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    Kwon Jiwook began cursing furiously and started wreaking havoc in the clubroom. Bang! He kicked the door violently, swept everything off the desks onto the floor, and even picked up a desk and hurled it onto a chair he’d just kicked.

    “Ahhh! Hey, Kwon Jiwook!”

    As someone tried to approach the rampaging Jiwook, a chair whooshed past overhead at high speed. Crash! Kim Suhyeok turned toward the loud noise, his face pale, and saw the chair slam into the wall. The few other club members who had been present bolted the moment Jiwook entered the room.

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    Suhyeok regretted everything. If he could go back five minutes, he’d punch himself in the mouth for saying those words. Why did he have to press the kid’s buttons? Idiot. Idiot. He tried to suppress his involuntary flinches as every loud noise made his body jerk.

    The previously peaceful and quiet clubroom was now a complete wreck. The sound of objects breaking and smashing seemed never-ending, and Suhyeok finally realized just how serious the situation had become. He grabbed Jiwook’s arms, attempting to drag him out of the clubroom.

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    “Hey, hey! Stop this! If you keep this up, you’ll—ow!”

    Suhyeok was no match for Jiwook’s strength. His attempt to intervene earned him a solid punch to the face, forcing him to stagger back, clutching the spot where he was hit. Meanwhile, Jiwook glared at him with an unrelenting scowl.

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    “You’re so annoying. Why don’t you get lost? Or do you want to get punched again?”

    What the hell, you’ve already punched me! Suhyeok fumed internally, but didn’t dare say it out loud. His head throbbed painfully, and he figured another hit might land him in the hospital. He opted instead to pray silently. Please, stop already… You’re the one wrecking things, but I’m the president—I have to clean this up later!

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    Jiwook finally stopped his rampage after a while. His breathing was heavy as he stood amidst the chaos, seemingly calming down after smashing everything in sight.

    Just then, a soft ding came from his coat pocket. It was a text message. Jiwook sighed deeply, pulled out his phone, and opened the message.

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    “Ta-da.”

    “This is a gift.”

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    “I even used this in the bathroom earlier. Good job, right?”

    What kind of spam message is this? No, wait—this is way too polite for spam.

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    Soon after, a photo arrived. Something about it felt ominous. Jiwook hesitated, knowing he shouldn’t, but his finger instinctively tapped on the image. The photo filled his screen.

    “…!”

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    Under a yellowish light, a man lay sprawled with his legs spread in an M-shape, covered in semen. His groin was visibly swollen and flushed as if about to burst, and between his thighs was a thick object inserted into him. The unconscious man’s face was unmistakably—

    “…Hah.”

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    Jiwook froze, staring blankly at his phone, his hand trembling as he quickly dialed a number.

    “The number you have dialed is not available… Beep.”

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    The call disconnected within seconds. They hung up on purpose, didn’t they? Gritting his teeth, Jiwook furiously typed a reply.

    “You f**king bastard, where are you?”

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    “You wanna die, seriously?”

    “What the hell was the point of sending that photo, huh?!”

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    Calm down. Calm down. He tried to steady himself, but his chest pounded unpleasantly, and his fingers fumbled as he typed.

    Should I call again? Would that help? Less than a minute had passed since his reply, but he was already drowning in anxiety. Sweat trickled down his palm as his grip tightened on his phone. His chest felt crushed, and the back of his neck stiffened as if he had committed a grave sin.

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    Suhyeok, utterly clueless, could only watch in confusion as Jiwook alternated between anger, unease, and outright panic.

    Then came another reply.

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    “Hmm, is this kind of threat outdated now? Such a retro mindset, huh?”

    The response came quickly, but to Jiwook, every second of waiting felt like an eternity. He clenched his jaw tightly, furious that the sender was so aware of how “retro” their methods were.

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    “Did you send that photo just to piss me off, you fking piece of st? Go ahead, try me, and see what happens, you bastard.”

    After sending his reply, Jiwook slammed his phone onto the clubroom’s sofa. The sofa, already shoved to a corner from the earlier rampage, absorbed the force of the throw.

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    Fine. Do whatever you want. Having sent his final message, Jiwook’s racing heart began to calm down. It’s 2024—who even tries blackmail with a photo like that anymore? Sure, the male-on-male scenario irked him a bit, and the thought of being in such a submissive position made him recoil, but he tried to convince himself it wasn’t a big deal.

    The phone, now buried in the sofa cushions, remained eerily silent. Jiwook pretended not to care, but his attention was fixed on it.

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    That’s when a notification sound came from an unexpected source—Suhyeok’s phone.

    “Huh?”

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    Suhyeok instinctively picked up his phone to check.

    “Why’d I get a random photo…?”

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    “You’ve gotta be kidding me!”

    Before Suhyeok could fully process what was happening, Jiwook snatched the phone out of his hands and checked the message.

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    “…Hah.”

    A hollow laugh escaped him. It really was his photo.

