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    “Hey, hey, you… where are you going?”

    “Hmm?”

    “Why aren’t you saying anything today…”

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    Park Juyeon, dressed in a black shirt and pants, turned halfway back. He seemed to have realized something and faced Kwon Jiwook again. With a smile, he sat on the bed and gently stroked Kwon Jiwook’s head.

    “Ah. I kept you waiting. I didn’t think about it. I’m sorry.”

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    “No, it’s not that…”

    “So you weren’t waiting?”

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    “…I was waiting.”

    Park Juyeon smiled brightly. Kwon Jiwook looked at him blankly and then lowered his head again. There was still a lingering discomfort in his heart, but after a few weeks, he had gotten used to being treated like a pet.

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    “Today is the department gathering. It’s been a while since we’ve been active, so we’re getting together again.”

    “Department gathering?”

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    “Central club.”

    Central club. Kwon Jiwook paused for a moment. Park Juyeon naturally took Kwon Jiwook’s hand and continued speaking.

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    It was a silent signal. Don’t say anything unnecessary.

    “That’s how we met, remember? Do you know how much you laughed back then? You pretended to be all cool, saying you liked my face.”

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    “…Yeah, that was my bad.”

    “No, it’s okay. It happens. Why? Because I was thinking the same thing about you back then. What you did wrong is something bigger than that, so think about it slowly.”

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    Despite Park Juyeon’s signal, Kwon Jiwook bit his lip and looked back and forth between their joined hands and Park Juyeon’s face. He looked like a restless puppy wanting to say something. Park Juyeon raised an eyebrow and deliberately rubbed his forehead against Kwon Jiwook’s shoulder, whining.

    “Ah, I wish it was the department gathering instead. We’ve all gotten to know each other by now. But the central club doesn’t do much, and there aren’t many gatherings, so everyone is still a bit distant.”

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    “No gatherings? But Kim Suhyeok…”

    “Actually, there are still people in the department I’m not close with. I’m a nice person, but most of them are younger than me, so they feel uncomfortable. Especially the girls who find it awkward to call me ‘oppa’.”

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    “…Kim Suhyeok, that guy wouldn’t…”

    “So I just let them call me by my name. Later on, they started calling me Juyeon, Juyeon, quite naturally.”

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    “…”

    Kim Suhyeok wouldn’t not drink, would he? What is he up to these days? The words Kwon Jiwook couldn’t say vanished from his mouth. Hearing unexpected news from the outside world, his mind, which had been frozen, began to stir. However, with Park Juyeon openly avoiding the topic, Kwon Jiwook lost the will to speak and just sighed. Then, Park Juyeon finally got to the point.

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    “So, I might be coming back late today.”

    “…Okay.”

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    “You’ll finally get a good night’s sleep. Congratulations. You’ve been begging for it lately.”

    He was right. Ever since Kwon Jiwook had been in this room, except for the first few days, he hadn’t had a peaceful night’s sleep. He often woke up with his hips shaking, and there were times when Park Juyeon woke him up by forcefully slapping his cheek when he was in a bad mood.

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    He knew I was begging for it. Kwon Jiwook laughed helplessly. Should he be grateful for the understanding or ask Park Juyeon to stop tormenting him? Kwon Jiwook even struggled with such a simple decision. Even making a normal judgment was becoming difficult.

    As Park Juyeon had said, he did not visit Kwon Jiwook’s room that evening. Normally, the time without Park Juyeon would have been frighteningly boring and lonely, but that day, the time passed quickly for the first time.

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    At first, Kwon Jiwook thought about making a small request. This small thought grew and became more concrete, eventually leading to ‘how can I escape?’ Thinking about this made the time fly by. It was only when Park Juyeon opened the door and asked, “Did you sleep well?” that Kwon Jiwook realized it was the next morning. He hadn’t even noticed he had fallen asleep.

    The familiar stories from his past had stirred something deep within him. Kwon Jiwook found it hard to focus on the pleasure, even as his body was being shaken. He had to ask Park Juyeon, even if it meant upsetting him. He needed to know how long he would be kept here and if he could ever leave.

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    Kwon Jiwook, his body shaking vigorously, struggled to open his mouth as he felt Park Juyeon’s shoulder.

    “Ah, ah, ugh! Park Juyeon, I, I…”

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    “Ha, why? Do you have something to say? Focus. We haven’t even started properly yet.”

    “Ah! No, ah, huh…!”

