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    ‘I said I’m not going.’b89e9552b56904db

    “……Why?”ee0d2e30a06f0700

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    Park Juyeon 9930843203 seemed genuinely 59102458d1 puzzled, furrowing 78a40d57da his brow 3f59158e7b slightly.b90f85e9c21386f7

    “My place is 286bdcefed much bigger and a3ef47ec34 nicer than here.”a9b34ad406fc449e

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    ‘I feel uncomfortable because you’re there. That’s the biggest problem.’297bd48d04283ee1

    “I can take 6292d47ffa care of you 3817c18d4c there.”e00991c5bb447ac7

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    Clearly, Park Juyeon hadn’t understood what Kwon Jiwook had just said. He had muttered it quickly under his breath. Kwon Jiwook sighed deeply. He didn’t want help from anyone, let alone Park Juyeon.91d68c3ebabc943a

    “Do I make you 631054b51b uncomfortable?”f85af06257b186ec

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    “…….”fcbfaf820bb3e385

    “Why do I dfcc8be6e6 make you uncomfortable?”c91fc46638eaa1b5

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    There were too many 99426b78d4 reasons to count. Kwon Jiwook 2d01ebc6b6 lowered his 7275a88cad head and, 50932c79ff hidden under e115c6b684 the blanket, 3b18fb1023 counted the c9583b88f7 reasons on 17e4422e65 his fingers 745430d416 one by 82790429b4 one.3c8b338e51ed436d

    First, Park Juyeon is crazy, so you never know when he might change. In fact, I’m not even sure if his apology is sincere.7d84ed060e53b36c

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    Second, I 034eb62628 have the 9b3e73d843 strength to 076d5c2a2b live on f38e0c764d my own. It pisses me off 35d6d9e972 that Park Juyeon treats 7fd915dbea me like a patient.ce8f57dc1aa690c7

    Third, unexplained kindness 85da6507ee comes with a 0b0004ebe8 price.b40cec6076c8cb83

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    Fourth, Park Juyeon’s face is intimidating. He’s too striking, and looking at him makes me uneasy.711306c735004ad6

    Fifth, everything in 26b8dc4042 his house is e9050105a3 high-end and intimidating f2b24867dd to use.cac9cf7f7fd6cb8d

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    Sixth…378f7631f4bceead

    Park Juyeon, 5f20b5bb3c curious about dbb202828d what Kwon 75b0ea1845 Jiwook was e8ba8b6a32 doing, leaned 90e926fe89 in to cbb4277e38 peek. Kwon Jiwook ad09b5dd54 was still e9322d7502 lost in da98990f4d thought. Park Juyeon thought that 1d5b994eb7 if he kept trying 26d6f7560b to take Kwon Jiwook 807ebbfbb7 with him, he might ce30539c88 have to write these d692af364c reasons down on a 4aba2284d9 memo and hand it baf63a1d5a to him.c24fbd6094dae2a3

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    ‘Anyway, I’m not going.’f8bbca45d803ba6f

    “You’re coming? I knew it.”2db3e6f652ebe2ce

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    ‘What? Hey……!’f36682418821cc8c

    Hey, you bastard! Kwon Jiwook tried to shout but ended up choking and coughing violently. He grabbed Park Juyeon’s arm, bent over, and coughed as if he were about to spit blood. Park Juyeon silently patted Kwon Jiwook’s back lightly. After the coughing finally subsided, Kwon Jiwook’s face was flushed red from the exertion.099b957d2d334528

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    ‘Ha……. I’m dying here.’3aef515f6d0291d1

    Looking down at Kwon Jiwook, Park Juyeon seemed to realize something and let out a small “Ah.” He wondered if Kwon Jiwook was still clinging to his shattered pride. He was the kind of person who would stubbornly hold onto his pride if it was broken. That pride was his driving force in life.1e98234b5cb4a74e

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    That’s why he was refusing Park Juyeon’s goodwill. Park Juyeon nodded lightly. His hand, which had been rubbing Kwon Jiwook’s back, moved up to ruffle his hair. Kwon Jiwook was a straightforward person when it came to being stubborn. Park Juyeon had forgotten that.37834f1bf944576d

    “Just to be clear, I’m not pitying you. I’m just sorry about what happened and want to apologize sincerely.”a7bfbcc8324faaf4

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    “…….”a942c217decb7d12

    “And… I told you. I’m lonely. It’s just me in that big house. I liked having you there.”08ab66d4614bdde6

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    ‘Why would you say 797c1d628e that, you bastard…….’55cbe3102309067d

    …Fuck, this 88a11d511d crazy asshole. Kwon Jiwook covered 32fd571a3f his face with 14e480ff69 both hands and 58fea1fd66 rubbed it vigorously. The redness e0ae33867b that had 6f6549daae finally started 6d0b9673d5 to fade 33d42d2695 flared up 8bd1145bdf again from b9d24ef4ef the friction.161e2127e0cf9a04