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    It wasn’t even a bluff. There it was, uncensored and fully exposed, now sitting in Suhyeok’s inbox. Goosebumps ran up Jiwook’s spine. He immediately deleted it, terrified someone else might see. His heart, which had just started to calm down, was once again racing with anxiety.

    Then, as if on cue, Jiwook’s phone vibrated again.

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    Ding.

    “How did it go?”

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    Ding.

    “No reply? I sent it to your club president, by the way.”

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    Ding.

    “Lol, this is hilarious.”

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    Jiwook felt faint. Where had things gone so wrong? From the moment he’d picked a fight with that freshman? Or was it when he blindly accepted all those drinks?

    Kwon Jiwook’s eyes were filled with confusion. Had the photo only been sent to Kim Suhyeok, or had it already been circulated to others without his knowledge? The thought sent a chill down his spine, and his breath grew shallow and irregular. He could feel the cold seeping into his fingertips.

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    Kim Suhyeok, who had been watching him nervously, cautiously approached, glancing between his phone and Jiwook’s face. For some reason, Kwon Jiwook seemed entirely different from the person he knew.

    “Hey, I get that you’re mad, but isn’t it a bit much to snatch someone else’s phone like that…?”

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    At the sound of his voice, Jiwook flinched. Turning sharply, he saw Kim Suhyeok staring at him with a strange mix of curiosity, concern, and pity. What the hell is that look? Like I’m some kind of lunatic. Grinding his teeth, Jiwook spat out his retort.

    “Like I’d want to keep it, idiot.”

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    Without a care, he threw Suhyeok’s phone down, not even bothering to see where it landed, and stormed out of the club room.

    Rrr-Rrr.

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    The call was connecting, but there was no answer. This was Jiwook’s 30th attempt. Each time, the freshman cut the call, almost taunting him. It had happened just now as well—the line went through briefly before the call was abruptly terminated.

    But giving up wasn’t an option. Another incident like this morning’s could occur at any moment. His expression rigid, Jiwook dialed for the 31st time. This time, the call finally connected with a soft click.

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    The moment he heard the line open, Jiwook instinctively began cursing, only to bite his tongue mid-rant as he remembered his precarious position in this power dynamic. He forced himself to lower his voice.

    “Hey, what the hell are you playing at? What do you want from me? Is this because I gave you a hard time yesterday?”

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    The response on the other end came with a burst of laughter.

    “Haha, oh, wow…”

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    The nonchalant amusement in the freshman’s voice was infuriating. Had they been laughing like this the entire time, even while ignoring his calls? Rage bubbled up inside Jiwook, threatening to explode.

    “Why do you sound like you’re about to cry? What did I even do? Sunbae told me to send it, so I did.”

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    “And you actually sent it? Where the hell did you pick up this twisted sense of humor?”

    Ordinarily, someone holding blackmail material would wait until they’d gotten what they wanted before showing their hand. Yet this brat had already fired their shot before even asking for anything.

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    Suppressing his anger, Jiwook tried again, voice strained but measured.

    “…Where are you right now?”

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    “Oh, even if you want to see me, I can’t right now. I have a class soon. Let’s talk later, okay? Bye.”

    “Wait. Hey! Don’t you dare—”

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    The line went dead.

    His attempt at restraint felt meaningless. The freshman had brusquely ended the call, leaving Jiwook seething in frustration.

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    “…Damn it, what kind of nonsense is this?”

    His gaze drifted blankly into the distance as he let out a bitter laugh. Biting down on his already sore lower lip, he tasted the faint tang of blood.

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    Being hung up on like that was a first for him. No, this entire day—no, since last night—had been a series of unprecedented events.

    Although none of it should have mattered, the cumulative strangeness left him feeling inexplicably, deeply slighted, as if the universe itself had decided to mock him.

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    Even knowing his paranoia was unreasonable, he couldn’t shake his hypersensitivity. The act of being hung up on, in particular, felt like a slap to his pride, a pointed reminder of how powerless he was in this situation.

    Jiwook stood in place, dazed, for what felt like an eternity before his legs carried him to the nearest café. Ordering an iced Americano from a cheerful barista, he grabbed his drink and slumped into a secluded corner.

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    He needed to think. But his already muddled mind struggled to make sense of the contradictory mess of circumstances he found himself in.

    A rude, insufferable freshman joined the club.
    That freshman drugged his drink.
    The freshman then… took advantage of him.
    And now, the freshman was the one who seemed angry.

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    Questions flooded his mind. Had he been the freshman’s target from the start? Or had they been waiting for any hapless fool to fall into their trap? If it was the former, Jiwook couldn’t even begin to guess why. If it was the latter… well, there was nothing to say about that kind of insanity.

    Gnawing on his thumbnail, Jiwook froze mid-bite. He had never been this anxious in his life—enough to pick up bad habits he didn’t even know he was capable of. He forced himself to refocus. What exactly do I want to do when I see that brat? Punch him? Demand he delete the photos? Agree to whatever he wants just to end this? Damn it, I don’t know.

