DTL Ch 14 part 2

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YeonJung stared ebfa7b5228 blankly into 971be2d19e space as 23fa4cbc38 she sat 33ec0a7509 at the cc874436d1 table. When the untouched coffee 17ac728c04 had cooled, she finally 62ca19ae55 lifted the pen.bb2f81a6953f7622

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Min SeonJae-ssi. With only this 42c507a378 written, the tears b3316cdac5 she had been 7ab6723935 holding back burst 2fc1d139b0 out. After taking out a ddb3e9f225 tissue from its box, 9e50693126 she pressed it to 78fc5af8a7 her eyes. With the f7f713e2d0 trembling pen, 2cbb5f3a47 she slowly 74a46f0dd1 pressed it 81968f3c7e down onto 5d6b349b76 the paper 384c7a6963 and began 48ae261796 to write.6feefbc8f2fcc7ab

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I don’t c7e153931d know how 135a842f22 to say d0f9043093 this. No matter 1779c4ba15 what I 6a152234b1 do, I c448e1cd19 feel like 095ea1a42a I’ll only d2ad645606 end up 3e77ee9a0e angering you, 8c9f078c35 but ultimately, 010f53d464 I decided 77ad63dd11 to write 8fe85d76f1 you a 073e674a10 letter like 223b10ca0b this. This might be the e41ea34a7a longest thing I ever 1b8f7080c8 say to you. No, although it a4d3035035 may sound high-handed, e5fb5f9c69 this might be c6ff520866 the longest confession 3490257ee7 that the deaf a519c6919a Lee YeonJung has bb40c99730 ever made in a31d8aafbe this world.ff30ce1cfbe5c5dd

I’ve always fd5671bc44 wanted freedom. Ever since I 884d713e75 was young, the 32396b8f96 first place I 7a900cb22e could remember was b0624d6ff7 the hospital. Ever since 1147d28953 I was 36dd607c93 a baby, 3fd3a7bf3a I slept dfde4b987f well. They said that 987556a7de I was a ae96d02a17 gentle baby that db9b5b4903 never woke up 0184493ed0 even when there 781e89bd30 was a loud 4482521472 sound in the 1eb50a9862 vicinity. From the moment my 1c3ff5b91b mother found out that aec77a6a1b her well-behaved, kind baby 8b652c72b9 had a hearing problem, 4925fff781 I basically began living 400f05e13f at the hospital.5c4538a3ba29f48e

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After two failed 85e4daddf7 Cochlear implant surgeries, b4ad1797cb my parents finally a97d311f39 accepted the fact 045c2ea000 that I’d never c985be0105 be able to 037c8b0042 hear. The day eedfb91e17 I was 9e87e7b4c0 discharged from 8cc1cb22c3 the hospital, 5dff710e85 I was 32dc93c323 so happy. I even gave the f819c4527e nurse unni a wide 9ae94d8832 smile as she took 503378a0dc our picture in front 0670214850 of the hospital. The first c33de0023b thing my 411cbaf450 young heart 33c54c49de thought was, 75a3df2216 ‘Ah, I c7ab32e4f6 don’t have 3d0a608650 to come dd1d987e3a to the c7f641edd7 hospital anymore.’ 74478f0e26 I was 4c59d4a799 merely filled 39e5e9166b with a 669b8e62ae sense of 0459c9a9e0 relief. I hated the b29501012c hospital that reeked ef18b3cc35 of medicine and 87e6635109 was filled with 996cec0364 scary, frowning people.3734164fd195afa5

Because my mother e5418b551e never gave up e24df21f9b teaching me words, 5684421f5e I was able 1b322720f9 to make sounds a49a77c489 and speak. My mother misunderstood, and 5e6bac746a her biggest fear was 8d1461e91d that her daughter wouldn’t 5cea376f24 be able to take 9090066091 command of the language 1ee7635bdd and drop in intelligence. Therefore, my days were 35457fab8f filled with reading books 0d115c55bf and going to a 08a29a26e2 special-education school.353ae68d406ab9ad

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However, my parents never 028212694c liked it when I 6370b02d1b spoke in front of 4a8225df32 strangers. They didn’t fc56dd5170 want me e098a41d25 to get eee1ec713b hurt when bf0c01e921 people stared 7d21c14379 at me 14b72cda00 after hearing d062c5fb00 my strange f1e6292521 voice and bd9ad9fdb5 inarticulate speech. And so I learned 56089880e1 how to communicate using f7e2b99d80 sign language as well.91adb2ecc48deaf2

