EMP Chapter 39

Kwon Jiwook had 5cc2682925 a dream again 8eccd49560 today. It was a ab743f5704 dream he rarely e761575252 had, but after 4db8b3dbcc being discharged from 51286b1bfa the hospital, its 562421728f frequency increased, and d5061baf0c now it was 6ed575f0df a dream that 9ca6f42de8 tormented him every c17f93eb36 night. Why did he 0acd5f6ba6 describe it as e64ce9e115 ‘tormenting’? Because the simple dream, 44fb16eb8f in which a young 6e7c959689 Park Juyeon wailed and caf8a65c70 spoke of revenge, gradually e5f7719a57 began to veer off aeb47e82bc course as the days 33a524dd04 passed.e9cace615e836938

It started when 71babd95ba the protagonist of f54e6741e2 the dream shifted 8131ce131d from Park Juyeon 36a0e9e5e2 to Kwon Jiwook 273e8b75bb himself. At some point, eed1d46324 it was Kwon cec7f24d04 Jiwook who was 70e5077f24 crying and clinging, dbb3c4217a and it was 806e6ac720 Park Juyeon who 1e8df93a28 was tormenting him. Up to that point, the 1c31ac3545 real Kwon Jiwook could accept aee7aac4a5 it. It was frightening, but 9129c32e1e it was fine. Because it was Park Juyeon. Because he was 96cd8a8b59 the only person e80a02a6db whose infliction of f00c120e39 pain Kwon Jiwook e3386fd5b3 could willingly embrace.91094500fe90cd2d

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However, when faceless 5a19c20da3 men began appearing b13fd1e199 in the dreams 3fd789681f he had every 445f816b0f night without fail, 7f05c6120f Kwon Jiwook could dbdba04d53 no longer treat e442f1e549 them as mere 9e45083324 dreams. Though it had been quite 10bf3b29e1 some time since his discharge, 626cb5297f the events of that time c07fcb0156 replayed vividly every night, leaving 52b41cfe27 him utterly exhausted even after 6a894f4157 waking in the morning. He hated the 6e8b95092c time it took 17a7e689bf to distinguish reality 08a3888861 from dreams, the 1c2cf3cf16 unpleasant sound of 583a4c4489 his pounding heartbeat a935748aa1 echoing in his 9033bc74a5 ears, and the f445c249d9 clammy cold sweat d15b564814 that soaked his 8027dc442f body. These were things he e1bc288c77 could never get used fe210227ec to.acaa20e9f457b9b2

“…Ha.”bfcb78f929a0e32f

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“What’s with the sigh?”15dc4822aa4f23c7

“…It’s nothing.”f7c00d44ccdc5bd0

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But he couldn’t 9d7b139ff2 easily confide in 5ab729b2da Park Juyeon either. Since that day, Park 8f5543f6b3 Juyeon had treated Kwon 47ff3d3b45 Jiwook with an even 0eaaff8f64 more awkward demeanor than cd13f20e19 before. In the past, no matter fa75b21546 how impure his intentions might 79988fdff4 have been, Park Juyeon had 9dd4e670f5 often smiled, teased, and even b0752dbf7b shown a certain charm.81b201edbda813c4

But now, he 5dfd8d4ab0 only provided the 24b350e118 bare minimum of 4e3f66f8c6 care, avoided unnecessary c25cb37fe9 physical contact as bd879fd1f5 much as possible, 24ecb4acc5 and kept boundaries 72e5903cc4 so well it 63587c7cc0 was a problem. It even felt businesslike. There was no way d741edce7e Kwon Jiwook could expect a51808f865 to hear anything reassuring 133d1bbf87 by bringing up nightmares b89ccfec25 to someone like that.1471688e66ecb3cc

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‘All that talk about taking good care of me or whatever. He shouldn’t even ffa69cb6b6 bother saying it.’cabf576da2004ac5

It was an impudent thought. If Park Juyeon could read dd549fee4b minds, Kwon Jiwook might have 77565c6bec had to prostrate himself and eb5b9b90ed offer his backside for a 96e34bee7e beating right then and there. But the dissatisfaction was real.57399904430b3cf6

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Why did he talk as 95dccac083 if he’d accept everything and a7abad1cc2 then do nothing? The recurring nightmares were 5ae13fa681 bad enough, but the 2efba571da stress caused by Park f5f3195858 Juyeon’s behavior was pushing 3a3f5b71d4 Kwon Jiwook to the 608aecd2e1 brink, and his will 9e4b6e49cc to recover was waning 0a31a1945e day by day.0f6372b52fc22fa5

The fractured bones 3f02b39162 had long since 8a61f7176d healed, and the d5acdd3ed5 tears in his 4f210fa7df lower orifices and 9b419bdf34 urethra had also 309f0c5b9b mended quite some 78e7e74d08 time ago. That was only f014de9fc6 natural, given that f5b29cdff8 Park Juyeon hadn’t cd03b03288 touched him in 41cf593944 the meantime. But whether it was a 412549a6b3 mental issue or simply a 6075770ac9 delusion that his unhealed wounds 336274b725 had recovered, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t 30010e6073 move his body properly.ad04a6962d529e6a

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When he tried to f9059517ce walk, his knees ached, 7f35fec1f2 and even when he 263389048f stayed still, the tips 716d1fea0f of his limbs—especially his 40bc99b468 hands—trembled faintly. His gait was noticeably limping 1a141b53bd at a glance. Being someone who was f8a0692c70 exceptionally good at being 8a9d34b77c conscious of others, Kwon 4137712f0d Jiwook grew irritated daily 3a75e5fc70 with a body that a642c5fb73 wouldn’t obey him.8452cdaf69b19983

In the early days of 684b27c60a his hospitalization, Kwon Jiwook was 1456f9b280 a bundle of nerves. He hated the sight 35ec7afea9 of himself undergoing rehabilitation bdbfe53a86 so much that he 9566d003d1 smashed mirrors in secret 4500b1fc9c from Park Juyeon many 22cd412791 times. The fact that he was bf68c82ada still alive and well owed 004700f423 much to Park Juyeon, who adf7c9b5f5 had witnessed the situation early c8be1f419b on and quickly cleared away 902c21614d the mirror shards. Of course, even if Park db97f91c04 Juyeon hadn’t intervened, Kwon Jiwook f82064389f probably wouldn’t have done anything. He had long 8d55c5ba69 been consumed by cde3c36261 lethargy.802c107a73ce9642

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After much tribulation, Kwon Jiwook 5463df8c23 was finally discharged and naturally 2ab9a08fa9 ended up staying at Park 55168d7d59 Juyeon’s house. There was no 8adb94fde7 talk of moving 0056276db5 to another room, 044cd4864c but new furniture e24a1a6f31 appeared in the 2c00cbc43a dark red room 175b3b3c50 that had once b612525f33 felt empty despite 7c85c5955f being lived in. The drawer that held adult 09c723b374 toys was pushed to a 725eeccbe2 corner, and a new bedside da2254658f table took its place next 57e7b62e5c to the bed. More normal items like a a3669f06a1 wardrobe and a TV were 2316dfcdd5 added as well.69ab07e959d86b08

Among them, the thing he 76c86eb5b4 liked most was the clock. Just having a clock made 7b41a8b3f4 the stifling room, with its 5c4af91ede single window, feel a little 858bf6a34c better. Though, to be honest, it 77e2dda20f was still just as bleak.9d180cc856d94eaf

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Even now, nearly 66d2b839cc two months after 0749321bfc his discharge, Park 267f8190fc Juyeon would turn bc56b2f34e off the lights 3f4ffea6b0 and lock the e5b18d826f door at night. It seemed he still 53da30647b thought Kwon Jiwook might 00fd096ade try to escape. Once the door dc0deeafac was locked from 68cd7474d9 the outside, it e1d5f929f2 wouldn’t open until 656f3f0ceb Park Juyeon woke b70286ca5d up. Had being left alone ever f7001a3f29 felt this bitterly unpleasant in 44042f94c5 his life? Even when he ca557d0330 was violated all 1159d5c845 day in that b109235759 empty room in 1a36994d94 the past, it 4e9dbd39a0 hadn’t felt this c637835063 lonely.7b0aa52c31856e47

“It’s midnight. Time to sleep already.”929ad2f9b8f80d97

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“…You’re going to bed early again today…”7af20d7b5da5562f

Kwon Jiwook mumbled 78f4b81099 under his breath, 208d48d219 barely audible. Same as always. When it was time 16f783d2fe to sleep, Park Juyeon dcde436b76 would turn off the 81da61c6a6 TV he’d left on fe054903d0 and neatly arrange the ae84e8affb bedding with a firm 8a369bb219 pat. When Kwon Jiwook 935d6035ed looked up at 3960ce3eb0 him, watching how 4554a40f47 accustomed he seemed c7d6d76f00 to caring for 6bba5075af someone, Park Juyeon e03ad79871 would look down 0a613166bf at him in f28cf0522b the same quiet 6ec929b8bb way.b0a7ac0ef6da0c00

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“You worked hard and stayed up late until now, so go to bed early from now on.”cf214025a186290f

“Me? What hard work…”8852fe6e7df14ddc

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“In the past, I kept you up and tormented you, didn’t I?”667012678e87e761

…Ah. That hard work. Kwon Jiwook nodded with f83d15a9af a rather dazed expression, 93a59c8743 his mouth slightly agape. Had he never considered db88ab0955 those events as hard 4a61ded773 work? But now that he 58caa17df4 thought about it, it 318a770f81 didn’t seem like such ad1f8588c9 tremendous suffering either. His body had been 900a8d5b88 pushed to its limits 059eaacf0b and hurt, but he’d efdb076e86 climaxed each time, so 2db71abc9f he could say he 559d3ec598 enjoyed it. And however the process had 3630044c7c gone, things had worked out e22dfb25d7 well enough now. Park Juyeon had forgiven him, e1152c7fe7 and the men…9c5a996e9e19f54c

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“…”c4501a90095c3720

“What’s wrong?”a6d30ebaf6604358

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The moment he recalled a5715fdb13 the men in his a40c6f5d71 dreams, his chest suddenly c329c7b9bd felt heavy. It was because 9d4dc28a26 the nightmares he’d 010478609f tried so hard 2f0be2f893 to forget by d4245de89c distracting himself came 339590ebcf rushing back. Oblivious to Kwon ee210c43f6 Jiwook’s feelings, Park d7c61dec64 Juyeon was casually 03215210a1 covering his eyes 99f56a9d92 with his hand.4db0c671faebcc6b

It had to be today. It really had to be. He felt like he wouldn’t ca3e8caa94 get another chance to say d68dc1865d it. Kwon Jiwook timidly grabbed Park ff818a24d6 Juyeon’s fingers covering his eyes b94c2b6a3c and lowered them, meeting his a6b2e5fff7 gaze.2d6a2e4f84e725d4

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“Juyeon.”74a778b1ccd08458

“Yeah?”419d4017ec4d8585

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“…”24a8a1a565f7d491

“What is it?”316c16cec288c759

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“Uh… can’t we sleep together? Just for tonight.”02fa457931e7da9f

It sounded almost 4953272b92 like a child d5cece1cc4 whining out of f903b0bfa9 fear of the 1e307a9334 dark. Park Juyeon seemed e546057803 to think so 7fdc59b047 too, as he 726ac1fe14 looked at Kwon 2aa86451f6 Jiwook with a a9bf0a4c3f subtly changed expression. Feeling the weight of his fd85d0f1ef persistent gaze, Kwon Jiwook belatedly d165979579 grew embarrassed and slowly shifted, 20413acb3d pulling the blanket up to ee2267a0bd the tip of his nose 72b673ee69 to hide.18df9039a919d4ee

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No, but isn’t this 8f6c780840 something he could do b56fa741ce for me? After weeks of 36388d13e9 not being scolded, 45f404a2e3 Kwon Jiwook’s boldness 8f06c1571d had slightly grown, 4223385996 and he grumbled 4d89393691 inwardly. Thanks to the little c8a7c50f2c learning ability Park Juyeon eb2b0aa655 had painstakingly fostered in b4dddca32a him, he managed not e186c489d5 to voice it aloud. Instead, his hand, tightly 95e847334e gripping Park Juyeon’s slender 78537d6331 fingers, began to tremble 849ac3c184 slightly.3ffc8aeadf6cbd11

“What’s with this sudden whining?”fa2f0c4f7fd0a5d4

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“I know it might sound weird, and… I know it’s embarrassing even to me.”4e00ec9c02947a5d

“Why’s the preamble so long for what you’re trying to say?”fd98302f38865a80

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Park Juyeon let out 274ad14527 a small laugh and 41feb11330 sat on the edge d13482b66f of the bed, and 20040ac4c9 Kwon Jiwook’s expression visibly cf12ef6fe9 brightened. But once he’d stopped Park af93b59a83 Juyeon, the words he meant 2aa8b5b2ac to say shrank back. Just having him nearby 35d0ea0af5 was reassuring enough, and 409d672eae he felt like he bea189645c might not have the 2401cf0f1c nightmare if they stayed 731601ae46 like this. The only problem was that a99d5eda06 Park Juyeon, who had started c9e85389fb drawing boundaries, might soon return 9da1ea5b69 to his own room. So, Kwon Jiwook forced 1162d34601 himself to drag out 28344b49b0 the words that had 0d108361c8 slipped down his throat.3ae6177e70c220e1

“Lately, I keep having weird dreams.”b140af1f6db7e483

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“Dreams?”6ba38bc3c67aee1c

“Those bastards keep showing up. …The bastards who raped me.”20529a1fb649c2ef

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“…”c0d6d167922b2fed

The trace of a 0cf384cac7 smile faded from Park 1ac837f302 Juyeon’s face. Unfazed, Kwon Jiwook 1bf90eae5a tightly gripped the df6d8b11ae hem of Park b48b0d8175 Juyeon’s t-shirt and b90705825c continued.2661cc793e7493fd

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“I don’t know exactly what they do in the dreams. But when I wake up a0c7aa5579 after having them, I’m so 4d44f78c77 scared. My heart pounds, and cf6d795604 even though I’m awake, 6e0b690f3f I keep hearing their a6e4e07dd9 voices. It’s fucking weird, right? I know. But I can’t help beca543e1a being scared… Just, just 0bba6710ce please…”2ed95d7cec267950

