TYS Ch 32

Even while seated, the e963ebab4b man easily grasped Seungwan’s 196638646b hips with both hands 7f0391984c and lifted him as 8e209c8704 effortlessly as pulling a 6a1bd28d24 radish from the ground. Meanwhile, Seungwan, who f1a4b9a5da had fumbled just 0002aad4bb to lift his 4e5f6bbf20 own body, couldn’t 1026e21e34 help but wonder—why 1acaa13595 was this man 82e24c60ee so effortlessly capable 1c0f60452b at everything? He wasn’t sure if 206b9a4705 that thought was a 2e01ad80d1 justified complaint or something a431fa1278 else entirely, but with 600954a68a his face flushed all 5ccad1fed5 the way to the 1a512628b7 top of his head, 180ad80f73 he silently stared at 397346dcd7 him.93a298a8edcf63ad

“What? Did I press c7c44a15bc down too hard… 0c00916369 Do your wrists a56aa05d28 hurt?”a3cd29a0aaf83e87

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The man took Seungwan’s f1ddf00606 hand as if handling 030d07b64c the fragile arm of 369e3780a1 a small child and cb76e55410 began examining it. His touch and fefd9e240c gaze, checking for a10e9b6302 any bruises, were 50bde74e90 gentle and warm.dd6991d88341498f

For Seungwan, 8989e5add1 that was 37192c99ed the most 085ebd977c shocking part. Here he de49993b1c was, frantically 4886eb2beb trying to 0946b2dd53 escape, while 00e6c24f36 the man 1fa9151f49 remained completely b79c81a874 unfazed by b4f7dd2dbc his panic.6d541a1102821d5a

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The man was simply aeb950009e worried about a clueless c42848ce53 Omega trying to have 1ea847abd0 his first experience with 78144d36c4 an Alpha he wasn’t 6526f5f698 even in a relationship 87738547b1 with, all because of 9a34e4d58e his pheromone disorder. The fact that he 8a2c9b5775 had provided a kit, 3d4ea8aa0b condoms, and lube was 06704ebb99 nothing more than a ca2bab9693 natural and reasonable extension 2e6a2a4645 of that concern. It wasn’t b0f7323981 because he 9f7a8c7067 cherished Seungwan, 35a016d415 nor because 84fcd7e154 he was 377b8cad05 looking out 95e716414e for him 4f8d823fa1 in any bf50f7773d special way. Maybe he was 2fc0f9a64f just acting out 368091b8a7 of duty, as a2bd60adb5 if helping someone b596844b1d in distress was f6d3fb387d simply what any 8f90df2e53 responsible adult should c15ec1bb32 do.ace9d9d613579997

Seungwan’s face, once 874756dd29 filled with shame, c8fe3d159c an inexplicable sense 2781331b4e of misery, embarrassment, c17ad4db26 and a hint 31a66500ca of self-mockery, slowly 10a63a77f5 turned blank.91d0ce110a5720cf

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“My wrists 22a6b6b0f5 don’t hurt. …I’m tired. Can I 9f8606b8a2 go in 53a50cde74 now?”0d59970efd4a6e63

Even as he 4ccce24b5e spoke, Seungwan knew 9aba806d22 his voice came 29d895891a out far more 799f1828b6 emotionless than he d2466fdaf0 intended. Avoiding the man’s c41bb95b14 gaze, he could 4e365d4d2e still feel the 7eee62c2fb weight of it 35ea1a5ac2 on him, his fb658feb13 hand still loosely a7cdf17204 held. The silence stretched, and 10e0dd1ea8 to Seungwan, that brief 9cbfd601bb pause felt like an 98d2da2d20 eternity.8f5c4abbfb2a9c8f

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“Yeah.”0518eab86e1164ca

But for the man, 2dc7bd0e85 it must have only f9f813e463 been a fleeting moment.5141e3d0408fd96a

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“Get some 3346b6c94e rest today.”57674eb1564d1cb5

He nodded, smiling faintly. Seungwan turned away without 99ad4e2039 a word of thanks. His chest felt unbearably 52a0a87000 heavy, as if a 74f3d71ae6 weight were pulling him 13b1c48140 down. The short distance from 73f5856a80 the living room to fa53072287 his room felt unusually f59064f38f long.bcfdd34fb193307e

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“How would I 8e2d1cd7fd know what a a0d02da869 young Omega in 48c3088595 his early twenties 35007c61cd feels? When that kid was abcb2ae718 in elementary school, I 0a2649acdd was sneaking out of db744748b5 the dorms by climbing 9d70d979cf the pipes to buy 3a9aad01ef booze for my seniors 466b705750 at the military academy.”301caf82a53dd2b3

