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    The old story that had started from Lee Woojin’s mouth was, at some point, being continued by Park Juyeon. He had insisted it was fine and asked to be allowed to tell the story himself, though he sounded as if he were merely recounting someone else’s experiences. His tone was flat and emotionless.

    However, contrary to his tone, the content was strikingly vivid. That he could recall past events so clearly was likely because he was still entrenched in those memories—or perhaps because the words, never once properly shared with anyone, had finally broken through layers of accumulated repression.

    “I’ll stop my story here for now. What do you think, hearing it?”

    “……”

    “Does it remind you of anything from middle school?”

    Kwon Jiwook didn’t seem to believe him, as expected. Though his almost-convulsive breathing had subsided somewhat, he was still panting heavily.

    “…Yeah. I remember. I do recall doing something as stupid and pathetic as that.”

    His rough words were accompanied by a scowl that twisted his face in anger.

    “But, Park Juyeon, you’re not in my memory.”

    “…Of course not.”

    “Damn it, seriously. Isn’t this funny even to you? You’re telling me I got all hot and bothered over some puny guy like you and did something that stupid?”

    It was ridiculous. It was hard for him to believe that someone had spent months obsessively focusing on him just to spew such nonsense. Kwon Jiwook wasn’t someone who’d take baseless claims at face value, especially not under duress.

    But if none of this was true, how could the other person know so many precise details about his behavior in middle school? As his overworked brain churned, Kwon Jiwook’s frustration found a new target.

    “Hey! If you’re going to make things up, at least think it through. Do I look like an idiot to you? It’s you, Lee Woojin, isn’t it? You’re the one who did the digging and fed all this to Park Juyeon, right? Otherwise, how the hell would he know all this? Did you really think I wouldn’t figure out you’re behind this, trying to ruin me?!”

    “What the hell is he even saying?”

    The more his voice cracked and broke from shouting, the more he thrashed his restrained body, denying reality. The atmosphere grew heavier with ambiguity. Wow, he really has gone mad, someone muttered with a laugh. Kwon Jiwook didn’t miss it. Glaring fiercely at the men around him, he roared.

    “Then was it you guys?! You bastards! It’s you, isn’t it? You’re all in on this together, huh? Damn it, who talked?”

    His bloodshot eyes scanned the room until they landed on Kim Suhyeok, who had been staring blankly at him. Right, that guy must know—he’s a complete outsider. Grinning slyly, Kwon Jiwook asked:

    “Hey, Kim Suhyeok. You’re here, aren’t you? Come on, Kim Suhyeok, tell me. Does what he’s saying sound true to you?”

    Kim Suhyeok, who had been listening intently with a pounding heart, couldn’t give any response. He, too, thought Park Juyeon’s words were absurd. And yet…

    As he hesitated and avoided Kwon Jiwook’s gaze, a flicker of disbelief widened Jiwook’s eyes. What? He actually believes this? Was it really so hard to just say no?

    “Hah, what is this? Hahaha. Damn it. Seriously… I should’ve known from the moment you sold me out—you’re no different.”

    “Hyung, just stop already. Whether you deny it or not, nothing’s going to change.”

    Park Juyeon positioned himself between Kwon Jiwook’s legs and sat down. Then, he instructed two of the men standing nearby to hold Jiwook’s legs in place. They complied eagerly, seeming to anticipate what was to come. Glancing upward, Park Juyeon smirked.

    “You look like you can’t believe this. What, did you think you weren’t capable of stooping this low?”

    “Park Juyeon! You’ll pay for this, dragging someone down like this! Damn it, I swear I’ll curse you!”

    “Well, it must be hard to accept. How could a mere ninth-grader do something like that, right?”

    Another man approached, reaching to unbutton Jiwook’s shirt. No amount of struggling or resistance could change the outcome. With just a few deft motions, his toned chest was fully exposed. The men jeered mockingly, some even slapping his chest hard enough to make loud, echoing smacks. “Ah!” Jiwook let out a sharp cry, his face flushing with humiliation.

    “So, what now? Do we just take him?”