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    Kwon Jiwook wasn’t swayed by emotions. In fact, he was more cold-hearted. No matter what others thought or felt, whether they sought pity or not, Kwon Jiwook prioritized his own desires. People don’t change easily, and Kwon Jiwook was no different in this situation. Yet, his heart was wavering…d2088884287f59c2

    ‘You really won’t touch me?’74abdd114fe359c6

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    “Huh?”3556381e48c0842b

    ‘You won’t lay a hand on me?’3bbc7439250f3cbb

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    “Oh, yes.”88608ef0aec41cb6

    Kwon Jiwook 61e0f7b167 exaggeratedly moved 6e410efa2c his lips 6b94de30fe to form ea3de2b33b each syllable. Park Juyeon, 24e87df25c understanding, nodded 8c0de22fca with his e257a7b920 usual innocent c71bcf1827 expression. His dark e0443e5263 eyes sparkled.a9bd5f12b5b1bc86

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    Yes, his heart 26d122295e was wavering because ab6c8cf1da useless memories kept fc14449e5e resurfacing. The occasional silly, smiling 05110808cc face, the hand that 735200ef25 shielded him from the 75bbd62ca6 sunlight, the crumbs on 3f18bc41d8 his lips as he 2df47c5d02 ate bread, the sudden 84f51af81d kiss on his forehead… 527d21f4e3 All useless actions and 1e359532f2 memories.3496f0c91306866f

    “I won’t do anything you don’t want. I promise.”6bbb611a84bea498

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    Besides those memories, every other memory of Park Juyeon was vile and dirty. Park Juyeon had both the innocence of a child and the coldness of a tyrant, but the Park Juyeon that dominated Kwon Jiwook’s mind was the latter. Still, Kwon Jiwook couldn’t distinguish which was the real Park Juyeon.0c596ae03f37509d

    His heart was not following his reason. In truth, he could clearly distinguish which aspect was closer to Park Juyeon’s essence, but he simply didn’t want to believe it. Kwon Jiwook, who prioritized his own desires, realized at this moment what he truly wanted.6eb6741b626cfeb8

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    He wanted the b23d0d6b8d childlike image of f17d64f0f7 Park Juyeon in 362e0594a7 his mind to 4b2fb22879 grow stronger.052f6f911f4233cd

    Kwon Jiwook tapped Park Juyeon’s arm. Park Juyeon opened his eyes wide, as if asking, “What’s the matter?”c79fc85196d67d45

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    ‘How can I cacae76dd7 trust you?’dd9a340d4472ded1

    Park Juyeon 27297e1c6e hesitated, surprised c5ded98f63 by the 0239304d95 unexpected question. He waited for Kwon 3a9b84e58b Jiwook to continue, his 858bc22059 expression frozen in ambiguity, bbd57c0265 blinking his long eyelashes.cac1a7dc8478ee22

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    ‘You’ve never lied to me?’9bced6d4f7d5ae2f

    “……Hmm.”b53d34601bd87617

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    ‘You won’t lie in the future either. If things go wrong, I can just use my fists. Idiot.’84ad4de413c2fdf5

    Kwon Jiwook looked straight into Park Juyeon’s eyes, slowly forming the words with his lips. Park Juyeon, understanding the repeated message, finally responded.76f3b87f1f7a630c

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    “Okay, whether 61115d4d5c you trust dccb11c7a4 me or 3aced47b0c not is 9890121834 up to cdf2768004 you.”faf87d93ab8f21ca

    Park Juyeon’s whispered words felt like a soliloquy.1fbae0496ac73d00

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    “But please don’t deny that I said I was lonely. That was truly, more than anything else, sincere.”63b9914b03988f2f

    “…….”5e0a3bbe18c9eb86

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    “Look at the time already. Oh, but that doesn’t mean the rest of what I said wasn’t sincere, right? Think about it before you go to bed tonight. About coming to my place.”46bafbd424f7c675

    Judging from his words, it didn’t seem like he would stop asking just for today. When Kwon Jiwook showed a slightly annoyed expression, Park Juyeon smiled faintly and got up from the bed.fa4c66c364bac311

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    “I’ll keep coming until you feel better. It would be even better if you could give me a clear answer before then.”5d7685c05f96a013

    Park Juyeon left d1cc26196d after saying just 099aa60ba7 that, disappearing in fec7d2ac56 an instant. He had 1d2793dea0 come suddenly 4f937d6866 and left 705b6bb60d just as 7c32562ce2 suddenly. What he left 106206f870 behind was his aa783990f1 scent, which lingered 22403d501f around for a 525941b412 while. The room, which 4a7aa834d4 had felt bitter, 23eb297470 now felt better e9aaf908a0 with his scent e1c96a5832 mixed in.e0aba30b49c2bf49

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    Kwon Jiwook mocked himself. This isn’t Stockholm syndrome or anything. He sighed, feeling like he was being drawn into Park Juyeon’s shameless actions. Kwon Jiwook, feeling tired despite having slept well, decided to sleep a little more. Sleep was the best solution for any complicated matter.4039fe97764aeb4b

