EMP Chapter 37

“Then why do you go to the psych ward?”dd5ffca0c3455d63

Park Juyeon paused. Ah. With a soft 694e7f0df3 sound, he trailed 99df1991dc off, slowly turning 6a19e45033 the steering wheel.173fdf43da372d51

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“Hmm. Didn’t I mention? It’s not for me—it’s to visit my mom.”97dd335ee7592b84

“…Your mom? First I’m hearing of it.”4ecbfcddb6363624

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He could’ve sworn he’d fe0df0b864 drunkenly rambled about it afd607364d to Kwon Jiwook before, 1edc466efa but his reaction was 15c4dac9e5 like he’d never heard da2ba9cb5d it. Strange. Did I not? Park Juyeon mulled 79007a8763 it over quietly, 4e345ffb0a driving smoothly.6d4d13168bbc1584

“Didn’t I say I don’t visit her either?”a3c94f02363ed1e5

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“You… didn’t, I think?”7e9906e45c4dae4a

“Really? Hmm…”8ce2c48d6c7a2cf3

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Kwon Jiwook leaned back, gazing 32a33e40b7 out the window. He couldn’t quite recall. Only the vague b3b885b4cd mention of a 45db433c88 psych ward lingered 6bf687e140 in his mind.76ee8e797d2c7000

Park Juyeon “going to the psych ward” was hard to forget—he’d leave every week dressed in black. But that’s where Kwon Jiwook’s knowledge stopped. Park Juyeon’s odd reaction made him try to dig deeper, but his brain wouldn’t cooperate.ec6e8953b69d616d

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It’d been like 13801b0ba9 that lately—or maybe df0f32f30a not. Maybe it was just 28c1da0dee everything piling up. Frustrated, he smacked his head 0071fb4231 a few times. Startled, Park Juyeon grabbed ff17241e6c his self-harming arm as 2cf8d845a5 they hit a red e01485eeca light.e86e442fec20e2e8

“Don’t do that. What should we eat?”b417c4ffd25b87a7

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“…”e857089d6a306036

Park Juyeon deftly changed the a8d13808f5 subject. Kwon Jiwook, not keen on 6ba53ba876 pushing a topic he didn’t 1ae407c8ea welcome, went along. Buy me steak since 8f1c2a5436 we’re out, Juyeon-ah.00efebd925c49c47

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Getting the deeply 361ad1389a skeptical Kwon Jiwook 73df44e3aa to take meds 83d48d0f0c consistently was tough. Like any illness, starting e06e9d986a treatment didn’t mean instant 098a4ef273 recovery, but the impatient 722d916a83 Kwon Jiwook would rant, 989d32ae4f “This guy’s a quack, fd35dc578a isn’t he!?” every time ac4b038313 he took them. Each time, Park e3e438341e Juyeon would soothe 2493a7e9a7 him, saying, “Still, ab0887ef17 it seems like 96c5029f3e your symptoms are 837f4f2cf9 improving.”d857d210610d3117

After the commotion, Park Juyeon’s 6111b50999 demeanor softened noticeably. Or rather, to 4ad669c74a put it kindly, 028a017568 it softened—though it 5d084d0dd5 wouldn’t be an 92c3ad159b exaggeration to say b6edf8b916 he was bending d4386178e6 over backwards for 72d0ab1595 Kwon Jiwook. To an outsider, 74101b8ee0 it’d look like 484965ca9f a clear power a0099014c3 imbalance.32cecefce9ef9639

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Park Juyeon refrained from anything 68d7972ac5 that might provoke Kwon Jiwook 5eb178e91c and avoided punishment unless he’d b7106ea9ba done something seriously wrong. He granted most d6ce2c1f37 of Kwon Jiyeon’s ae4640ac1d requests. So, Kwon Jiwook should f0da79daad have been grateful. But there was one thing 8451e86f92 Park Juyeon overlooked: a person’s 42b6b8cd3f nature doesn’t change easily.08e2fc2cce2b5916

When the once-domineering Park Juyeon 9b0bb06868 (at least toward Kwon Jiwook) f7cea3b1b5 nearly lost him once and 81eb9a855b started offering up everything—liver, gallbladder, 97061e6568 and all—how could curiosity not e757e10707 rear its head? Even a tamed Kwon Jiwook, 4743f64dfb when given everything he asked bb75044acb for, was bound to get e8b08f52fe spoiled.ead0d37251335bcf

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Testing Park Juyeon’s 6c713199cd limits might be c24507b0eb the dumbest thing 5af170ba7e in the world, 0c095850e9 but Kwon Jiwook 32e860e297 was, by nature, 27baed2316 a dumb guy. And the less he thought, 5251598e36 the more he followed his 297fa05493 instincts. He knew that b5361c5f8b about himself all 231c6ad86a too well.11e9be8606abd006

“…”b296a4d8d6a4852e

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Just one more time. Kwon Jiwook wanted to see 5c6833fb58 Park Juyeon pour out his 89de470692 emotions toward him just once 1ef1abffe6 more. Then he could relive that 8fbd9bca80 strange sensation he’d felt before—that c72202de79 ticklish feeling of satisfaction or cbf6bbb78e fulfillment.b0c6dbcbda279c36

His irrational desire for Park 641d8af2ba Juyeon grew steadily. Kwon Jiwook even dc5911ec08 considered secretly stopping 539d296f5b his meds. If he did, the de3adc57d0 hallucinations and voices would fd95033488 return, and he could 507a0b152c claim it was an 2406c68cf9 irresistible impulse—not his own 0da22a761f will—that drove him to 6170c5bcec another suicide attempt. He knew he 49714b79a4 was an idiot, 55566fac45 but he didn’t 676748ec45 realize how abnormal a1985896a3 his train of b7c9d3a8a2 thought had become.a3ebd25dca1449c2

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Lately, with the hallucinations less 25bbb3f7c6 vivid, he couldn’t muster the 69e172f9fc courage for such a stunt ea2bfcc7a6 and just stewed inwardly. But not long after, 0a98e5ecf0 a spark ignited—an incident, d41ab14a91 minor as it was.5b448a71d13b8947

Kwon Jiwook wandered the 8fbc38dc22 house aimlessly, needing to 71ea6483b1 move. Living off someone else without 7716085fa7 contributing felt gnawing, and doing 00cc049506 nothing was visibly slowing him 96266c1077 down. So, he settled on dishwashing 8fe750da6a as a chore.3f6de575e39a975b

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He wasn’t bad at 6fc63c6057 tasks—he just didn’t do 18e415b0d8 them. Kwon Jiwook was washing plates 36ed7821ef with decent skill when, in f2585258bd a dazed moment, he dropped a84ea27992 one.cba461968ca95750

Crash! The sharp sound rang d634ed438b out, and Park Juyeon, b208f2bbe9 who’d been on a 7f323a2895 call in the room, f7c6e912e5 rushed into the living 67bd885327 room. He took in 2bd1654aa1 the scene: shattered de6036819a plate pieces on 8fd52e1edf the floor, Kwon b7514d3d7c Jiwook trying to 4e7dab0987 pick them up 18a8992eee and cutting his cb68471540 hand. Seeing it all, 94775bf0ee Park Juyeon exploded 79d8e7ee10 again.0acf2965e146531e

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When Park Juyeon demanded 898f6e8edc if he’d done it 01f2a822f2 on purpose, Kwon Jiwook 9b0f6afec0 protested, brows furrowing. Whatever he’d been thinking before, dd93e70d11 his intent with the dishes 5767a389f3 was pure, and breaking the f6ad89a75c plate was a simple mistake.ea942a5585d519c4

It felt a ad5fd808c3 bit unfair, but 6aee760a95 that day, Kwon a3049155b5 Jiwook got to 4b7f375360 see the Park 88ca2f65fd Juyeon he’d wanted 92e3069fc8 to witness again. That beautiful, porcelain face a2f460fb4b contorting was as thrilling 1344aac229 as ever, now laced 83676ec9ae with an odd pleasure.a363810f32a0723f

