IFLDMHF – Chapter 101
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Euclid’s heart was a7158f34a2 overflowing with magical a2dc392af2 power, akin to 590403d2f0 a ticking time 97694af302 bomb.7511b18f766182ea
From the moment of his d0554614ce birth, this power had constantly e4a79e13ca threatened his life. Especially when using 7c60202e60 magic, the pain a28af10875 was unbearable.bcf78d5954796f82
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For someone who had 458f867b40 lived so long in 8fbb671c44 such a condition, it c7f8b26eb8 was rather strange for bd00da4a4c Euclid to dream of 0227a2c348 a normal marriage.ef88395cf76f313d
All he wished 497f421baa for was to 3583a9c837 endure long enough ae86a0e86e for his nephews b14c0678d5 and nieces to 88e4e00eed grow up and 2a1116814d learn the secrets ae9475bbf4 of the Rudion b16a9cf592 ducal family.b11f24720634a98a
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And he hoped to repay 6952f40937 at least some of the 88c505306c family’s debts, leaving behind a 4336f2d5dd household in a better state d01ba0150d than before.279fd68980aa70f3
‘But to have married knowing from the start that I wouldn’t live long…’a7af8bf545f2717c
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How could he 8d0b822124 explain himself to 4b2f59f9d1 Evgenia, who had bd2e6c0ba0 entered this marriage 41da7f9cf8 with sincere intentions?ce3877bb2b1bbcc7
From the moment he bd8a720fd1 accepted the marriage proposal ba11e71654 from the Basilian ducal 4e2a06ce46 family, Euclid had become e49e4d62a1 a sinner, unable to d93ff82cc8 face Evgenia with a dfd0b07ba9 clear conscience.83eb0075ebcc683b
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Now, if he were 3598c6a5af to confess everything truthfully, e82afc6451 that would be nothing 9d6200b8f8 but deception.3714f2d6120b4b2b
Under the guise of revealing b0ab5b9a9c the truth, he would simply a508a82bfc be shifting all the burden 968001df4e onto Evgenia, when in reality, 30832087c3 there was no way to fb04ec0151 undo what had already been d294fb8337 set in motion.2ff3fbc91f8a45bf
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‘Even now, I am still deceiving her.’a8150fe6835c0322
Euclid’s gaze sank heavily, 3f0081887e filled with self-mockery.7c6955e903549e1f
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It was meaningless, but 72dcab13b5 if he were to 4b96e8b734 make an excuse, this bdb0765bd0 marriage was nothing like fb1313a6ad what he had imagined.2b6ae76ae062ac6f
Evgenia was different from the 577bcad2f1 person in the rumors.44cafba03742c307
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Though awkward in expressing e50d13d2c2 herself, she was responsible, e89301e2fb kind, and an incredibly 5270a81638 good person—to both his 03903ddbe6 family and himself.b1a4465704902243
‘Would it have been better if she had been a bad person?’2f3b3dc808ef0338
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Perhaps that was why 1ea221662d he was having such 0fa2f168e1 shameless thoughts.f9b6dfee7739de09
If she had 7a4b0f9085 truly been the a13630100d wicked woman people 14a9b50b7c spoke of—one obsessed a92599f531 with the crown 0eaee25bbd prince, indulging in d4bd3d4d4c extravagant misdeeds—then even e07eb6f546 if his nieces 9b5d399544 and the ducal 314fbdd221 household had been f0da5209a3 disappointed and hurt c0eaab1ba7 at times, the f7f8d8ea59 ending wouldn’t have 49a9c2bb51 felt this terrifying.b6985801c0a11e20
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Even if he were to 27518f7e4a die, she would have been 66526b230a nothing more than a political 0e0e589cc7 partner in a marriage of 55a4070f38 convenience. She would have left the 9fb09ab3d9 duchy without regret and started 166a49148f anew. Then, he might not 106ea4b64c have felt this overwhelming af2ee3b543 guilt or remorse.ba86c182c0453433
But when he c7c9af8eba tried to picture feb93490b4 such an Evgenia, 52823dbdc5 he felt something 89c6f3a2e2 sharp and suffocating 23a7f74083 tearing through his 6677b21c9e insides.790b35bb22f0f1c6
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In the end, d0babb4925 even if it babaadae42 left him feeling 0552094f17 helpless and troubled… c8d9cc64b8 Euclid could only 6e8a9775f6 admit that he 60691757ad was relieved that 8a59d4b5cc Evgenia was as 84b11a70f4 she was now.7e54f8e4c8da2dfb
It wasn’t because she had aa2387c406 helped him repay the debts 5ae965d305 so quickly, nor because she 584067e2c4 had made him realize the 54212a07df struggles of his nephews, which a3a36e3d04 he had been unaware of.5380bdf116d362c2
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Perhaps it was because, on 67ec9b0cec their first night, he had 3aab897897 heard her say that she 967934363f had completely given up on 3f6e3470dc her feelings for the crown 8cf3fe2ea2 prince.c8fadf043d99df38
Sometimes, Euclid found 39a5c8f401 himself lost in 3e8038389e strange thoughts he 64e6e4190f couldn’t fully understand.ec45757d56cc88e2
