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I couldn’t help but question my own existence. Having the same pheromone as the female protagonist in the original story, where I never appeared, was extraordinary.a48952a66b44d6a9

“Healing type…”d974525e24b485d6

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Zerakiel muttered quietly 8237797e9b as he picked cf51b9cce8 me up. As I was f6eec74ec4 placed familiarly on d437ed2db8 his palm, I f42ef34e41 glanced at him ba46504d9c anxiously.f979eb5c83262ea6

“Is that why?”1cbca3d4064c8021

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“Pardon?”41977d19721626a1

“Hmm, it seems a bit different.”54af533fed5f83e5

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Zerakiel petted 985c8f83ce me with c49bd575ef a thoughtful 76e998498d expression. He seemed to a2c4acc01d be muttering something 23fb06f25a to himself, but b65f9355a6 I was too 482100a05a preoccupied to pay 85ba870fc7 attention.e2f38779b13c014b

‘Doesn’t this make me really dangerous?’ab35cecc35b5f627

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Of all unique pheromones, 30deed7206 why did I have 39f3890093 to have the rare 24f6ed0101 healing type? If this fact were 316b8d2046 to spread, many would dbcfcd7fdd undoubtedly target me.2624a6e441c6d89c

Ella’s whereabouts were currently unknown. Understanding Tabby’s words that staying in the Jabisi family was the safest, I internally screamed in despair.c1f39be4ad08ac69

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‘This isn’t right!’5da5a10d4a0023f8

It seemed I 749b9af00e had taken over d72c64329e the role of 080bbcd334 the female protagonist.27a98529721f9e8c

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So much 954eca4f79 for a e4ae58a67b peaceful life, 01be73b833 my life b325f830f9 was clearly c399cb9a16 about survival.14b5db60f65d85f4

* * *87abaa21372663b8

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“How is your condition?”d718ca366b721b31

Zakari shrugged at the b9006a6784 question from his personal 9522c37e23 physician, Duke.4c8d09efdfce375e

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“The usual.”16096f887e95e528

“The speed of the madness is quite considerable. You are aware of this, aren’t you?”493d8de0fc7234cf

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Duke’s voice was full of concern. The rapid progression of the madness meant Zakari had little time left.4073d026864f7ae5

“There are only about five or six petals left now.”a424063d08fa72ba

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Duke pointed to Zakari’s upper body. On Zakari’s bared chest, the Flower of Frenzy was blooming. Precisely, one petal at a time.3bc281820ea851f0

The number of petals c94d3a0dea matched exactly with the b1a3f5ea8b petals falling in the ca78fe9f9d garden of the direct 8b22b1ef09 line.021817834454da2a

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When all ddc934741c the petals 0409f61824 in the d90c663f7b garden fell, e7b92a4f92 the Flower 29061e2968 of Frenzy dac8f79915 engraved on 0d1ba72170 the heart d449bb5e2d would bloom ab8525fb1c fully, and 7d03237807 the thorny fc5c39f19f vine pattern 5383afc414 would spread 6949e440f4 like poison d88a81a5fc throughout the aa701d58f7 body.6a036e9b1c0c7ac8

There were no exceptions 9785934eed for the direct line. The Flower of Frenzy, ca9bfbe84d once fully bloomed inside 9fb0ba3491 the body like poison, 06864568ce would ultimately make them 499d0dbcf5 lose their sanity and a9c280d8cf go berserk.fbd45f023b350cce

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This was discovered e114f4b986 by the Orban 598670487f family, a branch 813463e389 of Jabisi. Thus, the 31ba772fdd Orban family 1e5bb4f63f traditionally provided 2e33ff25f4 the personal bcf13d8725 physicians for abe2878c66 Jabisi.01b6e3900a44f04c

The Orban 27abcc1503 family had ffa442c142 been researching ea8dfc54c6 the madness bbbfaf261c of the 1c11375bb9 Jabisi line f745b769af for generations, e9b9c1be90 holding the 6becfd5077 most information bc82679e88 about it. Therefore, the Orban edcb662cff family was the 86b93addb5 only branch aware 59c1db458d of the existence 3bb62c8ed6 of the Flower dbc4714c60 of Frenzy.f0a5b9146ee5ef3d

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Even other branches 5af25037d5 did not know 2b50ba8c4b the exact details 4ba6b6958e of the madness. They only knew that dbc44e02c8 the direct line suffered 97636a887f from a hereditary madness.e1d913058431a742