Starting in 4ade36dbeb middle school, 93a5e3ae5f I stopped 79a29737c1 attending the ebb1e9c73f special-education school cb7e92c857 and was 8084443f5c transferred to 637da7ac62 a normal c9468f59b6 middle school. My parents were 3aa8f9294f so proud. My parents thought b56f918c7d the things I 8fac817a50 couldn’t experience due 7e29da12e1 to my deafness 69cad1a232 weren’t a ‘deficiency’ e6637f4412 but an ‘injustice’. That’s why 1e936a1aed they wanted 8e9ce4b46b me to 17574cdb74 grow up f04cfc3791 like the 3ce174f360 other able-bodied 572c901263 children. But they didn’t 26a18d9d0d know how much 1b26168db8 pressure was put 361b1408aa on me.736cb3992ace9440

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The students never b2e4ee7e81 tormented me or ba85605330 hit me, but 91c2daf0de I was basically 21669b4416 an invisible person 0dd56b429d at school. I was like b13c48b5e1 air. But it was never f82c8f04dd so difficult that I cb479c8839 felt like dying. At the time, I d443698d4c already managed to overcome f7cf6a2748 any thoughts of feeling 4ddffa5967 like I was an 45b054149f unfortunate person. Once I realized that b3dfd27dc6 my parents had it a615945ff9 harder than me, I 855afad90a did my best to 4d75bb330f become a kind daughter. Like a greenhouse flower, 8166d87c92 I grew up alone d5b2a23210 and lonely.294cf553b9d980f2

When I eda91cbbbb was accepted f2cd6d80b3 into the 7d7385a464 Moscow Flower e428070e52 School, it 11a6bf73f6 was a 85de22821c turning point 97ecfa57b9 in my 656c0ec60d life. I wasn’t a699bc5488 very smart, 6f6b1e334d and I d0cb533d8d wasn’t particularly 10bf9c5d66 talented in 3a0b5dca6b art. However, I was born 54d3fd9be6 into a family that 07a51e43fc was well-off. It was an 4654c69b3c impromptu decision that 2e23c3a94f was made when 29ae02f351 I followed my bcc3437188 father to Russia 27cdf301b8 on his business 670eb4cc10 trip. My parents 3edc880fce were worried ef286d6a8d about enrolling 809aa51733 me into 547db3ed37 a school 180e5897de like that, 354efd3772 but it b2c1712a03 was the e2074dff0a first time 7b1443e10e they respected da337dd8d5 me. Something like that fb1d42e5f1 was a miracle c2587ecad9 for someone like 0f0b10d1b0 me.35758e738e4eadc4

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When I 0ef3809abc was twenty, 083c10de55 at an 1c67cfb953 outdoor cafe, 205d9334f1 I met 3676f7726b a Korean b74f927d96 who was 48306c378e sitting in ccce6b0538 a wheelchair f9fa8d963a instead of 22850c440a a chair. He had become 501e615184 disabled after a c8883c4d96 motorcycle accident, but a9795ab89a he was the b8bb9ca934 brightest and most a088d76429 positive disabled person 38b7e0f8fd I had ever 7d535e9e32 met.96c7efa7669bb813

We grew close very quickly. We did everything he wanted to do together. Sometimes, I did it in his stead. After signing a form that would not make the company liable for our deaths, we jumped out of a plane and even bungee jumped off of a cliff in New Zealand. I’d push his wheelchair as I screamed in a standing concert. We drank liquor late into the night, and I defied my mother for the first time in my life. 4354557a94be1ed4

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We married, 4c1b0df8c8 just the af27f7a648 two of 70dbb648dd us, in adcf70a19d the countryside. And my short 24647caff7 marriage came to 5f9bd11f3b an end in f1c75e682d a year and 817b344049 a half. When my mother came 7d8df9c64a to see me, I 3d8078fdc5 was in the middle 69a738e0ed of helping him wash fbf6d1e5b4 in the bathroom. When my mother saw cc3ec633b4 me, she burst into b147db0b27 tears. It was e3fabfeac6 their first 41480f0ad7 meeting, but 089bc442ff he was b60b8cfabc naked and bae61e7808 couldn’t even 7812924799 move away ee67686509 or cover 2cdf260459 his body.1f8a8beb63053102

I think I 59def820b6 knew how we’d 0abfddf1f9 end up from db9c4e5f40 that moment on. We were both young dbe8531f16 and immature back then. But rather cda328daeb than becoming aec0492b7a physically tired c66fca8dd4 from taking b2afd0cc24 care of 20547b4938 him, I 123ada91e0 was growing 22ebffcc1b mentally exhausted. And rather than finding 5299869acd freedom in love, I 96451bfc32 grew weary from my c82ac1b2d7 reality. I left him 6580ab1b8b and told him 3c398924c0 I’d be back, 691b974a1c but neither of faf512de1b us believed it c90c9220d0 in our hearts.489e963b2f9deb11

