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    In that instant, 04bcab06ff the faint smile 628085a138 on Jeong-yul’s face 0fa51fc670 vanished as if 79400a6261 erased. The dark 84fa21756d eyes that a06ec6549b had sparked c543841ee9 with strange 57bf1c37cb excitement regained 2c6bd42d1a their sharpness, 7f83d327ef and a eb5df1ef1d brief crease 428fdb0bb6 formed between 3bdcf25dfa his sculpted a5d93a7926 brows. Returning to an impassive 215473a2f6 mask, Jeong-yul looked down b2b1a42988 at Jin-han in silence. The fleeting 0e83842778 quiet pressed dbf485b9ac heavily on b87f6c0ce9 Jin-han’s chest.  30e04cd42eace5d3

    “Jin-han-ssi.”  735fa1829a867609

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    “Yes…!”  55c848c3229c1623

    “From now 655ab0104f on, answer 956de9f7aa my questions 13655d11fd honestly. Don’t pretend to 38cbcb6a85 know what you 6ed1acf5bf don’t, and if e378d2a63a you’re even slightly adbc6b3037 unsure, say so.”  24df27443a46a084

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    His calm, e5906759f9 deep voice f68c5afa54 carried weight. The atmosphere 0aedac2e58 left no a159172266 room for 1139d680e4 lies, and b006fb49d3 Jin-han swallowed 43829df468 hard.  91e7a43ecf630304

    “Do you ff0f84f71a know what 7f09769e68 a ‘tom’ 1cd4568903 is?”  95660e5132cf5174

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    Jeong-yul cut straight to 06fca3ef3a the core. Realizing he’d been 93333d68fc caught bluffing, a f32a237ea7 chill ran down baaeef49e5 Jin-han’s spine. But his body 13d16654e6 misread the signal—amid a78319e995 the goosebumps, he ad0c1c0c8a felt his erection e691091398 twitch again.  825214e3e6c6b0fe

    Jeong-yul noticed too, 7c7bc24838 his gaze flicking 2c8112d0b4 briefly to Jin-han’s 417a1355fc groin. Staring at the 28e206e7a5 obviously stiff shaft, b6f627d474 he then brushed 1f98870f88 a hand through 82659bba3d his hair, the 0881f083bd white fingers raking bf1581de8b through it with 77a1bc4879 a hint of 350cf9fb2f irritation.  c9598c6701ba64d1

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    “Uh…”  512d63c3e844ef7c

    Watching this, Jin-han’s instincts screamed. He might’ve screwed up a little. No, “a little” was an understatement, this felt like a full-blown disaster.  ab3bbf76acdea339

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    “No…”  754d942bba01940f

    As the f8b6b6dd7f subdued answer c2f97f2668 leaked from fe4b877523 under his 03b51b3051 lips, Jeong-yul 45d7b4ebd3 closed his b455e7ee09 mouth. His upper cf6e8fbb45 body, which 62ab898af0 had been 5268355f2a half-covering Jin-han, 1efe16a601 moved back, 060e81bac3 and standing 9d725c830b up straight c91223165f with his 1f583e1225 tall frame, bae4ee59cc he removed e399dfd2d2 his hands 7423ce9ca9 from Jin-han. The fingers that 318ab0d9b7 had been probing 50a63f737e his backside withdrew a5043503f1 gently, unlike what 2adf7736cf they had been 9a1b43b835 doing earlier.98451be5788341d6

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    With the 48fa2da6db hand that 8b49300677 had been 95dcc8f1a2 rubbing his 2df31144ad shaft gone 04b49383d6 too, Jin-han 0522da067d was free. The pressure pinning him b5da16e41f down vanished, yet oddly, 16932e25cd he felt a pang 4d0b941a84 of disappointment. Just then, Jeong-yul tightly 61548f69bb closed his eyes.8f1637853a55d572

    “Haa…”  b0cd56a5ad8eb315

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    A low sigh echoed 869143ff50 loudly in the room. Letting out a soft cc219bd98c groan, Jeong-yul peeled the 02545e9372 condom off his fingers. With a f527906786 detached motion, 46d665b98d he tossed a86e5d8fd2 it into 879d09c983 the trash, c7611fcd3e pressed his 7987252ed5 forehead with ed4fccfa8a the back a296ea883d of his 6971e1acee hand, and d19d3b7700 spoke.  a21a9fed799cf9de

