IBPC | Chapter 17.3

Seeing it up close for the first time… it really is big. This is what a dominant alpha’s…

As hesitation flickered in Seoyul’s eyes, Heegon rubbed his eyes with his hand and gently pushed Seoyul’s shoulder away.

“No… it’s fine, you don’t have to.”

But as Heegon tried to push him away, Seoyul urgently spoke, as if steeling himself.

“But…! I’m fine now, and I really don’t mind…”

“…”

“If you’re not comfortable, I can at least do it with my mouth.”

“It’s not that I’m uncomfortable…”

“And you need to cover my scent anyway.”

Hearing Seoyul’s words, Heegon felt like he was making a cowardly excuse.

Of course… he had been holding back for a long time. Not knowing how long or how well Seoyul’s body had recovered, he had no choice but to endure. Pacheon had said long ago that there was no issue with intercourse, but his heart couldn’t accept it.

He wanted Seoyul, but he didn’t know if Seoyul felt the same way. He worried that Seoyul might push himself to match him if he wasn’t ready.

So, he had resorted to self-relief a few times while watching Seoyul sleep. He had ejaculated while looking at Seoyul’s sleeping face for comfort, and on days he couldn’t bear it, he had even brought his glans close to Seoyul’s lips.

Even that made him feel guilty, but it was an unmet desire. So he couldn’t say he wasn’t stirred by the sight of Seoyul in front of him.

What man could resist those eyes looking up at him from between his legs?

But…

“However…”

As Heegon hesitated, Seoyul reached out and grasped the base of Heegon’s manhood. It twitched and rose higher. Seeing this, Seoyul opened his mouth and brought his tongue to the glans.

“Ugh—”

The stimulating sight and touch made Heegon furrow his brow. At this point, he couldn’t hold back any longer. Heegon let out a trembling breath, placing his hand on Seoyul’s head as he licked him.

“You said it was your first time kissing, do you know how to do this?”

Seoyul only shook his head. Seeing this, Heegon hesitated once more but couldn’t back down. He finally lowered his hand, parting Seoyul’s lips.

“Try to swallow it with the flesh inside your mouth, without letting your teeth touch it. If it’s hard, signal with your hand.”

As Heegon parted his lips with his fingers, Seoyul nodded with slightly trembling eyes.

I’ve only seen this in videos. Can I do it properly?

He was worried, but he wanted to satisfy Heegon.

I want to see Heegon’s excited face—

Seoyul opened his mouth wider and took Heegon’s glans into his mouth.

“Ha…”

A low moan escaped Heegon’s lips. Hearing it sent shivers down Seoyul’s spine. He took as much of Heegon’s manhood as he could into his mouth, using both hands to stroke the base.

“Mm…”

The pressure filling his mouth for the first time made Seoyul’s shoulders twitch a few times. But he slowly rolled his tongue inside his mouth, carefully sucking on Heegon’s manhood. He could feel Heegon’s breathing growing rougher. Encouraged by this, Seoyul pushed Heegon’s manhood deeper into his mouth.

Chup, chup.

The saliva he couldn’t swallow dripped down Heegon’s manhood. Breathing only through his nose became quite difficult. But he did his best, holding Heegon’s manhood in his mouth. He diligently moved his hands, caressing the base and root of Heegon’s shaft.

Hoo, Heegon tilted his head back, letting out a heavy breath. Seoyul’s oral skills were far from skilled. He was clumsy, and a few times, his teeth grazed, causing pain.

But the soft, warm sensation inside his mouth made his body heat up for the first time in a while. And just seeing Seoyul’s face, cheeks puffed out as he sucked on his manhood…

Heegon ran his fingers through Seoyul’s hair, caressing it before moving down to stroke his earlobe.

“Mm…”

Seoyul let out a groan, his body twitching. Heegon didn’t take his eyes off Seoyul. As if he couldn’t hold back any longer, he lowered Seoyul’s chin a bit more.

“Relax your jaw more.”

“…”

“Relax your tongue too.”

Guiding him, Heegon pushed his manhood deeper into Seoyul’s mouth. Seoyul gagged, releasing Heegon’s manhood. His hands flailed before grabbing Heegon’s thigh.

“Ha… hoo…”

Heegon pushed his manhood to Seoyul’s throat and began moving his hips. Seoyul’s gagging was palpable. But Seoyul, trembling, didn’t spit out Heegon’s manhood. He just held onto Heegon’s thigh, enduring it.

Seeing this, Heegon thought he should stop, but he couldn’t. The pent-up desire he had been holding back surged uncontrollably.

Heegon gently pressed down on Seoyul’s head, slowly exploring his mouth. The only consolation was that, after so long, he felt he could climax quickly.

Heegon gritted his teeth, pushing into Seoyul’s throat several more times. Just as he was about to climax, he pulled his manhood slightly out and released his semen into Seoyul’s mouth. A large amount, more than usual, spilled out. Between Seoyul’s lips, swollen from holding Heegon’s large manhood.

“Haa…”

Seoyul swallowed some of it with his breath, while most of it spilled out with his exhaled breath.