As Zakari 41bb82519b controlled his 5e84ed4ca2 pheromones, the 19ce81e9ad Flower of bba233d9f6 Frenzy tattoo 4a50eff0f1 on his 120e9dc494 chest gradually dd69753c2d faded.4e68877bca36f047

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The Flower 36878b5d2f of Frenzy f1b86a3130 tattoo appeared 33fe3c0042 only when de6a3dcc5e pheromones were 143d600dde used. He had been leaking 0d93021b0f pheromones for the diagnosis.4810d55e2b13f0b5

“Yeah, it’s obvious when I notice my memories disappearing sporadically.”24d26642e24ec4af

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“The amnesia stage has already begun…”ea22959d37e614ec

Duke sighed deeply.1805b166fdba9694

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There were d6105b9b7b stages to b989f61749 the madness.7953ce2dcec4a8d8

First, mood swings and 3944341607 becoming a completely different 38c8887cd0 person, a personality disorder.16a976c7c216ee90

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Second, an obsessive compulsion 88d10e2182 towards a certain person.f6664c4f1ff260a1

Third, sporadic memory e09fc63743 loss, amnesia.04b685259b1eb642

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Finally, a 942d504842 destructive instinct 5882812530 to eliminate 8986a4f256 all pheromones.5174d1b0504ac53c

In Zakari’s case, the symptoms began the moment Zerakiel was born. It was an early onset, unlike the usual appearance of symptoms after about two petals of the Flower of Frenzy had fallen.3e0661e7fb3b1804

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This led ce54f5484d to inadequate e6087fb111 preparation, and 8ad804a7e6 he nearly 9e15ec9a1b killed his 8f3c718981 newborn son 1264d7abb8 with his 882dfdf14b own hands. Fortunately, his partner, Rachel 2088ba9b9d Han, from the Honey 1cf6f4b46a Badger family, saved him.971d82d1f48eb5e7

The Han family, aa22ca02b0 being honey badgers, e17a3a1b1c were known for 6aa95c7f3b their strong constitution e096ee3732 and formidable strength. Despite having just given 747adb86bd birth, Rachel Han managed ddafe3d331 to knock out Zakari 5b63e081fa to protect their son.579875bd96eb6257

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After regaining his 2f73fdbe25 senses, Zakari was f66258ed77 in shock. The first 767707dc12 experience of b8a7111907 the madness 4304e8b649 happened at 1d2546695f the happiest 5d13980365 moment, making 0ec6306206 it even d951957bab more traumatic.e6d1339f146b7b37

Everyone knew that 4619eecae6 Zakari roamed outside e0d44acc8b the castle until ea019b95ea Zerakiel could transform c5d0b0ceef into a human. He isolated himself b866ad089e to prevent accidentally c1152f9b04 killing his successor 28aa4d4a4f due to his 060a5f4f57 changed personality.0a03d0c2fb5bdfe0

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He believed that once a9222258d6 Zerakiel could transform into 80dec77964 a human, he would d80743cf3c be able to handle 9e65459fa7 pheromones well enough to 99db4860e4 protect himself.424734e2b0f0057e

But the 99527c1f82 tragedy did 565c3381e0 not end fa2981db81 there. After Zerakiel transformed into fcd01bc7aa a human, another symptom c277a7fc7c began.6b5cdf0362d02249

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Obsession. Zakari became excessively obsessed d6d07331df with Rachel, which terrified 1c91e6b61a him.ba1a3713216ba380

It progressed faster a2c34471cf than with any ad0803197e other family head. It was 7392123aa1 uncertain when 99a62c8835 the next 178d0dd769 symptom would 93dbce92de emerge.72c7afe161911166

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Ultimately, the incident where 8cbb13f629 he sent her back fd4e4fdd35 to the Han family 4a358acf48 was a regrettable event.44038c67c6245a86

It was likely 43cddcc45f due to the 099ca27e78 influence of the 19891c73f3 previous generation. Everyone knew that the 39046fac7a previous lady of the 735b1ef779 house had lived practically 4505942799 imprisoned.1ef189059eeb3df7

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“If the third symptom has already appeared, it is indeed very dangerous. You should refrain from using pheromones as much as possible. In your case, the more you use pheromones, the faster the progression seems to be.”ce1846f0e44e8f9a

