EMP Chapter 39

Kwon Jiwook 408823d4d3 had a 4ca6aac0f5 dream again 0f2eb1fa72 today. It was a dream 0cd8c2e980 he rarely had, but beefd8353d after being discharged from 3af83a23fc the hospital, its frequency 59f0e8a291 increased, and now it 4e47b8d21a was a dream that 799da3d3d5 tormented him every night. Why did he describe cec8138b3a it as ‘tormenting’? Because the simple dream, 27b77d3de9 in which a young 3cb47a5c30 Park Juyeon wailed and 0877f455c1 spoke of revenge, gradually 566ee32cc6 began to veer off 9bf8ac746d course as the days 606c6e044d passed.70319b0a8c91e73c

It started when the 6db6a18b40 protagonist of the dream 784af6bcd4 shifted from Park Juyeon 3c3b835932 to Kwon Jiwook himself. At some point, it e81cf5d31c was Kwon Jiwook who 6f6268b864 was crying and clinging, 764783158e and it was Park fd1d575860 Juyeon who was tormenting 34202b1bf3 him. Up to that point, 3c2224496b the real Kwon Jiwook a3b647620b could accept it. It was frightening, but c3ba6c3101 it was fine. Because it 56c9cd30fa was Park 6ca1878cdb Juyeon. Because he 56e3707ce3 was the c1cbf799d1 only person c4db85723e whose infliction 5fefcdffdb of pain b1aae483cb Kwon Jiwook c4733bb855 could willingly 5e164fcff6 embrace.ceef6e83142f595c

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However, when ab714e9e7b faceless men b5e1c4239e began appearing e174b16da5 in the d0239f9113 dreams he 90d741f47e had every d2e40fad26 night without 5cba0205eb fail, Kwon 3f34b42282 Jiwook could 437a19085f no longer a556739a6a treat them 52aaca168d as mere 56eb207aa3 dreams. Though it 6f9b2a58f3 had been 291173fe56 quite some 6492d3a152 time since c7ff1eae08 his discharge, 266b17cab5 the events a9a456812d of that 1bfe7cd623 time replayed c7a9d87c77 vividly every 62c882bad1 night, leaving 9e6068ce79 him utterly f333eea8b9 exhausted even 52c60e2b5f after waking 942d5ea4c8 in the 01be51c88e morning. He hated the time e77ccbe8bf it took to distinguish d6d7327cf5 reality from dreams, the b9148f4a58 unpleasant sound of his 836566ab49 pounding heartbeat echoing in 81f85f7b30 his ears, and the 0c1efce9bc clammy cold sweat that 2cd517af49 soaked his body. These were e24d5e34d1 things he 44738e3d37 could never aa3a5dfcb6 get used 3f6d93b89d to.9d590f9b789f7d89

“…Ha.”537957166837fbf0

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“What’s with e3191fb5c7 the sigh?”5b8963f83909749d

“…It’s nothing.”8db5a61f203b8e2f

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But he couldn’t 329d247c4d easily confide in 8a68ed9ca5 Park Juyeon either. Since that day, Park 90ef41398b Juyeon had treated Kwon 983c347449 Jiwook with an even 351ee2514d more awkward demeanor than ad5e6d5580 before. In the past, no 8562d51fd0 matter how impure his 47b6eea0cc intentions might have been, a173cc856f Park Juyeon had often 4c556b8b4b smiled, teased, and even df06414a29 shown a certain charm.6f367dc1abecd55b

But now, cae461da89 he only 64015ec00e provided the 562c1005f5 bare minimum 0be3ad995f of care, 5751665dc2 avoided unnecessary 53fe471560 physical contact 8052b6d3a6 as much 6f5d3cf9a6 as possible, a0f866f2ae and kept ea5759558d boundaries so 560d31cb30 well it bbdb782fec was a f6fc6faf98 problem. It even felt 386feee09f businesslike. There was 4e8ca8879c no way ae79b09481 Kwon Jiwook af07d1aadf could expect 52b3308bff to hear dc68e7f949 anything reassuring 3237cfda72 by bringing c11a916a5d up nightmares 0d11986860 to someone 2e9ad5565c like that.a4918f65fa8133cf

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‘All that 1af5aaf4b6 talk about 686c1d5882 taking good 47cb31dc03 care of b6d2fb8ae5 me or 799c48dd2b whatever. He shouldn’t even bother 4d709e612d saying it.’83e93613ef78b52a

It was an 90107d6081 impudent thought. If Park Juyeon a930fd5e04 could read minds, 13cd1e8b4f Kwon Jiwook might 3b474522b0 have had to 69ef41a862 prostrate himself and 72c37ecdc1 offer his backside a4b27e9ead for a beating 1d1a521319 right then and 407bea7e59 there. But the dissatisfaction 9cb8bd8281 was real.db030082d67ea4dc

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Why did he talk d7e6e115f9 as if he’d accept 709e7f0399 everything and then do d673a2eaeb nothing? The recurring nightmares 28b38f582c were bad enough, 2bdd05d876 but the stress 2a48203e2f caused by Park 8718d5d7e3 Juyeon’s behavior was 632cd03e88 pushing Kwon Jiwook ce4a10660d to the brink, bbf6276b87 and his will a92fd3f2de to recover was fee27f8c9c waning day by 97168c3399 day.2fdad247b4d73ed9

The fractured ab8b88b4f2 bones had 4b19c6cd02 long since abcd12a534 healed, and e8e2ae5372 the tears d289099583 in his 6165e930cb lower orifices 7a0c62cfca and urethra 3c9c2fff3a had also c5063a7d79 mended quite 17bb580b44 some time 8c0d557fe0 ago. That was only 334509c7c6 natural, given that 78a3696c99 Park Juyeon hadn’t 31f5f97c69 touched him in e415345097 the meantime. But whether 8286a8f0d5 it was ef526ca031 a mental 0a6df7f69c issue or 6c1422eb44 simply a 757bd35f2d delusion that b901c0f261 his unhealed e205284451 wounds had 21db90b247 recovered, Kwon a494f232fa Jiwook couldn’t 0cc9ba6502 move his fbeabe2bf1 body properly.3eaa491f17979419

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When he a7d2c7557f tried to ab5bc8b6f6 walk, his 8b971a231d knees ached, f8e0312661 and even 0bb7b8ddd5 when he 7b63b880aa stayed still, 408c05bd39 the tips 57852d2f04 of his e4a7f1e582 limbs—especially his 9362935d59 hands—trembled faintly. His gait was noticeably a34283acdc limping at a glance. Being someone who f4d8c02e28 was exceptionally good 2d06caedb0 at being conscious 3770276544 of others, Kwon aa7ee69616 Jiwook grew irritated ea0848c9f1 daily with a 7cf7133682 body that wouldn’t a40651a51a obey him.00355d144436e841

In the early days 01059d44ca of his hospitalization, Kwon b43b6cb973 Jiwook was a bundle 22d39a5a17 of nerves. He hated 37bfe79d5b the sight ba1e0bce60 of himself 6e31b3c3f4 undergoing rehabilitation ed6de2b8a3 so much aa91cb8a2f that he 313de1f207 smashed mirrors 85485fc36e in secret f2a16dc75f from Park 6962afc5f8 Juyeon many 69aaaaa1e5 times. The fact that fd29de05e4 he was still de1c65dd9d alive and well fa288167b3 owed much to 83f3ffbe8b Park Juyeon, who 674f01a8d3 had witnessed the aed4db2657 situation early on 7f3be451de and quickly cleared d790281be0 away the mirror b196418be8 shards. Of course, a97e72dfcb even if 558b251f7b Park Juyeon 4bd7c7ce3a hadn’t intervened, 005219572a Kwon Jiwook cb06282a57 probably wouldn’t 085776a9bf have done 1bf9700994 anything. He had 50a2ebfe0e long been cc0509e768 consumed by 37f33fdea5 lethargy.29a817059652922d

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After much tribulation, 5613309a70 Kwon Jiwook was 6343b39b55 finally discharged and 7e7884c84d naturally ended up 877cccf897 staying at Park ac1558ad34 Juyeon’s house. There was no talk b1bb64ccc4 of moving to another 4fbce653c7 room, but new furniture fd1fccc261 appeared in the dark 1a8a6395d5 red room that had 90d3ef39d7 once felt empty despite c2902c8846 being lived in. The drawer that 21f9d56a4f held adult toys d9d53bd24b was pushed to 2abba2eee1 a corner, and 5506be529e a new bedside d8a3a122a3 table took its 171618d9e7 place next to 8f32b0f76b the bed. More normal items like f462a57285 a wardrobe and a 55b6ba83c0 TV were added as 744a9311f3 well.81418889eb1de573

Among them, 16066aea52 the thing 4afd21759b he liked 29144df47c most was b73fdcfa2d the clock. Just having a clock 377e4c692f made the stifling room, f45ef17708 with its single window, b4163060b8 feel a little better. Though, to be f88a982946 honest, it was df677029bc still just as 5b8c73b382 bleak.53d3468caa7f8e15

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Even now, nearly two 4d166ab9d1 months after his discharge, c3bb94d430 Park Juyeon would turn 1c55681af0 off the lights and 563f896e04 lock the door at bc8dffff1c night. It seemed 13447de9f5 he still e04dcbc3dc thought Kwon 167139b293 Jiwook might 61fb359001 try to 208bdcb04c escape. Once the door 55d7c74acf was locked from 4c79f73e75 the outside, it c450fd3165 wouldn’t open until e21e5d06e0 Park Juyeon woke f9d90f0dff up. Had being 31e664dc58 left alone 897e6f73d5 ever felt 973adc6006 this bitterly c9e5145517 unpleasant in fb5d8ad3d4 his life? Even when 83ff87d974 he was da7e696982 violated all 264958736c day in 22407d0ab4 that empty a4fabdc69e room in 1d356c7d11 the past, 8e91fa651e it hadn’t ace5d9d6a6 felt this 5b5a3ccaa4 lonely.0c79eca35a731277

“It’s midnight. Time to sleep already.”da7dec5aac7bdbf8

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“…You’re going to 1c17e1efb7 bed early again c59b34956c today…”65022b8d8aaba183

Kwon Jiwook mumbled under 7133160eea his breath, barely audible. Same as always. When it was fd16956b8c time to sleep, 41be955e3b Park Juyeon would 421c706e04 turn off the 8e1d7ff78b TV he’d left 87d5abed63 on and neatly 4781363d21 arrange the bedding 1a4735100c with a firm 5cb0c6b904 pat. When Kwon ace9c84410 Jiwook looked 6b3131c881 up at 55d50ae578 him, watching c478770368 how accustomed 9186b031bb he seemed 7d97cf7ba3 to caring b73d59e64d for someone, e17029da3f Park Juyeon 3b9069504d would look 20f5cdcaf2 down at eef847c632 him in 9d6306290a the same 859b9a2b96 quiet way.53609bd7fe60d281

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“You worked hard and f558fcfe52 stayed up late until 3f51def10a now, so go to b5490004f6 bed early from now fd82a2fcd8 on.”bb6abb8442ec7291

“Me? What hard work…”1f55ef0fcf147889

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“In the past, 96e507a4a8 I kept you 56c618962e up and tormented 9b248ad9c7 you, didn’t I?”01cb433345eb9d19

…Ah. That hard work. Kwon Jiwook nodded bdf08e84de with a rather d9cabf9c6f dazed expression, his 8b1c7acd74 mouth slightly agape. Had he d859a70af8 never considered 3ec5eeb4b6 those events 12c4b95950 as hard 3662044b6a work? But now 8cdd60580b that he 19837a98a2 thought about 52d54a8060 it, it 8c8ecfaff0 didn’t seem 9522db457f like such dc8a457443 tremendous suffering 6da6241175 either. His body 8972765df2 had been cffa301b43 pushed to f9bc937e72 its limits 081a07080b and hurt, 9d735a1100 but he’d c7dfe9370a climaxed each 97ff88d285 time, so a5ba129459 he could dbfa10fdb9 say he c0daf87ec7 enjoyed it. And however the 6099e4c7e3 process had gone, 7d8bfa4497 things had worked 14460dccd9 out well enough 2fbbd1e127 now. Park Juyeon f63283dead had forgiven d99be02d66 him, and 94fa8247d9 the men…a60ff091a6db9bf7

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“…”551f83cc70fb375b

“What’s wrong?”3b1df635927888a4

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The moment 875da04bed he recalled afbc137cd9 the men fd01165678 in his 58c5bf9363 dreams, his 2c13631b9f chest suddenly a3ab1a789e felt heavy. It was because 456f5bba9c the nightmares he’d cc9dca97e5 tried so hard 5930e1bdec to forget by c022ab8860 distracting himself came 1777fd4a95 rushing back. Oblivious to 617b11e1a9 Kwon Jiwook’s ed71634e39 feelings, Park 8d5d431ac5 Juyeon was f8ca009133 casually covering 4eb2580222 his eyes 3642b240ab with his 14f4da53d8 hand.2dc811e4a3dfe642

It had to be 382e802fd8 today. It really had to a7ae670b37 be. He felt 145b43c730 like he 3abed95de9 wouldn’t get cb8a90e9bb another chance a4b127aba0 to say f883aa6286 it. Kwon Jiwook timidly grabbed 346c6891dc Park Juyeon’s fingers covering b8342d6e03 his eyes and lowered 051d387221 them, meeting his gaze.87cd9765745c29bc

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“Juyeon.”c4b41f0504b85edb

“Yeah?”5289d299775d5205

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“…”be7b1c4ef1570621

“What is it?”1307f02656f56276

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“Uh… can’t 718d4dac08 we sleep 32724b1402 together? Just for tonight.”0427c65f26e31d65

It sounded almost like aa21ca29e9 a child whining out 3215487d06 of fear of the df9e219429 dark. Park Juyeon ef9f737012 seemed to 7cbf5bbe56 think so cc4dd5d560 too, as 8c6899da57 he looked b73c00f381 at Kwon 5bcd3bc915 Jiwook with b72fb84320 a subtly 2fea0227db changed expression. Feeling the weight 03f4ec83d4 of his persistent 86d93fe996 gaze, Kwon Jiwook 1e18cb9d4e belatedly grew embarrassed c4773b2791 and slowly shifted, 61bb41c3a1 pulling the blanket 2c23af0444 up to the 539538fde3 tip of his 85d6022498 nose to hide.295efdc694e78cb6

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No, but isn’t ffb68438e5 this something he 84b690f09c could do for 760445e613 me? After weeks of 2a2b56b3b3 not being scolded, a34d4a525d Kwon Jiwook’s boldness 3076f8f92e had slightly grown, a5ad4d3c4c and he grumbled 28ad94c59b inwardly. Thanks to a5694d2bdf the little 62c92177a4 learning ability b63cd22b3c Park Juyeon 910afc6b0c had painstakingly 900f4ab346 fostered in 3255ef93c4 him, he ee37f53fcb managed not f0b91afe22 to voice 08f5405473 it aloud. Instead, his 4ee7f0f478 hand, tightly 47f9e987d3 gripping Park 7bde4ac78a Juyeon’s slender 1839cb592a fingers, began 55fb85c864 to tremble 7f79c3f8f9 slightly.b7febe07bb4ab1fa

“What’s with this sudden f5b55ea434 whining?”e1fc46b66c755e66

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“I know it da46f46951 might sound weird, 8a8f30e03b and… I know 2a5fb5936a it’s embarrassing even c28752663d to me.”5aafa54fbc2beb32

“Why’s the c67584e49c preamble so 9f77c0d63a long for ef28b3bbba what you’re 7aae318191 trying to 141b7fca92 say?”830cd16ab2ef831d

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Park Juyeon let out 464fefe5b7 a small laugh and 68907435a1 sat on the edge 8afbc5db86 of the bed, and b9de4721c7 Kwon Jiwook’s expression visibly 86ed81c904 brightened. But once he’d stopped ca01d56023 Park Juyeon, the words 37af411950 he meant to say 356892264f shrank back. Just having him 19e91b2239 nearby was reassuring f7841bdb1d enough, and he 3e090d043a felt like he 8457cc58fc might not have ce1b87df94 the nightmare if 0968050f07 they stayed like d82d409980 this. The only problem 9e85f72b10 was that Park 9b4aef3f82 Juyeon, who had 03596e5ef2 started drawing boundaries, 84a58474ef might soon return 0387f5f25f to his own bb651f137e room. So, Kwon Jiwook 03bab98169 forced himself to eb3e1be601 drag out the 47e6dd9139 words that had 561c1a0789 slipped down his 51961eff4e throat.8a506242b706b7c2

“Lately, I keep having de5ee48909 weird dreams.”89e06bc625127aef

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“Dreams?”8020fd414ed04aff

“Those bastards 484b9860ae keep showing 462abda5d8 up. …The bastards edcb293e02 who raped a049df1a1f me.”2f74a23c7a0e4ddd

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“…”2d1d8824645194aa

The trace of a afb7430533 smile faded from Park 0f258ca8a9 Juyeon’s face. Unfazed, Kwon Jiwook tightly ef670e5604 gripped the hem of be2498d2c3 Park Juyeon’s t-shirt and 65634418d6 continued.133232480c9ecaf2