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    For the first time, Kwon Jiwook found himself desperate—chasing after someone, no less. The unfamiliar sensation twisted his thoughts into a tangled knot.

    A glance at his phone told him it was already past 5 p.m. With his place being far from campus and most classes ending by 6, he decided to stick around. When you said ‘later,’ when exactly did you mean, you little bastard?

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    The memory of Kim Suhyeok’s phone buzzing earlier made his blood run cold. What if he’d reacted just a bit too late? If Suhyeok had realized who was in the photo? Or worse, what if Jiwook hadn’t been at the club at all?

    Though he’d vented his anger earlier, the anxiety refused to leave him. It made him restless, tapping his foot against the floor in agitation. Even the barista threw him uneasy glances.

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    Jiwook felt a suffocating dread. What if the freshman had done more during the hours he was unconscious? He compulsively scoured social media and various sites—explicit photo-sharing accounts, shady forums, even gay porn sites. Nothing turned up.

    But the absence of evidence didn’t ease his fears. It wasn’t the exposure itself that scared him now; it was the thought of someone else seeing him in such a humiliating state. His top priority had shifted to salvaging what little remained of his dignity.

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    Time slipped by as Kwon Jiwook scoured the internet at the café, and before he knew it, it was 6 p.m. He had been fidgeting nervously since 5:56, and as soon as the clock struck 6, he called the freshman.

    -Rrr-Rrr-.

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    “This is Park Juyeon.”

    Just as he was bracing himself for the prolonged dial tone and swallowing nervously, the freshman—Park Juyeon—answered in mere seconds, catching Kwon Jiwook off guard. The surprise made him choke on his words, breaking into a series of awkward coughs.

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    “Jeez, you scared me! You—!”

    “Hmm? Sunbae?”

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    That voice, now identified as Park Juyeon, was infuriatingly composed. Even his name—something Jiwook had gone to such lengths to uncover—was delivered casually, adding to his frustration. Taking a deep breath, Kwon Jiwook resolved not to be led around by him this time.

    “…Let’s meet. We need to talk.”

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    “What about?”

    “There’s got to be a reason for all this.”

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    Whatever it was, they’d talk about it face-to-face. Kwon Jiwook’s voice dropped threateningly as he muttered, trying to coerce cooperation. Yet, it seemed Park Juyeon was unmoved.

    “You need money? If you do, just say so. I’ll give it to you. Let’s not make this harder than it needs to be, okay?”

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    “Oh, really? You’re surprisingly generous. But, nah. My family’s loaded. I don’t need to stoop to petty blackmail just to get by.”

    The offer of money changed nothing, leaving Kwon Jiwook feeling even more exasperated. Money was usually the root of this kind of behavior—or so he thought.

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    Kwon Jiwook grimaced, narrowing one eye in frustration.

    “Then why the hell are you doing this? What’s wrong with you, you freak? Don’t drive me insane—just tell me the reason!”

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    “A reason? Nothing much.”

    “Then why?”

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    “Because it’s fun.”

    “…”

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    Fun? Did he hear that right? The word struck him like a slap across the face. Kwon Jiwook’s expression froze for a moment, dumbstruck. He’d drugged him for fun. Taken incriminating photos, sent them out, and left him in a state of all-consuming anxiety—all for fun?

    The realization made his head spin. His breath caught in his throat as he processed what he’d just heard. Slowly, he brought the phone back to his ear, his clenched fist trembling in fury. Sensing the tension, Park Juyeon chuckled on the other end.

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    “Kidding. Geez, Sunbae, it’s just a joke.”

    “You…”

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    He tried to respond but couldn’t. Not because he lacked words, but because there were too many to say at once.

    “You’re mad, huh? But honestly, this is entertaining. Watching you get all riled up is hilarious.”

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    Park Juyeon’s voice brimmed with amusement. He even seemed to share his conversation with someone nearby, laughingly brushing off questions like, “Who’s that? Your senior?” with a casual, “Nah, just a club senior.”

    Kwon Jiwook bit his tongue, letting the distant chatter fade before speaking through gritted teeth.

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    “…Your hobby… is seriously twisted.”

    “I admit it. I had a rougher childhood than most. Got burned a lot, you know.”

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    Park Juyeon rambled as if reminiscing fondly about old times, his tone almost wistful. While Jiwook struggled to find the right response, Juyeon carried on cheerfully.

    “Wow, it’s already past six. Today’s been exhausting with back-to-back classes. You must’ve had a chill day though, huh?”

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    “Don’t change the subject. Is now really the time for small talk?”

    It had been a chill day—or at least it should have been. Instead, his nerves were completely frayed. The weariness in Kwon Jiwook’s voice betrayed his frustration, a fact that seemed to please Juyeon, who hummed contentedly.

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    “You must’ve been so tense all day, like a nervous puppy. Poor thing. You worked hard, didn’t you?”

    “All thanks to you, my life’s a living hell. Even now.”

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    “Haha. My bad.”

