MM Ch 8 part 3

“Then about what we were discussing before… Shall we finish it up?”

“Okay, Noona.”

The ticklish atmosphere between us had completely vanished after Lee Kyuwol’s appearance. Son Kieun and I returned to our discussion about the movie, but I couldn’t focus. All of my attention was pointed at the closed bedroom door and Lee Kyuwol who was on the other side. My mind was blank, and all I could do was merely nod here and there at Son Kieun’s remarks.

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After some time passed, the bedroom door behind me opened.

“Dayoung.”

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I did my best to keep my expression from growing stiff and gulped. Then I did my best to remain calm as I turned around.

“What is it?”

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Lee Kyuwol stood at the doorway and gave me a faint smile. It was the smiling mask I was so used to seeing.

“If it’s okay, can you help me find my swim trunks?”

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“…It should be in the drawer.”

“I can’t find it. Sorry.”

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Just from his voice, I could tell. Lee Kyuwol’s calm eyes were flashing me a warning. If I refused him, I didn’t know what would happen, so my body began to tremble.

I stood up and forced my feet to walk. I thought that my hesitation might seem unnatural and awkward, but I couldn’t help it.

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“What are you looking for?”

I didn’t close the bedroom door and kept it slightly open as I entered. My heartbeats quickened, and I didn’t think it ever slowed down since he’d walked through the front door.

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“The Speedo. The red one.”

Lee Kyuwol took a step back and answered in a low voice. I tried to avoid his piercing gaze and began to rummage through the drawer.

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I looked through it three times, and my head felt dizzy. The swimming trunk was nowhere to be seen in Lee Kyuwol’s perfectly organized drawer.

“…Why isn’t it here?”

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“Of course it’s not there.”

At some point, Lee Kyuwol walked up behind me and spoke up. I chewed on my lips as I frowned. I turned my head.

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“Because I wore it during training today.”

My eyes automatically went to the slightly open door. Although Lee Kyuwol’s voice would not reach the living room, I couldn’t help but worry about Son Kieun.

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“Then why did you call me here?”

In order to hide my anxiety, I clenched my fists and whispered to him.

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“I had something to ask you.”

“Do it later.”

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“No. I need to do it now.”

I tried to walk away, but he blocked me. Lee Kyuwol’s face held no expression as he gazed at me. I gulped and looked him in the eye. The moment I saw his cold, gray eyes, my heart began to palpitate.

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The memories I did not want to remember began to flash through my mind.

 “A girl who hasn’t even hit puberty yet was rolling around with her mother’s man! How can I trust you?!”

That summer of my second year of middle school, my mother misunderstood my relationship with her lover and began to press me. Back then, I didn’t have the ability to seduce her lover, but not now.

I hadn’t invited Son Kieun to my home just because of our group presentation for our class. I basically gave the man who was interested in me an opportunity to confess. It would be a lie if I said that I didn’t expect something to happen between us when it was just the two of us here.

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For the past year, as I continued to stay with Lee Kyuwol, I came to understand what kind of eyes a man made when they were interested in me.

When I realized that I had basically become the vulgar woman my mother accused me to be, I was suddenly filled with self-loathing. But what bothered me the most was Lee Kyuwol’s eyes as they looked at me. His piercing, sharp eyes continued to drill into me. Because I felt like my rebellious intentions had become exposed, my body began to tremble.

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“…Why are you being like this?”

“Is that punk the reason why you’ve gotten tired of me?”

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He asked slowly as he watched me avoid his eyes.

“…What?”

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“I’m asking you if that thing in there is the reason why you’ve been giving me poor excuses and avoiding me.”

Lee Kyuwol’s long lips were smiling, but his eyes were bursting with cold fireworks. For a moment, I was so flustered that I didn’t know what to say. My head became so muddled.

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“Lee Kyuwol, I can see that you’re not in a good mood right now, but…”

“You’re right. I’m in an incredibly bad mood.”

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Lee Kyuwol whispered as he took a step towards me. He was smiling gently at me, but I already knew that it was the smile that came out when he was hiding his true feelings. He raised his hand and swept my hair back. I felt an electric shock, and my whole body stiffened.

“So can you make me feel better?”

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His calm, gray eyes began to surge with arousal and rage. I no longer tried to hide my expression and looked away from him. I needed to get out as soon as possible. The longer I stayed here, the more likely Son Kieun would feel that something strange was going on.

“Lee Kyuwol, can we talk about this later…!”

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His hand lightly grabbed my chin and turned it. His eyes pierced into my own, and he spoke in a raspy voice.

“Don’t make me go crazy.”

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Lee Kyuwol’s eyes looked directly at me in silence. Whenever he did this, I always felt like he was piercing through me. It felt like my deepest thoughts were being exposed. I felt humiliated as if I were stripped naked.

