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    “Ju, Juyeon. Park Juyeon. Ugh…”

    “Even if you don’t beg like that, I’ll do it properly. Haha. Good thing I don’t have to loosen you up.”

    The hot glans, which had been pressed against his abdomen, moved around, poking at Kwon Jiwook’s scrotum and perineum. Kwon Jiwook, with his hands cuffed to the ceiling, looked down between his legs with a frightened expression. Surely, surely he wouldn’t just thrust in like this. While he was trembling in despair, Park Juyeon’s lips curled up slightly.

    One hand gripped firmly between Kwon Jiwook’s buttocks and thighs, lifting them up. As Kwon Jiwook’s body tensed, trying to contract, Park Juyeon’s penis, already positioned near the folds, quickly thrust in with a loud pop.

    “…!!”

    A rough moan, indistinguishable from ecstasy or pain, got stuck in his throat. No matter how many days or nights he was stretched, the tight hole immediately closed up. The pressure was like it could tear Park Juyeon’s penis off, making him laugh with his mouth twisted.

    Kwon Jiwook, holding his breath with his mouth wide open, already had veins bulging in his neck. If he could just endure the initial pressure, overwhelming pleasure would soon follow. Knowing the sensation that was about to come, his body instinctively tried to avoid the penetration while his brain craved more pleasure, leaving his legs in an ambiguous, half-spread position.

    “Ah… ugh…”

    His eyes, which had widened in shock, lost their sharpness as Park Juyeok’s penis slowly advanced. The transformed inner walls felt electric stimulation wherever they were touched. While his hole struggled to swallow Park Juyeon’s penis to the root, sparks of white flashed before Kwon Jiwook’s eyes.

    “…!”

    “Don’t feel it too soon, ugh. Take it all in properly. So cheeky…”

    Slap. Park Juyeon lightly slapped Kwon Jiwook’s cheek. More light slaps followed, purportedly to wake him up, though they were more about inducing shame than pain, making the slapped cheek quite warm.

    Barely regaining his senses, Kwon Jiwook looked at the man in front of him. The confined space made the penetration feel denser than usual. Dazed, he stuck his tongue out towards Park Juyeon, then naturally tried to hug his neck, but the handcuffs restrained him. Frustrated, he groaned and frowned, but Park Juyeon didn’t offer his face for comfort, instead enjoying his reaction.

    White hands moved down, tracing over the body marked with veins. The fingertips, moving down between his thighs, thoroughly explored the smooth, stretched entrance. Applying force to pry open the tight junction made Kwon Jiwook’s buttocks tremble with fear, emitting a scared whimper.

    Kwon Jiwook still hadn’t forgotten the days when Park Juyeon had forced something in until he passed out. If he did something bizarre like trying to insert both his penis and hand again… However, he knew he would climax and faint from the intense pressure on his insides.

    Just then, Park Juyeon, sensing Kwon Jiwook’s fleeting distraction, frowned sharply. It was an ‘oops’ moment. Before he could react, Park Juyeon’s hand clamped around his neck. The hand that had just been exploring his entrance was now pressing down on Kwon Jiwook’s nape in the blink of an eye. Kwon Jiwook’s pupils dilated in fear.

    “…!”

    “Focus on me. This isn’t the first or second time, is it? Huh?”

    “Ke, huk… kuk…”

    “Why, just because we had sex yesterday, you’re not in the mood now? No excitement? Ah, that won’t do. I need to come too.”

    Park Juyeon’s features twisted mischievously. With his hands bound, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t scratch Park Juyeon’s hand or push him away. Despair spread across Kwon Jiwook’s eyes, which were now bloodshot. However, Park Juyeon knew from their time together that beyond this fear lay a developed masochistic tendency. Indeed, from the moment his neck was choked, Kwon Jiwook’s legs were flailing uncontrollably, a familiar response to the unique stimulation only one person could provide.

    “Hah, ugh…! Kek, ugh…!”

    “Ah, too tight, shit, huh, Hyung, ugh. Ugh…!”

    “Ugh! Guk! Ugh, ek!”