As Heegon withdrew his manhood, Seoyul coughed roughly, trembling.

“Hak— heuh…”

As he struggled to breathe, tears that had gathered in his eyes flowed down.

“Are you okay?”

Seeing this, Heegon, finally coming to his senses, reached out. He lifted Seoyul’s face, helping him sit up properly.

Seoyul, staggering, raised his knees and lifted his head. He was busy coughing, covering his mouth with his hand to stop the semen from dripping.

“I’m sorry, I couldn’t control myself…”

Heegon wiped the semen and tears from Seoyul’s chin, embracing his shoulders. Seoyul leaned into Heegon’s arms, smiling weakly with tear-filled eyes.

“Today, Your Highness was quick too.”

A face smiling playfully without a care. Seeing this, Heegon furrowed his brow.

“You…”

Swallowing his words, Heegon unfolded a fresh dry cloth and covered Seoyul’s body.

“Let’s get out first. The water’s already cold.”

Heegon tried to lead Seoyul out of the tub. But Seoyul held onto Heegon’s arm. The playful smile that had been on his face was long gone.

“Um…”

Seoyul hesitated, looking at Heegon, but didn’t hide what he wanted to say.

“But can’t we… do it?”

Hearing Seoyul’s hesitant words, Heegon looked at him blankly for a moment. But then he turned his head to the side, covering his mouth with his hand. Understanding what it meant, Seoyul held onto Heegon’s arm tighter.

“I’m fine now…”

“But…”

“…?”

Yet, Heegon still couldn’t shake off his hesitant gaze. His eyes turned to Seoyul with concern.

“I’m not sure if I can hold back in this state…”

“Then don’t hold back.”

“But if you get pregnant again before your body fully recovers…”

At Heegon’s concern, Seoyul slowly blushed. He fidgeted with his fingers on Heegon’s arm, lowering his head slightly.

“I’m recessive anyway… so as long as we don’t knot… it should be fine.”

“…”

“Then how long are you going to hold back? I…”

Keeping his head lowered, Seoyul glanced up at Heegon.

“I want to.”

A small voice, but it whispered clearly in Heegon’s ear.

Heegon pressed his hand against his mouth, remaining silent for a moment. It was understandable, as Seoyul was pouring oil on the fire he was barely containing.

“…Ha—”

Heegon raised his hand, brushing it over his eyes, letting out a deep sigh. Then he reached out and lifted Seoyul’s body. Seoyul, wrapped in the dry cloth, was quickly picked up by Heegon.

“Let’s go to the bed first.”

Glancing at the open window, Heegon hurriedly left the bathroom, where the night air was settling.

The two stayed under the covers until warmth returned to Seoyul’s chilled body. In the meantime, Heegon intended to let their heated bodies and emotions cool down a bit.

But Seoyul couldn’t wait and squirmed under the covers. With such determination, Heegon had no choice but to give in. He climbed on top of Seoyul, savoring his skin with his whole body for the first time in a while.

The smooth skin wrapping around his arms and legs drove him crazy, making Heegon feel foolish. Pretending to care for Seoyul while wanting him so much felt hypocritical.

But even if he couldn’t control his long-suppressed desire, he tried to slow it down as much as possible. He didn’t want to burden Seoyul’s body in any way.

“…Haa…”

As Heegon caressed and sucked on Seoyul’s body, Seoyul let out hot breaths. His body, now fully warmed, was heating up. Seoyul pulled down the blanket covering Heegon’s shoulders. A pleasantly cool sensation seeped in.

“Ah… mm…”

At the same time, Heegon moved his lips to Seoyul’s chest, sucking on his nipple. The sensation of his tongue, felt for the first time in a while, made Seoyul arch his chest. Thanks to that, Heegon, with the small nub in his mouth, lowered his hand. Stroking Seoyul’s waist and buttocks, he spread his legs.

Then he felt the wet entrance, still damp from earlier. The fluids, already soaking the perineum, trickled down the narrow gap. Heegon, still sucking on Seoyul’s chest, inserted his fingers inside.

“Ugh…”

Seoyul’s hips jerked, pushing back. Heegon quickly inserted a second finger, as if to catch up.

“…”

The inside felt much tighter than usual. It had been the same since their last outing. The space he hadn’t visited for a long time had tightened again. He knew Seoyul was relaxing as much as possible, but perhaps due to psychological reasons, he couldn’t imagine his manhood entering easily.

Heegon gently stroked the inner walls with his fingers, trying to widen them. But realizing it wasn’t working, he released Seoyul’s nipple from his mouth. Sitting up, he guided Seoyul to lie face down on the bed.

“…?”

Seoyul, his body heating up, didn’t understand but followed Heegon’s lead, lying down. Heegon inserted his fingers deeper. Seoyul lifted his toes while lying down.

“Ah… mm…”

Perhaps because it had been a while, even Heegon’s hand was enough to make him desperate. Today, he felt like he might unconsciously beg to be filled quickly.

But whether Heegon knew this or not, he was loosening Seoyul’s insides more slowly than usual. Seoyul’s rising desire was becoming harder to suppress, but he couldn’t bring himself to speak, only lifting his hips.