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    Kwon Jiwook bit his lower lip in anxiety. He didn’t dare hope for anything big. He just wanted to leave this room. As the movements below became more intense, desperate Kwon Jiwook wrapped his legs around Park Juyeon’s waist and tightened his hole with all his might. The inner walls throbbed roughly, tightly gripping the shaft. Park Juyeon’s brow furrowed. Only then did he slow down the thrusting and move his penis slowly. The walls clung to the moving penis, revealing the red inner flesh.

    “Haha… What is this? Where did you learn this trick? Did you practice with a toy just because you didn’t see me for a day?”

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    “Ha, huh, just, just a moment, really, just a moment… Ugh.”

    “You’ve gotten quite skilled at playing with people’s dicks. I’m really turned on by how you’re tightening up. Speak quickly.”

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    * * *

    As Park Juyeon said, he panted and brushed back his damp forehead. His pale forehead and thick eyebrows were revealed. His neat brow was furrowed and sweaty. Kwon Jiwook stared at Park Juyeon with a dazed expression, then finally managed to speak as he caught his breath.

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    “C-Can I go out?”

    “What?”

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    He didn’t know when Park Juyeon would start moving again, so he felt urgent. Kwon Jiwook swallowed dryly, almost choking. His cracked voice continued quickly.

    “J-Just to the living room. I won’t go outside. Really.”

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    “…”

    Park Juyeon also caught his slightly rough breath and looked straight into Kwon Jiwook’s eyes. Kwon Jiwook suddenly felt a chill. He wished Park Juyeon would either laugh and tease him or show disapproval, but Park Juyeon remained silent. The silence was more frightening, and Kwon Jiwook stammered.

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    “I-I’m not asking for anything big. I’m really feeling stifled and I think I’m going to go crazy. Even if I’m in the living room, you can still see what I’m doing, right?”

    “…”

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    “Hey, why aren’t you saying anything…”

    Kwon Jiwook’s voice trailed off into a near-whimper. The usually obedient Kwon Jiwook had expressed a desire to go outside. The thought of him wanting to leave made Park Juyeon’s efforts to ensure Kwon Jiwook couldn’t even think of escaping seem futile. It was clear that Kwon Jiwook was thinking of Kim Suhyeok. Maybe he shouldn’t have brought up the club after all. Park Juyeon bit his lip, his jaw tense, then relaxed. Park Juyeon’s deep, dark eyes drew close to Kwon Jiwook. Their breaths mingled.

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    “How can I trust you?”

    “…”

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    “What if you suddenly disappear from the living room without a word?”

    Park Juyeon’s seemingly innocent question held a sharp edge. Just listening to him made the back of Kwon Jiwook’s neck prickle. It was as if all his thoughts from the night before were being exposed.

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    But Kwon Jiwook had no intention of acting on those thoughts. He knew he couldn’t completely escape Park Juyeon, so he had pushed aside his fantasies and focused on his original ‘request.’ Even that request had taken a lot of mental preparation. And now, Park Juyeon was asking how he could trust him?

    “If you want to go, convince me. …Hyung. Why do you look so wronged? What do you have to feel wronged about?”

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    “Really…”

    “No, it’s true. How long have we been together? I’ve been so good to you, and if you just run away, I’ll be really angry.”

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    Park Juyeon’s gaze, filled with laughter, never left Kwon Jiwook. He was waiting for Kwon Jiwook’s reaction. Kwon Jiwook looked shocked, perhaps from the simple request being denied. He pushed Park Juyeon’s arms away with trembling hands, as if trying to act cute.

    “I-I don’t want to escape. I just hate this room. It’s not that I hate you. It’s not because you mentioned the club yesterday. I’ve been thinking about this for a while. I really want to go out.”

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    “…You don’t hate me?”

    Park Juyeon’s usually calm eyes widened in surprise.

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    Kwon Jiwook’s words weren’t wrong. From the first day he was locked in this room, he felt stifled. He wanted to run away immediately, but he realized he couldn’t beat Park Juyeon and wondered if he had really done something wrong. So, he endured, growing accustomed to the powerless life, but still feeling resentful.

    Park Juyeon had triggered this. The frustration that had built up with no one to talk to exploded when Park Juyeon brought news the day before. He didn’t want to be in this room anymore. He wanted to get out as soon as possible.

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    Even if Park Juyeon was there now and it was okay, if Park Juyeon left him alone again, he wouldn’t be able to stand it. The stifling feeling would make it hard to breathe, and he might even bang his head against the wall in frustration.

    “Yeah, you said it’s because of me that you’re like this. You said it’s your fault. You told me to be grateful that you didn’t kick me out. You said you wait for me every day. I don’t hate it. I don’t hate you.”