    As the thrusting speed increased, precum and intestinal fluids mixed with the tight flesh. The penis, which had been moving halfway in and out, started to thrust deeper. Even without taking it all in, his colon was being poked. The glans knocked against his internal organs, trying to break through. Kwon Jiwook’s face, now red from the choking, clenched his teeth and rolled his eyes back. His legs, which had been draped over the passenger seat, now scratched at the back seat floor.

    The pleasure derived from the fear of actual death was more exhilarating than anything. Every time the head of Park Juyeon’s penis crushed his insides, Kwon Jiwook’s front seemed to jump into the air. His thighs spread wide to their limit, trembling in convulsions. His feet, now tense, kicked up, seeking air as they hit Park Juyeon’s hips and waist. Yet, the hand didn’t leave his neck.

    “…!!”

    “Ugh, uh, kuhh…!”

    Kwon Jiwook’s tongue lolled out as he tried to scream silently. He felt like his lungs were going to burst. As soon as this thought crossed his oxygen-starved mind, Park Juyeon’s hand released him. However, Kwon Jiwook wheezed like he’d forgotten how to breathe. Each time his body recoiled, his penis spurted out semen in small bursts.

    “Wake up. Ha, I still have a long way to go before I come, but Hyung always… huh, finishes first.”

    “Ah, ah… heh, kek, kehek, cough…!”

    His constricted airways finally opened. As Kwon Jiwook coughed and dropped his head, his strengthless head lolled to the side. He buried his face in his own arm, taking several quick breaths. His mind was foggy, as if a mist had settled after just tens of seconds without air.

    “Ah, ugh…”

    His voice, now hoarse, came out like a groan. There had been times when he was horrified by this state, and Kwon Jiwook knew well the terror of being on the brink of death.

    However, it was different now. Though he didn’t know why, Park Juyeon looked pale every time he got close to death. That is, he was someone who would never push him to actual death, no matter what he did. Since entrusting everything to him, Kwon Jiwook had experienced fear transforming into pleasure.

    Park Juyeon was fundamentally different from the men who treated him like a masturbation tool or a piece of meat without regard for his life or death. He was a man who feared Kwon Jiwook’s death while satisfying his subconscious masochistic desires. With his pain receptors already broken, Kwon Jiwook, despite his exhaustion, craved even more overt acts.

    “…Ha, ah…”

    After wheezing for a while, he swallowed hard. He knew these were thoughts no ordinary person could have. But even the thought alone made his insides tingle unbearably.

    Noticing Kwon Jiwook’s subtle, hesitant movements, Park Juyeon tilted his head while still inserted.

    “Why, keep getting distracted?”

    “I, I wasn’t. Ha, ah, I just came, so why… like this…”

    Kwon Jiwook’s penis, accustomed to being penetrated for years, was embarrassingly small in size, both in erection and ejaculation. Yet, something seemed to bother him now, separate from that. Since Park Juyeon enjoyed pushing Kwon Jiwook to his limits, he grabbed his chin to make him look straight at him.

    “I know you came… but now, even choking doesn’t feel as intense anymore. It’s not satisfying.”

    To force him back into that state now would be degrading for both Kwon Jiwook and himself. Park Juyeon was not ignorant of the act of trampling on someone’s dignity. However, he believed there was a difference between then and now.

    Park Juyeon tangled his fingers in Kwon Jiwook’s hair, threatening to pull hard but not quite doing so. He was deliberately teasing to prevent stray thoughts. Kwon Jiwook, fearing his scalp would be pulled, twitched his eyes and turned his head.

    “…Don’t do it.”

    “Don’t do it, you say? Who is Hyung to tell me what to do or not to do? You’ve already broken the flow.”

    Park Juyeon teased, playing with Kwon Jiwook’s small head. Kwon Jiwook, exhausted, looked like an insect being tormented by a child. Still, he opened his mouth with hesitation.

    “…Don’t do it.”

    “Why are you like this today…”

    “…”

    “…Ah-ha.”