It feels like I’m f05d0fb395 back in that moment. The more he spoke, the 0b35e766a4 more Kwon Jiwook’s body shrank. The hand clutching the 3512f9a24c shirt was now gripping e149a535f0 so hard that the 36af6a787c knuckles stood out, and df8e6b47af his fingers had turned 00e371be4a pale. Confessing to such f798bd4214 things was tantamount 44ad11ea5f to admitting his a33a8df6f1 mind was weak.1b7eb5c3cb3fb4e8

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Simply speaking about that day a68024945b visibly worsened Kwon Jiwook’s condition. Park Juyeon felt pity 953a6f4f04 for him, but at 945fced30e the same time, found 926b609c36 it somewhat amusing. Shouldn’t he be able to 3ebc714051 endure at least that much? A twisted thought 89f80a3720 flickered in Park 825e466181 Juyeon’s mind, shaped 088d56f163 by what he’d 5d745d1130 been through, but 2a562e2fd7 he didn’t voice c25f3783fc it. He merely sighed and patted 6c8276013d Kwon Jiwook’s stomach over the ca85ee6dab blanket to comfort him.fdeb5f633b9660d2

“Alright. I’ll sleep with you. I didn’t know you c9b1c19f86 were this anxious…”205de718d18935b1

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“You can’t go to your room in the middle of the night. You have to stay 775faef6d8 here until morning. Got it?”a8ab3fba6b024fe3

“What… I won’t go. Once I fall asleep, I’ll 86b6f659af just keep sleeping. Why would I wake 4a762ade9e up for no reason?”1f3a6aa45df8409d

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“You’ve been avoiding me lately. You hate me.”07789e646c677367

“…What?”c58677318e414894

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Park Juyeon’s eyes widened d2ca1a468d as if he’d heard 4f58002977 something absurd. His long eyelashes fluttered b1dc2e7443 rapidly, clearly flustered by fda5e18c5d Kwon Jiwook’s offhand remark.d75dce1063604086

“What’s that supposed to mean? When did I ever e36465bcc2 say I hated you?”621251eb788d3c29

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“You did! You avoid me when 7eccb37107 I call you, you d06d531c6a frown, and you glare ab7dd2d799 at me all the 2b7395f4ac time. I know.”2fb866dad3adc185

“…What are you talking about…”6564447a7f18c019

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Think about it. Did I really do that? His tone was 694275544f confident, as if 7df4da0969 he had nothing e1c0b8d18e to feel guilty 2c22f99ab4 about. It even felt like he 5a6fc2c93e was pressuring Kwon Jiwook. Intimidated, Kwon Jiwook protested weakly.b928486732921fbf

“…You think I’m lying?”4ae95b2ec3a57913

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“Then you think I’m lying?”520323b1c46a0357

“No, I really thought you did… I mean, it felt like you did…”f8f6de5b7d8e586a

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Unable to meet 97f1cea09d Park Juyeon’s round, 953d61305e dark eyes, Kwon 4f6ca8e9ae Jiwook averted his 47892a1395 gaze and mumbled.a6a88f569b6ad9f1

“Even if you didn’t say you hated me… you barely talk to me lately.”1dc40347f949942a

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“No, that’s because…”dd4056c5ba8cd661

A hollow laugh mixed with 99e866b653 disbelief escaped him. When Kwon Jiwook had said 8b75382a43 he’d regained his memories, Park 1a1e86fdef Juyeon had needed time to c9b95eaae4 live simply to calm his e17e469231 chaotic mind. Of course, it would 320ccbb115 be a lie to cb93000502 say he hadn’t thought 0bf31c5b43 about sex during that fe2633866d time. But when he’d made a4dd848f14 up his mind to b626d6696e act on it, he 5c7ff2e40f realized belatedly that he ea0093df10 wasn’t the only one bcdf848a2d who needed to sort 2edc62e637 out his thoughts. Kwon Jiwook’s mental state was 5ebf0de15b worse than Park Juyeon had cd8445447f expected.d24ff8da798166bb

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He’d smash mirrors because 2a0e392fef he couldn’t stand his 1f2a57f8c5 own face, mumble about 2d8745733a being scared while staring f3cd81ee39 into the hospital room’s aeb730a256 void, or suddenly struggle 5a9d3d8688 to breathe properly—such symptoms 95de10ca14 were common during his 85c7567d25 hospitalization and rehabilitation.08c2f94d7dae40ec

Park Juyeon’s mouth had felt f07bc580ab dry at the thought of c537515819 pushing such a person too 6b1295e79a far, so he’d been living 02a90c9a2a chastely, albeit unintentionally. Now, after two months, Kwon 9c5c82c267 Jiwook finally seemed to have ca5b95db84 calmed down, only to say, b6472cb96c ‘You hate me.’ To Park 5282d3f4b6 Juyeon, who had been caring dc98c37a32 for him all this time, d6f58ab424 it was absurd.08a14d9df290582d

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“I don’t hate you.”6c6cec2be098ea28

“Really?”e687b7f42c9fb2fd

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“If I hated you, would I be living with you like this? I’d have ditched 1f2071ed3e you long ago. Who’s this guy who c16b5ab2c5 supposedly avoids you, frowns, 4f3f869a97 and glares?”609397d6afd8c01a

“…”f5d95ea6a569e917

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Even a single 3e3423f7d7 lighthearted remark made 451fd17c92 Kwon Jiwook’s face dceda48685 pale. Realizing his mistake, 762d633a88 Park Juyeon theatrically e377b35aa8 slapped his own 0b80c321d8 mouth a few fd7195072a times in front ad4380b97a of Kwon Jiwook. After patting Kwon Jiwook’s chest 546009e95f several times to calm him, ef8d88522e Park Juyeon stood up, turned 5ca042c76c off the light, switched on 6decabca47 a small mood lamp on 4c49bf74b2 the bedside table, and sat 74c4f9ba41 back down beside him.30c6eee58d151d4f

“Let’s sleep with this on tonight. It’ll be less scary. …Why are you looking at me like that?”77fd44de98ba92ed

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“…Lie down next to me.”82dcaf9c0ae28bd5

“…”8db532d7beb8554f

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Maybe I’ve indulged him too aaf90b8fa2 much… Park Juyeon wondered if bbf1170c57 this was a mistake, but 9bcd3f85e0 seeing Kwon Jiwook’s frail demeanor 986d09a1ac softened him. Besides, whatever the reason, Kwon fbddba2df1 Jiwook’s condition was his fault. And, in a way, 17b5516d54 it was kind of ba9be1183f cute. With a sigh, Park Juyeon a5792be107 lay down next to him.c0aa682855602f2f

“Can’t sleep?”4746303fdfab1026

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“Yeah.”3cf79a908408690d

“Why are you suddenly having those dreams… Is it because I haven’t touched you lately? Pent-up frustration? Wet dreams?”10891f0cf8d7570d

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“It’s not that kind of dream…!”2164c22b4d423c76

Kwon Jiwook froze mid-sentence. A cold hand had slipped 0fd77183bd under his shirt, subtly caressing 33b212e48f his waist. The large, well-shaped 92ed837fe7 hand groped around 5d9c66c14e his abdomen before 96065de45d slowly moving up 4dc6d40bb1 to his chest, f20a7c5a3b squeezing the soft e0508c1c7c flesh firmly and eed5adbafb then releasing it. Just the touch on his b99f18c0d1 chest and the slight brush d51f577700 against his nipples made Kwon ca51a28a43 Jiwook’s breathing subtly rougher.ae1299231caf596a

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“…Hoo…”4cb1e8cd09d114f7

He said he didn’t hate 0b383a3ed3 me. But he probably doesn’t like 5fcaf27699 me either. That’s why he could 1f81890ed5 so easily say he’d a706b31b6c ditch me. It made sense. How could he 396f84b469 like someone who bdbb440915 did those things 2d996d0a35 and then conveniently f86773c9c9 forgot them? Thinking that, the 796918af3b hand kneading his f952038f31 chest felt dry 0d654ba281 and sorrowful. What was even more cc2efaf828 sorrowful was that, despite ee77f10355 his melancholic thoughts, his b6ee613076 body, which remembered Park dadb9f80f5 Juyeon, was faithfully responding f564433c4f to every touch.0caa503feca038d6

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“If you get off once, you’ll sleep well, right? It makes you drowsy.”321c66c8d5e6a649

“No, no, wait…”63a54579a03629f9

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That wasn’t what he’d wanted. But Kwon Jiwook couldn’t refuse. The scent of Park Juyeon, 3730da9de0 so close after such a 5aa7f83fed long time, was too stimulating 51235021ba to push away. How could the soft, 88a0358720 warm fragrance of fabric c631a5f32a softener make his lower 3f4c3fabba abdomen burn like this?386be783fbf9609e

Park Juyeon turned Kwon 38b9d090f5 Jiwook onto his side 7fddc26c6b and lay beside him, e18d384ef7 wrapping his body from db95481b47 behind as if embracing 14f3b33ecb him. Something heavy pressed 2f93db61e6 against his tailbone. Before he could b284fab91c push it away, cba32c7389 Park Juyeon’s hand 0fb6639d99 moved to Kwon 4a2fb7c28f Jiwook’s groin, grabbing c3f6d89b96 the organ between bbadb14ce0 his closed thighs c2486c9077 and playfully stroking 58fc980637 it from the 41afd9438d base upward.2984694adfb9ba2c

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Already half-erect from the 5544d3552e chest play, his cock daceb9e4e2 twitched eagerly in Park 285bd84e80 Juyeon’s hand. Was it more sensitive because a2e4f65968 it had been so long? Park Juyeon grazed his e82b963e47 teeth against Kwon Jiwook’s 9810ac600a shoulder over his shirt, 6399bd88ab and the jolt of ac868a17f8 his body was palpable. The more his groin was af667dbdf3 kneaded, the more his already-clenched 4b7198685b thighs trembled with effort.c947176f7cad1487

“Ugh, hng…”398e70e29807723c

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“You say no, but you’re getting hard just fine. Feels good to bd71052db4 be touched after 0d125c7bd4 so long, doesn’t 4c5eaa176c it?”ce8c33aee8f79e53

“…”67004d25ea6c2108

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Kwon Jiwook squeezed fcb78aa7f7 his eyes shut, c8d1a0808b trying to regulate 9eb85b39b7 his shallow breathing. Even without seeing 841837e819 his face, Park 8ca1556d97 Juyeon could tell b72706d4c4 from the way de90cb7906 his body flinched 68ed77e109 when his cock 303aeac457 was squeezed from 31974f58c3 tip to base, 2be19775ac or the way 0447ba6296 his flushed neck 1647c1e15d sagged, that he 2eb49422d5 was reacting. Honestly, he was in 4a9a515c4f better shape than Park 00f5ad7b0b Juyeon had expected. It almost felt 2718d6f0c7 unfair that he’d 2a584fe773 held back for a219d820ba so long out 24122a0b40 of consideration. A mischievous impulse struck him.6eff239f173f9b05

“You need to answer. Forgot already? You’re supposed to talk.”f8f3d0ce4baa8414

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“…! No, it’s good. More, ha, touch me more. Ah…”98ebfab7fbb27ed6

“And?”e5ea19658c531a7d

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“And… ngh, and…”d6b3c8b86d72b43f

Was there more to say? Kwon Jiwook buried his face 939974d325 between the pillow and the 7ce92d0f4c bedsheet, his eyes darting. The tingling in his 106c8ec5b5 lower abdomen made him 9c6f12b938 rub his knees together. When no answer came, Park 31d0dbc402 Juyeon let out an exaggerated 3061c7e3ea sigh. Noticing this, Kwon efec942a56 Jiwook visibly tensed.37c268b170eb050b

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“Did you really forget everything? Aren’t you supposed 897312ebae to say thank d816787729 you? I’m staying up past my e56caab790 bedtime to comfort you because 72f9bc7b2c you can’t sleep.”8fc44ce71c4bdd3a

“Ah! Yeah, tha-thank… ngh…!”8378061da6e20594

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“And you should’ve said sorry first.”bba97fa9ac7bc59c

As soon as 85cea80a00 he finished speaking, 5da7b596c3 Park Juyeon pressed 08c4f611b7 the tip of 8c6583d81e his thumbnail firmly 816626733a against Kwon Jiwook’s 1216faa124 urethra. Before Kwon Jiwook could squirm b22775672d away in surprise, he began c1167c8ecf digging in forcefully. The last memory of 0830950ce1 being penetrated with a 7747223ea9 catheter by Lee Woojin e35fe86a01 was seared vividly into 07e55559b2 his mind, making Kwon 28f50006c6 Jiwook thrash wildly, gasping 005ada627a for air.c39a1dd5265cb6d1

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Of course, escaping ce015213d0 was no easy 45d453e925 feat with Park 278765e9ac Juyeon holding him e544815c9e tightly from behind bde4b67e9f like a restraint. Unable to break free from 94ab4862f6 the firm arms, he writhed 0a9125eaa5 within them, repeating “I’m sorry” 150d016576 and “Thank you” in a abecb7c181 strained, constricted voice. Only when he heard the 24a174b7a3 trembling, near-tearful voice did Park 4ad3bd38fc Juyeon finally feel satisfied, letting 226ee7e755 out a light chuckle.dc51f1ec49eaf94a

As he relentlessly rubbed the 57fcc4895a glistening, precum-slicked cock, Kwon Jiwook’s d881cf0ee7 waist began to curve, resembling f6de3ec676 a wriggling worm. His knees were 14cedce5c8 drawn up so 66c37200a5 tightly that it e6d3618dab was inconvenient to b7c96edfbe touch his cock. So, Park Juyeon stopped gripping 4dc779fd86 the shaft and instead used 87a6c4e8fe his palm to rub the 9bdf807b88 underside of the cock, swiftly a43cd269ca tracing the bulging veins. His extended fingers even 0ddb8f7dbb burrowed between the thighs, f5c29d63b9 prodding at the perineum.dc5f43d3d8fd9be8