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    Kwon Jiwook muttered words he himself couldn’t understand. They were the words Park Juyeon whispered into his ear every night. Kwon Jiwook’s mind had clearly become extremely simple. Otherwise, he wouldn’t be blurting out things like “I don’t hate you” to achieve his immediate goal. His dull wit was evident. Park Juyeon, momentarily surprised, quickly regained his composure.

    “Don’t appeal to emotions. How are you going to prove it?”

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    “…Ha…”

    Kwon Jiwook, already blind, tried to pull Park Juyeon down to lie with him. Even with his not-so-strong grip, Park Juyeon easily dodged. As the tip of his deeply embedded penis slipped out, Kwon Jiwook paused for a moment. Realizing Kwon Jiwook’s intention, Park Juyeon lay back on the bed and chuckled.

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    “What is this? A pillow princess?”

    “…Ugh.”

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    Kwon Jiwook had become much thinner. Although he still had some muscle, compared to when they first met, he had noticeably lost weight. He straddled Park Juyeon’s waist, carefully positioning his hips to take in the rigid penis. The trembling glans slid back into the wet entrance. A sigh escaped naturally as the sensitive rim brushed against the shaft with each movement.

    “Even doing this, still… can’t you trust me?”

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    “…”

    Kwon Jiwook looked down at Park Juyeon with flushed eyes. The sight was surprisingly erotic. Park Juyeon, genuinely surprised this time, looked up at Kwon Jiwook.

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    Every day, as he thrust into Kwon Jiwook, he felt Kwon Jiwook’s hole adjusting to the shape of his penis, but he couldn’t read Kwon Jiwook’s mind. He couldn’t gauge how much pleasure Kwon Jiwook was experiencing. But now, seeing Kwon Jiwook riding him, it was clear.

    “…Do more than just shaking your ass. Really ride me.”

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    Then I’ll let you go to the living room. Park Juyeon said, smirking. Just pulling out before ejaculation was frustrating enough, but the mere brushing of the penis against the entrance made him want to thrust deeply and roughly.

    Surprisingly, Kwon Jiwook felt the same. Although this position wasn’t new, he had always been passively taken by Park Juyeon. This was the first time he was actively moving on his own, and it felt strange.

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    He carefully took Park Juyeon’s penis in his hand and guided it back to his still-gaping entrance. Slowly lowering his hips, he created a tight fit. The sensation of being filled voluntarily was different from being forced. As his body opened up, Kwon Jiwook threw his head back and moaned.

    Park Juyeon was at a loss for words. He could only laugh and watch Kwon Jiwook. Placing his hand on Park Juyeon’s firm lower abdomen for support, Kwon Jiwook took deep breaths and tightened his muscles, not to stimulate Park Juyeon, but to hold himself up.

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    Exhausted, Park Juyeon placed his hand on Kwon Jiwook’s hip. Unable to hold himself up any longer, Kwon Jiwook collapsed onto Park Juyeon, the penis sinking deep inside him. The sensation made his vision flicker white, a feeling that spread to the tips of his toes.

    “Ugh, ugh, ugh…”

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    Kwon Jiwook, having fully taken in Park Juyeon, trembled and convulsed. His legs, which had been spread wide open, shook and curled up on their own. Kwon Jiwook pressed one hand against his lower abdomen, as if trying to gauge how deep the penis had gone.

    Seemingly having grown accustomed to it, Kwon Jiwook began to move his hips back and forth, as if riding a horse. The thick penis throbbed inside him. He managed to lift his hips slightly and then pushed them back down firmly. The shame he once felt was now overshadowed by his duty to satisfy Park Juyeon. He repeated this awkward movement, stimulating himself deeply.

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    “Park, Juyeon, I…”

    Kwon Jiwook’s tear-filled eyes began to blur. He leaned back, placing his hands on Park Juyeon’s thighs for support. His exposed chest and abdomen heaved and contracted with his movements. Kwon Jiwook’s penis, though untouched, stood erect and swayed back and forth.

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    “Right now, my actions… huh, you understand too well…!”

    Tears welled up uncontrollably. Park Juyeon looked at Kwon Jiwook in surprise, as if he had been caught off guard. Drops of Kwon Jiwook’s tears fell onto Park Juyeon’s body, making a soft, wet sound.

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    “Even if you’re worried, huh, when you go out, put a leash on me. Then…! Ah! Ah, ugh! Wait, ah!”

    “I can’t believe those words are coming out of your mouth… Ha, ha.”

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    It was incredibly absurd. Absurd to the point of being ridiculous. Perhaps Kwon Jiwook was much more skilled than Park Juyeon had thought. Otherwise, he wouldn’t have succeeded in seducing him with such clumsy techniques.

