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    It was more than two hours later when they finally stepped out of the car. After cleaning up in a nearby convenience store with wet wipes until Kwon Jiwook regained his senses, time flew by. Although not as vigorous as in his prime, Kwon Jiwook’s recovery was quick these days, perhaps because his stamina had improved compared to when he was very thin.eee1694663ead8e0

    It was close to lunchtime. The two of them made their way through the growing crowd to reach the college building. It was Kwon Jiwook who stopped Park Juyeon’s brisk steps to handle business quickly. Kwon Jiwook tugged at the hem of Park Juyeon’s coat.fa32635d6e874b88

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    “Look at this.”5a4e117f6b5cbdc5

    “Flowers?”60ecb4c5c8765b33

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    “They suit you.”d4aa8c6fbd55e65e

    At the entrance of the hill where cars come and go, a flower vendor was attracting customers. The displayed flowers were dazzlingly bright to the point of being eye-catching, but they seemed to match Park Juyeon’s flamboyant face even more with their vibrant colors. Kwon Jiwook picked one up and looked at Park Juyeon. One of Park Juyeon’s neat eyebrows twitched upward.b19b2f5b4447b4c3

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    “Why this?”7ca7e0769dd6df2e

    “I said they suit you.”801ae89d82471388

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    “…You’re buying it for me?”374d9c522072e8af

    “Where would I get the money?”29959720a21bdc4f

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    “Then why…?”0f04af5ce2bffdfa

    Kwon Jiwook looked at the vendor without answering. Following his gaze, Park Juyeon felt an unspoken pressure from the middle-aged vendor’s eyes telling him to put it down if he wasn’t buying. What a strange Hyung. Park Juyeon muttered, tilting his head, and before he knew it, he was holding a small bouquet with a few purple and light pink roses. It was a modest bouquet chosen to reflect his taste.5ce923245cd0d7e4

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    “This is much better.”f11de70a89644e05

    “So why did you ask me to buy this?”30a4946d8e2d9e0e

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    “I didn’t ask you to buy it, I told you to buy it. Everyone else is buying them, it would be boring to just receive the diploma and leave.”06511b70aa577da9

    Kwon Jiwook 6f2c3961ea said sheepishly, 0ae5c49da1 rubbing his ea9024cfb9 neck. Whether he did e9c3e1b5ba or not, Park 63bef64a3c Juyeon answered quietly 9a3cc8eac5 while examining the 439f811c26 bouquet.2c7a92a6ca984a7d

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    “Lots of people don’t do this. Some even beg others to come find them because they’re too lazy to show up.”aa7a57ee51d43851

    “Is that so…?”1cfe55d5efd29e72

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    No matter what he said, Kwon Jiwook’s eyes only saw other students gathering in groups, wearing graduation caps, and taking photos. Park Juyeon looked at Kwon Jiwook, who was lost in thought. His sharp, well-shaped eyes were still staring into space. He’s completely immersed in the atmosphere. Park Juyeon thought, shrugging his shoulders.b33932ab7a0fc8bf

    Kwon Jiwook wasn’t entirely incomprehensible. For someone who couldn’t attend school or easily find work, even the smallest daily event would feel interesting.eb72311063054778

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    Park Juyeon, touching the baby’s breath among the roses, sat Kwon Jiwook down on a bench under the shade of trees. The trees, intertwined to block the sky, could certainly shield them from any falling snow.67e8bea9aa08a1b3

    After that, acc495eb0a Park Juyeon a6dc47aebe headed straight 271cef9abf to the fbb8ea0e63 department office. There, where a ac5f8ac612 gaunt-looking assistant pointed, 850b88d83b were diplomas haphazardly 733078f20e piled by department.e8e79b0ee3c73b87

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    “…”73d6b6cd8b2f87d5

    After briefly pondering, 2ad18088d2 Park Juyeon asked 47825da6eb the assistant where c65084016b the graduation caps e1f9697c97 and gowns were.2a32ee5674412c52

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    Kwon Jiwook sat on a bench in the smoking area, tapping his feet and looking around. The department office was a very intimidating place for Kwon Jiwook, who had no interest in studying and had been dropped out for a long time. So, despite Park Juyeon’s encouragement, he didn’t go inside. Park Juyeon nodded as if he understood after one refusal and went into the building.3e77f81a91772430