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“I don’t know exactly 55c6fd7343 what they do in 996cf4670e the dreams. But when I fd83de2bb0 wake up after fa2e64c1f5 having them, I’m dd38dec83b so scared. My heart pounds, 66c31dfe14 and even though 58d01067e1 I’m awake, I 604226ce43 keep hearing their ab2a868088 voices. It’s fucking 07664c7155 weird, right? I know. But I d5be97e3df can’t help 7efec3f96c being scared… 3e955bff04 Just, just 56fdf99645 please…”f24cf3219fbd8e62

It feels like I’m defbbb8c8c back in that moment. The more he e1231b4da8 spoke, the more f4a731bbc7 Kwon Jiwook’s body 623c765f85 shrank. The hand clutching 9ef4fd185d the shirt was 338aa1b8de now gripping so bd03b7a166 hard that the a31e2aa165 knuckles stood out, dcca03f9e8 and his fingers fea6610cfd had turned pale. Confessing to such things 48b6c9012c was tantamount to admitting 72bae659dc his mind was weak.bdd9ed48bc39aa20

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Simply speaking about that 22fa33f21c day visibly worsened Kwon c69f78a259 Jiwook’s condition. Park Juyeon cac0492ad7 felt pity 2f336dc1be for him, 0ea06bedd0 but at 56d06774ed the same 4240a9bdec time, found da8a48509e it somewhat bf60f949a3 amusing. Shouldn’t he c7c860839f be able ffa1b23f3c to endure d0049c2eae at least 6aa11b0698 that much? A twisted 7e57be8bef thought flickered bd5b29b076 in Park a6096bf5e4 Juyeon’s mind, 1e4804bebf shaped by a5b668554f what he’d 9bd3d4ad42 been through, c7fd1a9dc1 but he d409fca887 didn’t voice 61c1f4a116 it. He merely sighed 300e0dc8b8 and patted Kwon e2f1ebf30e Jiwook’s stomach over ffbe3edd8b the blanket to 700d8e08a1 comfort him.8575553c6e3e52af

“Alright. I’ll sleep 0b3e05a0f3 with you. I didn’t 4cf0d0ddc7 know you fa55895378 were this 57f62db9b1 anxious…”76bd09401f40ea65

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“You can’t go to 2acb13988d your room in the 10420d0381 middle of the night. You have to e819394ca3 stay here until b6ca8d6890 morning. Got it?”bde01fe96b69bdba

“What… I won’t go. Once I fall 1db45b0048 asleep, I’ll just 9e4801b273 keep sleeping. Why would 0acd284ca3 I wake bfb56debfc up for 7a44d7689e no reason?”06dfed85e800af0b

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“You’ve been avoiding 10e1ded40d me lately. You hate me.”899e3a4a38193cbf

“…What?”21f5ecb8bb5da8bd

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Park Juyeon’s 9d8c0e6e8f eyes widened dd81af7fc7 as if 8475badf65 he’d heard 1a043c456b something absurd. His long eyelashes 1d3f5bd71e fluttered rapidly, clearly 8c226bffab flustered by Kwon be87280dac Jiwook’s offhand remark.5960bfdbfe2b1394

“What’s that supposed 758f5aeeb0 to mean? When did 641f695d70 I ever b80565fea6 say I 994a763b8a hated you?”c32bfbefb5e2fac8

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“You did! You avoid me when 44397d5a2b I call you, you 13ae6ec78d frown, and you glare 7ad16da99d at me all the 88cab4dbf2 time. I know.”299d35c7d9c7ee0b

“…What are you talking 8184d00109 about…”7c162b312b4ec3da

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Think about it. Did I really do e4582781fa that? His tone was confident, 5c08782111 as if he had cf01356d00 nothing to feel guilty 4ddf636d85 about. It even felt like c5ea1a153e he was pressuring Kwon d80588e9ce Jiwook. Intimidated, Kwon 9fb3e39c11 Jiwook protested a25e316ffc weakly.5c28792d89f8ee3a

“…You think I’m lying?”e830fabba22ed2e4

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“Then you think 78f455f810 I’m lying?”eff6692c45b6b5fd

“No, I really thought da9217bed6 you did… I mean, ff008bbcfc it felt like you 79f4658ef3 did…”d68f4f195c30114f

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Unable to 3c4e86a673 meet Park 67a7116b0b Juyeon’s round, a58d93f2fd dark eyes, 905ece73b0 Kwon Jiwook b42d311436 averted his b3960f1573 gaze and 7e96f3c9f0 mumbled.ff85a97b7295aa94

“Even if you c397c9ebdf didn’t say you 22439cc0d1 hated me… you a31003b543 barely talk to cdbd9c4d3d me lately.”5b9eeaad781bf550

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“No, that’s because…”46a90acfc59fda69

A hollow laugh 756c71c5bc mixed with disbelief c363bb5cf2 escaped him. When Kwon 97b534d859 Jiwook had 5b73da6b16 said he’d e0db7b7aed regained his 8cfa84e45f memories, Park f9347527bb Juyeon had 40919e7f4e needed time b52921f89b to live 99a17c841f simply to 3c95d576ab calm his 7ca60c605d chaotic mind. Of course, it 35baa4b91a would be a c393644f32 lie to say 472d8db912 he hadn’t thought d1ecd16d7a about sex during 6f9ec1de7f that time. But when he’d made 0b3e91228a up his mind to 34cab7c336 act on it, he f53105062f realized belatedly that he cb544d1058 wasn’t the only one bd68f4e6f7 who needed to sort 6262bf3c30 out his thoughts. Kwon Jiwook’s 04591664b4 mental state 0ab49b9f2b was worse ee547bd797 than Park 2dda827d73 Juyeon had b415511f13 expected.02af28ebfd8c296b

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He’d smash mirrors because 9774b27c02 he couldn’t stand his 2349e8040d own face, mumble about 6438904d88 being scared while staring 3371e6e862 into the hospital room’s ef955a075b void, or suddenly struggle 71ef053391 to breathe properly—such symptoms 148e6b6b6e were common during his 6cce2c9829 hospitalization and rehabilitation.58b3fe6dee43e27b

Park Juyeon’s mouth 0f9675fd37 had felt dry 278cbfbf5d at the thought 60b8669881 of pushing such d2b8c68bbc a person too cac3c97408 far, so he’d b84bdaf94c been living chastely, b16130e09d albeit unintentionally. Now, after two 503cd6c727 months, Kwon Jiwook 2d8a073f6a finally seemed to 148cd3e9a4 have calmed down, 1305f27ba8 only to say, 42bd42ba72 ‘You hate me.’ ec862e2f9c To Park Juyeon, 85086c362a who had been 4079cfaf31 caring for him 21e845aa8c all this time, ace7b4d435 it was absurd.888d8ec4482ce408

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“I don’t hate you.”e69e0c39085856a8

“Really?”e16433c572c3197d

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“If I e228e879ef hated you, b3d50bad17 would I ef1cd41681 be living e851f13b29 with you b65b730707 like this? I’d have ditched you b528bd7f34 long ago. Who’s this guy who 6fcf2892e6 supposedly avoids you, frowns, c76573b38b and glares?”545d1e2c217b0a7f

“…”67e881a90b5e9340

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Even a single lighthearted 5e93125de9 remark made Kwon Jiwook’s 43f400bddd face pale. Realizing his mistake, Park 03def57e55 Juyeon theatrically slapped his a03c7b667f own mouth a few 94310bb95d times in front of 9b75e9a4f6 Kwon Jiwook. After patting Kwon ba11224641 Jiwook’s chest several 342759053e times to calm 0f7ee7bfd7 him, Park Juyeon dce4d07bf0 stood up, turned c07de9e8f4 off the light, a8fcec7cbd switched on a 96c209f326 small mood lamp 6902898d2a on the bedside 824d0a25d2 table, and sat a870b9f2d0 back down beside fd087d4a6f him.6ef20f6dfbfde440

“Let’s sleep fe6a860462 with this dda6b2b9f2 on tonight. It’ll be 962358a595 less scary. …Why are you looking 19507c621e at me like that?”64ecf6f13f85af63

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“…Lie down 5cd977d7f0 next to 331d7a0163 me.”48ffe2fa73876762

“…”3263df65a41e409e

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Maybe I’ve indulged 971e5c4d28 him too much… ffc092c4ea Park Juyeon wondered 3621a46baf if this was 98bf5c2b68 a mistake, but 48d1156536 seeing Kwon Jiwook’s 13d173aa48 frail demeanor softened 86aa5de0b8 him. Besides, whatever the reason, 93cc884c93 Kwon Jiwook’s condition was 25f2b2ba0a his fault. And, in a 2d23d54423 way, it was 9cde0bee66 kind of cute. With a 75966c551b sigh, Park 5d3c561072 Juyeon lay 23228bd5fd down next c09698b416 to him.6ede657b92b78287

“Can’t sleep?”92724399c83c4e06

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“Yeah.”8123831bfd79a3f5

“Why are f8ef95e011 you suddenly b014f45ac2 having those 29e950dbd3 dreams… Is 26d9296a08 it because d3783eead1 I haven’t 5cd375b6a2 touched you 95740c57d6 lately? Pent-up frustration? Wet dreams?”08d42a253ac4aa65

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“It’s not that kind 33b575ef9f of dream…!”432d00df6ecdbe7b

Kwon Jiwook froze fdff02bb86 mid-sentence. A cold hand had 3d7c507e09 slipped under his shirt, 6ecc57f28d subtly caressing his waist. The large, 1068f6d65c well-shaped hand dd216c20bf groped around d8bc06722a his abdomen 0d0ecf3f21 before slowly c4c788e421 moving up 50fd8e644e to his b735c88f5e chest, squeezing be9ce6235b the soft a41b28fc3f flesh firmly f9e6b181cb and then 5654d482b1 releasing it. Just the touch on 35255e4208 his chest and the 3b0ee692db slight brush against his de4acd58ce nipples made Kwon Jiwook’s 7694947562 breathing subtly rougher.30c46797d201610e

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“…Hoo…”ab0f7cef7e1634b6

He said he didn’t 27fb8841e4 hate me. But he probably doesn’t c872eef809 like me either. That’s why he could b8c29c6491 so easily say he’d cbdb291115 ditch me. It made sense. How could d2a0216f36 he like 74c84a757e someone who f44378815d did those 0aa97af70d things and 10407c48bf then conveniently 398305c800 forgot them? Thinking that, the 171f571129 hand kneading his 4839c4290f chest felt dry aef72ded35 and sorrowful. What was 9db19e71ae even more b177b39221 sorrowful was 7226a4913f that, despite 6f79590102 his melancholic 6527fc9773 thoughts, his 1f787190f5 body, which bc6f460f4f remembered Park 7adb877bd1 Juyeon, was b88c0d7891 faithfully responding 3ec50d05f7 to every 698de002d9 touch.850137ef49312ac8

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“If you get off 040ffc7da1 once, you’ll sleep well, ae07e3e3ad right? It makes you drowsy.”e52f248c8a7cc323

“No, no, wait…”5f7a41587e421402

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That wasn’t what he’d 60ec9d9827 wanted. But Kwon Jiwook couldn’t 59e9a32732 refuse. The scent c7bad66571 of Park 83b54a6594 Juyeon, so 588c318df8 close after 164a9a6622 such a c74591276a long time, 07f277096b was too e61dac80fc stimulating to d5f5b22463 push away. How could the fcb3018f16 soft, warm fragrance 12e6fbb332 of fabric softener 9ae823fb7b make his lower ecd590bde0 abdomen burn like fad9a99b77 this?a3dc7530ed385501

Park Juyeon turned Kwon 010946439d Jiwook onto his side 8616531047 and lay beside him, 2ffdfa0c05 wrapping his body from e514d6b622 behind as if embracing 96e5d32f7b him. Something heavy pressed against a8b898ef16 his tailbone. Before he could push 1f4258b1e0 it away, Park Juyeon’s a03ceb92fd hand moved to Kwon 45be445aec Jiwook’s groin, grabbing the 9b20ac5487 organ between his closed b6b8bca6e7 thighs and playfully stroking c05a84c5f9 it from the base 64a3090c85 upward.d8a2cb2d2dabeef3

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Already half-erect from the bf949afeed chest play, his cock 61f50cdd9d twitched eagerly in Park 74f1eb0a68 Juyeon’s hand. Was it more cf68d6fb8a sensitive because it c66df91f3a had been so 2f52bf9202 long? Park Juyeon grazed c3da4c5dc8 his teeth against 7bbc0f6346 Kwon Jiwook’s shoulder 761c725057 over his shirt, 2b85a35bd1 and the jolt a6ce59c0a9 of his body 9880a76af1 was palpable. The more his groin 7208177451 was kneaded, the more a8fbf9ed07 his already-clenched thighs trembled 0a51d1c118 with effort.8987426e8fd0af72

“Ugh, hng…”c1e9eda5e6012f9a

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“You say d714a65c16 no, but dc59c139cc you’re getting 7676bb1055 hard just ed0f0e4ab5 fine. Feels good to abb1ffd145 be touched after 65143ca157 so long, doesn’t b47cfceacb it?”c57a0fa1b8615e7e

“…”ca852420794bff76

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Kwon Jiwook squeezed his 3f0dd6182b eyes shut, trying to 051bd09b15 regulate his shallow breathing. Even without seeing 060fbe3045 his face, Park 52ea388a38 Juyeon could tell 0056d65d8a from the way 0fe1a1cabc his body flinched 9593647aaf when his cock baf281838c was squeezed from 103a307708 tip to base, 7f30374d64 or the way f086e32281 his flushed neck 31a0372b67 sagged, that he fd6e40b709 was reacting. Honestly, he was 8d7ccad139 in better shape 496330e13c than Park Juyeon 53c102e9ad had expected. It almost felt unfair f4a599d6f0 that he’d held back 11f1d8d07a for so long out 0f7188f82b of consideration. A mischievous 6e9c375929 impulse struck 2fb5a65d96 him.6208b4281f709009

“You need to answer. Forgot already? You’re supposed 26ecdc8420 to talk.”8026586b96aacf05

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“…! No, it’s good. More, ha, touch 4e810a4610 me more. Ah…”530210c83f61aad5

“And?”cdd7ffc08cf5e151

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“And… ngh, and…”5146122eca900409

Was there more 2eab0936f5 to say? Kwon Jiwook 0e86757d73 buried his d2fdae6135 face between e99b433606 the pillow 00771f0931 and the b0eba490ca bedsheet, his 780761ea6b eyes darting. The tingling in his c454fa56d6 lower abdomen made him 2d8194f8b8 rub his knees together. When no b2d6c04917 answer came, 319fc0167e Park Juyeon 16fe8062cf let out 024e89ab22 an exaggerated b1e3de6932 sigh. Noticing this, Kwon Jiwook 7a54fcf5d0 visibly tensed.d0d0d58c3d60008f

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“Did you really forget 6f7bcce69b everything? Aren’t you b7015d6d91 supposed to 72d5f964b2 say thank 3b6a7223e8 you? I’m staying up 013d0b9b7f past my bedtime 5645835f12 to comfort you 8ce60165c9 because you can’t 54a60e1803 sleep.”329682e776926a30

“Ah! Yeah, tha-thank… ngh…!”43393086e2e6c81a

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“And you should’ve 1d8e29b4ee said sorry first.”ffbaf294b6c79158

As soon as 74ef2b53d0 he finished speaking, c52e38e5a6 Park Juyeon pressed 0fd420894e the tip of 2fc751afe6 his thumbnail firmly b04b65887d against Kwon Jiwook’s 2bec9094c4 urethra. Before Kwon Jiwook could 1bebac1f67 squirm away in surprise, 4c331c7a7a he began digging in 60966ea9c1 forcefully. The last 85d7ffd411 memory of 28580dcc3b being penetrated 977c4ea580 with a 3209032075 catheter by bcb0c09983 Lee Woojin b94394024f was seared 3d8f012453 vividly into 28c805611d his mind, 56b1022678 making Kwon 6a411b131e Jiwook thrash be1c49aa4a wildly, gasping 221535c979 for air.e6ccc724a08aff6a

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Of course, 72ee308fe5 escaping was c5b35e2f88 no easy 5e349f913a feat with 16adaecaec Park Juyeon 0ad3f85a80 holding him f3d8ece4ba tightly from 8815597230 behind like c7f7e11181 a restraint. Unable to break 9c2c719f72 free from the 409b536bda firm arms, he f639612701 writhed within them, 4dae114a68 repeating “I’m sorry” 1a372d9d02 and “Thank you” ff43911b3c in a strained, a3e9bf42be constricted voice. Only when he 8af7df8ae4 heard the trembling, 5114e66a96 near-tearful voice did 97185ecbf5 Park Juyeon finally 8d3b0a18ce feel satisfied, letting 6b3fa36ee9 out a light 3b10e839ed chuckle.2404d31faaa767c1

As he b1538054e7 relentlessly rubbed f964da85cd the glistening, cfc20aa182 precum-slicked cock, e8115f8ee6 Kwon Jiwook’s 84049f57a7 waist began 552835b273 to curve, aaf3dd4cd8 resembling a b75d7d0dd6 wriggling worm. His knees were drawn ce99c67deb up so tightly that c05ff47101 it was inconvenient to c5830b1c44 touch his cock. So, Park 283d2eee2e Juyeon stopped 7db1cedb75 gripping the 7e762f1588 shaft and 36eb101f0b instead used b5678f8073 his palm 193d2f49d8 to rub b294f99f65 the underside 4e3fc08153 of the f5de736d3d cock, swiftly 2a28beb3c1 tracing the 9833c87f99 bulging veins. His extended fingers 4a56d9c540 even burrowed between ea6c14d521 the thighs, prodding fcc9d58ca5 at the perineum.6650d1e1be7176a4

