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    It had been a while since he visited Park Juyeon’s house, but it hadn’t changed much. It just felt a bit more desolate. When he asked if it was just his imagination, Park Juyeon replied that it was because he spent more time with Kwon Jiwook than at home. Kwon Jiwook snorted and sat down on the sofa.

    “Anyway, now that you’re here, delete the photos.”

    “Hmm.”

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    “What’s wrong with you?”

    Seeing Park Juyeon’s ambiguous reaction, Kwon Jiwook’s face suddenly looked bewildered. He looked like a raccoon that had washed a cotton candy in water. Just as Kwon Jiwook was about to shout that he had been deceived, Park Juyeon gently stroked Kwon Jiwook’s head, as if to reassure him. Instead, Kwon Jiwook was even more flustered by the touch and silently pushed Park Juyeon’s hand away. His anger subsided.

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    “Did you trick me? To bring me here?”

    “I don’t know why you don’t trust me.”

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    “You have no conscience.”

    “Only when it comes to Hyung. Hyung’s reactions are funny.”

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    Park Juyeon smiled casually and sat next to Kwon Jiwook. He even leaned his body close. Park Juyeon’s embarrassing actions were getting worse day by day. Kwon Jiwook, who only knew how to roughly bump bodies with guys, found Park Juyeon’s behavior very unfamiliar.

    When did he and this guy become close enough to touch each other anytime? As Kwon Jiwook’s body stiffened in surprise, Park Juyeon slowly wrapped his arm around his shoulder in a gentle manner.

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    “…Is this guy crazy?”

    Kwon Jiwook muttered in bewilderment, staring intently at Park Juyeon. It was meant to tell him to look away, but he wasn’t the type to understand such things. Park Juyeon also stared straight at Kwon Jiwook’s face without avoiding his gaze. Then suddenly, he burst into laughter and laughed for a while. Kwon Jiwook’s dazed face was truly pathetic.

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    “Ahahaha, oh, your expression is so funny….”

    “What’s so funny, you bastard.”

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    “No, you need to look in the mirror, phew…. I got it. Don’t glare at me like that. I’ll delete them right in front of you, okay?”

    Park Juyeon, who finally stopped laughing, slightly tilted his head towards Kwon Jiwook and unlocked his phone.

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    From Park Juyeon’s body, which was close to him, came a soft scent. It smelled like vanilla, or perhaps the gentle fragrance of a lotion used by a baby. Kwon Jiwook thought it was ironic that while the person himself was difficult, the scent he gave off was comforting.

    “…..”

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    Park Juyeon’s face was right next to him. Somehow, Kwon Jiwook felt that if he turned his eyes, he would immediately meet Park Juyeon’s beautiful eyes with densely planted eyelashes, so he desperately stared at Park Juyeon’s phone.

    Park Juyeon’s thumb, which had been tapping the screen, suddenly stopped. The intense gaze made his cheeks feel prickly.

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    Still, Kwon Jiwook didn’t back down and stubbornly kept his eyes on Park Juyeon’s hand. He instinctively felt that if Park Juyeon created an unnecessarily strange atmosphere, things could go wrong, specifically in a romantic or sexual direction.

    The body pressed against him seemed to swell, then let out a barely audible sigh. At the same time, the gaze was withdrawn. Park Juyeon gave up on making eye contact and ostentatiously opened the gallery. Yes, I won. Kwon Jiwook silently cheered. Park Juyeon seemed to notice what Kwon Jiwook was thinking and snorted lightly.

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    However, Kwon Jiwook’s triumph was short-lived. Soon, a small but important problem arose.

    Park Juyeon unlocked a hidden folder. Suddenly, the dimly lit room, with figures clearly visible despite the darkness, was filled with photos that made it obvious what activity was taking place. Kwon Jiwook, who had successfully discerned this, hesitated. Noticing Kwon Jiwook’s reaction, Park Juyeon chuckled.

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    “Now that I see them, I feel a bit reluctant to delete them. Oh, I’m sorry. It’s a bit rude to say this in front of the person involved, right?”

    Park Juyeon’s album was full of suspicious photos. It was all dark flesh tones. And there weren’t just a few, but many, densely saved as if taken in one go. The last time he saw the photos, there were only a couple, so he couldn’t figure out when they had multiplied like this.

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    “Hey, …this.”

    “Yes?”

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    “Why are there so many?”

    The explicit photos were more than enough to bring back the shame he thought had passed. It was a belated shame, hidden by the sudden fear, dread, and anger. Kwon Jiwook unconsciously let out the breath he had been holding and turned his eyes away from the phone. His chest began to throb with unpleasant feelings.

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    “Delete them right now. Quickly.”

    It was an unbearable sight. The thought that these moments, which would have been forgotten if not for the photos, were still preserved, and that they could be shared, or perhaps already had been, made him feel sick.

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    Kwon Jiwook had a question at this point. Should he… Should he really let this guy go? Shouldn’t he hit him, at least hit the back of his head that was so close? He thought he needed to think about it again before going to bed. About who would get the upper hand, no, about how to get back at Park Juyeon.

    Regardless, Park Juyeon suddenly pushed the lewd photos towards Kwon Jiwook. Kwon Jiwook tried to pull back in surprise, but Park Juyeon’s hand around his shoulder tightened, preventing him from moving. This was clearly an attempt to provoke him. Indeed, Park Juyeon was still smiling smugly.