    * * *3d59043695d17aef

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    “I’m tired. So tired…….”be9e6b283146f9e6

    If he had known that persuading someone would be this exhausting, he wouldn’t have started in the first place. …… Park Juyeon regretted belatedly. He leaned back in the car seat, pressing his stiff bangs down.3d5c58b47693d55e

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    It wasn’t that there were no results. At the earliest, tomorrow, or the day after at the latest. By then, he was confident he could bring Kwon Jiwook to his house. Kwon Jiwook’s eyes said so. They begged for kindness. Please stop tormenting and show some kindness. The eyes that were once full of resentment had changed, and it made him smile.d4f7a5a93013e204

    Separately, there was another 48aff17bf3 problem. Kim Suhyeok.0efd6d15130c5279

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    He had 551841e8b3 shown the be2ce93ec1 photo to 6e2a78bb19 Kim Suhyeok 6ee3f7967e as well. He had an 03ece04b86 obvious interest in 0826e85dfd Kwon Jiwook, so 6b6a6d8da1 Park Juyeon thought 41b4875351 he would be 88b108145d the first to 55d3b61a9f take advantage of 45d7a1256f Kwon Jiwook. However, not 57fd7e2a2a everyone is e11645cbf2 as bold 30f3ae9063 as Park c1eadf65a2 Juyeon.092abcd266ff7618

    Kim Suhyeok had been quiet. Seeing Kwon Jiwook’s photo and his reaction of gaping had felt like a dream, Kim Suhyeok had been so quiet.2a908703063ef065

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    He was originally a very cautious and timid person. Now, under Kwon Jiwook’s influence, he had become someone full of bravado, but he was still the kind of person who would avoid eye contact and lower his head like a frightened herbivore if he caught Park Juyeon’s eye in the lecture hall.562baff569a8feeb

    Why did he ca55aa463f keep feeling like f5bbbacfd0 Kim Suhyeok was 15a66b58a4 gnawing at his 3e47c643d0 nerves?4aee39ac67c066c8

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    After using the photo as an excuse to meet face-to-face, Park Juyeon and Kim Suhyeok had no particular memory of having a conversation. However, he felt like he would run into him soon. Park Juyeon could only hope that the encounter wouldn’t snap his nerves.28419c09b2b0aa74

    The day 7561691e0c Park Juyeon aab02c19fd met Kim d54fed66ca Suhyeok again 9524040352 was not c9301f221b long after 9c23d4ecf8 that. What was df80819cb9 somewhat unexpected 2d12908111 was that 2390ea842c Kim Suhyeok a2d86d07df had initiated 1c59cae04f contact first. What wind fb6fbf39d7 had blown? Park Juyeon 05ebe2bc92 smiled faintly 58acc3ac25 and crossed 8b24109a36 his arms.43736b5c801f86ba

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    Kim Suhyeok hadn’t changed much from about a month ago. He was still a timid coward pretending to be brave. Kim Suhyeok silently gulped down his coffee. Eventually, Park Juyeon, tired of waiting, spoke first.d2b2d7c66f3b1f8c

    “This is d82789e264 a bit da158d0235 unexpected. Why did a17a375c0d you want a3a4ad5243 to see 802a69135f me?”4e0e85be40959390

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    The Kim 9466b58888 Suhyeok who df2508f3d1 used to dee7a0ce14 be entranced 454dfb435d just by 95c94a2ca2 looking at 1d33bb7eca his face 92f4185acb was gone. Kim Suhyeok visibly fdda9de8f2 shrank back and ff41153d27 looked up at 0270d74737 Park Juyeon.c454075de1869fc6

    “Juyeon, did Sangjin 2a65f5e0d3 really do that c8f1f132af to Kwon Jiwook…….?”ac3b5d554f39afd1

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    “Well, isn’t that something you should ask him directly?”01d547ea149652cf

    Park Juyeon replied bluntly. He noticed his tone had become a bit sharp, but he didn’t feel the need to soften it. Despite his cold demeanor, Kim Suhyeok responded calmly.baeda40e779418d7

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    “Of course, I asked.”cc0b2c2fa2cb2e66

    “You asked fe6cb81d6d Jiwook Sunbae?”f31b83066e6196f1

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    “No, I asked Sangjin. But……. Ah, fuck, 7070e9825f this is 3a4909910e driving me 3f35bd971e crazy…….”4f927a2234d98c09

    Kim Suhyeok suddenly covered his face and lowered his head, muttering the name of the large man in pain. He repeated, “Ah, why is this happening, really. Ah.” He couldn’t keep his hands still, messing up his hair and even pulling at it.34524431aed460f5

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    “……What happened to 94b0bd7856 make you like 8203217049 this?”4b042645b2a97285

    Park Juyeon managed to swallow the words, “Who are you to go crazy?” and took a sip of his coffee.c587bc4ad3f0e749

