ETDO Chapter 47

Staring at his sculpted face, I was horrified to realize that this uncomfortable emotion was jealousy. 

Jealousy! Ha.

I almost laughed at its absurdity. It seemed that not only the twins but I, too, had crossed a line we shouldn’t have. While pretending to be morally upright on the outside, perhaps I, too, had become trash a long time ago.

“Lily.”

Ethan’s hand cupped my cheek, pulling me from my thoughts.

I blinked and looked at him. His blue eyes were fixed on me.

“Lust or love, it’s all the same to me.”

Ethan’s lips covered mine in an instant. His tongue pushed inside my mouth, exploring me. I wrapped my arms around his neck. His lips followed mine relentlessly, as if unwilling to miss a single breath.

He pulled my dressing gown off my shoulders. He tugged down the straps of my thin negligee with both hands, exposing my bare breasts. Like a man finding an oasis, he immediately took my nipple into his mouth.

“Ah!”

A moan escaped my lips as his soft tongue swirled around my areola and flicked at my nipple, my back arching. His already hardened shaft pressed against my cleft. Like a well-trained dog, my hips moved instinctively, grinding against him.

The realization of this absurd emotion, jealousy, suddenly made me anxious. Despite the ridiculousness of the emotion, it didn’t fade away; instead, it began to blaze like a bonfire doused with oil.

‘I want him!’

I didn’t want to share this man with another woman. It was the first time I had felt such a possessive desire.

Wasn’t the guilt I felt whenever I encountered Lady Wellington stemmed from the same reason? 

If I hadn’t cared for him, I wouldn’t have felt any guilt towards his fiancée.

With each passionate encounter with Ethan and with each intensely satisfying climax, that guilt continuously grew because I was driven mad and consumed by the pleasure he gave me.

I wanted to believe in the twin who shared the same soul as Arthur, the one who loved me. That was the only reason I was continuing this reckless marriage contract and my relationship with both men.

As I showered him with passionate kisses, still sitting on his lap, I started to unbutton his shirt. His head was thrown back as he accepted my kisses. Impatient, I ripped the buttons off when they wouldn’t come undone easily.

I caressed his firm, muscular chest. I pressed my breasts against him, my tongue darting into his mouth. My hand trailed down his body, grasping his swollen cock.

“Mmm…”

Ethan shuddered and moaned. I impatiently unbuckled his belt. Suddenly sliding down from his lap, I knelt before him.

I pulled down his trousers and underwear roughly, freeing his hard shaft. The tip was already dark red and swollen, throbbing and leaking pre-come. I took his leaking cock in both hands and immediately put it in my mouth.

“Hngh!”

Ethan’s moan pleased me.

His cock, almost as thick as my forearm, was hot. Yet, the skin was smooth like a baby’s. I flicked my tongue across the sensitive underside of the mushroom-shaped tip with my tongue, as if licking melting ice.

“Ugh! Lily…!”

I raised my eyes slightly and looked up at Ethan. He was panting, his gaze fixed on me between his legs. His blue eyes had already lost their sharpness and were clouded with lust.

The sight of him so lost in the pleasure I was giving him, so completely defenseless, was exhilarating! Thrilled by this, I deliberately ran my tongue along the sensitive tip of his shaft and then swallowed him whole.

“Ugh!”

I bobbed my head up and down, my tongue swirling around his swollen tip. My mouth stretched painfully, as it took both hands to grip him fully, but I didn’t care. I was almost in a trance, licking, sucking, gripping, and stroking him.

Ethan’s eyes were wide open, his breath coming in ragged gasps. A strangled moan escaped his lips as my tongue flicked across the sensitive ridge of his glans and slid deep into my throat. His whole body shuddered.

“Ahh!”

It was thrilling to have such control over Ethan, who usually ravished me like a predator as I pleased. I deliberately stuck my tongue out and licked him from the base to the tip to the top as provocatively as possible, then slowly enveloped him with my mouth again, as if devouring him.

Then, I positioned his thick cock between my breasts, cupping them together and pressing inwards. His shaft was so large and thick that it took all my strength to squeeze and hold him in place.

