SN | Chapter 1.5

The man pushed Yuwon away briefly. Zzz, the sound of a zipper being undone was heard.

That winter, the man had come at dawn. By the time the sun rose, he was out of his mind, and afterward, he couldn’t even open his eyes, only groaning and suffering. So this was the first time he properly saw the man’s member.

“Gasp…!”

The dark red, grotesque member was so large it made him gasp unconsciously. It was so thick and massive, like the man’s mountainous build, that he couldn’t believe it had been inside him, nor that it was about to enter his mouth.

Just having it in front of him made his throat ache. The man laughed at Yuwon’s pale face.

“What, never seen a cock before?”

This man clearly didn’t remember that day. Realizing this, the trembling lips were brushed by the glans. The wet tip was soft yet firm. As it rubbed against his neatly closed teeth, a gush of fluid poured out from the urethra.

The alpha’s pre-cum, flowing like a beta male’s semen, was meant to aid in insertion into an omega. The dominant man had so much that it could thoroughly wet Yuwon’s dry rear.

“Ah, wait…!”

The liquid that seeped through his teeth wetted his tongue with a bitter taste. Unconsciously surprised, he opened his mouth, and the man immediately pushed his cock inside. The pressure of the glans filling his mouth sent shivers down his spine.

“Mm!”

Even with just the head inside, his tongue was pressed painfully. He struggled to avoid scraping the man’s member with his teeth, and the inside of his lips, curled inward, hurt. The corners of his mouth, stretched to their limit by the overwhelming girth, hurt. Tears welled up as he looked up at the man, and the cock plunged into his tightly closed throat.

“Mm, ugh!”

Tears welled up and streamed down his cheeks. The cock, probing the smallest gap in his uvula, mercilessly crushed Yuwon’s mucous membranes. The man’s gaze, looking down at him from above, was intense. The blue-gray eyes shone wickedly even in the gradually darkening space, and the man’s perfectly shaped lips drew both pleasure and displeasure.

“Ha, damn, not even a chick.”

He hadn’t even fully inserted it, but it was his limit. He couldn’t breathe. Yuwon’s entire body trembled, expressing his desire to stop. But his face showed no such intention.

The tears, precariously falling, resembled night dew. His face, panting like a wet flower, had a charm that made anyone want to touch it. Acknowledging that desire, the man looked as if he wanted to tear Yuwon apart.

“Mm!”

The hard glans persistently pushed against his tightly closed throat, forcing the delicate muscles to open. Ugh, Yuwon flailed his arms, instinctively trying to push the man away, but the grip on his hair only tightened, and the man didn’t budge an inch.

It felt like his throat would tear. The pain deep inside was so intense he thought he might die. His invaded body kept retching. Despite the tumultuous rejection, the man’s intrusion didn’t stop.

“Ugh, ugh….”

“Ha….”

Only after thrusting deep enough to make Yuwon’s throat bulge did the man stop moving. The grip on his hair loosened, and the man’s large hand gently tousled his rain and sweat-soaked hair. It was a touch like petting a well-behaved dog, but there was no time to feel it.

His forcibly opened throat felt like it would burst. The pain, as if his delicate flesh was being split at the cellular level, made his mind drift away.

The man’s groin was still in front of him. He had barely taken half, yet Yuwon couldn’t breathe. The cock occupying his esophagus blocked his airway.

As he couldn’t breathe at all, his vision darkened. The strength drained from the hand that had been hitting the man’s leg.

“What, do you prefer taking it from behind?”

As Yuwon did nothing but try to push him away, the man asked in a puzzled voice. But Yuwon had no strength left to answer or push the man’s leg. His vision turned black, and his heartbeat gradually slowed. His slender fingers barely grasped the man’s ankle. The man raised an eyebrow at the utterly powerless touch.

“Gasp….”

Save me. With that implication, he looked up at the man. Tears filled his large eyes, falling continuously.

The man didn’t miss the faint sign of life that seemed about to extinguish. His elegant eyes narrowed, and suddenly, with a slick sound, the cock slipped out of his throat. The oxygen that filled his lungs in an instant saved Yuwon. His vision spun.

“Huff, huff, gasp….”

Desperately gasping for air, Yuwon soon coughed as if choking. The man looked down at his small head with a fierce gaze and spat out.

“Damn, who would pay 50,000 won for someone who can’t even suck cock….”

The next moment, his head was lifted. The man, tilting Yuwon’s neck back to face the sky, rubbed his wet cock against his prominent nose and eyes. Press, press, the glans poked his eyeball, but his throat still hurt so much that he didn’t even feel the slight pain. The man laughed, smearing the alpha’s fluid on Yuwon’s picturesque face.

“Just looking at your face, it seems like those bastards got a free ride. Heh.”

“Ah, ugh…!”

“Shim Cheong, you should thank your dad, right?”

Smack, smack, the wet cock slapped his face. The member struck his cheeks and eyes, leaving red marks on his pale face. The man, as if playing a nasty prank, slapped Yuwon’s cheeks with his cock for a while, then reached out to grab his arm when Yuwon’s breathing seemed somewhat calmer. The rough hand pulled his delicate body.