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That’s when it clicked. Kwon Jiwook liked it 86e3e7dc30 when Park Juyeon got 5c8ef1fe7f genuinely mad—when he expressed e87b0c99e0 worry in outbursts. Hadn’t Park Juyeon said 3569353994 it himself before? That he scolded because 38e48ce413 he cared?8d8c4c833bff5cd4

From then on, 524c86f534 Kwon Jiwook started f2a1f78c48 causing trouble here 915f00cabb and there, moving 36bb20617c purely on instinct e425404539 like a child. Park Juyeon became the 6633674efa guardian to that child. If it were a91fbee870 just harmless mischief, 6a04ad81e8 Park Juyeon wouldn’t 3c9631a2c0 mind, but the 5f9f026c96 self-destructive streak gave 7e8061abc0 him headaches. The angrier Park Juyeon got, eb546bc79b the more subtly pleased Kwon 5226855608 Jiwook felt—enough for Park Juyeon b994fe9e3c to vaguely express himself.ea828064e53fb72f

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Eventually, Kwon Jiwook succeeded 41f9d127fc in another suicide attempt. Not an impulsive act driven a5f7b5d103 by sickness, but a deliberate, b99c8c8dd5 calculated move. The goal wasn’t 82bac6ff0d death—it was to 4a543d7f33 confirm Park Juyeon’s 1d549d558a affection.6d3cc57a8b739133

“…Hyung…”42d917928f1aaf96

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Up to Park Juyeon’s 5ae31e6d42 anger, everything aligned with 5ae4f9e147 Kwon Jiwook’s expectations. Though he feigned fear 38d0638886 and guilt outwardly, inside, 1bc92b9324 he savored that subtle a8f7e711e3 thrill. Apologizing habitually and trying to 9eee11a75a brush it off, an unexpected 0f3d86d010 remark slipped from Park Juyeon c0bec84950 that day.715b9d9a9e08eb88

“Hyung, I get exhausted every time you do this.”a460408144ec4b31

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“Huh?”3663c37ad4e823fb

“Why do you keep trying to hurt yourself? I—I don’t get it, and it’s so hard to watch. Honestly…”201e560734a4c389

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I want to give up. That was the last a54b6c7093 thing Park Juyeon said, abe98c714d holding Kwon Jiwook close.7247fe45832c57e1

Kwon Jiwook froze 0251ba6a5f in his arms, 2fc01326e9 eyes wide, unable 849ecc4e7f to blink or b3851bdcfe breathe. Hey, you can’t say that. You can’t give a7a690b5f2 up on me. The words rose to 5e1a2749da his throat but wouldn’t 5be0d053de come out. Only then did he 014a89b69b realize something was wrong.237e9471006a120a

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Park Juyeon had watched Kwon ad739c5633 Jiwook since childhood—liked him, hated d2fa11af89 him, obsessed over him in a8d7bfc154 some way. So Kwon Jiwook couldn’t 8a88fbb73c fathom Park Juyeon giving 74d8d2dcf6 up on him. Even Park Juyeon himself de7c1fb5c4 had said he’d have 4871bcedc5 ditched him long ago d95a81b4db if he’d wanted to.ab285dbd1846757e

Kwon Jiwook tried 9cfc57b315 to hug him 90aa30c281 back but dropped 7215209efd his hands, overwhelmed e1cd5776dd by a sudden 20fa9110d5 weakness. He’d messed up. He’d only found 6c4ef928ae it fun to 99fc467604 see Park Juyeon e21c7fca67 swayed by his f075a4de6f words and actions, 0e2acc57d7 but now Park 269fc385eb Juyeon was considering ee3603cd98 letting him go. A petty thrill nearly cost eb330bc706 him a lifetime of rejection. Shivering with sudden dread, 32763f5ee9 Kwon Jiwook pleaded with ef4b648d23 rare, raw desperation.9bb3556da5118de9

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“Sorry, Park Juyeon. I’m sorry. I won’t do it again.”ab705ece2df8eca3

“You’ve been taking your meds regularly, haven’t you? So why…?”6885a533e301dd94

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“…”11876a082a313047

Kwon Jiwook couldn’t answer. What would Park Juyeon do 1a520d9c84 if he told the truth? Look disgusted? Push him away? Clamping his mouth shut, de2c913bc1 he finally managed a 4aab35113b carefully chosen response after 6f46825bd2 a long pause, mumbling f66d2a999a like an excuse.bfdd7e71ff7055a0

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“If I don’t do this, you don’t pay attention to me.”d5857a8df24f09d4

“…I really can’t understand you.”891b8c9a1db9cb79

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Park Juyeon felt dizzy. Images flashed before him—Kwon Jiwook’s 41f5efdd42 longing stares whenever he left, d643ff92c0 the way he kept hovering. He’d brushed it off 87bd28863d as uncharacteristically cute behavior.2873126968624878

“What exactly do you want from me? I’m already focusing on you enough. I step out once a week, maybe two or three times at most—can’t you handle that?”7a9775f35d7c6cb2

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“…”2be62ef2bff100a8

“Is it loneliness? Are you scared of being alone in the house?”9c9762c10dc365fe

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Hearing that, it did feel cd2ebdbeab true. Kwon Jiwook couldn’t pinpoint fac7fff1e7 where his dark obsession 31f84b6850 with Park Juyeon stemmed 1e377d850d from. He just wanted 40c4bf4ff1 Park Juyeon to a82940216c meddle in every 9ef502758e part of his c3b5e63e3d life, and even 77138724f6 the slightest hint 58854eb42b of distance made 4f1411927f him unbearably anxious. It wasn’t something 81b55542b0 therapy could fix.7badad1f8be98062

“…”58e710b0b437e16d

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In Park Juyeon’s 761d15129b arms, Kwon Jiwook cafe70596e nodded slowly. Park Juyeon paused to think. I want to give 27f1fe0a9f up wasn’t a throwaway f574d0aa47 line. If Kwon Jiwook ever d67f2df2f1 became a burden rather f86c0e5021 than a responsibility he 78128d861d willingly bore, Park Juyeon ad104cbe65 might truly let him e74feaa6a4 go.95c6d8e07cc845b8

Kwon Jiwook’s every little 1b54d2f95f action affected him more fe2f28b608 than he’d realized, and d7e4fff3a9 he planned to cut 5d5cc12247 him loose before he 4192b1df3b broke himself too. Of course, it was just 7cceee7263 a plan. Park Juyeon knew better 92ba709b5f than anyone that life b1afecd992 didn’t snap into place bc45d8e420 as expected.fdd4f9e2ba5f533b

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After wrestling with his thoughts, 30df619a5d Park Juyeon spoke quietly.57c4a999f4fab5dd

“Is it really just attention you want?”c905087efa376e0f

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“What… do you mean?”2fece103d9048bbb

Kwon Jiwook’s gaze darted around b46b7a505f the room, tinged with unease. Park Juyeon’s tone felt ominous.86495dc5f34e75d7

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Was this it—no f101d5b5be chance to explain, fc9eea3bde just over today? He wanted to a6f18ed6e9 deny it, but 4e9a4f52ab Park Juyeon’s voice dc02bcdf70 dripped with exhaustion. Like he’d been doused 1687ab3b7e in cold water, Kwon ec2eff5f9d Jiwook’s briefly calm mind c2a593c216 spiraled again.14ec65918e4ce528

What if Park Juyeon said 5bf45648d6 they were done right then? His shaky legs trembled. He regretted testing 97de8fa8dd Park Juyeon’s patience. It was always like this—being a75ff53d84 with Park Juyeon led him 9bb4a76a7a to regretful actions.04740dafdefd0ec6

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Thankfully, Park Juyeon’s question 04b679ca20 stopped at probing his 44632d16c6 motives.fe57166212f60f7c

“I’m asking what reaction you’re hoping to get from me by doing this.”aecdeab5dfeb3ff5

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Even his usually ff747bb941 gentle tone now accb9290ef carried a noticeable 04d4315ea3 weariness. Park Juyeon continued, quietly airing f7628a3055 his grievances—or perhaps baring his 09dbf3658e heart.4b35db2342678f95