    In the end, Park Juyeon let out a moan and grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s hips tightly, thrusting deeply into him as he usually did. Kwon Jiwook, who had been struggling to hold himself up, collapsed onto Park Juyeon with a gasp. The ruthless thrusting was just as intense. The sound of his hand slapping Kwon Jiwook’s hips was harsh.

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    Having held back for so long, the sensation of ejaculation came quickly. Park Juyeon made a guttural sound from the back of his throat and released everything inside Kwon Jiwook. Simultaneously, he slammed both of Kwon Jiwook’s cheeks hard. The pain and pleasure were familiar, so Kwon Jiwook tightened his hole and reached his climax at the same time.

    “Ugh, huh, ugh, huh…”

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    “Ha, damn, what kind of day is it today… Why, why are you crying? It makes me want to do it again.”

    Park Juyeon laughed contentedly, as if his thirst had been quenched. He then gently stroked Kwon Jiwook’s disheveled hair. Kwon Jiwook, with his forehead pressed against Park Juyeon’s chest, cried silently with his eyes closed. It was a day when sorrow outweighed pleasure for the first time in a long while.

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    The next day, Park Juyeon brought a leash. Judging by his attire, he seemed to be on his way to school. Kwon Jiwook had slept soundly all night without waking up once. He rubbed his still-swollen eyes and slowly sat up, still disoriented.

    “Ugh, what is this…?”

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    “A leash.”

    “So what, huh? …What!?”

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    Kwon Jiwook’s eyes widened in surprise as he stared blankly at the leash. The sight of his eyes widening like a frog’s was so amusing that Park Juyeon burst into bright laughter. Although Kwon Jiwook going outside should have been a joyous occasion, Park Juyeon seemed inexplicably happy and laughed for a long time.

    “Why are you laughing?”

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    “Ha ha, ha ha, no, your face is just too funny.”

    “…Am I funny?”

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    “No, it’s funny but also cute…”

    The word “cute” was almost drowned out by laughter. There was also an element of deliberate teasing. Kwon Jiwook, unable to hear clearly, narrowed his eyes again and looked back and forth between the leash and Park Juyeon.

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    “Why did you bring this? Can I really go outside?”

    “We need to be clear. Outside, but only as far as the living room.”

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    “Th-that wasn’t allowed before?”

    Last night, when he rode Park Juyeon’s body and did everything he could, flashed through his mind like a lantern. In fact, Kwon Jiwook had half given up. Even after doing all that, Park Juyeon just kept thrusting into him without a word, so he thought this chance had slipped away too. That’s what he had concluded.

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    So, the sudden situation was confusing but also exciting for Kwon Jiwook. Park Juyeon was always unpredictable, so this outcome was even more unexpected. Although he only got to go as far as the living room, he was satisfied with the expanded range of activities.

    “You tried so hard. I thought it would be okay to reward you a little.”

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    “You… Really, wow.”

    Park Juyeon silently ruffled Kwon Jiwook’s hair. His already messy hair from just waking up got even messier. Even his bangs, which were about to cover his eyes, were gently brushed back by Park Juyeon’s fingertips. Whether it was his words or actions, Kwon Jiwook had a relieved expression. He seemed to be extremely grateful for rights that any human should naturally have, and he didn’t seem to feel any sense of humiliation about his situation.

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    Park Juyeon liked that. Even yesterday, Kwon Jiwook had done it. Kwon Jiwook had learned how to please him. The Kwon Jiwook who would have said, ‘Fuck, you bastard. I’ll just leave on my own!’ without a care in the world was now gone. Only after seeing Kwon Jiwook ride him, trying to seduce him, could Park Juyeon finally feel at ease.

    “Then let’s get you out quickly.”

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    “Why are you in such a hurry?”

    Kwon Jiwook, who had overslept, recognized his surroundings and felt impatient. Kwon Jiwook bit his lip and looked at Park Juyeon with a silent gaze. Park Juyeon’s actions were annoying. Even though he was always calm, being annoying was still annoying.

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    Park Juyeon, who was about to put the leash on him, suddenly went, “Ah,” and made a small sound.

    “Do you want to do this yourself?”

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    “Me?”

    “You’re the one who said it. So, you do it yourself. It’s a kind of… promise.”

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    If he put it on himself, there would be no room for excuses in the future. The bright red leash dangled in front of Kwon Jiwook’s face. Kwon Jiwook took the leash with trembling hands.

    Whether he put the leash on himself or not, the priority for Kwon Jiwook was to get out of the room. …He didn’t know what reaction he would get if he told him, but Kwon Jiwook wanted Park Juyeon to put it on him himself. He didn’t know the reason. He just had a vague feeling that he had become dependent. Park Juyeon’s touch made him feel much more at ease.