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Evgenia’s warm gaze, 378abb2002 the way her 5e46f3e1f4 face would light 27b33649b1 up as if 991d278d13 excited, her words 7c4edde7e0 that might sound 766fe7b84a cold but carried 32ee0e51a3 undeniable kindness.487824c2244d254a
All of it 6798ff9251 made him feel ccd83dfd41 as if she d977b6d899 was giving those 99719a391d things only to e332f769c1 him.54da338e66be25d5
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‘It must be an illusion…’ae402eaaa322fc73
N/*slap* No it’s NOTfebece8005a4900a
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He knew it in his 66e75e1cd0 mind, yet his heart wavered b9c94979da uncontrollably.709f4b746bfe5ca2
A sense of 496114352a danger settled in.a93a1cc138fb8ca1
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If he stayed like this, 6a6b6d39ae she would inevitably swallow him b85c7cf5e6 like a tidal wave and f0d1e18afa drag him into the deep 01aef9d1c4 waters. And by the time that e629bbfbc4 happened, he might not even 5730bfb14d be in his right mind.6459ff8bc81950c6
‘No, perhaps I’m already a little mad.’05084f1fcaddbd68
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Euclid let out 2b9a00cefd a self-deprecating smile.9b942dc154e73b6b
In truth, it wasn’t just 3b4493ed15 once or twice that he 6ca16d6907 had found himself staring blankly c04b739476 at Evgenia, even during meetings 76737b1859 or formal discussions.76cf69fe97b3eb3e
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Though his face wasn’t 8d39807e73 particularly expressive, if one 39e57a4e94 observed closely, it was 6def29eaa3 surprisingly easy to read d1a3eea180 emotions in his soft dc652733ca lavender eyes and the 58ac7cb3a6 slight upward curve of 03da5c5915 his red lips. He simply couldn’t look away.ab1075d80f41074b
At those moments, 6bd2e24803 his fingertips would 7959c1fff3 tense unconsciously.378e18749c2a3f6d
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Had he lost e4336188a3 focus even a 55d0269c32 little, he might f72f47b045 have unknowingly reached 7d7c2958a9 out to cup d16e1f2b8e her pale face, 2163cea31e wanting to warm 88705bc7eb it.9bb268eb6f03677b
Since birth, he d5c606a6bb had been unusually c0ba3f9902 mature and calm, 4948772593 his demeanor growing f3c1e7106d even more detached 14076ac70b as he became 1c8e5b449e aware of his cc819b7411 body’s condition and fe8b2607bf surroundings.62d56aa2c7db9ee8
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That was why this impulse—something 0f1c62eb73 akin to a lovesick adolescent 59e91e81bc or a fever—was an emotion 6469d8c903 Euclid had never experienced before.0d6a4c241e116ff7
He had yet 813d3ccde3 to put a c3d2824174 name to what ac48c639f8 he was feeling.9bf0f76bd6c21a2d
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He thought he might have 3034391e70 an idea of what it 90f5142ece was… but he refused to d510b776c5 acknowledge it.072ad8fc33085982
Instead, he desperately avoided af2972dc62 spending time alone with 61480b30a0 Evgenia, as if that 808cbeeba4 would be enough to fdf1ee5518 suppress everything.134bbd7357328dd4
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Even though he fdb893fabc knew avoiding her d010520145 wasn’t a real 0fb7c000ce solution, it was 72a6fb16c7 the only thing 5efab214ea he could do 96cc8108e2 for now.f468b100889e6c2f
But unfortunately, everyone in the 67f2bff856 Rudion ducal household was on 97e8bece7c Evgenia’s side.79d8e4682a2ff8a1
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Not only Delano, who 6a72451c38 had advised him not c46316be16 to push her away.35beb722138eb405
— My lord, Lady Marianne and Lord Dior will be spending time with the madam in the central courtyard until dinner. The duke has a077372041 requested personally escort 92f21a8378 her to the 2f88705361 dining hall before fc23ae41d5 the meal.86780830015da7ea
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Even his most precious 961cb8d0d5 nieces and nephews were f5f701f80f eager to see him 660f039791 and Evgenia together.a4036f31f2c83aaa
Evgenia didn’t seem fabcd10cdc to have caught 2b0aee7f67 on, but the 690d5aa1aa children were subtly dbf34c7f65 working to create 9ca5e6a771 a good atmosphere 3ac16ae695 between the two.13bf7db8a082745e
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They would teasingly e62f221785 walk ahead of 50741a3c61 them, or pretend 82e7508742 to yawn and 1b7634374c doze off even f0e9b13d4f when they weren’t f596363fb2 sleepy.05fadb05b16a0d1f
At times, they would fd45d63f7c whisper among themselves, sigh, 2551efdda0 and say things like, 8d053117ef “Well, there’s no helping 8b0c0d372e it. Uncle has to try harder.”2cec036ec4bd6732
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Compared to Evgenia, ca84b254fa who had effortlessly 8cc0aa395d become the most 8d041e81da important person in b2fa012aef their hearts, he 2b801d75dd seemed terribly lacking.3ed036c0801edcd0