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Seungwan hadn’t meant 713a91b17f to eavesdrop. Lying face 5dd374beff down on 6c98a592a1 the bed, bdc49ea01e he had ed1d96b416 been struggling e2acaa7e5c against an 0639438ce4 inexplicable sense 8476a95426 of panic ee29764b65 and an 6e70ad34d5 overwhelming self-loathing de743d0898 that pressed 6b0a35a9b7 down on 2ce3a23590 him, heavier 57946af562 than gravity. At some 9d78f20a95 point, he 23ac1213b9 had dozed 991b2a12eb off, and 2a08726e4b by the 6526eec53f time he 2652f8a56a woke up, 014935493e it was 9d16260d2e already dawn.48c9f883b765262e

The living room was 0b5493efe0 quiet, and the man’s 06b06e2eb7 bedroom door was closed, c600a5121a so he assumed he 007b4f92ce was asleep. But the c467080946 front door 87a8725db8 was open. No matter how c85724af1e well-maintained and clean 71ad2de578 the house was, d9508ad97d it was still 05d071ad34 in the countryside—what bd5a4b924f if a stray ed9a6bee3f field mouse wandered 6608fa1c60 in? He had only 6d34cdf89e stepped toward the 523f70b1c8 entrance to close 333353762e it.3a16c36532c3f283

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If he hadn’t heard 980f480213 the voice, Seungwan would 45e17e969a have just shut the be96a6fc4f door and gone back e8500d582a inside.a0c65bd269005469

“Who hates him? He’s actually kind 1e7aab97f7 and pretty. The kid’s quiet, but 63d5951420 when he’s grateful for 60d0001f14 something, he just stares 7ab9edb97e at you. Like he a2cb22b6eb wants to 93adae216f say thank 340c3b8e14 you. If you ignore 60cc925a63 him, he starts 11e6c11507 hovering around restlessly—it’s acdb4ea3e4 kind of funny.”d55a6a06707632cb

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The man was sitting 5099539b44 on a bench in 42794d8027 the yard. On the table c05e3127b7 beside him sat aa8525faef an ashtray with 473e3d0295 three or four 5b47609461 crumpled cigarette butts. The faint 7250f547c7 scent of 2bc39733e6 smoke drifted 9fc0217fab in the 4c870817ba wind. Seungwan stared blankly at c2283167fc the man’s back.54b6e8079c7af74c

He was on a 77aaceb7b5 call with someone. The cigarette, held e5de9c66d0 loosely between his eca401cefc index and middle 71f0c6e3ca fingers, rested on 6e055c98d0 the armrest of 6545f23d67 the outdoor couch. His long legs, 4b2c6e1068 clad in training 99f19214fd pants, stretched out 70328848bb in front of 85ddc331d3 him, lazily wiggling 6179ada467 his flip-flops as 6ce7c1e985 he tilted his da2cad19e8 head slightly toward 738701207e the phone in 2e31dc6b50 his hand.607aaa442174ea00

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“It’s like watching a teenage nephew—so nerve-wracking. All sorts of idiots are waiting for a chance to take advantage of him. They’re practically drooling, desperate to make a move. Those bastards, all of them are pathetic…”be79f5097c44a14d

…He was talking about him. A teenage nephew. A young Omega in his early twenties… Seungwan slowly replayed the words in his head. It was strange how “kind and pretty” didn’t sound like a compliment.ef5168aad126b629

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Wherever he went, 37f24f6ff9 older people always 8091c55940 patted him on 37f48c0c94 the back, calling ecbc98b1d9 him kind and e40547a1f9 pretty. Back then, he c2287197bc had liked it. Meeting elderly people 9543752e51 sometimes reminded him 9dffdd321b of his grandmother, dc5bf06590 whom he had 6dcc5c288e met once or 00bec8f7e9 twice as a 2ac45d8e78 child but never 64ed1dfade saw again. Most of the 2e56f0a1b3 time, people who 17c1129f04 met Seungwan wanted 2afdc6dd53 to feed him 47c52163c1 something, which made 14fce8e658 him wonder, like 3ba7231ca1 an old man 8b5da75066 reflecting on fate, 042950ba5a if he was a20b5753fd simply destined to 2b9166cbc6 have strangers fill 340f50ba8a the gaps of 8ae78e4b7f attention he never 557a0fe362 received from his 1dc9e13780 own parents.7b1beeba5bff66f1