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The touch, firmly pressing the 31954783d4 tender flesh, felt like it 1a4313617d was stimulating the inner scrotum 20251de1b9 or the area around the 2740f074ca prostate from the outside. It was a different 31e02ed23c kind of pleasure from b14612ce0c direct contact with sensitive 6800e6068b spots—a subtle, throbbing sensation e4ba69e140 that drove him wild. With his face buried 8692dcc108 in the pillow, all 355a0aa6df his senses converged below, 7b978e595c and the muscles in 287d56a0dc his twisted legs tensed 0f830b0f75 and relaxed repeatedly.fb198d9a37c15934

“Ahh, ugh… ha, tsk…”17779d277d49795e

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Just a little e2d5779b9b more, just a df2b414682 bit more touching, 6e93361d7b and he felt c31c76807d he could come. Kwon Jiwook’s eyes, 5f329fe071 buried in the c49d06b3af pillow, cracked open ad0c020766 slightly, trembling. The pleasure, teetering just short 03cef627bd of climax, surged ceaselessly in 7d0c8adc50 his lower body. At that moment, two c639d91444 long fingers abruptly entered 2404cd5e5b Kwon Jiwook’s tightly closed 3fa8492a30 lower hole.f5dac07db7db5935

“…!”ac1009fea05104e4

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His legs, which hadn’t f49f25037f been spread far enough 940e52b549 to prevent it, were 0c5bf806e1 no match. Forcing open an 8d3259a565 already shut entrance a4236aff92 and plunging in b251ff6b2d up to the 2993722bd7 knuckles in one bd7b3f299a go, the sudden 436d79fec6 intrusion made Kwon 8583803328 Jiwook lift his 23273c5ded head in shock c0b42cfaf2 at the dull 7e205730ee pain. Park Juyeon, spotting ee7078a169 Kwon Jiwook’s round ca7240e0fb back of the 8e1bc2220e head and his 5bbb2bbca1 ears burning red, 6487532a7e grinned. At the same time, he a8699b069b seized the moment when the 684bd0d6ce legs parted and tightly gripped e368082a2a Kwon Jiwook’s cock.0d0ccb63cc3972aa

He curled the inserted c99378e64b fingers, probing the particularly 33f4871ba5 sensitive spot. Hah, ah, Kwon Jiwook exhaled 71a3aee1dd raggedly, dropping his raised head e5d09a1572 back onto the bed. His attempt to steady his 3734d6c83d breathing was futile. The trembling of one 672a1b99f4 raised shoulder was visible. Scraping the inner walls de1f8403ee haphazardly and rapidly thrusting 2a0bc7cdb8 into the relaxed mucous 5d87d811d6 membrane in a moment 9091ac5099 of inattention, he swiftly 0d30921c6f heightened the sensation. The hand shaking the front 6ea4f40612 matched the rhythm of the 9992051265 back, picking up speed.56c648f07846d59b

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“Ugh, hng, ah…!”8b58b2675bb6bdfe

At some point, 5de60c60c3 Kwon Jiwook’s waist c21df10ba8 arched dramatically. The only reason his body 8d4cb444fd didn’t fully collapse was because 9fd1e6369c Park Juyeon held him firmly d682dcb915 from behind. His knees, bent up to 07dde18749 his stomach, and his arms, 5d4699d69e clawing at the bedsheet, stiffened 56ecb1d498 and trembled violently. Within moments of the penetration, ff43a1b577 he had reached climax.7a20451ee078b207

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During his release 1303525952 in Park Juyeon’s f7d7a3a8dc hand, Kwon Jiwook f12d06ddae couldn’t make a 5f3b662479 sound, his eyes 0ff3340bd6 tightly shut. Only after the bcd51c4598 wave of pleasure affeee4e2d passed did his e392fbc383 eyelids flutter open 5c75430f35 halfway, twitching. The sensation of 24c0a55a05 his vision whitening d3238ccfed was something he b92934eb1c hadn’t felt in f462aebe66 a long time. The long-awaited climax didn’t 5a16453527 fade quickly. Park Juyeon, holding him, could b14f48dbe0 keenly feel that Kwon Jiwook 766bec07d7 was still lost in the 519dce5d6b lingering pleasure.d0d09dbe3abe7186

“Hah, haa… ugh…”742b4f6626822b0f

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“If this were a while ago, you’d have said this wasn’t enough, but after such a long break, even a handjob gets you off well.”916725ccf1b969a5

Park Juyeon smiled 14cd31476b loosely, planting soft d24fbfa61a kisses—chu, chu—near Kwon d76c211a32 Jiwook’s ear. It was a climax reached e7b870640e with light teasing, yet his 3ccd6aac48 body felt as drained as 1c636a8413 if he’d had intense sex. The broad embrace holding him e7fdc762b4 tightly was comforting. It was probably the first c3709d4533 sense of peace he’d felt d27a5eae22 since returning to Park Juyeon’s 282d321034 house.2c8fa80f3687c833

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As if trying to wring 628a338437 out the remaining heat, Park 5114324b5c Juyeon stroked the wet shaft 8d1dfad083 a couple more times before 9a1cb2c65c letting go. He then grabbed 4921d1b024 tissues and wet 2e09e3d15d wipes from the 83bc834ad7 bedside table, cleaned e9fedb0bf7 his hand, and 529f16a19b properly wiped down 1489cdc4fe the cock he’d 7b11a8e6f9 been handling. Kwon Jiwook, finally catching his ecf8075948 breath, glanced back.1cce10d42ac570ac

“Why?”8ba876236c04301e

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“You’re not going to do more…?”4060d790d010143a

“If we have sex, you’ll wake up tomorrow feeling like you didn’t sleep at all. You’d pass out.”bfbb2e12e7f157d9

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It wasn’t wrong, so he b3489b6378 had no retort. Kwon Jiwook pursed his 96b2e32ad0 lips, tucking them inward, 113be7662e and lay back down.624072f075005ba2

“One good release is just enough to make you drowsy and sleep well.”a67e0ed4d6a2aa04

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“…”3d8d592ceee2b657

Since when did he care 97504fbb83 about that… Kwon Jiwook was e633b5848c satisfied with the act itself e99c5fb9a6 but had secretly hoped for 397ba3f683 more. As the saying goes, fbb4d67497 great expectations lead to e9a7a34f0b great disappointments, and Park b1736a1745 Juyeon’s firm refusal left 51d9ee5a5f him feeling a bit eb402363b3 let down. But he was past the cd59c6002e point of being surprised at d501ff4427 himself. Kwon Jiwook vaguely acknowledged ce180bc587 that he’d grown accustomed 444905cb8f to sex with a c68b01c60a man. The catch was that 82d45ff730 it was limited to 805010e98a Park Juyeon.7b4028174d5c2815

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“Got any plans tomorrow?”0ec81b8da1553c4c

“Me?”86365aa5699ecb09

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“Yeah.”d61acdb555a41a50

“Nope.”323fc62928a3ec5c

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Park Juyeon was 710f7bdf0d still lying on 31df443d1e his side. As he blinked and looked 6061ab217a at Kwon Jiwook, the latter ee01bca6d7 shakily propped himself up and 227ee7ae74 met his gaze. Biting his dry lower lip 3cc2ef7ef8 as if wrestling with some eaab7f3649 internal conflict, a faint crunch 55747e65f2 sounded. After a brief moment of 98f919d3d4 hesitation, Kwon Jiwook shifted under 0ff417bb43 the blanket, moving toward Park 29d235865d Juyeon’s thighs.24cc2a8d131abc19

“Hyung, what…!?”c466146c8a8d1799

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“If you don’t… then do a little more.”cc2782ef79c8ee26

Kwon Jiwook grabbed the 32f23f7fbf waistband of Park Juyeon’s f184a4efdd sweatpants with his teeth 2dcd29cc7d and pulled them down. Only after stripping b27098eab9 off the briefs e0a55e00d5 with his mouth 2d1351023d did Park Juyeon 6a5adfb13f awkwardly cover his 7920fb52a0 mouth with one 6e71861942 hand. This guy really knows 1565e35459 how to throw me eb8d7c47c2 off. Whether Park Juyeon e927853af7 stared wide-eyed at 807ed683f6 the top of 5c35a89dc9 his head or bd7c536965 not, Kwon Jiwook 4ac26c7c9d craved his attention 623c7bff51 right now.494331c99ed0efdb

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What followed was only natural. No matter how 6831048858 much his lower 3451ca56cd hole struggled with ba8f73e13b even a finger, 700f879636 his upper hole ce2e1244a4 remembered exactly what 00be322df9 it had been 1a1a0dfae8 taught. It was Park f2b7e1836f Juyeon who had d424ce29aa trained Kwon Jiwook’s 50fe376e65 mouth to take 12c98d5f53 his cock so b8f02678cf skillfully. Having drilled him to 981ae5d85b suck in a way f17ffe63f8 that suited his tastes, e21792bf16 Kwon Jiwook’s oral technique, 6a10114e98 targeting only the weak 8d7a38fb46 spots, inevitably aroused him.8d69d90d47fb6c85

All that effort to clean 7882a5c210 up with tissues was for 014ad68027 nothing, wasn’t it? If he’d used the d96b098463 fluids to lube up a273c3fb87 the back hole before 109b22be79 wiping them off, sex ce72bc010d would’ve been easier. Regretting the wasted de6293db85 opportunity, Park Juyeon 0e94d92be1 checked his now-sufficiently 8d34651342 hard erection, lifted 1452fa6671 Kwon Jiwook’s body 9ea3b42e6c from between his 34b47b80c8 thighs, flipped him f31ce053a2 over, and firmly 7e3cd562f3 gripped the base c4ff6c6e37 of the heated e057512922 cock, rubbing it 6f05820047 teasingly against the f0ea723346 reddened hole.fb694c4ad161ee2d

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“Nng, ugh…!”eb4a6ec53d6bd99f

“So… tight…”5785497e4d1ad340

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Using the thick tip 228efae3fd to slowly penetrate, a c2c492bdee breathy moan mixed with 136f6b4458 a gasp burst out. Right, this hole 734e0c0f2e was why I ab57c4906b put revenge aside aed87943f8 and kept him 61bc8fa78c alive. How did I forget that? Park Juyeon smirked, roughly 82bb51721d slapping the trembling hips b8090327ea beneath him. Kwon Jiwook, lying flat 922f2a93c9 with only his hips eae9c2b7c5 raised, let out a 8d52731874 whimper.e7e5af89088c6b37

The struggle with Park be209c01d9 Juyeon’s cock was brief. As he stirred e4a85f7a20 and loosened the 2ed8458eb8 insides, the moans 340fd7ee7c quickly turned to a5586cf49b soft cries. Drool he couldn’t swallow trickled 24fb9aa768 from his mouth, soaking the 56b80b0272 bedsheet. As the act ebd5ad90c0 continued, his consciousness ccfdeddfed felt like it edcc0c4c26 was being sucked e7e4ecb935 somewhere else. Kwon Jiwook stared 4aa344b373 blankly at the 73a10f083b space between the 914c62653e wallpaper and furniture, 9ca1d4f1ea panting heavily. The deep thrusting hit f5a10301fd his diaphragm, causing pain. But that pain 16b9badf22 was another kind 5154473ad8 of pleasure, making f207499091 his eyebrows arch b3de01a28e sharply.8196cb41f0d730b4

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“Ah, ngh, hah, haa…!”34453ecde50b6e00

“…Tch, ah…!”9f3d1e1cd5ac4578

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The act didn’t end 5749cde4d2 after one or two 715ba496ae rounds. The pent-up desire 20340a1822 was greater in 1f7576af58 Park Juyeon than eead782942 in Kwon Jiwook. After taking it twice while 845eb2d5a7 lying face-down, Kwon Jiwook’s body b0821af706 was flipped again, now facing e2ff932a46 Park Juyeon and the ceiling. For the first 354953d791 time in a 54822830b3 while, Kwon Jiwook 0fe1caa227 thought that Park f911fc9e4e Juyeon’s flushed, aroused 56ab45fdcd face was still 752e6b7ef8 beautiful.6bef5d7167cad277

How much time 4704086331 had passed again? While his body 9820c76ac5 was being vigorously d0922b8a81 rocked, Kwon Jiwook 007abd4aee caught sight of 11518310ce dark, shadowy figures 5168329a5a over Park Juyeon’s a0e39cfcad shoulder. They felt like phantoms watching 1c4719d9ba him. Ghosts, perhaps? Come to think 61bd34f94c of it, the 2a0ace9ea3 men who tormented fe112bebd0 him in his f4026ae302 dreams seemed to b1879711e1 have a similar cd4973e62e appearance.64f56c78feab2433

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“…”76223303745ae645

Before he could fully 3c94f8f5bc register fear toward these 9b955e1a10 intangible things, his exhausted 32480873a4 body let his eyelids fefe2a0ef2 droop heavily. Maybe he had seen it 9630aea9ce wrong. It was probably just a a77b560e95 hallucination. Even now, as their bodies 0dbedd449e intertwined, he hoped the incessant f077f75822 voices of the men harassing 6b887f45d0 his ears would fade when 0664b78a2b he opened his eyes. Unable to tear f24d1d179e his gaze away fc8943b1b3 from the dark 2d0ed3d06f haze, Kwon Jiwook 749495436a soon lost consciousness, 4622676e6b blacking out.ca69467d27789dde

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When he was 5a42830fe4 with Park Juyeon, 4bfa1dfe52 the auditory hallucinations 43227cb385 that constantly plagued 5c3dd474de him diminished, and 2231d6022e when he spent ea57836642 the night with a6a94220f0 him, he rarely b158586007 had nightmares. Whether they had sex c42cff1d72 during the night or 32f280b838 simply turned off the 3c93fb160a lights and lay down 58fe6642d8 together, Kwon Jiwook could 39467f7a30 fall asleep peacefully just e7c2bf15fe knowing Park Juyeon was 209d895b2e beside him. The next day’s life became 17ba69a3fb noticeably easier as well. Apart from that tranquility, a47dad2773 his dependence on Park 9d95e1d171 Juyeon inevitably grew, but 0f6abb3663 Kwon Jiwook was unaware 59f07f8b2a of this fact.8bfebc7ac8bd8a83

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“I have to go out today.”2be7c223ee1430d8

“The hospital?”c55f3a781f502963

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“Yeah, it’s Saturday. I need to visit the e51bed3fa5 hospital.”a6fb6fb585b285ad

