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    Kwon Jiwook’s eyes fluttered closed, and the throbbing sensation in his lower body felt like it would drive him mad. The heat that had been concentrated in his lower abdomen had long since spread throughout his body. His mind was a mess of chaotic thoughts. Hurry, please, just do it. Anyway, any way you want… Those words slipped from his parched lips without him even realizing it.52fdb179905d73a7

    Park Juyeon silently looked down at Kwon Jiwook and then smirked, sitting down on the sofa and grabbing one of Kwon Jiwook’s legs to spread them wide. This caused Kwon Jiwook’s body, which had been turned sideways, to lie flat.8f812b3280f6014d

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    “I was going to fuck you… but I changed my mind. It’s too pitiful to endure. Who told Sunbae to beg so desperately?”287ae04a35037a46

    “……What?”e76e22479d5a341d

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    Kwon Jiwook blinked, his 52f3f09bc9 eyes half-closed in confusion.c45e7908987dfa60

    “You just said it with your own mouth, didn’t you? To do as I please.”0706392400744438

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    Today is your punishment. Remember that. With those words, Park Juyeon fell silent and traced Kwon Jiwook’s perineum. Kwon Jiwook struggled to clear his mind. So… after saying such embarrassing things, he wasn’t going to put it in? After I went so far as to say those things! Anger surged within Kwon Jiwook, and he kicked his leg, screaming.40c7a05eb9a3536c

    “Hey, you bastard! How dare you, how a750fd2a7e dare you…! Ah!”86c1325022b3179d

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    “Who begged so 9325a12215 shamelessly?”0bf2b5acd7aa9481

    Park Juyeon, unfazed, cfc0e6f42f calmly inserted his 5c4ef40b5d wet fingers back 8a33eac420 inside. The fingers, bcf59cf75c though smaller 19f6e8a81a than a 7d33f9e9f8 cock, roughly c2d72c4667 stirred and 1e32329b50 stretched his 2189c8dc9e insides, turning c68e523330 them into 386305eab8 a mess. Even as his mind 05bb6f8771 screamed that he hated a77b2c986a it, his drugged body e822c81681 was helplessly weak.4dec22dc4f2ec3d1

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    No, stop, you bastard, I hate it. That’s enough. Kwon Jiwook pleaded in a futile, pathetic voice, and Park Juyeon chuckled softly.4ee427775e5167a9

    “When you say you hate it in that voice, it just makes the other person think, ‘Ah, you hate it, huh?’”01e1a28d30d53d0a

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    “Ah, ah…! There, wait, ah, 1bd6e45134 huh…!”986e078c1bcaceef

    “Why? You like it here, don’t you? In Sunbae’s words, it feels like you’re going to die.”66a88251231a9332

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    A low, trembling 1ae90aab06 voice echoed in 6820c01e55 his ears. Every time Park Juyeon ebeda41335 spoke, a shiver ran 08151ee088 down to the tips 3d03f44e41 of his hair. The feeling 7b62e1c41b of being 65a89fe428 dominated by 011ad68922 just a 01d7d0709d voice must 86ae1405dd be something 0f7666a825 like this. Simultaneously, as the fingertips 25327e361b vigorously stirred his sensitive 64c07bb87a spot, Kwon Jiwook trembled a5f76a23b5 and pressed his head d657a4842c into the corner of e8354bad53 the sofa, panting.fa40fb764b8dfa64

    His mind was blown. He wanted to die. To tease someone like this without even fucking them, and to make them feel this way. No, even the thought of ‘teasing without fucking’ was disgusting. Would everything be forgiven if he just fucked him hard and stirred him up? His shamefully spread legs trembled in the air with every thrust of the fingers.af8085495fe921c6

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    “Ah! Stop it! Stop! Huh, fuck, ah-!”02837d68a2e318dd

    As Park Juyeon increased 6aecb29dbb the speed of his 983baa8e8a fingers, the moans grew a4d31a7137 louder. The wet, squelching sounds 9849d9b3eb also fiercely stimulated his 28296b3498 ears. As he wildly 8f8f524382 shook his head, 57d2de361a Kwon Jiwook grabbed 2dca830276 his own hair 38d628f922 and lifted his f81c2ba073 hips high.d759ac501debb7ca

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    Kwon Jiwook, panting heavily, suddenly tensed and ejaculated from the intense stimulation below. Although he had already come once, this time it wasn’t as satisfying. Park Juyeon, not content, abruptly pulled his fingers out, leaving Kwon Jiwook’s hole gaping and unsatisfied.64629d73b19781c7