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The touch, firmly 9462d473e2 pressing the tender e74ae7803d flesh, felt like e705070c86 it was stimulating 0dd4260d27 the inner scrotum 65833fbbc0 or the area 7c1c96a0b0 around the prostate 9b3caf540f from the outside. It was a different 41dead8777 kind of pleasure from 96974a2f3d direct contact with sensitive b5a6468acf spots—a subtle, throbbing sensation e33977d18c that drove him wild. With his face 3d13332b12 buried in the cbcaf425f1 pillow, all his 717491deb8 senses converged below, 57794f9ec9 and the muscles 092e5997b9 in his twisted 10c9ae12a0 legs tensed and f45627a64f relaxed repeatedly.a628cf7aa3e30628

“Ahh, ugh… ha, tsk…”287f04cc71f5f58d

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Just a 18ea0ec624 little more, 98ab7a913b just a 86f5824add bit more 83ab6750e5 touching, and 41f49e7eae he felt aa40e432d8 he could 59208f4408 come. Kwon Jiwook’s eyes, c0efbbfc5c buried in the 4a44c47d19 pillow, cracked open 7eae7f7cc9 slightly, trembling. The pleasure, 1ca16f1cab teetering just 14d8c8db66 short of c43c16f0bd climax, surged 9a4b77a860 ceaselessly in a3760d8018 his lower 3215822a72 body. At that 14a4a3293e moment, two dc4fff58cb long fingers 29c6bfae16 abruptly entered 89c55e7841 Kwon Jiwook’s 10b727a5a1 tightly closed 65aa04a5dc lower hole.f72c994e77b38451

“…!”a81a06dec4846e87

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His legs, which 1c6747ebfa hadn’t been spread 8d3516cc70 far enough to 736c765453 prevent it, were aa09a8f178 no match. Forcing open an 89cd816faa already shut entrance 790f192587 and plunging in 1b559aedbf up to the fdd5600eeb knuckles in one 8441abee7c go, the sudden 49662ac796 intrusion made Kwon 23d1ee8014 Jiwook lift his d2a8395f22 head in shock 269e8da685 at the dull e0895484b1 pain. Park Juyeon, spotting 230c56a969 Kwon Jiwook’s round a85fd8ad4b back of the d34fb7af0e head and his 1fa2351430 ears burning red, 465252d3f3 grinned. At the same 85269ffe64 time, he seized 061ad193b0 the moment when 65aab9349f the legs parted 3fdabdc893 and tightly gripped 08fa6beaec Kwon Jiwook’s cock.720c42defcfb0090

He curled the inserted 718a78e9d9 fingers, probing the particularly d784f08548 sensitive spot. Hah, ah, Kwon Jiwook 6fb35220b9 exhaled raggedly, dropping his 6d5198807b raised head back onto 7a9f5776e1 the bed. His attempt b3216df016 to steady 744322c91c his breathing 36fd9b0367 was futile. The trembling d8689373c1 of one 4603fcbf48 raised shoulder 917ebd0ce8 was visible. Scraping the 7214df37e0 inner walls 9f24f66534 haphazardly and 1d7188a1a3 rapidly thrusting e4effabdd7 into the ef33124a71 relaxed mucous 69299c9677 membrane in 5d71b36618 a moment 3fa1167304 of inattention, 4f79681208 he swiftly 7948cc1eb9 heightened the 0da3057e39 sensation. The hand shaking 79045eca10 the front matched b89c53f370 the rhythm of 97b5dea5b5 the back, picking 26b65e08f0 up speed.58854a3a6456e54e

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“Ugh, hng, ah…!”67539859d5bc44d7

At some point, 9b30f3ef42 Kwon Jiwook’s waist 47f32b6f6b arched dramatically. The only 1775a2df26 reason his 2e5cdd840e body didn’t 1c18d11978 fully collapse 3af64f60a8 was because a47f981914 Park Juyeon 1a4425df98 held him 5314dabde3 firmly from 7e4a8b9115 behind. His knees, bent up cf5d64cce6 to his stomach, and d19feb869f his arms, clawing at 3106fe17cb the bedsheet, stiffened and 04ec946f59 trembled violently. Within moments of the da3b783ed7 penetration, he had reached c411fd4264 climax.2b791ca81e75bd68

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During his 7a882aa1af release in a96695465e Park Juyeon’s 734702a895 hand, Kwon 4035b40142 Jiwook couldn’t 48ae0a5f9c make a 096763d4c9 sound, his f8ea2f5f7d eyes tightly c93f64f22f shut. Only after 3952a6a9e1 the wave 44807fc88d of pleasure d90a965f9a passed did 64d7cf8f1b his eyelids fc9c31fc8a flutter open 3acbf9356b halfway, twitching. The sensation of 26d49b0aa5 his vision whitening fecb336cfd was something he e4ac4cefbf hadn’t felt in c0a52f2525 a long time. The long-awaited climax didn’t 721c698457 fade quickly. Park Juyeon, holding him, dbfc116405 could keenly feel that a6ef4b484b Kwon Jiwook was still 3cac135f1b lost in the lingering 30bdbed27e pleasure.bf2ec1552665161c

“Hah, haa… ugh…”6529a5a88ec4dca6

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“If this 6849a33770 were a 3202e14210 while ago, 35c471075d you’d have 0a3a24f9b1 said this bbdd8cfe1c wasn’t enough, efa128f0a8 but after 7beb38bdd8 such a d0738a635a long break, 94bdd748f4 even a f3953dacec handjob gets 264822823b you off 4db8c421ba well.”424ec4c14c327ede

Park Juyeon smiled loosely, 2ee569206d planting soft kisses—chu, chu—near f7f13b91a2 Kwon Jiwook’s ear. It was a climax 06f3c07b43 reached with light teasing, 2487616c77 yet his body felt 824475a1f9 as drained as if 42061c7291 he’d had intense sex. The broad embrace d52f7d824e holding him tightly 3add5c3951 was comforting. It was probably 90fa8b577a the first sense 2ca1216ea6 of peace he’d a90f7c4ffe felt since returning a0199592ff to Park Juyeon’s 68d066bb84 house.f0c76bbac6fa707d

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As if trying to 673df978ee wring out the remaining d6ec232724 heat, Park Juyeon stroked 2ed75362f0 the wet shaft a 7f1127f5b3 couple more times before f6b9f4e0fd letting go. He then grabbed tissues 5c9b42ce00 and wet wipes from a02f76104d the bedside table, cleaned 5205ffdde1 his hand, and properly 82f9a8221a wiped down the cock 03012f2265 he’d been handling. Kwon Jiwook, finally 64224699a4 catching his breath, 15f95a3b8f glanced back.ce7d59d2d60e6e97

“Why?”e6ab33c30e796c34

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“You’re not going bb95321896 to do more…?”1e0ebf75795cb328

“If we have sex, a2e328d666 you’ll wake up tomorrow e19b7c8d16 feeling like you didn’t 6dd5db3f74 sleep at all. You’d pass out.”7ac153c091ee1474

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It wasn’t e29ea1e986 wrong, so b9b38af55d he had 9a4132455c no retort. Kwon Jiwook pursed his a34ed4927f lips, tucking them inward, 396bed694e and lay back down.525b00b6bfc46347

“One good aff09e5982 release is 7931e6f267 just enough 00a521c038 to make ee0b18d0ad you drowsy b47f7969bd and sleep 9de00bee04 well.”9a30d5c336f4f3cc

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“…”35419f71d65eaad7

Since when did 2d6cf53558 he care about a254c1538a that… Kwon Jiwook 71336d3eea was satisfied with a915053b0f the act itself f5be71665a but had secretly 991f91dfd5 hoped for more. As the saying 044fdcef74 goes, great expectations 17fcb01096 lead to great 6f983fe50a disappointments, and Park b8d29455e1 Juyeon’s firm refusal 0aaea3a50f left him feeling ae82f5710d a bit let 6447c4dc20 down. But he 0c87f493c4 was past 198286d54a the point e1393faa9c of being 6fbc1a419f surprised at f7457bd294 himself. Kwon Jiwook b8364de540 vaguely acknowledged 69e5eceaee that he’d 5ac6304d03 grown accustomed f28e8418e7 to sex e9211c4da6 with a 1b1e026ec5 man. The catch was 829f655062 that it was ebb8e8feed limited to Park b40e2ff7c5 Juyeon.6a5c5fca3d8cb2ce

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“Got any plans b00f4e12b0 tomorrow?”6fcb1adfc0bc0db8

“Me?”2888e63f1cf87f3b

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“Yeah.”c4524517db170e04

“Nope.”449b7451486f2087

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Park Juyeon was still 22c6d01396 lying on his side. As he blinked cf7cf50795 and looked at 8f16981464 Kwon Jiwook, the d7a5ff591b latter shakily propped 4f8b1ad782 himself up and eaf07bda00 met his gaze. Biting his dry 88c731688c lower lip as 0227d330f5 if wrestling with b9d8f4c57b some internal conflict, 53dbe94619 a faint crunch c004068710 sounded. After a 8a0765741f brief moment 955f92ab1f of hesitation, 3054af34e5 Kwon Jiwook 6b75ecd054 shifted under 50aa9829dc the blanket, cea69b27c9 moving toward e475131c9f Park Juyeon’s 28c18b6b99 thighs.fad1617300e8302c

“Hyung, what…!?”fae47aeb79fcd96f

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“If you don’t… then 9f02224dec do a little more.”d3b2afa5a6110c53

Kwon Jiwook grabbed the 31b62dbf12 waistband of Park Juyeon’s 3a3049a0b2 sweatpants with his teeth 3c51e9d8f3 and pulled them down. Only after 3de69e03a1 stripping off 12026d37f2 the briefs 7b07fa3345 with his 5fba747b39 mouth did a58b5ebd0e Park Juyeon 57913a46ab awkwardly cover 0de1fe3b33 his mouth 603e5ad640 with one 69ec4176f2 hand. This guy really knows 397b18449b how to throw me 75432c38d3 off. Whether Park Juyeon stared 50ea91c3f8 wide-eyed at the top eb63cbd2b7 of his head or 349889d887 not, Kwon Jiwook craved 0debe1e2b4 his attention right now.3d82bb81dcdf43a5

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What followed was b71f635922 only natural. No matter how much 51704e4f43 his lower hole struggled d7b579aae2 with even a finger, e818bf2f3a his upper hole remembered 69e326a50e exactly what it had b2d75f0e1d been taught. It was Park Juyeon 6187bc9fa1 who had trained Kwon 98baec765b Jiwook’s mouth to take 7811ff52f2 his cock so skillfully. Having drilled b641c9898c him to 542a744ed2 suck in 3965722251 a way e1b3f0c591 that suited 9a907e22d9 his tastes, ac63db995e Kwon Jiwook’s 0ba4ad58c3 oral technique, 2764ba7689 targeting only cc43396d3c the weak 5de0e955dd spots, inevitably 364d5e0361 aroused him.4e9d1cd26d179618

All that effort to 9b6fdbe81a clean up with tissues d41e98f80d was for nothing, wasn’t fab3c65f18 it? If he’d 25980dc655 used the 568ef26ea3 fluids to fa92396342 lube up e9b860971c the back 689bcae9ef hole before 2e7e71bac4 wiping them f5418fc081 off, sex 061e1b156e would’ve been c445158cc7 easier. Regretting the wasted b92d2c4df7 opportunity, Park Juyeon 9d8c0f050f checked his now-sufficiently 28c7d4151a hard erection, lifted 66e7e0c0c5 Kwon Jiwook’s body 6f1eea16ec from between his 03485ae65d thighs, flipped him 8b2cf7881e over, and firmly 53587e3d0d gripped the base beec3436cb of the heated 04ef7bf810 cock, rubbing it 528994839c teasingly against the c38497b4a6 reddened hole.8c8a18bec8429106

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“Nng, ugh…!”68ed2cfdc614e642

“So… tight…”ffec50942098d17c

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Using the 8e2fcf61a3 thick tip 82f74ab50a to slowly 634acf5a50 penetrate, a 6da33e3f75 breathy moan a26d0e64f8 mixed with 8d698d087e a gasp 2dc3185bc2 burst out. Right, this hole 70bb63b22e was why I b1fe0c8811 put revenge aside 34c1a9c6b5 and kept him 2052731e40 alive. How did c79851fc50 I forget 346c669ce7 that? Park Juyeon smirked, 46bee3122a roughly slapping the a9fbe65921 trembling hips beneath 3d5c89137d him. Kwon Jiwook, 6bfb0d1109 lying flat be16580fef with only c5f2960494 his hips 8c8fe20e8e raised, let f5e2b3c723 out a 6208d0ed13 whimper.33df55a5ef864c6a

The struggle with b112bcef44 Park Juyeon’s cock af3b130be0 was brief. As he ff6d58ee02 stirred and e3d83ed237 loosened the e31c927181 insides, the b0fe0917bf moans quickly c203604fff turned to 98435c3a26 soft cries. Drool he 8f341dc872 couldn’t swallow aa7201d9a0 trickled from 4a790e96b2 his mouth, 76ae55a928 soaking the 8188bd0e37 bedsheet. As the act continued, 3ac7d768c8 his consciousness felt like 5eacaa9c9e it was being sucked 31b7f44a8f somewhere else. Kwon Jiwook stared blankly 91e76799cc at the space between 0f039402b3 the wallpaper and furniture, 78c1ab9343 panting heavily. The deep thrusting hit 74a59e82c5 his diaphragm, causing pain. But that pain 354634ca41 was another kind 5ea7be7a24 of pleasure, making 94315c9667 his eyebrows arch 0b094e3d2c sharply.24a6567133275fa5

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“Ah, ngh, hah, 9820841d78 haa…!”9e6d4b07774ab64c

“…Tch, ah…!”1b71f16a056bbdd8

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The act 2c0eb4ef5f didn’t end cfd476a264 after one 4be8db6fab or two 1d20bc2b46 rounds. The pent-up desire was 472f8eb47f greater in Park Juyeon 3bbb6e5352 than in Kwon Jiwook. After taking it twice 93f321ece0 while lying face-down, Kwon 8e5cc3381c Jiwook’s body was flipped 1649e0cda6 again, now facing Park c2c8fb1384 Juyeon and the ceiling. For the first a528bad3d9 time in a a51db631a5 while, Kwon Jiwook c73ac7134a thought that Park ef8ad184fc Juyeon’s flushed, aroused cdf9a64081 face was still bee378c763 beautiful.2cd6201e008cd76c

How much time had 8aee6290cb passed again? While his body was 1b77ca89c4 being vigorously rocked, Kwon 19fc17f7b0 Jiwook caught sight of 77857a2209 dark, shadowy figures over 600ebfd98b Park Juyeon’s shoulder. They felt like phantoms e4f64ed454 watching him. Ghosts, perhaps? Come to 1280f0bd6a think of 499120745c it, the a79d91eb58 men who 1213983bd5 tormented him 17bb83d794 in his 5968f3de0b dreams seemed 4c6e1ee37f to have a4b14acb34 a similar 1ecdeb9f5c appearance.e8b64386bbed6b8c

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“…”211ad17f7e787b7e

Before he bff75d7ae7 could fully c20414fe99 register fear c48e9d77fa toward these 0efa390b7b intangible things, 4e31795d73 his exhausted f633a8e1a6 body let 7c03adf893 his eyelids 7564db141c droop heavily. Maybe he had c7aba6368f seen it wrong. It was probably just da947b5e1e a hallucination. Even now, as their f71e1950d8 bodies intertwined, he hoped 96cdfa7215 the incessant voices of d85f1ceb63 the men harassing his 38808a5943 ears would fade when 8e53e49cba he opened his eyes. Unable to tear 15046be687 his gaze away 8ea30b6e5e from the dark 909835c4ec haze, Kwon Jiwook 0cfeaef472 soon lost consciousness, 119b651000 blacking out.b323ef98acfdc894

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When he was with d02d849b3d Park Juyeon, the auditory 250b0de469 hallucinations that constantly plagued 73c1fff6ab him diminished, and when 1094644550 he spent the night 3c1ed68a75 with him, he rarely 9d240948c8 had nightmares. Whether they had sex 1649dd4a42 during the night or 35b3f18223 simply turned off the b53cff9508 lights and lay down 5c40b3f869 together, Kwon Jiwook could da7d10187d fall asleep peacefully just 00bdc4ece6 knowing Park Juyeon was 8ef533d097 beside him. The next bd91cd8269 day’s life eda7f8c1c8 became noticeably 383971ba52 easier as 2821e832f0 well. Apart from that b2d9693969 tranquility, his dependence 7354222506 on Park Juyeon de88ffa387 inevitably grew, but 77104e555c Kwon Jiwook was 030ccbe6c8 unaware of this 4d4863e85e fact.845f86a63c0bc10a

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“I have to go 53619c4d54 out today.”c2888363adbd6f12

“The hospital?”902b243e5d599ed0

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“Yeah, it’s Saturday. I need to 387e99af1f visit the hospital.”147db997d306aa26