    “Didn’t you hear? That’s what he’s here for—just shove it in.”

    Park Juyeon watched the grinning men with an expressionless face. To them, this was nothing more than entertainment. To uninvolved outsiders, it was just another passing spectacle.

    “Remember the video I showed you before? You just need to do the same thing that was done to me. No, …….”

    Park Juyeon trailed off. There was no need to be kind to someone who denied everything to the end and showed not even a speck of remorse, even after being told the reason.

    “You can do it even more harshly. Just torture him to the point where he won’t die. Can you do it well?”

    “Hey, fuck. Do you know where you are to ask like that? This place was made for torture, so it’s embarrassing if you can’t do it.”

    “……Okay, then. Do whatever.”

    Park Juyeon dusted off his hands and stepped back from his seat. It was not his role to thoroughly dirty him. At least at this moment, he did not want to become the same kind of person. Even if that was a contradictory psychology to what he had been doing all this time.

    While they were talking, Kwon Jiwook’s chest and abdomen were swollen red by a couple of people who couldn’t wait and rushed in. Someone even took the edge of his chest into their mouth and made a slurping sound. It was a demonstrative act. Foolish Kwon Jiwook was already raising his voice and resisting.

    “Back then, why were we so scared of this guy? Right?”

    “What nonsense, fuck. Only you were scared, I wasn’t bothered at all.”

    A particularly broad-shouldered man laughed hoarsely. Suddenly, his voice and Kwon Jiwook’s voice overlapped and stopped. Judging by the occasional moans that followed, it seemed like they were kissing. Among the sticky noises, sounds of dry heaving could also be heard.

    Park Juyeon left their actions behind and brought a chair to sit near Kim Suhyeok. With a deep sigh, he asked,

    “Do you know something?”

    “…….”

    “If Sunbae hadn’t taken Jiwook Hyung out, this wouldn’t have happened. If you want to blame someone, blame Sunbae yourself, not me.”

    Kim Suhyeok, whose face was badly torn and swollen, stared blankly at Kwon Jiwook, who was also being beaten. Park Juyeon spoke to him, but he couldn’t take his eyes off. For a while, there was only silence between them. Then Kim Suhyeok muttered,

    “Then…… at first…… joining our club…….”

    “Because he said he was there. Honestly, I was curious how that person, who is not good at external activities, made friends with his personality.”

    Kim Suhyeok recalled the day he first met Kwon Jiwook on campus. He never thought he would meet such a thug again, especially at a university, an institution of higher education. Come to think of it, the first place they met was the library.

    “Sunbae. What’s your honest opinion?”

    “……What.”

    If he answered honestly, Kim Suhyeok found Park Juyeon uncomfortable. But he knew that this was not the answer the question intended.

    “You listened to my story well, right? Don’t you have any thoughts?”

    “I don’t know. ……It’s just a story without evidence.”

    “Then another question.”

    “…….”

    “What’s your opinion on the scene you’re watching now?”

    Even with that question, he had nothing to say. Kim Suhyeok was just watching someone’s rape scene. There was nothing else to feel. Park Juyeon, who had asked with his chin resting, also turned his gaze from Kim Suhyeok to the group.

    Through the gaps between the men, Kwon Jiwook looked like he had been slapped in the face countless times. Blood was flowing from his nose and mouth. Unlike usual, he didn’t show tears easily, but his bloodshot eyes were noticeable, as if tears of blood would flow at any moment. He must be furious. Park Juyeon thought calmly and watched the continuing acts.

    One man grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s hair with both hands. He already had a thickly erect penis, which he thrust into the open mouth and moved his hips, panting. It was a deep insertion that rubbed his pubic hair against his nose. When he paused for a few seconds without pulling out, feeling the tight sensation deep in his throat, Kwon Jiwook repeatedly dry-heaved with his eyes wide open and vomited something. It was stomach acid. Mixed with thick nosebleed, his mouth was a mess.

    There was no need to wipe it. The man who had his dick in his mouth pulled out the long shaft and rubbed it hard against Kwon Jiwook’s face. Kwon Jiwook, whose breath had been cut off for a moment, opened his eyes narrowly and breathed heavily. A sticky liquid kept smearing his eyelids.