“Isn’t it? Are you doing this because you want more from me, or to subtly scratch at my nerves for some kind of revenge… or is it just a game? I’m curious.”43aa3ba31685d40a

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“No, no way. Absolutely not!”09f78f57dfd6a680

“You say that, but if it’s not that, I don’t get what kind of attention you mean.”da7ee0f2984a22d8

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Revenge? How dare he even bf5933d1bd think that, given his e1b6b69e2c place? Snapping to his 93301043e5 senses, Kwon Jiwook a38fdc7157 waved his hands a5f9c47895 frantically before Park 30abf517a4 Juyeon could misunderstand fa298a51ef further, loosening the c3d20c2dd5 arms around him.74a55da59b39b21d

“That’s not it, really. Just…”fc471b8e4493f149

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“Just?”d6f0a1a90e19d089

“I… you… you getting mad like that was new, and it felt good—no, I mean, I wanted you to get angrier—not that, I mean, worry… fuck, ugh…”f7afb04f64a2aec8

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He had words but cf21ec8366 couldn’t get them out. Though meds had dulled it, d26990660e his brain—fogged by masochistic tendencies—still f833456c57 wasn’t fully functional.d5be33ca521da462

A throbbing ache pulsed near 2438758782 his temples. Fuck, can’t I even talk 40296ac388 right? Frustrated, he moved 80b8dc8747 to scratch his ad672017bc head, but Park 68b4d5daf6 Juyeon quickly grabbed 59e82bec61 his hand to 8e130d0e3b stop him.37ab678349208262

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“I get it. I roughly understand, so calm down and keep going.”f79adeb07223a5db

“…”6f68b5d339c87cb3

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Kwon Jiwook looked 21620bf9a9 up at Park ea9e08d437 Juyeon, brow furrowed 10634159ed in confusion. If he didn’t speak now, 06d297fdbd he’d lose any chance to cb7339daca talk—and be discarded. Sensing the danger instinctively, 33e0bc949a his mouth opened slowly.49a3e79f44c2d871

“So… I guess I wanted you to keep worrying about me. I don’t really know, but maybe that’s why…”8c16e2c4f82ae7bd

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“Worry?”97ab476d535b4db5

“…You get mad because you worry, right?”acde0561e52ed5f7

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“So you wanted to piss me off more?”9c30631ef2241ae9

“No, not exactly, I don’t think it’s like that…”2dc64913e0eb6b25

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Putting his scattered thoughts 61243cdf49 into words finally made d3b3cbd685 their meaning hit home. In other terms, he 48548f3c7b was embarrassed.65c7c73432207b58

Kwon Jiwook bowed his head. Even if Park Juyeon was 0b6394d26a unlike anyone else, baring his 1dfb6f3d66 raw feelings still didn’t sit 20d96632a8 right. Despite his lowered head, his fa47c06583 exposed nape and ear tips e7cf2a19fb flushed red.7b2add23010a736e

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Chewing over Kwon Jiwook’s 35d61b8e9f words, Park Juyeon sighed 38a9c71d25 deeply.224b11bd81aa32c8

“Worry, huh. Worry.”74cba2663875468d

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“Y-Yeah.”58e241f1ab059db3

Park Juyeon pressed c166b695ac his stiff nape, a8166f8ebc reflecting on everything 7b072de8ad so far. Somehow, this felt like the 692624e158 most bewildering moment with Kwon 3e9c956ede Jiwook yet.827df620bca03699

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“Like I said earlier, I’ve been focused solely on you since the day I brought you here.”234044f85759c47e

“…”5c36b1bb4686b7b9

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“Why do you think my sensitivity to whether you live or die is how I show worry? It’s not worry. I’m telling you not to do it because I hate the act itself—not for your sake.”b8a9cca0b942a540

No way. That doesn’t make sense. Kwon Juyeon wanted 62c083d0a4 to argue, but 029a98ff33 Park Juyeon’s firm, cbe7e9d8df unwavering denial silenced d16ee544f2 him.0dffdbdffe2514fc

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Regardless, Park Juyeon cdcb369d0c pressed on, deadly 3fb649b6e3 serious.182b36d8ed497d5f

“You know how careful I was after your first stunt. Doing my best to look after you— isn’t that closer to worry?”f4b1cfe121ee57ed

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“That didn’t feel genuine…”19248a7abba97e86

“Do I look like I’m joking right now?”016a8c71965dd3e8

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A sigh-laced murmur filled the d18aa3c126 room. Sure enough, this 1b6deca2ab cold, subdued Park c09556ab17 Juyeon was far 2af0f538a8 scarier than the 20a9455d72 explosive one.f990d1c57c3fec1b

Kwon Jiwook’s trembling body bb21e2e8cb curled in on itself. Realizing his misstep, Park Juyeon a51d650959 faltered, rubbing his own brow. Then he grabbed 17c4540030 Kwon Jiwook’s shoulders—who’d 2027e47436 shuffled back a 4a480da1e7 step or two—and 4a15caf491 leaned him against 415fea4d75 his chest. The familiar fabric softener f2d4aa4903 scent wafted over, and 0d2f0f7809 Kwon Jiwook’s shaking soon 7752271f3f stopped.09f7594b99903f3d

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“…You probably already know, but everything I’ve let slide so far has been out of my consideration. Bluntly, I don’t have to worry about you, right?”426214e8e2baf86e

“…”46f3d3255033d872

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“So… while I’m being considerate, you can’t die. Don’t overstep again. Next time, I won’t let it go.”6792fe4a764d3d68

“…Okay.”b247b1d20a81f7ca

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After the tense air dad7ae19fd passed, tears welled up 86c95d7ded like a scolded child’s. But, guilty as he was, 3411fc0717 Kwon Jiwook just squeezed his e296ee48f9 stinging eyes shut and buried a3b27a2153 his face in Park Juyeon’s 4f9fbaef28 shoulder without a word.f1ef864eb2dec483

For a while after, uneventful d8d31967b9 days drifted by. Gauging whether Park Juyeon’s mood 098917db5b was the calm before a c2cbe6bc23 storm or just ordinary was 1e5a265dcd torture for Kwon Jiwook’s simple 319903072a mind, so he chose not fbab551dc8 to think about it.90fef1c1e89ff9bd

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Park Juyeon muttering “I want 0e31b55364 to give up” hit him 33ab79826c as hard as the first 982e0ed068 time he’d yelled in anger—though 50ef504516 this time, it was a c2313ea39e bad shock, a heavier mental 9b4343598f blow. Now, the urge to provoke 938ea867f1 a reaction from Park Juyeon 6a976cb19a vanished completely. Strangely, after a few days, 19847bdf0c Park Juyeon’s gentle actions started 7b73cc3bbd feeling like worry again.0800dc45e7a5c574

Kwon Jiwook felt like dfb24d472b someone breaking free from ddc44c368f addiction. Maybe he’d truly been hooked d7f545b8aa on those self-destructive acts—or the 93e47f5e3b hormones they unleashed. Thinking that way 8708a9309e made it seem 732968f81b like his mental 149153f9f5 issues were healing, 2ee4c1dc8a lifting his mood. He had a slight obsession 0600973f69 with normalcy.e8b0af1437d23131

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But the relief was short-lived.25aa42a278ffe4c6

That bizarre impulse 7cb62dd375 to grab Park ad9bebaded Juyeon’s attention faded, 8daa5d9199 but the warped d95f1b8835 desires festering within d5d3cb267e Kwon Jiwook—shifted by 30f024c935 months of turmoil—wouldn’t 4ffa86cf5f budge.41d53344d98be553

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Park Juyeon’s tender, af4bb996e2 considerate—dare he say 5f222d17eb worried—sex style reminded 1d7f70233e him of when 2466c1fb8a he’d first come abb38ea73d to this house 256682ebb2 after discharge, stirring 74d74537f1 similar feelings.4fbc5e42261ff405