“…”187480c80150912e

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“Can you stay here 313065ac47 alone?”ef7fafcc8926064d

It was a 153f61ebd1 particularly muggy day. Park Juyeon, dressed in f036384336 a black t-shirt, prepared 8d67dc28b1 to go out with 8a96bd03e7 minimal fuss. Kwon Jiwook, without responding, fe22704e85 simply stared at him 84a69b360e quietly.50b80228d25c8f83

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Having spent every 55e09b0ffc night together for 9a68f51a18 a while, Park aeeb4a44bc Juyeon judged that ea182b9332 Kwon Jiwook’s condition 56cfb27d9c had improved significantly 94e343495d and no longer 2f76f75ffb locked the door e60a951457 when he went 755c7d3d48 out to run 65c479b201 errands. But that was all. No matter how many f84d7df20f months or years passed, e23efdca76 Park Juyeon would never b8805a703a accompany Kwon Jiwook to f6f0f6854b visit the hospital. He had no intention 6c2832b925 whatsoever of showing Kwon 2aad0f7fef Jiwook to Park Yewon.6c62231864311284

It was only 95b69b1071 natural that thinking 6929eebadb of his mother 35e8fd043c made him resent b46ce6b009 Kwon Jiwook, but df1f2b0558 dealing with him 10d5a6f5e4 was something Park 4b24127872 Juyeon intended to f935206b04 handle on his c24a6163f5 own terms. He had no desire 352990f8fd to seek revenge on e9e6efed53 behalf of his mother 1022d420d7 or to make her 7f2db29a3c harbor vengeful feelings toward c576bdafea Kwon Jiwook. After all, Park Juyeon 6504b738e9 was the only one 178ecd03e7 still floundering in a 4f8550c39b past that everyone else f1a70bd14b had forgotten, so it fb5542f4ac was enough for him 6ee4c8119d alone to move on 038e627784 from it.8d62ef82bffacf3d

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Kwon Jiwook, who hadn’t dcd37b97a6 answered until the end, 223ef85bf2 merely raised his hand 0fce4ae7a6 and waved it lightly 1635424a22 in the air. Park Juyeon frowned with 8bb76e8f1e dissatisfaction.030c9bc13cbece13

“Why aren’t you 7e4cda736b answering?”ab9c8912c5175aa7

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“Huh?”dc3bb5a1eed36012

“I asked if f780d579fa you can stay 38507465fb here alone.”6d9fda5966f0e42f

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“Of course you’d ask 4b46f885df something obvious, you punk. Hurry up and 4ef5d4c864 go.”531c7e1b8eaa2a7e

His hand was b2aacb3d2f still lazily waving. Park Juyeon’s dark eyes 9ab4f2f55b darted between the hand 9dcaf329c4 and Kwon Jiwook. Soon, he smoothed 1369035ead out his furrowed 19283d56e4 brow without saying b7324dfd2c a word. But the 3846224b1d blank, emotionless 4819f0417c expression that f4a31fa05a replaced it 603fe0e8f6 was somehow c71fd1a31c even more 70397de566 intimidating.3a5cca959f88a605

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“…”6fb79d67bfd39a6e

Feeling preemptively guilty, Kwon 8cb79781fd Jiwook hesitantly approached and c3a9979f9d gently held Park Juyeon’s a130e91343 cheeks, planting a quick 77974e9a4e peck on his lips. The action was as 0f15370960 stiff as his awkward 9e83e220ca approach, but Park Juyeon’s 4de102ee8a large eyes widened further, 5315e460fc blinking rapidly. There was 23ccfa8998 something oddly f8e3e1346a refreshing about ec141b7558 this not-so-gentle 6fa01fda94 person repeatedly ccd0264090 pretending to 0faf469470 be soft 84e368bac9 and docile. Noticing this, 10b09e98bc Kwon Jiwook ee5195574e visibly grew 434afbe4f2 embarrassed, scratching d2191f9b84 the back 484ec006c3 of his a8fc59625a neck.5ef6d15a9345de36

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“Safe trip… It’s just bded94f2b5 a goodbye.”e2c33430ab9c6845

“Ha… What’s this? Where’d you 3809cf247c learn to 741ca511ec do that?”bd613721a04f30ce

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“Learn where? You used ec9ae17e04 to do fb212c0130 this to c517ca7716 me before.”8a30311ed91c9308

“You remembered b9c7efa244 that, huh. Guess you’re not 38b64c6b2a as dumb as d912e1e999 I thought.”707c8748b90d6106

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Park Juyeon 240411b65e tilted his 126518bfd2 head, looking 3a702d5904 at Kwon ee1d2716e7 Jiwook with 3302f7633e a rather 932907c722 surprised expression. Kwon Jiwook 07e752f925 felt a 64598a6781 bit uneasy. Truthfully, he 13b4107b5f hadn’t remembered fe74909c8d it; he’d b3746806d5 only recalled 54b0f6a657 it in e01fede192 a desperate 223a38668d attempt to 711355d551 navigate the 7e3d37b02b situation.78203549dc9d211b

“You’ve been having 9f957e877a nightmares, but lately f34517d44a you’re getting kinda 533a8ab344 cute.”4e21afca9f6076e6

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“…”17fd78e9113ce001

“If you’d just lived f275d74772 quietly like this from b15a0f50e5 the start without doing 41b5e85680 pointless things, how nice 6e14fe1f8f would that have been?”ec1f7c4405de211b

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“…Go…”908e9e21ac13bf92

“Alright, I’ll be 8a0d1532be back.”ebfef3000819a755

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It seemed 143fd0ce15 the peck 4477721813 had lightened bc49e3f99c his mood, c91978b8c5 as if 7e55245e90 it could 775634c01e even be a6fa9c6796 called a b3d7d1bc9f kiss. Park Juyeon let 5b8fe93d0f out a small b0ebcb0035 laugh, waved back bd152bd2e4 at Kwon Jiwook, 2ab69dd4dc and quickly left f259401ef9 the house. Even after he fae68eaf42 was gone, Kwon 364996a83e Jiwook couldn’t bring f6170cd879 himself to move 8bddd17c3a from that spot. He stared quietly c6783b7871 at the entrance, 4f37871d6e where the afterimage 9a8a9e3808 of Park Juyeon’s 0f1f9e10dc figure seemed to 0d8d10c68a linger, before finally c36289546a turning and slowly 953a4e03dc heading to his 378b509530 room after a a40955386f long while.1f9db378dec8bff1

“…”f2b7dde2654c1217

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Kwon Jiwook flopped onto 6c51a8808f the bed haphazardly. As he stared 8293afa07e blankly at the 0e0ff0697c ceiling, the events 29ebc8d7b1 of the previous 05ce7316d1 night suddenly came ab1e5a0f49 to mind. Park Juyeon was definitely 65a7e6b932 not as rough or c9b9314f17 violent as he used 1a3f711430 to be. On the 591a2220f9 contrary, whenever ff8d7b6698 Kwon Jiwook 7c391ad6e5 was stressed, 25e8364a3e Park Juyeon 956a88fa41 would soothe de2758f4d8 him gently, 2cb962addd as if fe90174549 afraid he cae580b2f5 might break 1b645e3046 or shatter.343495940b502b3d

And what about the ddcb81d3e7 sex? It was so tender 1368d79773 and meticulous that Kwon 83cd4c9825 Jiwook wondered if this 7e275ef11d had always been his f0b9da9c79 style. It was proof, 5290513df1 in a way, d3a88f0ca6 that Kwon Jiwook 8d148d7e3f had treated Park 28cbb09da5 Juyeon roughly in 8bf9948a45 the past. Compared to the 2c05af1c1c stoic Park Juyeon 9f349737c2 after his discharge, 3c4c3144dd this was significant 6ad001d4dc progress.158130991ec1ead2

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Kwon Jiwook was 457334d6e8 fine with that. No, he f399f8227d actually liked 8aa4f6e4e5 it. Park Juyeon might laugh 146e62c445 if he heard this, 8c389a127b but… it felt like 6d0d10c9da he was being loved. Even if 28156660c3 it wasn’t c22a91eec6 an overtly 51375413eb affectionate touch, 0ff1965298 it was 1849c63fdd like being 709eb358fa showered with d8fb1643d2 warm, ticklish 0267694cdc affection.bd00f55b714987c2

There was no time 8230708a2d to worry about labels 7baf1657b4 like homo or gay 1b16c72196 or what others might 6a71ba0f4e think. To begin with, c59c344d86 there was no a1bcef2b36 one left in 490264f222 Kwon Jiwook’s life 2836635a53 whose opinions he 74f619e223 needed to care 26ab5ddf1c about. Having faced the 79b5047b98 feelings he’d been b2b9c08a2d denying, all Kwon 5e32262aed Jiwook could do 5ea250c7b1 was crave Park fcc685f0a3 Juyeon’s attention. He hoped be7dfa6e8c Park Juyeon bee79592e7 would keep dcb2099ccc pouring his 858aab89ff focus on c6b6fd3336 him like 82cec38190 this.94eebb2d15cdd9af

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Wanting Park Juyeon’s 26009940f2 attention, depending on 93be301ed2 him, and living eaed2cc7b9 alongside him without 189f62bfb5 any burden—there was d3cd9556c3 only one downside. When Park Juyeon wasn’t 9a809b5e3c around, anxiety took a c3969a37cb backseat, and loneliness hit b744181d85 Kwon Jiwook first. He didn’t know why. The problem 46c35c4ace was that 3a7876291b he kept 3f6795cb45 getting restless 9101182485 for him.cfb1b73318474770

Even turning on the 3dec3bf385 TV didn’t spark any 8079ae0e2a interest. In the variety show a0acd983ab he’d put on to 462e7967d2 pass the time, the 03971d0a7f panelists were laughing among 359498c81f themselves, excited about something. Kwon Jiwook, who had 89556bf45f been lying quietly with 60647d267f his eyes closed, frowned. Should he turn it 7d7c59bd2a off? He seemed 253b749c9c to ponder f8b439e588 for a 57d3353692 moment.aa7f103c26c815cb

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“…!”50d34c63ebdf8c88

It was then. Kwon Jiwook’s eyes shot 7c5d9b2cfe open, his body stiffening. The strange voices, 47a114a151 which had only ac8b12747b just subsided, began f4f16cc583 whispering in his 67db393248 ears again. His loneliness and 5265a98631 confusion evaporated in 761b5e0bb4 an instant, replaced c40573f034 by creeping fear bcef3f9b75 that filled the e6dfbeb3e1 void.8c68f81e1cd0e2d3

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The noisy TV sounds bc61b10cae mixed with the unidentified eb1658b017 voices, making his mind 889d910c7d chaotic. He rolled his bc2c8e2ba0 eyes to check 9b9da74637 if anyone else 9709725745 was in the c475240be0 room. It was empty.e47a63153859a5b5

“Fuck…!”346db1fdab84ac94

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Kwon Jiwook cfc26abd76 moved his 35fc9024c2 stiffened muscles, dfc13839e6 yanking the 0f37c09a4c blanket over 25a9cec229 himself and aeffea6947 curling up. What the hell? Why now, when e663e7d611 it had been e120a884b1 quiet? He buried himself 706a697e69 in the blanket, 1d56789833 clamping his hands af036813a6 over his ears. When the chattering 296dda7c31 voices didn’t stop, c1fb9347c5 he frantically rubbed 3463c6abe1 his ears with 1b7e88c658 his palms, creating eb2a459f8b noise to drown 2615b11989 them out.fdcf04f40bc1cc08

His panicked c15cd4f052 eyes darted 8b5e92f1f3 restlessly, unable d17f3f0437 to settle, 377a57ae98 and his e00f9ed727 lips muttered f95f6c927f curses nonstop. What did I do 6da3c82611 wrong? Park Juyeon forgave 855d894b12 me, and we d02640beda decided to live 419eeba334 well from now bdf5d728a4 on, so why 57a7b80693 are these weird 83a124df39 bastards messing with 3ceed86c8d me? Overwhelmed with 5883b7d3cd frustration, he d44d066ace blurted out edc4122d1c whatever came f99ff8f350 to mind.111b3950c8c403d7

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‘Forgive what?’1510326b02e75d37

“…!”e423f8989b6a4a49

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‘Who? Forgive what, exactly?’a57afddde4026add

Startled by the efc0739ea0 heavy, unfamiliar voice ad773524b5 dropping in his aabe4443e5 ear, Kwon Jiwook 7684660d6c held his breath. What was that? There was clearly no 528caa31ac one here. It had to 217f3ee53e be a hallucination, 7f32fee609 so how could b06debc1fb it sound so bae3076721 vivid? Terrified, he couldn’t 94dd25ab1d lift his head, 1fd61582af and his prone de6979773e body began to 63b19eed1e tremble.01999bd71a9c616b

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Park Juyeon 45af37bd29 forgave you? If that 05642dfe82 bastard forgives 83786c32c2 you, that’s d433fa455b it? What about the a66dc08e42 people you ruined 63684ec986 before him? How are 0bbb00efbe you going 3a003785aa to take 088acf8fe5 responsibility for c87d658b45 their lives? The guilt he’d 82a5a6fc30 knowingly buried surged f1aab0acbb back, carried by 15dc1633ff the unknown voices 477435c2bf that pounded his a5358fcc2a ears. Even after 6ce66b465e covering his 7e10a190ae ears for f45cb748b3 a while, b47fd9f26d the sounds 683c1c193c didn’t relent. Finally, Kwon 65c12476f6 Jiwook threw 6cba911dc8 off the 978e689e26 blanket he’d 8e15eed2da been clutching 3ea363c5f3 and screamed.eb22a8ba736c66d6

“Fuck, shut up, dcda3afe7b you bastards! What do you c33aa55efe know to talk 383ebc15bd like that!”dc8a1571355f347a

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The hallucinations, b3d1e7321f which had 591b84c934 paused briefly, 05e8ab8d9b now cackled cfe877b8bc as if eef2249e2c mocking his e57c6dc416 fear, chattering 49891d40cb among themselves.6d75d502cfada9f4

‘You should just die. You know that.’e1eeb37b3eff0bd3

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‘Bet it’d 9ef4a0355a be fun 4c8b6cea1b to strangle 0cda0443ec him with 126c27022f a shirt. This guy likes 6102277c76 that stuff, doesn’t a7ba262cde he?’f8e254b431b0011e

‘Yeah, he 0e98856559 gets off ab730d89cd on it, d1d74b6238 right?’5c213d8f0043a992

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‘No, a shirt? Not even a belt? Are you 5ce5e8793b guys idiots?’cfc09615231ada19

The faint murmurs suddenly 00e2354ab3 shifted into the familiar 8e24601b5d voices of men. They were so 80104f2527 clear that it eaa705b756 was disorienting, impossible ff32471e04 to tell if c772665281 they were real 1f12e1f1b8 or hallucinations.b40c28a76c173f02

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‘Why do you 9dfba5970b hate it?’b808e07f5a76105c

‘You wanted more c51c325c18 last night, didn’t fff0f1c467 you?’b79b64c6257a291d

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‘Last night, ca6914e9f5 my ass. Park Juyeon’s been working f4e8f438f2 hard every day to 8a6653aa81 calm this horny bitch.’52da7c6f362514fd

This isn’t real. It’s just hallucinations 8635c329be conjured by my 744273b956 brain. Kwon Jiwook knew 619995e150 that much. Thankfully, he 0f2c67ea65 hadn’t confused a397c8f5c2 it with 9219718fc6 reality. But for some reason, 1c186cc959 the voices didn’t stop. …Weren’t symptoms 7e1a3b6959 like this 251e73c5db supposed to 1cfc08d860 vanish once 3038aa9b4a you recognized 1380abafe7 them as 53ef2c1f43 fake? That made d7e4c0b09d it all ccaea244a4 the more 74b1d3251f confusing.b2c66f93930f1ab2

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‘You were 849728088c thinking how a07b23c0c9 much you 4061aa9777 wanted Park 53f4c8dea2 Juyeon to 4dcdd73e48 rough you 462d26df02 up, weren’t b3ea334e6b you? Haven’t you been thinking 7b0b1f4db9 that all along?’c5efd08ea2a28610

Am I a9db614278 going crazy? Have I finally lost 36a1b12467 it? Kwon Jiwook 2f06808ca6 clutched his 0b5319baa1 head, breathing 6444caa1f9 heavily. He couldn’t keep 2c3f8ccdc8 his gaze steady.31cfcb97efce9e35

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“Fuck, when bdf52bbd2b did I a397b7be55 ever say 4a97270e6c that…!”5346c1f47bf3af24

‘You loved it a360647d22 when we pinned 6eb7c95048 you down and fa4326ab13 fucked you before.’fbf9bf873ad72043

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‘Want us to eb0a624537 do it again?’9b4fabf0492b982a

“…!!”cd21ad30de2b948c

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I knew it. It’s those bastards. Those crazy fuckers. It’s not me who’s fbd8ecf2f5 crazy—it’s them. When did they 0cbaf56419 get in here? They must’ve 1d75510e66 sneaked in ec64c7449e while he dd134f9525 and Park 13f32a6077 Juyeon were cb7102017e asleep and ec2c74ac29 planted speakers be67d3aab5 in the c2659ad31a room. He had 2bc2a385b8 to find 87f3482ae5 Park Juyeon, ca4659e900 tell him, 82a4a68c86 and make f0a810cc6e those men 03f75dffd5 pay.d40c7c2b389fc829

