IA Chapter 1.9

Unable to continue his sentence, Jin-han grimaced, and Jeong-yul laughed. The low chuckle rumbling from deep in his throat sounded like he genuinely enjoyed Jin-han’s expression.

“So wash up before you’re with me. Think of me while you do.”

Jeong-yul said this while gently rubbing the wrinkled folds again. It was maddeningly strange. Each brush of his fingers sent ticklish shivers laced with an odd sensation. His stomach tightened, his lower abdomen hardened—a feeling like that.

“H-How… do I… w-wash…”

Responding became increasingly difficult. Every time Jeong-yul touched him down there, heat flooded his mind, clouding his thoughts. It felt like his consciousness was melting, his lips parting on their own, every nerve drawn to the sensations rising from his hole.

“I’ll teach you from now on, so pay attention. If you forget, I’ll punish you.”

Before the words fully landed, Jeong-yul’s finger plunged inside. Thanks to the water streaming down Jin-han’s back, the area was already slick, and the finger slid in easily. It was a sensation he’d felt before, but this time it was even stranger. If earlier had been chaotic, painful, and bizarre, now…

“Put it in this deep, as much as you can, to wash.”

Now… it felt… too… haah!

As the finger pushed through the thick, strong muscles clamping his hole, a sinking sensation gripped his lower body. Unlike his taut, muscular exterior, Jin-han’s insides were soft. For the first time in his life, he discovered what his insides felt like—a sensation that left him utterly defenseless, crumbling under Jeong-yul’s touch.

While feeling the narrow opening being penetrated, Jin-han’s cock began to harden at an unbelievable pace.

His limp shaft had half-stiffened just from the dull ache of that intrusion, and Jeong-yul, meticulously observing him, naturally noticed. Letting out a faintly incredulous chuckle from his throat, he pushed his finger even deeper.

“You’re really something else.”

The finger slid in, pressing firmly against the soft inner walls before pulling out, repeating the motion. At some point, it was coated with shower gel, the foamy slickness rubbing the shallow folds. As the slippery sensation hit, Jin-han couldn’t speak, hunching his upper body forward.

“Hngh, gasp, hah, h-hah… ugh, ah…”

Panting heavily, his eyes caught sight of his fully erect cock. His head burned like it might explode, unable to comprehend what was happening to him. It was hot. He was breathless. His ribs felt constricted. The situation made no sense.

‘Why the hell am I getting hard when my hole’s being prodded?’

“What’s got you so worked up?”

Jeong-yul whispered into his ear as he hunched forward. Pinning Jin-han’s trembling frame back against the wall, he slipped another finger. Two were definitely more painful than one, but the pain was slight—overwhelmed by a tight, stretching sensation.

“I’m just cleaning your hole, so why’s your dick hard?”

His neck flushed crimson. Jeong-yul’s blunt callout of what Jin-han himself found baffling flooded him with suffocating shame. At the same time, his fully erect cock twitched, quivering. A faint leaking sensation stirred at the tip. Pre-cum had already dribbled out, coating the head in a glossy sheen. Then, Jeong-yul’s other hand carelessly flicked it.

“Ah, hngh, h-hah, ugh…”

The sharp tap of his index finger on the sensitive tip made Jin-han shudder. It felt like he was collapsing from the toes up. Every word from Jeong-yul seemed to dismantle him, making his body feel alien.

“Is this really your first time? Is it possible to feel this much?”

“It’s, my, f-first, gasp…”

His voice trembled with every word, breath hitching. The sensation of two fingers moving in and out, stirring his insides, made his stomach churn, yet his lower abdomen clenched tight. ‘It’s weird. So weird.’ It should hurt—did hurt—but why was it like this?

The maddening feeling brought a flush to his eyes. The fingers gently probing inside withdrew, only for three to press in now. Though looser than before, three were clearly a challenge, not sliding in as easily.

Jin-han stifled a ngh, his chest heaving. Real pain creased his smooth brow, his thick eyebrows twisting in distress. Seeing this, Jeong-yul let out a long, heavy breath.

