MM Ch 5 part 2

PR by neji

When he heard my whispered reply, Lee Kyuwol raised both of his hands and ripped open my black mourning dress. That one summer night when we sat next to each other at this very dining table as our arms briefly touched… The electric current that seemed to spark between us when Lee Kyuwol took the tissue I held out to him… It all seemed to return in an instant.

The hand that struck his father after having discovered his perverse behavior. The hand that feverishly tangled with mine underneath the blanket as we faced the cold river wind. This large hand was now groping my bare skin.

He quickly pulled the thin strap holding the dress up on my shoulders, and his pale hand entered my bra and squeezed my right breast. His touch was so hot it almost felt like it burned my skin, but a shiver ran down my spine as if I were chilled.

He squeezed my breast until it almost burst. He bit his lips as pushed me against the table. He pulled up my mourning skirt and then pulled down my underwear. I barely had time to feel the chill that brushed against my exposed lower half. With the sound of a zipper, Lee Kyuwol let out a ragged breath as he ripped through my entrance with his cock.

“Ah. Aagh…!”

My world was forced open. Just like the time he burst open my bedroom door without so much as a knock, Lee Kyuwol did not hesitate and pierced into me in one breath. When I felt something hard plunge into my body, all I could do was let out a shrill cry.

As I burst into tears due to the pain, I was amazed by the decision I had made. It was the correct decision. Lee Kyuwol was large and firm. Even though my body rejected him, he was cruel and paid it no heed. As he pushed down on my back, he entered my body before pulling out. Then he thrust back in to the hilt.

Just like how I had stuffed my body into these ill-fitting clothes, Lee Kyuwol was selfishly going in and out of my world. My breasts were crushed against the cold marble table, and I cried out.

As if to confirm my reality… This was the first time I had made such a loud noise inside this home.

Even though I felt full from the mere penetration of his penis, he continued to piston in and out at a rapid pace. I felt like my entire body was being torn in half. The pain crashed through me. As miserable as I was, satisfaction began to blossom. In order to maximize the pain, every time he pushed into me, I moved my hips back against him.

“Hng! Nng!!”

Lee Kyuwol’s movements grew even more fierce when he felt my clumsy movements. He grabbed my hips with both hands as his thrusts pounded into me with more force. As we frantically mated like dogs in this small room, I came to a clear realization. This was his way of showing me kindness. As someone who had witnessed my greatest weakness, he knew that this was exactly what I needed.

My legs began to shake from all the force. My knees bent as my legs grew limp. Just as I was about to collapse, Lee Kyuwol wrapped his arms around my hips and covered my body with his. Keeping me in his embrace, he continued to violently thrust in and out. I could feel his hot breaths against the nape of my neck.

As I felt him rub up along my inner walls, I felt him ejaculate. My eyes glazed over as I gasped for breath. Tears dripped from my feverish eyes.

He let out a shaky breath and ran his tongue along my cheek. Then he parted his wet lips and murmured.

“There’s no need to regret.”

“…Nng, ugh!!”

He grabbed my hair and pulled. My head tilted back, and I saw the family portrait that the four of us had awkwardly taken.

Lee Kyuwol was a genius. The blossoming sorrow that had begun to bloom in my heart completely vanished. As I glared at the photograph on the wall, I growled and screamed like an animal. As I looked at the perfect face of my mother and that of her victim as well as my assailant, Professor Lee, I let out a strangled moan.

“Aah…! Aaaagh…!”

“Haa… Ugh…!”

Lee Kyuwol also did not hold back his groans. His scorching breaths seemed to burn my ears. As our heated breaths mixed together, my savage moans expressed my sexual arousal.

Instead of feeling sad about his father’s death, he was overcome by lust. This put me at ease. I was not the only monster here. The fact that the person by my side was someone who could be more wicked than me caused a shiver to run through my body once again.

Lee Kyuwol let out an animalistic moan, and his movements quickened. As my hips continued to receive him, my body was in complete disarray as it shook with his thrusts. The only thing that supported me was Lee Kyuwol’s hands locked around my wrists. He entered so deeply that I wasn’t sure what point of my body he had reached. Then he pulled out and repeated it again.

“Aahng! Aaah! Hnng!”

“Haa, ugh, ah, aah!”