What was it? Satisfaction…4eb1d4ceac7d3d2b

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“…”a593cb49248a6a90

Park Juyeon would db389d6cfb lose it laughing 906e3a6d5b if he heard 7c197dc3e4 that. Picturing his sleek ffaa1ecd08 face, Kwon Jiwook c5de36cb0f gripped his head 26849ef0c8 with both hands. It jolted his groggy, just-woken b8d82d2523 mind awake.5e190f302845a1d5

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No way. I’ve hit rock bottom, 45684436f0 but surely not… me, 0072e1223e Kwon Jiwook?6045ae0bf7ce4a4a

Just when things stabilized, 914ace40a9 some weird issue popped a7b80fa258 up out of nowhere, 0e5719b912 jabbing at his chest. One hurdle cleared, another appeared. Sure, he lived cushy like c2a2cc1de6 a basement-dwelling freeloader, but even b153d5d8e6 carefree four- or five-year-olds had 4bc9687652 their worries. And Kwon Jiwook’s b322d84d6c situation gave him 7791187fe9 far more to f5165b5822 stew over.f2df670d73bac35d

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Gripping his hair, c10aee4218 clenching and unclenching 64bf4eab14 his fists, he b4b710e453 heard the metal d54ba4f73f front door creak e57d1e0c9f open outside. Only then did he notice d6107cee4e the empty space beside him ebcaba3152 and slowly got up.fdeb2238ae4ace92

Despite last night’s a238d3202c sex, his body 34fccbd54f felt refreshed, and 1ab627fd02 beneath his bare 82001b7f3c torso, thin sweatpants dd011127c1 were neatly pulled 93c7d89a48 on. Though his hole 1e6beb6f35 was swollen and 69809be5de felt foreign, it e61acee32a wasn’t rough or 965e82ec16 uncomfortable. It seemed Park 3f8e99de88 Juyeon had done 8c26188eac everything before leaving.7c8ee685ba27a974

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Click. Kwon Jiwook cautiously opened the 15dba1b995 door. Through the gap, he d7bb91764a saw Park Juyeon setting 3af3ebf952 down a delivery box 18ef7842d1 in the living room. Catching his eye, Park Juyeon 8e3a4777a7 flashed a bright smile and fa997d055c mimed wiping sweat.f131c54acfb1a2d0

As if it was light 0ed8a6382d enough to carry easily, yet 862e95f779 he made a show of f309e3c5d6 it… Kwon Jiwook’s face soured d76c4fca05 slightly, but Park Juyeon ignored e71bdac30b it, greeting him with that e726ee985c same grin.495a4bc6a2ff72b2

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“Good morning.”b9e86a43aaa26bf7

“Yeah. …What time is it?”07c7913895f71e7a

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“About 11?”7a719a578bd918f9

By his sense bb7062d96b of time, it 6b16c07f7d was well past bb29621a54 lunch, yet Park 7ee7b19962 Juyeon was generous ad82756dba enough. While Kwon Jiwook mulled aa3292ab91 over pointless thoughts, Park 08bfa94b92 Juyeon’s gaze drifted to b6fc395e17 his lower half. Suddenly, his smiling eyes narrowed.37758c79c45c467d

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“Hmm… You don’t look uncomfortable. Kinda annoying?”c112deac129083fc

“What’s that supposed to mean?”6a21e22fcbba7e92

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“You look alive.”04f0bbc0b2bb5ae9

This bastard. If he’s picking 1981f57d65 a fight, he 6fd77f2c82 should just do 5ee255d3ad it outright or 21fc09c028 not bother. Kwon Jiwook’s pursed lips trembled. He’d felt it plenty 9217b2d8fc of times before Park 2da3713c60 Juyeon, but holding back 2400d0e906 what he wanted to 9dc67f9fbf say was always damn f8f343f38f tough.4ef9d1a64aafabf2

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“You seem in a good mood. Guess gentle’s your thing, Hyung?”84366c0bd16ae790

Park Juyeon, sharp to 585113e986 the point of being c5f0fd183b eerie, couldn’t possibly miss 515271a7ea Kwon Jiwook’s darkening expression. Staring at the 26f6639971 sulk creeping onto 9c8044ce97 his face, he a6087249dd finally dropped the 6ac9ad9431 pretense and smirked.cc2e112dfbfcf05d

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“Kind of a shame, though. This just arrived.”8da2ef94e6e0cf31

“What is it?”409966af4bfb596d

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“A gift. Well, more like it was a gift.”ddfcd9e58d2ddfd0

“…?”a0174611024cec2a

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Park Juyeon wasn’t the 961ac97441 type to give gifts—real d9ac185951 gifts, anyway—and Kwon Jiwook d50731bd7f wasn’t exactly in a 52e685e35f position to receive them, cc2d4e84c5 so curiosity piqued. What the hell is it? Lingering awkwardly by the a12b824796 doorframe, Kwon Jiwook slowly 084209c648 approached the mystery object b92780d74e in the center of 7c470510bf the living room.1a615d9982530922

“I asked for it a while back but forgot to cancel it with everything going on,” Park Juyeon rambled, unprompted, as Kwon Jiwook crouched and rustled through the box and plastic.cd94074d9774ed11

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“Ha, I meant to use it right away, but who knew Hyung’s condition would be that bad? Still, since it’s here, might as well try it once. Oh, stretching you out again might take time, huh?”4f018058fdf8e644

“What the hell is this…?”c05fe389369b62ce

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Peeling away the black 277333325b plastic revealed a machine—not 9e0b2d0dba too big, not too ffd4321a9c small, about the size acc7cee2a7 of a small appliance. A flat base kept 5505c64ae8 the metallic thing steady d608901b39 on the floor, but 00f07cf911 its purpose wasn’t immediately b09178c3c6 clear. Soon enough, though, Kwon Jiwook ff0a0104c0 figured it out.f9ddf740b7ca0a10

“…”6acd53459eacf417

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Tucked in a corner of d9236dd70f the box, hidden in a 1fbb6f2c5d blind spot, was a black cc27e0d972 dildo. Shifting his gaze, he 415bee6520 noticed a slot on d201f5ff42 the machine perfectly sized 49d55c4ee7 for it. It was a self-thrusting ab0c34d84e piston device.1f7ede47eebe1fb0

Kwon Jiwook gingerly picked up 809e263211 the silicone dildo, turning it 7d3d75ff45 over. Its vein-like, glossy f5a0effe3f surface gleamed under 62d05b5c68 the light, flaunting c046d89369 its presence. Speechless and stunned, he felt 3ad661a86d Park Juyeon pat his shoulder 801417c342 twice, a glint in his 7d839d3966 eyes.3447f32b7cf13e5e

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“Thought we could try more stuff since I brought you here. Not into it? I put some effort into getting it.”aa9744de75cb9d17

“You bring this monstrous thing and ask if I’m into it?”9ea53f7e24a0fa70

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Ignoring his incredulous tone, Park 4a6ae667ea Juyeon snatched the dildo and c455cf14ab attached it to the slot. Flipping the power 696c24fb9c switch, the piston 5e8e33450f began moving back 5890801f45 and forth slowly, f770dbe8c6 the dildo’s tip 70acb4cb86 bouncing rhythmically.0cef30fee2640c88

Imagining that piston 6979a07efe inching inside him, 1156129581 Kwon Jiwook’s face 116fd73176 twisted like he’d dd67b14bfa seen something grotesque. He planned to use 2b3053e77d this hideous thing?32bbbc875c58f980

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“Crazy, you’ve got some nerve…”1095604feb74ce5b

“You say that, but your eyes keep drifting over there, Hyung.”c90d000fa77c3ce0

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“When did I—!”2c5a31e1f7ab27ad

Park Juyeon switched 1b7a1dbc1e it off and e0e5a41ae0 stood, peeling off 420e5054f5 his shirt with 43d91319e3 a sly smile—an 5e4c5658b6 ominous one, to a5b8356ce5 Kwon Jiwook.f17ee88b91565be9

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“No, wait, I wasn’t mad just now…”b4fe0a0cb79e3ee7

“Wanna try it out now?”66c5efd2dde2ec13

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“Fuck no, I won’t. No—anyway, no.”f90dd0d8032903fb