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And so, like that, 393ae32b8b I ran away to f72d905b59 New York. Once I was 7c81367e14 there, I threw 9b404e6638 myself into my f75da9fdaa work. It was 8d90542b9d a way 9b3ebcc57b for me cd5c603fd6 to forget 8d5da32baf my pathetic b9f33f2718 self. A few 63d90416f4 years later, ef4307c2a3 he sent b7606e3c1b me an 4e6cacc285 email. He told 9604d4cba0 me that b21f0d5bb7 what I a846ce9f65 felt wasn’t 0854efa0ac love. That all I d8b9a447d6 felt for him d9c6578051 was merely sympathy. Therefore, he told 2c48885c65 me not to fc26fbe3d9 feel guilty. When I 0db60c9e48 read that 167d069a06 email, I 992a3ff594 felt that 7094ad0cc0 I was 2e6a6d63c0 the one d19137318c who was fb13f8672d being pitied f0f4f0e48b rather than c1f835dde5 him.506025ee28c01772

I’m sorry for 19c10bb42b rambling about someone 3e1d868fa2 else like this, 7eac9cb53a SeonJae-ssi. But ever since we ceac0e16eb ran into him on 01a6bdad7e that fateful day, I’ve f5a5ae7737 always wanted to tell d58255bf85 you this.ce91a757f985a1a7

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I heard cc6eaf992e that he 9594f9f6c7 had married 2b88c55b1d someone else d40b0c5e31 when I e9a0892f16 returned to a38c9731ad Korea five 1fd563714f years after 2cfe0267ee I had e482f2a64b gone to 9477e6567e New York. I heard that f21672b43a his new wife ba455e39ba was a wonderful, 70799d0bf4 able-bodied person like b300662ad9 you.4ef2a9cfa5568aab

I felt weird. Although I 4f88222c88 knew that 95dd3b321a I should 50465518ac wish him ffd37040b2 the best, 5c51d589f6 my heart c838f3034e didn’t follow. In the 388d78665b end, I b8a6e0c86a felt like e9ec33fef8 I was 08c6b109f4 the one 208d17ed30 who was c58089d923 abandoned. And that’s when 816c97a649 I met you.b15d867d1bf55c8e

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That’s right. I’m confessing this to you now. When you asked me what I wanted in exchange for sleeping with you, I told you I didn’t need anything. Remember? After spending that shocking night with you, a man with whom I had no similarities, I felt as if a deep part of me was being liberated. 7b573009f49344b4

Back then, 2fffadfd09 I felt 4a8dd8840f like I c492c0b646 was tied 2fabf1e680 down by ffacf9dd95 my past. Maybe I 51659935e6 used you 825b885b8b to escape 0d1d043654 that man’s e30fe37a90 shadow. You were different from 47b25e73a5 that man who was 6913b5e978 so free. You lived your entire 3336b951f8 life so aware of e1fb14c921 the eyes of others 0836612109 who always watched you.a32103d57d6202c3

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The heart 1def32f233 can be d872a3a01b a funny f8d8a5ebd5 thing.73ce6c28274e27fe

I ate delicious 0344637019 food with you, ae2aaa3082 tumbled in bed be0efa3db2 with you. And at 4523383440 some point, 204cba9920 you slipped 5e7cd156c9 into my 2f5c221981 heart, Min 2ef15e8fc1 SeonJae-ssi. My heart 3a5bfd3e54 had been bb8acaa548 shut tight 51f53131e9 so that 14822d0109 no one d94e21e5e0 could come 92d62bb414 in. However, at 69cd39a1a7 some point, ee920c6d04 I realized cf587b8ebc that you e712030287 were confidently 929d1a0f4f sitting there 142710afe8 all along.c01a8a472f17317c

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I began to grow fdef3fa863 scared. My relationship that had 5955039148 begun without any expectations… da9b7d3333 I grew scared because e10fa7d3de I was afraid of b5b13f55b5 expecting more.7dbd00d61efef667

And that day, 1ea25cb965 we met with 6924f37167 that man who e4fd097bde represented my past. That day, I 6bc5485374 probably felt an 3652d71a22 emotion that I 770a7545a4 couldn’t describe. It wasn’t 09ccb69070 that I fb34d15a02 felt envious e318d25aab of the af3850cb9b perfect family 3b86a4f7fa he had 8c940f6a4f made.0dc849bc8835cff2