    As Kwon Jiwook sat quietly watching the gathering crowd, the noise started to give him a headache. Ah, if only I could have a cigarette now. Since Park Juyeon didn’t like it, he had been forced into a sort of involuntary smoking cessation for several years. In reality, the urge for a cigarette wasn’t that desperate; it was just an inertial thought since he had smoked for over half his life.7972bc4923bdd825

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    “Ha…”35503cae7a446bed

    Kwon Jiwook bit his lip and shook his bangs. He was bothered by those who had no interest in him. There was this strange feeling that everyone was looking at him, which was uncomfortable. Perhaps because there were so many people compared to other places. Even deep breaths didn’t clear his clogged chest, so he tried taking a big breath to expand his lungs. But there was still a sticky feeling as if his alveoli weren’t fully expanding.a5e34d010a68ecc0

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    Could one person’s presence make such a difference? When the itch inside his chest was unbearable, Kwon Jiwook stood up.896fe1471474444e

    “Hyung?”6fd94d62a968f9e7

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    “Ah.”400f9a70a41b7a82

    At the same moment, 0fbfe1b742 he locked eyes with dd03e26b8b Park Juyeon, who had 890195f01e just come out of bc6a994ded the building. Kwon Jiwook straightened from 7c965932b9 his awkward stance.0575d984d5bbb1b9

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    “Why are you standing like that?”3611fbd42a940038

    “…”4e5bca952dc42782

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    If he spoke honestly, he’d be called crazy again. Kwon Jiwook kept quiet, but Park Juyeon, who somehow sensed his state, looked around and led him to a quieter corner.414405efcf1c5362

    Leaning against df35da724e the back 22df3d4afb wall of 302ba45141 the building, faa275bebd Kwon Jiwook a11ca09a35 looked up 69415edef8 at Park 8a765ab0d0 Juyeon, trying 3d4650b580 to understand 3bdc59ef0a the meaning 018d0cf789 behind his bed9736790 actions, whether 159bba0c3c out of 57caaf445f concern or b775c9e199 habit. However, his eyes c721003859 were still just 3349cb6d15 as dark.db72aa900e3f319f

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    “Are you okay?”72e5664f1d96b35c

    “Yeah, yeah. It’s not that serious.”99a1606b3f275143

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    “Your face has gone completely pale, how is that not serious?”167bd8f80c9e95e6

    With a light reprimand, Park Juyeon made him take deep breaths. If it were before, he would have anticipated what would happen when left alone, but recently, Kwon Jiwook’s condition had been better than expected, so he let his guard down. After taking a few deep breaths with his head lowered, Kwon Jiwook’s complexion started to return. Once his confused mind cleared, he noticed what Park Juyeon was holding.5f1cf03c7e50fb9e

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    “But that…”301cdf67b8fbdb91

    “Ah, this… I thought you came all this way because you wanted to see this. If you’re feeling better, stand up. I’ll take your picture.”02f1011d85b379d6

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    “No, no.”ea90d574fafce5be

    Park Juyeon 31b4b33aa5 probably thought 63fcbd0544 Kwon Jiwook a7ff6a6560 had lingering f7a54f6089 attachments to ba67d15331 school. Things like e1f0f619ef taking multiple c19fdd6e69 leaves of 394ceae7f7 absence and 9490ff8e06 returning but 8b008cef7e never graduating, 464a6007a5 or the 25d14cfca3 regret of 853a31482c not enjoying 555ef7f8a2 his youth 1555f7c4a3 after four 1586d78d0f years had 1827b40d4b passed. But Kwon Jiwook cc3024d384 had no desire 571cc952e6 to wear the 43190b19c6 graduation cap.95c6c966846a6bc8

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    “I looked closely, and I didn’t mean to wear it.”6fafca044f2111f2

    “…?”b491800f1987ba9e

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    Kwon Jiwook carefully took the cap and gown from Park Juyeon’s hands. Ignoring his puzzled look, he slowly draped them over Park Juyeon.bd328a3e604f6e50

    “…”f322e6dfa07e0801

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    “I just wanted to see this.”1f5c6f7c828945c4

