EMP Chapter 30

Not only his arms but also his legs wrapped around Park Juyeon’s waist; how could one think of pushing him away? Rather, it could be seen as the seductive movements of a harlot. Park Juyeon, with a wry smile, braced one hand against the bathroom wall, and with the other, he guided his penis, slowly pushing into the hole.

“Ah, ugh…!”

No matter how much the egg had continuously stimulated him inside, accepting Park Juyeon was still difficult. It was always hard every time he entered, but having just witnessed how far Park Juyeon could reach with his own eyes, an instinctive resistance arose. It was a wonder his insides hadn’t been destroyed yet.

As he repeatedly advanced and retreated, slowly penetrating, when he withdrew, the softened inner walls would come out with him. Especially, the flesh around the entrance would bulge and then sink back in with each movement. Park Juyeon deliberately pressed on those areas with his fingers.

Having exhausted his patience, Park Juyeon finally gripped Kwon Jiwook’s raised legs around his shoulders and neck. At the same time, he slammed into his hips, which seemed to float in the air, with such force that it made a sound like air escaping.

Places that the egg hadn’t reached were suddenly split open, and it felt like the tip of Park Juyeon’s penis was knocking on the closed-off areas beyond. Kwon Jiwook’s arms and legs, which had been clutching Park Juyeon, flailed in the air.

Now, his body had begun to accept even pain as pleasure. Despite the pain of being split open, Kwon Jiwook arched his back as if he enjoyed it. His toes, stretched out in the air, began to tremble. The mucous membranes tried to adapt to Park Juyeon’s penis, but Park Juyeon, not caring about Kwon Jiwook’s climax, only increased his speed, thrusting deeply, deeply.

“Huh, ah…! Ju, Juyeon, uh! Ugh…!”

“Too, good, fuck… You were born for this…”

Park Juyeon buried his head in Kwon Jiwook’s neck. Biting on the choker or nipping at the skin above it, Kwon Jiwook’s head naturally tilted back. Saliva dripped from his open mouth, but Park Juyeon, paying no mind, moved up along his jawline, swallowing Kwon Jiwook’s lips along with the drool.

“Umm-!”

“Haah, uh…”

Even while kissing, the hip movements that seemed to break his insides continued. In sync with the quickened pace, Kwon Jiwook moaned, sometimes his voice turning strange when his lower abdomen swelled, unintentionally making odd sounds. At the same time, as Park Juyeon’s tongue scratched the ridges of his palate, Kwon Jiwook clenched around him and shook his hips wildly, likely not by his own will.

It was a deep, rough kiss that swept over everything from the mouth to the back of the throat. Park Juyeon pulled Kwon Jiwook’s tongue out, chewing it in the air rather than inside the mouth. Kwon Jiwook’s face, with his tongue out, looked more relaxed than usual, his focus already gone. After sucking on the warm flesh one last time to gather the saliva, Park Juyeon, with a laugh, grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s waist.

“You should pull yourself together. What if you’re like this already?”

“Ha, uh, too deep, too…! Ugh, uh!”

“You always manage but now you’re whining.”

Park Juyeon, restraining Kwon Jiwook’s struggling body, thrust deeply, making sounds like air escaping. He pulled out until just the head was in, then thrust back so hard the pubic hair brushed against his buttocks. Each time, Kwon Jiwook’s body stiffened, making choking sounds as if he were dying. His legs, spread like scissors, convulsed uncontrollably.

After a while of missionary, Park Juyeon climaxed once, then turned Kwon Jiwook over. With Kwon Jiwook leaning over the toilet, exposing his buttocks, Park Juyeon entered him from behind. Kwon Jiwook could only whimper, unable to cry out, his body limp over the toilet.

His body was extremely sensitive after multiple orgasms from the device. Moreover, Park Juyeon, who knew Kwon Jiwook’s body well, targeted only the sensitive spots, making endurance impossible. From the start of the act, Kwon Jiwook was half out of his mind, trembling with every deep thrust, enduring the overwhelming pleasure.

“Huh…”

However, his penis, which had already climaxed several times, only twitched without ejaculating even as Park Juyeon continued to thrust. Although it was clear from his trembling body that he was experiencing the peak, not seeing it happen was unsatisfying. If he couldn’t ejaculate, something else would have to be released to make it worth watching.

“Speaking of which, haah. You ran off without my permission earlier.”