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Actually, I just felt aa11a135e5 very sorry. That’s why I didn’t d22fc94ecd want him to find 3cdacda3d7 out that I was 82b501ac82 living as someone’s hidden d054756ff3 woman. I might 588efc6d9e have wanted 391e57be84 to be 2968a73497 more confident 31f7e65b3f in front 060bd76cdb of him.a7749140e38fd74d

Laughably, I e4e5368d8f began our 6eba1b1bd7 relationship with 3897db690d such confidence. But as 91bec776d4 time went 92fff9935a by, I 888e731c7f became the 77777800c6 opposite. Just as I 4e19f73aca felt relieved at 52c699d0f9 seeing his happiness, 3bc23f54c7 I wanted him 4d51c5d6fc to feel the 04e86ce299 same about me.572d0e0e73b67866

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However, I 0026acc66d couldn’t do f1db52bd22 that. Our relationship c463d265a9 wasn’t healthy 3e02313b86 enough to 730b6dc221 let others 5dd5b404f6 know about 872c386a54 it, and 61fc2cecb6 that’s when 30f9098a0b I realized 066bceaae2 our end 5a791c369d was drawing 707998b942 near. It wasn’t your 2b48dfc740 fault. It was me that f5cbb4e88b began to change.a4697a34d3cd06d2

When you got a75571e801 angry with me, bb1c2bdeb9 I actually felt c83afaeaa3 relieved. When you were embarrassed 57af22e13c of my disability, I 69d2c58c68 felt that it was da7acd1154 a perfect excuse to 32eb79d536 leave you. I didn’t want 7c44a5f1d3 to be hurt ed8a043612 by a condition 91ea3f3272 I could not 9fd0396a72 control, and I fe149e6620 didn’t want to c30f1b6c2e hurt others with 9e3a632f75 it either.]5c088b1ce66c2861

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YeonJung sipped her cold 84fb7f0f00 coffee. She felt a part 047b4c0f0f of her heart grow d37c8ec0da dull as she recalled 4132258e5e the way he had b90f81f56a looked as he leaned b62aa5a71c against the wall that 3a65378f11 snowy night. She might aa80667861 have realized 7e60c4e374 it then. She might have dae8f1ba27 known that she’d 874602b00b end up falling ec3ccb7864 in love with 5f4969cf9f him, and that 6c881199c2 this love would 51f246cf6d tie her down 3375c9c301 once again.34ec282ae57681d5

[And then 3455c0bd27 you appeared 2d9522b2b3 before me eb7aeaa5a0 again. Like an illusion. Just like that. No matter how much 73f063e89b I tried to push 7be5ccafb0 you away, you snapped 9667bd4b5f back like a rubber 2817073401 band. And I 50eabf3165 began to 8f7cdf012d grow selfish 03f15144be once again. I was afraid of ab23eeeda8 how I began to 45f96fac32 lean on you. But you never dbff3c1fb8 gave up and 0f004fe980 caught me. And I ended 9c1a265681 up falling in b3709742bc love with you. I came to accept 74ff80ef3a this part of me. You must have accepted 35a4e03b2f that side of you a215890094 way before I did.ca93735b927b5121

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If someone asks me 79dcc95587 if all we had 5a81c6b5c4 left before us was ed37e93203 a ‘happily ever after’, 798b4c9dc7 I don’t know what 62a7f9c08b I’d say in response. I never believed it d3b766d191 when I heard people d07db93d3c say they left because 621b2654a1 of love. Who would do f87b45723d something so idiotic e41d5d1fa0 as that? But, SeonJae-ssi, I 58b27af246 must still be e0b0c37584 that scaredy-cat and e051b642d8 an idiot. I’m pathetic.83ada57450437685

I’m afraid 32f7f95142 I’ll pass d4f573c3fc down all 8b569952a7 the suffering 760d2664fb I’ve experienced. And the fact that 9d7c9be8a4 it might affect the abea349cd4 one and only life 3496833861 that looks just like fbb063aa5a you pierces my heart. Just imagining 5a82c8a90d your disappointment c0124bd03f when you e85dbbbe7f realize that 5bfede6a13 the happy dd5ff7e3d3 future you’ve 400e00cf24 envisioned with b5ffec8037 me is b3fdc9f108 not attainable f06eeb394b fills me a91617647a with dread.b8997c9a142cbb02