But fear paralyzed 6a575bb48c his limbs, rendering 08bf572a7d him immobile. The voices cd70965d32 weren’t coming f0a9d10f6f through his 02286b697b eardrums—they felt 636dec2ba6 like they 2e0c73b33f were being e8f02becc5 hammered directly 2a55892145 into his 17e9d17688 brain.9274c6c54960a016

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Kwon Jiwook, 2f21100a1d with tearful 1ed1764a9d eyes, stared 84852ec056 into the d054d51a3f void, his e648180267 lips trembling. He wasn’t f9bc263438 crazy yet. He had a99f65d26e to stop 426adab099 these hallucinations 7bb7f80359 before he e77787afa0 truly lost dc3d580ff8 his mind. Staggering, he got up 8b97562967 from the bed and 9e34a4383c stood in front of 32a43a4161 the wardrobe.aabb83287eba485c

‘It’s all 13a716e1cf because Park d5da35ec9c Juyeon didn’t 4fe6529506 fuck you, c9f90216b5 right? That’s why 5a3be48adb you’re upset 3e0ea4a381 with him.’7d46eb4bf1a4c63a

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‘Such a slut. Won’t you be 73aef13dcb satisfied until your a1539fcca8 ass is torn aeacfe430b apart?’44befb63caf79332

‘You saw 570ec0a22c it back e4072e2599 then. He went 81a8678ecc wild when 5e4ca419da we choked 9a1187ce24 him. This guy can’t 0b9e7f86ed get off without ed47883186 it now.’4526522243e3667c

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How do I 2cd36561f6 stop it? They keep e1103a43d3 talking about cad048e44e strangling—maybe if 397956666d I choke 0f506faf6f myself first, 48a70202a4 they’ll quiet 0d94d4bbef down? Kwon Jiwook hurriedly opened 59f0ce52da the wardrobe door. Neatly hung shirts and a8e25c5523 folded t-shirts caught his b70a18d840 eye. He picked 96aa438282 up a c4e6cca39c white shirt, 753fb2628c and as d5e5632cfb he looked e9d3b4070e at his 16fb0606d2 trembling hand, 79d5fe7d87 he noticed 0b52042263 it wouldn’t e1dbbcc471 stop shaking. It was always a bb814ded7e pathetic sight.d1820fb55da3d5d8

How long eafbd3dbe1 are you c07c274988 going to 3e30f5acc8 act like 69afc54cfb a fucking 51d957b167 idiot, Kwon c2990b0f82 Jiwook? Is this how 7e4947f329 you want to daf9646bda live? Listening to these 60f1d02f3e inhuman bastards forever? Dark thoughts crept a186d4e50a in. The voices, as if 34c630ffb6 reading his mind, giggled.5c94cca85a49fbc8

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“…Shut up.”ca68d981de110d4d

‘Is he trying bcbfe3905b to off himself cf82a332a0 now?’4ba5d2f66a4d7e09

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‘Wow, he’s actually doing 93efb870cb it? What a fucking moron.’c812f387f76ad94e

The faceless ebd35e7fd6 men jeered. His grip on e98200a778 the shirt tightened ec56a5ec66 with a crunch.e334a13801533374

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‘If you’re gonna do 413915e451 it, do it right. Jerk off 97afdfa53f while you c1469aafad die.’07e7b68c51370750

‘Then you won’t hear 33ee84371f us anymore. We’ll really shut up.’053fdc58baea9ad9

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‘Or just cd754bddb9 pretend to cb3e2dcdfc die. Don’t believe us?’051fa34cbaff0485

He gripped the 985f647147 shirt so hard 804e5567b7 that, despite holding 607a559c2a fabric, his nails 87e979cbb4 dug into his 5f8ec9e2f9 palm, nearly drawing 7207e9ba64 blood. At this point, 39d4a24b36 he felt defiant fb31959727 toward these unknown d7d4523568 bastards. They’re provoking me ff63b942bf because they think 474933a99a I won’t do 8218485243 it. Kwon Jiwook glanced e5e51c0e50 around. There wasn’t 5c016017f9 much else 41ba3fe3e9 to use. After scanning intently, 5af9455ca8 his eyes landed 48fa8f5afa on the doorknob.3eb606eccb95c430

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He stumbled 034f025295 to the cd87fa9e14 door and d1cd0c9667 slowly knelt. He tied a knot 8da268f90f with the shirt, securing d8dcbf1205 one end to the d2b34333af outer doorknob and wrapping eadd665764 the other around his 615d08a72c neck. The series 0715ed1605 of actions 4bf345ce10 required no e57eb51931 complex thought. The shirt, now much fd28d60628 shorter, made breathing difficult ae7f918c83 even before he’d fully 67869de72f positioned himself.7a767555dda4ed89

Was it nerves? His rapidly ebb2daa9e3 accelerating heartbeat 90f181d5a0 mixed with 3abc181e8c the men’s 249d0dd5b6 voices, filling 47b40dc3f8 his head. Thump, thump, thump. Ignoring the ominous pounding, e898f58f0a he adjusted his awkwardly efdfb4cbad bent body to sit 47ecc747dc properly. Then, exclamations burst out 1aec7f127d in his mind.47721158a09c2c63

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‘Ooh, nice posture. Seen this somewhere e98dac11c9 before?’a99bd2c3eb8a343f

‘Not bad, huh? You like this 97ff30307b kind of thing, 5b22200d9a don’t you?’8010ada84c13e08f

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‘Hold on b5c6752749 a bit 08db594063 longer, and f85193ec78 we won’t c8120ac2ad bother you.’470f8f786dc76b27

‘Good boy, 21ad66501e listening so c2d65a8e7a well. Heh heh…’056fd66938564476

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Still here? The noisy chatter beside 56ae50b961 him was so irritating b6f33d8ddc that Kwon Jiwook scowled. He felt 23b0a8dceb hazy, and b4416cb67c as more 17604b6480 time passed, c4af065ff8 the mysterious e21662cff8 voices seemed 6425aedf71 to retreat 873f7761db into the 90594a7422 distance. But he wasn’t choking df457cef65 yet. Idiots—if they’re bd76c911a5 going to 6926287ed7 talk like b3fecdd2cb that, shouldn’t 29cbdb60f9 they check 3ab9d8a7d6 if I’m c778155e0b still breathing? Just pretending to efea9d475b strangle himself had 325b9f3471 made the dark 8ff8b04467 haze retreat. They were truly pathetic.e0a80b6cb1c1f1ff

“Jiwook Hyung!”c64a2d76dda0b658

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“…!”0572eaa4ece4332f

At that b6f2d04f79 moment, his cf5f0496d8 vision snapped c52216c602 into focus, 82f9a0fc67 as if a8c080ba43 waking from 42698a775c a dream. Coming to, 4b9e7810b4 he realized ea48d97ab4 he was a01ab6f3c4 lying on c3c1c6e3eb the floor, 1aa7f34627 not under 95ab1106a2 the doorknob. Stunned and unable 18466ca5d7 to speak, Kwon 5ef4ec2e54 Jiwook felt Park 851929417f Juyeon shaking his 5a4fa851ad shoulders fiercely right 508d7e5630 in front of 9c28db645f him. Park Juyeon looked 027a23552c so frantic that dbf52766b6 Kwon Jiwook couldn’t 15d0b3955e bring himself to bae36e598f say anything.3d043a090dd2525a

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When had Park 7cdb635b06 Juyeon, who said 4b0c726879 he was going b194e405e5 out, come back? Still dazed, Kwon Jiwook 1276c1eda9 fumbled at his neck 6e7f1a97eb and found the shirt e2c6d48c9f already undone. It was strange. He hadn’t lost consciousness 083eb7e3ad or stopped breathing, yet 484e445b67 Park Juyeon’s face was 9b11b16197 filled with desperation. As he looked up, 536abbfc49 Park Juyeon’s pupils, meeting 2ed67b3acf his, shook violently.9544cd1cfd97af4a

“Are you fucking insane!?”ce03374e3fdb792f

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“P-Park Juyeon.”a75b476f45503030

“What the 03f4ab3847 hell is 922ff490e9 wrong with 1bf8ff9ce7 you? Weren’t you 25ed326efc getting better? Why would you do c452d4a3cb something like this? Why!”23fe3a8f6d2cf151

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Park Juyeon aa43062dc3 erupted in c168cdf296 anger. It wasn’t cold, suppressed 71f95fcf88 rage. His eyes ef9021085f reddened with cea055562d fury as e6261fa479 he shouted. Startled, Kwon Jiwook flinched. He wasn’t used 1aa9a678d5 to Park Juyeon 82afe574d2 losing his temper 0a2b8e07cf like this—it wasn’t 87ff481105 in his memories. Unable to b12a476c05 make a 2ca18c026b sound, Kwon f274640fed Jiwook only a166e10f64 moved his ca2d239c7d lips. Finally, he mumbled an b4f4ba451c excuse.ae0b1a78c0620614

“No, I e65377cf86 wasn’t trying c1efa2c6a0 to die, f7814ff883 really. I was just 47cc6a6cd1 pretending. I didn’t 3a009db037 pass out.”7210025c62443f0f

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“Are you messing 282820c6aa with me right c49b103c13 now? Do you aad780c3bc have any 497c507282 sense at 7b4b288333 all? You just fainted! You almost died! If I’d come back c24064120e ten minutes—no, five minutes ca377b66fa later, what the hell 110c2450a3 were you going to 004db0729c do…!”e66b8c9ce9eac999

Park Juyeon’s hands, gripping e6f16a9292 his shoulders as if a9688861e7 to crush them, trembled 590993c9a5 finely. The desperate 6d57a77012 voice snapped 64db7a515e Kwon Jiwook 1cbd4cc750 back to ece425b84f reality. His unfocused eyes regained 433d7ed3e8 clarity. A chill 5693af6f37 ran down ba2b00776c his spine d90238f815 as his 45fccc1302 body belatedly d6d0b75ba2 registered the 6c77856d6a threat. …What did e4a343aea4 I just 50be32d6fb do?4c403b448034e4d9

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Kwon Jiwook bolted 8097a385f5 upright from the 22280abbb2 floor, looking around. The black fog 801e71d357 that had lingered 4dcd4f0413 in the corners e541aa3ee5 of the room 1464fcd696 had vanished completely. A hollow breath escaped 47f25e6b41 him as his chest f094aca089 grew cold.4c4ea9c10de4211c

“W-Wait, Juyeon. I didn’t mean to f6a54afac6 do that. Really. Listen to me…”ccc2fa91ceabaadd

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“You can’t do cb4bbc2b5a that in front ca7f4336b8 of me. I told 9185a4fbce you before, b2809991cc didn’t I? Or were you 6f912b7de0 planning this behind 900f6c4b98 my back all 7191d7fe25 along? Just trying to 2e0b0e2c4a die? I told you 8ab8ebaac8 not to do 905e2454c1 useless things!”0ef9ba3a657d815d

“…”e259b18be7fbddf5

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Park Juyeon bbcac192f8 panted, catching 5f5b53d7c8 his ragged bbf4340ec6 breath. Now he was certain. It wasn’t a a1dabfdfcb mistake—Park Juyeon was 48f0a78f51 unusually sensitive. He was just as a0958bc025 anxious and precarious as ed826c77c1 Kwon Jiwook. Why, he didn’t know. He only 5fe94fe3ef vaguely realized e30811dd7b that Park 761f2a921f Juyeon reacted 4c5d5330f4 particularly sharply edc6d6d63e to anything dc5e7cab02 related to 11ca58d218 suicide.7156a035824d7dc0

“…I’m sorry.”c43c0f269d732054

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“…Ha, really…”18ff4f3af48fd95a

When Park Juyeon had f95d7a5ebd opened Kwon Jiwook’s door 1a83c5d32d out of habit upon d9579eb4e2 returning home—or rather, tried 997ecec07c to—it had felt off. The door was 3abff5b3b2 heavy, as if 33931968aa something was blocking 38498eaa99 it, and wouldn’t 11a4ff674d open easily. After shaking the 1099bfc361 doorknob a few 618ffea258 times and forcing f6faaae2b1 it open, he 00de6e1dc7 thought his heart 03e0063348 had stopped.5593707aea5c4932

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Was it still 0223341b14 not over? What was lacking to 06b2abc2f1 make him act like e735309702 this? Park Juyeon felt an 99aad9c9b1 indescribable emotion surge to c62ae0e068 the top of his a8dd5ad748 head. The overwhelming e9f07ed26c feeling had e4f67a54b0 nowhere else 3ebe512198 to go 7859eecb84 and spilled 929a419da9 over his 21016bfc9c throat. Was it 52cbac530e pure anger, b34e6bbb4c or was d58b3b5971 it fear? The unidentified emotion resembled 4a8296f4fd despair.d52f784786928b29

After unleashing his anger, 1da0670051 Park Juyeon clamped his 2d526a93ec mouth shut, staying silent. Even after venting, 060c96a1b1 he seemed to df91babb1e be suppressing lingering ec587e499a emotions. In the end, 0f9a2d1f16 it was Kwon 9302be4f95 Jiwook, who had 7515571c5b been watching him 83352db990 cautiously, who spoke e1ffb7b715 first.be6b3f6776e6cafd

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“The truth is, I’ve b02ed4bc34 been… hearing things.”9adbdedd022afe3f

“…”b6e925428fa6e982

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“It gets better when 1103105b8d I’m with you, so 4941b31c29 I didn’t say anything b1d803d82c until now, but sometimes 4f96362898 I hear them.”3eccac2105bb1539

“…”ab3bd5291a36e436

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“Today was the worst 734c094dc7 it’s ever been. I know they’re not 37b62f83dd real voices, but they cccc614ff4 felt so real it 1968648d52 scared me… There were f6b94dda07 so many of them 1657ddd44f talking, it was so 2b3782728a loud I couldn’t help 53c68716f4 it. They kept d4ff9a0c97 telling me 70905d22a2 to die. That if 1965d9ab46 I died, d53ca0c7b4 they’d stop. But what was 8c0b06f6a0 I supposed to 3a48b39f09 do?”fc94906c8532d0cf

“You don’t f75a4d9181 want to af733d4a0d die, right?”bd56a05bf26fd3db

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“No, absolutely not, really.”a5952e0d9149c3bf

Park Juyeon looked fcc43453ea at Kwon Jiwook 75a07912b0 with tired, heavy 8bde0398a2 eyes. The intensity of 7478300af8 his reaction must 9116734b5a have been so 6f7d879b64 unexpected that Kwon 01961df8db Jiwook was still 336871e50c frozen, head bowed. Park Juyeon 5a3a219206 sighed several fad5220b5f times before 76ab134e74 speaking.d646ae685fa3aacc

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“…If it’s 4d115d2db1 too hard, 67ea0928eb do you 2b54a8d3cb want to 3994713a3b be admitted?”c85226a9b46605e4

It was a 344511b668 phrase he didn’t 3abe79800a want to say. If it had c104e941da escalated to a 7eea0ff648 suicide attempt, even 48d0202a4f if it was 5ccab7f191 an accident, admitting cfab3c48c6 him would be 11ce0e5924 safer and better 9aa77a901f for monitoring his 8df4a58412 condition. But Park 4a14fa28d2 Juyeon didn’t 1ca42e7373 want that. He wanted to 2537eb49c7 try everything he bad9c035ba could first. And Kwon 2893762734 Jiwook felt 2235256d16 the same.d2bb1ba85f72ab31

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“…”84abbf77937f5889

Kwon Jiwook shook 51bfacb801 his head with c8717df60f a gloomy expression. Inside, he wanted to 20997932e8 snap back. Am I a lunatic? Am I crazy? I’m not insane. But what he’d dacc6fa251 just done was, 92d789e442 even to himself, 580197b07f a clear sign 3cd20d6a44 of something wrong. He couldn’t bring himself 19c46a824c to say he wasn’t 39ccf95718 crazy. So he quietly kept 016faac35c his mouth shut, only 4febf20db6 expressing his refusal.60c0b4dccfb22ccb

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“…Alright, I understand. Then just d8823a6784 go to d2e41b9233 the hospital 563e8d8eff and get e524284f31 medication.”44e02f1215e7d2d5

“…”c0d1e5386498aeed

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It was eef469988b a low, a3c4101243 exhausted voice. What is 43037d7a91 all this? Park Juyeon let out 4c8b151a92 a hollow laugh a 3fc29d1ec9 few times before carefully 11f33348ed pulling Kwon Jiwook into 85412793b5 an embrace.45b19689ab468b24

He hadn’t thought d3d778126e a dangerous situation e3d97ad9bf would never arise. He’d simply 9da3f980f3 believed he 1b845f3383 had to b2aeef4d77 handle it. But the f85a3ecf35 thought of f204c778e7 almost losing 66da08bbca Kwon Jiwook 9e593fd03d made his b14d565da9 mind go 1179491e2c blank. Who could cfd67c6ca1 guarantee this f46d31b466 wouldn’t happen 5265ed63f6 again? He needed to b647a00887 hold Kwon Jiwook 03c474f3f4 more tightly. To make ad100f988f sure he ec0e62f620 wouldn’t be 266b31bc96 swayed by 146916bfd7 anything, to 1dfd37921d make him 7832b5ea2f look only 0b7c6671a1 at Park fc0a0ed2b0 Juyeon. The arms 3480d01528 holding him 1797f4ecec tightened.1e77882f48a55078