    At Kwon Jiwook’s somewhat tender words, Park Juyeon’s expression subtly hardened. His mind, which had been blankly stopped, slowly fell into confusion. Like a broken robot, unable to move a finger, he stood there while Kwon Jiwook took out his phone and clicked a photo. As if the shutter sound was a signal, Park Juyeon spoke.ddf71963498644dc

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    “You wanted to see this? Not to feel the graduation mood yourself?”1eda3a57e705dce2

    “Why would I need that? I didn’t even attend classes.”658914baf3cac7b0

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    “…Really… I can’t understand.”eabe7a50fd22dbdb

    The graduation cap felt heavy on his head. Kwon Jiwook didn’t know what he meant by this action. He also didn’t understand why his mind was in such turmoil. Someone who only needed him for survival was doing something completely unrelated to survival?e9bd87c8e02f6e36

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    Even if 8e0acaa63b the true 34f16fa4a8 meaning of 90ab72e7bd this tingling 7b4af5c940 sensation in fa7d2cabb6 his chest d042e69c20 was something 93137699ae deeper than 7a53b03756 affection, Park 65b049a669 Juyeon did 8b7f9e9fda not want f03f863ae6 to acknowledge dd14200926 such an dba1a2355d extraordinary emotion 7f0a6d20cb at a af622ec68d mundane point 40b545a4a1 in his e1057dd38b life. He was still living 4224cab21b with Kwon Jiwook without 0180570b3f being prepared for such 00625a5f2d feelings.7bdc6e038064699b

    “This picture looks 4cb1cd9011 good.”86c59dccd6223996

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    “…Does it?”33a3fc40ebcc206f

    “Yeah. Much better b195fac03a than the 6c18995df9 one you ccbb6fc784 took of dbf92a7927 me last 02247b3303 time.”48198d4b960315f9

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    “I guess so…”4bb3881dbdee2ca9

    “What? You’re not denying it.”ec64029105c7f8ff

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    Though they usually made all sorts of excuses under the guise of sex, at this moment, a strange, fundamentally different itch surfaced. Kwon Jiwook’s small action was causing a ripple in what Park Juyeon thought was his regained composure.a0089fe01eec31a4

    Ah, I shouldn’t delve any deeper into this. Like someone paralyzed by sleep, Park Juyeon’s body wouldn’t move, so he just pressed his lips together and looked at Kwon Jiwook.c5b1cbca9de74707

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    “…”366145aac46ee04b

    “…What’s wrong?”f21eec42c7f5c8d3

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    At this unusual reaction, Kwon Jiwook subtly moved away, still keeping an eye on him. Even that behavior gnawed at Park Juyeon’s nerves. Despite worrying whenever he felt slightly unwell, he acted without realizing that he was the cause. His sharply defined face, now looking somewhat intimidated and cautious, belonged to a human who should be like this.2d0988404909fc2c

    “It’s nothing.”c8b9990ca0516d4c

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    Park Juyeon was 20d8717845 confused. In the screen Kwon 098ecaa02c Jiwook held out, he a9c62946c2 saw himself wearing a 93870793bd crooked graduation cap, with d2e515d410 a strange expression that 225c225b31 was neither smiling nor 1f956b174a crying, staring into the a6eab975d8 lens. To Park b80ed1200e Juyeon, it 250e7e77e4 looked somewhat 7130ca03d8 frightened.daf293f8705e95b4

    Whether or not, Kwon Jiwook, whose radar was focused only on Park Juyeon’s irritation and anger, did not notice the ambiguous expression in the photo. He just checked the result one more time and, satisfied, put his phone back in his pocket.8a3db2484afbccac

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    “I’ll send it to you later.”6aacf61a8187e77d

    “Okay. Are you done 5996078663 with everything you 52e7f90553 needed to do?”9e3b2d429afe1393

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    “Yeah, I just a222f70158 wanted to take 7cbbf8b657 a walk and bfed3c943e see the outside 9718f23e21 for a change.”0c9ee78281bce7b9

    “Then shall we look around the school a bit more before we go? It’s cold, so let’s make it quick.”d5bf690a44a2212d

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    “…Hmm.”70cc716333a736d9

    Kwon Jiwook nodded 2bdcf489cf after some thought. The light snow that 5b4a335668 had been falling was f07632028b now almost gone, leaving b455cdb0af only flurries.979d83314f877297

