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TDIDTRA Prologue
by biniPrologue
A few times a month, Girion and his dedicated saints would head to the annex. There was no need to try and find out what Girion was doing there with them. Sadly, she knew all too well what he would get from them to replace her.
To survive in the Duchy of Tefort, she usually had to live with her eyes and ears closed. However, she decided to go there that day. Pretending to be fine, she felt the need to check it with her eyes. Only then can she leave him without regrets.
A woman’s moan was heard sobbing out of the room, and it soon disappeared. The immediate, creaking sound of the bed and the sprawling sounds of the female leaking out of the room. It was like an incantation. Ringing in the silent hallway, scratching Bonida’s ear terribly.
Bonida took a step back with a heavy heart. Could it be that Girion and that woman were having sex? Gritting her teeth, she regretted taking a step forward as soon as her weight pushed down her foot. The raw groan that came out of someone’s throat was so familiar that she knew it was Girion right away.
Whatever was happening in front of Bonida’s eyes was not something she hoped for. Girion was having sex on the bed with his dedicated saint. She couldn’t distinguish if it was Luna or Mel by the constant moaning alone. Nevertheless, it was true that he was with someone regardless of who it was. Eventually, when she received the last confirmation, Bonida’s heart was torn to pieces.
Maybe she confused herself so she could live in delusion. Bonida had tricked Girion, and she had chosen the lesser of two evils to survive. There was no reason for her to blame him. She was neither his wife nor his lover. A contractual relationship was all they were. They used their bodies to prevent the curse. But was their relationship really just contractual all this time?
Looking at the situation again, she was about to turn around. Suddenly, like a pang, she felt a piercing gaze wander. At that moment, the moans and rough acts stopped in an instant. The room was reluctantly quiet, as if he found out that there was a sneaking rat. As she stared at the door with bated breath, she heard the heavy footsteps of someone walking in front of the door.
Perhaps it was Girion. Bonida was embarrassed and ran away without looking back. As soon as she came down the stairs and left the annex, she exhaled her breath.
“Haa, haa.”
In the first place, it didn’t make sense for someone like her to be involved with Girion, a high-ranking noble of the Esperanza Kingdom. Furthermore, she was the first ugly duckling born in a family where every child inherits sacred powers. Up until now, Bonida had not awakened even a speck of sacred power.
Her mother’s insults and threats led her to live in the same house with Girion, but this was not what she wanted initially. The man who reached out to her kindly and looked at her with affectionate eyes no longer existed. Thinking she was useful, he brought her, but he found out that she was a liar through and through. She didn’t have a single ability, so it was natural for him to throw her away.
Bonida trudged into Florence Hall in the main building. There were no servants or maids passing by because it was dawn. Her breath filled the quiet place as she stood still for a while. Then, she gathered the rest of her energy and walked to her room.
She was sitting in bed without hesitation. Sleep overtook her consciousness as she laid down in bed. A swamp of despair awaited her everyday. She thought her feelings for him were gone, but perhaps not. Seeing that sight made her heart wrench.
At that time, she heard a heavy step and soon the door swung. Pretending to be asleep was wrong. Girion, who came through the door, looked more tired than usual. The warmth in his black eyes before Bonida’s lie was revealed, were now desolate. The rough expression that had been hard on her a few days ago was now nowhere to be found.
Inevitably, her eyes met with him. His black eyes touched her tear-stained blue eyes, and then stopped again. From her lifeless eyes, he scanned her trembling hands and stiff legs before smiling.
“Did you not sleep and wait?”
You know what I did in that room, right? The sentence that Girion didn’t even say penetrated Bonida’s ears. She flinched in the cold. How long has it been since Bonida’s lie was discovered? He, holding the door handle tightly, finally set foot in her room. Surprisingly, he came at once. Laying her on the bed as if he was about to knock her down, he then climbed up simply.
He pulled up Bonida’s flowing skirt without hesitation. Digging his fingers between her underwear, he rubbed the dry slit with his long fingers. Girion was someone who could touch Bonida however he wanted. That was how the contractual relationship was made.