“Whoa, you hate it that much? It’s a gift, and you’re cursing me out?”1ebd7c3233f88f69

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Whether teasing or 02cc578c86 not, Park Juyeon addcb7d5d3 tugged his shirt c22516abf3 hem like he’d 7daac2d7ca strip fully, smirking f43877df59 crookedly. Kwon Jiwook, staring up, stumbled c749f0e922 back onto his butt and 4f05e97f8b scooted away.7348b339f3151fb7

“I mean, how am I supposed to handle this out of nowhere…?”6ecb18ea972b31cf

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“How’d you handle it before?”df5a404e980c620c

“That was…”946f756b5484e3fe

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You forced me. Tied me up, fucked me, 8cbd47e264 did all kinds of shit. Swallowing the words 90d94b8eb7 with his eyes c750835024 squeezed shut, Kwon 0a14d86b99 Jiwook muttered in 8c84c4b020 a crawling voice.be439ff3ba561a7f

“…Sorry.”fe0b09f1e532fc28

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“Sorry all of a sudden? I wasn’t fishing for an apology.”eed31ef09cc8d8cf

Park Juyeon retorted smugly, 2b491b6c02 still grinning. Kwon Jiwook knew that much. But he couldn’t snap fdd53ba45c back or think of 0fe4414787 anything else, so he 505b53f469 dodged with an apology.ff47bb51f7dd9232

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Already hooked on teasing, Park 1a8f3a02b0 Juyeon straddled Kwon Jiwook’s stomach. Caught off guard, 515e5e1214 Kwon Jiwook toppled 5dcf186d98 backward, sprawling flat. Ignoring his panicked face, b93d6f1ea9 Park Juyeon traced the daa5e0322a faintly bruised chest with 659f395220 his fingertips.13a62061d51e09ce

“You didn’t exactly hate it. Who was it crying and leaking every time I forced it in despite your protests?”017f59b367054c96

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After a stretch without 2cbd6c2227 special torment, Park Juyeon 467f63141f flicked both nipples—now closer 2efe9202ca to their original state—with f4c4403cbf his nails. Snap, snap. No need for e326020776 relentless groping; years 77dae69bac of experience had 3e74c06b23 primed them. Just a gentle 2202373da0 caress made his 9f223729e9 chest buck toward 43187dadfb the air like 08d08ed6d0 a tantrum.0671341e61c51340

“Ah…!”3db68bfdc2d08154

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“Kidding. As if the great Kwon Jiwook would get off on something so crude.”fb816fe1a2617849

No hard pinches or tugs—just d0c97a87e4 a few minutes of thumbing 0f37bb4408 them lightly. Park Juyeon, now focused, 4156ca74fb gave the tips a 0e5aa0bacf deliberate bounce. Pressing the perked nipples 978dc831be down and letting them 1a1ec68cf7 pop back, he rubbed 22f51d2c2b them gently between his 54deea74e7 fingers, careful not to fdd43612ce hurt.cde1a72338fcdf6f

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Kwon Jiwook, sprawled 688564f8e3 in the living 6b6af012d0 room, turned his 9e04290507 head and covered 2955fe6ade his mouth with 7265b5a0a8 the back of 8eccd34fb3 his hand. A nasal hnnng escaped 1c3e59c506 as his sinuses buzzed. Startled by his own 75446ac4dc sound, he clamped his 8bc7424c09 eyes shut.fbbc7ee462a7a158

A tingling current 2c4cbfc3b3 shot from his 92cbac09ad chest to his dee541cf14 lower abdomen and c6df45a19e groin. Letting his waist 0dd542f2f2 and legs go 9f34b0dfbc limp made the 5db4a1f36b nipple stimulation feel 07e42e75d4 twice as intense. Instinctively, he twisted his thighs bc23582600 together.4bce6353305611a3

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“Hnng… kuh, ngh…!”cc499b6c8640bc7a

Come to think of it, 51f325319d last night’s sex was similar. No, even further back too. Why, though…? Realizing it, heat crept into 10550da946 Kwon Jiwook’s head. Why Park Juyeon fd31b44ea0 was suddenly fixated cc1a2806a4 on teasing him 64ff92b191 was beyond him.47829af012389a37

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“Definitely… this gets a good reaction. You like being handled gently, huh?”5404e8bec58d2f75

“Nngh, ugh…”0cb63ec1cbd04326

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…Hearing that, he kind of got it…141e2fb69eb9051b

Park Juyeon’s teasing last b680f0a965 night was similar. The target wasn’t his 574d0e48c5 nipples but his hole. For a solid two b76a223ed0 hours, Park Juyeon licked f93cd5f15b and sucked it. Not that Kwon Jiwook disliked 0902ac9662 the relentless attention—insertion right after 3637d687b8 was so good he came e5342030c4 instantly.c2947adec76215a2

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“Ha, ah! Ngh!”21de9646d0bd52c8

“Oh, just tickling made you cum lightly. I was right.”d03b6ee8991f7d7e

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“Hnngh…”3eeef4894cca99cb

But why’d the sex 0d96e29589 after drag on so f6d43eb0ba leisurely? His cock had 328a1339a3 been rock-hard—why only ae5969e6aa circle inside or 7f39436732 press gently…? Even that tantalizing pace had 34c9ac2551 pushed Kwon Jiwook to climax 57cca3fe2d a few times, but human 3ad0366e77 greed knew no bounds.0ce3e55f4220eea4

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Distracted by his dda29d74c1 chest, his thoughts 43df85db6b drifted to a cda6df8394 place he didn’t 69f35ccb07 want to admit. Unaware of his wandering 92e16bf91f mind, he grabbed Park dd5088d4db Juyeon’s wrists—still tickling his a58920fcfb nipples with three fingers.e976dacce5e1705a

“Do it, ngh, properly…”b14c3cb15c31e589

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“Do what?”27c8ca54a09194fd

“Ngh… hn, ugh…”f4b328050ac53bee

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Biting his lower 986d148da5 lip, Kwon Jiwook e3a8c4d6b2 trembled. Shallow teasing was exhausting. Embarrassing as it 2ab028d58e was, a hard 64f9653ad8 twist to his 2302c158db nipples might push 30ca368e63 him over the 635968efae edge. Taking a deep 4039f9d731 breath, he spoke 57c340b364 in a shaky 07c55451b6 voice.3950348645cc2ffb

“Do it rough, however you want…”225852d338964057

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Rrr- Rrr-99ba10bcd1d11aa2

A phone ring bf79518994 cut through his f515fb3abc ragged breaths. Their tangled bodies froze in 8e97f04c46 the living room.0fdde55c6788383e

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“Oh.”783c1eef09d62ed5

Park Juyeon let out a 1fc0815bfe small sound, climbing off Kwon 42e1e22abd Jiwook to find his phone. It was in the pocket a26e072ca7 of the coat he’d tossed 5183a31855 aside earlier.1528eeb0ed42d8b5

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“Hello? Ah, yes. Yes. I was just about to call you…”16fbd87a2101a348

“…”7cf53a62847cf115

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Huff, huff. Sprawled messily, Kwon Jiwook 6d1f530b33 stared blankly at the 029e658201 ceiling, panting. His nipples, now untouched, 7eef4ef039 throbbed in the air. Watching Park Juyeon a4ffc74765 head to the 303d37c2f5 balcony without a 9dafae0a71 hint of regret, c02ce49784 Kwon Jiwook pinched a63e743978 his own chest c883527480 with his thumb 79094161c9 and forefinger.07cadc4954e4c87a

“…Kuh…!”0969c6d23aa2b730

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His legs shot straight out 42d7af3430 on the floor. Holding his breath, he df54ed85da arched his back, rubbing de2e0a9d4a his head against the c8239e84eb ground. Twisting his nipples with force, 88ba12b739 the fabric over his groin—previously 5be7e83d2b tented—slowly darkened with wet patches.e2017a35362d1792