“Uh…”

“No matter how embarrassed, running out like that shocked me. So…”

This is your punishment. Murmured Park Juyeon as he brought the egg, which had been on the toilet, to Kwon Jiwook’s penis. He rubbed the round body against it, then pressed it near the urethra, suddenly enveloping both the egg and the head of his penis. Even in his dazed state, Kwon Jiwook sensed something ominous and tried to stop Park Juyeon’s hand, but Park Juyeon, holding the remote in his other hand, turned the vibration up to its highest without giving him a chance to intervene.

“Ahh…!”

Kwon Jiwook’s body, which had been slack, started to convulse as if electrocuted. Making strange noises that were neither cries nor moans, Park Juyeon watched this before tossing aside the remote and resuming his thrusts, gripping tightly around the head of his penis.

Park Juyeon sped up to match the intensified vibration. Holding Kwon Jiwook’s shoulders and pulling him back, he rapidly slammed into his colon. Kwon Jiwook was the one dying from this. It was hard for him even to cry out anymore. The device, vibrating so strongly that the head of his penis turned red, stimulated a sensation beyond climax, something akin yet different.

“!!”

After continuously murmuring that he couldn’t take it anymore while shaking his head, Kwon Jiwook suddenly froze, his entire body rigid. Only his penis, pressed by the egg, spasmed. His breath stopped as he finally released clear fluid between the egg and the penis head. The liquid squirted out in bursts, splashing everywhere and dripping onto the toilet.

Even after that, Park Juyeon didn’t let go of the head until he himself climaxed. While pounding away, due to the device continuously stimulating the sensation of urination, Kwon Jiwook lost consciousness for tens of seconds. He regained his senses when Park Juyeon pressed the egg against his scrotum so hard it seemed like it might burst. The pain was so intense it jolted him back to reality. Park Juyeon muffled Kwon Jiwook’s scream, covering his nose and mouth, and climaxed again.

“Uh, aa…”

“Umm…”

Barely regaining consciousness, Kwon Jiwook felt Park Juyeon thrusting deeply again, making his lower abdomen bulge, and he clenched around him, flinching. The sensation of his breath stopping was both horrific and ecstatic. His vision flipped and returned with each flutter of his eyelids.

Park Juyeon, nibbling at Kwon Jiwook’s ear and panting hot breaths, slowly withdrew his penis. For a moment, the reddened inner walls were visible, but soon the semen from deep within started to leak out.

“You can’t go out looking like this…”

After catching his breath, Park Juyeon looked around the stall. Kwon Jiwook lay limp across the toilet, breathing intermittently. The space wasn’t large, making his crumpled limbs look uncomfortable. His body still convulsing and the occasional trickle of urine were just extras.

Cleaning up the clothes on the dirty floor and getting back home in one piece would require some aftercare. Park Juyeon cleaned himself with tissue, then picked up the duct tape he had managed to bring from the lecture room. He rolled and taped Kwon Jiwook’s limp arms and legs together, then taped his mouth shut, to which Kwon Jiwook weakly protested with a moan.

“Just bear with it a little.”

“Mmm…”

“I’m still upset about you running off earlier. So, this is an extra punishment.”

Without even asking for Kwon Jiwook’s consent, Park Juyeon pushed the wet egg back into the open hole. Even if he had asked for consent, Kwon Jiwook, not in his right mind, wouldn’t have been able to respond properly. Satisfied by the sight of the quivering hole, Park Juyeon tossed Kwon Jiwook’s pants and underwear over him, covering his body.

“I’ll come to get you after the lecture ends. Got it?”

“…”

“I’m not like some who would leave you here. Trust me and wait quietly.”

Kwon Jiwook, not fully understanding the words, nodded his lowered head thoughtlessly. Perhaps, in his subconscious, he believed that Park Juyeon’s gentle voice could never harm him.

Park Juyeon looked at the trembling Kwon Jiwook for a moment, shrugged his shoulders, and then left the stall, just as someone had done to him years ago.

Kwon Jiwook, who had been out of it, regained some sense not long after. The egg vibrating inside him seemed to keep his consciousness intact. Was it Park Juyeon’s consideration to keep the vibration just strong enough to arouse but not enough to drive him to the peak?

“Uh…”

He wanted to bang his head for thinking that even for a moment. What kind of consideration was this? Not properly cleaning up after, just gagging and binding his limbs, then leaving him in the bathroom.

The pleasure from earlier had been so intense that his lower body felt numb, devoid of any sensation. Should he consider this a blessing? More accurately, the stimulation was weak but consistent, so the speed to reach orgasm was slower than before. Even that made life somewhat bearable. Kwon Jiwook tried moving his arms, which were tied behind his back, and his legs, folded with thighs and calves touching.

