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03. Perfect Benny

April 15, 2239. Weather: Clear.

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It’s fun to go to the store with my teacher once every two weeks.

While we were on the way, I told her about what happened at school, and she was happy to hear it.

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Today, I showed her the test paper where I got a perfect score on the theory exam, and she was even happier, giving me a kiss.

To celebrate my perfect score, I ate lots of delicious food and received many compliments like “Smart Benny.”

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I’ll try to get another perfect score and ask for another kiss from my teacher.

My teacher is calling me. It’s time to wash up and go to bed.

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The best time is when I take a bath with my teacher and lie down soft and fluffy, ready to fall asleep.

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In the original work, Benny was a taciturn, almost robotic child.

Hajin Orion was constantly overworked, using his purification ability for both his job and guiding, leaving him exhausted. As a result, he found everything tiresome and neglected caring for the child—this was the original setting.

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Perhaps Benny’s story wasn’t detailed because Hajin had his hands full dealing with incidents within the center and trying to avoid the beast-like espers lurking around him.

Still, it was unfair. What crime had the child committed to be raised under such an indifferent adult, without even receiving proper attention? It was always frustrating and regretful to watch.

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But Hajin, after settling in this world, was able to completely resolve the sorrow he had felt while following the original story.

The yellow scarf and gloves, which had been the first gifts that marked the start of everything, became Benny’s most treasured possessions—just like the affection Hajin had poured into them. Even after four years, on snowy days, Benny still insisted on wearing the gloves, even though they had long since become too small.

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Hajin smiled fondly, recalling just how happy Benny had been back then.

The child had accepted his heart so sincerely, cherishing that first-ever gift. That made him incredibly happy. Feeling a pleasant warmth inside, Hajin resolved to become an even more devoted guardian for Benny.

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From then on, Hajin made a habit of giving Benny gifts under the excuse of “reward presents,” and he worked hard to earn them. Of course, countless hardships and challenges came his way, but Hajin marveled at the paternal love he felt for Benny and returned every ounce of affection to the child.

And so, four years passed with this beloved child.

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Now fifteen years old, Benny had grown noticeably. He had become a child who would approach Hajin first, chattering excitedly with his small lips, his joy evident in every word.

One day, Benny came home with a perfect score on his test. On another day, during a holiday similar to Teacher’s Day, he presented a small, handmade gift for Hajin, something he had carefully crafted with him in mind.

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Every time, Hajin loved seeing Benny’s bright, cheerful smile.

The joy-filled expression on Benny’s face wasn’t just a display of childish playfulness and affection—it carried a deep trust and love for his guardian.

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Hajin couldn’t help but be captivated by the child’s soft golden hair, which looked as if it would feel silky to the touch, and the clear blue eyes that resembled a bright, cloudless sky.

Four years ago, he wouldn’t have even dared to reach out. But now, even when Hajin extended his hand, Benny no longer flinched; instead, he accepted the touch naturally.

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Hajin indulged in stroking the child’s head, which seemed to carry the warmth of the sun, and pressed a kiss to his soft cheek, openly displaying his affection. Benny, by now, had grown accustomed to such gestures.

“Now, let’s see… today’s classes….”

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Hajin murmured as he unfolded a school notice. His voice carried a slight melody, similar to how middle-aged men absentmindedly hum to themselves.

Just as Benny had grown, Hajin had also aged—he was now twenty-eight. Over the years, alongside his deepening affection for the child, he had also gained a fair amount of childcare knowledge from various sources. He was gradually taking on the role of a young father.

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“Hmm, with shortened classes, I should probably buy more groceries.”

He’d need to restock ingredients…. Placing the notice on the dining table, Hajin stared at the words in thought.

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Since he had taken leave yesterday and today, he hadn’t gone to work. As a result, Benny, who usually rode to school with him every morning, had taken the school bus alone for the past two days.

The child was clearly disappointed, but he pretended otherwise, being considerate of Hajin. That only made Hajin feel even guiltier.

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“Sigh…”

Hajin let out a deep breath and slumped into a chair. He knew he should clean up the leftover toast, milk, and salad, but he felt too drained to even lift a finger.

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And yet, he had still rushed to check the school notice Benny had brought home, making himself seem like an overbearing parent. The thought made him chuckle dryly.

