“Last time 8dec7155af when you a9123a1dfc came, it 8ab1fb7a87 felt like f9e8373fa5 the house 5908e59b89 came alive f031634e1b again. I get lonely by 7efa35a195 myself.”6ffd26563eb51d1f
Park Juyeon caressed Kwon Jiwook’s lips. He found Kwon Jiwook’s pursed lips amusing. Park Juyeon seemed to find Kwon Jiwook’s lip movements readable, as he chuckled at his own ridiculous responses. He also found Kwon Jiwook’s furious expression entertaining.27d62162c629fdd9
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“…….”fdcf255c17185f53
“……I won’t touch you without your permission anymore. And I won’t hit you either.”28bae958b951a3bb
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‘Do you think I’ll fall for that?’402d3fa65b3eb2a1
“I’m really, really sorry.”ee40eea61fc1ca02
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From the moment Kwon Jiwook woke up until now, Park Juyeon’s apologies had been relentless. At first, Kwon Jiwook ignored them, but as Park Juyeon continued to apologize, Kwon Jiwook bit his lower lip or ran his hand through his hair in frustration. Even now, his expression darkened. Park Juyeon didn’t miss it.c18aa7d0e6914b0b
“Believe me. I’ve never lied to you, Hyung.”cc4bdc8530486670
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‘I don’t remember that.’1e74abc2aab68cd1
“Hyung.”841281f941392156
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Kwon Jiwook pushed Park Juyeon away and turned to his side. He didn’t want to show his face, remembering the morning that had suddenly turned into sex. He didn’t want Park Juyeon to read his expressions while he sorted out his thoughts.2289c6ff3514f615
Park Juyeon’s words were half true. Being in this space reminded him of the violence inflicted on him and the lingering, bitter smell. If he went to the bathroom and saw his reflection in the mirror, he might feel nauseous again at the sight of his wounds.dc11f65acbe61378
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“…….”b7062b18cbdb5aa5
But that was it. He couldn’t be sure, but maybe with time, he would forget. The wounds would heal, and his body would recover. Maybe one day, he would walk around campus, see those men, and beat them up first.107e8b383fcc2d7c
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…No, not ‘maybe.’ He had to do it. Kwon Jiwook thought that if he was going to live the rest of his life trembling because of this horrible incident, he might as well die. Going to Park Juyeon’s house would be like running away from what had happened to him.7e7ff3897cd14a96
Kwon Jiwook turned 95d0476a26 back to face 5782911e35 Park Juyeon, lying 295fa36204 down to look 57e00a1cb0 at him directly. This time, he slowly c2ba8491af and clearly mouthed his 2182c82bca words to make sure 3b296c4f39 there was no misunderstanding.f50bc53678647c59
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‘I’m not going.’13f8908f1c8e4685
Park Juyeon 80c008d1f9 blinked, his 4e86e4fbd1 expression gradually 21a6541822 changing to 95fa36283a one of 44f6fe6ad1 puzzlement. He raised an caec13ba1a eyebrow as if f33756e7f6 to confirm what 04eaaa633d he was seeing. Kwon Jiwook 228eaa2499 repeated his 5886ebcd41 words firmly.5a2b5cbd4097fd67
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