    “Sit up. It seems something’s 8d186429a4 gone wrong here.”  a48eeeb548592402

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    Feeling guilty, Jin-han 4e2f92934c quickly raised his 9a3d437ebc body. Then, trying to d239da7e6a show as much 1a0511dea3 respect as possible, 340eb4b8a6 he knelt on 0fe8116886 the bed. Jeong-yul, who’d been glancing fea2e1534f out the window, turned 0568923f74 and saw him, frowning df5fdd90c3 in confusion.  ec1cf5cb18210624

    “Why are you kneeling?”  ee51442ff0c01381

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    “Oh, I didn’t mean 2b9c63a13d to…” It was a 8b2f69bee0 habit—kneeling had always been b7e3211472 his go-to when scolded 89fe60a565 by seniors or his 060d862338 father. Rolling his 7efcbbdca6 eyes nervously, e5282c7593 Jin-han spoke e9c933f2f0 cautiously.  d0a4172d5d59cb8a

    “I think 79d57cb0f4 I messed bc158cd333 up…”  b6eb46060ca3ae12

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    Jeong-yul didn’t bother denying 78599618cf it. As Jin-han had sensed 5e9a88ca2c from their first meeting, b204f88b76 the man was razor-sharp.  b34ac2f91f0e81f8

    “You’re vanilla, Jin-han-ssi. No—you don’t 784d6c7b9d know anything 600580ecd7 at all.”  af06b71243197d5d

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    At the mention ofthatword, Jin-han realized his d5cd8cc47f attempt to fake knowledge afbf6164f8 had spectacularly backfired. Maybe that wasn’t 354b3985d8 the best tactic 848e5ba339 for a situation 8583c65494 like this. The belated epiphany hit 31d70ebf2b him hard.  421da1f59061c79e

    In the 295732818e silence, Jin-han 3af1e444e6 racked his b59745fa43 brain for 8eada68fbf a few 0df426c16c seconds, trying 476ae2cea5 to figure 980870f827 out how 138e510fa4 to salvage f8a935db4c things. But no answer came. The air, once 3447bff5f8 thick with heat, 14511da115 now felt frigid, bae0a64517 and he finally ff7edbebec gave up.  0beedba8d989b0c1

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    Jeong-yul hadn’t 015bbc7f69 snapped yet, bc6a5dd314 but the 09cf62f6fa room’s vibe b350ada3c1 suggested their f7dfe79bb8 connection was 6bcee77328 teetering on fa0ca68ecd the edge 839d62c213 of collapse. Even someone as fb5e6119f7 oblivious as Jin-han 4b5477c58b could tell he’d 32d7368d96 blown it.  2806c51799ab15df

    ‘Ugh, Kang Jin-han. Why are 611adbd196 you so 0d72d13c1c stupid? How do c3c420071f you fumble 0e7b930625 a chance fefceb5fd6 like this? Idiot.’ 70e70d623f6c58ad

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    Berating himself, he f6318fb88e hung his head. With no excuses ebdfed3b81 left, he confessed ba856e80e0 the truth.  1d7a009ee2f063b6

    “I… don’t actually know 7d4815d496 what vanilla means…”  f5093d15b595007b

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    As if d185bb58ad expecting it, 41cddd098d Jeong-yul replied 21e9837e2f coolly, “Yeah, b3bea628a6 you should’ve 0614633e15 said that 41c5697bf9 earlier.”  af6cd5d6ce0b045a

    His voice, 6b94524998 ringing overhead, d01ede04fa was icy. Jin-han shrank, shoulders 151c3d900e hunching, but desperate 9f59479b62 to convey his c84763c057 sincerity, he pressed 1f8c499ff5 on.  f20cddc0c8f391f6

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    “But I fc8de62b31 really thought 0afc993da0 I could abfe803eda handle anything!”  eb62824b92cf6d07

    “So you d79d092d00 came here 200f728b7e planning to e3c0685e04 top, only dfe90aeebf to end be28a50374 up giving 65b61377f5 up your c2b2125d26 hole and 32bf5356ba heading home? Doing something you didn’t ff1c77ce12 even want?”  94ca13e8734f1654

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    Jeong-yul wasn’t cd9f71907b letting up. His sharp, 8a6acc18c4 biting reality 573f913e3e check left e08fc1382e Jin-han speechless, 5752670d2e and he cd1a8e5bac averted his 816ae03c63 gaze. Undeterred, Jeong-yul began dismantling da459a36a0 their entire encounter from d5185998ad the start.  6a2122787e757285