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    “Can you see?”

    “Don’t say unnecessary things. I told you to delete them.”

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    “This guy sent them to me.”

    Kwon Jiwook, frozen in Park Juyeon’s arms, asked,

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    “…Guy?”

    “Oh, looking at it, it’s no wonder Hyung didn’t notice since you were out of your mind every time you were being fucked. There are photos from when Hyung was being raped.”

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    “…You’re crazy…!”

    Kwon Jiwook’s face paled. Shuddering, he roughly shook off the hand that was still on his shoulder. However, Park Juyeon’s expression barely changed. Only one eyebrow slightly raised. Kwon Jiwook seemed upset, but Park Juyeon didn’t understand why. To be precise, he could guess the reason but couldn’t comprehend it.

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    Park Juyeon also understood that gang rape could traumatize someone and affect their entire life. However, he thought Kwon Jiwook wouldn’t be that ‘someone.’

    Kwon Jiwook didn’t seem particularly broken or devastated. He didn’t show signs of despair or hatred towards Park Juyeon. He could have resented and pushed Park Juyeon away, but instead, he chose to tolerate Park Juyeon’s jokes. He even let Park Juyeon into his house, showing a softened heart.

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    So, Park Juyeon couldn’t understand why Kwon Jiwook was reacting this way now. Hadn’t he already moved past it? Park Juyeon sighed quietly.

    “Hyung, you seem simple but you’re actually quite complex. Why are you upset?”

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    “You crazy bastard. Isn’t it obvious why I’m upset?”

    “Well, it could be, but I didn’t think Hyung would be that kind of person.”

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    “What do you even see me as? Fuck, no sane person could lack empathy this much. You’re insane…”

    This was the moment when all the carefully built trust could crumble. Kwon Jiwook thought this wasn’t a light joke; it was a serious matter that had torn apart someone’s dignity and self-respect. And yet, Park Juyeon was casually bringing it up and mocking it.

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    “…You’re truly disgusting.”

    Kwon Jiwook muttered and stood up abruptly. The sight of someone who had indirectly orchestrated a rape treating it as a joke was not just ridiculous but nauseating.

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    He didn’t intend to go anywhere. Even though the front door was nearby, he had no thoughts of leaving the house. He just instinctively wanted to distance himself from Park Juyeon. Still, Park Juyeon roughly grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s wrist, as if to say, “Don’t go anywhere.”

    “But you still need to confirm, right? Here, is this right?”

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    “Fuck, confirm this, confirm that, just delete everything you see. Delete them.”

    Seeing Kwon Jiwook’s agitated state, Park Juyeon’s faint smile disappeared. He responded slowly, with a hint of mockery.

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    “No… I was just enjoying Hyung’s reaction. Why are you getting so serious? Weren’t these already past events for Hyung?”

    “Do you think I’m joking right now? Are you blind?”

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    “I thought you were embarrassed, so I wanted to tease you. Okay, I won’t do it anymore…”

    “Do you think I’m angry just for fun? Who the fuck gets embarrassed by these shitty photos?”

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    “Hyung, you seem very agitated right now.”

    Park Juyeon’s grip on Kwon Jiwook’s wrist tightened gradually. His wrist throbbed as if it might break. The blood flow seemed to be cut off. If this continued, there would surely be bruises. Still, Kwon Jiwook had to say what he needed to say. He’d rather get hit than hold back his words now that he had started.

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    “No, fuck, I’m genuinely curious. What about you? If I raped you the same way, threatened you with photos, and joked about it like you do, would you react the same way? Would you be embarrassed and shy? Wouldn’t you be pissed off if you were in my shoes?”

    “Of course not… But… I’m getting a bit tired. I admit I was wrong, so can we just stop this?”

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    “No? I think I should just get everything out since we’re talking about it. Me coming to your house without saying anything… Yeah, it’s not even visiting. I barge in, and you calmly accept it. So, you think I’ve forgotten everything that happened? You think it’s okay to keep messing with me?”

    “…..”

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    “Wow, look at this fucking bastard. You must think I’m a real idiot.”

    Kwon Jiwook spat out the words. He seemed so furious that a punch might fly at any moment. Sensing this, Park Juyeon erased all traces of laughter and quietly fiddled with his phone. Still, Kwon Jiwook didn’t stop his sarcastic remarks.

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    ” Say something if you have a mouth. Do whatever you want, just do it quickly. You said my reactions were funny. Did you glue your mouth shut? Or are you getting ready to hit me?”

    “…..”

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    Park Juyeon wasn’t at a loss for words. He wasn’t silent because he had nothing to say to Kwon Jiwook. He was just tired of dragging things out and was organizing his thoughts.

    Thinking about it, whether Kwon Jiwook felt affection for him or not, the outcome wouldn’t change much. It would just add a few more ways to have fun. Yet, he was tired of trying so hard to build trust and be close to Kwon Jiwook, of reacting instinctively to the threat of death.

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    Maybe I should just hit him. Stop this nauseating act of being nice and just stomp on him.

    Park Juyeon didn’t like Kwon Jiwook’s defiant attitude. He slowly scrutinized Kwon Jiwook’s face with a cold gaze, as if choosing where to hit him to feel better. This made Kwon Jiwook uncomfortable. Plus, Park Juyeon’s sharp demeanor, which he hadn’t seen in a while, made Kwon Jiwook tense, despite his earlier bravado.