    Just as he was about to regain his senses, someone kicked his limp body, making him fall face down. At some point, Kwon Jiwook was in a position with his upper body pressed against the mat and his buttocks raised. When his lower body, including his underwear, was pulled down, his buttocks tensed, and the sides of his hips spread wide. Following the movement of the muscles, the hole twitched. The fat man who had discovered the quivering hole wrapped his arms around the wide-open buttocks and buried his face in the crack. His thick tongue licked the crack and entered the reddened hole. The piece of flesh that went deep inside stirred the inner walls.

    Whenever the tongue rubbed around the entrance or quickly squirmed inside the hole, the buttocks shook as if begging. Noticing this, someone else stomped on his head with their boot. Then Kwon Jiwook let out a groan mixed with pain. The heel must have caused immense pain.

    “Hey, hey. Come out for a moment.”

    The most excited among them was Lee Woojin. Park Juyeon noticed him preparing something next to Kwon Jiwook. Park Juyeon let out a hollow laugh. Lee Woojin seemed to have been waiting for this moment more than anyone else. Maybe even more than himself.

    Lee Woojin kicked the man who was greedily licking the hole. The man reluctantly moved away but soon noticed something in Lee Woojin’s hand and chuckled. It sounded like a pig being slaughtered. It was a wooden bat. More precisely, it was a bat with a condom wrapped around the handle. The men laughed loudly and pulled Kwon Jiwook’s hair to lift him up.

    They moved in unison. One man laid out various tools while another unlocked Kwon Jiwook’s handcuffs. Someone else firmly held his body as it swayed, unable to find its center of gravity. It was somewhat strange to see gangsters acting in an orderly manner to destroy a civilian.

    Someone grabbed the rope hanging from the ceiling and tightly tied it around Kwon Jiwook’s wrists. As he panted and shouted something, he was hit on the back of his head. Thanks to his hands being tied in the air, he didn’t fall over. He was on his tiptoes, at a height where they occasionally lifted off the ground.

    The man behind Kwon Jiwook lifted one of his legs high, revealing the hole that gaped open. Lee Woojin grinned and pressed the bat handle against the entrance. The hole, which had no lube, began to swallow the handle, and as it moved quickly without giving the inner walls time to adapt, a horrible scream burst out.

    “Aah, kuh, ah! Huh, ugh, fuck, huh…….”

    “This guy still has the energy to swear, huh?”

    “I’ll, kill, huh, you all……kuh…….”

    The long stick endlessly pushed in, hitting his stomach with a thud. His other leg, supporting his body, was already trembling. One of them grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s penis and squeezed it hard, shaking it vigorously. As heat forcibly gathered in his lower abdomen, Kwon Jiwook threw his head back and made a strange sound, neither a nasal sound nor a scream.

    Laughter burst out. They took turns shaking what was stuck in Kwon Jiwook’s buttocks, and while he was off guard, they pulled out the bat that was caught deep inside. Kwon Jiwook writhed in the air, feeling a chilling sensation as if his intestines were being pulled out. Veins stood out on his temples.

    “…….”

    At that point, even Kim Suhyeok couldn’t help but feel something. That… That’s a bit too much, isn’t it? Feeling Kim Suhyeok’s restlessness, Park Juyeon glanced at him and spoke.

    “Don’t you have any questions for me?”

    “Th-isn’t it time to stop now…….”

    “Not that kind of question. Those questions aren’t fun.”

    Kim Suhyeok looked at Park Juyeon seriously. The more he talked like this, the less credible his past stories seemed.

    “For example, how I ended that miserable life. Aren’t you curious?”

    Honestly, this was a bit curious. Kim Suhyeok looked away, pretending not to care. If Kwon Jiwook had been holding him captive all this time, how did he manage to create this situation? After a while, Park Juyeon still didn’t seem willing to talk first, so he finally asked with a sigh.

    “……I’m curious. Tell me.”

    “……Hmm…….”