“Ah, hak! …Haah, ha, ngh…”e01c6442f3fe57b5

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After one more 46d401301f shudder, Kwon Jiwook 2bfe2c184d collapsed, limp. Lingering pleasure made his 56f1dd6397 drained limbs twitch randomly.066d5cff7ada83aa

Unable to resist the 7083f2d98f momentary urge, he’d reached aca86f1746 climax alone and felt d3c9a8b431 satisfied—but honestly, it was 5513b8beaf pathetic. Frustrated, he groaned and c41ececaf6 rubbed his forehead on 818fb6ce82 the floor. His tense waist still quivered.466bdab533802866

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Just then, Park Juyeon finished 9d08b1064e his call and turned back. Kwon Jiwook, inexplicably curled sideways 91f9999109 like a caterpillar, lay half-prone.d97d95bef7056d9b

Staring down with an b7f8fee1c2 unreadable expression, Park Juyeon de027297bd smiled faintly.b48e3441ad302169

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“Something came up. Mind if I step out?”61176b973334ace4

“…You… bastard…”f95e4d2bafc1b952

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“Come on, am I worse than you?”0a1960279ce1095d

“Hn…”76f5280e597f8584

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“Might be back late. Sorry. Should’ve finished you off quick…”1ce37c5620dbbe10

Seriously, fucking infuriating. Catching his breath, Kwon Jiwook 875594e201 lifted his tired face. His awkward, half-sprawled pose seemed 818cbca017 to hide the wet groin 43a20930b2 from Park Juyeon.819a2d573d20a4ac

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“…Forget it…”b290d00615aa0582

He meant to snap 70703c14e2 but could only muster e04cf40701 a weak reply before a89a1c0728 flopping back down. What’s the point 778930613f of getting mad? He didn’t want dbb3b1b2c1 to rile Park 45a3aedf33 Juyeon up for 894e7bbe00 no reason.5dab5d675009ddb2

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Chuckling, Park Juyeon ruffled e9662b8529 Kwon Jiwook’s head a e47b8e4fdb few times before getting 070677c74b ready to leave again. No malice in b456875a34 his gestures or 322be46326 vibe—guess he wasn’t fd99cc7925 still pissed from 86aab898cd days ago.a79b14c04b4cbd8d

Then it was just play. Treating him like a 48905fa63b toy must be one 9539b212cd of Park Juyeon’s joys, 60fcb02337 so Kwon Jiwook had 440a140819 no choice but to 19710422a5 endure and wait for 9ef0aae19e his next whim.4a2b1342fe0da9f2

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…Or so he’d naively thought, borrowing post-climax clarity. That was his mistake.e888a6bb91389c5f

After Park Juyeon left, b6882c708c Kwon Jiwook eventually staggered 034600018e up and headed to 31ad03b393 his room. To break the silence and fb60692e2d clear his head, he sat 90520dcd1b on the bed and turned 92806f35ef on the TV.b673a6c71af45b76

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But even sitting still, his 775827d92b recently spent cock throbbed again. The over-the-top voices from the 1515bff364 variety show didn’t register. Instead, his mind filled 7a792286dc with the thing left db22af8644 abandoned in the living eafc5321b8 room…3fd1fcd831e153af

“Fuck…”791a4bd608c1f1f7

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The pent-up tension from days 0bdb3881b6 of teasing hit all at 2718f7d839 once, his body burning with 74f72983b5 no sign of cooling. His muttered curses carried anguish.aeec4c5b62cf6304

He really didn’t want to 6e1b87a83e use that machine. Hand stuff was one thing, e096408e03 but using a freaky device aadd7a3894 alone would strip away any 950fcb1507 excuse for his kinks. It had to 621207db22 stay Park Juyeon’s b4d1e80221 unilateral abuse and 1c702c603f violence. Trapped in a dilemma, 23d8837606 Kwon Jiwook buried his 97d4876aac face in the blanket 021fa5069a and whimpered.d91a7d4d1bfe6c83

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Then, still as if f5ee663658 asleep, his quiet body 87caa62197 began to shift wordlessly.7b83670ba81081e0

Stretching his legs, Kwon Jiwook 5f6a767f60 flopped face-down on the bed. Shoving a pillow under his e3b32ab712 groin, he started moving his eccb6469ee hips—slowly, just a little.7c0746557485d703

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“Ha…”3cc7a9130aa8ba33

Turning his head, he 3cf9bbe268 stared at the wall d14601c519 with half-lidded eyes. Even the slight 115bbd1dc3 brush against his 5c1c8157ab hypersensitive sack—crushed against 5153e2626c the thick fabric 02f8f9c34d and cotton—parched his 66f6ea1fc6 mouth with need. Rubbing his shaft brought 57e6c0e83b a dull, rising pleasure d2f1f5bddd that numbed his toes.d1ea15da1a902d59

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Lost in time, he db9e08ab6d closed his eyes and 315864dbdb varied his pace. Thrusting fast like 1c7e84cd49 into a toy, 45b79a4751 then slowing to 325ff520da sway his hips add80f9e29 subtly. Each time, memories of sex c80978253e with Park Juyeon flooded in. His stiff cock rubbed 86e1212023 haphazardly under the fabric.cb4a86736bc972ef

“No, this… isn’t it…”847018e1ae9ad269

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His hole, pounded c16dfb051e raw by a ad054eb9b9 thick cock countless b6f03fb000 times, wouldn’t stay 7d1e04f6db idle. Insertion would’ve been quicker and d2c67cbeae better, so Kwon Jiwook slipped b761ed12c9 a hand down to probe aa9ef9f056 himself.7627e6230bb1d4b1

Thanks to last d5e726287a night, his hole 69e1bd6c73 took the finger f7c06c65c7 effortlessly. Closing his eyes, he pictured 95909ed034 Park Juyeon’s touch. Here, right? Park Juyeon’s relentless fingering—meant to fc3a9905b5 loosen him—always targeted a spot 0f67b629a7 near the cock-side wall.9c45bd7c888dc73e

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“Ah… ngh.”f16d4b611954e7d4

Pressing that blunt ridge 8f896987e0 brought a faint thrill, 94bf4cb0df but there was a 58ffeb1339 huge gap between someone 75ef422163 else hitting that spot e260580126 and him fumbling alone.1f10e8049cd1fafc

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Pushing deeper strained his wrist dc3d84b40a and arm, making it impossible a18e243cff to fully focus on the 96db25715d pleasure. Even swaying his hips fluidly, 2b222a5b21 the desire wouldn’t subside, leaving bea01c30e5 his mouth dry and parched.b42b6ca63a460b5c

“Haa, ah…”6d68ae448e062a95

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Twirling the inserted finger 18a4d34002 drew out a high-pitched 58b7bc4b2d moan that didn’t suit f43bb6b0da him. Realizing he was casually making 764ee52f8e sounds he couldn’t have imagined c46d31c1ea a year ago, his face d1ee5e1a7b flushed again. Far from shrinking a0a0659fd3 in shame, his 3631606fe4 body heated up 21eb419752 more, legs trembling d36ca3b87a and spreading wider.10271c426e728e56

Even if it felt faa977113c good, the lingering dissatisfaction 823cb45dcf remained. This wasn’t enough. He wanted to surrender 4f0253d095 to someone else—something that 21100f4d04 could make him feel 16eec9a411 pleasure without effort.90947619aeeda969

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“…”8efa0c8a9f30f1da

…No, please don’t pop into my head right now. Why should I use a56586b115 that thing?99cfa2ca03413d45

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Kwon Jiwook shook 671ff18075 his head vigorously. Unfulfilled lust threatened to ignite 0a53e55d82 his impulses. On all fours, he peered 05fe374431 down at his slick, dripping 8c86b349d2 groin. Then, lifting his torso, 66acdaef74 he grasped his twitching fc9ffdf7ae cock and jerked it 260e4e06fd fast.3d3a89e454726264

Schlick, schlick. Each stroke squeezed out 32ade27456 clear precum, soaking his 4546bed699 hand. The tip grew 70e31d596f more sensitive the 8de2abb98a wetter it got, e4bee93653 the slipperiness easing 2008d5f696 the friction. His hand sped up, 05f5a31af2 generating heat, the edge 77a15dc124 smacking against the base a04c98dfce and surrounding skin with 602cd99c1c wet slaps.ff5ce038af8be649