He understood why Park Juyeon left him like this without fully cleaning up. Nine years ago, Kwon Jiwook had left Park Juyeon in a similar state in a bathroom stall. Hence, he didn’t resent Park Juyeon. Kwon Jiwook rationalized it by thinking, ‘I was temporarily abandoned.’ It was easier to think of this as just an extension of revenge.

The egg, now slick with semen, could easily be removed if he exerted some force, but the vibration wasn’t strong, so he could have done it if he wanted to. However, that was clearly against Park Juyeon’s wishes.

“…”

After causing such a commotion, exhaustion overwhelmed him, yet the device still spun inside, providing subtle stimulation. His lower abdomen, which had been ravaged, began to ache again, and his body, which had been limp, occasionally tensed. All he could do was twitch his buttocks with his head and knees hanging down. His slightly aroused penis began to stiffen.

At that moment, he heard the murmur of a group of men from the hallway outside the bathroom. Kwon Jiwook tried to suppress the sudden fear in his chest and closed his eyes to ignore them.

“Hey, don’t believe me? I swear I heard some weird noise here earlier.”

“Are you crazy? Who would do that in a bathroom in this day and age?”

“Ha… fuck, you’re so frustrating.”

…It felt like something bad was about to happen again.

Kwon Jiwook opened his eyes wide, staring intently at the corner of the stall. There was no time for other thoughts; all he could think about was to quiet his breathing and reduce any signs of life. Even while observing the situation outside, his heartbeat grew louder.

What if Park Juyeon doesn’t come back? What if it’s those guys from back then? No, even if it’s not them, what if some other guys try to rape me? Did Park Juyeon really abandon me? He said he’d come back, but what if this was his way of getting even by leaving me for good?

Lowering his breathing wasn’t easy. Even with the vibration at a low intensity, his body was too sensitive. The egg kept pressing on his already swollen mucous membranes, making Kwon Jiwook breathe through his nose with short, sharp inhales. With his mouth taped shut, his breathing was even more pronounced, and the confusion in his mind only made his body tenser.

“Why would I lie, you crazy bastards?”

“Then let’s check it out. Go in or something.”

“Ugh… why do we have to check? It’s quiet; it seems like everyone’s gone, so why bother?”

“You were the one who first said there were gays having sex. Wouldn’t you be curious? Aren’t you curious after saying all that?”

Thud, thud. Instead of fading away as expected, the footsteps of several men came closer. This was completely unexpected for Kwon Jiwook. His eyes, which had been straining in the innermost stall, suddenly widened as if they might pop out.

“…”

The bathroom stall door wasn’t locked. In his dazed state after Park Juyeon left, Kwon Jiwook had forgotten to lock it.

He couldn’t let anyone see him like this. Even the thought of strangers seeing him this way made his vision go dark. His body trembled uncontrollably. Before he realized it, goosebumps covered his body, and cold sweat dripped down. An inexplicable fear seeped deep into his chest and lungs.

As the fear of these unknown men grew, the situation of being in a secluded place doing such acts paradoxically heightened Kwon Jiwook’s sexual excitement. It was truly ironic. His half-erect penis began to shake in sync with the vibrating device. Kwon Jiwook clenched his fists behind his back, his hands tingling. The coexistence of fear and arousal was absurd, driving him to the brink of madness.

“Hey… isn’t that a vibration sound?”

“…Hey, wait. Be quiet.”

“…”

Kwon Jiwook squeezed his eyes shut. Even though the vibration was weak, it was loud enough to hear if one listened carefully. Plus, Kwon Jiwook’s excited breathing was even louder, making it odd if they didn’t notice.

Sensing the shift in atmosphere through the door, the color drained from Kwon Jiwook’s face. The fear of being raped was becoming all too real. Please go away, just go away! Kwon Jiwook screamed inside his taped mouth.

“Hey, fuck, is this for real?”

“Should we go in? Is there someone in there?”

“Um, guys.”

Just as Kwon Jiwook doubted his ears, a new voice suddenly emerged among those chattering.

“Can’t we just leave? We shouldn’t get involved in something like this…”

A voice that seemed timid yet quick to assess the surroundings. Horribly, this voice belonged to someone Kwon Jiwook knew well. Realizing this, his mind seemed to be sucked into a void, and soon both his mind and vision went completely white. Kwon Jiwook couldn’t tell if this emotion was anger or fear.

“Are you scared?”

“What? Scared? No, that’s not it!”