    Park Juyeon looked somewhere, rubbing his chin. His gaze fell on Kwon Jiwook again. A man behind Kwon Jiwook was thrusting, holding both of his legs. To be precise, his thickly muscled arms were hooked under Kwon Jiwook’s knees, and his legs swung freely with each powerful thrust. Every time the man’s cock thrust in, Kwon Jiwook’s erection slapped against his lower abdomen with a thud.

    It was a completely third-person perspective. It felt like watching a scene from a porn movie starring Kwon Jiwook as Juyeon. Come to think of it, when did the situation start to reverse? Park Juyeon briefly recalled his memories and said.

    “It was about 8 years ago in winter. The last place we did it was the library.”

    “You did that in the library?”

    “That’s the least believable part, right? I know. I never imagined we would go that far.”

    “…….”

    “It was just like any other day. I was sucking Hyung’s dick as usual while being filmed, and suddenly he said, ‘Shouldn’t you start studying now?’ He said he would teach me. I thought it was out of the blue.”

    Kim Suhyeok, who had been quietly listening, slightly furrowed his brow. Something hazy interfered with his thoughts. His mind, which had been working fine, creaked and refused to think. …What is this? What is this feeling? Kim Suhyeok tilted his head with a vague expression.

    “But that day, he really took me to the library. At that time, there were about two Hyungs with me. I remember it wasn’t many.”

    “Wasn’t it because it was the exam period? You said it was winter.”

    “No, it wasn’t like that. It was just that cold. Around the college entrance exam? …But Sunbae, you’re funny too. Do you think Hyung is the type to go to the library during the exam period?”

    Park Juyeon chuckled. Looking at Kwon Jiwook, who was panting and making eye contact with him, he mouthed, ‘Why are you crying already?’ and continued his story calmly.

    “You might find it hard to imagine, but I was really… quite naive back then. So even though he punished me so much, I trusted Jiwook Hyung. I remember being happy thinking, ‘He’s really letting me off today.’ But as soon as we entered the library, Hyung grabbed my hair and dragged me into the bathroom.”

    “…….”

    “If it were the lobby bathroom, fine. But he shoved me into the bathroom near the reading room. He’s really mean, right? I couldn’t make a sound because I was afraid the studying students would hear. It was really hard back then.”

    “Something like that happened?”

    “Yes, of course. It did. Really.”

    “No, you…”

    Kim Suhyeok tilted his head again. The flow of the story wasn’t the problem. It was strange how calmly Park Juyeon was talking about it. He seemed like he wasn’t in his right mind.

    If it were a lie, he should at least pretend to be acting. This isn’t something to talk about so calmly. Kim Suhyeok held back what he wanted to say.

    “But… the state I was in back then, my legs and arms were tightly bound with duct tape, and my mouth was gagged. But he just left me like that.”

    “What?”

    “He left. With two or three vibrators inside me, turned on, he just walked out. I was in so much pain and so sad that I was crying, but he looked at me like it was nothing and said it wasn’t fun.”

    “…….”

    “He said he was going to a PC room and told the other Hyung who was with him to watch me, and then he left by himself. You can imagine what that Hyung did to me when we were alone.”

    Kim Suhyeok, who had been listening with a frown, finally turned his head away. Ugh, a small moan escaped him, and Park Juyeon shrugged.

    “What’s wrong? Seems like you’re not enjoying this.”

    “Don’t talk about it so lightly… It’s not something to joke about.”

    The gap between the Kwon Jiwook in Park Juyeon’s story and the Kwon Jiwook nearby, screaming with two dicks inside him, was too great. Park Juyeon spoke so calmly that Kim Suhyeok started to think something was wrong with himself for listening.

    “……Did Kwon Jiwook ever go back to the library after that?”

    “How would I know? After that day, it was completely over with Hyung. I never saw him again.”

    “…….”

    “Anyway, the main point hasn’t come out yet. Jiwook Hyung didn’t come back after he left.”

    It sounded like a story made up by someone with delusions. Kim Suhyeok closed his eyes and leaned his head back against the pillar. His head started to throb painfully. Come to think of it, this guy had been smashing my head against the wall earlier. That might be why.