Would he feel better after taking a short nap before Benny returned? Hajin absentmindedly tapped his lower back while staring into space, looking utterly exhausted. His glasses, slipping slightly down his nose, clinked softly as his unfocused eyes reflected his dazed state.

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After four years of this life, there wasn’t a part of his body that didn’t ache. Frankly, even if it weren’t him, anyone would develop new ailments after being crushed, grabbed, pinned, and toyed with by people far larger than them.

‘What a life…’

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What was even more troublesome was that he had to pretend not to know anything about the original novel—the real ‘Hajin Orion,’ his personality, and the esper men he had encountered.

Take Adam and Paul, for example. Adam had already crossed a certain boundary with him four years ago, and Paul was a guide who secretly harbored feelings for ‘Hajin Orion.’

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Since Hajin was an esper, his compatibility rate with Paul was fairly high, so he frequently received guidance from him. Each time, he had to feign ignorance and avoid Paul’s lingering gazes.

If that was all, it would have been manageable, but unfortunately, ‘Hajin Orion’ was an extreme hedonist in the original story, and the competition among the beastly espers vying for him was intense. Adam and Paul were just the beginning—sooner or later, more men would be visiting the purification room for him.

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Just thinking about dealing with all of that made his head pound, and the impending sense of dread felt like it might even trigger a stomach ulcer. But what could he do? He could only blame the fate of Kwon Hajin, who had been possessed by this story’s protagonist.

“Ugh… my head.”

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The persistent headaches and the relentless drowsiness threatened his health in ways that weren’t immediately visible. Migraines were a common affliction for overworked employees, and the constant fatigue was a sign of accumulated exhaustion.

Hajin reminded himself that he needed to stay healthy if he wanted to raise Benny properly. That was why he had taken the opportunity during his leave to visit Mason for a thorough check-up. However, all he got was a vague response that nothing specific was wrong.

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Instead, Mason had advised him to get regular health screenings to monitor any potential issues, and Hajin had readily agreed.

As a result, he had returned home with a handful of painkillers and a large stock of supplements. Even hiding those inside the house had been a struggle.

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Benny, with his gentle heart and warm nature, would undoubtedly be saddened if he discovered the medicine. And Hajin had no intention of making the child worry over him.

“….”

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The dining table, where he and Benny shared their meals every day, where they would occasionally sit across from each other, sipping tea and chatting, was Hajin’s favorite place in the house.

Perhaps that was why he found himself lost in thought more often while sitting there, reminiscing about their moments together. He sometimes felt pathetic for sinking into such sentimentality as he aged, but at the same time, he found it oddly fascinating—so this is what growing older felt like.

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“A purification esper, huh…”

Hajin knew better than anyone what was wrong with his body. The headaches and fatigue were just inevitable side effects of being a purification esper, something he had already known from the original novel. But he couldn’t exactly explain that to Mason.

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That was also why he was so attached to Benny. He wanted the child to grow up visibly loved, to have a childhood filled with warmth and care.

And when Benny eventually left the nest to become independent, Hajin wanted to disappear just as quietly as he had arrived.

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Hajin himself had grown up without many good memories. But he wanted Benny to have more happiness than he ever did—to grow into an adult carrying countless cherished moments.

Was that selfish of him? Hajin turned his head toward the window, lost in thought.

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Seeing Benny brimming with joy made him happy. Raising the child had forced him to confront sides of himself he had never known. And in these past four years, he had felt more joy and fulfillment than in all the years he had lived as Kwon Hajin.

It was all thanks to Benny.

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Hajin might be an oblivious fool of an adult, but to Benny, he was everything. And Hajin, in turn, embraced the unfamiliar yet growing sense of paternal love within him, striving to become a reliable guide and protector for the boy.

Perhaps that was why Benny’s once-frozen heart had gradually thawed, and why they had become this close over the past four years.

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Hajin, who had been staring blankly, reached up to adjust his glasses, the chain clinking softly. He decided it was time to get moving and refresh his mind with some cleaning.

He had work tomorrow, after all. It would be better to stay active and reset his mindset.

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And he still needed to go grocery shopping. With Benny’s shortened school days coming up, he had to prepare proper meals.