    His faux-apology was so transparent it felt insulting. He didn’t deny his actions, nor did he bother to hide his satisfaction in tormenting Jiwook. That smug acknowledgment stung more than anything else. Jiwook’s grip tightened around the disposable coffee cup, crushing it.

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    “Hungry? Want to grab dinner together?”

    “No, screw off. If you’re not going to explain, I’m—”

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    “Fine, don’t meet me then.”

    When Park Juyeon turned firm, Kwon Jiwook found himself cornered. How else could he track him down on this sprawling campus? Living with this unresolved tension wasn’t an option either—it wasn’t in his nature.

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    “…Fine. Let’s meet.”

    His inner conflict flared. If Juyeon wouldn’t talk even in person, then fists might have to do the talking. Frustrated, Kwon Jiwook ran a hand through his hair, muttering curses under his breath.

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    “Where?”

    “Behind the student hall, by the parking lot.”

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    “I’m coming now. Be there.”

    With that, Kwon Jiwook hung up abruptly, but even that small act of defiance felt hollow. Cutting the call first didn’t ease his discomfort—it only magnified his unease.

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    “Agh, screw this!”

    He growled, startling the café worker who had been warily observing him from behind the counter. They quickly ducked out of sight, avoiding his fiery gaze.

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    His steps felt stiff, every movement more awkward than usual—or was that just his imagination? Whatever the case, it infuriated him to realize how much he was letting Park Juyeon get under his skin.

    The moment they met, he vowed, the first thing he’d do was ruin that smug face of his. One good punch to wipe off that self-satisfied grin.

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    Clenching his teeth, Kwon Jiwook muttered to himself before taking a deep breath and casually tossing the plastic cup he had been holding onto the roadside. He should have thrown it away when he left the café, but thoughts of Park Juyeon had distracted him, making him forget to dispose of his trash. From afar, a security guard shouted something indistinctly, but it barely registered in his ears.

    “……”

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    As he walked slowly toward the back of the student center, a conspicuously round back of a head came into view. Standing beside a petite female student, the height difference was stark—at least two heads taller. Even without the comparison, Park Juyeon stood out effortlessly among the crowd with his towering height and sleek, dark hair.

    Seated before, it hadn’t been obvious, but now it was clear—Park Juyeon was tall. Annoyingly tall for someone so aggravating. Despite his broad frame, there was an elegance to him that Kwon Jiwook found increasingly irritating.

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    As he trudged closer, unbidden thoughts crept into Jiwook’s mind. Would there ever come a day when he didn’t find Park Juyeon utterly insufferable? He scrunched his face, determined to maintain his scowl as he approached. Despite his efforts to seem intimidating, Jiwook felt an unwelcome pang of inferiority. Standing directly in front of Park Juyeon, he realized he had to tilt his head upward to meet the younger man’s gaze.

    For the first time, Jiwook tasted the bitterness of a defeat he hadn’t prepared for.

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    And yet, Park Juyeon, that smug junior of his, merely smiled—calm, pleasant, and infuriating. He waited, as if expecting Jiwook to speak first. Unable to stomach the silence, Jiwook snapped out a single syllable.

    “Hey.”

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    “You’re here? Took you long enough,” Park Juyeon replied promptly, as though he’d been waiting for Jiwook to address him. He flashed a grin, the kind that was too friendly to feel sincere. His eyes, however, lowered slightly, carrying a subtle arrogance that gnawed at Jiwook’s pride.

    Jiwook, glaring, held out his hand. “Give me your phone.”

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    “Hmm?” Park Juyeon tilted his head, feigning confusion. His eyes widened ever so slightly, as if Jiwook’s demand had genuinely taken him by surprise.

    “I said, give it. I’m deleting those photos.”

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    Jiwook gestured impatiently, waving his hand in the air. But Park Juyeon, instead of complying, reached out and wrapped his hands around Jiwook’s outstretched fist. His pale fingers closed gently over Jiwook’s knuckles, soft and warm, in stark contrast to the seething irritation building in Jiwook. What the hell was he doing?

    Park Juyeon stood there, holding Jiwook’s hand as though it were the most natural thing in the world. He gazed at him, unblinking, with a strange intensity in his dark eyes—so different from the vacant look Jiwook vaguely remembered from before. The unnerving weight of his stare eventually forced Jiwook to look away. Clicking his tongue, he muttered through gritted teeth.

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    “What the hell are you staring at?”

    Park Juyeon squeezed Jiwook’s hand once before releasing it, his smile widening. “It’s just… surprising.”

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    “What is?”

    “I thought you’d start by punching me in the face.”

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    That gave Jiwook pause. He stiffened momentarily, as if reminded of something he’d forgotten. Hadn’t he spent the entire walk here planning to beat the living daylights out of this kid? He clenched his jaw, scrambling for an explanation.

    “Well, that’s—”

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    “Why didn’t you?” Park Juyeon interrupted, his smile taking on a teasing edge. “Am I too good-looking to hit?”