    But ever since earlier, something vague had been lingering in his memory. Why the library? Why did it have to be the library? As Kim Suhyeok pondered this, Park Juyeon continued his story.

    “The Hyung who was with me probably got bored after some time. I thought he would at least untie me and take me with him, but he didn’t. That Hyung just ran away too. They were really terrible people. At least I thought he would turn off the vibrators.”

    Park Juyeon looked down and fidgeted with his fingertips, smoothing his already smooth nails.

    “I had no sense of how much time had passed. I just kept quiet whenever someone came in because Hyung told me to keep quiet. I thought if I waited like that, he would come back and untie me. But those Hyungs didn’t come back until it was dark. Later, when the bathroom lights went out, I was so scared that I cried and cried. I kept screaming and crying until the security guard found me. Even now… it’s still chilling.”

    The voice, which had been calm throughout, finally showed a small crack. Park Juyeon cleared his throat lightly and looked up again. The one who had left him in that small stall was now being trampled and crying in front of him.

    “So… what happened next? The guard called the police as soon as he saw me. But… from this point on, I don’t remember very well. I was so out of it back then…….”

    “…….”

    “My mom was looking for me at the time. Since I didn’t come home until it was dark, my mom had reported it too. My mom is a bit overprotective. That night, I was sitting in the police station just crying, and when my mom saw me, she burst into tears. She cried more sadly than I did, so that scene is still vivid in my memory.”

    Kim Suhyeok had been listening silently the whole time. After a while, a strong whiff of cigarette smoke from a winter day suddenly hit his nose. Huh? What was that? Kim Suhyeok blinked.

    ‘Why did you come here if you hate studying?’

    ‘I’m here to teach a friend how to study.’

    Faint voices started to come back in fragments. Come to think of it, when was the first time he met Kwon Jiwook? As he tried to bring up the buried memories, his hands and feet started to go cold.

    ‘Want to watch?’

    ‘What?’

    ‘Aren’t you curious about how I teach?’

    A faint, trembling voice from the past echoed in Kim Suhyeok’s ears. Wait, don’t do this. Why was he remembering the short but somewhat fun memories from that time? Kim Suhyeok bit his lower lip.

    “Anyway, even though it reached the police’s ears, what could middle school students do? After that, Jiwook Hyung left me alone. He even got community service as a penalty. It’s a bit anticlimactic. I didn’t do anything myself.”

    “……Got it. You don’t have to say anymore.”

    “Why? There’s still a bit left.”

    “Just… can you stop talking now?”

    Noticing that Kim Suhyeok seemed strange, Park Juyeon tilted his head and looked him in the eye. His wide-open eyes blinked a couple of times.

    “Sunbae, do you believe my story?”

    Park Juyeon stared at him with his characteristic pitch-black eyes. Kim Suhyeok couldn’t answer. He never thought that a person he had never interacted with before would share even a small part of his memories, and it was causing such a big emotional wave within him.

    “Th-that…”

    “Kim Suhyeok!”

    Startled by the sudden call of his name, Kim Suhyeok jumped. His head turned instinctively before he could even think about it. There was Kwon Jiwook, his body bruised all over, panting and glaring at him. After being violated in the air, Kwon Jiwook was thrown onto the mat, his hands tied with a rough rope that drew blood. He stretched out his hands and tried to crawl towards Kim Suhyeok.

    “Kim, Kim Suhyeok. Huff, Kim Suhyeok! Fuck, help me. Just help me one more time…! Ah! Hua, ugh!”

    At that moment, Kwon Jiwook’s head was suddenly jerked back. Someone had grabbed his hair as he tried to escape. Someone behind Kwon Jiwook, who was on all fours, attempted to penetrate him. As the insides were quickly thrust into like an animal, his thighs trembled and clenched. With his head thrown back, Kwon Jiwook’s mouth couldn’t close, and someone else spat saliva into it, laughing.