“If you can’t even handle this, you won’t be able to take my cock.”

It felt like Jeong-yul might pull back if the pain continued. That’s what it seemed.

“I, can… huff, do, it, gasp…!”

Desperate, Jin-han shook his head and shouted. Everything was dizzyingly unfamiliar, terrifying even, and the sensations flooding his body were alien, but his earlier resolve wasn’t a lie. Instead of retreating, Jeong-yul circled his fingers around the rim and said, “If you keep clenching like that, I can’t get in.”

“I, don’t, know, how, to, gasp…”

His mind raced, but he had no clue how. Jin-han pleaded in a cracked, urgent voice, and Jeong-yul pressed closer. A heavy pressure hit his abdomen as something hard and weighty touched him. Amid the chaos, he hadn’t noticed it before—the absurd thing he’d glimpsed through Jeong-yul’s robe.

“…Huh?”

Seeing its brutal reality up close, Jin-han’s eyes widened in shock. The cock pressing against his firm abs wasn’t just big—it was unreal. Even Jin-han, whose own size turned heads in the bathroom, felt dwarfed by its sheer presence.

It wasn’t just the size. Its shape was impossibly perfect. Was there anything imperfect about Jeong-yul’s body? Even his cock was extraordinary. The slightly curved, pink shaft was flawlessly smooth, without a single blemish. The head was rounded, beautifully sculpted, not a sharp edge in sight.

But its perfect form didn’t ease the looming fear. As Jeong-yul said, it was too much to take. It seemed like it wouldn’t fit anyone. Too thick and long to grip in one hand or even take in his mouth beyond the tip.

“Y-You’re, putting, that in?”

Jin-han whispered, horrified, and Jeong-yul leaned down, lips grazing his neck as he replied.

“Yes. Inside you, Jin-han-ssi.”

The obvious answer hit like a death sentence. Snapped out of his entranced state, Jin-han briefly regained clarity.

“N-No, that, won’t, ever, fit, ngh…”

Jeong-yul soothed the whimpering Jin-han differently. Brushing his lips along his taut neck, he murmured, “Right. That’s why anyone with me has to be okay with pain. It’s always going to hurt.”

The ticklish sensation of lips on his neck spread through him, and Jin-han let out a soft sound, shoulders hunching. Each time Jeong-yul’s lips traced higher, the ticklishness grew, sapping his strength.

Lips reached his ear, lightly sucking and releasing his earlobe. As Jin-han tilted his head back, trembling, another finger finally pushed in. Three were swallowed.

“It’ll go in… so don’t worry about that.”

No sooner had he spoken than his massive cock began rubbing against Jin-han’s. A scalding heat spread from his lower abdomen. The friction of two hard, smooth shafts sent sparks flashing before his eyes.

If the earlier ticklishness had been maddening, this friction was an electrifying jolt of pleasure. As Jeong-yul’s pointed tongue licked inside his ear, the overwhelming stimuli left Jin-han reeling.

“Hah, haah, gasp, Jeong-yul, ssi, ah, haah, it’s, too…”

Unable to process the flooding pleasure, Jin-han couldn’t stay still, twitching and trying to pull away. Jeong-yul pinned him down with his weight. Sucked and rubbed while restrained, Jin-han lost himself completely. Gasping and writhing, he didn’t notice Jeong-yul’s fingers increase to four, swept away by the sensations.

The friction of their cocks was so intense it drove him to the edge of climax. Electric jolts battered his body, impossible to withstand. Thinking he was about to come, Jin-han opened his mouth silently, but the fingers suddenly pulled out.

Perhaps because his hole had been prodded so long, their absence left him oddly empty. But before he could dwell on it, Jeong-yul yanked him forward. His body spun, and he instinctively braced against the wall. At the same time, Jeong-yul’s cock pressed between his cheeks, hot and hard, nudging the folds before pulling back. Heat surged to his face.

Ah…!

A brief rustle of a condom being applied sounded, and then his neck was pressed down, forcing his upper body to bend. With his ass pushed back, Jeong-yul’s cock slammed into his softened hole with a forceful thrust.