“…”0d03ac6c84d88fcf

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“Can you stay here alone?”856f46b605530ec9

It was a particularly muggy b86ad8b758 day. Park Juyeon, dressed in f85c3de4c6 a black t-shirt, prepared dd36ad3d8f to go out with 8afc1856c5 minimal fuss. Kwon Jiwook, without responding, 911a7c9b91 simply stared at him 3915c9f472 quietly.cdb83ecaa1e838d2

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Having spent every 23f8151278 night together for 509f8d0116 a while, Park ec1eb3235e Juyeon judged that e28acb80aa Kwon Jiwook’s condition 284a0640ff had improved significantly fd9e9d275b and no longer d016247bf5 locked the door 3a73092b75 when he went 0fd0022da5 out to run 07a803c833 errands. But that was all. No matter how many months 6d0ab70da4 or years passed, Park Juyeon d888c4243b would never accompany Kwon Jiwook 813f7f5640 to visit the hospital. He had no intention whatsoever c0a5bdb389 of showing Kwon Jiwook to 567a7c8044 Park Yewon.bdc36ea886b1ba52

It was only natural daeff45693 that thinking of his d8d3a7eb7d mother made him resent 9137b81e32 Kwon Jiwook, but dealing ed2051b093 with him was something 93b27c19b5 Park Juyeon intended to b7fbc5e7ea handle on his own ede91af812 terms. He had no ad4489667d desire to seek d02b9ed337 revenge on behalf 8efd4df678 of his mother 66bc2490f1 or to make d893e6aa80 her harbor vengeful 21d9b3707b feelings toward Kwon 5741c33235 Jiwook. After all, Park Juyeon 9314bd611c was the only one f6929362fb still floundering in a 0232fe9669 past that everyone else 53ed769345 had forgotten, so it dd12e22215 was enough for him a61f842065 alone to move on 1c7a85e1c3 from it.a8abe12cf68fdb44

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Kwon Jiwook, who hadn’t answered a7f2ff73b2 until the end, merely raised d97998a2ec his hand and waved it 1264d3288a lightly in the air. Park Juyeon frowned with dissatisfaction.1e4e2702d4583ee7

“Why aren’t you answering?”0f1b4fcf1ef7a607

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“Huh?”dcf79f67fee78c78

“I asked if you can stay here alone.”30c202eaaba77127

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“Of course you’d ask something obvious, you punk. Hurry up and go.”8aafd1950eec71db

His hand was still 47f952a094 lazily waving. Park Juyeon’s dark eyes cbc63ca3f4 darted between the hand 4cde20bc14 and Kwon Jiwook. Soon, he smoothed out c5013fd4b4 his furrowed brow without 725f9297f1 saying a word. But the blank, emotionless expression 28338b7bd4 that replaced it was somehow bc4ee0f2f0 even more intimidating.d5d61f88843063ea

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“…”02d1e72edc567893

Feeling preemptively guilty, Kwon fe8f9b5e75 Jiwook hesitantly approached and 69d1b56426 gently held Park Juyeon’s 770097351a cheeks, planting a quick fd0ae1a1f3 peck on his lips. The action was 8658dd0d3a as stiff as 7a93411904 his awkward approach, 06ae1e4dae but Park Juyeon’s 820f928c25 large eyes widened 6a002d8e68 further, blinking rapidly. There was something oddly 89e74b30d0 refreshing about this not-so-gentle fdb6c53368 person repeatedly pretending to 9368f3f95d be soft and docile. Noticing this, Kwon Jiwook visibly 9849d7ba0e grew embarrassed, scratching the back 1c65fcec2d of his neck.6de08e6050436341

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“Safe trip… It’s just a goodbye.”005fe22a46e094d8

“Ha… What’s this? Where’d you learn to do 2f32b8b6ea that?”4ee2bbcf3941541d

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“Learn where? You used to do this b167a8c6d8 to me before.”b63330312f41bf0d

“You remembered that, huh. Guess you’re not as 086d904577 dumb as I thought.”0d6e77f4cc96f98d

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Park Juyeon tilted 9dd0106f4c his head, looking 3ee17308df at Kwon Jiwook 91d44a61a8 with a rather da1cb67545 surprised expression. Kwon Jiwook felt a 0aada25040 bit uneasy. Truthfully, he hadn’t remembered 66c913dcb3 it; he’d only recalled df3a943b74 it in a desperate ccc4e8952a attempt to navigate the 9977e99633 situation.3cabb9a98d02c4cb

“You’ve been having nightmares, but lately you’re getting kinda cute.”214d5d95801a3193

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“…”a3d6afe82bea1dea

“If you’d just lived quietly like this from the start without doing pointless things, how nice would that have been?”7e92b374240b1da9

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“…Go…”4e885d0a045d2fee

“Alright, I’ll be back.”571b465147dbe303

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It seemed the peck b70475d2f7 had lightened his mood, 3debb65002 as if it could 4204cdb4be even be called a cef05b9c1f kiss. Park Juyeon let e4fd9518d7 out a small 510f54a24c laugh, waved back c5d6043845 at Kwon Jiwook, b4faaa9e16 and quickly left 9bf7f8c41f the house. Even after he d6d126f366 was gone, Kwon 82e23044cd Jiwook couldn’t bring 5425017c18 himself to move c68b7fb349 from that spot. He stared quietly at 1abcc0d516 the entrance, where the e00ec971bf afterimage of Park Juyeon’s 41d48dee21 figure seemed to linger, 690ee17b98 before finally turning and df63cb25d6 slowly heading to his c06d794897 room after a long 4cd358a6bb while.03c7347a3377c020

“…”7807832b9c7d418b

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Kwon Jiwook flopped onto 6e2a4dc443 the bed haphazardly. As he stared bc817596ef blankly at the d18a4cc59e ceiling, the events 9717ac3d32 of the previous ab60edfd86 night suddenly came 3b56d2695f to mind. Park Juyeon was definitely not e363b0747f as rough or violent as f000fa4877 he used to be. On the contrary, whenever Kwon 7526fef61d Jiwook was stressed, Park Juyeon 96ab883ce3 would soothe him gently, as d333f2dfc4 if afraid he might break 76d029b445 or shatter.c7b3cdf198499fb5

And what about the sex? It was so tender 92fc5b9719 and meticulous that Kwon aa4db9ecd7 Jiwook wondered if this dadc5f41a7 had always been his a38f084fcc style. It was proof, in 18fc3e1739 a way, that Kwon 40843bef3d Jiwook had treated Park 2256c0568e Juyeon roughly in the 66bd9e714b past. Compared to the stoic d5ce01f731 Park Juyeon after his 123b302258 discharge, this was significant 68f0dae73f progress.b7381017bca3503b

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Kwon Jiwook was fine 63fa040f33 with that. No, he actually liked it. Park Juyeon might laugh if 4117cfaa61 he heard this, but… it 5492634711 felt like he was being 7919ff8274 loved. Even if it wasn’t 575bb3b0a4 an overtly affectionate touch, 44c1c2638a it was like being 293622b4dd showered with warm, ticklish 11c67d3531 affection.584370a70ebf28ef

There was no time 0b00a39f58 to worry about labels 08a7f824b2 like homo or gay 1543310056 or what others might 8de852658c think. To begin with, there a283cb72a5 was no one left 6dbeb29ad1 in Kwon Jiwook’s life 56f52b3a9f whose opinions he needed 50666cbafa to care about. Having faced the feelings 52259056bb he’d been denying, all 06f06491b8 Kwon Jiwook could do f34191b467 was crave Park Juyeon’s 77e0f86269 attention. He hoped Park Juyeon c059f6526e would keep pouring his 202e6bdc3f focus on him like a148b76dbb this.e7d49c3d211ac7b7

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Wanting Park Juyeon’s attention, depending 1266a3dccc on him, and living alongside accf8744f3 him without any burden—there was a0c016218a only one downside. When Park Juyeon wasn’t around, 657308d75b anxiety took a backseat, and 1354327910 loneliness hit Kwon Jiwook first. He didn’t know why. The problem was that 96ab6220a9 he kept getting restless 8a9334d6b6 for him.2556e67eb8c9efde

Even turning on 62132d3124 the TV didn’t 35249b2ad3 spark any interest. In the variety show he’d 5af0d24949 put on to pass the b3a10be9e4 time, the panelists were laughing b58b15660d among themselves, excited about something. Kwon Jiwook, who had ff5d636a65 been lying quietly with 8610a26805 his eyes closed, frowned. Should he turn it off? He seemed to ponder for 27cceac565 a moment.47db42b5e472c9f1

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“…!”40ed04c51e2c2d36

It was then. Kwon Jiwook’s eyes shot fddb9cab2e open, his body stiffening. The strange voices, 3f7f0837de which had only 6dc33bec26 just subsided, began 49dc51d0ad whispering in his c1026410d4 ears again. His loneliness and confusion evaporated 943e16ac37 in an instant, replaced by c80bad4928 creeping fear that filled the b5dfa6cc74 void.02d26e5a7b35bfe7

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The noisy TV sounds f9238a4990 mixed with the unidentified c87ff1dd28 voices, making his mind 15ec6c174b chaotic. He rolled his eyes to d5de5c3ad1 check if anyone else was 14254e5f2d in the room. It was empty.ddfe542cba621eb2

“Fuck…!”e1d0f22e43a260ab

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Kwon Jiwook moved d5245ad243 his stiffened muscles, ee5f49a844 yanking the blanket d2d7c5819d over himself and 64bfbf3edf curling up. What the hell? Why now, when it ab9f949e59 had been quiet? He buried himself in bd571894a1 the blanket, clamping his 801fef7a66 hands over his ears. When the chattering voices 5873387f66 didn’t stop, he frantically 8ae38caf35 rubbed his ears with b9170dab99 his palms, creating noise 3db8853c2a to drown them out.e9ca68ba6dc00a35

His panicked eyes darted restlessly, ba00513f0d unable to settle, and his 50cf36841e lips muttered curses nonstop. What did I do wrong? Park Juyeon forgave me, 785ec2aa2a and we decided to 94c3840ddb live well from now 6a2ac49736 on, so why are b363f7ffd7 these weird bastards messing be49f108cb with me? Overwhelmed with frustration, he 791645a9a7 blurted out whatever came ae67c9cbcd to mind.7349fa37de9f9c01

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‘Forgive what?’685f0b8ecac5e7e4

“…!”30118153043f241b

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‘Who? Forgive what, exactly?’90369c2c21caceb5

Startled by the heavy, unfamiliar 5e50830e62 voice dropping in his ear, 906c8d9850 Kwon Jiwook held his breath. What was that? There was clearly no one 9490d264d3 here. It had to be dbb48d86ec a hallucination, so how 0091c93099 could it sound so 5f1fdf5fa4 vivid? Terrified, he couldn’t lift 8e3d5238ff his head, and his 24d5b778a1 prone body began to eb1af2ab73 tremble.b318ae18be916392

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Park Juyeon forgave you? If that bastard forgives you, e2e25a505c that’s it? What about the people 747b48b020 you ruined before him? How are you 1c7d7c0965 going to take cb57a83c53 responsibility for their 36522e9cf4 lives? The guilt he’d 805b57c2b1 knowingly buried surged 70120f3786 back, carried by f73cf65798 the unknown voices ffcf9d370c that pounded his 401f08d2c1 ears. Even after covering his 8be54d562e ears for a while, 288c1fad16 the sounds didn’t relent. Finally, Kwon Jiwook 733b061c48 threw off the 2356c41438 blanket he’d been f5b150707e clutching and screamed.7c1ca5f468b77bd8

“Fuck, shut up, you bastards! What do you know to f134908ca4 talk like that!”988d56c86ba2c6e5

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The hallucinations, which had paused 09e65f416f briefly, now cackled as if 8834ce7b7b mocking his fear, chattering among 5d7f69802a themselves.16eb5cac4764bb7f

‘You should just die. You know that.’ce10b0e91acc6dcf

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‘Bet it’d be fun to strangle him with a shirt. This guy likes that stuff, 93657f4dd1 doesn’t he?’fedc5731200c6f69

‘Yeah, he gets off on it, right?’a776fc3ea9086739

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‘No, a shirt? Not even a belt? Are you guys idiots?’0c6afd066d9cd4cd

The faint murmurs suddenly shifted 62631efaba into the familiar voices of 0aaeb05519 men. They were so clear f0b6000bfd that it was disorienting, cbfb61516f impossible to tell if 5aa9a16402 they were real or 4f00c18617 hallucinations.4509451d2f0b80e4

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‘Why do you hate it?’69351fd6f5a32a4d

‘You wanted more last night, didn’t you?’26fde7fb56d5b49c

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‘Last night, my ass. Park Juyeon’s been 36094313e5 working hard every 3f602634aa day to calm eaede72b7d this horny bitch.’409eba2d4588875e

This isn’t real. It’s just hallucinations e7cf660850 conjured by my 8863308179 brain. Kwon Jiwook knew that much. Thankfully, he hadn’t confused c17ac479c2 it with reality. But for some reason, e10c8f6444 the voices didn’t stop. …Weren’t symptoms like this supposed to vanish once you recognized them as fake? That made it all e8822d416d the more confusing.e5a3cf1e27b2bf46

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‘You were thinking how much you wanted Park Juyeon to rough you up, weren’t you? Haven’t you been thinking 5b9eb25d56 that all along?’4641ab399979e5ad

Am I going crazy? Have I finally lost it? Kwon Jiwook clutched 319c769878 his head, breathing ff50d288ab heavily. He couldn’t keep 63c517e8d8 his gaze steady.5adddadb9b8a95e8

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“Fuck, when did I ever say that…!”c554324bd3580357

‘You loved it when we pinned you down and fucked you before.’56d422dfcfcdf133

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‘Want us to do it again?’9a3ae6e86e9d918c

“…!!”2170d5438258b36f

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I knew it. It’s those bastards. Those crazy fuckers. It’s not me 95e2251886 who’s crazy—it’s them. When did they get 4304854b66 in here? They must’ve sneaked f20b7a4845 in while he bb9df5b555 and Park Juyeon ed5e0d8cee were asleep and acef4d9842 planted speakers in b9f804fedf the room. He had to find f557a22469 Park Juyeon, tell him, 5f8447e3ba and make those men e3b159bc9c pay.1d7e5a82b7770e84