    The man behind him even licked his face with his tongue, disgustingly. As ejaculation approached, the sound of flesh slapping became loud and violent, and then he threw Kwon Jiwook’s body down. The change was instantaneous. Another man flipped Kwon Jiwook over again as soon as he collapsed, mimicking the previous man’s actions, but seemingly not satisfied, he forcefully pulled up his upper body and grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s neck with both hands.

    “Ugh, pl-please, help… me…”

    “I, I…”

    Kim Suhyeok’s pupils dilated. The men violating Kwon Jiwook stopped moving, and all those eyes turned to Kim Suhyeok. What are you going to do? What choice will you make? All those gleaming eyes seemed to say.

    “Huff, hua, I, I never did such things. Huh, fuck. Please save me…!”

    Kwon Jiwook cried, his face red, still pleading his innocence. Kim Suhyeok’s gaze began to waver. He didn’t know what to believe. His mind told him one thing, but his heart…

    “…….”

    All the rumors about Kwon Jiwook that he had ignored until now. The suspicions about his school days that had lingered in a corner of his mind could no longer be ignored. He wanted to let go of the guilt that he had pushed Kwon Jiwook to the edge with just one photo. It could be easily justified with one simple rationalization.

    You deserve this.

    Kim Suhyeok turned his head to avoid Kwon Jiwook’s gaze. It was a conclusion he reached after much thought. Even with his upper body bent back, Kwon Jiwook watched Kim Suhyeok’s every move with wide-open eyes. The hand around his neck shook his head as a joke, and with his messed-up appearance, he screamed and twisted his body.

    “Ugh, let… go. Fuck, Kim Suhyeok!”

    “…….”

    Kim Suhyeok closed his eyes tightly. Beside him, Park Juyeon looked down at Kim Suhyeok with a subtle expression. But he continued to ignore Kwon Jiwook.

    “How, how can you… believe that bastard…!”

    “Wow, fuck. Has Kwon Jiwook’s mouth always been this loud?”

    “Hey, shut him up. What kind of bastard doesn’t know when to quit?”

    Let’s just half-kill him. A burly man muttered grimly and stood up, shaking his foot. The man who had been grabbing Kwon Jiwook’s neck and thrusting his hips let him go for a moment and then wrapped his arm around him. As the thick arm slowly but firmly pressed down on his neck, Kwon Jiwook’s face gradually turned pale. Then, the burly man’s boot struck his exposed abdomen with a dull thud. It wasn’t just a playful kick.

    “……Huff-!”

    “……Wow… haha! Fuck. Do it again, harder. That was fucking tight. Fuck, I almost came.”

    “Yeah? Then here goes another one. Hey, wake up.”

    “Ugh, uuh…”

    The insertion was already a secondary concern. They were more excited by the simple act of lynching than any sexual act. But Kwon Jiwook was different. No matter what they pushed into him and shook, the pain was too great, and his arousal inevitably faded. This time, someone’s fist plunged into Kwon Jiwook’s upper abdomen. Kwon Jiwook trembled, his eyelids fluttering. The pain was beyond imagination, and his vision spun. The supply of oxygen was delayed, and his vision repeatedly whitened and blackened.

    “Ha, ugh…. Fucking bitch. Every time I hit him, he tightens up.”

    The man growled and muttered, then released the arm that had been around Kwon Jiwook’s neck. As the arm fell away, Kwon Jiwook collapsed face down. When the cock that had been pushed in all the way was pulled out, semen already gushed out in clumps from the hole that had been fucked multiple times. The men laughed at the sight and took turns slapping his buttocks hard. The merciless blows tore his skin again.

    Lee Woojin, who had been resting in the corner after getting hard and roughly satisfying his desires, approached again, feeling bored. Lee Woojin did strange things every time he joined in. He flipped the bat he had inserted first and pushed in the thick striking surface, and he even put a plastic bag over Kwon Jiwook’s face and pressed down on his lower abdomen while fucking him. Because of this, the others watched him with expectant eyes as he approached.

    “What are you looking at? Fuck. Just do what you were doing.”

    “Boring asshole.”