Come on, Hajin! You have your little bunny, Benny. That’s reason enough to keep pushing forward. You have to keep going—for your child’s happiness!

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“Hello.”

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“Welcome.”

As soon as Hajin arrived at the purification room, a man with an awkward expression opened one of the doors and entered, greeting him. His large build and timid demeanor were quite eye-catching.

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Hajin, who was watching him from across the room, received the greeting and picked up his tablet, which was charging.

His fingertips trembled, but he tried to act nonchalant, pretending to be the intelligent and refined Purification Esper Hajin Orion as he looked at the familiar Esper chart.

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“Did you apply for care?”

“No, I just came to listen…”

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When he looked again, the man seemed endearingly flustered by his own question. Hajin pushed up his glasses and looked him up and down from across the room.

Although this behavior could be seen as rude, the man didn’t seem to notice. Hajin glanced at him sideways and clicked his tongue inwardly.

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‘It’s Ward, after all.’

Ward Bryant was a character who appeared around this time. He had a very large build but an unexpectedly introverted personality and sharp intuition.

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As soon as Hajin saw Ward, he thought of the ending of the original novel and felt his ears grow hot with embarrassment. He pinched them lightly before letting go. This was a clever move to avoid drawing attention to himself.

Ward pretended not to see Hajin’s reaction while sneaking glances at him. He clasped his hands together in front of him and fidgeted nervously. It seemed like he didn’t know what to do since this was his first time applying for purification.

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Breaking the silence, Hajin moved first. He swung his lap skirt around while crossing his legs in the opposite direction and bit his lower lip. His bright red lips seemed to be showing off their softness as he bit down on them gently before releasing them with a hint of moisture.

Ward stared blankly at Hajin before blushing brightly and jumping back in surprise. Then he seemed like he wanted to say something but repeatedly opened and closed his mouth without speaking.

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Meanwhile, Hajin tapped on his tablet screen several times before straightening up from where he had been leaning against the sofa backrest. He shrugged his shoulders slightly as he tilted his head.

“Anyway, you’re here for purification?”

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“…Yes, that’s correct.”

The way he fidgeted while trying to maintain a firm voice made him even more endearing. Though this wasn’t Hajin’s first time meeting him, he spoke in a smooth, practiced tone, pretending it was for the sake of Ward, who knew nothing.

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“Then, could you give me your Esper code?”

“Oh, it’s B5635145…”

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Despite the long string of letters and numbers, Hajin jotted it down on his tablet without hesitation. He let out a thoughtful hum and crossed his legs.

A soft rustling sound filled the room again. At the same time, Ward, who had been fidgeting the whole time, suddenly fixed his gaze on one spot. His eyes were locked onto Hajin’s smooth, pale thighs.

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The lab skirt, designed solely for practicality, only accentuated Hajin’s legs, making them look even more alluring. Ward, oblivious to how his eyes kept rolling back and forth with every movement of Hajin’s lower body, pretended not to be looking as he awaited the next command.

“Let’s see…”

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Tapping the tablet screen expertly with his fingertip, Hajin skipped the application and waiting process, adjusting the system so Ward could receive purification immediately. His face, which had been expressionless until now, softened into a pleasant smile.

“Ward Bryant… Esper.”

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Finally, they had met. Just the sight of Ward standing still was enough to create tension. The final scene of the original story, where he relentlessly pursued Hajin Orion, kept flashing through his mind.

Trying to suppress his nerves, Hajin let out a slow, languid breath and glanced at Ward.

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“Next time, please submit your request in advance before coming in.”

“Ah… yes.”

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It was only for a fleeting moment, but Ward’s expression briefly turned crestfallen before returning to normal. He nodded quickly and agreed.

Hajin tried to focus on his work, acting as if nothing was amiss. He forced a relaxed smile, feigning nonchalance, and gestured smoothly with his hand, signaling Ward to come closer.

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It was a gesture more suited for calling a dog than a person, but rather than being offended, Ward brightened noticeably, his expression lighting up as he took a confident step forward.

In an instant, he had closed the distance, stopping just in front of the low table that separated them. As the space between them shrank, Ward took the opportunity to scrutinize Hajin’s face more closely, swallowing dryly.

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Clear skin, delicate cheeks, and crimson lips—Hajin’s features were effortlessly seductive without him even trying.