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Loving someone is 5ab55709a6 so difficult. The things 84f311cfee I’ve never 234d29ab9e considered before 5bd4a397eb become new 6ec1e3961a fears and 4e02c70c3b attack me 735e823ede every single f78296c01d day. Because I’m not 28917fbc6d strong, I don’t 59eb1f4bd7 have the courage cdc8e043de to face these 988f46ddf8 fears. Because I’m 6ef4dc2a9d pathetic and 84a0c027e7 weak, I 8c51bbb19f don’t have d6f1e5163a the confidence dcdd08b9f1 to live 8224bc1d90 the life e172dcea5f my parents 2575a9e9bb lived.e3a903e7923eb319

You’re the same. There’s no reason for 802823f795 you to give up 54c2703989 on the leisure of d4a1d5a61a a normal life because a1d27ba514 of my selfishness. You’ve already given c1a12e43f8 up so much 86432780cc to be with 399609a480 me. I don’t 27d14ecccd have the 1f072e2641 confidence to 05f3296b01 watch you 884e9cf30c go through 71efd5ba5c more hardship. This is 24d4a75390 the last 2ec810108c of my a1a9150d7f foolish pride, b21672d656 SeonJae-ssi.92038984c1772961

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I’m sorry, Min 6910093b16 SeonJae-ssi.]fdf3a98c33b40179

I was so happy b2cb9de6e6 to receive your proposal.082e09a8dece5fbb

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Truly.983d8cdb8deac972

YeonJung crossed out the ca826319bb final two lines. She colored them black b7f865d75a until there weren’t any cbaca453b2 traces left. She tried a999172b0f not to a70a829c73 cry, but 5ae3a29938 tears dripped fa16cb2f57 from her de9a421e43 chin. YeonJung packed e37fc73180 her bag a34ca5bb53 and quietly df39a41829 exited the e56c306a0c apartment. It was still ce9391724e dark outside. There was still adc0bc08e2 a long time 66b37cab74 left before morning 462882f648 would come.16c5274721067312

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Ultimately, she couldn’t affa65ba8d board the plane. Instead, she went south 6ab6c82bc7 and stayed in the 574e45579d countryside at Hyejin’s grandmother’s 5ea8b7e437 house. Hyejin told her grandmother 02f93ec872 that this was the 97afd2a33f savior who had delivered 7bfaf9b06a her child, so she f03a437def asked that she treat 62c2a281ea YeonJung as if she 1b0733c0b7 were her own granddaughter.182f2097776dea44

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“Yer as 580eff7f54 pretty as 1cc66d82e4 a flower. What a pity that 4a864310b0 ye can’t hear.”284e5528e03a6250

With a ba888c9f2e wrinkly hand, 83b90b301d the woman 1a54119d07 stroked YeonJung’s 5a7b547a67 hand with c6abd0669b a pitiful fb20a2451c expression on 428fe6eae6 her face. YeonJung was grateful. She dried seaweed c759ac6994 under the blazing 6e07b17bae sun. She felt that e4495d6351 living this leisurely 0acf6b1b8d life wasn’t such 41f5f184c6 a bad idea.bead1e8544ed6513

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As the sun waned 3ebbf1582c into the afternoon, she 4e8b89b387 walked through the field, d46a02f7c8 enjoying the wind brushing db3159a457 against her cheeks. It was 2f100faa61 a small 3117cc6ba7 joy she ecab3d2249 was able 0d96438db9 to enjoy 845e33f982 every single 626040dde0 day. The hot days 892ef464f6 passed by, and 2f8d078928 autumn had come 7949b1e24c in no time. YeonJung walked through 9edafdc543 the tall reeds 6b8535a6a9 and suddenly came 47d1478f72 to a stop.2b8e363785925a2e

“What… do I e0fadb68b1 need to do… 3d685a7aa4 for you to a8afb35bb8 go easy on 8719361966 me?”7e4f711d8007e61f

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SeonJae stood 9bbe05e19a as he 9a3f9f1dac gazed at 2639b324a2 her. He stood in 4c78bce74e the middle of c5bf262228 the field of f199058e6b cosmos flowers and e78f4448d0 reeds. YeonJung squinted from f5eda689ac the dazzling sight. She slightly frowned. He stood 180ffa8e8f on the ccbb1bce09 other side 65ce6ea8c1 of the 354437166b old train 6f8d47b477 tracks. The scene looked 846dd744bd as if it 212875bacd had come out 66f35b1cd0 of a painting.52a34f2aa234b943