“…Guh!”

The shock of being pierced through hit like lightning, a numbing jolt striking below. The pain of his folds stretching to their limit seared through him, his soft insides forced wide.

Clenching his thighs, Jin-han trembled under the impact. His abdomen ached. It felt like he’d been gut-punched. He even wondered if he’d torn.

“Ugh, ah, hah, aah…!”

Injuries were nothing new—tearing, breaking, and bursting were part of his life, so they didn’t scare him. But the pain of his insides being crushed and pierced was so alien that it terrified him. ‘What if it tore?’ Instinctively, he reached back to check. Unbelievably, the cock was fully inside.

“It’s not torn.”

Despite his actions, Jeong-yul explained in a gentle tone. Grabbing Jin-han’s arm as he felt himself, he pulled hard. His shoulders jerked back, and the cock drove even deeper.

“You’re taking it well, good boy.”

The praise came with a suffocating sensation. Each of Jeong-yul’s movements rocked Jin-han’s entire body as if he were impaled. Sharp, stinging pain and a choking pressure hit his abdomen. Meanwhile, just being penetrated pressed something inside.

“Nngh, ugh, h-hah…”

Like earlier, on the bed… that feeling. His mind blanked, his body buzzed, a maddening, insane sensation. His lower body melted, his insides simmered, electric currents sparking everywhere. When Jeong-yul pressed that spot on his inner walls, it hit.

“…Ha.”

Jeong-yul knew Jin-han’s state with uncanny precision. He instantly caught the pleasure hidden in his pained moans. Letting out an incredulous scoff, he gripped Jin-han’s hips tightly. The pressure on his abdomen made Jin-han clench instinctively, amplifying the stimulation on that sensitive spot.

“Ahn, ugh…”

A sound he didn’t recognize slipped out. He hadn’t meant to moan, but his parted lips let out a high, keening whimper. It wasn’t his voice—it was the sound of his soft, vulnerable flesh being provoked.

“Jin-han-ssi.”

Though he couldn’t see Jeong-yul’s face, the shift in his intensity was palpable. His voice, deep and almost feral, growled as he pressed himself against Jin-han’s back. Like a beast pinning its prey, Jeong-yul trapped him.

“…Y-Yes, hah, yes… yes…”

Half out of his mind, Jin-han barely responded, repeating himself without knowing what he said, his body trembling. Just having the cock inside alternated between pain and pleasure. Even without trying, he felt it all on his own.

“I can’t hold back anymore, so brace yourself. Keep your legs strong.”

With that whisper, Jeong-yul moved as if everything before had been a prelude. The moment his words ended, the cock inside pierced deeper, thrusting hard. The rigid head brutally struck the depths no ordinary cock could reach.

“…Gasp, hngh, ah…! Hah, ah…!”

Its sheer size and length hit places that shouldn’t be touched. The force tearing through his tender insides widened his eyes. The sensation of his fragile innards being roughly stirred terrified him. Feeling exposed, Jin-han writhed, shaking his head.

“Jeong-yul, ssi, it, hurts, ah, hurts, ah, nngh, f-… hah… gasp!”

His head rang. His body shook chaotically with Jeong-yul’s movements, his vision blurred, and his mouth wouldn’t close. He cried out in pain, but it was more the alien sensation scaring him. Jeong-yul, now beyond mercy, yanked his arm harder, pressing their hips together.

Thud!

Jeong-yul’s pelvis slammed against his ass. The cock drove in with such force it seemed to shove his balls inside, making Jin-han choke out broken gasps. Jeong-yul’s thrusts were so powerful it felt like his stomach would tear. No exaggeration—it really did.

“Jeong-yul, nngh, hah, aah, hurts, ah, inside, too…”

His body slipped out of control. His consciousness faded, leaving only the pleasure Jeong-yul gave. Each thrust made his cells react, his moans turned to screams. Forgetting dignity or pride, Jin-han panted, sobbed, and shouted wildly.

“Hngh, hah, inside, if you, my hole… tear, nngh, aah! Ah!”