Noticing Hajin’s subtle beckoning, Ward moved in even closer. The moment he was near enough, he instinctively dropped to his knees and looked up at Hajin, as if it was the most natural thing in the world.

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In this center, there was no one who didn’t know the name Hajin Orion.

His sleek black hair had a slight natural wave, making it appear soft. His face, strikingly beautiful even by male standards, drew countless eyes.

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Every time he blinked, his long lashes fluttered delicately. His nose was sharp yet ended in a gentle curve, giving him a subtly endearing look, but the deep red hue of his thin lips hinted at something far more alluring.

A small head, a slender body, and a trim waist tightly cinched by the lab skirt—Ward’s eyes and heart were utterly captivated.

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People called him by many names. Some addressed him properly, while others referred to him as “Ah, that purification Esper?” emphasizing his unique role.

“What symptoms are you experiencing?”

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“Ah… headaches and slight dizziness.”

The moment Hajin asked, Ward responded without a hint of hesitation, his voice resonating with quiet steadiness. Though his tone betrayed the tension he felt, Hajin paid it no mind. After all, everything that followed was already predetermined, and he knew exactly what Ward was expecting.

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“Hmm…”

The name tag pinned to one side of Hajin’s crisp white shirt briefly caught the light before settling back into place.

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A standard guide’s name tag had black lettering on a white background, but Hajin’s was the opposite—white letters on a black background.

It was a special badge, given only to purification Espers. Designed to distinguish them from field Espers, who were frequently dispatched outside, that name tag became seared into Ward’s eyes and mind.

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「Hajin Orion」

Hajin…

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Ward murmured his name in his mind. Just then, he felt a hand cup his cheek, making him blink in surprise. The warmth of Hajin’s palm trailed up from his cheek, gently settling against his forehead as if measuring his temperature.

“This is your first purification, but have you had any experience with men?”

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Of course not.

But Hajin asked anyway—because it was part of the procedure.

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He already knew everything. How Ward would eventually take him, how he would learn to enjoy sex with a man—Hajin Orion had all of that knowledge ingrained in his mind. Yet to the Ward standing before him now, Hajin Orion was the man who would teach him everything for the first time.

“That is…”

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As Ward hesitated over his answer, Hajin withdrew his hand, no longer checking his temperature. He shifted his posture slightly, just enough that the space between his barely concealed thighs hovered on the edge of visibility.

His back had been feeling stiff, so he moved simply to stretch—but Ward took it differently. His chest rose and fell with a restless tremor, his breath coming in shallow pants he couldn’t control.

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Maybe it was because of the stories he had already heard from his seniors. The purification Esper had been nothing more than a famous name before, but now, facing him in person, the dizziness only seemed to intensify.

Crossing his legs or tilting his posture slightly was just an unconscious habit for Hajin. He had long since grown accustomed to the lab skirt, and with the slit running all the way up from his hips, he figured it didn’t really matter if something was exposed—after all, they were both men. He saw no reason to be particularly mindful of it.

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Four years had passed since he started working as a purification Esper. Despite spending every day receiving men, Hajin still didn’t fully grasp the effect his body had on them.

And yet, every Esper who stole glances at him all thought the same thing.

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‘Hajin Orion is seducing me.’

Ward felt the same way. His gaze remained fixed on the precariously concealed area between Hajin’s legs, unable to look away. His mind wandered—imagining the soft-looking thighs, the secret place beyond them, picturing how it would feel beneath his touch. He struggled to ignore the heat pooling low in his body.

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“Esper Ward?”

Hajin’s voice snapped him out of his thoughts.

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Hajin’s question registered a beat too late. Ward knew he had to answer, but his lips wouldn’t part immediately—his mind was too consumed by the pale, bare skin before him.

Before he realized it, his imagination had already spiraled into something far more obscene. His thoughts clung to the image of Hajin’s soft, supple thighs, the way they might yield and cling if he buried himself between them.

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“…I haven’t.”

“I see.”

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Ward barely managed to get his answer out, but Hajin, already knowing the truth, responded in his usual tone without the slightest hint of surprise.

Then, without hesitation, he uncrossed his legs and casually lifted the lab skirt that had only revealed his thighs moments ago.