As I moved against him, it was as if I were masturbating him with my breasts. With a squelching sound, his hard, warm cock slid between my cleavage.

As his tip pushed upwards, nearing my throat, I lowered my head and licked him. After a few thrusts, Ethan gritted his teeth and groaned, unable to hold back any longer.

“You little vixen, are you trying to drive me mad?”

With surprising strength, he scooped me up and sat me back on his lap. His hand reached between my legs, which were spread wide open on his thighs.

“So wet, aren’t you?”

My underwear was already soaked with my arousal. Ethan ripped them off with one hand and then smeared the slick fluid all over my vulva with his palm. His thick middle finger parted my folds and slid inside, pumping in and out.

“Nnngh!”

I involuntarily shuddered as his finger brushed against my clitoris. It was the first time I realized that giving oral sex could be just as arousing for the woman as it was for the man.

Gritting his teeth, Ethan positioned me directly over his cock and lowered me down. With the added force of my weight and the overflowing fluids, his shaft plunged deep inside with on swift stroke.

Slap!

“Hah!”

My back arched, and I trembled. He filled me completely, his cock pushing against my cervix, stretching me to the limit. Despite countless times of having sex, the intense sensation was still something I couldn’t get used to.

He cupped my trembling chin with one hand and kissed me fiercely. His tongue invaded my mouth greedily.

“How badly do you want me to fuck you, hmm?”

He whispered in a hoarse voice. 

I panted, clinging to his neck. I looked directly into his eyes, which were slightly below mine.

“Hnh! How, haa… much can you…haa, fuck… me?”

Ethan’s eyes widened in an instant. It seemed that he hadn’t expected such a response.

Until now, I had only reacted to his persistent advances, never actively sought out sex with him. I licked his lower lip and then gently bit it.

“Will, hnh, you… mmm… give me… everything… I want?”

“Absolutely.”

Ethan growled like a predator. He thrust his hips upwards powerfully as if proving his point.

“Hngh!”

“Do you want me to fuck you until you’re torn apart? Until you scream and writhe in ecstasy and pass out from cumming? Or for three days straight?”

As he thrust again roughly, a jolt of electricity shot through me, and my legs went weak. I pressed my upper body against him.

My hardened nipples pressed against his neck. My voice trembled involuntarily from the intoxicating pleasure.

“As much as you truly want me.”

I really meant it. 

At this moment, I wanted to possess him completely. To have him all to myself, with no one else between us.

Ethan’s blue eyes flashed with a dangerous glint.

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That day, I belatedly regretted my reckless audacity. 

Especially since it was Ethan. 

How could I forget after all this time? 

I cursed my stupid goldfish-like memory, but it was no use.

Of course, that thought only occurred to me after I realized I was trapped in a hell of pleasure, with no escape. Ethan lunged at me with the same unrestrained passion as the first time we were intimate.

“Hah! Ah! Ugh!”

He held me and didn’t let go until the darkness receded and dawn broke. He literally spent the entire night moving inside me, his hips thrusting relentlessly without a moment’s rest.

Even when I sobbed and struggled, pushing against him with my trembling body, begging him to stop, his answer remained the same.

“You said I could have you as much as I want, didn’t you? We’re not done yet, Lily. It’s not nearly enough.”

It was my own fault. This was the price for uttering such foolish words with my pathetic stamina. I couldn’t understand what had possessed me to taunt him like that.

It was then that I realized that the only reason I had been able to barely keep up with both of them physically was because Ethan had been exercising tremendous restraint.

Having received permission to be an untamed stallion once more, he seemed determined to unleash all his pent-up desires that night.

The night was filled with my screams of pleasure, my tearful pleas, my writhing body. For the first time, I realized that pleasure, taken to the extreme, could feel almost like pain.

“Ethan! Please… Sob! Stop, please stop…”

But my pleas were all in vain. Ethan was merciless.

His hard, throbbing cock which seemed ready to burst, relentlessly pounded in and out between my trembling legs, which could no longer muster any strength. The white fluid leaking between my legs had long since turned watery.