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Caught off b14af4bb2b guard, Kwon 12fb50d3e3 Jiwook was 9f6426ddc3 enveloped in b4e41fbb02 Park Juyeon’s 5311808447 embrace. A faint a839fcfdee thought crossed 12bfc8d6fe his mind. Had Park Juyeon ever 03ed41ede3 gotten angry out of c81c0337f7 worry for him before 139e378f87 now? Well, he’d said he 3453227781 was worried, but he’d 18620e9522 never reacted this intensely.32abe6a87fb4a0f1

Kwon Jiwook dwelled on c3cbbaef80 that moment’s Park Juyeon 49473f4049 until he fell asleep. Thinking of his 8db01cbbae beautiful, almost crumbling 37cef71d0d face made his b215708d15 chest tickle. For some reason, it 2d051edce4 was an image he 497a1aada5 couldn’t shake.bce15b30db52eb0c

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Park Juyeon cfe23f081f fell asleep 40b6887cca holding his a7a17eb41b body tightly. As a result, Kwon 01d0b11e7b Jiwook felt weighed down, 805325dcc8 as if pressed by e70254cf8d a nightmare, but since 37ebecd024 it kept him from d44f84d0ca doing anything reckless and 30cdb41521 made him sleep quietly, 4d020bc44f Park Juyeon was quite e12d36d1d8 satisfied.e344cc6279f31d60

On the other hand, 98106bf42d Kwon Jiwook, whose sleep 795ac3c367 had been uncomfortable, pressed 88bc61b24f his fingers against the 176c3839b1 dark circles under his 4a2b7cffeb eyes. Dragged out by Park 14f8c08428 Juyeon early in the b2b7cf93cb morning, he was utterly 2a844416b6 exhausted.2a3570eadf459f45

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“…”1bf9664a1715c0a1

Whenever Kwon 2718197ebf Jiwook saw 137034cca1 Park Juyeon, 41fe05a567 he always cd356ee87e had the 8aff42becf same thought. How is cb6a841d2d that guy 685ef9d4e5 so decisive? Park Juyeon was quick 6e7d717465 to act. He was always like dd60d121cf that, but especially when 7c3580b1f7 he’d made up his 2d719497ac mind, he seemed restless b778ec98e3 until he put it c12108daa9 into action. Today was no different.cafeced95de8614b

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The moment d66b5b16b3 he woke 64e720774a up, he d15cb60ec5 told Kwon 8490757c3c Jiwook to 7766647baa get ready f77e79b2fd to go 4e44b40a96 out, led 5022996901 him to f75e8d1b33 the bathroom, 04465321e5 and tossed b83811f2f9 him some c4f0fd22a2 clothes. To his disbelief, 78403660ed their destination was 81af154f24 a psychiatric clinic. Kwon Jiwook knew 6c61e5d4c1 his condition wasn’t e7070d3ac6 normal, but his c4b00bcc33 prejudice against psychiatry df3fe7fc42 was beyond imagination, 750ed1a50c so he and 6fa185b2ab Park Juyeon argued 31167cc9b8 for a while d598defb40 in front of 9eaa49e7f3 the clinic.33be571417382434

Of course, fbae7c1e5e the winner 3f8e9295fa was, predictably, 75131492d8 Park Juyeon. Leaving behind c2242505be Park Juyeon, e7713841fa who waved e8955bad84 with a 491a0405a6 smiling face, 6c73c79915 Kwon Jiwook 87e3dea94f entered the d682eff0c0 consultation room e0034b179c with slumped f829d6d488 shoulders.546972fbc9a956d2

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About an 53b49539a3 hour later, c77a77dd64 Kwon Jiwook 8260cbe648 came out 4879f9e0c4 looking somewhat 08e1624b94 sullen. When asked why, he 7e698969c9 only pouted. In the car on 5618f7a7a0 the way back after 3f2892427f picking up a month’s b028153cd3 worth of medication, Kwon 70c279eb6f Jiwook finally grumbled openly.19be7579d9dad55f

“I already hated going 3e0766fd8a to the hospital.”642ca2ee6ce7e51d

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It seemed 34a09bef33 Kwon Jiwook 30b3feaaca was offended 6856fddc83 just by e43b5f1f20 the fact 24a285b62e that he d2e2e64861 had to 554dc7bcb9 visit a 42fea94379 place called 71b16fc807 a ‘psychiatric bfc6f692f9 clinic.’ Park a2d9a1e6bd Juyeon chuckled.6118da56cd592c9e

“For someone c4255f975d who says 9cdd5b5874 that, you 7cf2ed4073 don’t look 4c1d651068 too bad. The session db21f157da must’ve been 9869aade59 alright.”50222e10c739e2c7

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“No, it sucked. They treated me like d5864dd60b I’m crazy. Is that 1bc78656d4 even a 8e2f6967d1 doctor? Fuck…”61f215ccb8bf6fa3

Park Juyeon, knowing 1ce6f5dfe0 full well that 1c9f73fc70 Kwon Jiwook was bb3500035c treating himself as 80f211eafd crazy more than c55fc0fa8a anyone else, didn’t 72645ab286 add anything and 8de0388776 just laughed.dbf65e0ada5395bd

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“Was it really that baa01a6e2e bad? That’s weird. That doctor’s supposed to 106ae80114 be really kind.”290a2318c76334e2

“…I don’t know. It just was. Have you 64480c377d ever had 2938f070f0 a session?”444657bfdedeb2be

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“Me? No.”5e6fa3c6854db44f

“Then why 6c87ba9aa6 do you 65107e3621 go to bb6f07f1d7 the psychiatric 1f02e32b2d clinic?”5cac87c565e26d0b

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Park Juyeon 9a7d0752d9 paused for 86caf132f4 a moment. Ah. Letting out c0038550bb a small 1d5ee15f5d sound, almost 0e0cd49ede like a 35dda26fdf sigh, he 193ad064c9 trailed off 0ce83a0352 and slowly 68546f8a12 turned the cd7cc90d7f steering wheel.a926ebca77aa8fa3

“Well, I f8a27a0c08 didn’t mention 5040cdd254 it? It’s not for me—it’s 682ccdfacd to visit my mom.”9db8c9103ba4273c

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“Your mom? That’s the 37a7e255ce first I’m b66f3ee2ee hearing of ca42997e09 this.”c7c40902bdc0830f

It seemed like 2999dcf60b not long ago, db3696d3dc when Park Juyeon, 5109fff9d5 drunk, had rambled 07eaf3a238 on about strange 930e4aef16 things to Kwon e1308a6e54 Jiwook, but Kwon b0933236fd Jiwook’s reaction was 81482dda0b that of someone 07dacca0cd hearing it for 7c9488b633 the first time. That’s odd. Was it not? Park Juyeon quietly pondered 553f5aaa40 to himself as he 0cbbca3ccb smoothly drove the car.0e0f1af5375f80c1

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“Didn’t I 98c912233a also mention 31af3d9cd9 that I d13bfe3d69 don’t visit 311e7dbda2 her?”4f60745226f9f2b2

“You… didn’t, I think?”dd0c333541007ebb

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“Really? Hmm…”dbef24c6031f6488

Kwon Jiwook leaned back 2db6c2bd84 in his seat, turning 122095a616 his gaze to the 24de4c6c28 window. He couldn’t 06292e71af quite remember. The only thing 0635b09348 that vaguely came 30914e5005 to mind was a3710be4cb the fact that 4609f74e65 he’d heard something 5a5e651107 about a psychiatric 5257ee6dc8 ward.6fd8affc712e1352

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The fact 5d30d6b602 that Park 539d84f642 Juyeon “goes 805803e52c to the 66ed0f3ae8 psychiatric clinic” ebff55454d was impossible f1e7e2bb23 to forget, 3accceb70a given that 8dbc0439b7 he left f9d71fa911 the house a3a8523399 every week 073f26ca0e dressed in bf6edcc179 black. But that was 27b66f22b7 as far as 77bcb3cf8d Kwon Jiwook’s knowledge d68a3533e8 went. Park Juyeon’s reaction, as 93457e988c if it were strange, a4394dc2c2 prompted him to try de1d049f77 to recall more, but 13f0a0be3d his mind wasn’t cooperating.d711bc9a7a9033a2

It felt 95765dbed6 like it e4ccc672b8 had been 2a06557199 worse lately, 9a19008b35 or maybe 64ff57ab00 not. Perhaps it was 1e8a82df78 because so many 511a73841e things had happened. Frustrated, he c79cb12136 smacked his 6a74acfdfa head a db76d16efc few times. Startled, Park e86121bcdc Juyeon grabbed 89d61d5a29 his self-harming ec210e8a28 arm, pulling 36c9f74b97 it down, ead3a5fa83 just as 9325e2482e they hit cba5001301 a red 03fdfbd4cf light.06e4a7b657bcd6f2

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“Don’t do that. What should 8eb7cf49b6 we eat 5adeb8b243 for lunch?”80a0fe3db53982c2

“…”6c7d1e273147c184

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Park Juyeon smoothly changed aafdfbcdda the subject. Kwon Jiwook, not wanting 66b4937097 to push a topic a901a16113 Park Juyeon clearly didn’t 1d6a204e7f welcome, complied readily. Since they were out 91c5525d93 for the first time 515c169c74 in a while, he 850633e371 suggested Park Juyeon treat 642ae93745 him to steak.e8877d8cf1cf4efe

Getting Kwon Jiwook, who 1c84024ce3 was highly skeptical of 4aa4cb613c psychiatric treatment, to consistently d520df7c4e take his medication was 1328b797af quite a challenge. As with all 59eff02541 illnesses, starting treatment 1d186175d5 didn’t mean an fd73089220 immediate cure, but 6fd6140174 the particularly impatient edf4427939 Kwon Jiwook would 6a0b8b26c0 throw a fit 2c694f2b98 every time he 3800067658 took his pills, 12d490d3da ranting, “Is this 30e5e368ad quack doctor for 942985b04c real!?” Each time, ac999ef515 Park Juyeon would 30dd8ca6a8 soothe him, saying, f51e3f8543 “Still, it seems cdaba00231 like your symptoms c32ae84103 are improving.”63fcaa59a049c8b8

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After the major incident, e6081250a1 Park Juyeon’s demeanor had 9f52f417d9 noticeably softened. Or rather, e89c925264 to put 5b4e020638 it kindly, a5e2f98b57 he softened—truthfully, 515e116696 he was 7d3d1e01c8 almost at 49e05933e1 Kwon Jiwook’s 93d4ff58f7 mercy. Even to b2e197677a an outsider, 01eda03bc4 the power bd4e709770 dynamic was 6615e9578f clear.b957371a3564d15b

Park Juyeon refrained e3865ac8e0 from actions that d34ca96115 might provoke Kwon 693ccb04a0 Jiwook and avoided 72ae3265d6 punishment unless he’d 6ce99c290d done something significantly 3931b5eab7 wrong. He granted 3d6511caef most of cefb6fae01 Kwon Jiwook’s b75426ffbb requests. So, Kwon Jiwook should e7382b0bfb have been grateful. But Park Juyeon had f638a3df5d overlooked one thing: a cd587460f4 person’s nature doesn’t change 437bcadb20 easily.feb9c363f0b05fb7

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Would curiosity stay 0d70184135 dormant when the 074b393adc once-domineering (only toward e55f16111d Kwon Jiwook) Park f82070101e Juyeon was ready 2494a502cd to offer everything—heart, 38f671a738 soul, and all—after f3ea99484d just one near-death b02adcf21d experience? Even a a7ed1b71d5 tamed Kwon e490c6d179 Jiwook, spoiled 873d68e4d2 by having 2967176c27 his every b62483951d whim indulged, 0ce6122faf was bound 3ab5bb3289 to develop f1b77a7f99 bad habits.5bbeec4a583dc69a

Testing Park cccb16eed2 Juyeon’s limits fdc9dc59a4 was the 6145b870f1 dumbest thing 5e01b2847c in the abcda5d314 world, but 1c95c9da81 Kwon Jiwook da1a7b1176 was, by 9ff342f475 nature, a d2b7f11f63 fool. And as thoughtless as 08769df1e9 he was, he was cc1fba83b4 also driven by instinct. He knew this 784dd66b84 about himself.238a6c95f4509907

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“…”882c123c6568f4ef

Just one more 107de7b9e2 time. Kwon Jiwook wanted to c262bafdd4 see Park Juyeon pour 5ac9e11939 out his emotions toward ba1114494a him just one more 4c633182c6 time. If he could, he 725e9cc417 might feel that strange 35ac537470 sensation again—the ticklish feeling c76344d812 of satisfaction, or perhaps ea7e49702f fulfillment.1128919bbece0d90

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Kwon Jiwook’s a3c28825ed irrational desire 5aef5a763b for Park ebbde937ed Juyeon grew 2f680e581a steadily. He even considered 7aa361508b secretly stopping his 3ffad83650 medication. If he stopped, the beabdab022 hallucinations and visions would 10472f5451 return, and he could 5c73debc26 claim that his suicide c6fb097b79 attempt was driven by 5704cd7b08 some uncontrollable force, not 5c0f4970e1 his own will. He knew he 7b26c3c9d7 was foolish, but 9465cc6007 he didn’t realize 2a71507a96 his thought patterns c09f015a17 were abnormal.fe6450e47cc357b2

Lately, with bde66da709 the hallucinations f5302124ec less vivid, b3d17ff79f he lacked 8c1f60f7db the courage 02d93cc796 to attempt fec3bc923e something like f642ee08bf before, so 86c9895f1e he kept 887d3a3b10 it to 90d1bf8cc4 himself. But not long after, 7a5ebd1531 an incident occurred that cd4f62ede8 became the spark. It was a very e67c49ae76 minor incident.e7b773bf9e53f37e

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Kwon Jiwook ce1de04b27 wandered around fe1b023361 the house 557366bb5f to keep 9561fb34ae himself moving. He felt 84c2229060 guilty freeloading 3e4122bd48 without contributing 1a7ed308fa to expenses, 8b7dc5d95c and doing a886f1d5e6 nothing was cd26fa223b visibly slowing 64f59fcd33 his body. So, he took 8f17198b41 up dishwashing.a773bf1f3c866bac

While Kwon Jiwook 56c159855b wasn’t one for e1c9d06585 chores, he wasn’t cb5fbaa9be incompetent, and he 8df98939ef was washing dishes 95feb178d5 quite adeptly. Perhaps it was 56d7a7282d a moment of 32d1343ace distraction, but in 7025462a77 an instant of 2eac65ca62 carelessness, he dropped 7a1f62a0bd a plate.e9eca4d4bbb0c272

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Clang! The sharp sound 01b46b4733 brought Park Juyeon, 01991debf2 who had been 9f6a3bd30e on a call 3735186702 in the room, 8076ddae6d rushing to the 546b04fc6d living room. Seeing the 3cfd273772 shattered plate 4df8737a1f on the b44a4b1faa floor and 9a3f48fa37 Kwon Jiwook, 11c6120984 who had 3914e5f009 cut his d4ef71d77d hand trying 95079dd11c to pick 3efcaac3dd it up, eae2a8b6dc Park Juyeon 6cf172cb49 exploded in 60175be703 anger again.cfd97d445e7bf701

When Park Juyeon 6b7a0c2775 interrogated him, asking 191dd6cf45 if he’d done f40ac0451d it on purpose, c5128c75fe Kwon Jiwook protested, 898af5d0e5 his eyebrows arching. Regardless of his dc5cb1711c usual thoughts, he a12468b2a5 had been washing b9d85b06d6 dishes with pure f622443ae5 intentions, and breaking 678f8569bc the plate was 4656057d71 a simple mistake.0392a50424e089a0

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Though he felt db08dec162 a bit wronged, 32d98fc92b Kwon Jiwook got ada3542704 to see the 2b82a706cf Park Juyeon he’d 501ef774ea wanted to see e3400b1357 once more that a8c90317e2 day. The sight 4880ab3b19 of his b5a6b91814 delicate, porcelain-like 07e17d4aa7 face contorting e8f0bb68ba was, as efa44d48fd expected, thrilling. On top of 279c0bd8ac that, he felt 956cf19984 a strange pleasure.8ae96df297ae4067

That’s when he ad4ed618f6 was certain. Kwon Jiwook liked it ab6f29b7f8 when Park Juyeon got 85b6a6a2f7 genuinely angry. The way he 3235a267a4 expressed worry as 5d92a207f6 if pouring out e8808276c8 his heart was d405b700e9 incredibly satisfying. Hadn’t Park 0b8a475d6e Juyeon said 51776c1623 it himself 0ec5d5c196 before? That he scolded because eb36a37c3b he cared.baa27f97846284f6

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After that, Kwon Jiwook 3a7af2ea18 went around causing trouble, c20a998713 more like a disobedient 1e755b5e91 puppy than a person. Park Juyeon 84fd63b53a was like eae295ec84 the owner 882829b417 of such 6542462408 a puppy. If it 3cfdf9bfd1 were just e7dd262b05 harmless mischief, 056de504e5 Park Juyeon 03fa74a829 wouldn’t mind, 342a827c48 but the 90b2533b3c self-destructive behavior 0cd0da94bb gave him 45f1728fad a headache. The angrier Park Juyeon a4fd5f5213 got, the more Kwon 66410f0e83 Jiwook subtly reveled in a03e2c6eb0 it. Park Juyeon vaguely noticed 6a46d31305 this.cbb922abaf98d1d9