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    “…”

    Kwon Jiwook bit his lip and looked at Park Juyeon. Park Juyeon’s eyes widened in surprise, thinking Kwon Jiwook was resisting.

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    “Why? You said it’s a promise, so do you hate it again? Did you change your mind? Is there a way to escape….”

    “That’s not it!”

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    “Then why won’t you do it?”

    Park Juyeon waved the leash in the air. Kwon Jiwook looked troubled.

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    “Can’t you just do it for me?”

    “If I do it, you might hate it later, saying I forced it on you. So, you do it.”

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    Kwon Jiwook was worried that his actions might upset Park Juyeon. Even small things felt burdensome, and he sighed. At least he took the leash.

    “I thought it would be better if you did it. It might be easier that way.”

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    “It’s just putting on a leash.”

    “I just prefer it that way.”

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    “…”

    Park Juyeon couldn’t help but think back to their meal together.

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    ‘Did I put something in the food?’

    He thought with a puzzled expression. Kwon Jiwook’s words and actions had been strange since last night. He had expected Kwon Jiwook to desire him and act without resistance. But the things Kwon Jiwook was saying now were surprising enough to catch Park Juyeon off guard. He must have really gone crazy.

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    Park Juyeon let out a long sigh and held out his hand again.

    “Give it to me.”

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    “Will you do it?”

    “You asked for it.”

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    Park Juyeon cursed internally. He shouldn’t be asking for this.

    Kwon Jiwook was simple-minded, so it wouldn’t be easy for him to remember past events. Also, Park Juyeon knew why it would be hard for him to remember. He had crushed Kwon Jiwook’s lifelong desires and thrown them away without any guilt. That way, Kwon Jiwook would feel resentful, powerless, and despairing. Then Park Juyeon could show him how evil he was and justify his own actions. That was the plan to spend his life.

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    But he didn’t want that. This peaceful scene was unfamiliar and strange. Perhaps Kwon Jiwook was not just simple but foolish. He didn’t realize he had any ill feelings and just blurted out unexpected words. Park Juyeon stared into Kwon Jiwook’s eyes, trying to understand his thoughts. Strangely, the one feeling confused was Park Juyeon.

    “Good.”

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    Kwon Jiwook didn’t seem to be trying to deceive him to escape. Park Juyeon felt his suspicions dissipating.

    Park Juyeon fastened the leash around Kwon Jiwook’s neck. He felt Kwon Jiwook tense up. As he buckled the leash, Kwon Jiwook’s body visibly trembled. Ah, that’s right. This person is sensitive around the neck. Park Juyeon carefully and gently fastened the leash, even attaching a small bell to it.

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    Only when Park Juyeon’s hand let go did Kwon Jiwook finally breathe a sigh of relief. His eyes were still closed. His trembling lips caught Park Juyeon’s attention, but he pretended not to notice.

    “There, all done.”

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    “…”

    “Really, you’re funny. You get nervous just from having a hand on your neck, but you’re fine with a leash.”

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    “You said to put it on if I wanted to go out. And if you did it, it would feel weird, and I might….”

    Kwon Jiwook, feeling unfairly treated, grumbled in response to Park Juyeon’s amused tone. His resentment had grown even stronger. Park Juyeon had laughed and patted his cheek every night, but seeing this reaction made him feel anything but good.

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    Seeing this, Park Juyeon smiled and stroked Kwon Jiwook’s cheek.

    “Okay. I’m sorry. Now that the leash is on, should we go out?”

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    Kwon Jiwook’s expression visibly brightened. He was indeed a simple person.

    Even though they had been under the same roof for over a month, it felt like a new experience to step out of the room. Just being pulled into the bathroom and walking around the unfamiliar house felt different.

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    Kwon Jiwook took a deep breath and looked around. His legs felt like they might give way. How much had he been fucked? It felt like he was on the verge of death. Maybe now he could finally live.

    “Not much to see, is it?”

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    “No. It’s great. It’s refreshing.”

    Park Juyeon let out a satisfied hum and sat down on the sofa. He watched Kwon Jiwook curiously exploring every corner of the room, but Kwon Jiwook’s feet never turned toward the front door. Kwon Jiwook, enjoying his newfound freedom, sat down at the end of the sofa. Watching this, Park Juyeon smiled again. He rummaged through the vinyl bag hanging from his wrist and pulled something out.

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    “Want to eat this?”

    “What is it?”

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    “Since you’re on a leash, I thought I’d serve you a meal.”