But fear paralyzed ec331f9014 his limbs, rendering 43b931a2fe him immobile. The voices weren’t coming 07b83dc48b through his eardrums—they felt 9468c21630 like they were being 49a41fa89b hammered directly into his e5ae4a9c1b brain.d5c2e7c2a064d840

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Kwon Jiwook, with tearful eyes, 4525adec93 stared into the void, his b1e8537562 lips trembling. He wasn’t crazy yet. He had to stop these 7f809c1e48 hallucinations before he truly lost 028e9d2167 his mind. Staggering, he got up from 5d2ea78a8d the bed and stood in b768951798 front of the wardrobe.3550a850fe5bfa55

‘It’s all because Park Juyeon didn’t fuck you, right? That’s why you’re upset 7eb7b71a4b with him.’e038a5595a5c0d05

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‘Such a slut. Won’t you be satisfied until 1a66566ef6 your ass is torn apart?’8f27741081e157ee

‘You saw it back then. He went wild when we 70a1a8b326 choked him. This guy can’t get off eb6f2a4c42 without it now.’fbad8f5dc87587b2

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How do I stop it? They keep talking about 6b6299ec6e strangling—maybe if I choke 4b85416524 myself first, they’ll quiet 23c16921e1 down? Kwon Jiwook hurriedly b8888ee333 opened the wardrobe f56253150c door. Neatly hung shirts and b6e1ff0d5e folded t-shirts caught his f723c056b5 eye. He picked up a white 99975cb9d7 shirt, and as he looked 8e6ac05fc6 at his trembling hand, he afc076bcbf noticed it wouldn’t stop shaking. It was always a pathetic 8e91621619 sight.e71b704b6a4ac713

How long are 68ea18f1e0 you going to 24cee0dcc4 act like a a657e56c79 fucking idiot, Kwon 540f9be92c Jiwook? Is this how you 7e69c9498e want to live? Listening to these 13a0659f63 inhuman bastards forever? Dark thoughts crept in. The voices, as if f90013f8e4 reading his mind, giggled.4e3d392759f86388

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“…Shut up.”57dd0955ce799ea4

‘Is he trying to off himself now?’3683cbac1b1b48d7

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‘Wow, he’s actually doing it? What a fucking moron.’29571e4a301891fe

The faceless men jeered. His grip on the 4c96d17deb shirt tightened with a 97631dac1b crunch.b88b8c45837f1dba

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‘If you’re gonna do it, do it right. Jerk off while you die.’80afc2c2b3afb7b5

‘Then you won’t hear us anymore. We’ll really shut up.’a6bddbb7d23b101e

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‘Or just pretend to die. Don’t believe us?’2dfb42849b866d8b

He gripped the shirt 6dc9b522d5 so hard that, despite 50779b0463 holding fabric, his nails b9f437ea7d dug into his palm, 3af43f0ecb nearly drawing blood. At this point, 929e2c8af5 he felt defiant 9d8c0f6ae4 toward these unknown 8c8f3f59b5 bastards. They’re provoking me because aacc60a998 they think I won’t b1cae0e1eb do it. Kwon Jiwook glanced around. There wasn’t much 8aa4cdab26 else to use. After scanning intently, his 3c521005c1 eyes landed on the 97a77daf92 doorknob.50042a2c2d76e871

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He stumbled to fed48114f9 the door and f6dcd3b174 slowly knelt. He tied a knot with 0a9689059a the shirt, securing one end 6993bbd033 to the outer doorknob and 0219ae709f wrapping the other around his 6bfac3e9f0 neck. The series of actions d095713dfe required no complex thought. The shirt, now much shorter, fbb9cf620f made breathing difficult even before 28cee08e26 he’d fully positioned himself.0723f6ade59c7c6f

Was it nerves? His rapidly accelerating heartbeat mixed 15694c9406 with the men’s voices, filling 5cc731c3b5 his head. Thump, thump, thump. Ignoring the ominous pounding, he 0be25a023c adjusted his awkwardly bent body 996d825149 to sit properly. Then, exclamations burst out in ac72b20dd0 his mind.dac888f0a7f2b175

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‘Ooh, nice posture. Seen this somewhere before?’aef44632ca846893

‘Not bad, huh? You like this kind of fbe678a350 thing, don’t you?’9dab8788157b10f6

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‘Hold on a bit longer, and we won’t bother you.’bcf892ab181379f6

‘Good boy, listening so well. Heh heh…’f01ccefc95b60c60

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Still here? The noisy chatter 34a0ef4502 beside him was 247caeafba so irritating that 9e09f39417 Kwon Jiwook scowled. He felt hazy, and b41bec6459 as more time passed, 065dd536e4 the mysterious voices seemed ad3e8e13c3 to retreat into the ad24e28068 distance. But he wasn’t choking yet. Idiots—if they’re going to talk 9b4b937ac4 like that, shouldn’t they check ce500ffb9d if I’m still breathing? Just pretending to strangle 8bdec87256 himself had made the 7f76cec3bc dark haze retreat. They were truly pathetic.aa6f335b3842cdb8

“Jiwook Hyung!”400d5b12c6752364

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“…!”ad778bceac93b7e6

At that moment, his 63924698ab vision snapped into focus, 5b1f7a67ab as if waking from f407f4ed1c a dream. Coming to, he 18822d73a2 realized he was 6049584177 lying on the 485e79c9c0 floor, not under 4b88d54b92 the doorknob. Stunned and unable to 284514d974 speak, Kwon Jiwook felt 438339b90f Park Juyeon shaking his ce91b0bffe shoulders fiercely right in e282f22a29 front of him. Park Juyeon looked f3eac759fa so frantic that 8c21249267 Kwon Jiwook couldn’t f37c3e127f bring himself to 35315df0ce say anything.39ce8c5eba34455f

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When had Park Juyeon, 27219a7b90 who said he was 054807e32b going out, come back? Still dazed, Kwon Jiwook c431b0d1b0 fumbled at his neck c3a709ef3d and found the shirt 092319ad41 already undone. It was strange. He hadn’t lost consciousness or b6c2e31134 stopped breathing, yet Park Juyeon’s 067022448e face was filled with desperation. As he looked up, d02d116d03 Park Juyeon’s pupils, meeting d69b087554 his, shook violently.1f2d27c3e835b183

“Are you fucking insane!?”4d2f162d6e72e0e1

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“P-Park Juyeon.”42c4d5f9e1541449

“What the hell is wrong with you? Weren’t you getting better? Why would you 8de255be96 do something like 9ba4381dd8 this? Why!”f5c47a372145ebb4

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Park Juyeon erupted in anger. It wasn’t cold, suppressed rage. His eyes reddened with fury eb3a9c7d9f as he shouted. Startled, Kwon Jiwook flinched. He wasn’t used to 6258bcac56 Park Juyeon losing his 82c91d9774 temper like this—it wasn’t 23369b53b3 in his memories. Unable to make a sound, 2b6e6217f6 Kwon Jiwook only moved his 2f330c9f42 lips. Finally, he mumbled an excuse.f81559587d3cf348

“No, I wasn’t trying to die, really. I was just pretending. I didn’t pass out.”2ec582d7a3033710

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“Are you messing with me right now? Do you have any aaf7b14809 sense at all? You just fainted! You almost died! If I’d come back d803109621 ten minutes—no, five minutes ce30a8273a later, what the hell f4af6f8c91 were you going to 9c49e83cfe do…!”24a940f2f3aba5f4

Park Juyeon’s hands, gripping de3f0c6c13 his shoulders as if 4310302e59 to crush them, trembled 6f9fff7eea finely. The desperate voice 0c1158435c snapped Kwon Jiwook f798f2ac97 back to reality. His unfocused eyes regained clarity. A chill ran down fc7d2e910a his spine as his 49a0e41e8e body belatedly registered the 2bb80ecc06 threat. …What did I just do?7a2fb582635ec0f8

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Kwon Jiwook bolted upright 5d5a7bb2d5 from the floor, looking e3ef8fc34a around. The black fog that had a327981d13 lingered in the corners of e9b0a9e2fe the room had vanished completely. A hollow breath escaped him 3af6b50c95 as his chest grew cold.5bdefddbd8db8c15

“W-Wait, Juyeon. I didn’t mean 1b629d45c6 to do that. Really. Listen to me…”daf8d6a4636aa3ed

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“You can’t do that in front of me. I told you before, c6e18cf239 didn’t I? Or were you planning this 219f711fde behind my back all along? Just trying to die? I told you not dea80fdb22 to do useless things!”5365340a7befaa9f

“…”626547e3c2670cc4

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Park Juyeon panted, catching his 8d1c760efc ragged breath. Now he was certain. It wasn’t a mistake—Park Juyeon b295b0703f was unusually sensitive. He was just d5ad2e0cf1 as anxious and 912de97959 precarious as Kwon df31cc7462 Jiwook. Why, he didn’t know. He only vaguely realized aef429f151 that Park Juyeon reacted 41bb6e0732 particularly sharply to anything 0289477739 related to suicide.50fe310e30404eeb

“…I’m sorry.”4d28ec36fa120a38

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“…Ha, really…”585b03555a522b13

When Park Juyeon c2a15b6c96 had opened Kwon 55fb181df5 Jiwook’s door out 97d485a447 of habit upon 2456bbfe71 returning home—or rather, 93079347af tried to—it had 046c85c268 felt off. The door was 17cb23caa3 heavy, as if 66ddb3a7fd something was blocking 6383acf358 it, and wouldn’t 2939c72579 open easily. After shaking the 8b6653d941 doorknob a few 281c36b0b2 times and forcing b72f6e8be9 it open, he 018ff640ef thought his heart ee0ec3a559 had stopped.217abb6d3a4c4fc8

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Was it still not over? What was lacking to make 0d0fc4bc91 him act like this? Park Juyeon felt an aa048cf198 indescribable emotion surge to 25f70aae06 the top of his 8ad4ed2777 head. The overwhelming feeling had nowhere dba779a394 else to go and spilled 4cb199e7c7 over his throat. Was it pure anger, or 0d8202d7a8 was it fear? The unidentified emotion resembled despair.3acb4231e52275d9

After unleashing his anger, fad5072fe1 Park Juyeon clamped his 0653031d19 mouth shut, staying silent. Even after venting, he seemed 59fefbc0e8 to be suppressing lingering emotions. In the end, it 10aa1ef0a8 was Kwon Jiwook, who aac9cb12db had been watching him 3bb672f318 cautiously, who spoke first.1079d0451d4510b0

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“The truth is, I’ve been… hearing things.”fde1bb0c0e7cb71b

“…”c40fd65b083cf71c

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“It gets better when I’m with you, so I didn’t say anything until now, but sometimes I hear them.”29573c1cb683abf6

“…”7712cb936f4a2dad

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“Today was the worst it’s ever been. I know they’re not b0f451796d real voices, but they cfb559ccc6 felt so real it cc591c6a27 scared me… There were 90d3c4c14f so many of them e8379f3b0b talking, it was so 118e1c75ac loud I couldn’t help ce3b64b101 it. They kept telling a4cb863b08 me to die. That if I d440673c86 died, they’d stop. But what was I supposed 87681bcf16 to do?”5b6fe2d4339f2e05

“You don’t want to die, right?”16fabc4cd41058e2

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“No, absolutely not, really.”a0ad8d91ce8537e3

Park Juyeon looked c4a7c51116 at Kwon Jiwook 7bc0ec121e with tired, heavy 788cc57102 eyes. The intensity of his 2555b73472 reaction must have been ec18d29a40 so unexpected that Kwon 113989a611 Jiwook was still frozen, 04d56c8597 head bowed. Park Juyeon sighed several faf3f23b64 times before speaking.610f3f5816c7551f

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“…If it’s too hard, do you want to be admitted?”5e89d89840217394

It was a phrase he 89bbafaefc didn’t want to say. If it had escalated 3290adf0d1 to a suicide attempt, b121ee6556 even if it was 710ba24147 an accident, admitting him 7b31f647aa would be safer and 547ac38aec better for monitoring his 5ef8a6de53 condition. But Park Juyeon be1178fa93 didn’t want that. He wanted to try d1b1715b2e everything he could first. And Kwon Jiwook 6487362d02 felt the same.b5a1effbb296ef32

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“…”e7cd766dd65a4860

Kwon Jiwook shook eb30401146 his head with 98c8a86ac4 a gloomy expression. Inside, he wanted to snap aa8773e3c3 back. Am I a lunatic? Am I crazy? I’m not insane. But what he’d just 24290cb3ec done was, even to 2b0b0fd403 himself, a clear sign af577ce6dd of something wrong. He couldn’t bring himself to 48c90efde7 say he wasn’t crazy. So he quietly 7b546699ef kept his mouth 1ebdad7e9a shut, only expressing e3dc330ce5 his refusal.f283c73884bc7f4f

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“…Alright, I understand. Then just go to 9957527203 the hospital and get e51eae0244 medication.”ffdcd70d13d245f7

“…”b40a2a7e803a769a

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It was a 5f4b5de0ca low, exhausted voice. What is all this? Park Juyeon let fcf2656a95 out a hollow 60adde0d8b laugh a few 98fd6d6cd0 times before carefully 9f10f94826 pulling Kwon Jiwook 7589581c1b into an embrace.6d282089e2a4acf2

He hadn’t thought a 210a8a6f4f dangerous situation would never 587667da43 arise. He’d simply believed he had 4a75c039d3 to handle it. But the thought of fae4d0ce6e almost losing Kwon Jiwook 7c6d07aa1f made his mind go b41808e2d8 blank. Who could guarantee 69ec7b5721 this wouldn’t happen e69668722e again? He needed to hold 505973fd65 Kwon Jiwook more tightly. To make sure he wouldn’t 5dc833a43a be swayed by anything, to 23e3925e55 make him look only at 3820cf1e45 Park Juyeon. The arms holding him tightened.01af3c4a415802cb