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    Noticing this, Park Juyeon seemed to try to calm down, closing his eyes briefly before murmuring,

    “Sit down first.”

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    “Let go of my hand.”

    Park Juyeon silently looked up at the panting Kwon Jiwook, then suddenly pulled the wrist he was holding, forcing Kwon Jiwook to sit down. The force was so strong that Kwon Jiwook’s body naturally sank down. A sharp pain shot through his wrist. Kwon Jiwook let out a small groan and frowned.

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    “I said sit down. It’s annoying when you look down on me.”

    “What?”

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    “It’s hard to listen to you whine. If you have something to say, say it quickly, or let me do my thing. Why are you angry? Tell me exactly.”

    “Ha…..”

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    Kwon Jiwook was speechless. He let out a sigh. Park Juyeon wanted Kwon Jiwook to clearly state why he was angry, his neck flushing red. But Kwon Jiwook couldn’t easily find the words. He was so angry that his mind went blank, and words wouldn’t come out properly. Kwon Jiwook stared at Park Juyeon with a stiff expression for a long time before finally opening his mouth.

    “Hey.”

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    “…..”

    “I’m pissed off because your attitude is fucking shitty. You said it’s annoying when I look down on you. Who started treating who like shit first? You’re being a hypocrite.”

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    “So why….”

    “Do you enjoy messing with people?”

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    Once he started talking, the words flowed out effortlessly. Staring straight at Park Juyeon, Kwon Jiwook blurted out whatever came to mind. Only then did he vaguely understand why he was angry. His unconscious words revealed his true feelings.

    “If you want to mess with someone, find someone else, you fucking bastard. Don’t treat people like dogs this way. I’ve put up with it endlessly, and now you treat me like I have no feelings. Do you find this funny?”

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    Stop messing with me. Leave me alone. Kwon Jiwook had been screaming that inside all along. Without realizing it, he had been pleading with Park Juyeon.

    The grip on Park Juyeon’s hand loosened slightly. Kwon Jiwook tried to ignore the throbbing pain in his wrist and scoffed.

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    “You know what? You’re especially fake when you talk to me. It’s all so obvious. You didn’t think I’d notice, did you? You thought someone as clueless as me would just look at your face and not care about anything else?”

    “…..”

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    “Hey, you fucking bastard. If you’re going to be nice, at least pretend properly. Don’t act all sincere with that soulless face. It just pisses people off.”

    Every time he faced Park Juyeon, he tried to ignore the empty gaze that flickered through his gentle eyes, focusing only on his pretty face. He ignored the discomfort gnawing at the corner of his heart and only looked at the smiling face.

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    “Am I your toy?”

    He did it because it felt less pathetic that way. He only saw what he wanted to see in Park Juyeon, hoping it would make him feel less pathetic. But Park Juyeon never showed any sign of change. Instead, it was Kwon Jiwook who had changed. He was not someone who had ever expected so much from anyone.

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    Park Juyeon furrowed his brow, looking troubled. He had to admit it now. Kwon Jiwook was more perceptive than he thought. And he couldn’t think of anything to deny what Kwon Jiwook said. So, Park Juyeon decided to smooth things over for now. He grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s arm again and stood up.

    “Let’s just go inside for today. We’ll talk after we sleep.”

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    “I answered why I was angry because you asked. I answered honestly. So, you answer too. Did I really look like a toy to you? Do I even look like a person to you?”

    “I’ll delete the photos, so go to the room.”

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    Kwon Jiwook fiercely shook off Park Juyeon’s hand and growled.

    “It’s the same now. Don’t try to appease me, you bastard.”

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    “…..”

    Park Juyeon just shrugged expressionlessly. He was still the same. Park Juyeon was someone who didn’t care about what anyone said, no matter what. Kwon Jiwook knew his selfish attitude, but seeing his words have no effect right in front of him made everything feel hollow. Kwon Jiwook gritted his teeth.

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    “You seem to have a knack for exhausting people. Fine, fuck it. I don’t even want to know what I did to end up with a crazy bastard like you.”

    Park Juyeon paused as he reached out to help Kwon Jiwook up again. For a moment, a flicker of emotion crossed Park Juyeon’s usually cold face. The sudden change was so subtle it could have been missed.

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    “So, are you done talking now?” Park Juyeon asked, his gaze heavy with a mix of despair and anger. His emotions were a confusing blend that Kwon Jiwook couldn’t quite understand.

    “Then I can take care of my business now.”

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    “What the hell did you hear from everything I said, you bast—”

    “I’ll delete the photos. Look.”

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    Park Juyeon muttered in a flat tone, fiddling with his phone. Kwon Jiwook involuntarily looked up at the phone in Park Juyeon’s hand. Park Juyeon tapped the screen a few times and soon showed Kwon Jiwook the now-empty gallery. It was as if Kwon Jiwook’s photos had never existed. The emptiness made Kwon Jiwook feel even more uneasy, and he stared blankly at Park Juyeon.

    “They’re gone. Nothing’s left.”

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    “…..”

    “I deleted them all, as promised.”

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    Kwon Jiwook swallowed nervously, looking at Park Juyeon’s seemingly fragile state. There was nothing left now. The promise was just a trivial agreement to ‘live together if the photos are deleted.’ Even that seemed uncertain after their emotional outburst.