    It was a tray of dog food. Who would offer such a meal to a person? The absurd and ridiculous sight made Kwon Jiwook’s face stiffen, and Park Juyeon laughed even louder.

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    “If I give you this, will you eat it?”

    “Hey…”

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    Park Juyeon’s eyes widened even more as Kwon Jiwook’s disgusted reaction became apparent. Before Park Juyeon could take an unusual interest in this, it seemed wise to avoid the situation. Kwon Jiwook stood up from the sofa where he had been sitting. Park Juyeon then pulled him by the wrist and made him sit on his own lap.

    “Where are you going? You know you can’t escape, so why are you acting up?”

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    “You really think I’ll eat it.”

    “Hey, come on.”

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    “…”

    Kwon Jiwook said nothing.

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    After observing his reactions, Park Juyeon had confirmed that Kwon Jiwook was resisting. There was a time when Park Juyeon had placed several pads in the corner of the room and ordered Kwon Jiwook to defecate there. Despite begging desperately, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t hold it in and ended up defecating on the pad. The shock of his own actions made Kwon Jiwook vomit.

    So, Park Juyeon remembered that and brought it up again in such a casual manner. However, he had grown accustomed to such behavior. But this time, it was different.

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    “Why are you looking at me like that?”

    “No, it’s nothing.”

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    Kwon Jiwook turned his head away. He was afraid that if he looked directly at Park Juyeon, Park Juyeon would shove the food into his mouth. Since he had gone as far as wearing a leash, there was no reason he couldn’t do more. Park Juyeon seemed disappointed that Kwon Jiwook wouldn’t look at him. He placed the strange vinyl bag on the corner of the sofa and rested his head on Kwon Jiwook’s shoulder.

    “If you don’t want to eat the food, what do you want to eat? You should eat something since you’re up.”

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    “You never asked me that before.”

    “I was just asking because it’s a rare occasion for you to eat at the table.”

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    “…Anything.”

    “Anything is the hardest thing.”

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    “If I say something, will you buy it for me?”

    “I’ll buy it. But I don’t want to leave you alone even for a moment. It’s been bothering me that I haven’t seen you for a while. So let’s eat something simple, okay.”

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    With that, Park Juyeon took out his phone. It was a new sight. The phone he had been carrying had been lost in his anger. Naturally, Kwon Jiwook tried to remember where his phone was, but he couldn’t recall anything. Kwon Jiwook looked up, wondering why Park Juyeon was acting this way.

    “Why are you doing this?”

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    “Because I want to see your new face.

    Park Juyeon put away his phone again and continued to browse the menu. It was truly unusual. Kwon Jiwook, feeling uneasy about Park Juyeon’s actions, hesitantly opened his mouth.

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    “Are you going to buy it?”

    “Buy it? I’ve only been out for less than an hour, and I already hate the idea of being tied down and going out. Let’s just order in.”

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    With that, Park Juyeon took out his phone. It was a new device that he hadn’t had before. Come to think of it, the phone he had been carrying around was the one he had smashed in anger. Naturally, Kwon Jiwook tried to recall where his own phone was, but he couldn’t remember at all, so he scratched the back of his head. Noticing Kwon Jiwook’s gaze, Park Juyeon looked up from scrolling through the delivery app and gave him a questioning look.

    “What’s wrong?”

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    “Nothing. I was just wondering if you got a new phone.”

    “Oh, this… I broke the screen last time and it looked awful, so I just threw it away that day. It was time to upgrade anyway.”

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    “I see.”

    “But if you don’t have anything specific you want to eat, I’ll just order whatever I want. You better eat it.”

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    Park Juyeon went back to scrolling through the food options on his phone. He looked incredibly lazy. On the other hand, Kwon Jiwook was dying to know where his phone was, his mouth itching with curiosity. He had barely been allowed to step into the living room with a leash around his neck. But was it really okay to ask about the phone, his lifeline to the outside world?

    Still, like any modern person who can’t live without a phone, Kwon Jiwook decided to muster the courage to speak up. He could sense that Park Juyeon’s attitude had subtly softened.

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    “I have something to ask you. Can I ask?”

    “Hmm?”

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    Park Juyeon looked up again. Surprised by the resolute tone, he smirked briefly before leaning back in.

    “What is it? This isn’t like you. Usually, you either don’t ask at all or ask straightforwardly.”

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    “Well, just in case… Look, I’m not asking because I have some weird idea or anything. Okay? I’m not asking with any bad intentions, so… don’t think about it and get mad. Promise?”

    “Why do I need to promise? What are you so curious about?”