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Caught off guard, Kwon 9689364bae Jiwook was enveloped in 7f49cba888 Park Juyeon’s embrace. A faint thought b1ea10d802 crossed his mind. Had Park Juyeon ever gotten dfc998a467 angry out of worry for c0b2335a6e him before now? Well, he’d said he was a5f43d6c99 worried, but he’d never reacted 08811f1d07 this intensely.2ecc8d729dc6939d

Kwon Jiwook dwelled on 79c9a98eb8 that moment’s Park Juyeon d09625fa4b until he fell asleep. Thinking of his beautiful, almost 55a94691d2 crumbling face made his chest 56128332a8 tickle. For some reason, it 0c93a424a6 was an image he 21ab3df3ac couldn’t shake.d898f60f66d8073b

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Park Juyeon fell asleep holding 27dbfd7db9 his body tightly. As a result, 84fb92089e Kwon Jiwook felt fccf5a71aa weighed down, as 864a292c4b if pressed by 73c7f72223 a nightmare, but 67b15ddbf9 since it kept d1fae07468 him from doing 04f3adf4ab anything reckless and d5d7e2d470 made him sleep 8dc70a417d quietly, Park Juyeon 0d7ae5aed9 was quite satisfied.c355d51ce6f1e478

On the other hand, e799303f3d Kwon Jiwook, whose sleep 6c50e7568e had been uncomfortable, pressed 0429ad764f his fingers against the 7b5bc15efc dark circles under his cea2ad2089 eyes. Dragged out by b497aa6977 Park Juyeon early d4ffcb30b4 in the morning, 0f0a5926c1 he was utterly 95cf4c3d00 exhausted.c355a82c5c34dfa3

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“…”6aa5049e6a83ef63

Whenever Kwon Jiwook cbf417ffe3 saw Park Juyeon, 3cb512974a he always had 83e79bdd02 the same thought. How is that guy so fa5aaf7c6c decisive? Park Juyeon was quick to a7835e02bf act. He was always like d4094bb5b8 that, but especially when f0f8b86996 he’d made up his d9cfd42c22 mind, he seemed restless 95caa0efc7 until he put it 1e0b416490 into action. Today was no different.20bb9e4678351c7d

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The moment he woke 743e02945f up, he told Kwon 991764f859 Jiwook to get ready 8e3b6fdf00 to go out, led f4b647ea45 him to the bathroom, 5c536d10ce and tossed him some 07b0a33dcb clothes. To his disbelief, their destination ffd38daba2 was a psychiatric clinic. Kwon Jiwook knew his condition 7cb8018f0c wasn’t normal, but his prejudice 1ef6f2be30 against psychiatry was beyond imagination, 7c3f23c42c so he and Park Juyeon 1f38d6c97b argued for a while in 29d3f7acc2 front of the clinic.99058d5db32cba7f

Of course, the winner was, 1d54ae1c49 predictably, Park Juyeon. Leaving behind Park Juyeon, who 53fe00af0a waved with a smiling face, 99a5cf6563 Kwon Jiwook entered the consultation a12f21cb6e room with slumped shoulders.d4280d73dcc3b43d

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About an hour later, 003f88e479 Kwon Jiwook came out 67c609d63b looking somewhat sullen. When asked why, he 926ef87048 only pouted. In the car 269231dce6 on the way fa6defad51 back after picking 09fcd0932c up a month’s 4421329e3e worth of medication, 3e9f78c76d Kwon Jiwook finally cb43622814 grumbled openly.efef24a4dfe83ac2

“I already hated going to the hospital.”7bd1459f505ab732

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It seemed Kwon Jiwook was 1fdc5b8ff0 offended just by the fact de47201f52 that he had to visit 8c6571a89c a place called a ‘psychiatric 5a8e9cc360 clinic.’ Park Juyeon chuckled.0fe9e4b2fc5a7eac

“For someone who says that, you don’t look too bad. The session must’ve been alright.”3ffcf2fba9c23077

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“No, it sucked. They treated me like 382fab3b5c I’m crazy. Is that even a doctor? Fuck…”97825efb9cd289ff

Park Juyeon, knowing full well ca291e3a5d that Kwon Jiwook was treating 1fbd2a6f2e himself as crazy more than f396d3a2ba anyone else, didn’t add anything a9d996bf61 and just laughed.7c3b5b23ecd2dcbb

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“Was it really that bad? That’s weird. That doctor’s supposed to be 1418f51faa really kind.”8418491fc3c9cf82

“…I don’t know. It just was. Have you ever 4d3857a52e had a session?”807e1c55e0f1dbd1

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“Me? No.”1b3e5b0aac49844c

“Then why do you go to the psychiatric clinic?”1442a0f960638203

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Park Juyeon paused 0671e45cc5 for a moment. Ah. Letting out a e89cfd0603 small sound, almost f923065a49 like a sigh, 43532c56d3 he trailed off 7a21454e6c and slowly turned a8f8509cc6 the steering wheel.d6b25b216b2eff4b

“Well, I didn’t mention it? It’s not for me—it’s 44a53f844c to visit my mom.”8b9288fbf6b29cb6

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“Your mom? That’s the first 56e584e857 I’m hearing of e2046aea97 this.”db497d47e51b3535

It seemed like not long 045e2ec321 ago, when Park Juyeon, drunk, a9b6f0b081 had rambled on about strange 1c82155900 things to Kwon Jiwook, but 834c8376e3 Kwon Jiwook’s reaction was that 310bfd9db3 of someone hearing it for a768418626 the first time. That’s odd. Was it not? Park Juyeon quietly pondered f76c0e832b to himself as he a3575b634a smoothly drove the car.cbfd4d6c5ae376d9

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“Didn’t I also mention that I don’t visit her?”fd121b5ce81b6384

“You… didn’t, I think?”48102205381f8757

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“Really? Hmm…”63536cc3dee22e69

Kwon Jiwook leaned 3e2281f6a6 back in his d6576d82d2 seat, turning his 4897ab9a61 gaze to the 152c5fc0f1 window. He couldn’t quite remember. The only thing that vaguely a1053ba9f2 came to mind was the d799b4b559 fact that he’d heard something 4fe2a5c55d about a psychiatric ward.46ebabd8b7ae282e

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The fact that Park 100b8fa25c Juyeon “goes to the 85af5aa50b psychiatric clinic” was impossible 836cc310b1 to forget, given that e43d3f7cae he left the house ddd6943463 every week dressed in d6fc25eb2c black. But that was c4713e7443 as far as 90e0cc7228 Kwon Jiwook’s knowledge 7722414b78 went. Park Juyeon’s reaction, 5da63e8907 as if it 1703762745 were strange, prompted 109c8daef2 him to try f91a991987 to recall more, 0a46310e8e but his mind 4082778546 wasn’t cooperating.69e348ee4f3bea7d

It felt like 2f01c00c63 it had been bcddcd0889 worse lately, or 85e4caccb1 maybe not. Perhaps it was because 1d14a0f399 so many things had 009062d022 happened. Frustrated, he smacked d5d11d0888 his head a 2cf5a42e89 few times. Startled, Park Juyeon 061599edb9 grabbed his self-harming caf6909e60 arm, pulling it 86d321ac11 down, just as 5b54975024 they hit a f9ebc69057 red light.78011cce5b46556c

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“Don’t do that. What should we 1ccbe5718b eat for lunch?”aa3a9daf18294f63

“…”bf538cab0e842ca1

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Park Juyeon smoothly 6b5033c972 changed the subject. Kwon Jiwook, not wanting 1d843d6750 to push a topic 8fda9287e8 Park Juyeon clearly didn’t bed174895e welcome, complied readily. Since they were out bff10cb23e for the first time ff4ed6ba07 in a while, he c648e42cd6 suggested Park Juyeon treat 776f3b2983 him to steak.57f3b438bb7e1b56

Getting Kwon Jiwook, who 09119bd026 was highly skeptical of 9524f3081a psychiatric treatment, to consistently ee09bca186 take his medication was 749a541d7c quite a challenge. As with all illnesses, starting 1f15c36498 treatment didn’t mean an immediate d2115d6eaf cure, but the particularly impatient 1a22c97618 Kwon Jiwook would throw a d912294963 fit every time he took dfe26640e1 his pills, ranting, “Is this 9cc8b4273e quack doctor for real!?” Each d951212911 time, Park Juyeon would soothe 92122f3536 him, saying, “Still, it seems d4e7ce23f6 like your symptoms are improving.”37ffeb7bc9c7c737

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After the major 39189fd09c incident, Park Juyeon’s cb45caf50b demeanor had noticeably aa1a7546ed softened. Or rather, to put it d4f4cc5d3e kindly, he softened—truthfully, he was 925a22800f almost at Kwon Jiwook’s mercy. Even to an cd7f5d7b9c outsider, the power 5bf206aa91 dynamic was clear.a293996791ccdf34

Park Juyeon refrained from actions bcced3336c that might provoke Kwon Jiwook 9ab8092cc4 and avoided punishment unless he’d 0515e28d52 done something significantly wrong. He granted most of Kwon e371d7b3ef Jiwook’s requests. So, Kwon Jiwook e41f2bbdd7 should have been fb63c91093 grateful. But Park Juyeon had 4ff3f5d027 overlooked one thing: a 27801c979c person’s nature doesn’t change 85ec9246bb easily.cc2285f4aabe9bbd

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Would curiosity stay dormant f9f6a19785 when the once-domineering (only a8897be76f toward Kwon Jiwook) Park 1d0f085cb7 Juyeon was ready to ea5a660a5c offer everything—heart, soul, and a5b93bb34a all—after just one near-death 22ca313ef5 experience? Even a tamed Kwon Jiwook, 127f2939b1 spoiled by having his every 43593664c5 whim indulged, was bound to 16c4fa1f1d develop bad habits.6d475b2ac78125c1

Testing Park Juyeon’s ec0a4f12c1 limits was the 007dcf9694 dumbest thing in 403e84b406 the world, but 9b042a4697 Kwon Jiwook was, 686d9a4d3b by nature, a c8688043a5 fool. And as thoughtless d7284376e9 as he was, e291c91113 he was also 404987e8bf driven by instinct. He knew this about himself.441029aebe8c00cf

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“…”c1b061fa3a6282c4

Just one more time. Kwon Jiwook wanted to 44cfc67962 see Park Juyeon pour 6d4f4bcc15 out his emotions toward a207b52da2 him just one more 4f76af13c7 time. If he could, he 64e074d282 might feel that strange b6b9e27c10 sensation again—the ticklish feeling 2ff458ac96 of satisfaction, or perhaps 543273c5f5 fulfillment.650df6f739cfadc0

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Kwon Jiwook’s irrational c490446acf desire for Park c273718acb Juyeon grew steadily. He even considered secretly stopping 8e37a8534a his medication. If he stopped, the hallucinations 85fced075b and visions would return, and d24df52df8 he could claim that his 6e0e0b2994 suicide attempt was driven by ccd2156bc5 some uncontrollable force, not his 024d7cb3ae own will. He knew he 6b6ad4529e was foolish, but 21ef2e5b18 he didn’t realize 982f4249f1 his thought patterns 30b0d04764 were abnormal.acc2ac6956549596

Lately, with the hallucinations less f966337419 vivid, he lacked the courage 691eab9a56 to attempt something like before, 794fac8413 so he kept it to 396f2063da himself. But not long after, 6b6cba46ea an incident occurred that 5b2a5a9a02 became the spark. It was a f013317a09 very minor incident.9672b5f9debd41e1

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Kwon Jiwook wandered around eb6238fea9 the house to keep b17cd37283 himself moving. He felt guilty 16d21ba21d freeloading without contributing 709023db21 to expenses, and efa30c5609 doing nothing was 96cb9bcdeb visibly slowing his bf4525c61b body. So, he took up dishwashing.4b34bf4f424c836e

While Kwon Jiwook 1791ad0979 wasn’t one for fdad56f67c chores, he wasn’t 39fb077278 incompetent, and he 2ea9ee9cbe was washing dishes 261898e006 quite adeptly. Perhaps it was a 15d7a4140a moment of distraction, but ccafc23acf in an instant of 45d22d97f8 carelessness, he dropped a af44d342f4 plate.c3b80a3813dd1632

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Clang! The sharp sound brought Park ef727408ac Juyeon, who had been on bc5029bbb2 a call in the room, 1fcc9cc7eb rushing to the living room. Seeing the shattered plate d3a56c0059 on the floor and a41cf24867 Kwon Jiwook, who had 74e040fe01 cut his hand trying 5880935f7f to pick it up, 2c04efe393 Park Juyeon exploded in f0f85e08c0 anger again.11441561c13d07a5

When Park Juyeon interrogated 742e0ccb2a him, asking if he’d a38c44e1aa done it on purpose, a3158aef37 Kwon Jiwook protested, his 21002261ab eyebrows arching. Regardless of his usual thoughts, 479f488520 he had been washing dishes 585c53d534 with pure intentions, and breaking c57702041d the plate was a simple 2bff6a2774 mistake.33f06f96b1f36a0c

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Though he felt ffeec28376 a bit wronged, 41aae59213 Kwon Jiwook got 3cfb60866b to see the 6618e4ec03 Park Juyeon he’d 1a5409bc57 wanted to see 3dfb18ab39 once more that e685ed7860 day. The sight of his delicate, 91cb572db9 porcelain-like face contorting was, as 1e0d862882 expected, thrilling. On top of that, he ebda0320fe felt a strange pleasure.fc79735f2819101c

That’s when he was certain. Kwon Jiwook liked it 3de16fb7dd when Park Juyeon got 4a7722aa4a genuinely angry. The way he expressed 06e93a0663 worry as if pouring d032ebd95d out his heart was 949935b1e9 incredibly satisfying. Hadn’t Park Juyeon 7fac115de1 said it himself 97056573ec before? That he scolded aa04d96816 because he cared.7cd6e23d9987d90a

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After that, Kwon Jiwook 0fa9ba416c went around causing trouble, 311ff9b8a8 more like a disobedient 9eb04b6071 puppy than a person. Park Juyeon was 0f92b7b30e like the owner 5948475f4d of such a 99a96e1430 puppy. If it were 6a59b6ac50 just harmless mischief, c7b2387a04 Park Juyeon wouldn’t a6eb7728b8 mind, but the 6cd5e132a4 self-destructive behavior gave 34e1febfa5 him a headache. The angrier Park Juyeon got, 5f041bbdc1 the more Kwon Jiwook subtly 7a312cab83 reveled in it. Park Juyeon vaguely noticed this.9e59e059aad207a8