    Park Juyeon realized something around that time. Kwon Jiwook’s trembling body, the penis head dripping with precum, and his increasingly rough breathing even though Park Juyeon was still inside him. He couldn’t help but recognize these signs of anticipation. Park Juyeon leaned forward, his body almost overlapping Kwon Jiwook’s in the confined space of the car.

    “You’re doing this on purpose now, aren’t you?”

    “…”

    “Stop teasing people unnecessarily… Tell me honestly what you want me to do.”

    After the whispered words, there was only silence. The only noise was someone’s heavily excited breathing. Realizing this, Kwon Jiwook’s ears turned bright red. He bit his lower lip briefly before taking a deep breath as if making a decision. His voice, hoarse and trembling, rang out with a metallic sound.

    “Hit… me.”

    “…”

    “It’s okay… so, do whatever you want… a bit more. Ugh, it feels good when you do it. So…”

    Confusion flashed in Kwon Jiwook’s eyes as they opened and closed. What am I saying, fuck. He cursed at his own wretchedness. However, the strange desire to be brought down to the depths by Park Juyeon’s hands had taken root within him for some time, growing larger. If it’s Park Juyeon, if it’s someone who thinks it’s okay for me to be broken…

    “No, no. Sorry. Pretend you didn’t hear that…”

    “…”

    Park Juyeon’s face turned a bright shade of red, looking somewhat dazed. He had expected something like this, but hearing it directly through his ears was still bizarre. Did he know what he was saying? But what caught his attention was Kwon Jiwook’s flushed chest.

    As if mesmerized by the sight, Park Juyeon clenched his fist. Looking at it now, Kwon Jiwook’s belly, bulging from the inserted penis, seemed like a marker. It didn’t take long to turn thought into action. With his fist tightly clenched, he struck Kwon Jiwook’s protruding belly hard.

    “Kek…!”

    “This is what you wanted, right?”

    Kwon Jiwook’s body convulsed as if electrocuted. His eyes widened, then he gradually bent over, curling up. The strong impact resonated from his upper abdomen to his scrotum. A clear drop of fluid burst forth from Kwon Jiwook, who had relaxed from the shock, and his whole body began to tremble.

    “Hu, ugh, uh…”

    “Ah, hah, ah… damn, you’re so tight. You have a talent for this too… what are you trying to do?”

    “Hah…!!”

    Thud, the sound of flesh hitting was quite loud. At the same time, Kwon Jiwook screamed. The impact was strong enough to affect even Park Juyeon’s penis beyond the muscles and walls. After one convulsion, all the inner walls relaxed for contraction. Park Juyeon didn’t miss the moment, thrusting in the remaining part of his penis. Only after being hit on both the abdomen and internal organs did Kwon Jiwook gasp for air and thrash around. Finally, from his penis, which had been trembling with effort, a milky fluid burst out like a flood.

    “Ha, hah! Ah, hah…”

    “Good, ah. Tighten up a bit more, uh…!”

    “Wa, wait, man, guh…!”

    A strong hand gripped Kwon Jiwook’s red, exhausted neck again. Uncontrolled quick breaths burst out with a choking sound. Kwon Jiwook’s legs, which had been wildly kicking Park Juyeon, stretched high, shaking against the ceiling. Pushing against the ceiling with his toes, applying force to his whole body, Kwon Jiwook’s hole convulsed, squeezing Park Juyeon’s penis tightly. Kwon Jiwook’s eyes rolled up in the same direction.

    Even Park Juyeon, engrossed in the act, couldn’t easily climax with just regular sex. One hand controlled Kwon Jiwook’s breathing, while the other thud, thud, thumped heavily on his lower belly. Each time he was hit, Kwon Jiwook’s waist tried to dodge the blows, shrinking back.

    Park Juyeon placed his fist on the protruding belly, adding his weight to press down. The inner walls, stimulated along with the bladder and various sensitive points, began to tighten crazily. Kwon Jiwook trembled all over, contracting his hole. The vibrations were intense enough to compare him to a living fleshlight.

    “Guh, uh…”

    “Ah, ah, uh!”