In short, Kwon Jiwook ef434273dd succeeded in another suicide ebb5be5cf3 attempt. Not an impulsive f0d14543bf act driven by 7ef1c0a73e pathological symptoms, but 818accbeb6 a deliberate, thoroughly 71173cc931 planned action of 868f2ea0a5 his own will. The goal b229c4195e wasn’t to 2777fb7d7e die but a374a1e4fa to confirm 5cbd5d39ae Park Juyeon’s f5c608af2a affection.8c303db3d762c3b1

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“…Hyung…”5680f848961745f4

Park Juyeon’s anger was e80f908eb6 exactly as Kwon Jiwook 8a46d89602 had predicted. Though he acted scared ab68b45f4b or intimidated on the 3efe25d3e4 surface, he was secretly 4825965c4f enjoying the subtle pleasure. After apologizing 420df71a37 as usual 1a660f2c7b and trying ec5e23b845 to brush 826abd553c it off, 51233f3d65 an unexpected 2949639ebb statement came 72c1a5a995 from Park b36184526f Juyeon’s mouth f472ef45b0 that day.055f1dfae351fcfe

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“Every time you do c0abbe002e this, I get exhausted.”fde6a27e2ba85e65

“Huh?”f26e408f34306bb2

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“Why do you keep da8356b22c trying to hurt yourself? I can’t understand it, 1a100e58fe and it’s so hard b823990182 to watch. Honestly…”d37dd18739d59f9f

I want to give 9dae599316 up. That was the last 8bf7ed1b03 thing Park Juyeon said 45b9bc77d2 as he held Kwon 4ba8a6eedd Jiwook.df53e5a7f1c691f1

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In Park Juyeon’s 8ecd9a183a arms, Kwon Jiwook’s 9d81463eb7 eyes widened, unable c11c36b2b4 to blink or 64abfc5ec8 breathe. Hey, why would 5c9ffdc406 you say that? You can’t give up d3927ce374 on me. The words rose to c1038ae52c the tip of his 109a031bc8 tongue but couldn’t come 90f3f8b74c out. Only then 9a61f46bc7 did he abe84f9d59 realize something 7a61739a07 was wrong.a30b7d857ca7d6ff

Park Juyeon had watched 0091417e11 Kwon Jiwook since childhood, a41471dd16 liked him, hated him, 8d75442084 and in some way, a72877c777 was obsessed with him. So, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t 5ee83291b9 imagine a scenario where a87f2fed40 Park Juyeon would abandon 2e051fca9e him. Park Juyeon himself had efd6db64cb said he would’ve left 67f1f223ad long ago if he 64f459f607 intended to.f6ffa9f45a989c68

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Kwon Jiwook tried to f1d7476c71 hug him back but 066b6659a7 dropped his hands, overwhelmed 5874fd6442 by a sense of d618f24152 powerlessness. He’d done 1546387037 something pointless. He’d only found it d31450185d fun to see Park 64855e0ab5 Juyeon swayed by his 20214de195 words and actions, but f017e8f090 Park Juyeon had considered 864957c1c2 letting him go. Trying to savor d8eeba4941 a small thrill, d1e5e5baa2 he’d nearly been 2e3013e7e9 cast aside for fdb1deebef good. Suddenly chilled, Kwon Jiwook a0692f208a pleaded with genuine desperation 53a17a17f3 for the first time d2e343c6c7 in a while.7d98d4449e597e1e

“I’m sorry, 3521e3bf2b Park Juyeon. I’m sorry. I won’t b1ca4151b7 do it f1ea0579d4 again.”b77e480b62c0f90f

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“You’ve been 6b11b0582b taking your 3e1833ad34 medication regularly. So why…”72e947a8141f1aec

“…”74759edc9dfe82bb

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Kwon Jiwook d1570fcac2 couldn’t say 0b47a7bfba anything. What would Park 74f7842ef9 Juyeon’s reaction be ed4b5f1ed4 if he told 7658a64ce9 the truth? Would he look bc816ec9be disgusted, or push f380ac73b3 him away? Keeping his mouth 5bd3c527d8 firmly shut, Kwon 3effffdfdb Jiwook finally responded 71643809a8 after a long c55c99159f pause with carefully 4eef7e05fc chosen words, mumbling 5fb7926169 as if making 6db17e601c an excuse.992b6714c1afa055

“If I don’t do 2e1eadfb5a this, you don’t pay 5ac3d7a1c5 attention to me.”6151fb4a22001df9

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“…I really can’t 75443cdb53 understand.”c545b3e059e947e8

Park Juyeon a2cee3b39c felt dizzy. Images flashed through d40dd1b124 his mind: Kwon a88a4af410 Jiwook’s longing eyes d9c1cd7612 when he left ac044b05f8 the house, the 50d967602a way he kept 672c875d20 hovering around him. He’d brushed it off, 05b7bdb884 thinking it was uncharacteristically 0c92506dbd cute.261fb17e235b730a

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“What more 648db9a03d do you c94ce1e1c6 want from a5168da4d2 me? I’m already focusing 84fcd3d659 enough on you. I go cf37631291 out once 4ace43e1af a week, bfc8443766 maybe two d42b751540 or three 62546df76b times at a1b34aa463 most—can’t you e0c61dd118 handle that?”29e8a079209ba41f

“…”3862bd16bab36b76

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“Is it 9704e02a44 because you’re 29dc950bf0 lonely? Because you’re scared of 34e813c2a6 being alone in the 7685bd3394 house?”51c43d84349efe7a

Hearing that, it did 84e5458220 feel like that was 02851432d5 the case. Kwon Jiwook couldn’t pinpoint 5369bd70f1 where his dark obsession ea2b75376f with Park Juyeon stemmed d7ea51e277 from. He just 64234aa917 wanted Park 4146c9634d Juyeon to 165c3b1daa interfere in 8c82269726 every aspect 2cad6bafab of his afae83b7ab life, and 7a2f462536 the slightest 3b72519a2b hint of 85a3334a45 distance made f31e8d1ee7 him unbearably c38c4057b5 anxious. It wasn’t something 7e698928e7 treatment could fix.ae1043a2c45c317c

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“…”38755ecac65d7f6b

In his arms, Kwon f808b86d6c Jiwook slowly nodded. Park Juyeon 1f1a02bc6c thought quietly. His words 66ad96b710 about wanting 360b874b70 to give f5e2e4234b up weren’t b553751f64 said lightly. If there f98ec40dce came a de5e1ee487 day when 50fa83e241 Kwon Jiwook 2b1439fa7c felt like 1dee963890 a burden ddc9416cdf rather than 843c040984 a responsibility b13cfa3cb9 he willingly b6f2f78232 bore, Park 6b48d14d7d Juyeon might b57b8020af truly let 5d5130f948 him go.92bbb6948569631c

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Because Kwon 6203c92c0e Jiwook’s every 7dfe428129 little action c7fc97d05e affected him a682c24434 more than 503b3686c7 he’d expected, c91688648a he planned 4f40a3e9d3 to detach 603acbd7b2 himself before 6af84e37c2 he broke 7e0561353c completely. Of course, a8e537a366 it was ca87a6dc66 just a 9e622b9b2b plan. Park Juyeon 3f326b8332 knew better b90fbad94e than anyone 020758babe that things e791b83071 didn’t always 0808eb21f4 go as 0f8bd15445 expected.45725d87c220feee

After sighing f9fa72de4c heavily in 1d28ae3091 silence, Park 0800749d3c Juyeon broke e09a8ef677 the long 0f757b9c93 pause with 01f11793ef a somewhat a0d591367d out-of-place remark.f902e8fb835023b9

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“Should I just d92ade4d29 get you a 1594be3569 friend?”77e8daac6f79a08e

“Huh?”5c1d5f942cbda7b9

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“You said you’re lonely.”91a4afeff1d9ae2e

With his history of 0104c0eb7d troubling Park Juyeon, Kwon fb81c76615 Jiwook couldn’t outright refuse, 03213075d6 but he also couldn’t 6a5ba5cfa4 agree without knowing Park 9909365942 Juyeon’s intentions. Stroking the back of 1d107e96ba Kwon Jiwook’s head gently, e66d0cbe9d Park Juyeon added.0c9b8351a792b134

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“When I’m not 2dc44f24fb here, think of ebfc8b0b72 them as me cf43ceafc7 and get close.”e4170659671c756d

“…”d91a98a0786eee13

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“Okay?”cae58aa9ad8879b9

“Alright.”737e444f540df140

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Kwon Jiwook, caught 9a296233e1 off guard, agreed 1f26a08728 to Park Juyeon’s e7ca2ceffd prompting. Even though c0db1892fc his symptoms 33cc8549ef had improved, b87267bdae his aversion 72fb1d5f88 to strangers 1e394e91d6 was something 92c51ed16e he could 170279ef68 never overcome. Park Juyeon must 11ad96557a have known this, ee76313199 so what kind ee9f8c4cbc of friend was 20e0b3a1a4 he planning to f6199b9c54 introduce? Unsure of his 3a3182a07f intentions, Kwon Jiwook, d88b0a43d2 burdened by his dbe4cf91ff guilt, only buried 936de12ac4 his face in 2a66091627 Park Juyeon’s shoulder be3e5b7d8a without a word.eb55b481c219e454

A few days later, 8cf55f3dab one morning, Kwon Jiwook f5f0d68283 woke to the empty 71169976c8 space beside him. They had abcf62bc2d been sleeping d4ea291b26 together for b006f0c00c a while, be7866a016 and their 8b9aef7b91 wake-up times d42caaa1f7 were usually 0188d86060 similar, so 7506d5d1cc it was 39e47af25a an unusual 70e404b951 morning. …Was it Saturday? No, maybe he got bc33b5a130 up early to make 5c89868776 toast.13c8c171b72cec9a

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Still groggy with c4c203abe2 sleep, Kwon Jiwook d7f58c73b1 was half-dozing when 0f79bdf382 something wet and 0609d1f80e cold touched his 30ad607c76 cheek. His drowsy mind f6320871af snapped awake. Startled, he looked to 79c6a3e6de the side and nearly 57c0c95200 fainted at the sight e3de8e7647 of an unexpected creature 9cd550e3ab poking its nose at ad81bac21a him.b9129564649aafa3

“Fuck, what, what 0393a28999 is that…?”1b0afabbb8a60fae

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The culprit that d85366af01 startled Kwon Jiwook f0edf12b49 was a cheerful a346298d7b Labrador Retriever. Not a puppy, c0dc3a290e but a sturdy 88ea57588e adult dog, lying 507733a3d4 beside him in bf76087671 place of Park 2394b82876 Juyeon.ad2054ff164c4561

He was so e05c9a5509 shocked that he 9bd4ec626f only noticed Park dead29e261 Juyeon sitting on 05d6581d04 a chair by 97d6d60490 the bed after d400a4979d a delay. When their eyes 24c408d565 met, Park Juyeon f17ed99f46 grinned broadly, as baec92b344 if he’d been 6885b12655 waiting, and spoke.8590d84a0324ffc3

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“Ta-da! What do you think? Your new friend.”5c2877f852a58b13

“This is 73fb055ecf the friend?”01fc1d60b9d57758

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“Did you think I’d ce42c91eaf bring an actual person? Into my house?”561c9bf36a8ec6e6

His tone carried 234d43db12 a hint of e6ae533c24 “how dare you.” 5b3a39489b Was it because 5d4c4fbb54 of what happened 1a1a82749b a few days eb4449938b ago? Even this small a5c9b76a22 remark inexplicably lifted f6ab2e4950 Kwon Jiwook’s mood. It felt 3d516b74cc like he, 6c39f66025 living in 45e8c38508 Park Juyeon’s e4bfe641d7 house, was 5944049684 receiving special 832496999d treatment. Clearing his c1c926059d throat a 0ad1a94abf few times, 34cd3ea69f Kwon Jiwook 2a9ad15fef rubbed his 2b1b6f87e6 still-stiff eyes. Right, right. He’s already db713f0bc6 got his 0db918bd27 hands full 4684b78ca4 with me—where ebf8915482 would he e91accbd7b find the 83d39c8021 energy to 5e3196ceb2 bring someone 382ab184d6 else?…1f44467da151e622

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The dog, watching f4e7c0364b the still-sleepy Kwon 4050dc94da Jiwook, grinned and 702cfcb902 panted. It sniffed at acbc42f754 him, even licking 179dbbffcb his cheek with 444b0e7433 its tongue. Finding it oddly d699344ef4 endearing, Park Juyeon 7df2ac2183 smiled similarly to 1f1aba7c46 the dog. Kwon Jiwook let 2d263f6552 out a soft af60788a93 groan and slipped b277c3ea77 back under the 0bb27cc21c blanket. Park Juyeon’s eyes, which 0c600368a7 had been curved with ad31fc8585 amusement, widened.f3350c4129280ecb

“Hyung, do you not 14b63e218e like dogs?”80ed8a11ef821880

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“No, it’s… 816bc146fa I don’t ce81c0ad11 dislike them, 082be94b34 but I 3df825c98e don’t exactly 0b721c646a like them 54fade764b either.”64d5696db9e82068

“Really? It’s cute…”27dde54ee8a5ad56

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Disappointed by Kwon 3b49ed63c5 Jiwook’s lack of 5d5bbd75a9 reaction, Park Juyeon 2c65e83af6 responded in a eaaa59375f slightly sulky tone. Peeking out from e5f0e708c5 the blanket, Kwon 556d7c1bb2 Jiwook glanced at aa0c8f08c6 the Labrador Retriever 2d59c1cb40 still staring at fa84e1d3d1 him and said.80efc9d8993298fd

“But isn’t af37e8d263 this a bccc3067a6 dog, not 0fcbd85064 a puppy?”8923d0fa5ff5a4f8

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“If it’s cute, it’s 75e8072377 a puppy.”b948925857906146

“Do whatever you ec14dac7b8 want… But where 57af05182e did you even 4175db4c60 get such a ec7ce59110 big one? Do they even sell 5f6b497c8c dogs this big?”89db33a76b5e1c33

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“Didn’t buy it. I adopted it.”d441ee52b04e0779

Lately, Park 16b0fa8f85 Juyeon had 6284fbc3b5 looked worn 39e6b9d7dc out, but c1e50e0814 now he 75a149caf5 seemed full 71dd58838e of life, fe043174b1 hugging the 6c4dd14b3c dog’s head 7d165dc7a6 and planting 246086d8fb kisses on 6f29555819 it. Kwon Jiwook shot him 8525155509 a cold look. So happy, huh… 9a25337fd8 Giving those kisses 031e5b656a so generously when feb57daefc he rarely spares 7c640b4312 them for me. He said he 2bf7af3914 was getting me b52181aedd a friend, but 0d62d404c3 it’s Park Juyeon bf59f445a2 who’s thrilled.977ccc7ffae00725

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Gently stroking the dog’s e1174b43ae chin and back fur, 445f01e265 Park Juyeon said with 0ee6d3a30a a voice full of 9a35ba97d9 laughter.a46033f2b1c92320

“Its name is 82a444be25 Sawol.”b91fce964f42c4bf

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“Sawol? Why Sawol?”49ceeffe5bf5c63f

“Born in 23596a20fa Sawol, so aaf0086b9d Sawol. Sawol, say 6c7dbf5a73 hi to 524dbcdd54 Hyung.”800ec8effb569f49

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Does he love 547ce49d95 dogs that much? Whether Park 12991e45fa Juyeon showered 6c0b4033d8 its head 078d49cf3c with kisses 4816dc8380 or not, a412814b0b Sawol only 49860e8686 looked at bce0090f4c Kwon Jiwook, 1af5087694 smiling. Kwon Jiwook, on e4a2fc98d5 the other hand, 416a55a13d glanced at Sawol 412f02bff1 indifferently before looking 86c383d497 away. Why it was 116cc0fda5 so interested in f287d5610f him when Park 05741d7d72 Juyeon was clearly ebef1fc96d smitten was beyond bc9dce29bc him. Unable to resist Sawol’s 4ab57ccd1a persistent gaze, Kwon Jiwook 44853d1c16 reached out from the c80ef96a8f blanket, halfheartedly petting its 392745652d soft fur a few b8c299eca5 times before pulling back.f23ecf6a18436f83

Kwon Jiwook’s 55dabf2a4d wariness toward e6d40e6e19 animals persisted 21f9fd308f for a 5488af802c while. Several things bothered 639d2fee8a him. First, it irritated him 16b2a489e6 that Sawol followed him f55e083aaa more than Park Juyeon.c601d5a523b37213

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From the 2df3974ed2 first day, dcb02172be it kept 2ecb69d7bd poking its 2b176b17c4 nose at 2c8707230c him without 1907ff862e prompting and f0d4ac223f trailed him 5f25bd6e98 to the 38e2478e10 living room 85f38e472e or bathroom. Park Juyeon, 447a37c85c meanwhile, had d01d0d0bd7 exhausted himself ac0b1cd43f trying to b2ed3a7aab get Sawol’s 5475b528f3 attention and 1f501ada95 was now f0816013fb worn out.7614ebae9b28b36a