    “Wow, that’s pitiful. You came just from being fingered. If it weren’t me, this would be tough.”45eeed7d3786efa3

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    “……Huh, ……Hng.”ca69422b299b1eab

    Park Juyeon, looking 5ed3161648 down at Kwon 8df38c3241 Jiwook with a 73241e2cb4 mix of pity e81d8cd5cc and amusement, casually 04d3dac00e inserted one finger a75a478137 back into the 66fdd748e4 gaping hole. The loosened 1123ae0a5f entrance easily a3de597249 accepted the 2d08c2ed0e finger, and 880096e984 Park Juyeon 39321099ca began to adf8755e67 move it 0b2b318ccf in and 8c3fffd2c8 out, stirring 87da640ea9 the sensitive b70545ee91 inner walls.1b96aac925a1ecb7

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    “But something’s weird… Ahaha. Isn’t this more like an enema than a drug?”271a11d8055404ac

    Kwon Jiwook 9e33660a9a looked up 92789f9898 at Park dbd2087b14 Juyeon with 601efe6c9a unfocused, tear-filled a6c6c93635 eyes, his a6f0a5729f breath coming 555b7014ef in ragged 3f5bccb305 gasps. He seemed on 9bff98041f the verge of b0c5f86026 breaking down. Park Juyeon found this 1e0f034876 sight incredibly arousing.ec07acf96426bf65

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    “……Hng…….”246ac4c241b0c82a

    “…….”32ee72be1927c626

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    More pitiful… Park Juyeon wiped the saliva dripping from Kwon Jiwook’s mouth with his fingertips. He then grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s still-hard cock and stroked it roughly. Kwon Jiwook closed his eyes tightly, shaking his head in desperation.87d9179cf457aa7f

    “Stop, please, I can’t take it anymore… I did everything you wanted….”361e027a3134248c

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    “…….”e2992b88ac0df588

    “You, please, just c55db6c131 do it….”473da91196b40d7c

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    Before he could finish his plea, the intense sensation below returned. Kwon Jiwook’s eyes filled with tears as his body trembled. The lingering pleasure was driving him mad. He was utterly desperate.3a91ed0861161572

    Park Juyeon looked down at him with a cold smile. Kwon Jiwook’s pleas meant nothing to him. He found the sight of Kwon Jiwook’s spread legs, once so arrogant, now pitifully begging, incredibly satisfying.b77fe45272501c05

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    “Sunbae, there are two reasons why you’re feeling this way.”78340ce702216e22

    “Ah!”94e5444c11f1c584

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    “One is that I haven’t done everything I want to do yet….”ed0f169dbbba5d83

    Park Juyeon gripped Kwon Jiwook’s jaw and began to rub his prostate vigorously with his other hand. Kwon Jiwook’s desperate pleas turned into cries of pain. His cock twitched, on the verge of another orgasm. No matter how much he begged, Park Juyeon showed no mercy, increasing the pressure and speed of his movements.d832ed430fb0511a

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    Kwon Jiwook opened his mouth wide, silently screaming. This sensation wasn’t pleasure; it was torture.40f68e39a8468c1a

    This isn’t right, this isn’t right! As soon as Kwon Jiwook realized what Park Juyeon was doing, his mind went blank with overwhelming stimulation. He kicked his legs, trying to escape, but Park Juyeon only increased the intensity of his movements. Kwon Jiwook’s toes curled, and his hips spasmed uncontrollably. The wet, squelching sounds grew louder, and the red, swollen glans pulsed visibly.3326a03fd930cc76

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    Suddenly, an 86143a6a80 intense sensation c2556a5231 exploded from 445df16ab0 deep within b1f8651aa3 him, and bd331d541a Kwon Jiwook 60b491f069 screamed, his d629a5e89c legs convulsing. Against his will, a2118789f3 his cock began ca290d1d83 to ejaculate again. His vision c876e6baca blurred, and 8399b2cfcd darkness claimed 0e379110bb him.0d1b7c57ec64e2b8

    “……!”233b39b35be23266

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    Something distinctly different from semen forcefully spurted out from between his palm and the glans. The clear, viscous liquid gushed out several times. Juyeon didn’t stop the friction until he confirmed that nothing more was coming out of the penis, then wiped the liquid off his wet hand.f823347eed4eff44