    Park Juyeon’s waist movements became more violent, grinding his teeth. The handcuffs by Kwon Jiwook’s head rattled noisily as Park Juyeon’s body pushed without mercy. No matter how much Kwon Jiwook thrashed like he was having a seizure, he couldn’t escape the pain. His consciousness flickered on and off every few seconds. Each time he briefly passed out and woke up, strange sounds, resembling the cries of a cat or a pig, came from his nasal passage.

    “…!!”

    “Ha, ah…! Kuh.”

    Thud, with one last forceful thrust of his pelvis, Park Juyeon tightly gripped Kwon Jiwook’s neck as he moaned. Leaning against the car window and the front seat back, he shook his body, finishing his climax. Each heavy breath sent shivers from the nape of his neck to the top of his head. After a few deep breaths, he emptied the remaining drops into Kwon Jiwook’s hole. Kwon Jiwook’s already swollen belly bulged a little more. Only then did Park Juyeon release his grip on the neck and, as a final touch, pressed down on the belly.

    “Ah, hah…”

    With a lewd sound like air escaping, semen oozed out between the hole and the shaft of the penis. From the moment his neck was choked, Kwon Jiwook’s penis, which had been trembling pitifully, seemed to have spurted again after climaxing. The clear, viscous liquid had completely drenched Kwon Jiwook’s abdomen.

    Quickly shaking Kwon Jiwook’s nipples with a hand slippery from the fluid, Kwon Jiwook trembled at the extremities. Rubbing the slick glans with his thumb made Kwon Jiwook shudder violently, shaking his lower body up and down. At the same time, his sensitized inner walls contracted tightly. Park Juyeon couldn’t help but wince as his penis, which had just climaxed, was stimulated again inside Kwon Jiwook. Even Park Juyeon was sensitive right after climax.

    “Ugh, Hyung…”

    “…Ugh…”

    “Hyung really wanted this…?”

    “It hurts, ah, hurts…”

    “It hurts but feels good, right? Can I do it again? Anyway, hah. We can clean the car later…”

    The affectionate voice seeped into Kwon Jiwook’s clouded consciousness. I… don’t know. Do whatever you want. As soon as he heard Kwon Jiwook’s muddled reply, Park Juyeon, excited, lifted his face, now deeply colored. He looked towards the figure that had been irritating him for some time.

    His eyes, heavy with lust, focused beyond Kwon Jiwook, out the window. Two men, who had been watching the shaking car with curiosity, approached closer to see inside. Then, they met Park Juyeon’s sneering eyes. One of the men, realizing the silhouette beyond the tinted glass, stepped back in shock.

    With a low chuckle, Park Juyeon turned Kwon Jiwook over. The handcuffs clattered, and one of Kwon Jiwook’s cheeks pressed against the window, his consciousness not fully there. Naturally, his inner walls twisted around the inserted penis. His lips, forced by the pressure, swelled against the glass, leaving his saliva on it.

    This position allowed for the prostate and the deepest sensitive points to be thoroughly crushed. From Park Juyeon’s perspective, it was also Kwon Jiwook’s favorite position. Testing it, he thrust hard, and Kwon Jiwook’s face, clearly visible through the window, began to distort lewdly again. Ugh, ah, with muffled moans, Kwon Jiwook tried to support himself with his arms.

    Even while trembling, Kwon Jiwook rubbed his nipples and penis head against the door trim. At a glance, it looked like he was being pushed forward by Park Juyeon’s thrusts. As Park Juyeon increased the pace without hesitation, Kwon Jiwook also cried out louder. The moans of a man flipped over by force were surely heard by the nearby men.

    The car rocked with the relentless, violent thrusts. The men who had been curious must have been shocked by this bizarre sex that disregarded others, slowly backing away. Then, they quickly disappeared, taking the other with them. Watching them flee in embarrassment, Park Juyeon exhaled hot breath.

    Heh, with a laugh, Park Juyeon lowered his head and bit into Kwon Jiwook’s nape. You can’t even handle this, what are you looking at? He growled inaudibly, grabbing Kwon Jiwook’s hair for the climax that would continue two or more times. And then he realized. He would never throw Kwon Jiwook to someone else again. Heat rushed to his head and groin as if he had some disease.

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