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    Kwon Jiwook looked down at Park Juyeon’s round head and cautiously asked,

    “…Where is my phone?”

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    “Phone?”

    Park Juyeon’s finger, which had been scrolling through the screen, stopped abruptly. Kwon Jiwook tensed up, watching Park Juyeon’s expression, but contrary to his fears, Park Juyeon was simply trying to remember where he had put the phone. Soon, Park Juyeon pointed to a corner.

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    “I think it was in that drawer. Anyway, that’s probably where it is. Did you beat around the bush just to ask that? Were you worried I’d think you were trying to escape?”

    At Park Juyeon’s nonchalant tone, Kwon Jiwook’s ears turned bright red instead. He felt embarrassed for overthinking things on his own. Park Juyeon, on the other hand, seemed to have no particular feelings about it. This wasn’t a confidence that Kwon Jiwook wouldn’t run away, but rather a confidence that he couldn’t.

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    “…You kept saying stuff about me coming out to the living room, pushing me around.”

    “That’s unavoidable. But you’re behaving well now, so I’m letting you off the leash.”

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    The word ‘person’ felt awkward. You can only say ‘person’ if you’re treated like one. Kwon Jiwook rolled his tongue around in his mouth for no reason. Park Juyeon seemed completely unaware.

    Do you like tonkatsu? No, not really. Then I’ll order chicken. Okay. The trivial conversation passed, and a pause hung in the air. After a moment of silence, Park Juyeon sat up straight and asked,

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    “Do you want to use it?”

    Kwon Jiwook also replied after a brief pause.

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    “Will you let me?”

    “We’ll see. If you behave nicely, I’ll let you. If not, I won’t.”

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    Kwon Jiwook understood the meaning of those words. In other words, if he continued to behave obediently, he might be allowed some convenience. Kwon Jiwook nodded silently in understanding. His expression looked strangely sullen. Suddenly, the traces of kisses and the bruises that still hadn’t faded, making his naked body look blotchy, caught the eye.

    Feeling the rather obvious gaze, Kwon Jiwook twitched his hand, which had been casually resting on his thigh. It was an unconscious movement to cover his crotch. His appearance, pitiful beyond just looking forlorn, made Park Juyeon feel uncomfortable. In Park Juyeon’s opinion, he didn’t have a particularly evil nature.

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    “Are you sulking?”

    “Who, me?”

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    “Who else is here?”

    “No way I’m sulking.”

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    Even in that short reply, Park Juyeon could detect a hint of disappointment. Anyway, he thought he was too soft-hearted. Was it okay to be this lenient after just a few weeks together? He thought he might get a big blow to the back of his head if he kept being too soft, but it was true that his heart softened at Kwon Jiwook’s ragged state. Park Juyeon let out a light sigh, thinking he had more of a problem than Kwon Jiwook.

    “Should I let you use it…”

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    “!”

    Hearing the murmur, which was almost like a whisper to himself, Kwon Jiwook suddenly looked up and stared intently at Park Juyeon’s mouth, which was already closed. His eyes were filled with expectation, as if the finely lined lips would open again.

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    But Park Juyeon had no intention of saying it twice. In fact, he was confused on his own, not understanding why he had softened up like this and what he had said as a result. Even if Kwon Jiwook was currently complying with the situation, leaving any room for doubt was too arrogant an act.

    Kwon Jiwook felt that Park Juyeon’s silence, as if he was pretending nothing had happened, was like taking back what he had just said, so he murmured as if urging a response.

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    “Is it for real…”

    Park Juyeon finally let out a hollow laugh at Kwon Jiwook’s timid behavior. Sensing that Park Juyeon’s demeanor wasn’t particularly sharp, Kwon Jiwook’s expression subtly brightened. Park Juyeon thought that if Kwon Jiwook had a tail, it would be spinning like a propeller. Kwon Jiwook’s current state was far from human-like. Park Juyeon found this amusing. Who was feeling sorry for whom? He swallowed a bitter laugh with a light cough.

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    He didn’t intend to make it completely unusable, but he also didn’t plan to let him use it freely. Rationalizing that tormenting someone with false hope would be more effective, Park Juyeon shrugged.

    “It’s for real.”

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    “No conditions?”

    “Come on, what are you talking about? Of course, there are conditions. What if you report me?”

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    “…”

    Kwon Jiwook closed his mouth tightly. Well, well. He’s not saying he won’t report. Park Juyeon smirked. So, he still has some sense.

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    Even though Kwon Jiwook neither denied nor affirmed, it didn’t seem like he would actually report him. The current Kwon Jiwook didn’t hate himself enough to show his current state and situation to others. He had even said he liked it, although the statement was disconnected from the reality of the situation.