    Kwon Jiwook thought Park Juyeon might kick him out of the house now. If that happened, Kwon Jiwook would actually welcome it. But Park Juyeon betrayed his expectations.

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    “So, Hyung, keep your promise. From now on, you’ll live here. You won’t have anywhere else to go after staying here for a few days. I’ll make sure you can’t go back, even if I have to tear up the lease.”

    “Park Juyeon.”

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    “You asked if you were my toy.”

    Park Juyeon swung his arm and tossed the phone carelessly into a corner of the living room. The sound of something breaking echoed loudly, making Kwon Jiwook’s eyes widen. Park Juyeon paid no attention to the possibly broken phone and focused solely on Kwon Jiwook, smiling slowly.

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    “To sum it up, I never treated you that badly. Maybe in the future, but right now, I don’t have the desire to play with you like that.”

    “Then what the hell have you been doing to me all this time? You’re saying that wasn’t treating me like a toy?”

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    “That’s because you don’t know what real toy treatment is. What I did was just testing the waters. Minor pranks, at most. But you know what?”

    “…..”

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    “Today, you keep getting on my nerves. Do you have some kind of backup plan?”

    As soon as those words left Park Juyeon’s mouth, Kwon Jiwook jumped up from the sofa. A sense of foreboding and familiar unease washed over him. He had no idea what he had done to provoke Park Juyeon this time.

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    As Kwon Jiwook tried to escape from Park Juyeon and enter any nearby room, Park Juyeon reached out and grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s waist, pulling him close and firmly gripping his buttocks. His hand began to knead Kwon Jiwook’s buttocks slowly and deliberately. The sudden contact made Kwon Jiwook’s eyes widen, and he held his breath.

    Park Juyeon pressed his body against Kwon Jiwook’s stiff back and kissed his ear. His soft lips, followed by the smooth inner membrane of his mouth, enveloped Kwon Jiwook’s earlobe. Kwon Jiwook’s shoulders tensed, and his breathing became increasingly unstable. Park Juyeon laughed joyfully.

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    Park Juyeon’s snake-like hand moved from Kwon Jiwook’s buttocks, slowly tracing up his body. Despite this, the frozen Kwon Jiwook couldn’t react for a while. His mind went blank. His heartbeat quickened, eventually pounding loudly in his ears. He should shout for Park Juyeon to stop, push him away, and run.

    “Do you know what I thought when you were angry earlier?” Park Juyeon asked.

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    Kwon Jiwook could have forcefully pushed him away and ended it. Yes, he could have elbowed Park Juyeon in the chest and escaped. But strangely, his body wouldn’t move. Even as Park Juyeon teased him, all Kwon Jiwook could do was move his lips slightly.

    Park Juyeon grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s chest over his clothes. When he rubbed Kwon Jiwook’s nipple with his index finger, Kwon Jiwook’s body jerked. Soon, his body began to tremble like a leaf. Kwon Jiwook breathed heavily, his body shaking. Was he scared? Park Juyeon laughed softly and rubbed his forehead against Kwon Jiwook’s shoulder.

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    “It was so funny. The idea that you were upset because I treated you like a toy was hilarious. What were you expecting from me?”

    “Ha…!”

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    Finally snapping out of it, Kwon Jiwook grabbed Park Juyeon’s hand. His delayed reaction was just as intense. Fuck, stop it! Kwon Jiwook shouted angrily, swinging his long arms and legs threateningly. Caught off guard, Park Juyeon took a hit to the chest from Kwon Jiwook’s elbow, though it wasn’t a direct hit.

    Surprised by the unexpected aggression, Park Juyeon paused briefly before laughing with interest and skillfully subduing Kwon Jiwook. Now that Kwon Jiwook had come to his senses, he wasn’t as easy to control as before. Park Juyeon decided to use a more forceful method. He restrained Kwon Jiwook’s arms from behind and mercilessly grabbed his crotch with his other hand, squeezing as if he were trying to crush what he held.

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    “……! ……!!”

    “Don’t waste your energy. If you want to get hit on purpose, just say so.”

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    Kwon Jiwook doubled over, gasping for breath. The pain was so intense that his legs shook, and stars danced in front of his eyes. The agony was so severe he thought his testicles might be crushed. For a moment, he almost blacked out. But that wasn’t the end.

    “Ah, aah!! No, let go, please, it hurts…, ah, ah….”

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    Park Juyeon continued to torment Kwon Jiwook’s sensitive area. He slipped his hand into Kwon Jiwook’s pants, gripping and releasing with only a layer of underwear between his hand and Kwon Jiwook’s genitals. He shook Kwon Jiwook’s penis roughly, with no sexual intent, purely to cause pain.

    Kwon Jiwook’s vision blurred, and cold sweat ran down his spine. Saliva dripped from his open mouth, unable to be swallowed due to the overwhelming pain. The excruciating agony filled his mind, making it impossible for him to breathe properly. He could only manage broken gasps and moans.

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    Kwon Jiwook finally managed to grab Park Juyeon’s hand and dug his nails into it with the same intensity as the pain he felt below. The smooth skin was marred by nail marks, and soon blood droplets began to seep out. Despite the stinging pain, Park Juyeon slowly withdrew his hand without flinching.

    “Huff, huff, huh…”

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    Kwon Jiwook couldn’t feel anything below; only a dull, throbbing pain remained. How could another man be so cruel? The illusion that his testicles had been crushed made him shake uncontrollably, unable to touch his lower body. Park Juyeon gently stroked Kwon Jiwook’s lower abdomen and asked softly,

    “Hyung, why are you shaking? Are you scared?”