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    After moaning for a while, Kim Suhyeok lifted his blurred face to look at Park Juyeon. Kim Suhyeok’s teary eyes looked like they would burst into tears at the slightest touch. Of course, he wouldn’t actually cry, but his expression was that fragile. Kim Suhyeok finally answered after biting his lower lip hard and then releasing it.567a84cad3b3eb9e

    “Juyeon, this… 92723c7d82 this is 5b24263a0d a crime. You know that. What if Kwon Jiwook 601633d188 reports it? What will you do?”8bb07278382b0aeb

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    “Is that why you’re so anxious? Are you worried about me?”35db3b7470d022c5

    “…….”999795270fd8eb9a

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    Kim Suhyeok hesitated before nodding slightly. It wasn’t a very convincing reaction, but kind Park Juyeon tapped the table lightly in rhythm and responded.5ff0ebf2e467d494

    “Think about it. Do you really think that Hyung would report it? He’s not the kind of person who would reveal that he was crying and begging. Besides, would he really go to the police just to screw over Sangjin’s gang?”88779e1d395ab459

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    “…….”214af2068c5f4426

    “I hear the police are really tough these days. They grill you if you report a sexual assault. They don’t show any consideration.”6019764bfd3cdf0e

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    Park Juyeon’s words slowed down. He enunciated each word carefully, slowly gauging Kim Suhyeok’s reaction.f8f2e0ac9ce197a6

    “That Hyung 72295d31a8 will never d6d680e9fb talk.”428ff09c509c16d8

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    “…….”68489786cfd91a56

    “So you don’t need to worry. Is that clear now?”4f9f5c1c5be0e28d

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    However, Kim Suhyeok still 87f94b30c1 looked gloomy. Park Juyeon sighed softly a662a16f71 and leaned back in 8583991059 his chair.36a61b4326530dd9

    “You still don’t look convinced.”b4cf2c203f3515b3

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    “No, it’s just….”01dbe511e899436c

    “It seems like you’re not really worried about me. What’s the real reason you called me out?”e6afdc9e8a023fc4

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    “What are you talking about! I am worried about you. That’s true. But I was wondering if he’s okay after that….”f74124c7a1e7377b

    Is he mentally stable? His position looked a bit strange when he was being fucked, did his back break? Did his teeth fall out? What if his internal organs ruptured, or worse, what if he died? Kim Suhyeok asked all sorts of questions as if a dam had burst inside him. Park Juyeon frowned at Kim Suhyeok’s excessive and maddening concern for his friend.d1f81c1e0ef0d668

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    “Sunbae, I don’t really understand what you’re trying to say.”6de8f5fea5a0e4ea

    “So… basically, I’m curious about what Kwon Jiwook is doing now. I thought you might know.”b9d421ce31b9a043

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    Kim Suhyeok, struggling to find his words, confessed with a sigh. Park Juyeon looked at him intently, puzzled. If Kim Suhyeok was curious about Kwon Jiwook’s well-being, he could just ask him directly. Park Juyeon couldn’t understand why Kim Suhyeok was trying to find out through him.21bc86b0d93d6766

    Besides, Kim Suhyeok was the kind of person who would refer to Kwon Jiwook as “that bastard” in front of others, belittling him. Park Juyeon had realized that this was Kim Suhyeok’s way of expressing affection by harassing the object of his affection, but it was still strange to see him openly taking Kwon Jiwook’s side in front of others for the first time.8f7da9d4b1c2a17d

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    “But Sunbae, didn’t you not like Jiwook Sunbae very much?”d0ec35616c96b3cd

    Even when Park Juyeon glanced at Kim Suhyeok, he didn’t seem to care. It was as if he had no attention to spare for Park Juyeon, and he couldn’t calm down easily. He looked like someone being chased by something. He bit his nails and then continued, stammering.f1aeb163407d3b44

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    “That’s not the point. You saw the video that day too. I never imagined they would do something like that.”771050509a025f41

    “…….”7b9e69528889a56f

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    “I always felt uncomfortable around them, but after seeing that video, I just can’t face Kwon Jiwook. I want to ask how he’s doing, but I’m afraid something might have gone wrong. I’m worried the situation might have gotten bad, and……. I keep thinking about the video, and I just can’t believe that bastard ended up like that. It’s so frustrating and my chest feels heavy. Fuck, why am I feeling like this…….”4fabb4e2177f2879

    Kim Suhyeok tapped his chest, groaning in pain. Park Juyeon briefly stared into space, recalling Kwon Jiwook, whom he had seen just yesterday. ……Well, Kwon Jiwook wasn’t as much of a mess as Kim Suhyeok imagined. Although he was in terrible shape on the day he was gang-raped, his excellent basic physical condition allowed him to recover quickly. It seemed that Kim Suhyeok’s condition was more serious than Kwon Jiwook’s.e1af769bec505bf4

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    “Juyeon, is Jiwook okay? Shouldn’t he report it?”94329542601895e0