    Lee Woojin hummed and picked up a long, thin instrument. He flipped Kwon Jiwook onto his back with his foot, revealing a body covered in handprints and red boot marks. There were also wounds from unknown objects. Tomorrow, his whole body would be a party of bruises. Lee Woojin laughed softly and grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s penis.

    “……Huh, ugh…….”

    “After getting beaten up like this, you should at least feel good out of pity. Right?”

    “You’re the one who said he’d feel good if you choked him, so stop acting nice.”

    The voices sounded like muffled, watery noises to Kwon Jiwook. His consciousness flickered from being beaten so much. Just as he thought he might pass out again, a sharp pain suddenly surged from below, making his eyes widen. Kwon Jiwook convulsed and moaned.

    “……! Ahh……!!”

    He thought his whole body was already in so much pain that it couldn’t hurt anymore. The paused tears started to flow again from the pain. He looked down at himself to see what was happening and saw Lee Woojin roughly inserting a long urethral plug. It was a thickness that would be difficult even for someone experienced. Kwon Jiwook’s open jaw began to tremble.

    “Hey, spread it a bit. Try to relax.”

    “How do you spread a piss hole?”

    “It’s just a figure of speech. Oh, it’s going in. If we’re lucky, we might get it all the way in.”

    I’ve had that done at the hospital before. Wow, crazy bastard. The crude voices exchanged banter and laughed. Meanwhile, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t even touch himself down there and just writhed, his upper body twitching. Lee Woojin, who finally managed to insert the plug all the way, twisted it and repeatedly pushed it in and out, stirring the narrow urethra.

    The prostate at the innermost part of the urethra was continuously stimulated by the tip of the plug. When he grabbed the shaft tightly and shook it quickly, Kwon Jiwook spread his thighs wide. It was an unconscious movement to accept the tingling pleasure rising from his lower abdomen. The endless pain finally gave way to a sweet, thread-like pleasure, and he moved his hips. As he approached orgasm, Lee Woojin pulled out the plug in one go.

    “……! ……!”

    “Wow, fuck. It’s like a fountain, a fountain.”

    “Looks like Jiwook was really hungry.”

    Thick, milky fluid gushed out with each thrust of his hips. His tense thighs trembled, and his curled toes scratched the mat. But this act was not for Kwon Jiwook. It had to be thoroughly sadistic for a single audience.

    Even after ejaculating once, the plug was inserted again. The intense stimulation continuously induced pleasure. Forced to ejaculate several times, his sensitive body reached a light dry orgasm just from the plug being inserted and gently twisted. His mouth had been stuffed with a handkerchief or something similar and taped shut for quite some time because he was making too much noise.

    When the empty urethra began to twitch, he grabbed the shaft tightly and rubbed the glans quickly. Kwon Jiwook started to scream and sob even with his mouth blocked. His hips jerked in the air. As he tried to avoid the persistent hand rubbing his glans, others held down his pelvis so he couldn’t move.

    “……Mmph! Mmmmm! Mmph……!!”

    At the moment Kwon Jiwook closed his eyes tightly, a clear liquid burst out from between his swollen glans and Lee Woojin’s palm. His stiff body trembled, overwhelmed by the rushing pleasure. Even as the hand continued to move quickly without stopping, liquid kept spurting from his glans. It was no longer pleasure. Once it crossed the threshold, it became another form of pain.

    Fuck, this is really a fountain. The men, impressed, grabbed their own erections and started stroking them. Then they exchanged glances. Let’s fuck him one more time. Their minds aligned, and they spread Kwon Jiwook’s legs carelessly, his consciousness gone.

    “…….”

    Kim Suhyeok kept his head down and took in the entire scene with his ears. He suddenly wanted to ask Park Juyeon the same question he had been asked. Park Juyeon, what do you feel when you see this? What are you thinking right now?

    He couldn’t even begin to guess what Park Juyeon was thinking. In the first place, truly understanding someone’s mind is impossible unless you are fully in their situation. Kim Suhyeok knew this, so he didn’t say anything to Park Juyeon, who had planned all of this pornographic spectacle.

    “Wow, I came a week’s worth today.”