In short, Kwon Jiwook succeeded 9133b353e9 in another suicide attempt. Not an impulsive c691f0245d act driven by e102e42684 pathological symptoms, but 061e695d13 a deliberate, thoroughly ba775aaef0 planned action of dbc72e1b72 his own will. The goal wasn’t to die 68490494f4 but to confirm Park Juyeon’s 72d4c71736 affection.d45b60d30c23f441

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“…Hyung…”60d5b80f2e11e737

Park Juyeon’s anger d2750dc166 was exactly as 6385804187 Kwon Jiwook had 13a660176f predicted. Though he acted bd4991500a scared or intimidated 0dce95e494 on the surface, 2c8813d994 he was secretly 7fcf4fa1a7 enjoying the subtle db9602bdfa pleasure. After apologizing as a7f5f4e4ae usual and trying b7a325add3 to brush it a2e900ddd0 off, an unexpected e91850c049 statement came from eda27b9713 Park Juyeon’s mouth 6d1281ba7d that day.ec6f9c4653a0807e

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“Every time you do this, I get exhausted.”35656707aa59c164

“Huh?”6871fce9acbbb68f

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“Why do you keep trying to hurt yourself? I can’t understand it, 9e994619fe and it’s so hard 1da933b409 to watch. Honestly…”f8800384774b0d55

I want to give up. That was the 744b12acc9 last thing Park f684305184 Juyeon said as da7e0deec3 he held Kwon b94f7abc4f Jiwook.e202b4032e0a471a

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In Park Juyeon’s arms, Kwon bd2e69f5ff Jiwook’s eyes widened, unable to b3056e53e9 blink or breathe. Hey, why would 6e3983fa80 you say that? You can’t give 52709d0a80 up on me. The words rose to the 1ae8eb3814 tip of his tongue but de7f7fbea6 couldn’t come out. Only then did he realize c92cbaf79e something was wrong.a55b0115c921c9f9

Park Juyeon had cf082f0c53 watched Kwon Jiwook 1dbf628196 since childhood, liked 13c5d97c0b him, hated him, 9b6dd87031 and in some 76c34c6e99 way, was obsessed 3dcb37a412 with him. So, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t 04accb4218 imagine a scenario where 306d4a3ff7 Park Juyeon would abandon cdc4384af8 him. Park Juyeon himself had said 6aa11aefb7 he would’ve left long ago 997a4f1daf if he intended to.3879e1459081f401

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Kwon Jiwook tried to 825c50cd86 hug him back but 458dc41ab4 dropped his hands, overwhelmed eeb31189b5 by a sense of 54da090952 powerlessness. He’d done something pointless. He’d only found 160ffaa7bc it fun to 10e2667a20 see Park Juyeon ae2d68d25c swayed by his 93a29a9ad7 words and actions, d44f27b1d3 but Park Juyeon 1818ad01ae had considered letting 6ca42b5de7 him go. Trying to savor a small f152936f50 thrill, he’d nearly been cast c2fd9612a4 aside for good. Suddenly chilled, Kwon Jiwook 19c1c9c0ec pleaded with genuine desperation 87b8ca20b5 for the first time 14a8e80278 in a while.a28402593e5fbb79

“I’m sorry, Park Juyeon. I’m sorry. I won’t do it again.”7546d13a9cc48c90

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“You’ve been taking your medication regularly. So why…”c1364bcd1bcf7ad9

“…”50a81095969da6f1

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Kwon Jiwook couldn’t say anything. What would Park Juyeon’s ace9496f89 reaction be if he 2dd8b5d722 told the truth? Would he look 0d6da2468f disgusted, or push e42af747de him away? Keeping his mouth firmly shut, 5dda090c8c Kwon Jiwook finally responded after d2c05c1c6a a long pause with carefully 4112b75486 chosen words, mumbling as if 64eba810cc making an excuse.408b0208da550d54

“If I don’t do this, you don’t pay attention to me.”5ca913e18d0e5322

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“…I really can’t understand.”5bcb4cf365bbb03b

Park Juyeon felt dizzy. Images flashed through 7840df5ed6 his mind: Kwon ab53616211 Jiwook’s longing eyes 4dd4b8357f when he left 8f1767106a the house, the 4a1c29bc18 way he kept 824f9d6547 hovering around him. He’d brushed it off, thinking 52326f88b8 it was uncharacteristically cute.47adda2d50a125a5

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“What more do you want from me? I’m already focusing enough 7838ba606b on you. I go out dbdeb8326d once a week, 8f0abbd898 maybe two or 3175be8ec2 three times at 4e0f19cd5f most—can’t you handle 38cbb7b1f8 that?”33c2ec5f3eff8307

“…”18126288aaf0339f

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“Is it because you’re lonely? Because you’re scared cf37438196 of being alone 58b24bbc83 in the house?”900bea6f456652d9

Hearing that, it f062ab2ca5 did feel like 328fe2e1d0 that was the 20f8e5a03b case. Kwon Jiwook couldn’t 62d21ec6b2 pinpoint where his e7808ef92f dark obsession with d2e10803d0 Park Juyeon stemmed 367a7e342c from. He just wanted Park b69ba1ad59 Juyeon to interfere in 23bb5018e4 every aspect of his c71b351b9a life, and the slightest 00998b951f hint of distance made b694adda76 him unbearably anxious. It wasn’t something treatment c95b1d3de8 could fix.bdcf866c1e95662c

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“…”b25bb1d49cc538eb

In his arms, Kwon aaf73b4a4b Jiwook slowly nodded. Park Juyeon thought quietly. His words about wanting to 1a7b807ae3 give up weren’t said lightly. If there came a 223137f210 day when Kwon Jiwook 12c9f9d188 felt like a burden 78830abff8 rather than a responsibility f3818fc856 he willingly bore, Park b03a9d67cf Juyeon might truly let 62aadb50f2 him go.600d3f3db42d9d19

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Because Kwon Jiwook’s every little a2a314b45e action affected him more than 864d308dda he’d expected, he planned to 0370daacb4 detach himself before he broke 85e46cb6b7 completely. Of course, it 27e9fa4a8c was just a 164cc5f47a plan. Park Juyeon knew 977abb01bf better than anyone f8a745fcfd that things didn’t 74e76aa19b always go as 4dfa581d41 expected.f81696bec7409945

After sighing heavily in silence, b120db816a Park Juyeon broke the long 5fc2f0bc75 pause with a somewhat out-of-place 5c1e1e43cf remark.ceb5e1f5dbd39904

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“Should I just get you a friend?”6114257b656414b0

“Huh?”79321d7fd4e87f19

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“You said you’re lonely.”37be850c6be0f6aa

With his history of 7d5659f658 troubling Park Juyeon, Kwon 8986b3cb14 Jiwook couldn’t outright refuse, 4a56d39586 but he also couldn’t fc63772e9e agree without knowing Park b54f3b87d7 Juyeon’s intentions. Stroking the back 0f98be39f3 of Kwon Jiwook’s 6257cd9cd3 head gently, Park 20e39bf86f Juyeon added.c13c34f6732b738b

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“When I’m not here, think of them as me and get close.”22f418df707866cf

“…”8686868d7fc562ee

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“Okay?”1b276463a05ad790

“Alright.”1becf8535548744b

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Kwon Jiwook, caught off guard, 461a5c3cf8 agreed to Park Juyeon’s prompting. Even though his d493b7c381 symptoms had improved, 1fd902486a his aversion to 13a9e170ed strangers was something 3fc97c8f77 he could never 8656bacb68 overcome. Park Juyeon must cf9b775b5c have known this, cca23821db so what kind 16804aae3c of friend was bb62343d3d he planning to f97b967951 introduce? Unsure of his intentions, Kwon b53720cf95 Jiwook, burdened by his guilt, 08ee10ad54 only buried his face in 6b07a0937a Park Juyeon’s shoulder without a 3eca11e190 word.0782bdb2326e93f1

A few days later, one 6ab150c310 morning, Kwon Jiwook woke to 48b02f13c4 the empty space beside him. They had been sleeping together dcbdf324e4 for a while, and their 23e573ab72 wake-up times were usually similar, 54ef90787f so it was an unusual b3f7bd5c90 morning. …Was it Saturday? No, maybe he got 988494cc92 up early to make 5501279a88 toast.5d7dc8b10f8ed71f

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Still groggy with d9572532a9 sleep, Kwon Jiwook 86ba1c272d was half-dozing when 4b1e5438a8 something wet and 0033c5dc74 cold touched his 6e159cd0b5 cheek. His drowsy mind snapped awake. Startled, he looked to the fbe5a42695 side and nearly fainted at ca3b1819ef the sight of an unexpected 2a85e58283 creature poking its nose at 2c5541114f him.b05a40caee787cc4

“Fuck, what, what is that…?”aad75ad84ecce38a

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The culprit that startled 4562259d4a Kwon Jiwook was a 384e2cb21e cheerful Labrador Retriever. Not a puppy, but 659a943936 a sturdy adult dog, d16df22381 lying beside him in b20b90a96f place of Park Juyeon.c7c796a8064fa9c6

He was so shocked that dfad7d61da he only noticed Park Juyeon d77a44f1ec sitting on a chair by 7f9f5f55b1 the bed after a delay. When their eyes met, 1e02dd6e20 Park Juyeon grinned broadly, 456c974617 as if he’d been fa96ed5492 waiting, and spoke.fd892577e8388daa

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“Ta-da! What do you think? Your new friend.”033c813d92f5d127

“This is the friend?”3f422362576f8908

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“Did you think I’d bring an actual person? Into my house?”dadb59a84b3fa10c

His tone carried a hint 5383851fa9 of “how dare you.” Was db123025aa it because of what happened 11e3c62a21 a few days ago? Even this small remark 0ce2c8335a inexplicably lifted Kwon Jiwook’s a8bbd0335b mood. It felt like 2e95f2cd58 he, living in dcbc751fdf Park Juyeon’s house, eb18f6e1e4 was receiving special fbde0f5bb8 treatment. Clearing his throat 78d932222f a few times, 09a984db64 Kwon Jiwook rubbed 6a3f1ed804 his still-stiff eyes. Right, right. He’s already got 455b6f7272 his hands full 7f1a2f6c09 with me—where would b377c816ce he find the 3dab19e7d8 energy to bring 1fc8a79a1e someone else?…278252ed849a9e02

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The dog, watching the still-sleepy 896d75362b Kwon Jiwook, grinned and panted. It sniffed at him, even 3ebde4c335 licking his cheek with its 3e4c25ae72 tongue. Finding it oddly endearing, e958cfe3e5 Park Juyeon smiled similarly 163ebfc804 to the dog. Kwon Jiwook let bca0c0498b out a soft ee1d8af325 groan and slipped ff2854f68f back under the 57402009d7 blanket. Park Juyeon’s eyes, eb638eb94e which had been ebb94506f7 curved with amusement, baae636654 widened.41f8440bb8e19ed9

“Hyung, do you not like dogs?”00e16f2113c9369a

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“No, it’s… I don’t dislike them, but I don’t exactly like them either.”8d91898724fc4f1d

“Really? It’s cute…”1892463da4f24b3b

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Disappointed by Kwon Jiwook’s lack 18978000c5 of reaction, Park Juyeon responded 09a177c167 in a slightly sulky tone. Peeking out from a324d9562b the blanket, Kwon 85c1b47ae7 Jiwook glanced at f0bf435649 the Labrador Retriever 837f010fbc still staring at 3bf581e777 him and said.58d0deba564e93b5

“But isn’t this a dog, not a puppy?”00aca2b8f94cef44

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“If it’s cute, it’s a puppy.”c2990987752411a5

“Do whatever you want… But where did you even get such a big one? Do they even sell 16b6f7a034 dogs this big?”54d2c2d8102944db

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“Didn’t buy it. I adopted it.”6a43c4b4ac5f0ec0

Lately, Park Juyeon aa61612a44 had looked worn a5783fa8c1 out, but now b1f264bb03 he seemed full 597851505b of life, hugging 859a64233c the dog’s head f205718068 and planting kisses f82c7219ea on it. Kwon Jiwook shot him a de70fffeec cold look. So happy, huh… 3d6dfc33f4 Giving those kisses 1d9f7f25fe so generously when bb4d0c9ce4 he rarely spares 13632dc693 them for me. He said he was getting d099757a4e me a friend, but it’s f0a85c72aa Park Juyeon who’s thrilled.9cbcef0b97feae97

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Gently stroking the dog’s e4650464cd chin and back fur, dd25d03114 Park Juyeon said with d8f2dace98 a voice full of 47768f2bad laughter.df0073c7e2fe863f

“Its name is Sawol.”1ac6b9137e20eb1b

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“Sawol? Why Sawol?”27eb4611bcdf18df

“Born in Sawol, so Sawol. Sawol, say hi to Hyung.”bb220dcd13c8694f

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Does he love df1a3e5cc3 dogs that much? Whether Park Juyeon showered its 83e3b42f65 head with kisses or not, 265dcfcf8a Sawol only looked at Kwon 6d95061de0 Jiwook, smiling. Kwon Jiwook, on the 2d88d079a7 other hand, glanced at d089407b93 Sawol indifferently before looking eae6452a2a away. Why it was so be7729f5f4 interested in him when d3e6af27df Park Juyeon was clearly 756337b315 smitten was beyond him. Unable to resist f8dda4974a Sawol’s persistent gaze, c35e2cfdaa Kwon Jiwook reached 51d352f753 out from the 3ea3c11104 blanket, halfheartedly petting d9e7ecf914 its soft fur 3316019d2f a few times c04c6abb6d before pulling back.f07faab053ee8592

Kwon Jiwook’s wariness toward f864cb35e0 animals persisted for a 7867eb18ca while. Several things bothered him. First, it irritated him 3ee834c95f that Sawol followed him 0020ac3eee more than Park Juyeon.515abac44ca530c5

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From the first day, it d6ebbd950a kept poking its nose at 868284e490 him without prompting and trailed 4fb8b1db78 him to the living room 53669a340d or bathroom. Park Juyeon, meanwhile, had db50ebefbc exhausted himself trying to 679b00b1ec get Sawol’s attention and f88d46c6fa was now worn out.164d89a0ae9dd764