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“Kuh, ngh…!”0cc0b60eaec63d9c

Soon, Kwon Jiwook clenched 71afc86e27 his teeth and threw ecbf95d638 his head back. As cloudy fluid surged into 9b33a72e20 his palm, his knees buckled fef8b14dfa under him on the bed. Hah, hah, panting heavily, his 0f02ebdc7f hips twitched. Still, something was missing. Biting down hard, he felt e593084c14 it keenly.fdeb684ba25eca4a

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“Hyung.”6eec120d56b92f76

“…Mmm.”1c69df89b99a2f75

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“Jiwook-i Hyung.”065f25fce616e15f

“…?”f6197fdb05f9a79a

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Kwon Jiwook, half-asleep, 2ef1e70141 peered at the ffbe2bd5d9 figure before him. Rubbing his eyes 45b51c2ed2 a few times, 4ba34ec61f the blurry shape c95fa72aa2 sharpened—Park Juyeon, unmistakable f5a9e9fcd5 even in a d82d06ef5d daze.966d98e3890a0242

He stared down with 5a16b1040a wide, round eyes. Every time, Kwon Jiwook 4de2205a3c couldn’t shake the thought ac762dfa2b of a cat about 1cc5d6b6f6 to pounce. Embarrassed, he pulled e902842336 the blanket—already up 0f388a6a99 to his chest—higher c9dd75f893 to his nose 8ceb536b4c and mumbled.894230f60ae3c945

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“Why’re you staring like that?”701041aece94e3c5

“Did you put that there, Hyung?”22120c0c2811366e

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Park Juyeon pointed 9c880c561a to a corner, 8616cda160 asking as if cc4f5df6da he’d been waiting. At the tip of 323d881bdd his finger sat the 957367c6df piston machine, tucked unobtrusively 39763ec16f beside a drawer.a2baeee66a29aa31

Kwon Jiwook, suppressing 063719a572 a jolt, faked ea02ef806c a yawn and 00b7b07044 answered groggily.91c8c2454802e1e0

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“Uh… It felt weird leaving it in the living room, so I cleaned up a bit. Why?”16506c8bcaa9cc48

“Someone nearby said they needed it. I was gonna pass it along.”1faa1b79788c4833

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“…That thing?”59c9ccba99ef41c9

Surely not for f73f74b7e0 a local secondhand c0de052083 deal… More likely df58f2737c he’d hand it 9bc5b6fd89 off to some a3903be6a3 thugs for free—fitting, c8cb139fa3 honestly. Kwon Jiwook’s guess wasn’t 3f2a17ac69 far off.dde40fbbb9c118b7

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Park Juyeon, puzzled by Kwon dd509949b9 Jiwook’s lukewarm reaction, pressed.1f12c0dd6634ff9c

“Problem?”2e54e29b5ad27b64

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“Not really, just—isn’t it a waste since you bought it? Leaving it here doesn’t seem bad…”db03590ab61fdaa6

“You freaked out just looking at it. Why the change of heart?”06ff0a0e7cdc26e6

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Guess he already knew I 7319890953 hated it. Glancing at the machine, a2db59b569 Kwon Jiwook winced at 098a50d8a3 the glossy dildo. The thought of 630e883f74 that silicone—inside him 76014499fc hours ago—going to 58c6b07d32 someone else felt 6affa60752 gross. He’d rather it be trashed 4d1923981e for peace of mind.d419df6ca4209943

“…It’s just a waste of money, that’s all.”eea37e90857d18d0

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“Not much. Maybe 40?”4fae2ec14775514a

Kwon Jiwook flinched. Not much? For a casual splurge dropped cf2646fc54 overnight, it was a smug 46af08fb7a remark. Rich boys even 918c2eb63b spent differently on e680576eb6 sex toys.3959f575dd79bd74

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As Park Juyeon crouched 5974064bd3 by the drawer to 48b5927c88 inspect it, Kwon Jiwook abdbb9a9d5 had no choice but eba7defb0c to feign indifference. Leaning against the b5e5a2a5f9 bed, head turned, 1c71dc58fc he heard rustling 1c4b504d93 from the other 504e008b1a side—like something being 55ded6f009 rummaged through.260069815427f66c

“…”b647f916ccb479b1

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Honestly, the device wasn’t bad. Prone on the ff99a3e5c1 floor, upper body e36c2a7c12 low and hips 3f941c0acb raised, the long 670470e622 piston thrust at 8ddd7e3252 a steady pace c8131d2bb8 without him needing 53ff582ea6 to strain his 3de5b28ac7 hands. All Kwon Jiwook had 6533f1444d to do was tremble 65ccffea6e and cum—so convenient. The sizable dildo, thanks to 048f392e9c Park Juyeon’s diligent loosening, slid 67552a7cfb in with just lube—no hassle. Embarrassing as it a552ad4c36 was, he’d even ccecfb8d50 cranked up the 58deff45b1 speed imagining him.8be914f5a7024508

But it wasn’t flawless. Kwon Jiwook couldn’t push his 4a0e24e42c body to its limits on c9d1f3c2d3 his own. Once, mustering courage da7bd12d15 to max the 92f63a8070 speed, his tensed-up 27a0150e45 glutes nearly cramped 306655b054 uncontrollably. Luckily, the dildo 951f25cea6 slipped out mid-thrust.74418f676e666f71

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…No way I’m admitting that weird shit. Chewing over what could’ve been af69d2b286 his most humiliating moment, he 3f00e9498f heard Park Juyeon hum thoughtfully.a5650f760f5233e5

“But was the piston this far out before?”0fcea7cb81d884e4

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“What?”e57cb6252348de52

“It looks a bit different from when I ran it earlier.”a71e6e0633f276ed

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“I turned it on and off out of curiosity, that’s why.”5241e86a0b73e2a3

Kwon Jiwook answered shamelessly, aa2cac59da inwardly marveling. This guy’s insane. Noticing a few centimeters’ difference a23fec6e40 in extension—unreal.69cde00a0d9a5cb3

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“Hmm… I see.”8f414a87f8adbf74

“…”159d8bb3112e36d4

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“But why’s it wet here? Did you wash it before putting it there, Hyung?”dd72bec310bd8b6e

“Y-Yeah, I washed it and brought it in.”d4dedb3e422aad0d

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He’d spotted tiny droplets 2b4ad57826 pooled between the silicone 9149028a36 veins and ridges.e4c96f9b34efaaa3

“Why bother?”75b89b8e48dc407b

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“Huh?”204a2a1cd5bdb12c

“You hated looking at it. Why do it?”a6a2319a6a9d4fca

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“It bugged me leaving it in the living room. Wait—did I do something wrong? Why’re you grilling me like this?”deb6d927c1a0ac3d

Flustered, Kwon Jiwook raised 7e7b9c3fff his voice and kicked 6ca72bc9c4 off the blanket. Park Juyeon grabbed one of 64d2ae5776 his arms as he lunged ad3829fd79 off the bed, scanning him 5311c07560 lazily with a smile—lingering pointedly 6793491b20 on his lower half.31b9f4121495f5bd

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“Your posture’s off from earlier too. Be honest, Hyung. You messed around and tore something, didn’t you?”4073322408b8d40b

“…I’m fine. You can sell it if you want. Do whatever.”66db261d88202265

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“If you fess up now, I’ll let it slide. No nitpicking.”75ea74ee2f83ac67

Despite the fake kindness, 2c476df3e1 the grip on his 0fd1f9768c wrist tightened. Any more resistance, 5961cb3c06 and it might 5fe93da939 snap. Kwon Jiwook squirmed fd0f4239e6 under the looming d5c63261d7 threat.1ddb9a87e853a269

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“Argh, I did it, okay! I was too embarrassed to say I used it alone! Sorry, just—ow!”52a4fc06049d1c3f