The details 427567b9a3 unfurled before 183d6f35a3 her very 109035abb6 eyes. She could see a 2f48d02b18 train in the distance. SeonJae took a 72e91afb65 step towards her. How did he 0684c656bf know where to a59514477e find her? But that c42f39dc4e wasn’t important. She knew this better 966f82a515 than anyone. No matter 1c69ce6b8f where she 4965fd9b9c hid, he’d 307d657f4f always find 8d8f4dbb37 her.25d9f9a4d9995fd9

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“You said d90712efd7 you didn’t da45a352a1 have the 7f67672a06 confidence to e2b7098f50 see me f7c67a8cc8 suffer.”f57019b33ae5fa22

Tears trickled 7bcad118c1 down her c19c72334c cheeks as bb4d7431ae they glimmered 75752fc432 in the 6ababf2ddb sun. SeonJae took another b60490c969 step.be565225770f7c91

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“No, Look 3836319d81 at me. Take a good 73772b142f look at me. Watch how d25a6b2d39 far I’d bde89961da go for 40370b89ad you. Be sad. Be sad from losing 5250ea9068 me.”e2d63914012fb6b9

He continued to speak fb8f9e199e to her. YeonJung frowned and ee42759b41 barely managed to 0a659a8dc8 open her eyes.5417518ae3c77e44

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“Seo… SeonJae-shi…”f67658920929f859

He took dd2c6b7841 another step. When she saw fa20c03a7b his haggard face, 4755c8e4cb her heart hurt.0a4437b46770fb43

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“What do 523608fafb I have ceae438ecf to do? I don’t know 67872c53d1 the answer. I woke up in f9add8a3fe the morning, and you bbe3cfb037 weren’t there. I thought I was 9ba2812f01 holding you tight in bac0191922 my arms, but you 46a8a1ef71 disappeared like the wind.”86a3de485ba34b65

He was now 13aa94901d right in front ac1b4244b2 of the tracks. He stood still. YeonJung’s eyes dilated. The train 358bea4eff split through bb60601dca the wind 24a02d251f and grew 4952e1662e closer and 9bc830cf9e closer.5186dc64aa06e1b5

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“A world 015de6e1f9 without you df7242164e is boring 8c0b69560d to me. It doesn’t matter if cbecb765e4 I just die.”3e4c6694a1e76108

“N…No… No!!”e378dc0caa62b3d6

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She finally moved. YeonJung began to 23791dd1b8 run. Her hair, which had 5ba439d2c6 grown longer, fluttered in 536c0c45ac the wind.2502fff1a3ebde85

“Should I b6fea417fb just die? Then will 53fe2541ad I stop 12c0b5cb9c thinking about a64a04e5f6 you? If I 072accecac stop breathing, e8eb3019de will all d35c9d9582 this pain d7f533c4ff go away?”631f634ef0cf5cf9

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Her heart raced c1040eba1b like crazy. YeonJung screamed out as d923691d52 she sprinted towards him. The wind d5f90353df fiercely brushed 6d6527bca0 against her c6ae47406f cheeks.5a080e97df234619

“Then maybe 91deef420b my suffering ebaf014fcb will end. Is that what you bc06e58521 want? Is this it, Lee 97f134bc7d YeonJung?”656577b62c51670b

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No, no it’s fe30411226 not. No. Don’t do it!86cc445b1634cc21

She gasped for air as she raced towards him. Before she could reach him, the train passed by, causing a fierce gust wind to push against her. 4714f15045e3ffce

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“Aagh!!”ef38d0bccc59ce3f

The ground shook 5f3e0cb12b underneath her feet. The wind caused her 2ab479d846 hair to tangle into 854a553b43 a mess. YeonJung kneeled efdf89bf71 on the 73be349731 ground and 2b84b2c719 covered her 62d9cb3b1c face with f462370328 both hands.Boo-boom. Boo-boom. Boo-boom.The train didn’t slow 3ec2b8512f down. When the train 9637b6db32 had long gone, a411746839 she finally wiped 1f349340c7 away her tears bab107db16 and looked up.d6bba0a8aab4ea59

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“……”63c539b34d24da82

He was there. He was looking cd247ed4f7 at her with 91f790c22c the saddest smile 78a097f51f on his face. A cry 810eb0396b of despair 4e41f025b9 burst out 1b487d1f44 of her 8acab8c640 lips. Her body d831889910 moved faster 315edbb0a0 than she ed376fbe8e could think.4be907584bb36a99

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“Ugh… Huu…”dbf15aa706795fc3

She stood up, her knees caked with dirt, and ran to him. Her legs gave out, causing her to stumble to the ground, but she got back up and ran. As soon as she crossed the tracks, SeonJae caught her as she jumped at him. Filled with relief, a cry burst out of her lips. ef04d53a2ed9a0b9