    “Who knows.”54d337920c07b0a0

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    “What should I do, fbfb940d5a ah…….”cc53040d2f9b7bda

    Kim Suhyeok wiped the sweat from his hands on his knees. Even after that, he kept clenching and unclenching his fists. Kim Suhyeok’s words brushed lightly through Park Juyeon’s mind. After thinking about what Kim Suhyeok said, Park Juyeon narrowed his eyes and smiled.a79d3e301250a667

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    “But why are you telling me all this……. What does it mean? Are you trying to say it’s all my fault?”e258a6efe80c53f0

    “No!”a39a005dfd70dd19

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    Kim Suhyeok’s breathing had become rough at some point. Park Juyeon waited silently for Kim Suhyeok’s next words, his eyes sunken. He must have been smirking without realizing it. Kim Suhyeok suddenly looked upset and quickly poured out his words.8984045de6c1d064

    “Okay, honestly, Juyeon, I can’t say it’s not your fault. You know it too. ……If you hadn’t given them the photo, this wouldn’t have happened. But where did you get that photo, and how did it….”37e97a951f04fccf

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    “Did you talk e7f02cd6d6 to them like 1f3431581a this too, Sunbae?”0ffd0e9dd1d90aed

    “Huh?”3128800fa5685278

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    “Sangjin. Those are the d308aa2485 guys who directly aac3ce2c56 raped Jiwook Sunbae. Did you ask them a94c1729e8 if Jiwook Sunbae is c6c5e5113c okay, if he should 69a8f2d4d9 report it?”61ade3ce8abd1fd8

    Kim Suhyeok stared at Park Juyeon with a wavering gaze. Ah, no. Park Juyeon did not miss the slight movement of his lips. Park Juyeon’s face relaxed. He finally understood why Kim Suhyeok had called him out. Kim Suhyeok wanted to blame him while also trying to rationalize his own actions.30a650d8d09424ba

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    “Sunbae, do 3b38112cf3 you just d511957f65 want to 5963fab351 blame me, da2a8508fe or are a50c54a965 you trying b66140fd02 to shift 878870edd4 your own bcd50ac6c2 guilt onto 207c2029a3 me for ae157de75a not taking dc0b96d49b any action b9d28009db after seeing c2c80a9784 the photo? From my b934790dfc perspective, it e987a99a8d seems like c027444bdd the latter.”3492d92e9a404c09

    “…….”81a7a7a1b4f27a02

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    “Do you think I’m easy to push around? Well, compared to him, I do look more delicate.”9b764b150e9f9f0e

    Park Juyeon chuckled, 84b174d2e9 trying to lighten c636d8696e the mood. After a a729ab20b8 long silence, ad7b61939e Kim Suhyeok c3302d3b84 was frozen 76bdef0f4f with wide 36a8d95f3f eyes, as 730742b9a2 if he c332087882 had been fba52247b5 stabbed. Park Juyeon a0b680caba downed the de2b7dc3cf rest of 5251a2d587 his coffee 062c6fb991 in one 491454daf7 gulp. The bitter laugh he 8f6820858c exhaled seemed to carry ee985eb3ee a bitter taste.f232f47b4c84efa7

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    “But do you think adebb368d0 talking like this will 3396384a45 make you feel better? I doubt it.”c1da9960d00b5382

    The smile on Park Juyeon’s lips deepened. It looked like he might burst into loud laughter at any moment. Park Juyeon leaned closer to Kim Suhyeok. Up close, Park Juyeon’s eyes narrowed gently.31532e66db951797

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    “Because you got hard watching it too, didn’t you?”0ec9bdaecaa42ffa

    “…….”28eabfc3ff8f7739

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    “This won’t work on me. You’d be better off apologizing directly to Jiwook Sunbae. Who knows? He might be so moved by your apology that he’ll spread his legs for you too.”126ddf5e96bb34fd

    Kim Suhyeok’s face paled. Frozen like a statue, all he could do was weakly respond, even though he knew it made him look foolish.f4c5867e1f90d955

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    “……Park Juyeon. You’re being too harsh.”f99536c4924f10bc

    “If you 187397f0dd feel that 92ae3a9cce way, I 919471cff1 apologize.”e0202dd97967dd72

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    The way Kim Suhyeok’s fox-like eyes trembled and then drooped was quite a sight. Watching him was very satisfying. So, Park Juyeon let out a low, throaty laugh.4c6e1f07a426336a

    “Anyway, no matter how much you ask me about Jiwook Sunbae, I can’t give you any answers. As you said, I’m also a perpetrator. Lately, my hobby has been apologizing to Jiwook Sunbae.”4c5b1d79139a62ad

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    After Park Juyeon finished aeaa5d4f1c speaking, Kim Suhyeok, who 256874ad51 had been staring blankly 6fcda6251f at his hands resting edb21d5f45 between his knees, slowly cae4614864 lifted his gaze. Kim Suhyeok f6dea7e65e felt a aa661cf2a2 chill run 2cef465b2d down his c88983c69c spine. How could he 85222c56b4 be like this…….1d26d97f4a58e265