“You should understand. Kim Suhyeok has always been a coward.”

“I’m not! But, ah… it’s better not to acknowledge stuff like this, you know?”

The voice echoed timidly inside the bathroom, mixed with half-jest and half-worry. It seemed like they were trying to subtly avoid the situation. Not only Kwon Jiwook but also others had memories of that day like a scar, so it was natural for him to want to prepare for any possible scenario.

“…”

Setting aside anger, Kwon Jiwook wanted to do something about that door handle first. Although it was closed, it would open with just a push from the outside. Luckily, they seemed hesitant still. With an anxious look, Kwon Jiwook squirmed on the toilet seat. Maybe if he could get himself together, lean forward, and use his teeth, he might be able to lock it somehow.

“Uh…”

Fuck, why now of all times. He tried to ignore the subtle stimulation multiple times, but when the egg changed its vibration pattern and rubbed against him, the familiar pleasure rose again. Kwon Jiwook, trembling his thighs while pulling his legs together, closed his eyes tightly to prevent any strange sounds from escaping. But there’s a limit to everything. In the end, a faint, pained sound escaped, causing them to pause.

The men moved very cautiously, seemingly trying not to alert Kwon Jiwook to their presence, but Kwon Jiwook, whose nerves were on edge, couldn’t miss it. Their presence finally stopped in front of the last stall.

Kwon Jiwook, panting, trembled his eyelids. His heart was beating so hard it seemed like it might burst any moment, his whole body resonating with its rhythm. It felt like his heart was racing both in his ears and in his mind.

Creak, as the door finally opened, Kwon Jiwook experienced what it truly meant for one’s vision to go dark.

“!!”

“Wow… what’s this?”

What had he expected? That Park Juyeon would miraculously come back at the exact moment to block them when the door opened? Or that he wouldn’t abandon him in the first place?

Their eyes fell upon him through the crack of the door. At the same time, it felt like his heart sank to his feet. They couldn’t say anything upon seeing Kwon Jiwook’s condition. One of them, momentarily speechless, entered the stall, and Kwon Jiwook started trembling like an aspen.

“Shouldn’t we report this?”

“Looks like rape to me.”

The fact that Kim Suhyeok was among this murmuring crowd was something he didn’t want to think about. Kwon Jiwook curled up to hide his devastated face. Please don’t look, just go. Even after being discovered, he tried to hide himself, holding his breath and breathing heavily through his nose.

Someone reached out to pull down the pants covering his body, and Kwon Jiwook shook his head quickly. Reacting almost like a seizure, the person who had entered the stall backed away in surprise. That was when it happened.

“Kwon, Kwon Jiwook…”

Kim Suhyeok, who had been watching from behind with curiosity, recognized him and approached in shock, even pushing his friend inside. What? Do you know him? Then shouldn’t we really report this? Ignoring the growing murmurs, Kim Suhyeok urgently ripped off the duct tape from Kwon Jiwook’s mouth.

“Haah, uh, ugh… uh…”

“You…”

As soon as his lips were free, the tired moans poured out, along with the vibration that had been buzzing like a phone since they entered the bathroom. After assessing the situation, Kim Suhyeok couldn’t bring himself to lift the cloth covering Kwon Jiwook’s lower parts.

Kwon Jiwook spent some time expelling rough breaths, twisting his waist, and letting out suppressed moans. Occasionally, he struggled with his legs in the air as if it was too much for him, all because of the unending stimulation.

The men who were discussing reporting the situation couldn’t take their eyes off Kwon Jiwook. Kwon Jiwook knew this; he could feel the lustful gazes that didn’t leave him. Noticing others’ lust in this situation was akin to a punishment from hell for him. As Kwon Jiwook panted with his head down, a small voice escaped him. Kim Suhyeok, who was closest, leaned in closer.

“What, what did you say?”

“…Go.”

“I can’t hear you well…!”

“…Go, I said.”

Suhyeok, go. Kwon Jiwook repeated the same words like a broken tape. His voice was hoarse, producing an unpleasant metallic sound.

“Please… don’t do anything unnecessary… just go. Leave…”

He was sick of all the attention now. He was fed up. The gazes of classmates in the building or the classroom, the subtle looks from these men around him, even Kim Suhyeok’s worried eyes right in front of him. Regardless of their intentions, the fact that someone was paying attention to him now felt horrific.

He needed to get to a place where no one’s eyes could reach him, and for that, he needed Park Juyeon. No one else mattered; in fact, they were just annoying. So, he forced out the words that didn’t want to come out, his voice mixed with sobs, making it hard to speak.