If you like b14f00ac03 me, just sit 2aca64a85c quietly beside me, 7d398a1d64 Sawol. Kwon Jiwook, d2894a96ce who disliked 64457e9f69 being bothered, 6c6b50367e said as aaf727ba42 much, but 01924a43e1 Sawol, either add928c007 unable to e286b38c24 understand or b2e0d79202 pretending not 94df6c56b1 to, kept a9dcacb285 nudging his eaa8351ef7 palm with 754608cd88 its nose, 6920fc61af demanding to 3ca4ffa38b be petted.17f07cf0fd9e1fe2

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The second thing c9e84a7807 he didn’t like d45ab64ee8 was that pets e18ded1c3b required a surprising ddb4e7b784 amount of effort.10061ab4dd57500d

After losing 0ab20e62e6 Park Juyeon’s 8ae3bd670a trust by 877b6abb97 breaking a 4d2cf09b4e plate, Kwon 4fde2e2c74 Jiwook had 94d1770f23 little to 3dd2e284c4 do all 9199fbc7ab day. Knowing Sawol favored a3cac0df16 him, he volunteered 5ec9f1eb60 to be its c8d30adcea primary caretaker, wanting 117f161ebb to earn his a2c89a8376 keep. Since it wasn’t dangerous, 59b3e7079e Park Juyeon readily agreed.5aefe35bf1cbdb95

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After a few a1489bcdf4 days with Sawol, 75b7b561f3 Kwon Jiwook slightly 09dbd185e4 regretted his decision. Feeding it 70c874eb86 and cleaning 24deabb96b up its 6dde22a6aa waste sounded e9fe864d04 simple but be72497cc4 was quite b38558dfd8 a hassle. Park Juyeon, e8607e91b6 seeing Kwon b6a371db41 Jiwook’s improved f19c6aa8e1 condition, even 3848a55721 handed him af4ee70c7b the leash 58b0337201 once, telling d1b7be92bc him to b18bf58bcc go walk 127625cfb5 with his 35ca95d67a friend.f1bf3339c92c4d93

Friend? Am I 964cb809e3 really friends 2a5434c9e4 with this 5770a45de3 damn dog? Glancing down in a197dc224c defiance, he saw 9ff3b0db6c Sawol, hooked on b556d1f96a the word “walk,” 1321143a95 grinning again. A needlessly d4b592d548 cheerful Labrador b02c5535e7 Retriever.b103afd214333e50

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…Still, moving around like 0d4266d02f this isn’t so bad, 9ebbd407c4 is it? He thought as he a032638bb8 leisurely circled the neighborhood.115b141b718d7e3f

Meanwhile, Sawol was lying 135a86ffbf at Kwon Jiwook’s feet 34f6b5b4ef today, licking its front 60bcb18c81 paws. Bored, it stopped 8617eaaf3e after a few 03490e50cb licks to look 699e3a9066 at him. Kwon Jiwook, having f4d111dfe4 fed it, given 57ac8e795a it treats, and ee170801c1 taken it for 21dabff417 a walk—fulfilling his 5ef3599d61 duties—leaned back on 68ab7866e9 the bed, dozing a4a7343377 off.0c02a41767a69372

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“Hey, why don’t 6daf2a3a0b you go bother 67a76c68c3 your Hyung instead e162cd07f2 of me?”386ea7fc0ea90617

“…”86b5ebd413854a77

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“Go to the fb38d037c3 living room.”9aa380f446400234

“…”720a5fc0188df7b0

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“Fine…”171cf9e4236d2d68

It definitely understood him, 0d0b86f9d5 but no matter how 71cea791c9 many times he told a134285e99 it to go to 867db75311 the living room, it c7b8ce46af wouldn’t budge. Kwon Jiwook muttered 991a304b26 to himself, yawning 5ceae7c362 deeply. In the empty 53033d0b52 house, the sound d3ed66e694 of the audience d44bd09d45 from the TV 5338133376 he’d turned on 314ea28390 to combat the 292487264c silence filled the 80d207da43 air.7e14850b154081cf

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Finally, the most decisive df0b70d955 reason Sawol rubbed Kwon 16559ef89b Jiwook the wrong way.9adfda6807945076

Whenever Kwon Jiwook tried 284428daa2 to get intimate with 5ffc4fa3e6 Park Juyeon, Sawol would f0cf2094c2 inevitably make a racket, 1e4a7e56c6 scratching at the door 3bffda3422 disruptively. Or, it d046b7200b would squeeze a3d4d58597 through a 152c97235e slightly open f7ca724095 door and 4b9b23c500 stare at d0db55cd1e them with b21eabaa7f its clear, 0b9eaac8d8 Labrador face, e8d6ddc322 smiling. It was so f5cb2dd18b distracting that he 4406ff0a04 couldn’t focus on c3739c967c sex.ef07f639aa24d98a

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You crazy bastard. You’re doing 1ecc7fac97 this on faafdd72fe purpose, aren’t cf2799dedc you? He’d snap in a999be519e frustration, but since 9db191b114 dogs don’t speak, 63124ee3e8 there was no 54807b2389 response.cc634da4d391b51c

Park Juyeon, too, 948b4598ad had been interrupted 43db2f3d36 more than once ab2f391a7a and, since adopting 50b13f006b Sawol, didn’t insist d5f52eec59 on daily intimacy. The only one c804e361c3 with pent-up desire 4b8f6acad9 was the impatient 02a5e1df01 Kwon Jiwook.fcfb2467fb236910

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“…”59b461093d6fbd6e

Sighing and staring at 915bf01930 the TV, Kwon Jiwook cfeb18610a sluggishly rolled over, lying 8c0e62d1ff face-down on the bed. The urge to masturbate f41b260f7c crept in, as it 35fc371e50 did when he was 49592ea5a6 alone. Without thinking, dd69bb33c0 he shoved 5dbf57e8b9 a pillow a996bc62d2 under his 1bf02106cc pelvis and a2b4ec4168 began moving 23b9be2a43 his hips 9deb5f8559 slowly, just 286350f2eb a little. With his body 1fce830c1c craving lately, it ee0be8f3f2 had become a 5d9afd4cb9 habit. His muffled 45f6a69311 groans blended be5a6a7419 with the 6410f48a3a lively laughter fc43ff3d94 from the 4a863c7c67 TV show.715bee4039766be1

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“…Haa…”3a9b086bbe3fb3c1

The dull pleasure 1f98dd5792 made his toes 6ffbc05802 tingle. Losing track of time, f96904d16b he closed his eyes, 4e8b5af4bf varying the pace of 6fce7df318 his thrusts. He’d move e92af204b2 his hips a7eb540594 quickly, as 503fa36936 if plunging c70dfe0af6 into a 78a2bc6c18 toy, then 369b092a6f slow down, 4c44f367aa swaying his f7271c5d9e hips subtly 05101f9973 and sensually. In those moments, memories 50b398724b of sex with Park 47ffdc2678 Juyeon flooded his mind. His erection, stiff beneath 7420811961 the sheets, rubbed haphazardly.4963119fa005bfdf

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“This isn’t it…”a904afa09716a2ab

His lower hole, repeatedly a4dc8e5e2f pounded by a thick 779d4c872b cock, wouldn’t stay idle. In moments 54d8d152ef like this, 0900c91e51 inserting something fdecd5bd92 and finishing eba99e02e1 quickly would f9e219d346 be better, be0f0e1b71 so Kwon 0c4ba77e2e Jiwook slid 28926f0ac0 a hand d0bd0d875d down to c043df198e probe his ded03be624 hole.03fc99f24fb6c195

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By now, e5dd7c617e it had 1f5b60b262 loosened again, 8af46f4246 easily swallowing c8429cc42b his fingers. Closing his 0461bc53b5 eyes, he d0e377d1db imagined Park 785a0aca82 Juyeon’s fingers. Was it around c15c464bd3 here? Park Juyeon’s 678445aeb6 touch, which 6184a2af2b would unexpectedly eb918945dd speed up 9450a026c7 and catch 98b030e58c him off 9c6594f28f guard, always c5c1b87c22 rubbed somewhere f87d281a5f along the 1cb230c0fb inner wall 3657089f85 near the 4e390526c8 base of bd1253ca78 his cock.1599ea2c3a3d8d02

“Ah… ugh.”b12a3d3de2ae6c6d

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Pressing firmly 76d1e25e8e on that da4081894e slightly raised cee07acceb spot brought 1296abf6ae a sharp b1a3638958 pleasure, but 7d3650b4af there was 6756d286fd a vast 70e95e2cea difference between fd5db810ac having someone 6d39d4fd81 else hit 5117e6745f that spot f063a4585c and struggling 59f6cb6513 to do 1cbc2e3419 it himself. Reaching deep strained his 9e7017ed2b wrist and arm, preventing 6a2194bdc3 him from fully focusing 575043c44e on the sensation. Humping like a dog 124c4590f3 in heat, his desire f63af07716 remained unfulfilled, and his 0cde3fa8e7 mouth grew dry.64f94f485742a6c4

“Hnng, ah…”f134967b7314ed2f

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Twirling the inserted fingers d4fbf1045d drew a high-pitched moan, 1dbd8e7c94 out of place for 5eb70ef0a1 him. The realization 4792fc76dc that he 1fd078ed46 was casually 77e2bb6130 making sounds d803ca2f1c he couldn’t 4c55d5c87b have imagined 3c77b5928d a year 2d617e54c1 ago filled 591ced3350 him with 21f21fa598 shame. But that 7eddab4b11 shame, rather 062013ca8f than restraining 43a1b47da8 him, made 006b62d0bc his body f7ba532758 burn hotter, 7f9920bd7e his spread af23136f4b legs trembling.1f5ab49a8f5e98c0

Even if e981002f36 this felt a97c228327 good, something 333999cabc was still c529d615db lacking. He wanted to 5947a7722e surrender his body 952fe71bd5 to someone else. If only 6f12ad6c8c there was bd0172e9b0 something that 5b0ff1c572 could make db21f405e4 him feel f5f224e565 pleasure without 99bb5d1c48 effort.da7d8d31765cbc11

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“…”3f255593bb42c96a

“Ugh…”d938c72d3bf4bd9e

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Suddenly, he felt dcc0af11be a piercing gaze ae719f2314 from below the 6bad77677b bed. At the same 09d72b7d59 time, the habitual eeb3b375a2 panting sound reached 47f1ad1613 his ears. …No, hold on. No matter how f83f0eb92e far gone I 91b6989bcf am, this isn’t 0068ebb6ad right. Kwon Jiwook tried to 92ebe60fa7 ignore it. Sure, he’d cleaned up a9eb7a0da8 after Sawol, nearly eaten 1609786f49 from its bowl, and 1bec01454c endured all sorts of a3547c1e7f rough treatment, but this 396a12d4bb was a line he 7a7af72062 couldn’t cross.8d6dfd428f83db9c

“Sawol.”f3cb91c28a4c5544

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“…”1a336fbe191b4410

“Ha, fuck…”fc5cdd3b3823101e

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No, this c5a631deee really isn’t d2793171d4 it… But 85fbc541d7 his unfulfilled 3995244e95 lust was 2fccc02ecd fueling his ed2197e34d impulses. On all debe9c22c7 fours on 366e450b99 the bed, fca4caecb9 Kwon Jiwook 66b657fe86 looked down 01266f55e7 at his f32a06b344 slick lower d9945357dd body. Then, propping up his 9510e964d6 upper body, he grabbed af3e9d1a95 his twitching cock and 728d2eccf7 began stroking it rapidly.16bc981c837313c9

Squelch, squelch. Clear precum spilled with b1a99e92af each shake, soaking his aa1b9e6347 hand. The wetter his cock, c44058820a especially the tip, got, 3bef451eec the more sensitive it 27ecf0c41b became, and the slickness a4824f2914 made it easier to c740c5e2d0 rub. His hand moved 25379c083b faster, generating frictional 7be2beacc2 heat. The sound of his 32a5578a19 hand hitting the base b455c50c7d of his cock and f363b05358 the surrounding skin echoed.728337f9765c6cac

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“Ngh, ah…!”a0b1f72a2a324b97

Soon, Kwon Jiwook clenched 6c4bdc8524 his teeth and threw 4e8eefe9ea his head back. As white fluid b9ad106fd6 spurted into his 4e687c5eb1 palm, his knees, fb1d56595f supporting him on d1d4731918 the bed, trembled. Huff, huff, he panted, 60f2960008 his hips twitching. Still, something was missing. The subtle lack fef7f7b5e2 left one thought fa18b1cf33 lingering in his a49d8aa175 mind. But… is this 5bab025fd9 really okay?f876596ec45ea1d8

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Flushed and half-dazed, 09a623b4e4 Kwon Jiwook roughly 26af6c8105 tucked his wet bbb7f39f41 cock back into a3f6058309 his underwear. His hand, 3583435aee sticky with fe230e37a0 fluid, wasn’t 1faffab418 a big 2f52edf4d6 concern; he 7976fc023a grabbed a bafca90013 tissue from f6030df405 the bedside 39a39877bb table, wiped 29297d88a6 it off ef76c5b2e3 cursorily, and 2cd729c8f6 tossed it 7b747fea16 into the 1e6574f508 corner of fd7edb40a6 the bed.d66df900f49787c0

Staggering, he shuffled to 87151eb282 the living room, and 8939593f0a Sawol, who had been dd3222004a watching, followed, wagging its ad88f02d85 tail. Reaching the 6a24ea5473 kitchen, Kwon 061ff35742 Jiwook grabbed f7f275c22f a jar 94044991e1 of honey.79792d14d7b9ab4a

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With no a77f148400 one else 12ef58ca1e to eat 9972af0938 it and 98d0973a33 since it cd47eaef59 was bought d520532997 partly for 432e57699c use with c03f495cdf Park Juyeon, 76d32fe2a6 using it 95f6b9e537 wouldn’t be 8dd59e9755 a big bffc52c16e deal. This was only 0b8d149a29 possible because no 5601953be6 one was watching. He licked his f53fd3be98 lips, dry from 2f483c7f04 panting. His heartbeat d4fdc62ede quickened with 48ef085663 subtle anticipation.af88bc46edfb28a1

Returning to the room e56f73d18e with the honey, Kwon 6a4ae635cf Jiwook lay on the eb4d921d37 bed, propping his knees 14d4a149a9 up. He poured the sticky 4a6ea36ded honey onto his palm d30e041678 and slathered it onto 1e68dfdf3e his still-hard cock. The viscous liquid c299261dd5 dripped, soaking his 3e657a11a7 perineum and hole. As he gently stroked 0440140566 the glossy, tender skin, 3301c2fcd8 he caught Sawol’s tail 2bc7a6c289 wagging in his peripheral a7f789e72f vision, drawn by the c8dd7001ca sweet scent.ac20a7a6c25de3d9

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“Come here.”5589441c469ebf67

The clever dog picked 95637d2df8 up on the soft 43a6c4f1bb whisper, quickly placing its 042ee597bc front paws on the 731dd15150 bed. The mattress dipped 8d53c2c141 under its weight. When Kwon 9b95d6a71c Jiwook tapped 99c65337f0 the bed, d82f2b6de6 signaling it ea7c24b08f to come 9fd6d23473 up, Sawol 0b98270f3c jumped up 6dfd23df0f eagerly. Wagging its tail 9ee4f2cfc2 and hips vigorously, c657bac247 it didn’t wait b30235c86e for a command 279638fba4 and shoved its ab37b700b1 snout between Kwon 025d512be8 Jiwook’s legs.ec17f7884654d262

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“Wait, ugh…!”b4490afbaafab4e4

If it were a 355e32ab4b person, it might listen. No, this dog was 63c6b8cdb8 smart enough to pretend 47c4f19394 not to understand. When its f2c25d4485 cold nose b5ad223622 touched a f7c9a44480 sensitive spot, 9c224d4f12 Kwon Jiwook’s cfd48e9963 body jolted. After sniffing a 89759aa39f few times, Sawol 817247968f extended its long 972d690a20 tongue, rapidly licking bf1e547398 his cock. It lapped along the 2a25f29742 shaft, thoroughly licking the f4cafa8ed5 honey-coated areas, pushing its f24268e350 snout in. The dog’s 6968c1d176 warm body e8ee16b5fc squirmed between 60aec284ba his inner 1651833739 thighs.9d0f2ab474e1b098

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“Hnng, ugh…”1904a9ff5e2aefa3

Kwon Jiwook covered his 801f400d8d eyes with one hand, 22f4da7486 his hips bucking. The wide tongue sweeping 6e46ce1235 over him repeatedly sent 683f8e3cac shivers through his ears. Though not a91568b085 intense, the 47a8e7be45 slow-building pleasure 2a87f68311 made his cd960cc1d3 hips rise a5ca46a85f subtly. Even a 75d2b82a91 gentle dog 957cd02de0 had his 5af385b238 vulnerable parts 63b7acb254 exposed to ea0bd63f4c a beast, 3614a4f302 which was d6847144b5 inherently nerve-wracking, d40ed9aef2 but that ce3193e9c8 tension itself 5f6b839d78 became a aa7973f0fe form of be6c5c4d15 stimulation. Sawol’s long 21c22211e0 nose pushed 8f25df8f2e further between 68aa108ada his barely 1e18367fa3 parted legs.a8dfb5faed651123

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