Lee Kyuwol gasped for breath as he stood me up on my feet. Then he violently squeezed my breasts from behind and kissed me. With a stiff face, I wrapped my arm around his neck and greedily kissed him back. I felt like I was being cleansed.

After Lee Kyuwol ejaculated inside me twice, I could no longer stay standing. I weakly pushed him away and staggered towards the bathroom. Lee Kyuwol did not hold me back.

As I walked along the corridor, I pulled my disheveled mourning dress off my body and threw it onto the floor. My underwear had been dangling on my legs this entire time, and I finally pulled my leg out and dropped it in front of the bathroom door. The person who lusted after my blood-stained panties was no longer in this apartment.

Evidence of my shattered virginity was now running down my thighs along with Lee Kyuwol’s semen.

When I entered the large bathroom, I turned the faucet and waited as the hot water filled the tub to the brim. My mother did not like it when I spent too much time enjoying a bath. It got even worse after she caught me with her personal trainer husband, which had taken place after I had taken a long bath while she was away. However, no one was here to restrict my actions anymore.

Click.

As I sat in the tub with my knees tucked against my chest, I heard the door. I slowly turned my head. The hot water rose in the tub before dripping down onto the floor. The wide bathroom was filled with steam.

It was Lee Kyuwol’s naked body. He was significantly larger than most men his age, and his shoulder was wrapped up in bandages. I blankly stared at him. There was no longer anything between us that would surprise me.

As he walked towards me, his half-aroused cock bobbed up and down. When I saw how big he was, I was a bit shocked that my body had been able to let something like that inside.

Splash.

As soon as he entered the tub, a proportional amount of water poured out of the tub. As I heard the water crash onto the floor, I realized anew how large Lee Kyuwol was.

His wet hand wrapped around my neck and squeezed. It was large enough to strangle me.

Instead of resisting him, I closed my eyes. As if being an idle spectator as my mother died wasn’t enough, I had even had sex with Lee Kyuwol in my mourning dress. I had hit rock bottom, and I felt that him killing me now would be an act of kindness.

Despite my hopes, Lee Kyuwol did not strangle me. Instead, he lowered his head to mine and gave me a scorching kiss.

We had kissed several times while having sex, so my lips easily parted open. As he nibbled on my damp, soft lips, they reddened. Lee Kyuwol licked them before plunging his tongue inside my mouth.

The sound of our smacking lips echoed in the steamy bathroom, making it sound louder than it really was. The sound of him sucking on my tongue and swallowing. The sound of his husky groans and ragged breaths. All of these sounds bounced off the walls and filled the room.

The sound of splashing water accompanied his movements. As he wrapped his hand around my hips and lifted me up, my body floated up and crashed into his. Although the bandage wrapped around Lee Kyuwol’s shoulder was now drenched, he didn’t seem to care at all.

Now on his knees, Lee Kyuwol pushed up against me. With the wall in front of me and Lee Kyuwol’s body behind me, my knees slipped apart.

With our bodies stuck together, Lee Kyuwol’s completely hardened cock began to poke my thigh. My hands squeezed around his shoulders as I widened my legs and wrapped them around his thick trunk of a torso.

Splash.

Lee Kyuwol violently plunged into me once again. The water crashed between our bodies and let out a sharp cry. With one hand, he held my body. With the other, he grabbed a corner of the bathtub and thrust in and out with ease.

Half of the water had disappeared. Half of my body was under the water, and half was exposed to the air. It moved as Lee Kyuwol continued to plunge into me.

“Ah… Ah…!”

A voice that did not sound like my own rang inside the bathroom. As our movements grew more frantic, my arm that was wrapped around him began to slip.

Unlike the chilly living room, the hot, steamy bathroom made my body go limp. Lee Kyuwol’s large hand massaged my breasts as his mouth sucked on its peaks. The pain from his penetration gradually dulled.

“Ugh…”

My entrance contracted around him of its own accord. When I saw blood begin to spread over his bandaged shoulder, I was shocked and forcefully pushed against his chest. Lee Kyuwol stopped mid-thrust and narrowed his eyes into a frown.

His large hand gripped my chin as if he were holding the delicate stem of a wine glass. I tried to turn my head away, but it was impossible. I could not escape his grip nor move away.

I panted as I stared at him. Then he slowly moved and thrust back inside me. As he began to plunge in and out as he did before, a moan left my lips.

“Hnng…!”