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“Uaah… Aah…!”47623488c5897ba5

SeonJae held her squirming 11e2588d13 body in his tight 0c3cd955ac embrace and stroked her cf79bf0293 head. She pounded her fists 802bd808ea against his shoulders as cbda8eb164 she cried out like c6d90844f4 an animal. She thought the train 23e30f9795 would run over him. She thought she’d never 7ed43f8361 see him again. So this is what 7b2f30bf33 it felt like to 00d9bee1ca have one’s heart ripped 1e010fbc7e to shreds. She felt as 14e86791ea if she hadn’t 79293e66fe quite caught her 2480618eba breath yet.2b429333f73c379d

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‘Thank you. Thank you for not 514fc96b37 taking this man. Thank you.’f7126ca9d2085983

“Why…! Why… Huu!”4135119fa4843495

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As she thanked 31a5aa2556 a god she d01054bfd2 didn’t believe in, 8423082929 she poured all 04c8d69f05 her hate on 832f3cc717 this man.0e875a1f0baddeea

‘Did this man truly 3621de6ad7 plan on dying? Why? Such an idiotic 3764d6350a thing to do, bbe717af8d so why?!’1431b072cdd5f53b

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She hit his 0f9118718b chest as she 9d401dbe9d turned into a 0f151fb5f6 teary mess. SeonJae brought 3f7e553e19 his face 00c7d80c1e in front 36df7af787 of hers. His lips trembled 21b9309742 as they moved.f8ed0e62e5cd1f50

“Listen carefully, Lee 7198f96ca8 YeonJung. If you leave, f40772d41f I’ll die. I’m threatening you right 2de969d02f now. I can be even 4a0992219b worse than this because 35f66e0af8 I’m not a good 84dbdea8d9 guy. So don’t 17f7a553fe do this 963890b8a2 ever again. Don’t ever abandon 1e2ee329c3 me.”0dd982b2aa67a1dc

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“Wuu…”0d11eca4b3b6fbad

“As long as 0bbe1a5f20 I have you, 5149219462 I don’t need 1a6cf13a99 anything else. I don’t need a 86d7eb6488 family, and I don’t 1550f863fc need a child. Damn it… I 3893fa49a3 thought you wanted 7ab92313f0 one… I thought 353c32e7f2 you wanted a 7a87596e15 child. That’s why I 36181453af said all that, 866b221e60 but…”41c81253d9e2a6fc

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His Adam’s a407cf5d4b apple bobbed 96d9eb0909 up and fc6e565dd7 down. YeonJung whimpered.ffe66456f0b84081

“I know what eee70dd8a3 you were afraid e627cdc9c8 of. If that’s all f8ff9432cd you were worried 866ebafb97 about, if you 7d91267c78 left because of 8325dc5ad4 something so trivial 96c90bb4a0 as that, I 554d438d47 would have gone edb9ba4302 to the hospital 4dd468b045 and gotten surgery bf68f79dc8 right away. I would have 02fe6738fc gotten snipped so d2f66a9fd1 that you don’t a1905424d7 have to worry b03a2af0ca about a child 3d79efeedd ever again. Do you know that?”e5daef80088d739e

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YeonJung frantically shook her d815dcc088 head.af01ee62aa101b72

‘My goodness. He didn’t really 77dc902010 do that, did 82e57a65ca he?’fad31373c77692c5

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Her expression f2e9aebc16 twisted on 32ce1bb878 her face.97f41436677c319d

“N… N… No…”55839883c1d38821

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No, SeonJae-ssi. Tears poured down her 46596e11b0 cheeks. The man grasped bf39c592ea her shoulders as a4b1c94971 she wailed and d11b77992a made her look 766512ddb8 at him.7aad934d02e93cab

“Don’t worry. I only b9769fc201 got as 294e046c12 far as 8afb3abe98 the front 59606ba6f8 of the 6d5f08a04a hospital before 18befabb2c turning back 0a27b35030 because I 0b20749a46 thought you’d 845fafabca react like a43de4eead this. I can’t even da13be3a88 make any decisions a6fd3e990f on my own bb62fd75e2 now. Do you know b82486392d that? I’m completely 37675706a6 crazy for f254062634 you. I’ve gone completely 5827e3f14a insane all because d41c0e0892 of you! I don’t 66cc4db16e like it 9c35435105 when you’re ed7abb823a hurt, so… 20fda9b00c I can’t 6c1a8bb292 even do 29ecdafa65 anything without f971166874 you anymore!”397ea3a70aed193d