    Kim Suhyeok let out b3803f0d01 a sigh. Park Juyeon tilted d08cc4701d his head, still 751a54279c smiling.41fc7ae180b94dea

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    “Juyeon, you……. Honestly, don’t you have any feelings for Kwon Jiwook?”b0cb3f81c1cc6ceb

    “Huh?”e91b8892b2755212

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    “Look at the way you’re talking. You don’t seem to have any guilt at all. Do you even know what you did wrong? Any normal person wouldn’t be able to stay calm. After making someone look like that……. Even Sangjin was worried about going to jail. But how can you be so calm…….”899dba748d0a48e1

    Kim Suhyeok stopped mid-sentence, noticing that Park Juyeon’s eyes still held a smile. He realized that talking to him was pointless.ea11c45079b05660

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    “……Never mind. Okay. Thanks for meeting me. You’re right, I should ask about his well-being directly.”d6a3379386db672b

    “Sure. It was nice a5c7332fcb to have a 5a0ff4481a chat after so 6bad7d106a long.”b143fdb2c1de18ac

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    Kim Suhyeok bit his lip and hurriedly gathered his things to leave the café. As he rushed out, his face was still pale. Park Juyeon looked at Kim Suhyeok’s cup before leisurely getting up from his chair.522521bc18e77b74

    For some reason, he didn’t feel entirely pleased.d7ea707a3fe006b6

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    * * *0d2b20cd00d64b62

    “Are you 68abb8336f feeling a c6dd2ec787 bit better 9d253a6780 today?”abb2b87e70e7bd1f

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    “What else would be 1ca47df46d wrong?”707edea39e5ab6bb

    Kwon Jiwook e333a91ee7 was lying 92848edcc8 half-reclined with 8cec2248d8 a pillow ef6731d82f supporting his 72629b227b back, as 06c45c841f if boasting 4be117c376 about having 9d091830ce no classes 197f9e258a today. Park Juyeon dfc0defb1c glanced at be2fc2a1d3 Kwon Jiwook, 55ac0e8254 who was 373ffa01c0 casually looking 8cbb24a684 at his c5e1b0551b phone, and 6346e2e310 sat down ef5191acad on the a7659ce687 edge of bf9fca2c5a the bed.a92e3c0fe67d8db3

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    “Usually, after something like 67c75bbeea that happens, people become 07c670158f sensitive to touch. I think they 90f02d668f call it trauma.”1a5b4119f0f3f829

    “Every time you say something like that, I can’t help but think you’re shameless.”dfb55968f7416bc3

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    “I’m just worried about you.”f7e0ee7587315c69

    It had been two weeks since that day when Kwon Jiwook went through the ordeal. Park Juyeon had been visiting Kwon Jiwook’s place regularly. Contrary to Park Juyeon’s expectation that Kwon Jiwook would quickly return to normal, Kwon Jiwook had been staying at his place for quite some time. He wasn’t being cautious or angry at Park Juyeon, but for some reason, he insisted on staying there. Park Juyeon decided to go along with it for now. The priority was to get closer to Kwon Jiwook.bd932cef7882a14f

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    Kwon Jiwook looked up from his phone and glanced at Park Juyeon, then scoffed. His handsome face relaxed into a smile, but somehow the expression ‘rotten’ seemed more fitting. Perhaps it was because his eyes resembled those of a dead fish, Park Juyeon thought.b48c6bee03564990

    “I don’t know about that, but I’m fine now. I just want to beat the shit out of those bastards.”72b86fa8ef40d427

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    “Is that so? Then let me…”756c5631038284af

    When Park Juyeon placed his hand on Kwon Jiwook’s neck, Kwon Jiwook’s smiling face subtly froze. Although he tried to hide it, it was noticeable. As Park Juyeon spread his fingers and wrapped them around his neck, Kwon Jiwook started to tremble slightly. Trying to hold back, Kwon Jiwook eventually grabbed Park Juyeon’s wrist as his breath quickened and his smile faded. Park Juyeon chuckled.de7fac3b7f15f5bf

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    “Doesn’t seem like it.”a4db4500f47843c1

    “…Don’t make me want to beat you up first.”6f31a312596e3fc5

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    Park Juyeon’s hand was brushed away without any force. Fuck, I don’t want to react, but I do, Kwon Jiwook muttered, letting out a sigh when he thought no one was looking. Watching this, Park Juyeon just smiled.b551ed750f839fd7

    If I said that seeing you struggle to breathe just by having your neck grabbed excites me, I’d probably be kicked out immediately.f2c45d4163073cc8

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    Park Juyeon swallowed bbb5340a2d the words that 68d60f5b3a were on the c4a077e72a tip of his f336d89847 tongue and said 15eabd25af something else instead.838f581e69bc51a7

    “It’s all because of you that I’m like this. Staying here keeps reminding me of it.”89a54e72f4a4ffb4