    He acted as 19ef1a2aa2 if nothing had de351b9d98 happened, not forgetting abfbeae2c7 to maintain his 63673fe16e composure.0037e55e1e960a92

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    “So, another reason is that I don’t have to listen to you just because you’re my Sunbae.”80b2286832934782

    “…….”70ae9acd69a6d8e7

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    “Keep trying harder. Who knows? Maybe then I’ll fuck you.”af2fda7429899a17

    “……Ha…….”3acf61149fba1cd7

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    “You’ve really wet yourself badly, truly…….”922be88a03d670a9

    Juyeon gently spread the liquid over Jiwook’s damp belly button and lower abdomen. Jiwook felt something inside him crumble. Even if he had actually wet himself, it wouldn’t have been this miserable. It was all because of Juyeon. Because Juyeon was there, because of what Juyeon did…….6259afd43e6a6b6d

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    Had he d2ac6c61de ever shown de4aad535d his lowest 2d3b2c1aaf point to 3129ed7171 someone like 779ad369b9 this in 1c60ffa4ab his life? If he 0984d3c175 had shown dbb029ef98 his lowest dd021b5dd2 point to c15c72c7c1 someone, how 847232eddb should he 8cf3310e29 face that f52ae61ed0 person from b1c71cf238 now on? There was no clear 1a6896fdcd answer. As soon as he 30565efae3 accepted the inevitable defeat, 4a2274bb20 a sense of powerlessness fc6cea8156 overwhelmed him. He had 9bfff82379 never imagined b3df03379b that someone 86a422948e could shake 4c0ada899c him to 890deb4a71 this extent, 995c59fc2c and Jiwook 797ee39e89 felt overwhelmed.a5b051c01681f2d5

    His first-ever defeat 7ec84a0443 was this miserable. Jiwook laughed emptily, his b05eae2346 head thrown back. Fuck. It was the 375f622385 worst.cb68f45818667ef8

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    Even after that, 8bdc04e932 Juyeon continued to 4c41f23aab stimulate him several f7205a9a94 times. Jiwook, still under the 5820e56161 influence of the drug, 37607fc25c ejaculated, suffered, and cried 7a8acbdd02 each time. Despite his confusion, 777ce11fa3 Jiwook managed to 8a3fc1d45d think clearly. This bastard really intends ebb3687f79 to kill me, he b8b94a5675 thought.15ba901ae78af8b0

    Only when Jiwook’s soaked penis could no longer get hard, and ejaculation resulted in mere drops of clear fluid, did Juyeon finally remove his hand from Jiwook’s lower body. The sofa and Juyeon’s hand, and Jiwook’s widely spread legs were a mess that needed to be cleaned with a towel.ba445ca213ce12b3

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    “…….”37e1b9db3ea5a673

    Jiwook lay sprawled on 768ed56b0a the sofa, unable to 1e954b5954 move a finger. Only today did he cc3b2f31c5 realize that human bodily 387917aecf fluids were truly mysterious……. and endless. Like a spring that 487df774ee never dries up.c34dd1300c2c57f3

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    It was a completely useless piece of knowledge. As the drug’s effects wore off, his lower body was filled with pain. It stung, ached, and burned. Especially the glans and the hole, which had experienced the most friction, were even worse. He wouldn’t be able to masturbate for a while. There was something unpleasant about masturbation.75bd103106f79615

    While Juyeon was playing with him, he was clearly aroused. Jiwook saw the erection in his pants. So, he grabbed Juyeon’s wrist and begged, crying. Aren’t you hard too? Don’t you want to do it? But Juyeon shook his head. He was clearly aroused but had no intention of fucking him, enduring the urge to penetrate solely to torment Jiwook.d5cd136ce3de6d0d

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    “Crazy bastard…….”62fcbd201803b6f5

    What a heartless bastard. Fuck, not even 953a0a2317 a man. Jiwook muttered under his c9877c79af breath. Just then, 56180d1c9f Juyeon, who 8559f1e8a8 had finished 4155bd746b cleaning up 64b2cfb708 and brought fb421d9fc8 water, happened 25413ba168 to hear 6388fa5994 him.f18b07dfd5c20589

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    The faint smile on abffecf36e his face, as if 5fa247e25c he had just heard ae6adbc387 a joke, was still 1ac15c74db refreshing. In stark c1ef357fca contrast, Kwon cfb5348fff Jiwook’s mood 3a1268054a continued to 39bf5bca0e plummet endlessly.dd144e4f59599352