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    After returning the cap and gown, they walked leisurely, taking in the surroundings. The distance from where they stood to the college buildings was quite considerable. The campus was wide and barren without any particularly beautiful landscaping, making it less than ideal for a stroll, but it was also too close to drive. However, with the snow on the ground, it had a certain charm. Kwon Jiwook’s walk was somewhat peculiar, but it was not noticeable to those unaware of the context.6adf9f05dfa1bc97

    “Oh, that.”ab64c449d47aa763

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    “It’s under renovation.”6742f43c7fa9fdb3

    Interesting. While murmuring 4eb08e304d softly, Kwon 07cc0d5ffc Jiwook looked 4ebe4cf1c8 at a b0b34db717 building under 461a7553e5 construction. Students from the college b9fbfa3798 were enjoying their graduation 879634ec53 in the park around 057f8908a8 it.dfed3626f7599f2f

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    Suddenly, standing there, he felt a sense of being alone. Without Park Juyeon, I’m truly alone. The friends he used to drink with and roam around the university district had all found their paths and left, and he had no news of Kim Su-hyuk at all. Honestly, he even had the ridiculous thought that Park Juyeon might have used some power to erase Kim Su-hyuk without his knowledge. …No, it wasn’t funny. He had seen firsthand how far someone could go when driven mad.86c6e1e23fc28b26

    Even now, with free use of his phone, the contacts of Kim Su-hyuk and Lee Woo-jin were thoroughly blocked. He genuinely wasn’t curious about them. If he could pretend not to know them for the rest of his life, he would gladly do so. Kwon Jiwook never wanted to be involved with them again.fee60156be24a94a

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    “Let’s go. This is boring.”7002ec3a9ab95343

    They had been there 7cabe5d8c2 for just over ten 28586ab1d4 minutes. Kwon Jiwook turned away b61baadc2b without hesitation. Park Juyeon f680e6958c stood close fa9d47405a behind him.4b2ed35fadf9e6a9

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    “What? So, Hyung, you 59ce180819 really just came 44a02ff9a0 to watch me 1e9f31d081 graduate?”384d6d15545bf018

    “Then what? Would I miss 31f1396891 people I don’t de83ddfe71 even know?”2ab1b286802e62a1

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    “You might. You were quite famous, 5b53b134a6 appearing on the university 205efeff92 community boards back in 2cf6e3436f the day.”c543918e34fec522

    “Tell them to 61010cf79e get lost.”5588775acd0d3088

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    Now, the existence af2d020995 of others was a4dc1413d2 meaningless. His life was 8d78d9b473 governed by one 56f4351642 person alone. Knowing this, Park b73a2869d3 Juyeon walked on 1e3a90dae9 without a word. Impressed by his answer, bf9b83ad88 Park Juyeon grabbed Kwon 3c185b6bf0 Jiwook’s butt along the 303a9d541f way, startling him. After giggling, the e847a744e6 unease in his d300a7eb48 heart dissipated, leaving 2e5471191c only the desire fe81ec4c11 to tease Kwon 33718a09e1 Jiwook. This level of warmth 6f1517b7b8 was just right for 122ddc5da1 Park Juyeon.b925936e5b34c4d0

    Back in the car, they turned on the heater to thaw their frozen bodies. As soon as the heater was on, Park Juyeon moved to the back seat and rubbed against Kwon Jiwook. It felt like a large cat rubbing with a mix of affection and threat. The pressure was not much different. Regardless of Kwon Jiwook’s shock, Park Juyeon hugged him tightly and played with his earlobe.ea9ed06bdeb03fac

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    “Suddenly, why, this, …huh.”91b7464b07ab2000

    “Just. Let’s call it a graduation gift. You can’t give me anything material anyway.”70fb3c633d320cce

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    “No, no, even so, d31a13e0ce this is too sudden, f5a07806d4 ah, ah.”b564d66720e751c1

    Ignoring his words, Park Juyeon took Kwon Jiwook’s earlobe into his mouth and chewed. The cold ear soon regained its sensitivity. Kwon Jiwook, particularly sensitive to his ears, let out a muffled moan after just a few nibbles. Even when he tilted his head back or turned it the other way, Park Juyeon’s mouth followed relentlessly.07182e00909b014c