    “……”

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    Jiwook bit the inside of his cheek. Was his face really that easy to read? He rubbed at his cheek in frustration, ignoring the way Park Juyeon glanced around with an air of nonchalance, as if bored.

    “Hm… anyway,” Juyeon said, as though they hadn’t just been discussing something far more serious, “is there anywhere good to eat near campus? Everything here looks so… lackluster.”

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    “What are you talking about?” Jiwook snapped.

    “Maybe it’d be better to just head to my place. You should come over.”

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    That offhand suggestion—delivered so casually as if they were friends—nearly made Jiwook’s blood boil. A sharp, seething anger surged through him, cutting through any lingering hesitation. He took a threatening step closer, lowering his voice to a cold growl.

    “Are you deaf, or just pretending not to hear me?”

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    “Hmm?”

    Jiwook’s mind raced as he fought to keep his anger in check. No way in hell am I letting this guy take control of the situation again. His fury reignited as Park Juyeon leaned in slightly, his tone almost flirtatious.

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    Without warning, Jiwook lunged forward, grabbing Juyeon by the collar. His fingers curled tightly around the fabric, wrinkling the pristine white shirt as he pulled Juyeon closer. Startled, the younger man’s eyebrows twitched upward, though his composure remained intact.

    “Give me your phone,” Jiwook snarled. His grip tightened, the fury in his voice barely restrained. “Or do I have to beat it out of you, huh?”

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    Despite the venom in Jiwook’s words, Juyeon’s gaze was unnervingly calm. After a moment of silence, he glanced down at Jiwook’s hand gripping his shirt before looking back up with a sly smirk.

    “Oh… so, you’re planning to hit me right here?”

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    “Do you think I won’t?” Jiwook shot back, his voice low and dangerous. “That smug face of yours has been begging for it. I’d love nothing more than to smash it into the ground.”

    Throughout the conversation, Park Juyeon watched Kwon Jiwook with a cold smile. Suddenly, he let out a pleasant laugh. Ah, I thought he was going to say something impressive. Park Juyeon laughed a few more times, his chest heaving, before responding.

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    “Then go ahead, try it.”

    If you’re going to do it, do it. As he said this, he tilted his head slightly, which only made Kwon Jiwook more annoyed. Knowing this, Park Juyeon continued to speak provocatively.

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    “Don’t just talk about it, go ahead and crush me. I heard you’re good with your fists. How have you been holding back all this time?”

    Park Juyeon’s calm and elegant manner of speaking fanned the flames of Kwon Jiwook’s anger. This is a signal to hit him, right? Gritting his teeth, Kwon Jiwook finally couldn’t hold back his temper and raised his fist.

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    “This bastard still hasn’t come to his senses…!”

    At that moment, Park Juyeon let out a small sigh and spoke in a voice devoid of laughter.

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    “But if I let you hit me once, there will be no more mercy after that.”

    Kwon Jiwook’s fist stopped abruptly near Park Juyeon’s face. Kwon Jiwook was shocked and widened his eyes, staring at Park Juyeon. He couldn’t believe his body had frozen at such nonsense. Noticing Kwon Jiwook’s surprise, Park Juyeon chuckled as if he had just watched a comedy show. He didn’t laugh out loud but suppressed his laughter, making a hissing sound.

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    “Good, you listen well.”

    “……This…….”

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    Kwon Jiwook’s fist remained in the air, and he started to tremble slightly. A wave of shame washed over him. His face began to flush with heat. Unknowingly, he felt a chill in his chest, which made him stop his fist. To be precise, he stopped his fist in the air because he was scared of what might happen if he swung it. Park Juyeon’s gaze was too cold, and looking into his eyes was terrifying.

    Why, are you afraid of being raped again? You should have beaten him up first, right? As Kwon Jiwook hung his head, his face red with shame, a mocking voice rang out above him.

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    “Looks like you’re scared of something.”

    The moment he heard those words, his reason snapped. What, who is scared of whom? He heard something he shouldn’t have. His vision turned red with anger. Unable to contain his rage, Kwon Jiwook lifted his head and swiftly struck Park Juyeon’s cheek. The surrounding onlookers gasped in shock. The punch was so hard that his knuckles stung.

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    “…….”

    Park Juyeon, who had taken the full force of the punch, rolled his tongue inside his cheek. Slowly turning his head back to face Kwon Jiwook, his expression was so grim that it seemed like his vertebrae were creaking. Kwon Jiwook stiffened and took a step back, a reaction he hadn’t even noticed himself making.

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    “……There. You hit me. So what now? Are you going to spread photos in front of me?

    Who’s scared of whom, you fucking bastard, you fucking faggot, you’re dirty so just die. Kwon Jiwook spewed out rough words, trying to hide his shame. However, no matter how crude his insults, Park Juyeon just slowly rubbed his reddened cheek and looked down at Kwon Jiwook. His silence was even more unsettling. Kwon Jiwook muttered in a voice meant to be overheard.

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    “You’re really fucking annoying, you bastard. I want to gouge out your eyes.”