My damp eyes grew warm. My entire body was overcome with a fever. I wanted to close my eyes, but I didn’t want Lee Kyuwol to think that I was avoiding his gaze. This was my self-esteem’s final stand.

Lee Kyuwol slowly pulled out before plunging back in with a smack. All of my nerves and feelings seemed to be concentrated in one place, and I was filled with ecstasy.

“Aah…!”

My inner thighs began to shake uncontrollably. Unexplainable pleasure began to travel from the point of his penetration up along my spine.

Even though I was sure that my face looked an absolute mess as I gazed up at him, he did not sneer at me. Instead, his calm, gray eyes captured my gaze, and his hips began to move faster.

My hands that had tried to push him away began to slip down as they grew limp. With nothing to grab, my empty fists clenched. Lee Kyuwol grabbed my hands and wrapped them around his neck. I clung onto him as he picked me up with one arm.

Splash, splash. The fierce sounds echoed in the room as the remaining water sloshed out of the tub.

“Nng, haa… Haa, ugh, hnng…!”

These weren’t screams. They were similar to the sounds that had left my mother’s mouth, and they were now bursting out of mine. I no longer wanted to make these noises, so I clenched my teeth. Suddenly, Lee Kyuwol grabbed my chin and lowered it. When my mouth opened, he plunged his tongue inside.

Everywhere he touched, my skin grew hot. Unable to hold back any longer, I cried out to him. My mouth and my entrance were now being pierced by him, and my body shook violently. He found my tongue and rubbed it as he kissed me. A husky, raspy groan flowed out of his lips.

“Ugh, ah, uugh, aah…!”

Lee Kyuwol no longer controlled his pace. As if he were participating in his specialty, the 800 meter race, now that it had come to the final moment, he was sprinting towards the end. The problem was that I had no clue where the finish line was.

The violent round of sex continued. Lee Kyuwol picked up my limp body and carried me towards my bedroom. My door was usually closed, but he opened it and didn’t bother to close it behind him. Then he placed me on the very bed where he had covered my ears that fateful night and kissed me before pushing his cock into me once again.

Whenever he entered inside, it felt as if my inner walls were being dragged in with him. I no longer felt any pain. He placed my limply shaking body on top of his and proceeded to make me wail. He also let out a low groan as he burst inside me.

The slightly fishy smell of his semen escaped my entrance, and Lee Kyuwol greedily lapped it up as I clenched my fist in his hair. I shared my first sexual pleasure with someone else, and for the first time in my life, I wasn’t alone.

The next day, a naked woman with red marks all over her skin stared back at me through a mirror with an unfamiliar expression on her face. Behind me, a nude Lee Kyuwol approached. He pressed his pointed chin on the crook between my neck and shoulder.

“Let’s move out. The two of us.”

He whispered to the woman in the mirror. Then he squeezed my breast, which was covered with traces of him.

The two of us. The fact that I still felt a slight repulsion at the word was laughable. Last night, I was the one who had hoped to be tangled up with him as I clung onto him.

My nipples were chaffed from being sucked into his mouth so often. They painfully perked up against his touch.

“…Okay. Let’s do that.”

When I answered him in a soft voice, he embraced me from behind and kissed me. I felt his cock poke my bottom, and I was almost afraid of the blatant evidence of his arousal.

I might have been anticipating this all along.

I grew excited from a mere passing touch. My half-developed body had been preparing to merge with his. However, I never expected that its ignition would happen the way it did. In order to cover up the guilt that came from merely watching my parent’s death, I ended up using Lee Kyuwol in a way I despised the most. I embraced him and forced him into my world, making him share my guilt as well.

Underneath the early morning sunlight, Lee Kyuwol lifted my body up. My two legs wrapped around his sturdy hips. Like a cicada clinging onto a thick tree trunk, I cried out pathetically as our bodies meshed together once again. I thought this was a fitting end to my perverse yet contradictory sexual imperfection.

* * *

In the snowy month of February, Lee Kyuwol and I moved out. When his family approached him to help him organize the inheritance that Professor Lee had left behind, Lee Kyuwol calmly told them that he would live with me.

Unlike my fears, Lee Kyuwol’s uncle, who represented a law firm, didn’t question his decision. He merely glanced at me for a moment before handing me his business card and telling me to contact him if we needed his help with anything. Then he left. Lee Kyuwol took the business card and threw it in the trash bin.