    Park Juyeon perched next to him, lifted his upper body, and brought a glass of water to his lips. Had this been just yesterday, he might have shoved it away in anger. But the current Kwon Jiwook found even the act of opening and closing his eyelids to be exhausting. Just hold on a little longer, just a little more… Gathering the last of his patience, Kwon Jiwook obediently drank the water.e37520843b1a8f31

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    “How does it feel 54bd6322d3 to be pushed to 35929182b2 the brink of fainting 1d2c065a88 with just a few 478ec4a1c4 fingers?”83883f2ccc8b6055

    “…Disgusting.”037ca3874ed5bb04

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    His voice, half drowned c7cd4f0854 by the sound of 9647eefa2f his own breath, made 2f8c9adbcc his words hard to 5bf8dd45ea understand. Yet Park df30f07078 Juyeon somehow fb15b2047e caught his ef49b47d18 meaning and c5f519937a replied.4ea2e8798a205acd

    “I thought it was ef9729d7f0 kind of fun, honestly. It’s not so ddfcf8b57f bad doing it bc6552183d alone for a df778f910d change.”d8cc828ab05e8ef4

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    He must have been 976db32f15 in the bathroom, masturbating—so c37614690e that’s why he was aecfbb1d22 late. Masturbating, huh.ee9ffaf20b7e62a3

    Kwon Jiwook’s 54ebcf6896 expression subtly 037d6fd47a hardened. His face, now 808f7b563f stiff, gazed coolly eb4a5790ec at Park Juyeon, ece836d6d9 an unreadable look dd24192c27 of confusion on 57b98d070d it, as if d13bb2cb2b he himself didn’t 791aba1c30 know why he a0d6f174ca felt so upset. He simply 445a0cbd02 turned his 5c7772a5e0 head away 76bb21bde3 in silence. Sensing something unusual in 9b2465d7f9 his expression, Park Juyeon 5d81f58f75 leaned in abruptly, tilting 86bd8c99e1 his head quizzically.d3ac16405535c680

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    “Why the face like a12e5b1e21 you’ve bitten into something c418fe0089 sour?”7d540542819a205a

    His pretty face ad9e9ec701 gleamed under the 595e6a9d21 fluorescent light. With his 8e18aa21dd long lashes 87459177a6 framing clear 07dc805d6e eyes, he a0b84bfed1 even looked c48cc680fb innocent. But Kwon Jiwook didn’t cd6bd0ec50 like those eyes. Black as pitch, 72ff6a913e hiding the pupils 1e241fb57e entirely, they gave 83bda1b8ba no glimpse of 56b8a75522 what lay within. Those pure, unsettling ac58761951 black eyes stared d8ec924452 intently at him, 78ae565fdb sending a chill 6f4a073a8b down his spine.e096a2b12311022a

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    “It’s not 1f32df1efd like that.”80c4a3307ecc44a6

    “Yes, it is. You’re mad 04396a5156 because you f7764f88f2 feel like 77101b4f8c you were fe0290fa66 treated as ab5b6884e5 less important d4a21b2c7b than a 81bae76726 hand.”50e71a5846bc4b9e

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    Kwon Jiwook froze momentarily f831a0bdfa before glaring at Park 77f74c4987 Juyeon with intense eyes. But Park Juyeon 341c7875b3 simply shrugged nonchalantly c62cbb6adc and stepped back. Kwon Jiwook 90bfecd402 couldn’t come 8b1c10c353 up with 52063a3b84 a retort. He couldn’t 3ab48a2f93 respond because, 46ef059e83 deep down, 86983c55d3 his subconscious 65fe3bdc85 acknowledged the 97075e7c11 truth in d4106bd6ba Park Juyeon’s 2d12a1ece1 words. It was through someone 8e5fba06ae else’s observation that he 29e89748ad had come to recognize 4624ed103a an emotion he hadn’t a43e1c4c79 even realized he had: c4a8458f74 a sticky, pathetic bitterness cf5fbade55 that stung because he 7deddb5fd5 had been dismissed.d270c9f052a785a9