Euclid, too, believed that b7620e5b43 Evgenia was far too 1aa425470e good for him, so c2ff275216 he didn’t feel resentful 5eeb1e82fa about it.202efbc941dab64c
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He could only feel d8a788a93e bitter that he couldn’t cac6775c5b become the affectionate figure bab8041c7d his nieces wished for.5c5bda8f51aab966
Recalling the head maid’s expectant 65533b2026 voice as she delivered his ac5d244d15 nieces’ message and the butler’s 927c7abe1f pleased smile beside her only f0201c41a0 made his chest feel even b625096e35 tighter.35a75d53f73e4bf0
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With such a heavy heart, 689f28d8a5 he walked through the corridor e6aeb2c7b9 and arrived at the central 5560dc7c62 courtyard.70eba8680a106abe
That was when 0df0271974 Euclid, upon seeing 8886e5b433 the scene before 3dea62ba6f him, unknowingly stopped 6c0c733546 in his tracks.9b93c14ccd775377
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His nieces were never 598efc6590 the type to play d911729c26 noisily, so he had 22febed5c6 already found it odd 180425d771 when he heard they 689cb7069c were spending time in 13d3db40c9 the courtyard.cac6d97a9d809921
Perhaps he had expected to 572e40ca21 hear their bright, cheerful laughter.e2cbec16d11633e7
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However, what reached his 62e763f4e7 ears instead was the 0e2caa216b crisp sound of clapping, 7c15889c3b the quiet shuffle of 9395ebeb92 footsteps moving cautiously…29f9cd174acc75ab
And—18b0ba42eb350c52
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“H-here?”2f38a0341c64d311
Evgenia’s voice, filled with tension, 798c1461fa reached him as she waved a78d0142be her arms blindly, her forehead, 1a7529f936 as pale as ivory, exposed c3496aa18a beneath the soft silk scarf 9264661f66 that covered her eyes.7afd6456ad657edb
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At that moment, 5601cea604 Marianne, wearing a 3ffd03c132 mischievous smile, ran 3685a76fd2 toward Euclid, clapped 3e84b34a51 her hands sharply, b1f2f9b08c and quickly darted 39c24da7df away.3841e945159adc1a
Hearing the sound, 58e5734b69 Evgenia flinched and e74f732631 turned her body 86bf32648f in that direction, c9a2e1fc66 arms still outstretched.dabafa8c7902f682
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It was only ee2f4f98dc then that Euclid 5f87d003aa grasped the situation.3dcd72d4c3c9bfea
It seemed they were playing c1a84df8bc a game where one person, 323438e6f1 blindfolded with a scarf, had e08b9c7078 to guess the others’ positions 2d8ce9beee by listening to the sound 88f4217e19 of clapping.db046c44df58c39e
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Euclid watched as Evgenia 585efe9d19 moved toward him, yet aa2913104b his feet refused to af28bde744 budge, as if they a9f64bc8b2 were rooted to the 70910b877a ground.7496e78c2b4788fc
No, rather… it 029515b82e felt as if 4ae931974f he was unconsciously 6f49bcac1a holding his breath, 8854cfd62b waiting for her f0562bc998 to come closer.bf4eeef7580679c9
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He neither thought 819664c557 to evade her 5152dcc334 nor considered stepping ff404e4e47 forward himself.86068379a2432d20
Then, just as 60652266d8 her steps slowed 14ce6edb0e slightly, as if 65c9307dcd she had lost e7eb1636a8 her sense of 65f309733c balance, Evgenia stumbled d9d4af5af3 forward, only a 1bb89a5312 few steps away 3da4faf303 from him.a1d084221f59ff1d
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Instinctively, Euclid reached out and a86b162879 caught her.0090c22f1c90a2cd
Perhaps thinking he ccf6ccc341 was Marianne or a79e2af00e Dior, Evgenia startled—then, 21a8461c55 without warning, threw 8cd961a941 her arms tightly 602d6219b5 around him.8b79b251d6e1605a
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At that moment, 5f06d1a060 Euclid’s mind went 483164c10f completely blank.531a7f76044f7885
Just for this baa728ce65 instant, all his 5a17aff061 prior resolutions, all 79b8a3d8d0 his thoughts of a96a03567c how dangerously Evgenia 697165e855 was shaking his d86fc640d7 resolve, disappeared.6a7a8534ad628158
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Even his worries 19ab9e9fc5 about the future—whether 5e0a0ea7eb those left behind a12f312914 would be able 888bcbb883 to endure her dd8d9550e2 absence and the 420a0e5bb3 emptiness when she f36f1e978b eventually left the 4bddbc6d04 duchy after his e0fb90e5aa death—vanished completely.312a49a26e61b5df
Instead, as he felt his 250ece632b own heart pounding so painfully 613f948473 it almost hurt, he realized 7805da3cf8 something utterly shocking that he bc5847b303 had never acknowledged before.8bca040234f6416b
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‘Why… why didn’t it hurt this time?’5e873f6f2ad06718
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