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    “Ah, it hurts, down there, ugh…”

    “It’s okay. It won’t be as scary as what those guys did to you. Of course, treating you like a toy involves some rough stuff, but I like you more than you think, so I won’t do anything scary today. Why are you still shaking? Are you scared? I won’t hurt you. Oh, really… You’re still shaking. Why is that?”

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    Park Juyeon furrowed his brows as if concerned. Don’t you really not know why? Kwon Jiwook wanted to argue, but his priority was to ease the throbbing pain below. Park Juyeon, as if to help, slowly and gently caressed Kwon Jiwook’s abdomen. But whenever his fingertips neared Kwon Jiwook’s crotch, Kwon Jiwook would flinch and grab Park Juyeon’s hand, shaking his head. He didn’t care about the blood on his hand. He was that desperate.

    “D-don’t touch me. Why are you doing this to me? You said you wouldn’t touch me. Just hit me or curse at me. This isn’t fun at all…”

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    “Why? I enjoy playing like this. Toys are meant to be enjoyed by the one playing with them.”

    “Didn’t you like that? Okay. I’ll just stay still. I won’t do anything. Is that good enough…!”

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    Kwon Jiwook pleaded in a choked voice, whispering continuously. Just moments ago, he was arguing and questioning everything, but now he was helplessly muttering in panic.

    Park Juyeon didn’t listen. He seemed to find Kwon Jiwook’s reaction amusing and clicked his tongue lightly. Then he pressed his crotch against Kwon Jiwook’s buttocks and began to move back and forth gently, mimicking penetration.

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    “Ah… That’s right. Now that I think about it, when you were being fucked by someone else, you were looking for me. Isn’t that what they call being honest with your body?”

    Kwon Jiwook was confused. As the pain below subsided, he heard Park Juyeon’s low voice and jerked his head up.

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    “What… What are you talking about? I never did that…!”

    “Are you saying it’s not true?”

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    Park Juyeon pushed his hand back into Kwon Jiwook’s pants, this time aiming for his buttocks. He persistently prodded the hole through the underwear with his finger. He pressed against the area where the hole would be, feeling its condition through the thin fabric. Then his hand slipped inside the underwear.

    Kwon Jiwook found this act both familiar and unfamiliar. Suddenly, he had a vivid flash of what was about to happen.

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    “…Ugh.”

    Kwon Jiwook knew why he was shaking and unable to put up a proper resistance.

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    The reason was that his body recognized this act as a familiar sequence. His body knew that after being touched like this, something would penetrate him below, that even while being penetrated, his chest and mouth would be tormented simultaneously. His body accepted this as a natural course of events. The persistent prodding at his back brought back vivid flashbacks of that day, repeating endlessly in his mind.

    After that day, Park Juyeon had kept his promise not to touch Kwon Jiwook inappropriately, avoiding any sexual contact. This made Park Juyeon’s current actions even more unfamiliar. He had promised to keep his word but now was acting completely differently. A mix of betrayal and shame made Kwon Jiwook’s chest ache, and his ears felt hot.

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    The familiar sensation felt eerie and frightening. He felt his body trembling more and more for no reason. Despite being fully aware of his state, his body wouldn’t calm down. Why is this happening? Am I going crazy? Kwon Jiwook bit his lower lip, his face a picture of confusion as he stared blankly into space.

    Park Juyeon’s finger slowly pushed into the tightly closed hole. The tight entrance struggled to accommodate even a single finger. As his index finger finally slipped inside, Kwon Jiwook instinctively bent his knee to avoid Park Juyeon’s hand, unable to bear the foreign sensation.

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    Oh, you shouldn’t do that. Park Juyeon tightened his grip around Kwon Jiwook’s waist, holding him firmly. He slowly moved his inserted finger inside, exploring the inner walls. The more Park Juyeon probed, the faster Kwon Jiwook’s breathing became, overwhelmed by a vague fear.

    Park Juyeon noticed Kwon Jiwook’s fear. He wished Kwon Jiwook would say he didn’t like it, or even better, that he was scared. But it would take more time to get those words out of Kwon Jiwook’s mouth.

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    For today, just scaring him a bit would do. Park Juyeon kissed Kwon Jiwook’s ear and cheek repeatedly, laughing softly.

    “Hyung wants to believe it’s not true. But what can I do? Every time you were penetrated, you gasped for breath and cried out in pain, begging for it to stop. You even begged for me to use drugs like I did. Ha… I should have shown and deleted those videos. But why did you call for me? Did you think having two at once would finally satisfy you?”

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    “Take… it out, ugh… Stop it. I never did that…!”

    “What are you talking about? You begged for it. You asked to be fucked. I’ve been holding back and trying to please you these past few days, and now you’re telling me to stop? How can you say something so cruel so casually?”

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    Park Juyeon moved his finger in and out, gradually widening the entrance. The dry hole resisted, but he didn’t care and added a second finger. Kwon Jiwook gasped and straightened his back, his neck flushing red.

    I remember you liked something around here. Park Juyeon smiled slightly and stirred the membrane. Kwon Jiwook gritted his teeth and tried to move his hips to avoid the hand. The faster he moved, the quicker the probing became.