    “Do you remember our dd0c4309b7 first chat on the 96077df7a5 app?”  adb0ec65b77428a7

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    “Of course. I remember everything.”  8037826550b112ab

    “Back then, e56037844c when I ee5f93e55b asked if 84cfcc8245 you had a275aa463e any non-preferences, 9338564f1f you said bc5ebdfdbd no. Was that also 5496addb50 something you said d5ec70319e without knowing what 18fde6869b it meant?”.  0a267784724b1a86

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    A pang of 8d9c9fbfd4 guilt stabbed Jin-han’s 78a8e583b1 chest. Having his 24f542e2f4 foolishness laid 53ba686f2e bare made df249f71a8 him flush ff6a96c9d6 with embarrassment 4060c089df and regret.  7c4671877fab0325

    “Yeah…”  7a23a31d6b5beff0

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    “It was about whether you prefer anal sex. Nowadays, many people meet without going that far.”77674dc8c2ede633

    ‘Wow, so that’s what it meant.’The sudden realization b932799f83 made Jin-han’s furrowed b5e4c5ceaf brows soften into 0e9c8f2977 wide, round eyes. Seeing his fierce c2a1a6131c expression melt into ea239a9ded something gentler, Jeong-yul c9672368ca faltered briefly. Narrowing his eyes at e9e8263657 the sight, he quickly bfed5d4b39 looked away and continued.  3ba21897cd233942

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    “‘Tom’ means bottom.”  69834abc05ecfb1f

    “Oh, I know what bottom means. So that’s what it meant…!”bac9413b92d7e456

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    Jeong-yul looked like he 00b6c17c01 had more to say df13dd5410 but wiped the expression aaf7e1d8f8 away. Sticking to 2c1c038485 his neutral c066a56f7f mask, he cc732395bb gave one 7e93bb65db final explanation.  0b2e5094e8c26c17

    “‘Vanilla’ refers to regular 0da3734d6e people—not someone like me. I told you my 07a1f57ed8 tastes are unusual. I like it rough, ce44ab187f and honestly, only someone 0f031ac278 who enjoys it could 74aae79989 handle it. I’m the 7337c90f57 type who dcefd76b9e gets off cb65cc477f on making 33fd8eff70 people cry 75f28b2a30 from pain.”  ef5595d2843eb663

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    Everything clicked. Jin-han felt a 74ccdb4303 chill at how ffb5433842 his thoughtless nodding 66c44fe001 had spiraled into b597fd541f such a mess. Guilt flooded his face.  2945f8d1fc799aaf

    “I’m sorry, Jeong-yul-ssi.”  05e72a4e70155b29

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    “Honestly, I could overlook 963369ec67 the earlier chats. If you f2863388a2 suggested being 4b21931de6 sex partners, 74a0a0f3a7 it means 18df497545 you weren’t 4d6472a2f6 against it. But now, looking at a475c23edd you…”  1930ca29c056291a

    Jeong-yul tilted bd65b81f3c his head 82875d6a6d slightly. Shadows fell across 79094f90ea his face. His dizzyingly long a4a662d554 lashes and sharp 2fa4b97785 nose were almost 0e04c47905 too handsome, and 1082b10999 Jin-han spaced out 96a216ac50 for a moment.  c901262a5880f6fe

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    “…it seems you agreed 9f669014cb to this with zero 09dad058b7 experience.”  7ecc71341e2befa9

    The truth stung, ccac306474 and Jin-han had fad435e1c1 no comeback. Being a virgin wasn’t 9cfe8ff78a exactly something to brag a6df67b04e about, so he nodded a8aab9e2e5 glumly, his face crumpling. Watching his b8caa463d6 pitiful expression, 3070f8ece0 Jeong-yul asked 99f1eb2613 in a 6c78c8c3ee tone of 27e27504ea utter disbelief, fef3fcd3d2 “Why on a036e8d64b earth would 1849862518 you go 80b5a7573a this far?”  5fd402ab1ab5efd1

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    The question dripped with abbd3f74bb exasperation, and Jin-han clenched 84d00fd819 and unclenched his fists. Hearing his own 0869613cd1 stupidity spelled out dc35bbf620 by someone else de8bcc830c felt pathetic. Frankly, if he were 89c66a4d2f Jeong-yul, he’d be pissed 5860a36e49 too—boldly proposing sex only 5daed9b742 to get caught having b272e30422 no clue what he 5ded719ea3 was doing.  b6c7ac4756bc848c