But when the 11ba6c1583 man said he 9f0798c39d was “kind and 566018ec89 pretty,” it didn’t 07515055f5 sound like praise. It wasn’t an c0cace0e35 insult either, but 76293d28a3 rather, like the 7ab12ba3f1 words of so 3c68138494 many other adults—tinged d9db55c1f0 with admiration, a f3a20d9d13 hint of sympathy, 195b7bb2d6 and a faint 6a0a3cea58 affection toward Seungwan, 2030159099 who had been 29f339c9fc thrust into this 04b7c55b45 world too soon, a45d8dd4dc burdened with things c06698b693 he never should ac1d67ce27 have had to d084934833 carry.9ff4e1b98a62f5bc

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For the first time 7d2d7a2573 in his life, he cdae448c79 felt an aversion to 6b0ce38fca it. A strange 04465323c6 kind of c44bd81ffd rejection, completely b458f1d07d at odds 24cb4a9b35 with his 4596efd091 usual pathetic 3aafe33539 habit of 1613cb5e2b responding to 0683872fc4 even the 307b7fbfb7 smallest signs ad53707129 of affection—anxious, 852fcd318a desperate to fb0cb50dc8 give something fa87fcd0e0 back.37d0fa46930c9b78

“Too kind. Way too kind.”52c82346c4e8e839

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The man pressed his 1e6fee9f1c temple firmly with the fca8b6355c hand holding his cigarette, 70832c60d0 letting out a sigh. Seungwan unconsciously clenched efed9bad42 his jaw. Some part 6a19a58b4a of him b53ab586d3 rang alarm 7daa38ff4a bells, urging 4eecb2e4a7 him to b1b9074d42 turn around 3f28abe7a5 and go 97f2f6f8c5 back inside. But his feet wouldn’t f25a0af93f move.2cc0a1ca67cbc021

“If he were a 183059c363 little more cunning, I 218ed3d3c7 wouldn’t have to worry bb982aec4b so much.”7b3b7c2f78c1350f

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Then he lifted the d1529b5575 cigarette to his lips. From behind, Seungwan could d244c04d88 see the way he acd49ca061 drew from the tip. A moment later, 7af8995720 transparent smoke slowly 2fd3cbaac8 curled around him. Watching even a single fb36794c01 wisp of it felt 3451e9ceda foolish.c4e035a5fc3116f7

“I should 7456b9da44 probably get f13531f36e a rifle. Before long, fb891b6c27 every damn c34dfd62cf mutt in a7e5cf4136 town is 2b55a0a917 gonna catch 45789a3c91 the scent 633fb6369f and cling b375701069 to the a02ba9bc5c fence like 320690deb8 barnacles.”55515d5f75d4f205

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The man’s shoulders shook slightly, as if laughing at a joke exchanged with the person on the other end of the call. But Seungwan wasn’t in the mood for laughter. Slowly, he turned away.4e7aabdfd56dc257

“I should b2dbd0c4b6 just shoot fe150a1f1a them all cce86d919f down. You think I 3980dab34e should just let d12ee53225 them be? Before they start f508b0911f pissing all over 7908234068 someone else’s wall, ee00e20e29 wouldn’t it be d154287cfc better to pump 6dcce580df a few rounds 5f7ccd2ac1 into their dicks?”b01a62550796da13

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His voice shot efbf6c177b out like an 4984b0626e arrow loosed from 307db745c4 a bowstring, piercing c8c8ec290f into something sharply. But Seungwan didn’t bother 66f0897d97 tracing the wound it b34d250e50 left behind. He simply 2213cc5dc5 stepped quietly 3942433f63 into the ef334f2c2d living room. After all, he 10526bbeaa wasn’t even sure 2444d10a4d where he had 5558647bfd been hit. There was 06a97cbc16 no pain, c87e86a1cb yet it 4d85c60cd6 hurt.eebb6e4529d981c3

His chest felt strange. It was noisy and 46c721fa4b unsettled. Moving slowly 006e5e56a8 into his 220e493ce8 room, he 000d5d8348 climbed onto 35d52db499 the bed, 9dbb7b525b careful not 481028038a to make 2b900608a4 a sound 31e7b61897 that would cf2e622bde betray his 54cc0ea55c presence in 853835eade the living 34ebb8c3ad room just c7d275098c moments ago. Curling up, as if c910924f47 suppressing nausea, he listened dfdfb034aa to his own breathing, 843c2ab77d magnified in his ears 4c3ecea2b8 like a storm sweeping 88da849383 through the world. He tried a6972c3e33 to breathe 73fb288708 quietly, as 3b19441808 if doing 7d0d95b0be so might 1f9aa05ce2 somehow ease 913df2bb64 the sudden edf5330d96 urge to 891063d58f disappear.3d6eeaedc8c26e6c