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    He could feel the dry inner walls clinging to his fingers. As the fingers pulled out, the flesh around the entrance seemed to follow, making Kwon Jiwook shiver and swallow dryly.

    “I’m… going to leave, huh, I’m going to leave.”

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    “You can’t leave.”

    “Why, why can’t I leave!”

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    “Because there’s no reason for you to leave.”

    Park Juyeon’s voice was calm as he slowly withdrew his slightly moistened finger and tried to move Kwon Jiwook to another spot while still holding him.

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    “I said I don’t want to be here! Fuck, hey. Hey, you asshole. Are you listening? When someone talks, you fucking listen, you bastard! Hey!!”

    “Still as loud as ever. Ah, that’s so you, Hyung. I like it. When you’re like this, I understand why that guy liked you.”

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    Park Juyeon gripped Kwon Jiwook’s wrist tightly and dragged him to a small room off the hallway. It was the same arm he had grabbed earlier. The pain shooting from his wrist made Kwon Jiwook’s protests end in a small groan.

    This wrist would be swollen by tomorrow morning. But would he even be in a state to care about his wrist by then…?

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    Despite their similar builds, Kwon Jiwook was being dragged along. Park Juyeon’s strength was unusually strong, and Kwon Jiwook was still in pain, making it hard for him to walk properly. Because of this, Kwon Jiwook could only shake off Park Juyeon’s hand once they reached the door.

    Kwon Jiwook glared at Park Juyeon, his eyes filled with determination. He couldn’t stop his body from shaking, but he didn’t want his gaze to appear dead.

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    “Do you really want to have sex in this situation? When I’m this pissed off?!”

    “So, you were planning to make me angry and just leave? I can’t let that happen. Today, I’ll make you truly understand what it means to be treated like a toy. That way, those arrogant words will never come out of your mouth again.”

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    “You crazy bastard, ah!”

    As soon as he finished speaking, Park Juyeon pushed open the door and shoved Kwon Jiwook in so hard that he stumbled backward. This asshole really has no limits today. Bruises were likely to form all over his body.

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    Barely regaining his balance, Kwon Jiwook’s first impression of the room was that it was narrow and gloomy. It was dark because the light wasn’t on, but when Park Juyeon turned on the light, the atmosphere became even more ominous. Instead of a normal bright light, a dim red light filled the room, making it feel even more sinister. The dark wallpaper added to the eerie atmosphere. Kwon Jiwook furrowed his brow and swallowed hard.

    The room was dominated by a single bed in the center, with two nightstands on either side. What could possibly be inside those nightstands? Anything seemed possible, given the room’s eerie vibe. Besides the bed, nightstands, and a small wardrobe, there was nothing else in the room.

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    “Lie down on the bed. …But of course, you won’t listen.”

    Park Juyeon roughly threw Kwon Jiwook onto the bed, treating him like an object, just as he had threatened. Every touch was forceful. When Kwon Jiwook tried to push Park Juyeon away, Park Juyeon sat on his waist and grabbed both of his wrists tightly. Then he reached behind the bed’s headboard and pulled out something like a rope, using it to tie Kwon Jiwook’s wrists tightly. It was a belt.

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    So, this room is for that purpose, huh, you fucking bastard. Kwon Jiwook bit his lip hard. If Park Juyeon had a room like this, it made sense why he had been insisting on bringing Kwon Jiwook to his house. He must have planned to tie him up like this all along. No matter how things played out, the situation would end up the same.

    But the wrists weren’t the end of it. Park Juyeon also grabbed another belt connected to the mattress handle and used it to restrain Kwon Jiwook’s legs. Wow, is this guy really crazy?! Kwon Jiwook’s face contorted in anger.

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    “What the hell are you doing? If you want to fuck, just do it! Don’t act like such an asshole!”

    Urgency filled Kwon Jiwook’s voice. You bastard. You said it wouldn’t be like when those guys did it to me. But what is this?

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    His current situation was no different from the start of that terrible ordeal when he was on the brink of death. With his limbs restrained, he was passively subjected to a man’s penis. He never wanted to imagine that horrible time again, but Park Juyeon was preparing to take him back there. This time, Park Juyeon wouldn’t hand him over to someone else; he would personally break him.

    Kwon Jiwook panted but could no longer speak. Seeing his contorted face and Park Juyeon’s eyes still filled with lukewarm heat, he couldn’t find the words. Moreover, Park Juyeon grabbed his chin and forcefully inserted a red gag ball into his mouth. Kwon Jiwook blinked rapidly, unable to hide his shock.

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    “Mmph…!”

    “Understand, please. If you come all this way and Hyung bites his tongue and dies, it would be such a waste. So, I’m putting this in.”

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    You fucking bastard, you son of a bitch! You should die, you fucker! Kwon Jiwook cursed vividly, even with the gag in his mouth. Park Juyeon laughed loudly, finding Kwon Jiwook’s struggling amusing.

    “Ha, this is hilarious… Why did you stop? Come on, struggle more. Why did you stop? Huh?”

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    “Mmph…”

    Being unable to move was sheer terror for Kwon Jiwook. The fear overshadowed any potential pleasure. But if he didn’t struggle, he would be consumed by that fear. So, he struggled even more. Park Juyeon, however, saw this as mere entertainment.

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    Park Juyeon laughed wickedly, his upturned lips and lazy eyes bathed in the red light. Under different circumstances, this might have been charming. But to Kwon Jiwook, it was just the lustful smile of a rapist.