    Only then did a smile flicker across Park Juyeon’s face. It was a completely different smile from the gentle one before. Park Juyeon poked his sore cheek a few times. Ah, that hurts. He murmured, then wiped the remaining smile from his face.

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    Suddenly, alarm bells started ringing loudly in Kwon Jiwook’s head. Something’s not right… But his stubborn pride kept ignoring those warnings. It was like a sandcastle that had crumbled and couldn’t be rebuilt, a fragile pride.

    Park Juyeon let out a long sigh. His face looked sullen and a bit depressed, as if saying, ‘What am I going to do with this disobedient dog?’

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    “I warned you. You chose to ignore it.”

    Park Juyeon straightened his rumpled collar, smoothing out the wrinkles with precise movements. Despite being hit so hard, his face remained calm and beautiful, with only one side slightly reddened.

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    His actions remained unchanged. He only threatened with words, never laying a hand on Kwon Jiwook. But Kwon Jiwook knew this was the calm before the storm.

    That’s why Kwon Jiwook needed to suppress Park Juyeon’s momentum before he did anything. Kwon Jiwook clenched and unclenched his fist, letting out a short laugh. Only after hitting him once did his tense body start to relax.

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    “You idiot, you’re still bluffing after getting hit? Pathetic.”

    Kwon Jiwook, with a twisted smile, swung his fist at the other side of Park Juyeon’s face. The fist cut through the air with a whooshing sound, but Park Juyeon easily dodged it by leaning back. It was as if he had deliberately let himself be hit earlier.

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    “Spreading photos openly is a bit much.”

    “Shut up and just take the beating.”

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    “I don’t want to.”

    Annoying bastard. Kwon Jiwook muttered, timing his kick with Park Juyeon’s dodging motion. He swiftly kicked his leg into the air, aiming for Park Juyeon’s lower abdomen. It was a well-aimed kick, but Park Juyeon easily avoided it with a light movement, as if he had seen it coming.

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    The meaningless punches and kicks continued for a while. Others might have been hit hard by Kwon Jiwook’s swift attacks, but Park Juyeon dodged them all with simple body movements. Kwon Jiwook’s large, powerful moves only exhausted his own stamina. Not being able to land a hit and not having his attacks properly received (of course, if they had been received, he would have been even more annoyed) by Park Juyeon, Kwon Jiwook panted heavily, wiping his mouth with a frustrated expression. This bastard, what the hell is he doing?

    “But did you hit me too hard? My cheek really hurts.”

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    As Kwon Jiwook’s attacks continued to be ineffective, laughter erupted from the spectators around them. This only angered Kwon Jiwook more, and he glared at the crowd, tensing his muscles as if ready to pounce. The students who met his gaze flinched and quickly dispersed. Kwon Jiwook, trying to hide his heavy breathing, gritted his teeth and responded.

    “What do you want me to do? There are still forty-nine hits left, so just take them.”

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    “……Sunbae, you must be deaf.”

    What? Just as Kwon Jiwook was about to lunge again, Park Juyeon, who had been standing still, moved swiftly. He lifted his leg and kicked Kwon Jiwook hard in the stomach. Thud! The sound of muscle and shoe sole colliding echoed loudly.

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    “……Ugh!”

    Kwon Jiwook, who had been hit squarely, stopped breathing and let out a small groan. The impact of the kick made him clutch his stomach and stagger backward.

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    Park Juyeon found Kwon Jiwook’s unyielding pride, even after taking a hit and being counterattacked, quite admirable.

    “I told you, no more mercy.”

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    Park Juyeon gave his characteristic dry laugh.

    However, there’s a limit to how much pride one can maintain. Kwon Jiwook’s repeated attacks were becoming tiresome. Park Juyeon decided to end this situation. Dodging was becoming a chore, and while he could take the hits, Kwon Jiwook’s punches were too powerful to take lightly.

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    Eventually, Park Juyeon grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s wrist mid-swing and subdued him. He laughed heartily, bending at the waist. Kwon Jiwook froze, his arm still outstretched, shocked by the sudden laughter. His fist, which had been tensed, was now relaxed.

    “Hey, you fucker, what the…”

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    “Ah, haha. Haha. No, it’s just… You should at least act a bit scared for it to be fun. All you do is shout and curse… What’s wrong with your personality?”

    Every time Kwon Jiwook tried to free his hand, Park Juyeon tightened his grip. Kwon Jiwook’s face contorted in pain. Despite Kwon Jiwook’s size, Park Juyeon’s grip was incredibly strong. Kwon Jiwook groaned in pain a few times, feeling like his wrist might break. Finally, he shouted in frustration.

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    “…What did you do? What kind of trick did you pull?”

    “Look at you now. You can’t even throw a proper punch, just making noise. That’s how you treat people, and it hurts their feelings.”

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    “Fuck, you bastard…”

    Kwon Jiwook’s relentless spirit grated on Park Juyeon’s nerves. As Kwon Jiwook tried to attack with his free arm and leg, Park Juyeon struck first. He punched Kwon Jiwook hard in the solar plexus with his other hand.