Either way, it didn’t matter to me. For an actress with a long career, my mother didn’t leave behind much. However, because of that, there was no need to worry about disputes regarding her inheritance with my uncle in the United States.

Lee Kyuwol took care of finding a new place to live, and all I had to do was pack. Actually, packing did not require much effort. As if we had mutually agreed to it beforehand, we did not take anything out of that apartment. Lee Kyuwol even sold his car at a very cheap price and bought a new car afterwards.

And like that, Lee Kyuwol and I began living together. I decided to enroll in university. My reason to become independent and rebel was now gone. I was not overcome by a strong desire to go to school, but I honestly didn’t have anything else to do.

As a national swimmer, Lee Kyuwol had a lot more pressure to return to his normal life. As soon as the injury on his shoulder healed, he was supposed to return to his training regimen. The swimming organization and his coach called him every day to check up on him.

The problem was that the wound was not healing as quickly as expected. Even though he knew that the injury could get infected, Lee Kyuwol didn’t seem to care. He merely continued to drip sweat as he embraced me.

There wasn’t much more to say. We had sex in the bedroom we shared and in the bathroom. When I went to my room to change, he would often enter and abruptly pull me into his embrace. Just as he was about to leave to go to the hospital, he’d suddenly kiss me, and we’d end up having sex against the shoe closet.

Lee Kyuwol had an incredibly high sex drive. Like two animals that saw each other at the peak of mating season, we tangled bodies whenever we had time. Even though I didn’t have any sexual experiences before him, I knew that this was not normal. There was still a long time before the spring came, and it was still bone-chillingly cold outside.

Lee Kyuwol and I became well-versed in the various restaurants that delivered in the neighborhood. Whenever we weren’t eating, we ate each other.

And this was something I wanted. Having sex with him was the most effective way to remove the suffocating guilt that strangled my throat.

Whenever his calm eyes filled with arousal just like mine, my loneliness vanished. As long as this was the case, no matter the time nor the place, I would always open my legs for him as he squeezed my breasts.

The problem was that whenever we finished, the loneliness and guilt would grow bigger. On nights when I was not embraced by him, I had nightmares. Lee Kyuwol recognized this, and whenever my teeth chattered in fear, he would violently fill me up once again.

Whenever someone recognized Lee Kyuwol when I was with him, I would introduce myself as his distant family member. It was obvious to both of us that we needed to hide our relationship from the public. Our remarried parents had died, and we were basically strangers now. It would be a lie to say that it wasn’t strange for us to continue living together.

Everyone knew about the tragedy that had happened to Lee Kyuwol’s father and my mother. However, not many people knew that I was Jung Misook’s daughter. I was grateful for this fact.

Although I tangled bodies with Lee Kyuwol when we were home, I kept my distance when we were outside.

However, this unspoken rule was broken when we were at a large shopping center one day. I came across some housewares that my mother had advertised. There was a faded piece of paper that read ‘Jung Misook’s choice’ on the merchandise. I suddenly couldn’t breathe.

It was a new and painful experience. 

My mother’s cries for help as she was trapped in the fire pierced my ears like a witch’s scream. My heart squeezed inside my chest, and I found it difficult to breathe as if someone had covered my nose and lips.

When I did not come out of the bathroom inside the shopping center, Lee Kyuwol came in and dragged me back to his car. Then he grabbed my writhing body and forced me to look at him. Crushed underneath him, I screamed out as I defied him, but he did not go easy on me.

“Get a hold of yourself.”

“Let go…!”

“She’s dead. She’s already dead.”

“Ugh… I can’t breathe… Ugh!”

Lee Kyuwol’s hot breaths pushed into me. His large hand grabbed my face. My body shook as I looked into Lee Kyuwol’s gray eyes. He licked my bottom lip.

I felt as if the rope that had been constricting my chest was slowly loosening. I gazed up at him and begged.

“…More… Do more.”

As usual, Lee Kyuwol recognized what I meant. I didn’t have to repeat myself. He did not hesitate to lower the passenger seat.

Inside the parking garage where people pushed their shopping carts past the car. 

Common sense had left my mind completely as I merged my body with Lee Kyuwol’s. And I had to acknowledge it once again.

How weak I was as a human being. The scary fact that I relied on Lee Kyuwol a lot more than I thought.