    Park Juyeon thought for a moment before speaking. He was setting conditions just in case. He couldn’t allow any more conveniences than this.

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    “You can only use the phone when you’re with me. Don’t expect to take it with you when you go out, because I’ll be taking it.”

    “And?”

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    “Even when you use it, I’ll be watching the whole time. Don’t put it on silent. I’ll check all your notifications anyway.”

    Kwon Jiwook’s eyebrows twitched slightly. He wasn’t entirely pleased, but he listened to Park Juyeon’s words and nodded reluctantly.

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    “I don’t know if you’ll need to make a call, but… if you do, use the speakerphone so I can hear.”

    “Are you that picky?”

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    “If you don’t want to go to the police station, you have to do it this way.”

    Park Juyeon was half-serious. Honestly, the police didn’t matter. His life being ruined didn’t concern him much. He was just worried that Kwon Jiwook might contact someone outside and try to escape. He needed to keep a tight leash on his prey before it all went to waste.

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    …But letting him use it at all was a mistake from the start. Park Juyeon seriously reflected on his other self. Still, sometimes you want to act irrationally. Sometimes it’s necessary to follow your heart instead of your head.

    Oblivious to Park Juyeon’s internal struggle, Kwon Jiwook calmly asked,

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    “Is that all?”

    Park Juyeon stopped his pseudo-reflection and looked at Kwon Jiwook before responding. This was the most important part.

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    “And don’t resent me if I change my mind and don’t let you use it.”

    “…”

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    “Don’t take for granted that I’m letting you use it now.”

    “…”

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    “Along the same lines, even if the conditions change midway, don’t hate me too much for it.”

    Kwon Jiwook, who had been quietly listening, opened and closed his lips as if he wanted to say something. Seeing his cautious behavior, Park Juyeon gestured with his eyes. There was no need to be so careful. Park Juyeon tilted his head.

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    “…I never took it for granted. I know how much you hate me, so I’m grateful for this much.”

    Whenever he talked about his situation, Kwon Jiwook had long made it a habit to tense up in front of Park Juyeon. Eventually, the low voice he emitted was calm and gentle. It was a voice he never thought he would hear from Kwon Jiwook in his lifetime, but he could hear it occasionally now that Kwon Jiwook’s strength was depleted. It suited his now sharper features well.

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    “I see. You know well.”

    “But, I still don’t understand. Like you said, I’m stupid and simple… I really don’t get it.”

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    Even after pouring out his resentment and anger, if he still had more to say and kept it locked away, he should have been punished by now. In the first few days, Park Juyeon had actually acted that way. There were times when he was on the verge of death, and times when he really wanted to die. But as time passed, Park Juyeon began to change gradually.

    Kwon Jiwook could see it. At some point, he discovered that Park Juyeon was more focused on the pleasure of the act itself rather than the pretense of revenge. Sometimes, after sex, they would even sleep in the same bed. Each time, he felt an indescribable feeling. There were many times when Park Juyeon would take care of him afterward and smile softly.

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    Was it to make him fall in love and then discard him? What could he possibly gain from this? His pride, stubbornness, and other qualities that made up Kwon Jiwook had already withered away. He had many questions but had learned to keep his mouth shut since coming here.

    “In the past, I tried to be nice to you, remember? What did you say to me then?”

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    He thought he knew when that was. After being raped by the men, he felt betrayed by Park Juyeon for a while. However, Park Juyeon didn’t care and continued to approach Kwon Jiwook afterward.

    Kwon Jiwook slightly furrowed one eyebrow. It felt like Park Juyeon had caught him overlapping the past and present.

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    “You told me not to treat you like a toy.”

    “Did I?”

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    Kwon Jiwook wasn’t trying to avoid the topic. He genuinely had a vague memory of it. Especially how could he remember what he blurted out in a moment of anger? His mind must have hardened from the repetitive daily routine.

    Kwon Jiwook waited calmly for what would come next. Amused by his obedient attitude, Park Juyeon laughed softly and rested his head on Kwon Jiwook’s thigh, stretching out his legs. His long legs draped over the armrest of the sofa. The soft black hair tickled the sensitive skin of his thigh, making Kwon Jiwook flinch and look down at Park Juyeon. He could feel his body tensing up.

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    “I’m only saying this now, but I wanted to charm you and seduce you rather than treat you like a toy. I wanted to make you fall for me so that no matter what I did, you would beg me not to leave you. That’s what I wanted to do. So I was nice to you.”

    “You…”

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    “But not anymore. Now? Now… hmm.”

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