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    “You say a 548ddb15d4 lot of useless 5c85999785 things when you b60b452df8 talk.”de2957e05d2c176b

    “Hyung never 7242e45531 seems to 2d22de1496 understand my cdd75f924d sincerity. There must be b420fcb421 an error in e6282e61c9 your receiver.”a519ce32a22c04e3

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    Kwon Jiwook found Park Juyeon, who was playfully tapping his ear, annoying. He had always been like this—playful, or maybe flirtatious. Kwon Jiwook hadn’t realized he had this side to him. He pushed Park Juyeon’s hand away again and looked back at his phone. The game screen had already gone to sleep.4f9d3b2fcf02a955

    “Ah, stop it. Anyway, you don’t have to come anymore.”4fba2b339fe5b83d

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    “Why?”a8d1d8c83bb6d484

    “Why do you think? Because I’m fine.”ac3a445d48f37376

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    “If you’re feeling so great, how about a round?”466a52bad04672ca

    Suddenly, the game c04595c644 felt boring. So, Kwon Jiwook aa68a2c7ab turned it off 3efcbd1037 and laughed incredulously.abb85c3bbd8924fc

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    “That’s different. Didn’t you promise not to touch me?”317a3a2dd0a5d487

    “…….”9f851c1a4d5f9908

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    Ah, fuck. I want to have 4da7ecdef5 sex. Park Juyeon felt dejected, c3dea21ee1 and Kwon Jiwook chuckled a30986a948 at the sight of 89a1a2abc1 him. Every time Kwon 852019a64a Jiwook said that, 74dbd81657 Park Juyeon wanted 5d183c0e43 to go back 9d10b68326 two weeks and 3ff5df586d punch himself in 3a930b0121 the mouth. He should have just 5c7ea7528b seduced him physically and 181e6de070 made him surrender. He regretted not using 073b292148 the drug one more 2a16312924 time.7a2ef467c1cf7b2c

    What did he want to achieve? Did he think winning Kwon Jiwook’s heart would be easier? He had acted on emotion and ended up messing everything up.5692b8b8d9dc7127

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    “Hmm. But if 7ec9f941b9 the guy b3d7a047e8 who kept 3721a4fbd0 coming every 5281ff2092 day suddenly d8ab84e5d4 stops, that 49917c80a5 would be ffe18baf64 disappointing in eba905fd03 its own 43be0cd504 way.”c75d3896724c83b8

    Kwon Jiwook knew that Park Juyeon had some goal he wasn’t explaining. And until he achieved that goal, Park Juyeon would keep his promise not to touch him. That’s why Kwon Jiwook felt comfortable teasing Park Juyeon.a06d46282dc52915

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    …Thinking about it d5940f8385 that way made 6a3a9e847f him feel like 662b5a0e78 he was performing 73f37df1ee tricks for a 831bc3ba34 well-fed tiger. The well-fed e35a02a8cc tiger smiled 4bd6886305 when their f74c862d4a eyes met.825faa9d70841110

    “So, do you 6307237a35 want to come db9640a4ab to my place?”3e66586d7f19a212

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    “……Why again. I said no.”59b1ca06a0cfc117

    It had become almost a habit by now. Kwon Jiwook had said “no” so many times that he couldn’t tell if he really meant it or if it was just a reflex.afe322b6b790e171

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    Park Juyeon, feeling a bit gloomy, watched Kwon Jiwook fiddling with his locked phone. Then, as if remembering something, he looked up and said, “Ah.”a9ce94fdf1054ab6

    “Hyung, I a2e1e7c682 have a 45f60086d2 question.”bc357a0908b990ab

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    “What is it, you 0619b8941b bastard.”a95119a7d4c53d07

    “Has anyone 20338f8557 contacted you?”53425d2af11eae9b

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    “Do you think I don’t have friends like you?”eacf34b6ba3a992d

    Kwon Jiwook laughed in disbelief. He could have shoved his SNS message inbox in Park Juyeon’s face right then. He even unlocked his phone. Then Park Juyeon raised his hand and waved it in the air.138bbde034d8848f

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    “No, I 2c85acdc00 mean, um, ce56cfff98 Kim Suhyeok 7ea67817bd Sunbae.”71ec0297107989d3

    “Ah.”058d7d94be0ae09b

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    It was a name he hadn’t heard in a long time. There had been times when they hadn’t contacted each other for even longer. But given the current situation, Kim Suhyeok’s absence felt more pronounced to Kwon Jiwook than ever before. As he unlocked his phone and scrolled through his messages, Kwon Jiwook muttered resentfully.fcc00f7ee2bdf07d

    “I’m actually more curious about him. How the fuck can he not contact me even once?”306ded34d6c24ad0

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    “So he hasn’t.”93790c3100d468b4

    “That bastard only shows up when he needs something. I don’t even remember the last time I saw him…”bee13ce0811e950e