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    “……!”

    A short, dull thud echoed, and Kwon Jiwook’s eyes widened. The pain coursing through his body left him breathless, his mouth open in a silent scream. His body convulsed a few times before going limp.

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    He could barely stand on his two feet. The blow to his solar plexus drained all his strength. He would have collapsed, but Park Juyeon still held his wrist, keeping him upright.

    “Be quiet. I wanted to be calm outside, but you ignored my words, and look at this mess.”

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    “Huh, ugh.”

    Kwon Jiwook finally exhaled the breath he had been holding. It was a miracle he hadn’t passed out. While Kwon Jiwook was experiencing blurred vision, Park Juyeon sighed, helplessly, and tried to support his body, just like the night before.

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    “Tsk, you can’t even go eat like this.”

    “Let… go, fuck…”

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    “If I let go, you’ll just hit me again. I don’t like pain.”

    He couldn’t hold back his resistance. Park Juyeon pressed the car key button. A nearby car responded. Park Juyeon, with his arm around Kwon Jiwook’s waist, dragged him to the car and shoved him into the back seat.

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    “Agh!”

    A loud thud echoed as Kwon Jiwook’s long body folded awkwardly, and his head hit the car ceiling.

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    “You called me because you had something to say, right? So stay still.”

    Park Juyeon closed the door firmly. The loud sound made Kwon Jiwook flinch. Fortunately, the dark tint hid his humiliating state.

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    Park Juyeon got into the driver’s seat. This bastard, how dare he try to kidnap me? Kwon Jiwook gritted his teeth and grabbed the door handle, ready to burst out. Just as he was about to open the door, Park Juyeon spoke.

    “You should stay still.”

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    “What?”

    “…….”

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    Park Juyeon fastened his seatbelt, put his hand on the parking brake, and turned to look at Kwon Jiwook. He held up his phone, waving the black screen mockingly. The screen was blank, but the implication was clear.

    Do you want a repeat of earlier?

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    Even Kwon Jiwook, despite his lack of tact, understood the threat. Park Juyeon’s eyes grew cold as Kwon Jiwook still didn’t let go of the door handle. He tilted his head, looking at Kwon Jiwook, then put away his phone and faced forward.

    “Don’t be like that. In these situations, you’re supposed to act in a way that pleases the kidnapper. That way, I might delete the photos or something.”

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    Kwon Jiwook’s clenched jaw trembled. He wanted to shout and leave the car, but his body froze, realizing the reality of the situation. He heard the engine start and glared at the back of Park Juyeon’s head, cursing under his breath and roughly running his hand through his hair.

    Park Juyeon’s threat, combined with his lack of energy, kept Kwon Jiwook from moving. He lay curled up, clutching his aching stomach. Park Juyeon started the car and drove out of the campus without a word.

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    The smooth ride, comfortable seats, and subtle air freshener did nothing to calm Kwon Jiwook’s boiling anger. After a while, Kwon Jiwook closed his eyes, feeling defeated.

    He had wanted to fight and beat Park Juyeon, but he ended up being the one defeated. His pride was shattered without his consent. The pain spread from his chest to his head, and his wrist, which had been tightly gripped, began to ache. Just as Kwon Jiwook was about to pass out from exhaustion, a faint voice came from the front seat.

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    “What kind of food do you like? We’ll order something to eat at home.”

    “…….”

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    Talking about food at a time like this. This guy is surprisingly traditional despite his appearance.

    The sudden mention of food caught Kwon Jiwook off guard, jolting him awake. He blinked slowly, too stunned to respond. Park Juyeon, undeterred by the silence, continued to speak calmly as he turned the steering wheel.

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    “Let’s just talk calmly. Stop with the empty threats and drop the act.”

    “…….”

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    Park Juyeon’s tone slowed down unexpectedly.

    “When you can communicate… hmm, maybe even have some physical dialogue.”

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    “You’re insane.”

    The sharp words slipped out immediately, as if waiting for the cue. The car gradually came to a stop, seemingly caught at a traffic signal. Park Juyeon half-turned in his seat to look at the back. His eyes locked with Kwon Jiwook, who was lying down. Startled by the sudden eye contact, Kwon Jiwook stiffened, feeling the pain in his bruised stomach intensify.

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    However, the cold demeanor from earlier was gone, replaced by Park Juyeon’s usual soft smile. He curved his lips in a deliberate grin before facing forward again. It felt like the brief eye contact had been nothing but an illusion. It was much later, after another stretch of silence, that Park Juyeon finally broke it.

    “I meant it.”

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    “…?”

    What the hell is he talking about? After such a long pause, the words were baffling. Hesitating on whether to respond, Kwon Jiwook finally muttered back, figuring it wouldn’t hurt to ask. Meant what?

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    Park Juyeon glanced at the rearview mirror, stealing another look at the backseat. Even though all he could see was the seatback where Kwon Jiwook lay, he smiled prettily again, his eyes curving before shifting his gaze back to the road.