The feelings I had hoped for in Son Kieun, and my secret intention to use him to escape Lee Kyuwol… I felt like Lee Kyuwol had seen it all.

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“This is your last chance.”

Lee Kyuwol whispered as if he were spitting out something bitter. I looked into his eyes and realized that I wouldn’t be able to escape this situation. The longer I dragged this out, the worse it would get.

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I bit the inside of my cheek. I turned to his sculpted face and lifted my head. I brushed my lips against his, but Lee Kyuwol did not react. After taking a deep breath, I ran my tongue over his lower lip and began to suck on it.

Lee Kyuwol silently let out a breath. His hot breath puffing out of his nostrils reached my cheek.

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I used this opportunity to plunge in between his parted lips. Lee Kyuwol didn’t even lower his head, so I had to go on my tiptoes as I wrapped my arms around his neck. Even though his lips opened, nothing seemed to progress.

Every time Lee Kyuwol let out a slow breath, his wide chest went up and down, but that’s all that happened. I licked the roof of his mouth and rubbed my tongue against his, but he still did not react.

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As I desperately clung onto him, kissing him, my breaths grew ragged. I felt my calves twinge as I stayed on my toes, and I was starting to get tired. I couldn’t keep going. I didn’t want it to go this far, but there was no other choice.

As I sucked on his tongue, my hand began to caress Lee Kyuwol’s lower abdomen. The moment I felt his stiffening penis, I felt relieved. But it only lasted a moment. A low groan burst out of his throat, and he grabbed my hips.

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“Ugh…!”

Lee Kyuwol tilted his head and swallowed my lips. He let out a shaky breath as his tongue tangled with mine. His sharp nose dug into my cheek. His hot breaths burned the skin of my face, and he sucked on my tongue.

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I couldn’t close my mouth and panted for breath as I received his greedy kiss. A tingling zing of pleasure ran down my spine.

Lee Kyuwol’s hand grabbed mine, and he pressed it down on his cock. His scorching heat traveled through the back of my hand, surprising me. I tried to snatch my hand back, but I could no longer control this situation. I could clearly feel the swollen evidence of his arousal underneath my palm, and my mind went blank.

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“Haa… hnng..!”

Saliva ran along my lips and trickled down. Lee Kyuwol pulled out his tongue and licked it before plunging back into my mouth. With his arm firmly wrapped around my hips, his other hand began to rub my back. His long eyes seemed to hold all kinds of emotions, and when our eyes met, I felt the area between my legs grow wet with something warm.

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The last time I slept with Lee Kyuwol was fifteen days ago. During this time, we hadn’t shared any relations, but my body immediately lit on fire with just one kiss. I felt like I had lost my mind. My fingernails dug into my skin as I clenched my fists. I barely managed to hold on to my flickering reason, and I used all my strength to push him away.

“E… E…’nough…”

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Lee Kyuwol’s lips chewed on my lower lip, and wet noises rang in the air. My body trembled with arousal, and his hot breath grazed my ear. Lee Kyuwol whispered into my ear.

“Get ready to have sex with me in the living room in five minutes.”

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I felt like my entire body was going limp.

* * *

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“Let’s finish things up here and just communicate by email for the rest.”

I exited his room with staggering steps and hurriedly spoke up.

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“…Alright, Noona. But are you not feeling well?”

I didn’t have a chance to check my appearance, but I knew with certainty that I did not seem normal to Son Kieun’s eyes. I impatiently clenched and unclenched my fists.

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“My head hurts a bit. Sorry.”

Thirty seconds. No, had one minute passed? I needed to get him out of here within the time limit given by Lee Kyuwol. My head screamed at me.

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“…If you’re not feeling well, should I go and buy you some medicine?”

“No, I’m fine!”

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Son Kieun asked carefully, but I couldn’t help but respond angrily. I chewed on my lips and did my best to lower my voice.

“I don’t have to walk you to the station, right?”

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I knew better than anyone that Lee Kyuwol didn’t say things without meaning it. I wiped my sweaty hands on my clothes and looked at him with trembling eyes. I wanted him to recognize the plea in my eyes.

“Can you… leave now?”

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He gave me a strange look before looking away and getting up from his seat. His neck turned red. No, now that I got a closer look, I could see that his entire face was red as well.

“I’ll go.”

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When I saw that he wasn’t able to look me in the eye, I suddenly had a strong feeling that he realized what kind of relationship I had with Lee Kyuwol. He might have heard the sound of us kissing in the bedroom. No, judging from the way I treated him after exiting the bedroom, there was no way he didn’t find it strange.

I shouldn’t have dragged Son Kieun home in the first place. We should have watched the movie in his clubroom just as he’d said. If we did that, all of this wouldn’t have happened. All this came to pass because of my idiotic self. I wanted to cry at the hopelessness of this situation.

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Click.