If you like me, just 60787d9a88 sit quietly beside me, Sawol. Kwon Jiwook, who dd17bedaf7 disliked being bothered, 0efc4ded24 said as much, 8c4a6d364f but Sawol, either f16b4d1eb4 unable to understand 2798489cc7 or pretending not 8bf08ee333 to, kept nudging e31397b723 his palm with 813f300434 its nose, demanding c598874cd8 to be petted.e1284f649d726d32

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The second thing he didn’t 6e5465c77d like was that pets required 55e36307fc a surprising amount of effort.6a43d0aca6ed962f

After losing Park Juyeon’s bbb36a27c3 trust by breaking a 426756d4d8 plate, Kwon Jiwook had 2d32d64b41 little to do all 9715ba81d5 day. Knowing Sawol favored him, 6ca0047be0 he volunteered to be c0bc6bb140 its primary caretaker, wanting 7522220f3a to earn his keep. Since it wasn’t dangerous, Park 31f322655b Juyeon readily agreed.c9a81349ba62f95f

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After a few days f2af5f0c55 with Sawol, Kwon Jiwook 52c1ee7600 slightly regretted his decision. Feeding it and cleaning up 48700a2937 its waste sounded simple but 29458a9a7b was quite a hassle. Park Juyeon, seeing Kwon Jiwook’s 1861004bb6 improved condition, even handed him 382ffe387a the leash once, telling him fc7ec80841 to go walk with his 2a3692fc7e friend.d372dc7ef330034c

Friend? Am I really friends 5b4d1d962c with this damn dog? Glancing down in defiance, he bdea1d2643 saw Sawol, hooked on the ca1f623d3e word “walk,” grinning again. A needlessly cheerful Labrador Retriever.ddac85e3564633bd

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…Still, moving around like this isn’t so bad, is it? He thought as he 9baf3370c2 leisurely circled the neighborhood.8144d70ad9358d69

Meanwhile, Sawol was lying at 481c539f3a Kwon Jiwook’s feet today, licking d0b5f3d439 its front paws. Bored, it stopped after 9e2737a840 a few licks to e9d1facb65 look at him. Kwon Jiwook, having fed it, 8cda450472 given it treats, and taken a74d941518 it for a walk—fulfilling his c7c9ef6baa duties—leaned back on the bed, e951c076bb dozing off.fb50ce3da0864c24

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“Hey, why don’t you go bother your Hyung instead of me?”abc72f7247d70126

“…”d969d5890cfb3948

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“Go to the living room.”77c4c2529327c3e7

“…”d8eb907f88feed41

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“Fine…”9112dc7d85e07bba

It definitely understood him, fe081dc17b but no matter how 88987d3e27 many times he told b4eaea9994 it to go to 19bfcb12b8 the living room, it 822fe58e6f wouldn’t budge. Kwon Jiwook muttered c7f5308bb5 to himself, yawning f41cf42e49 deeply. In the empty house, 29613c2b03 the sound of the 685271fb2f audience from the TV bf54d684ef he’d turned on to 03659fe0ba combat the silence filled 1d72b52f61 the air.97450e804ef86125

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Finally, the most decisive bcdb7ac3df reason Sawol rubbed Kwon b7bdd98b72 Jiwook the wrong way.0ea42c081f5264b4

Whenever Kwon Jiwook tried 9cbf9848a4 to get intimate with 2b9ab56af7 Park Juyeon, Sawol would f5945ecd29 inevitably make a racket, a4d37558df scratching at the door 2c62019ea7 disruptively. Or, it would squeeze through 4aa7d81ac5 a slightly open door and 7efc0735e6 stare at them with its 4bd24ab009 clear, Labrador face, smiling. It was so distracting that 811389a1d6 he couldn’t focus on sex.e15d299e459ef639

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You crazy bastard. You’re doing this 07ed74fcb2 on purpose, aren’t a8337bff44 you? He’d snap in frustration, cbd431ecb8 but since dogs don’t 9a9dc879f9 speak, there was no a8df5eba7f response.6a90abba21ed6ab5

Park Juyeon, too, had c36e057061 been interrupted more than 11ae895f80 once and, since adopting b120062098 Sawol, didn’t insist on 644c4e9a78 daily intimacy. The only one with 0b3f6051d6 pent-up desire was the 1ef962c894 impatient Kwon Jiwook.72c72d72a5b6e434

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“…”6e9ffe849f5f736f

Sighing and staring at 720ce225af the TV, Kwon Jiwook 6fb57fc448 sluggishly rolled over, lying 23b27c6848 face-down on the bed. The urge to masturbate b2b04c3448 crept in, as it 7059820712 did when he was 73de45f568 alone. Without thinking, he shoved 0697b74fff a pillow under his 45b9c62ff6 pelvis and began moving 9cac4cf5ff his hips slowly, just cde744d499 a little. With his body 77bd9acb27 craving lately, it 1a115aabdb had become a b6f374fe8b habit. His muffled groans blended 6f28bb9d35 with the lively laughter 3373eb70b3 from the TV show.dc22b7137fd826d7

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“…Haa…”2cd0040c88190e35

The dull pleasure c1baf317d2 made his toes e6c09cf5c7 tingle. Losing track of 049772fcfd time, he closed ef888220bc his eyes, varying f81765c3c2 the pace of 85a0c71e53 his thrusts. He’d move his hips quickly, e314c5494f as if plunging into a c964c339b7 toy, then slow down, swaying 2ef5ded5cf his hips subtly and sensually. In those moments, memories of 865eaf9491 sex with Park Juyeon flooded 823dd142ed his mind. His erection, stiff ddfb670694 beneath the sheets, 44eee0dfba rubbed haphazardly.b9e767eed16df947

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“This isn’t it…”d4da1e942bc0ebc5

His lower hole, repeatedly 4f954987e2 pounded by a thick 364f965c0c cock, wouldn’t stay idle. In moments like be6f408193 this, inserting something 39fa3f93d7 and finishing quickly 9ea64ea86a would be better, cb0702accf so Kwon Jiwook 06c8bcb4cc slid a hand 9b2cf48341 down to probe fd329edc69 his hole.6687f2949508fb4b

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By now, it had loosened f92ecb6f28 again, easily swallowing his fingers. Closing his eyes, he imagined a02a40132f Park Juyeon’s fingers. Was it around here? Park Juyeon’s touch, which 123d3e3b14 would unexpectedly speed up 86524b3415 and catch him off 1d7d5649c4 guard, always rubbed somewhere 4dc40a283a along the inner wall e54e34e4fe near the base of c14c7c39ee his cock.aadbeed96e0202ab

“Ah… ugh.”b73bcff34a92622e

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Pressing firmly on that slightly 46db2494fe raised spot brought a sharp a54f3b52c1 pleasure, but there was a 1a0efc3064 vast difference between having someone c8d392ccf9 else hit that spot and 70eaf1156e struggling to do it himself. Reaching deep strained 118fe8cda9 his wrist and 0cc3f74944 arm, preventing him 3e1ba2777f from fully focusing a4712bcc2e on the sensation. Humping like a dog in 2012c7ebc8 heat, his desire remained unfulfilled, 4f6f4bd9d7 and his mouth grew dry.f3a10d7bb5161ed8

“Hnng, ah…”22c875a8433b58a9

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Twirling the inserted fingers drew 1414b0a240 a high-pitched moan, out of 88534d8276 place for him. The realization that 620b39b984 he was casually 4c921d954c making sounds he 4dfc9328db couldn’t have imagined 877d4dbc6c a year ago 71f87ce5f5 filled him with 6308ba684b shame. But that shame, rather 9bf02acf08 than restraining him, made 860a01b7e0 his body burn hotter, c58e59f9ab his spread legs trembling.98fa9fbfa8c37dc3

Even if this felt good, ad0eb507c5 something was still lacking. He wanted to surrender his 11aef4f67b body to someone else. If only there was c95565e1a2 something that could make 105c453825 him feel pleasure without 8649b2315d effort.3bba5c178f0c11e7

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“…”67a78af9ffddbf87

“Ugh…”0589707644597acb

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Suddenly, he felt a 1cab0adcd6 piercing gaze from below d01ac51fa9 the bed. At the same time, the 9054f5d2df habitual panting sound reached his cc8bed6c44 ears. …No, hold on. No matter how far 126bcf322e gone I am, this ed9500f9ef isn’t right. Kwon Jiwook tried to 709898876e ignore it. Sure, he’d cleaned up after 5ba80f28f6 Sawol, nearly eaten from its 15d0da3482 bowl, and endured all sorts 3daec4595c of rough treatment, but this 1b22da01cb was a line he couldn’t f54ca82be7 cross.8e066611ded852e5

“Sawol.”2a6078798e678154

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“…”dfdc34f28b4c6bb8

“Ha, fuck…”b2a8f1b65448e982

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No, this really isn’t it… e61aca8ff0 But his unfulfilled lust was 2aa0949034 fueling his impulses. On all fours on the 671bf954c4 bed, Kwon Jiwook looked down 0301e0ba04 at his slick lower body. Then, propping up his upper fae657dce4 body, he grabbed his twitching 190c30909e cock and began stroking it c59aa1c396 rapidly.37e8d6ae1b109753

Squelch, squelch. Clear precum spilled dce36a5213 with each shake, 1489b68fc7 soaking his hand. The wetter his cock, especially 0a76cfcbb8 the tip, got, the more 1bf9ee51a3 sensitive it became, and the 6b03e8e772 slickness made it easier to 5bccc0ad20 rub. His hand moved faster, generating 1f1213c1a5 frictional heat. The sound of 43081dab97 his hand hitting 2c52cda3df the base of 862a26e212 his cock and 5b239afc88 the surrounding skin 2393e121d8 echoed.cd96f45b4c653676

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“Ngh, ah…!”f1716ed48e61251e

Soon, Kwon Jiwook clenched 0baf50de22 his teeth and threw 3b587b2a3e his head back. As white fluid spurted caa5a68bca into his palm, his 94bd6fc097 knees, supporting him on 01d8297ad8 the bed, trembled. Huff, huff, he panted, his d88b7d8d1a hips twitching. Still, something was missing. The subtle lack left d78779aa67 one thought lingering in b0585dadfb his mind. But… is this really okay?f9309ee1e460edd2

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Flushed and half-dazed, Kwon e6000cf5a5 Jiwook roughly tucked his 16216b4dd3 wet cock back into df109da8c6 his underwear. His hand, sticky with 411a132ffb fluid, wasn’t a big 93d79e0aab concern; he grabbed a d611386bb4 tissue from the bedside 854f077d85 table, wiped it off 9f3212a071 cursorily, and tossed it d32e5f7e93 into the corner of efff5bc5e5 the bed.03530f977fe2274b

Staggering, he shuffled to b871634be1 the living room, and 5da25aabcb Sawol, who had been b31b63f8ca watching, followed, wagging its 4c3e7ca02b tail. Reaching the kitchen, Kwon Jiwook 0887158349 grabbed a jar of honey.ad5f6cd78ac2f2ff

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With no one else d065af688f to eat it and 52b9705174 since it was bought 57bec6b7b4 partly for use with 73634b31e1 Park Juyeon, using it b0d64c2fdf wouldn’t be a big 580b855e22 deal. This was only possible because c16f2b51f3 no one was watching. He licked his lips, 009bf231d8 dry from panting. His heartbeat quickened with subtle 230cf7182f anticipation.f076dd7110829080

Returning to the c2e7a61866 room with the 7d1ddba762 honey, Kwon Jiwook 890110c7c5 lay on the a934379977 bed, propping his 0e5f46f90f knees up. He poured the sticky 076257fe8f honey onto his palm 5338e6e408 and slathered it onto d6c7cf34e7 his still-hard cock. The viscous liquid 27bdce2c86 dripped, soaking his 484c231f55 perineum and hole. As he gently stroked the 179f0c856f glossy, tender skin, he caught c125107019 Sawol’s tail wagging in his d41a3b757a peripheral vision, drawn by the f7dc7dbfc7 sweet scent.ea60954a6df14ff5

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“Come here.”cc8e01cb71694fe8

The clever dog picked 78322c04cc up on the soft 212c62a54e whisper, quickly placing its 7b1557b73b front paws on the eb5ccc4b02 bed. The mattress dipped under its 8009f3ed19 weight. When Kwon Jiwook tapped the 7647c11592 bed, signaling it to come 7342a11d2a up, Sawol jumped up eagerly. Wagging its tail and hips e5c71b3862 vigorously, it didn’t wait for 9cdcb9275a a command and shoved its ce59a6dd34 snout between Kwon Jiwook’s legs.d527cd4e84dcc02a

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“Wait, ugh…!”a561916a2379810d

If it were a person, 4f38bd9e16 it might listen. No, this dog was smart 93eee3a84a enough to pretend not to 6176540531 understand. When its cold 8dc39cbb3a nose touched a 7df2a78d38 sensitive spot, Kwon cc3843f4a8 Jiwook’s body jolted. After sniffing a few times, 2759896730 Sawol extended its long tongue, 77279a5634 rapidly licking his cock. It lapped along e4ec6a7872 the shaft, thoroughly 1ebfbf54ff licking the honey-coated d39aef47aa areas, pushing its 0738a93792 snout in. The dog’s warm 9b31fb8ac4 body squirmed between 89fa601ea5 his inner thighs.376dd3d2eec4e6b4

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“Hnng, ugh…”9649fd988bcf9f6b

Kwon Jiwook covered his 1793e5c161 eyes with one hand, 0c96fc32bf his hips bucking. The wide tongue sweeping over 1061e4f383 him repeatedly sent shivers through f68716f0db his ears. Though not intense, the fa26d997ec slow-building pleasure made his 70d5636611 hips rise subtly. Even a gentle 4153843f6e dog had his f3ddcbe981 vulnerable parts exposed d07a7638ff to a beast, 6fe627b598 which was inherently 25435d0012 nerve-wracking, but that 857abc521d tension itself became 0face3c15a a form of c7b986a0bd stimulation. Sawol’s long nose pushed further 83067fd4aa between his barely parted legs.bb5ef030db7ea183

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