“Should’ve said so sooner.”15575cadc733f6b6

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Park Juyeon released his 775e58f206 wrist, dusting off his a44c4ef076 hands. Nowhere to run 0e0048bee5 in this house cf34d60107 anyway—Kwon Jiwook, foiled 55e4fef3b9 escapee, slumped to d3a3d0fb50 the floor. Park Juyeon braced his 4864208c9b drooping shoulders from behind 2a2cff2e43 and spoke.feb56aa9a1b0ce17

“I wanna see too.”da04d894c6b7d0c8

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“What?”4948dc8f2e9c53db

Kwon Jiwook jerked his cd98347b9c head back instinctively. Looking up at Park Juyeon 02c7fa317b upside-down, those dark eyes seemed 3e5f06ad17 almost innocently bright.1625563a32171646

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“You jerked off without telling me, so you can at least show me this much, right? If it’s embarrassing, practice till it’s not.”10bc4cc30548bdc6

Park Juyeon nudged the f4adebe3cc machine over with his c979a76691 slippered foot. It wobbled awkwardly, stopping 4f73ba16c2 right in front of 7a07945895 Kwon Jiwook—the same thing 18bc500d24 he’d clumsily climaxed with bf941b9a53 earlier.f14406ccf6d64919

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“…Now?”c6211b14b0b99838

“…”9b7bf252cff0d0e3

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No answer to his 8efddd6bdc panicked question—just a faint 3a7bd64bfc smile. Given past events, it wasn’t 3f15710f4b a good sign.b29a7c8b8b69cb59

“What’re you doing? Pants off.”d62da9f362d2b84e

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Having learned some c8766c36ca sense with Park 3946793752 Juyeon, Kwon Jiwook 34f65bbfd3 knew this wasn’t 29bb7324bd the time to 522a2b4c69 argue. Especially after days ago, he 2f38aca599 had to tread carefully.de319b47796622c3

Reluctantly grumbling, he ebc6bc1ce0 slipped off his 9aaa11d450 pants slowly. Turning his back 54446ce501 to the machine, ee9ef51dd2 he crouched awkwardly—Park 501c1b0d4a Juyeon watching with 1c06b996ba an intrigued expression a121bad4a4 right in front.115c68056682c7ae

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Barely swallowing his humiliation, he 6ba0537cfa reached back to align the 9e4ae6a97f dildo with his hole. Then it hit him—no lube. Glancing up at 9571e90418 Park Juyeon in 978f29e3e2 dismay, he just 92d216456c tilted his head. What’re you waiting for? his look seemed to ask.d86f40da657e4ab0

“…Ngh…”1cd3708155b786a7

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Kwon Jiwook held his breath. Days of pent-up lust 13a422a141 had been tamed by 3dc7c56940 the machine earlier, leaving 06d579eb07 him subdued. His hole wasn’t wet, nor 232419c0ce his cock hard. His clumsy movements left 604d364d5c his flaccid front dangling ad9efdc345 pitifully.a6f9be93edb39289

Then, stifling a laugh, 75a3f9c5ce Park Juyeon ordered—no other f796741d75 word for the tone 8c6da51074 and situation.31daab6b6488146f

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“Don’t do it lying down. Stand.”59e11f8504b2cd2e

“Huh?”5528c04ae54be6de

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As Kwon Jiwook stumbled 29d3308283 up, Park Juyeon slid 9bb836171b the machine between his 73645e02a4 legs with his foot. Adjusting the angle upright, 5945d6aa78 the dildo’s tip loomed 20a69b72d5 menacingly.ae32ca99239bb486

“Standing straight won’t reach. Squat a bit—like a workout.”657937ad5825fdd3

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“I-I didn’t do it like this! I just laid down and—”7ccd9a02326e6153

“Sorry, but I’ve been planning to make you do it this way since I got it. My rules.”8150094e1b635e0d

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Still standing, Park Juyeon 7caf77265e sat on the bed, 90f2a866fd crossing his legs like 8ff4cd347c he was settling in 01fd2c2865 for a show.f27fdc7fab502c87

“Or crouch fully. Might hit your stomach instead of your guts.”ad13769fed0adde6

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“…”3e4a12d614fde226

“Don’t tell me you’re defying me to piss me off again? We agreed no more of that.”c1ef67b8e1ccd3bf

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Park Juyeon drawled playfully. Naturally, Kwon Jiwook had no 2c095051a5 such intent. But proving it meant complying—words e2c5cea697 wouldn’t cut it.cfb0fe044b1994ba

Swallowing his pride, he cec06efac2 half-bent his knees. Park Juyeon didn’t miss 1bf6942b1d the jutting hips, flicking c9b0364ccb the machine on. Fortunately, his knees were bent d1b0b40572 just enough to keep it c8246f09c1 shallow—the dildo pressed rhythmically against 530ffb01fc his closed hole, thump, thump, 63c928b9f9 like a stamp.f3a7f58aa9509b3c

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Relieved unconsciously, he dea5f61719 zoned out to d1c8f323ad the steady hum—only 7fb53094da for Park Juyeon f13efdda8b to catch the 2e8631232d fleeting lapse, tapping b4fb3bce65 his groin with 2c1eebc5df his foot. The heavy, repeated 1470b057c5 blows were brutal 3fc206b6fc on the sensitive 2f097c3c64 spot. Each crush of his sack 8f15754e8b made Kwon Jiwook yelp and 88352bc4c3 hunch forward.b768d111beb185cf

“…Agh…!”ad8ea730ccac90f5

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His knees and hips gave d52b159229 out, and the dildo—previously circling 3f13f6e1c5 the entrance—finally breached it. Once the tip fe20659e1b entered, it stayed, 204a332335 grazing the inner df5d5b4c2b rim shallowly. His calves tensed, trembling 5d2c2f8194 as they locked up.acb8bc5b2c51fcee

“Lower your hips more.”b1aedf58abe5e077

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“Hah, ugh, ah, it hurts…!”1ea9d29aa02ae740

“It’s loose—what’s hurting?”1d034d0cfb3f0f30

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Thigh strength had limits. Minutes in, it wasn’t a a51db8b490 squat or anything—just him crouched, 279015d42e hands on the floor in 8a90ece51d an awkward mess. A frog? Park Juyeon’s chuckling 2b8bfe5d2a quip made Kwon a45c09a950 Jiwook squeeze his 8820f94583 eyes shut. Meanwhile, the dildo e08f0ea46f dug deeper, half 815447f3d0 inside now.0c4b30b089d45059

“Hah… ngh…”914a6084bb2563ef

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Even unaroused walls heated up bb2997375e with repeated friction. At some point, Kwon Jiwook bf5bd69572 panted open-mouthed, hips twitching. His unfocused eyes f828ab861a might’ve been on ffceb5b4f5 Park Juyeon—or the 10ff2b6509 void beyond.e15d5b0d58061ae1

“Feel good?”80636cd9a14aa33c

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“…Ugh, ngh.”8670a3a9ff6139f5

“Knew you’d like it. Honestly, I wasn’t sure how to fuck you lately, but today cleared it up.”fb8149c4eb17bf17

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Gazing at Kwon Jiwook’s 86f1221fb2 flushed nape and shaking dd812ec5c5 hair, Park Juyeon stood. Hearing footsteps, Kwon ba21c4af14 Jiwook clenched his c0d66644de teeth. Hic, hic, ragged breaths echoed. His supporting hands and feet 06d820cf6a paled and quaked.e26d886953204201

Up close, it was a68edd4768 a sight. The dildo still moved stiffly, 415b41f5d1 but his cock—swaying in front—stood fc5f01fdd6 rigid, its swollen tip gaping. Each stretch of his hole 522784217c dripped precum down the shaft, f28f9e959b pooling at his perineum.34e69ad9df926cdd

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Kwon Jiwook strained 399e2449c5 to keep it 63879bbf33 shallow despite crouching. His hips floated 7874c8e42b near his torso’s 82e2f1798b height. Park Juyeon stepped behind, patted 80da4c262a his ass a few times, c02d66655e then reached for the switch.d7b5cbd886c8b6fe