    Kwon Jiwook’s body trembled intermittently from extreme tension. Park Juyeon smirked and stood up from Kwon Jiwook’s body. He rummaged through the nightstand drawer and pulled out a pair of sharp scissors. Holding them, he made a few cutting motions in the air before approaching Kwon Jiwook again and leaning down.

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    “If you don’t stay still, you’ll get cut. It’ll hurt.”

    “Mmph! Mmph!!”

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    Snip, snip. Park Juyeon began to cut Kwon Jiwook’s clothes indiscriminately. Kwon Jiwook’s shocked eyes darted between Park Juyeon’s relentless hands and his face. Park Juyeon, feeling Kwon Jiwook’s contemptuous gaze, continued to cut with enjoyment.

    The tattered shirt revealed Kwon Jiwook’s muscular chest and abdomen. Feeling exposed, Kwon Jiwook squirmed uncomfortably. Meanwhile, the scissors moved steadily downward. When cutting the front of the pants, the sharp scissor tips occasionally pricked his penis, making Kwon Jiwook hold his breath in tension.

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    The scissors slowly moved down, fully exposing his crotch, and continued to cut the remaining fabric of his pants. As the scissors moved away from his penis, Kwon Jiwook’s knees trembled slightly, trying to close. The belt restraining his legs prevented much movement, but it was enough to annoy Park Juyeon, who furrowed his brow slightly.

    Noticing Kwon Jiwook’s attempt to resist, Park Juyeon didn’t hesitate. He reached through the torn underwear and grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s penis. Before Kwon Jiwook could react, Park Juyeon lightly gripped the tip with his fingers, pulling the penis upright, and inserted the shaft between the scissor blades. Kwon Jiwook’s face paled.

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    “Since you won’t be using this while you’re here, should I cut it off for you?”

    “…..”

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    Park Juyeon’s voice was calm, his tone as indifferent as ever. He tilted his head slightly, staring at Kwon Jiwook with a blank expression. Kwon Jiwook couldn’t find his voice and tensed up, his rapid breathing filling the quiet room.

    Park Juyeon’s eyes suddenly turned cold. He looked down dispassionately and, without hesitation, began to close the scissors. The blades pressed against the skin, making Kwon Jiwook shiver and scream in panic.

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    “Mmph—!!”

    “Answer me.”

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    “Mmph…”

    “Can’t you understand? Fuck, if you can’t speak, at least nod your head. Show some effort. That way, I can treat you like a toy worth hundreds of thousands of won. Or do you want to be treated roughly?”

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    “Huh…”

    Kwon Jiwook moaned and shook his head. If Park Juyeon applied any more pressure, the scissors would cut into his skin. His thighs trembled in fear, and he felt like he might cry from the overwhelming situation.

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    Even if, as Park Juyeon said, he wouldn’t need to use his penis here, this was insane. Park Juyeon was beyond crazy. No sane person could try to cut someone’s flesh with such a cold, emotionless expression. If Kwon Jiwook hadn’t nodded, Park Juyeon would have actually cut him.

    Kwon Jiwook shook his head repeatedly, pleading with his eyes. Please, do something. Don’t just stare at me like that. His anxiety grew, and he furrowed his brow.

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    Satisfied, Park Juyeon made a small sound of approval and dropped the scissors. He tapped the tip of Kwon Jiwook’s penis with the closed scissors before finally putting them aside. Kwon Jiwook breathed heavily, relief flooding through him.

    His mouth remained open, saliva dripping down his chin and neck. Park Juyeon wiped the saliva with his fingertips and smeared it onto Kwon Jiwook’s exposed nipple.

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    “Drooling all over the place. How can you be so sloppy…”

    “Huh, uh…”

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    “Why are you sticking your chest out like that? Want me to suck on it?”

    “Ugh, mmph, mmph!!!”

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    Park Juyeon immediately leaned down and took Kwon Jiwook’s nipple into his mouth, sucking hard. Kwon Jiwook’s muffled moans grew louder. Park Juyeon swirled his tongue around the hardened nipple, even gently biting it, leaving teeth marks.

    Kwon Jiwook’s gaze flickered as he watched Park Juyeon sucking on his chest. The sight was both chilling and intensely stimulating. A strange sensation began to spread through his lower abdomen, making him squirm and try to push Park Juyeon’s mouth away.

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    This feeling is wrong. Why does my chest being sucked make my lower body throb? This shouldn’t be happening.

    “Huh, uh, mmph…”

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    Park Juyeon didn’t leave the other breast alone either. Using his thumb and index finger, he pinched the nipple and rubbed it in sync with his tongue movements, teasing it relentlessly. The stimulation was not consistent; just as Kwon Jiwook started to get used to the tingling sensation, Park Juyeon increased the pace of his caresses.

    The wet, sucking sounds were deliberately loud, and Park Juyeon quickly rubbed the tip of the nipple with his fingernail. Kwon Jiwook couldn’t get used to the one-sided, almost violent pleasure. He sobbed and thrashed his hips and torso wildly. His muffled moans, “Ugh, uh, huh,” were stifled by the gag.

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    “It would be great if milk came out, wouldn’t it? Too bad about that,” Park Juyeon said, wiping his mouth and grinning. “If I pierce the tips with a needle, do you think it will come out eventually?” he added, making Kwon Jiwook gasp in shock. Suddenly, memories of men talking about piercings flashed through his mind. Why were their thoughts so alike? Kwon Jiwook’s face flushed with embarrassment.