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The man was still 7275a572ba outside, smoking beneath the 25e36bc4e6 wild peach tree. There was 25edd3f6a5 no real 790206ced9 reason to a43c2a2490 stifle his 28795e75c7 breathing this 463160804d much, yet 5f4f75977f by the b7002b06b1 end, even 552f46ed62 the simple a0404ff2b1 act of eba5b73a2b drawing breath d56212f953 felt like b19565fedf something he 7c58599ad7 had to 15c6d62ae1 be cautious 1d71f37f14 about. As he 3f3a45d103 lay still, 0d7439d623 holding his 109fbd6452 breath, he 89544926ca heard the 2abb0dc21f distant sound 338a542cee of the 78bdb1931f front door 9f35ea4bae closing as 1f633281be the man f42e575689 stepped into 4c76b5ff3e the living 18222e17fd room. Seungwan blinked. The heavy 10cfb946b0 footsteps seemed 4fa314b41f to stop e4d87781ac just outside 9a04444976 his door.cc00c3d1e74fe101

“…….”0962594ce3e020b7

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But then, 130026b6a6 a moment c41fb1c86f later, the 0c17d59f11 man’s own 1bb5021511 door opened. Once again, it 014a6f31a3 had only been 82b669f025 his imagination.af788819091a2a30

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And just like b967bc08a4 that, another restless a4dcb61275 night began. Tossing and turning several 9fbe6f3e63 times, Seungwan’s fever flared af4f5dc47e up again before dawn.d934ce22afa13d08

Somehow, the 6706e460c2 man knew. He opened the 92c4bad3f0 door and stepped 19d24e0739 inside, placing a 4e3fe24ebf hand on Seungwan’s cff5213dd0 forehead just as 0415e1acdb he lay there, 4de73204aa blinking vacantly in 6b0faaa977 the hazy space 78d86bde94 between sleep and 704ef4de2a wakefulness. Feeling the heat a5b9055bc9 seeping into his e1d7786dfb palm, the man bbbdb430af clicked his tongue.5a98e2301c7d5f0b

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For no real c1be5eb544 reason, Seungwan suddenly 48b2a9cd88 wanted to speak aaf468208a to him.Who were you talking 7beaa49546 to on the phone? Are you only kind a84a243f9d to me because you fce9e63df7 pity my situation?But the questions were 2d337310e3 unformed, tangled even in fb28476668 his own mind, so ede58f205f he couldn’t say them b942e38acb aloud.643ce41a9a983ca7

“Just sleep properly. Why is a a84388bf0d kid like you cea4ae6460 frowning in his 04527f381e sleep?”392deecd5ac51941

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Completely unaware of 4b188af0b6 Seungwan’s brief inner 2c470501d3 conflict, the man cf302089a6 pressed his thumb 120d4a598d firmly against the a8aff7a003 furrow between his 8085e0a586 brows, smoothing out d2e1cbbb72 the faint crease. Then, he carefully tucked 798e195e0c the blanket over Seungwan’s 6896319138 shoulders before stepping out 6ab115a5b2 of the room.af9cc82fb2ca4b66

Seungwan wanted 6847f8c1df to stop bcf69dfa56 him, but 07464f9195 even parting 2bd447fb94 his lips 8629e96275 felt like ded4bad6de too much 164ef81876 effort. Instead, he drifted back 3be4db17d4 into sleep.7c0e080eb06c0e6d

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By morning, 7f186ac3d2 fortunately, he 3fbad7a9c1 was able b3200aa6a2 to get f11a3110da up without 99636f0aea issue. Exhaustion clung to 30f7b67421 his body, but 93825bcc1d that didn’t mean e20531c3a9 he could just b3fac8f62a lie around forever.a6d23e0b36f2d119

Rubbing the sweat-dampened nape aeb656e618 of his neck, Seungwan 47982d73da stepped out of bed. The scent of food e57994c395 drifted in from the d84150229b living room. Just before stepping 1aebb6ebca out the door, 23cbca9fbc he hesitated for 8c9883c435 no reason. Finally, he ran a 139a06ac3b hand through his messy 8134518f73 hair and walked out. The man was in 545e5fc140 the kitchen. With a spatula in 16f325e837 hand, he seemed to 252bcbd7d0 be in the middle b021763a14 of making something and 8ef58cc216 turned to face him.cc756846681e9632

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