Girion’s face darkened as Bonida’s face twisted in sorrow. Damn, he muttered harshly under his breath. She knew she had offended him, but she couldn’t be submissive right now. She hadn’t looked into the room, but there were things she could tell. His inconsiderate fingers dug into her v*gina roughly, as if to scold her for not focusing on him.
“Ah-uhng.”
As he scratched the sensitive spot with his finger, a moan escaped from her heart, which was as miserable as death. Without taking his eyes off her for a second, he played along the narrow path he had tamed with his finger. Pressing down on her trembling thighs with his big hand, he quickly moved back and forth in the narrow hole. The more he dug into the inner wall and pressed hard, the wetter the lower part became. The sticky sound stimulated his lust.
Girion spread Bonida’s legs wide, and for a long time saw the hole that swallowed his finger. Before she could stop him, his face touched her v*gina, and Bonida’s legs trembled in surprise. As he licked the folds of her l*bia earnestly, her legs collapsed as if they were about to melt.
“Hah-ugh.”
He licked the smooth flesh with his tongue as if he was trampling her. Rolling his tongue over the protruding cl*toris, he stirred the finger submerged in her v*gina. At that moment, a dizzying feeling of pleasure surged through her.
“Ahuugh.”
He sucked hard, as if he was going to put the entire v*gina into his mouth. Since he was so thick and large, instead of hastily inserting it, Girion loosened Bonida’s lower part. He hated her so much that it made him shiver and he always turned away from her. Yet at this moment, he was just as careful as usual to make sure she didn’t get hurt. It was different from his usual harsh behavior, which confused Bonida. She hadn’t expected that such consideration would still remain in him.
Every time he sucked the smooth flesh of her l*bia with his tongue, his jet-black hair moved ceaselessly beneath her. Wherever his tongue passed, moisture gathered and a sticky sound was heard. Even in this situation, her body responded steadily. As the water flowed out satisfactorily, Girion took his g*nitals out. Looking at her v*gina, he began to roughly rub his pillar up and down.
Every time she heard a strong friction, his groan followed. Bonida stared at his obscene appearance. He was with someone else in his room a while ago, but now he was sleeping with her. The person he hates. He hated her for reacting joyfully to his touch too.
Bonida squeezed the bedsheet with her cold hands in a terrible state of mind. Yes, this is the last night. So she promised to give everything to the one who hated her. In the meantime, she felt humiliated by the perfect man.
He had been having a wild affair with someone else just a moment ago, but when he entered the room, there was not a single trace of lust in him. His shirt was neatly buttoned up, and his clothes were clean and wrinkle-free. He didn’t smell barbaric. She couldn’t find a single place that was disorganized after sleeping with another woman.
Even in the midst of all this, what was more unbearable was the way Girion looked at her. It was filled with sweetness, as if he only loved her. Unable to take his eyes off her, who was moaning dizzily, he kept them fixated on her. He quickly noticed that she was thinking of something else and met her gaze earnestly. Then he fiercely pierced her bottom. All at once.
“Ha.”
“Aahm.”
Inside Bonida’s narrow v*gina, it was filled with Girion’s g*nitals tightly. Pausing his movement for a moment.he relaxed and enjoyed the moment when her bottom tightened relentlessly. Ha-, with a simmering feeling of fullness, a harsh groan leaked out, scratching his throat. His sharp jawline clenched.
Even the series of insertion processes were so familiar that it made her sadder. It brought her back to the time when she planted an illusion in her head. The way he hated her and the way he loved her was not much different. How could that be? Now he obviously hates her to death.
Soon after, he grabbed Bonida’s slender waist and moved in earnest. From the beginning, every push was ferocious like he was about to put everything into her. Thrustthrust, thrustthrustthrustthrust. As he moved and bumped into her quickly, a squishy liquid flowed out. He no longer undressed her affectionately, kissed her lovingly, and poured pecks all over her. He only took out the parts he needed and moved violently.
Bonida’s role had to end here. She, a woman full of lies and incompetent, had deceived him. Perhaps this cruel treatment was just the price to pay. The day Bonida decided to run away, Girion’s tongue and fingertips were so affectionate. That’s why she was so sad that she almost cried.