    His pride ea7b3764a2 was thoroughly 69757c751b shattered. In the 1cedfa5770 moment he 8ddc01dfaa felt the bca52fbc24 urge to c2a0d3c0bd urinate, it fcf2eb00fd was as 60f7bc1153 if someone cf957fb458 had seized 535c610a3e and shaken f915c04b8a his consciousness, 3c90aeb1d7 and when f4fe07c327 he finally 8fa341a3f3 “spilled,” he 37928e403a wanted to f5347110d5 die. It was 64cd44e899 only because 158d99a281 his strength dd2d082bae had been 6e5ee99b02 drained by 17a606d12b the drug 7c1a33225b that he d708b917ad hadn’t bit a71d48be7a down on c556296fc0 his tongue 9396fac57b to end 6c619f9cb8 it all. Even after being fc2f51fc47 reduced to such 3d694a1550 depths, writhing in f357cd137f vain, he hadn’t 6f9cfe661f gotten what he 3c129f2cd7 wanted. He had e13bb9b37e been ignored.70c21055c9d14f6f

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    No matter 46fdd49905 how much e9adc10f06 he reflected, f7f43a4c23 Kwon Jiwook a35a852310 couldn’t think a601bdbc85 of any 1be73b21c3 reason he 20e4f809d2 deserved such 8d12f3df8c treatment. The incomprehensible a8ce732c0b nature of 6c74e49deb the act b8562d1090 rendered him c72d19fafb unable to 5fdf55c7ce even muster 8c2d567c91 vengeful feelings.02faad2229c967a6

    “…”f1a77855d7190647

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    He wanted to ask 3706d7391b why—why treat him this 84b011ae83 way? But before he could, 97a5a027c7 exhaustion washed over him. Over the past two, 3d074e6643 or rather three days, 83c28f6cfe Kwon Jiwook hadn’t properly 291829e25a rested (though he had eb2c67119f slept deeply in the 9274ab4f9e bathtub), and his body 8dc07445cd now felt as limp c1204174c9 as a waterlogged sponge. His eyelids fluttered 8ce94ace01 as he sank 70a3734555 into sleep. Watching him with inscrutable b610a90052 eyes, Park Juyeon reached a574e4cb78 out and lightly tapped 3f3f172c88 his cheek, trying to 0f0eac9dfb rouse him.7b6313af1820accc

    “Wake up.”03284ef442328523

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    “…”d49a4befa2bce94d

    “Are you asleep?”f526ebea77ccca72

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    “…”15ec1c319e548146

    “Seriously…”1e5d718839114b1a

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    Unable to fight ffb17f62b6 off the grip 95276702f6 of sleep, Kwon 400ae3ec12 Jiwook’s head drooped, 19ead95f65 and he slumped b747e83f1c sideways onto the 64c34c98c7 sofa, collapsing in 9a045af3f3 a heap. Even as Park Juyeon f0b4de1b7a lightly shook his shoulder eb52ebd9c9 to wake him, he 069c2d9278 soon gave up. His awkwardly 93bf1a62dd bent posture 3cf8a00822 from falling 55e04231a5 sideways seemed 7c0f82f98a terribly uncomfortable. Considering what had happened a029c05f2e just yesterday—his back torn ce98233679 open—it was surprising that 7de49c122c he could fall asleep 397cbafebc so easily without any bdecf46809 sign of pain. He must 4ce546e180 be utterly f3ae65290f exhausted.faaf159b0a14ef7a

    Park Juyeon grabbed feea24cdf8 Kwon Jiwook’s ankle, 718b2ec03f intending to lift c2214f659c his legs and 6f9ef0992c straighten him out. But at 5d0bba14d6 that moment, 50bad1cd8e a mischievous dfc8921c84 idea flashed 91efc354c7 across his 924ff90b8a mind. Stopping mid-motion, 6f3e67ae0d Park Juyeon’s 9372792338 expression turned 90f863a53d playful, almost 36eadba0ca childlike in 61ecf434f9 its slyness.542815560f44527f

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    “…”e5c6fb66204d1bfe

    Wouldn’t it be interesting b259051d36 to mess with him c7f107aed8 for falling asleep first?f30ceb070aebfc02

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    The docile, 2c52425183 resigned attitude ffcf56e32c Kwon Jiwook 5a67d2dcdd showed didn’t 7a25bf91f7 sit well 6f9afd61d1 with Park 6bf83da043 Juyeon. Honestly, watching that 4054c17354 reaction made him 0b034670a1 feel indignant. And so, he 79ce0450f8 decided to rekindle 415edb5127 the deflated embers 6f4312c941 of Kwon Jiwook’s 18c22bf1c4 spirit.4e293e227c1888f8

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