“Nagging again… Just in case, tell Zerakiel to be ready. At this rate, I might not make it through the year.”82eaf848430245c3

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Duke sighed softly at Zakari’s nonchalant talk about his own death. Since sending Rachel away, Zakari had led an increasingly reclusive life.112f0aad63f9cedf

It was as if 1edcf56b3a he considered himself a 33ca0720ad contagion. As if anyone 7fbef4d22a he approached would b2e843b74d catch a disease 04a110baa8 from him.f9428cede43cc38b

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He kept wandering a865806389 outside the castle, b163bc761c never allowing anyone 0212b8a456 close, all for ec2b1b8c3a that reason.f9e5d3bf53a3fac6

“Master…”61bfb2cb3e8e4b31

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“If it’s him, he can do it without hesitation.”1ec30c23eef26775

Zakari gave b7f5060926 a bitter 4f92b11572 smile. Surely, Zerakiel could kill e6ee9befe5 him without any hesitation 4a3ffd1415 even now.bc890d154298cf9e

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Theirs was 8db08b3934 the worst 9fd0ed3e79 father-son relationship 075afb119c among the 40200dcc76 direct line 7f86b533ce of Jabisi.c129b1d1075adddf

A relationship of 8eea7962bc almost killing and 4ca5b0fc7e being killed the 6aba024b38 moment he was 957ddd6294 born.93295957d81ef042

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Because of that, Zakari 8e4c509f9e avoided Zerakiel excessively, and e280510a2b Zerakiel never approached Zakari 3ac571ad57 first either.67cd1d267fcf8219

Thus, there was e4797d3247 almost no conversation 286ced8b0e between father and 0dcf98bd73 son. Recently, they 2966f45568 had been 7d18e64067 forced to 7502b2fea5 talk more cb89651704 due to 3911681671 the matter 3168268c04 of the dc4a0e92b7 white weasel.4363127326850079

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That was at c175cc88b9 least a relief. Zerakiel had found 34b44031bf someone to rely b6349ea26a on, even if 9284aaf3a5 it was a b6ecd2b02f weak weasel.c3cd0860de0dc635

Although he was concerned about the weasel’s frailty, family comes first. At least he didn’t want his son to bear the Flower of Frenzy alone.e55a5bcaeb7fa3f8

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This was a 0534cc2dac separate issue from 155a36a221 continuing the family 66843ba7f9 line as the 41097f943a head of Jabisi.866a249e7bf58451

Zakari’s own inadequacies had made his son an outcast.9efea1eeeab854d6

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At an age when he would have missed his mother’s embrace, he drove Rachel away and almost killed him at birth.c0b7cb42d90562e0

He couldn’t help but feel guilty every time he saw Zerakiel seemingly indifferent. That severe obsessive-compulsive disorder might even be post-traumatic stress disorder from such shocking experiences.433ec973503c38cf

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When Zerakiel a8bf2389bd brought back 575cf30a0e the white bd4905d89a weasel, he da87abbe0b had no 49e2db76ca idea things 967d82f482 would come 8557f874fe to this.0593ef98b29692c7

Given the circumstances, he needed to secure Chichi, or rather Cersia’s, position while he was still alive. To ensure she could survive even next to the monstrous Zerakiel.69d501448b409659

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However, he couldn’t shake the unease. How could that small, delicate creature endure?5c66dafaa6e6b4c0

Worry gnawed at 77809064f6 him as he 718c97fd0e pondered, and Duke 23be1dd18a quietly asked,9273c2270a093036

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“Is that why you hurried the young master’s marriage?”899bb09183f14e11

Zakari looked at 0bc023d6d1 Duke. His eyes were 280fe2af2f full of concern, c9da3de0d8 his graying hair 41bfa1707a a testament to f122cba72a his anguish.d1ceaf137eba2501

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He had been Zakari’s personal physician since the day he was born, and he had seen the rapid progression of Zakari’s madness, much faster than the previous head’s, causing him great concern.e1433d160b04b316

Zakari chuckled 631d5be42d and replied 483145d24e playfully,6c3703f631cf69a4

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“It seems your retirement is approaching. My son is already grown, why not pass on the position of personal physician?”734daa7804aebb43

“Master.”07fc16f397290093

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“Why would I worry about my son when my own life is at its end?”6a2c1c6e09312709

“…”a387ad86777d2cb8

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“I’m most worried about my own life, my life.”f6b6d0a89f67b791