    One of Kwon Jiwook’s breasts looked particularly swollen from being sucked so hard. The other nipple was also erect, but the one that had been in Park Juyeon’s mouth looked terrible, red and engorged with blood. Park Juyeon gently rubbed it with his index finger and muttered to himself.

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    “Now that I’ve sucked it enough, let’s touch other places… It would be a waste to leave these tits alone. You’d miss them too.”

    Park Juyeon reached into the nightstand drawer. Kwon Jiwook, looking exhausted, shook his head, expecting something dangerous to come out. Even if it wasn’t, it would be something sinister.

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    Kwon Jiwook’s expectations were somewhat correct. It wasn’t anything sharp or dangerous, but it was indeed sinister. It was a small black vibrator. The tiny vibrator had two clamps connected by a cord. Park Juyeon took out a few more items as well—all clearly intended for one purpose.

    If those devices, meant for play, were attached to his already sore breasts, the heavy vibrations would only cause pain. Even now, the exposure to air was causing a throbbing ache. If those clamps were added, it would be unbearable. Kwon Jiwook, still gagged, buried his face in his shoulder, feeling a chill as the cold fingertips approached his nipple.

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    “Relax your body. You’re too tense; it makes me feel like I’m doing something terrible.”

    Kwon Jiwook remained silent, his face still buried in his shoulder, breathing heavily with tension.

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    “This isn’t something terrible. I’m trying to pleasure you. You shouldn’t misunderstand my sincerity… Oh, right. I shouldn’t talk about sincerity. Sorry.”

    “Ugh!”

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    The nipples were erect but not large enough to be easily clamped. Maybe they weren’t big enough yet? Park Juyeon looked at Kwon Jiwook thoughtfully and then shrugged. Whatever. They could be developed over time, to the point where just touching his chest would make him come.

    The clamps could only be securely attached to the nipples after gathering the skin around the areola. Park Juyeon’s rough handling, rubbing the skin until it turned red, made Kwon Jiwook unable to resist properly. He could only make muffled sounds, trying to suppress his moans. His situation felt pathetic, but there was nothing he could do.

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    “There, all done. The black color suits you, Hyung. It looks nice.”

    “…. Ugh….”

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    Park Juyeon set the vibrator to a low intensity and casually tossed the connected controller onto Kwon Jiwook’s abdomen. The faint buzzing sensation spread from his nipples, causing a tickling yet slightly painful feeling. Kwon Jiwook furrowed his brows in discomfort and looked up at Park Juyeon. When their eyes met, Park Juyeon’s gaze softened slightly.

    “Does it hurt a lot?”

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    “…..”

    “Since you’re not answering, I guess it feels good.”

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    “Ugh, uh…”

    Even though Park Juyeon was smiling, his words sounded eerily threatening. The memory of the previous situation made the back of Kwon Jiwook’s neck chill rapidly. No, no, it’s not like that. Kwon Jiwook murmured in a low voice, breathing heavily.

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    Park Juyeon’s eyes narrowed. Did Kwon Jiwook realize that the usual defiant spirit in his eyes was gone? Even now, it was the same. Kwon Jiwook’s terrified eyes seemed to be filled with tears. Park Juyeon watched him silently and unconsciously reached out to gently wipe Kwon Jiwook’s tear-streaked cheeks with his thumb.

    “….Huh.”

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    Kwon Jiwook’s eyes flickered. He looked at Park Juyeon with a mix of fear and disgust, as if even his touch was repulsive. The goosebumps on Kwon Jiwook’s flushed cheeks were clearly visible. The ambiguous contact was too much for Kwon Jiwook to bear. He closed his eyes tightly and finally turned his head away, avoiding Park Juyeon’s hand. Park Juyeon, left with his hand hanging in the air, clenched and unclenched it a few times, his expression hardening.

    “Do you find me repulsive?”

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    Park Juyeon grabbed Kwon Jiwook’s chin forcefully. Kwon Jiwook’s eyes widened in surprise at the strong grip.

    “Why? Didn’t you like my face?”

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    “Ugh…!”

    “Didn’t you like me so much that you’d do anything? Didn’t you used to smile and open up to me endlessly? Why are you avoiding me now? Ah, did your tastes change because your ego got too big? Huh?”

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    Park Juyeon spoke quickly and calmly, his face close to Kwon Jiwook’s, not blinking once. Kwon Jiwook looked back and forth between Park Juyeon’s eyes, his own eyes flickering even more intensely.

    “…..”

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    Perhaps Kwon Jiwook could have shown that much interest in Park Juyeon. If, after meeting at the bar, Park Juyeon had obediently submitted to him or if their dynamic had been different, Kwon Jiwook might have been completely smitten with Park Juyeon’s appearance.

    But it wasn’t like that. Their first encounter had been far from pleasant. The fact that they had become so estranged was evidence that they were incompatible and brought out the worst in each other.

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    Park Juyeon clicked his tongue in frustration and pulled away. Kwon Jiwook looked down at his chest with a slightly confused expression. The vibrator, which had been buzzing gently, suddenly increased in intensity under Park Juyeon’s control, making Kwon Jiwook gasp in surprise. He quickly clenched his fists, his knuckles turning white from the strain. His tightly clenched fists looked painfully tense.

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