“I’m waiting here quietly… if you do something strange, I’ll get in trouble. So, just pretend you didn’t see and go…”

“…”

They told him to go. The men nudged Kim Suhyeok. However, Kim Suhyeok stood there like a statue.

“Can’t you hear me?”

Despite his constant flinching, Kwon Jiwook persisted in speaking. Kim Suhyeok, not moving, was just getting on his nerves.

“Those looks from you all… uh, it’s scary, so please, please go…”

It wasn’t ’embarrassing’ or ‘awkward.’ It was ‘scary.’ Even when Kwon Jiwook was beaten up, he had fought back fiercely. But now, for some reason, he looked noticeably weaker. Kim Suhyeok let out a small “Ah,” as if affected by Kwon Jiwook’s words. Perhaps those words needlessly provoked him. Just as he was about to reach out towards Kwon Jiwook…

Thud, thud, as one person deliberately made footsteps entering the bathroom, the men’s gazes turned towards him. Kim Suhyeok also turned his head, his eyes widening in surprise like a fox. His face turned pale, and he quickly ushered his friends out of the bathroom. The person he hadn’t seen in a while still looked thoroughly servile.

Park Juyeon faced the men who kept glancing back with an impassive expression, not even blinking. Intimidated by his gaze, they stopped looking back and left the bathroom. The bathroom, which had been noisy a moment ago, became quiet again, with only the sound of Kwon Jiwook’s intermittent breathing. Park Juyeon approached him carefully, lifting his chin to make him look up.

“Are you crying?”

“Uh, uh…”

As soon as he met those pretty eyes, tears that he had been holding back streamed down. Perhaps taken aback, Park Juyeon, with his lips tightly shut, tore off all the duct tape that had bound Kwon Jiwook. He turned off the egg, cleaned up the wet lower body and the half-erect penis with tissue, then pulled out a pair of sweatpants he had sneakily brought in his bag. It was something he had kept just in case.

Even after his limbs were freed, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t stand due to exhaustion. With a smile, Park Juyeon brushed back Kwon Jiwook’s sweat-drenched hair. Until then, Kwon Jiwook was still swallowing back his tears.

“I’m sorry, I… I shouldn’t have done this back then…”

“Huh?”

Park Juyeon blinked several times in surprise. He never imagined Kwon Jiwook was thinking about something from middle school. Leaving him here was meant to be a playful tease, not a serious act of revenge. If it were revenge, he wouldn’t have said he’d come back, and he would have left Kwon Jiwook there and gone home alone.

“Stop crying. I told you I’d come back after class.”

“Uh, uh…”

“It’s strange. Why are you still crying?”

Bursting into laughter, Park Juyeon patted Kwon Jiwook’s back. Indeed, the problem was that tears kept flowing without him understanding why. Kwon Jiwook looked up at Park Juyeon with red, rabbit-like eyes and said:

“Ugh… can’t we stop doing this?”

“…”

“You told me being bullied feels good. You said it with your own mouth. So, I don’t like it when others do it.”

“Hyung.”

“Only you, Park Juyeon, can break me. No one else. I don’t want others looking at me. It’s scary.”

From the moment he told Kim Suhyeok he was waiting for Park Juyeon, from the moment he sought that unseen beautiful face, an inexplicable sadness welled up from deep within his heart. He could have endured it while waiting quietly.

In that cramped space filled with fear, how lovely it was when Park Juyeon came to rescue him. The exhilarating feeling of seeing his beautiful face was like a light climax.

A different emotion from the uncertain waiting. Kwon Jiwook defined it as longing, and in his mind, longing was within the realm of love. It was an emotion one couldn’t feel without affection. Only then did Kwon Jiwook faintly realize that his feelings for Park Juyeon might be larger than he thought.

The hallway was quiet. Park Juyeon had come back to Kwon Jiwook in the middle of class, having secretly packed his things. Realizing this, Kwon Jiwook felt a tender affection for him again. Park Juyeon, unaware of the warm emotion seeping into Kwon Jiwook’s heart, was his usual self.

“You did well. Let’s go home.”

“…Juyeon. Don’t ever abandon me, okay?”

Since he had been staring at his face so intently, Park Juyeon was waiting for Kwon Jiwook to speak if he had something to say. The words that came out after waiting were quite endearing, and he wondered how much thought went into saying them. With a smirk, Park Juyeon playfully patted Kwon Jiwook’s butt. “I won’t abandon you. I told you I’d take good care of you,” he added lightly.