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    “Ah, uh. Why did you get in the back, I see…”c51171defde9e6ba

    “I was holding back until now to do this after we were done. We couldn’t do it earlier.”c2fcc0baeeb5e23a

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    Park Juyeon’s warm, red tongue entered Kwon Jiwook’s ear. It felt like a wriggling creature was digging into his brain. His head trembled slightly, bending towards the window. After licking his ear for a while, mixing in saliva, Park Juyeon let go with a low chuckle. A long string of saliva connected them.05e0799e13424073

    “Don’t you like it? You begged for it earlier, and if you say you don’t like it now… I might be disappointed.”75dab9a2dcdc2267

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    “No, no. Uh. I like it…”d56b86f4f25c22cd

    “That’s right. You should like it.”b75c6d2ad10d3b5c

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    Without missing a beat, Park Juyeon laid Kwon Jiwook down. In the cramped car, to make space for Park Juyeon, Kwon Jiwook’s legs, spread wide, were awkwardly folded, almost touching the front seat and the back. When the car’s warm air started to feel hot, Park Juyeon quickly stripped off Kwon Jiwook’s outer and inner clothes.c04f1aa3c662ec61

    Warming up his cold body was easy. Running his dry palm over the exposed chest, flicking the nipples a couple of times was enough to rouse Kwon Jiwook’s sensitive body. Anticipating what was to come, Kwon Jiwook grabbed the headrests of both the driver’s and back seats. Park Juyeon, with Kwon Jiwook’s arms up, hugged his now thin waist and lowered his head.fae3175b83ee4895

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    “Ha, ugh…!”f260d8ba6f3ffabb

    “Mm…”af5ee71fa98d5ff2

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    Soft lips touched the swollen bump. With his cute upper lip, he gently brushed the tip of the nipple. When he moved his head slightly to rub it, Kwon Jiwook’s legs, which were wide open, nearly closed from the shock. As Park Juyeon’s movements continued without pause, the trembling soon escalated to what could be considered intermittent seizures.4d4331647c8f321a

    He sucked on the chest tip with his lips, quickly grazing it with the tip of his tongue while not forgetting to scratch the other nipple with his nails. The skin of his now softened chest felt delightful to touch. Meanwhile, Kwon Jiwook’s head kept bobbing back in place, reaching shallow climaxes several times in a short period.1b1d1a647894033e

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    “Ugh, huh, ugh. Mm…”b96f7547a23c3732

    “Ha…”f434814bef909f02

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    Park Juyeon licked the erect nipple flat with his wide tongue. Repeating the action countless times made Kwon Jiwook stiffen his waist and tremble like a frightened person. With a laugh, Park Juyeon pulled his tongue away, and the chest, now covered in saliva, immediately cooled in the car’s air. His mouth was that hot.732addc76173dcf6

    At that moment, handcuffs near his head clinked against Kwon Jiwook’s eyes. He looked up with a start to see Park Juyeon’s chin asking what he was doing. Kwon Jiwook hesitated for a moment before raising both hands. With a low laugh, Park Juyeon cuffed Kwon Jiwook’s wrists.dac1efe59eeddea5

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    “This… ha, again?”f8c83f77450e12f7

    “You enjoyed it last 818d9e5661 time too. Right?”d99979f90b515851

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    “Ugh…”fb341dd78cb09c58

    Among the pretty smiles, his lips stood out. Lips that were red-hot and shiny with saliva. To regain Kwon Jiwook’s attention, momentarily distracted by the sight, Park Juyeon undid his own belt buckle. Pulling down his briefs, his penis, which had already been hard hours ago, popped out, looking for a hole to release in.dd402ded5d2f22cc

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    Park Juyeon then stripped off Kwon Jiwook’s lower garments as well and repositioned himself. Holding the base of his protruding penis, he tapped the heavy glans against Kwon Jiwook’s groin. The two heated penises collided with each other. Whenever the glans occasionally hit Kwon Jiwook’s testicles, he let out a soft moan and tightly shut his eyes. The cold tension of the act to come made his teeth chatter.2f3ab2d8e3f09be9

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