    “That I want to have some physical dialogue with you. Why else would I bother with all this nonsense for someone like you, who doesn’t even have any redeeming features?”

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    “Oh, thank you so much for admitting it’s nonsense. Then why don’t you quit it already?”

    “Nope…”

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    Park Juyeon chuckled softly, amused. It was the kind of response he’d fully expected from Kwon Jiwook, making it all the funnier. The way Kwon Jiwook consistently met his expectations was almost endearing.

    “You really don’t listen to people, do you?”

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    “What?”

    “You hear only what you want, don’t you? Bet you get told that a lot.”

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    It was true. People around Kwon Jiwook often danced around the issue instead of saying it outright, softening their words as if calming a temperamental child. Jiwook, that’s not what I meant… They’d sugarcoat it just like that.

    “I just told you, didn’t I? That I seriously want to have some physical dialogue with you. That’s why I’m doing all this.”

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    “And what’s that supposed to achieve?”

    “So why are you telling me to stop? Guess my words didn’t even register with you.”

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    No matter what Park Juyeon was saying, it didn’t really sink in for Kwon Jiwook. The length of the conversation gap probably played a role too. Slowly sitting up as the pain dulled, Kwon Jiwook leaned against the high-quality leather seat. His chest ached with each deep breath.

    Again, Park Juyeon glanced at the rearview mirror. This time, their eyes truly met.

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    “Let me spell it out for you so it’s easier to understand. I’m doing all this nonsense because I’m hooked on your ass, Sunbae.”

    There wasn’t even a need to repeat it. To Kwon Jiwook, it was already a meaningless statement. Hooked on my ass? Just hearing it sent a shudder through his entire body. He grimaced in disgust.

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    “You’re disgusting. Can’t you just shut up? What, you couldn’t find anyone else to screw, so you’re going after a guy’s ass now?”

    “Hmm, honestly, I thought it was kind of gross too—at first, when I started thinking about screwing you.”

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    At first. The phrase struck a nerve. Kwon Jiwook raised an eyebrow in disbelief. How long has this lunatic been harboring these thoughts? But trying to figure that out seemed pointless—it would only frustrate him further.

    “Then why the hell are you spouting this crap now?”

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    Park Juyeon’s grip on the steering wheel relaxed slightly.

    “Because it’s just that good.”

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    “…”

    I should stop talking now. Kwon Jiwook clamped his mouth shut, any will to converse entirely extinguished. He turned away, intending to lie back down again, but Park Juyeon spoke once more, undeterred.

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    “Do you remember what you said to me when you were drunk? Calling me a slut, throwing those words around?”

    “…”

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    The unexpected remark landed heavily in Kwon Jiwook’s chest, like a weight pressing down. Did… did I really?

    …Yeah, I did. Unfortunately, his memory extended that far. Back then, it had been nothing but a careless joke, words tossed around like they meant nothing. But now, those words came back to stab him like a knife.

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    “Funny, isn’t it? Guess whose slut you really were back then.”

    “…Shut up.”

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    “And you didn’t even know it.”

    “Ah… damn it… just shut the hell up…”

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    Kwon Jiwook’s face started to flush. His eyebrows twisted, the frustration of wanting to shut Park Juyeon up but being unable to do so visibly eating at him. Every bit of the situation and emotions from that time replayed vividly in his mind. Cute enough to make me want to screw him. Bet he’d be tight as hell. Those were his exact thoughts back then.

    But after being overpowered by that very person, even casual comments now felt like gut-wrenching blows.

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    “That tight squeeze, though. It was so damn good I couldn’t let go. I was honestly wondering if you were a virgin.”

    “You little…”

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    It wasn’t the same as Kwon Jiwook’s jokes. What Park Juyeon was saying was real, based entirely on experience. Whether or not Kwon Jiwook’s body had squeezed tight enough, or even if it hadn’t been that great, the fact remained that he’d been taken by Park Juyeon. And Park Juyeon’s words were grounded in that truth. It was humiliating.

    “But yeah, you’re still a bit stiff. That’s why I’m doing all this nonsense—to get you loosened up and just the way I like.”

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    His calm voice sent waves of self-loathing through Kwon Jiwook. Why did I ever say those things? Kwon Jiwook covered his face with both hands, lowering his head in defeat. The sound of Park Juyeon’s low chuckle pierced through his misery.

    “Does it make sense now?”

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    Park Juyeon’s added remark prompted Kwon Jiwook to lower his hands at last. His cheeks were burning. They’re probably bright red, aren’t they? Park Juyeon made an acknowledging sound, clearly amused.

    “So, you’re the kind of Sunbae who only gets it when I explain things slowly like this.”

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    “You calling me dumb?”

    “Of course not.”

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    Even in Kwon Jiwook’s cracked, drained voice, Park Juyeon responded diligently. After that, silence filled the car. Ignoring the gaze that reached him through the rearview mirror, Kwon Jiwook tilted his head back and closed his eyes. He didn’t want to think about what was going to happen next.

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