The bedroom door opened, and my heart immediately sank. I felt all the blood in my veins freeze. Unlike me, Lee Kyuwol seemed relaxed as he exited the bedroom.

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“You’re leaving already?”

“Yes.”

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Son Kieun’s curt answer sounded stiff, and I was probably not imagining it.

“Then let’s definitely share a meal next time.”

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Lee Kyuwol didn’t seem concerned by his reaction and said what he wanted to say. Then he slowly crossed through the living room.

Son Kieun didn’t reply, and my nervous hunch grew even more certain. I held back the strong desire to cry and saw him out the door.

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Once the front door closed shut, I leaned back against it. Son Kieun pressed the button for the elevator in front of me.

“…Noona.”

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Son Kieun looked at the changing numbers at the top and called out to me. His voice was abnormally low.

“Yeah.”

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I gulped and looked at him. What would come out of his mouth? I was nervous, and my heart pounded inside my chest. Did he want to ask about the strange relationship between me and Lee Kyuwol? Or had he already decided and just wanted to blame me?

Should I apologize to him? Or should I give him an excuse?

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Ding.

The moment he opened his mouth, the elevator doors opened. He hesitated before he adjusted his backpack and walked inside. His eyes flashed with some unrecognizable emotion. Then he gave me a strained smile and opened his mouth.

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“I’ll take care of the materials for the presentation, so don’t worry about it. You’re not feeling well, so just take care of yourself.”

There was no need for me to apologize or make an excuse.

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When I saw how his mouth closed awkwardly, my feverish body suddenly cooled. His face was that of someone who wanted to avoid getting into a conflict.

Suddenly, everything became clear and certain. A deep realization pierced into my head. Son Kieun was just a step away, but there was a thick wall between us.

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He could not handle the shadow inside me. The reason why he yearned to experience the pure love of the man in the movie was because it was impossible for him. That’s why he was living vicariously through these characters.

There was not a single person around Son Kieun that had a gloomy aura about them.

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His twinkling world was the result of his efforts to push out anything dark. And I had been numbed by his smile that was as bright as the sun. I had lost all sense of feeling and touch.

“…Bye.”

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After bidding him farewell, I fiercely pulled open the front door and entered inside. My eyes grew warm, and my nose stung. My vision turned blurry, but I couldn’t cry. There was one more problem I needed to take care of.

“Exactly five minutes have passed.”

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Lee Kyuwol sat on the sofa and glanced up at the clock on the wall. He shook a can of beer in his hand. He didn’t drink liquor during the month leading up to a race. When I saw alcohol touch his lips, I knew that it carried many meanings.

“Do you want to have a drink with me?”

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“No.”

When he heard my curt answer, he gulped down the rest of the beer. Then he crushed the can in his hand and tossed it away. Son Kieun’s and my cans of beer on the table rolled on the floor with a loud clang. I bit the inside of my cheek and picked up the cans.

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“Are you two dating?”

When I heard his straightforward question, I immediately shook my head.

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“No.”

“Then are you toying with him?”

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Lee Kyuwol smiled and wet his lower lip with his tongue. I did my best to keep my face blank as I answered him. It wasn’t good to show any kind of reaction when he was trying to provoke me.

“I said it’s nothing like that.”

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“I can clearly see that he’s at a loss because he likes you. Although, it was a bit disappointing to see him run away with his tail between his legs at the end.”

“…It has nothing to do with you. And don’t talk like that.”

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I tried not to let my feelings show, but my voice trembled. I felt like my chest was being pierced by Lee Kyuwol. Son Kieun didn’t run away. He was merely trying to avoid a troublesome situation. He was merely a victim of my sloppy mistake. The more I tried to console myself, the more pathetic I felt.

“Do you like that punk?”

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I didn’t answer him, and Lee Kyuwol began to walk towards me. When I took a step back, the smile on his face slowly vanished.

“Don’t avoid me. It makes me feel like I’m some kind of patient with an infectious disease.”

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I reflexively gulped. I let out a ragged breath. I glared at him and tried to speak in a steady voice.

“There’s no reason why I need to tell you how I feel.”

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“No, of course you should tell me.”

His voice was firm.

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“Why?”

“You need to tell me in order for me to find a way to fix this.”

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I saw the cold fireworks bursting within his gray eyes. I frowned. I couldn’t understand what he was saying.

“What do you mean by ‘fix’?”

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“If you’re serious, we need to prepare to live with that stupid idiot, the three of us.”

I momentarily froze when I heard Lee Kyuwol’s words. His eyes gleamed strangely, but it didn’t look like he was joking. It seemed that Lee Kyuwol had misunderstood something.

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“Just what are you talking about?”

“And if that isn’t the case… If you’re just tired of me and are looking for someone else to play with for a while…”

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His words were accompanied by a bitter laugh and a curse.

“…Fuck.”

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