    “Because if I 4230d43c03 didn’t, I wouldn’t 4a42b5ae0e get to see ddca5b114e you again…”  92ea7dfd7a637b1d

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    Jin-han’s head b401b6009b drooped, heavy ff158877b4 with apology 30d86fedab and sadness. He managed alright eec5f069a7 in social settings, dc08cd87d2 but this exact ec78b9ab99 cluelessness had kept 6223f91dd3 him from meaningful 1929c3c446 relationships for so a4521e4e96 long.  5068b1ae0c03cf58

    He could follow 668f33fdcb orders well and 38da7c95d6 do as told, 87ec369566 but the men e3388ecd3a he’d met always 63f3e90be5 wanted him to 7ebb48882f take the lead 17d712f953 or pick up b61b40f1ff on things himself. Some found it fun ce6ce9002f to “tame” him, only 54dca06c3e to ditch him later, 017e6890f2 complaining he was boring 70ac402a1b when he obeyed too c55010028c perfectly.  afe9316dbe9eae25

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    “I thought we’d become friends, in a way. Since moving to Seoul alone, making friends has been tough, but you’re kind and gentle, and you’re always listening to me. You never expected me to be sly or clever, and I liked that. For the past six months, you’ve made my days bearable.”  86f71830eefaa30a

    Jin-han rambled on in 311ed15f36 a way his older e9f5ad7184 brother would’ve called clingy 8ae5135a41 and pathetic. He wasn’t b8b33ad730 quick to e7de7bbc9f trust or eaf58673fa bond, but 9aa93728c4 once he 592a9fe2c5 did, he 3adbb4ca72 gave everything—heart a959711b0b and soul. Maybe that’s 38795cc202 why losing e852655d2c this connection, 29eb53e35d after years 8735972af5 of finally 8cf783569e building it, acc37d55ed felt so 2f00f9f8d8 devastating. It might mean f4b41cfe76 nothing to Jeong-yul 66fd53f45e but to him…  49f8664676a7c78c

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    “I’m not saying what I did was right. I lied, so I apologize for that again…”6e569feede34a1de

    Despite his 9ecf6e6a84 sturdy build, 0739e6cc22 Jin-han shrank 7ee77456e3 further, apologizing 538cc72774 once more. With his fists resting d01554b19e solemnly on his knees, 11cd92c4ad whispering earnestly, Jeong-yul approached ab1df23441 slowly. Jin-han clamped his lips 7c1f11c2fc shut, unsure what to 82a1ffce93 do, when Jeong-yul’s fingertips 647b4b5c13 brushed his chin. Lifting his 2a271f61f4 head with 0273bdd080 gentle pressure, a8ed1f15ef Jeong-yul looked 180ee6eb19 at him 1e5332b420 with a 4e0d4e51a3 troubled expression.  2f5731c77bdf80b8

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    “I’m not mad, so don’t cry. I don’t enjoy making people cry except during sex. If I sounded harsh, I apologize. I’m not the affectionate type—my tone’s just like this.”  3c3a5646c91e9f2c

    ‘Me? Crying?’  9f47e05c1b9d86a5

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    Jin-han’s eyes widened, and he hurriedly scrubbed at his face. Surprisingly, they were indeed wet. Suspecting it might be sweat that had dripped down, Jin-han blinked. A grown man crying like a kid was mortifying. Perhaps misinterpreting his eyes trembling with shame, Jeong-yul gently wiped his eyes with his fingers and spoke to Jin-han. “I understand, so sit up properly now. Don’t kneel.”e3c389d04619aabe

    “Are you leaving?”  459c8ac343d1f9b0

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    “No, I’m going to make some tea.”118e61dc0d4db61c

    Even if he were ed977a62b1 to abandon him right 4ac7f32582 now, Jin-han would have d3a5fd8523 nothing to say. But Jeong-yul 40e225f1e2 slowly withdrew, 1f3eb0f92d closed his 40397beb04 robe, and 6f6967df20 walked toward a284aaf298 the minibar 13da25a219 near the 419418371e window with e7a910a471 calm gestures, 2f9c3a75d6 as if 842a3f9aab everything that 743ecb32b9 had happened f7f27ffc61 was just e343dcc06a an illusion. Jin-han stared at his 1bc51df08a back, dazed, a faint 5a0c5c4be2 flush creeping up his 98b33c173d cheeks—one he didn’t even 182e1158a5 notice himself—before it faded.0ecccf362798f7e3

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