“Hmph…!”

He was dragged from the window to the altar in one go. The man, roughly wiping the marble surface with his jacket, laid Yuwon on it. His cheek was pressed, his lips parted, and saliva dripped. The man chuckled softly and spoke.

“If you can’t take it here, I’ll just tear your hole and shove it in.”

The mere sound of it was terrifying, and the thin T-shirt he wore was literally torn off. The muddy, ruined shorts hanging at his waist were quickly pulled down to his ankles. Seeing the exposed, pale buttocks, the man clicked his tongue.

“Your ass is like tofu.”

Then he swung his hand, slapping his buttocks. Smack, the pain that awakened his senses made him suppress a moan. Knowing something worse was coming, he couldn’t make a sound over this. Yuwon steeled himself.

But the man didn’t move as he expected him to thrust in immediately. After waiting for a while, hesitantly looking back, he saw the man staring at the gap, holding his buttocks apart. Their eyes met.

“When was the last time you had a customer?”

“…This morning.”

It hadn’t even been half a day. A regular who had hit it big at an illegal gambling den the night before had visited. Unlike this man, he was a rather well-mannered customer.

Damn, the man chuckled incredulously, then thrust his fingers into the narrow gap he had slapped. He inserted two fingers into the slightly loosened hole, stirring them, then hooked his hand like a claw at the still-tight entrance, pulling it open. The pain was similar to when the man’s cock had torn his throat.

“Ah, ah!”

“Is ruining someone’s mood your hobby?”

The man pressed his chest against Yuwon’s back, suppressing his upper body as he endured the pain with hiccups. The paisley shirt, soaked from chasing Yuwon, clung coldly to his back. Pressed close, the man bit Yuwon’s ear as if to chew it, growling fiercely.

“Expecting me to cum in a clogged hole?”

His tone was incredulous, but Yuwon’s eyes stung with resentment. He had no right to be angry at the man. The unresolved bitterness moved Yuwon’s lips.

“You expect a lot from a cheap male prostitute… Ah!”

Before he could finish, his rear was pulled open, and the sensation of tearing flesh hit him. Even though it wasn’t fully inserted, the pain crashing over him like a tidal wave made Yuwon gasp as if he were about to die.

“Ah, ah, ugh…!”

A violent gaze fixed on Yuwon’s face, unable to even scream properly. The man’s eyes gleamed like a beast devouring the fragile life beneath him. Seo Yuwon, the man called lowly, growling a warning.

“If you’re a cheap male prostitute, act like one. Is it hard to act like a toilet with no pride or self?”

I’m not like that.

I’m not a toilet….

He wanted to protest, but the man, as if needing no answer, clamped his hand over Yuwon’s lower face.

His mouth and nose were tightly covered, cutting off his breath. Huff, trembling from the suffocation, the man pressed Yuwon onto the altar, inserting only the glans into the unyielding rear, waiting for the right moment.

“Ugh….”

Even trying to breathe, he couldn’t inhale anything. The blood vessels in his eyes, clear to the point of being cold, burst.

Time flowed like an eternity in that state. Finally, as his unfocused eyes rolled back and his body’s tension loosened, the man quickly thrust the glans into the slackened inside. At the same time, the grip on his face was released.

“Huff, huff!”

The world spun again, and his heart pounded with joy at the sudden rush of oxygen, beating as if it would burst. His thin body noticeably shook. Having faced suffocation twice in a row, his body didn’t calm easily. Instead, it desperately pushed out the intruder, longing for survival.

Feeling the rear clenching tightly as if to bite off his cock, the man chuckled, pressing Yuwon’s head down. His right cheek was completely flattened on the altar, and the man’s lips touched the left side of his face. Ha, the man let out a stifled, frustrated sigh, mocking Yuwon.

“Anyone would think it’s your first time.”

“Ah, it hurts, ah, ugh…!”

“Your hole’s dripping with cum, so why the act?”

As soon as he finished speaking, the cock forcibly opened the way. His vision flashed, and ah, ah, the pain of his body splitting made Yuwon convulse, rolling his eyes back.

Crack, the torn flesh oozed bright red blood. Yuwon couldn’t tell if the liquid flowing between his legs was the man’s selfish desire or his own blood. The pain beyond his limits halted his thoughts.

“Ah, ah, ugh….”

Saliva dripped from his wide-open lips. Tears flowed too. Moans escaped from his wrecked face.

“Ha, does it hurt?”

The man asked, pulling his hips back and thrusting again. His black eyes lost focus.

Drip…. The liquid pouring down felt hotter than before. Like thunder following lightning, the delayed pain made his inner walls feel like they were burning. In the terrible searing pain, Yuwon sobbed and answered.

“It hurts, ugh, it hurts….”

“Endure it, that’s why I’m fucking you.”

But the response was cold and merciless. Each word was punctuated by the cock stabbing his inner walls like a torture device.

Realizing that no attempt would work until this man’s anger subsided, Yuwon closed his mouth. His tear-soaked eyelids closed weakly. All he wished for was for this night to pass quickly.