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    It was the 7ec8c01938 day they had 11d8430871 drinks with the fe93c4fbba guys.3fc5b3b8b5863846

    Scrolling mindlessly, Kwon Jiwook’s finger stopped. His eyes widened. He was looking at the text history with Park Juyeon. He remembered the text where Park Juyeon said he had sent the photos to the people they met that day.5b534db477e642f9

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    “……?”ebea8eab033d3102

    Park Juyeon found Kwon Jiwook’s sudden stillness strange. The atmosphere also felt odd, as if the temperature around them was slowly dropping. Park Juyeon tilted his head slightly to examine Kwon Jiwook’s face. Kwon Jiwook looked peculiarly cold.0f7df8470a260dc6

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    Kwon Jiwook slowly lifted his head, a look of disbelief on his face, and met Park Juyeon’s eyes.712ca514f18b14ef

    “……I’m just asking, just in case.”0361e68446d5d512

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    “Huh?”ed229529172b6d26

    “Did you……. ……send the 19deb256a4 photo to 5a0b766a16 Kim Suhyeok 4bc5e1a8c5 too?”fa80d7de7d408429

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    “…….”3bf4951ad8ee83e7

    Park Juyeon’s lips moved silently a few times. He struggled to find the words. The frozen expression on Kwon Jiwook’s face, something he had never seen before, was unsettling. Kwon Jiwook stared at him without blinking, not missing even the slightest movement of Park Juyeon’s lips.d635024e601ff887

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    ……For some reason, Park Juyeon couldn’t bring himself to be brazen in this moment, and he found himself blurting out a lie.6948bbb9f8ee7dee

    “……No. I didn’t send it.”89c6016d7bf5bb78

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    Park Juyeon muttered 7ad230c819 quickly and then 6a65113a77 firmly closed his 661bf5bd1c mouth. Kwon Jiwook narrowed his d7d95826ee eyes, scrutinizing Park Juyeon dca16ba1ab closely, as if trying d33b54a0fd to catch him in 61c86ae270 a lie. His smooth face maintained 94e71fefab an innocent expression, as 868f0c1868 it always did.5835220128f3a974

    It felt somewhat awkward, yet not quite. An inexplicable sense of unease made Kwon Jiwook rub his furrowed brow with one hand. But there was no reason for Park Juyeon to lie to him. In Kwon Jiwook’s mind, lying was a defense mechanism of the weak.de5ed142baa24a1f

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    After staring at d93f6f1df4 Park Juyeon for 59e78339cf a while and 4f1256812c finding no suspicious 9d80128e3e signs, Kwon Jiwook 865df4c63b let out a 5c5856fe85 small sigh and ff2c47719d looked away. His muttered words ccf07ef90b were bitter.0b135d23cb186cf5

    “Anyone else but him. He can’t……. Just, no.”fc5b302d8b35e1ba

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    “……Why?”db08bba5a1a343c7

    Kwon Jiwook remained silent, 5453f3b123 just rubbing his suddenly 0d35270420 tired eyes.39b93bf8021251a2

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    The others were strangers he had just met. He vaguely sensed that they underestimated him because of his delicate appearance, which didn’t match the harsh rumors about him. Impressions of people can be felt in their subtle attitudes, even if they don’t show it openly.8bdc23556ca0afd9

    But Kwon Jiwook didn’t mind. Even if it was rape, he could turn the tables on them later. No matter how much they underestimated or thought of him as weak, there was no greater pleasure than using that moment as a stepping stone to strike back. The pleasure of making those who thought he was weak realize how disgusting it feels to be stepped on by someone they thought was inferior.09ebc477bd172572

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    But Kim Suhyeok c411e255bf was different. He had been c748727eb6 by his side eeb0046662 for a long c6e1d4bd25 time, acting as 3500597e85 his right-hand man. As the source of 4e25042475 the rumors about his 5d86cffefb wild days in school, 7c5b8c9c16 Kim Suhyeok had a 9b5ea28eae mix of admiration, jealousy, dd6bd3ce03 inferiority, and respect for f52a6dc0d0 Kwon Jiwook. Even Kwon Jiwook 7110ba1ec4 himself could easily 623b2cb409 see it.0db52e1ff14fb82f

    Kwon Jiwook ebdac80d55 secretly enjoyed db056a3e8d it. The way Kim Suhyeok 375598ae39 would humble himself and 37bb445266 obey his every word f1caa1f997 was disgusting yet satisfying. Kim Suhyeok would endure 4a3818fc33 any insult or light 90c6d2e18a punch without complaint, and 86dcc0ee22 he would be overjoyed 2db6c7afff at the slightest praise 3b3a43de00 or consideration. It was laughable.e23fca3524ae1c3b

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    Showing his lowest point to such a person was worse than humiliation. The thought of Kim Suhyeok’s mocking smile as he witnessed Kwon Jiwook, his idol, unconscious and covered in semen, made his stomach churn. Kwon Jiwook touched his head, his expression far from pleasant.0787f8f44829153b

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