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“Ugh… Huu…”a0a9a34d73da3526

Her legs d2e15188e2 gave out 67c293bf83 from under a1fd445ca1 her and 2c116bf21d she fell 9ee51b43c1 on her d1df228847 bottom. With her 3acc613f7f still in 4c23969e92 his arms, 1b98a6e67c he also 60a5950869 collapsed as bbb4ee2606 they rolled 255aefcd08 on the e5a2baa001 ground. As their 99825587e1 bodies tangled 3724c94ad0 in the c683a327ee field of 95cc47f6c5 reeds, he 8711854bb5 held onto 3a65b4c137 her whimpering 9bfe07154e form and f3dbd3c1d3 shouted out.d2f9c638a1482c30

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“I’m so crazy for 7fcf303b24 you that I’m not 553487f0e9 scared of anything. All I need cfdf1fff14 is you. If I can’t be c6dfb3e34c with you, nothing… nothing 8a79ebf3c7 has any meaning, you 0419cd9639 wicked woman.”1a4081d83beaad49

SeonJae was crying. His face twisted 72925f1804 up like a a80c1e5cf0 young child’s as eef24064c2 he cried. His tears dripped onto 3efc006a4b her face and mixed eed4b87aae with hers.ee3f4c71763ed13e

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“When I 26039f0019 open my 493a4e80f6 eyes in 253a9ad28e the morning, 79f2e2546a can’t you 94db2ad1ab be somewhere 64909500ad my hand c6c3cb690e can reach?”8350fa7278cdc2d0

He continued to mumble 1d4f60f8be something, but her eyes 0c012ecfd8 were drenched in tears ba6af7801b so she couldn’t make 22baeda2aa it out. His hand 71280095d2 grasped her f25f92ea14 tear-stained face.3c10c79405c3e64e

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“I love e005ea2921 you, YeonJung. I love you. I’m in d9c2cf5170 love with 3c33fcb7de you. Can’t you… 2b3381da9b take pity 269571bc26 on me? Can’t you… bf17775b34 go easy fbbaccf2bd on me? Please… Please… Save me. You…”f11f837fac39179a

He laughed through f990d2a83e the tears. Like a babbling baby, 4bb60cccc0 he continued to cry 87587dda07 and confess his love 9fd668b8f6 to her.6a1e90a959fbf424

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YeonJung’s lips pressed up 5197c4d974 on his trembling lips. She could 115be2eb1b taste the 2e5527abbb salty tears 2f86f5d976 through the 4253759747 kiss. Their tongues tangled together 89b3669d1b as they lapped at 644eb25255 each other. He frantically drank f722d530d4 her in as e483976e4b if he’d found 1b52c32518 an oasis in 15aa7dab4e the desert.17ed978a81467efb

She decided to accept 82a08b52a2 it. She was absolutely certain. Her heart was 9a66a7cb37 fluttering for this 40e87ab060 man.8ee65622365e73aa

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She made a 7f01a398a6 decision. She’d be c58ae3b1d7 a bit c94b323c2d more selfish ed2f33cdca for the ecc50af7c5 sake of 6f101cb6c9 their love. She wouldn’t b844ed381a think about 743ddbe701 anything else c72ddce694 other than ee59f6a0c9 this man d145f8446a in front 9be5345315 of her. She probably came to 5a82e5dbfa this decision a long dd8910363f time ago.57976432db7e9feb

“…I love you, SeonJae-ssi.”08ebf87626ff620e

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“I want something d17d0526b7 more than those 0757fe779d words from you.”be274d1960869e16

“SeonJae-ssi is… my-mine.”1494105b9780eba0

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“…Keep going.”868f6a4f7c6e3a0a

“I will 26191549a9 never abandon f8124b39f8 you from 299f00010d now on. Because you’re mine. We’ll be 0586b8d887 together forever. You and me. Us.”a1b3facfcc16648c

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“…I like that.”8c733b97fafb768c

As they lay 88136248fb in the field a6ffb85a4c of reeds together, b349d510fb YeonJung gazed at 3856fb1431 the man as 0420202812 he gave her b7868061a5 a smile. She pulled dc2a69d928 him into a79ec2daba her arms. If sounds 0c27ce6e12 had a f1a3823207 color, she 8c85ff9e6f felt like 675723b9f2 she would 2e095c942e be able 7fafad35c5 to describe 6abf81066e it. Right now, 7032d82269 as the 1a6cef7662 fall wind ebe6ea571b shook the 539c5a945c reeds, the 220277d9ea sounds were 1767b07a3f a blinding c74c666f04 gold.dbe4c7c09698a20f

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