Terrified as he babbled, Jin-han was already adapting to Jeong-yul’s roughness. Shaken to his core, each thrust in and out conquered him with dizzying pleasure. The slick, soft friction inside sparked electric jolts, and when the head pressed that swollen spot, his eyes rolled back.

“Hah, ngh, h-hngh, ah, ah…! Ah, ah…! Jeong-yul, ssi…!”

Smack, smack, the sound of pelvis hitting ass filled the bathroom as Jin-han felt his legs give out. The warning to brace them was for this. Confident in his strength, he tried to hold firm, but it was futile. The deeper his insides were stirred and crushed, the more his strength drained.

“C-Can’t, can’t, stand, aah, hah, nngh, ngh, ngh, gasp…”

Moans kept spilling, making it hard to form a sentence. Sobbing, he hunched forward. Without Jeong-yul holding his arm, he’d have collapsed. His legs buckled, knees bending.

Jeong-yul, who’d been relentlessly driving into him, briefly released his arm. As Jin-han nearly fell, Jeong-yul wrapped both arms around his waist, half-lifting him while continuing to thrust.

“Nngh, ngh, hah, h-hngh, ha, ah, hah… ah!”

Squelch, squelch, the wet condom slid rapidly in and out, producing lewd sounds. Now fully prone on the shower floor, Jin-han could only take it, eyes half-rolled back. Moaning like an animal, his jaw was slick with shower water and drool. Whimpering, hngh, hah, he lay with his cheek pressed to the floor, a complete mess.

‘It’s weird, this, too… weird, I’m going insane…’

His first time having sex was nothing like he’d imagined. The sensations coursing through him were indescribable. Each deep thrust and withdrawal brought a tingling pleasure that made him want to cry or die from ecstasy.

Jin-han clawed at the bathroom floor. His short nails scraped the lukewarm tiles, slipping with faint squeaks. Through his blurred vision, he saw water streaming across the floor. Shaking with the overwhelming pleasure, he felt like he was melting away.

“Lift your hips.”

At some point, his hips had collapsed, flat against the floor. Jeong-yul’s long arm wrapped around his abdomen, yanking him up. With a low, firm command, his ass was pulled back. Ah, ngh, startled, Jin-han flailed, but Jeong-yul’s cock slammed in brutally.

“Hah, gasp!”

The heavy flesh plunged to his deepest core, drawing a scream-like moan. It felt like his chest was stabbed. A gag reflex flickered. But only for a moment. As the head burrowed, reaching somewhere, his body shuddered, goosebumps prickling his back. The massive cock had pierced through to his colon.

“Jeong-yul, ssi, I, I’m, g-gonna, come…!”

‘What do I do, what do I do?’ Terrified by the unfamiliar, overwhelming sensation, Jin-han panicked. Tears welled up, his body convulsing. He tried to push up from the floor, but his strength failed. His insides throbbed, his mind prickled with chills. The ticklishness became an unbearable pleasure, pushing him to his limit.

“Do it. You came just fine in my hand earlier.”

Jeong-yul whispered low as if giving permission. But this was different. The urge was incomparably stronger than when he’d spilled from Jeong-yul’s touch. Eyes red with shame, Jin-han whimpered.

“No, n-no, it’s, nngh, ngh, nngh, not, p-pee… I’m, gonna pee…”

Barely managing to speak, Jin-han felt a crisis—he might actually wet himself. He pushed against the floor, trying to escape. But even in a fight, this position was hard to break free from, let alone with a cock inside, draining his strength.

“You’re gonna pee?”

The blunt, almost childish phrasing made Jin-han’s broad frame tremble. His eyes widened to their limit, lips quivering. The thought of humiliating himself sent a twitch through his cock, as if something might leak.

“Come. It’s okay.”

“No, nngh, gasp, no, don’t, want…! Gasp, hngh, ah…!”

Shaking his head, Jin-han crawled forward to escape, but before he could, a fierce force yanked him back. As if punishing his attempt, two large hands pressed hard on his lower abdomen. Already at his limit, Jin-han let out a shrill hngh, his mouth falling open.