    “You’re such a quick shooter.”

    “This fucker is gonna die…”

    The act was reaching its climax. They chatted among themselves, strangely friendly, as if they were catching up. Kwon Jiwook, amidst them, repeatedly lost and regained consciousness throughout the act. The urethral plug was once again inserted into him. Then, someone stepped on Kwon Jiwook’s flaccid penis, plug and all. They even used the heel to press down on his scrotum.

    “Why isn’t this bastard reacting?”

    “Ah, fuck. Wait. I got piss on my shoe. This…!”

    Exhausted, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t make a sound and trembled all over, eventually wetting himself. The man who had been stepping on his penis yelped and pulled his foot away.

    Seeing the soggy mat getting even wetter, Lee Woojin suddenly aimed his dick at Kwon Jiwook. If this bastard can piss, so can I. He thought he had to finish the job perfectly. Soon, a stream of urine gushed out from his thick glans. Kwon Jiwook reflexively closed his eyes tightly.

    “Ah, wait. I suddenly feel sick.”

    “If you don’t like it, don’t watch, fucker.”

    “Why piss on his face when there’s a toilet right there?”

    The man who had been making a fuss quickly changed his expression and laughed. He grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s still-twitching legs, aimed his glans at the hole, and pissed all over it. The others who had been watching from the side also came over and pissed on him indiscriminately.

    Just as Lee Woojin was about to laugh contentedly, a chilling voice came from behind.

    “Lee Woojin.”

    Park Juyeon, who had approached at some point, was expressionlessly scanning the mess on the mat. He had agreed to handle the aftermath of Kwon Jiwook. The plan was to think about what to do with him after roughly finishing the job and taking him home again.

    Park Juyeon silently looked back and forth between Kwon Jiwook, soaked in piss, and Lee Woojin. Lee Woojin sheepishly smiled and straightened his pants.

    “…I’ll move him to my car and clean him up nicely. I forgot. Sorry.”

    * * *

    Kwon Jiwook once had a strange dream.

    He couldn’t remember the details clearly, but he had definitely dreamt it. It wasn’t that long ago. When he woke up, he saw the familiar reddish-brown ceiling, so it must have been a relatively recent dream.

    The difference this time was that the boy in the dream had a clear appearance. The boy, thrashing and crying on the bed, looked like Snow White—that pale and beautiful. Please, save me. Save me! The boy he met again was still screaming at the top of his lungs. Kwon Jiwook looked down at the scene unfolding before him. Or rather, he tried to.

    His hand, acting against his will, grabbed the boy’s hair. His lips started moving on their own. Even though he knew it was a dream, he couldn’t control it.

    “You said you’d kill me. You said you’d kill me over and over, and now you’re saying ‘I’m sorry, please save me’? I told you not to act like a bitch.”

    “This time, for real. I’ll do whatever Hyung tells me to. I must have been crazy. Please…”

    Kwon Jiwook, aware that he was dreaming, looked around the bed. Various items were scattered about. What the hell is this situation? How can a dream be so vivid? As he was thinking, the Kwon Jiwook controlling his body picked up one of the items and waved it in front of the boy’s eyes. It was a thin case containing a blank CD.

    “Aren’t you curious what this is?”

    “H-Hyung…”

    “Lately, our Juyeon has been acting up, so I gave a few people a present. …Oh, right. What time does your mom get off work?”

    “…!”

    “By the way, your camming is fucking amazing. If you didn’t have a dick, I’d believe you were a woman. Watching you while jerking off was so satisfying.”

    The boy’s wide-open eyes stared at Kwon Jiwook, looking shocked. Tears welled up in his obsidian-like eyes, unmoving. With a slight blink, the tears fell. But suddenly, hatred began to fill those eyes. The black eyes, submerged in darkness, flickered with flames in an instant. Kwon Jiwook, facing the boy’s transformation, remained calm.

    “Do you feel wronged? If you feel wronged, do the same to me.”

    “…Hyung, I really… want to kill you.”

    “I always tell you, don’t just talk shit, do whatever you want. Of course, if you have the power to.”

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