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The faint rustle of fabric accompanied the movement, and Ward was granted a full, unobstructed view of what lay beneath. His Adam’s apple bobbed as he swallowed hard.

“Ah—!”

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Suddenly yanked forward, Ward wobbled on his knees, barely managing to keep his balance. Before he could process what was happening, Hajin’s slender legs had already wrapped around his neck.

The soft flesh pressing against his cheek stole his breath, but before he could even inhale properly, something brushed against the tip of his nose—something that made him jolt in shock.

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“If you feel any aversion, just endure it and swallow.”

“…What?”

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Caught off guard, Ward stiffened and repeated the words in a tense voice, momentarily thinking his imagination had spiraled out of control again.

But this wasn’t a fantasy—it was real. Hajin was truly moving, tightening his legs around Ward’s neck.

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Then, a small palm covered his eyes, cutting off his vision. A shiver of pleasure ran down Ward’s spine, and he barely suppressed the groan threatening to escape. His large frame trembled involuntarily.

Dazed, as if under a spell, he fumbled awkwardly—only for something soft and yielding to press against his lips.

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The warmth that touched his mouth felt so good that, without thinking, he parted his lips. The sensation spread inside, melting against his tongue, filling his mouth with something soft and pliant.

A muffled “Mmph…” escaped Ward’s lips before a firm command followed.

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“Suck.”

He didn’t even know what he was supposed to be sucking, but the authoritative voice bewitched him. As if entranced, he slowly extended his tongue and began to lick.

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“Haa…”

A languid sigh, sweet and drawn-out, brushed against his ears, making them tingle.

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The small hand covering his eyes trembled slightly, and that subtle movement emboldened him. Gaining confidence, Ward pressed his knees more firmly to the ground and leaned in even closer.

As he moved closer, something soft brushed against the tip of his nose. It was warm—pleasantly so—and instinctively, his head tilted toward it. Like a child seeking comfort, he nuzzled against the supple warmth, rubbing his nose against it. A delightful sound escaped in response.

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Meanwhile, the thing filling his mouth pushed in even deeper, eagerly sucked and licked. What had first been soft and pliant gradually hardened, prodding insistently in different spots.

It wasn’t just the fullness in his mouth—it was the warmth, the intoxicating scent curling into his nose, the sweetness coating his tongue. The sensation was so addicting that he didn’t want to let go.

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At some point, Ward’s hands had found their way to the stiff fabric of Hajin’s clothing. And beneath them—something trembling, shifting restlessly.

His large hands gripped it tightly, trapping it, preventing any chance of escape. The thing quivered within his grasp, pulsing with each movement, sending faint shudders against his palms.

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Every time it twitched, something sweet trickled onto his tongue, ensnaring him further.

At first, he had simply held it in his mouth, unsure of what to do, dumbly letting it rest there. But now, without needing to be told, he was moving instinctively—his lips sliding forward and back, sucking eagerly, completely lost in the act.

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The taste was too sweet, too addictive—he couldn’t bring himself to let go.

Each time he sucked, the opening pulsed, releasing tantalizing drops that only left him craving more. Growing impatient, Ward prodded at the source with the tip of his tongue, urging it to give him everything.

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Whenever he got greedy and demanded more, a slow trickle slid down his throat, spreading a sharp, tingling heat from the inside out.

It seeped into every corner of his body, sending an unfamiliar but intoxicating pleasure through him. The faint sting, the electric thrill—it felt eerily similar to the peak of arousal.

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“Ah… Haa…!”

A sensation like choking crept up his throat.

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Right—Hajin still had his legs wrapped around Ward’s neck.

Realizing this belatedly, Ward gasped for air, his breaths coming in short, desperate pants. Instinctively, he pressed his face against Hajin’s abdomen, rubbing against him as if seeking comfort.

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But the fabric between them was in the way. It blocked him from feeling the bare skin he craved, and he didn’t like that.

The warmth of Hajin’s thighs against his cheeks, the softness brushing against the tip of his nose—it was all too enticing.

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A powerful urge surged within him.

He wanted to rub against him more, to bury himself in this body. If he did, maybe he could indulge in something even sweeter, something even more intoxicating.

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Though he was a new Esper, Ward instinctively understood—knew exactly what he needed to do to claim more of this intoxicating sweetness.