DFY Ch 1

The important thing is not to give up.

Ms. Wang from Dobong-gu (27, office worker)

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Sodam’s hand stealthily crept into her pajama pants.

The room was dark.

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Even before her hand reached between her legs, her panties were already damp.

In Sodam’s mind, the lewd pleasures with the comforting, fantastical 2D protagonists from the high-rated section of a modern romance novel platform had begun.

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Parting her panties to the side, she carefully rubbed her labia with her fingers.

Just a light touch down there, and her fluids gushed out.

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Sodam frantically rubbed her clit with her small hand. The wet, obscene sound filled the room.

“Mmm, haah….”

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She lived with her family.

She tried to stifle her moans, but the excitement overflowing even before she inserted a finger was unbearable.

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Sodam gently circled her middle finger around her vaginal opening.

She debated whether to insert it or not.

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Just touching the outside was this thrilling, she couldn’t imagine how ecstatic it would be to fill herself deeply.

Should I?

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Should I try?

She wanted to plunge her finger into her tightly closed entrance, but for some reason, she was strangely hesitant to penetrate herself with her own fingers before a man did.

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She’d devoured countless ovulation-themed novels, making her mind a trash heap, but Sodam’s body remained pure.

A woman of twenty-seven.

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Wang Sodam was inexperienced and frustrated.

“Sigh…”

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Sodam sighed and pulled her finger out of her pajama pants.

She quickly wiped her hand, now wet with arousal, with a tissue.

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She was annoyed with herself for not being able to even properly masturbate.

“Shameless bitch…”

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Sodam was, just a week after breaking off her engagement, attempting to masturbate while fantasizing about dirty things. It was natural that she felt a wave of self-disgust.

“I’m crazy, but…”

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Naturally, Sodam’s thoughts drifted to her ex-boyfriend, Kim Junghyuk, her would-be fiancé.

She had unrequitedly loved Kim Junghyuk for five years.

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She chased him since college, but he never gave her a second glance.

Every time Kim Junghyuk got a new girlfriend, Sodam cried inside.

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She wondered how his relationships could be so short each time, and why he always moved on so quickly to someone else. She thought he was a bad guy, but first love is hard to forget.

She even thought she’d be happy to be his next girlfriend, even if it meant being cheated on.

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And after five years, Sodam’s dream came true.

Perhaps it was due to her five years of sincere, unwavering love, but their relationship progressed at lightning speed. Six months into dating, Kim Junghyuk proposed to Sodam, and she accepted, feeling like she had won the world.

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But there was a problem.

Actually, it was a huge problem, but Sodam, blinded by love, refused to acknowledge the reality, which only made things worse.

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Kim Junghyuk hadn’t had sex with Sodam even after six months of dating.

At the time, even that was fine. She thought, maybe he hadn’t been so frivolous with the more than ten women he’d dated in the past five years. Maybe he hadn’t had sex with all of them.

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She believed that their love was special because he had proposed to her, unlike those other women he had dated casually.

However, having waited for one man her whole life until the ripe old age of twenty-seven, Sodam’s body was in heat, constantly resorting to masturbation.

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Finally, one day, Sodam took Kim Junghyuk, who kept postponing their physical intimacy, saying they should save their first time for their honeymoon, to an island and waited for the last ferry to leave.

There was only one motel room left, so they had to share a room. Sodam tried to seduce Kim Junghyuk, but his lower body was… unusual.

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Having never seen another man’s penis in person, she couldn’t tell if it was big or small, but she could tell for sure that there was something wrong with Kim Junghyuk’s penis, as it wouldn’t get erect no matter how much he fiddled with it.

After five minutes of kneading his penis like he was pre-washing laundry, Kim Junghyuk pulled up his pants and hugged Sodam.

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‘This happens sometimes. It gets hard faster when a woman is more proactive, but I guess you wouldn’t know.’

‘Maybe you’re not his type, so he isn’t reacting. But it’s okay. I understand.’

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‘It wasn’t like this with other women.’

‘Actually, I wanted to marry an innocent woman, not a sexually aggressive one. Married life can’t be sustained if the mother of my children is only focused on sex.’

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‘That’s why I like that you’re not like other women, Sodam.’

Of course, it had been Sodam who had unrequitedly loved him for five years, regardless of whether he had noticed her or not, but it was shocking that he was openly talking about other women in bed.

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Moreover, it was Sodam’s first time, so wasn’t it more likely that Kim Junghyuk, who spoke as if he were experienced, was the one with the problem?

Even though Sodam was addicted to masturbation, it was only because she was frustrated from not being able to do anything with her boyfriend, Kim Junghyuk.

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She had hoped that he would genuinely embrace her and satisfy her, as she was still inexperienced, but Kim Junghyuk gaslighted her and shifted the blame onto her.

The impotent bastard!

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Sodam imagined herself growing old and dying as a widow, never having sex with her husband, unintentionally living a life of celibacy.

Not focused on sex, my ass!

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It was something she couldn’t tell anyone, but how could he say that to a masturbation addict who couldn’t fall asleep without it?

‘Let’s just hold hands and sleep.’

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Kim Junghyuk reached out to Sodam.

And then, his hand, the one that had been kneading his flaccid penis for five minutes like he was washing clothes, suddenly felt dirty to her.

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‘Oppa. Come to think of it, we agreed to have sex on our honeymoon. Don’t cross over here.’

Sodam drew a line on the bed with the blanket and slept as far away from Kim Junghyuk as possible.

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Of course, she couldn’t sleep a wink that night.

The next day, she left the island on the first ferry, and as soon as she arrived back in Seoul, Sodam declared to Kim Junghyuk that she wanted to break off the engagement.

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“Sigh… I thought we were getting married, but my feelings can change so quickly…”

Sodam sighed deeply, recalling the events of a week ago.

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The deposit for the newlywed house they were supposed to live in, the cancellation fee for the wedding hall she had struggled to book, and the dowry that had broken her father’s back were all borne by Sodam, the one at fault for the broken engagement. Because of this, she had to open her first overdraft account.

“But how can I live a life of celibacy…”

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Sodam muttered to herself.

Sodam herself was surprised that her five years of unrequited love had been cleanly resolved by Kim Junghyuk’s erectile dysfunction.

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While emotional love is important, she couldn’t bring herself to be in a relationship without physical intimacy.

Especially after Kim Junghyuk’s gaslighting nonsense, she was convinced that marriage with him was impossible.

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If there was any fault, it was Sodam’s past actions for not trying to sleep with Kim Junghyuk sooner to see if he had a problem.

Sodam, about to masturbate, turned on her side and pulled the covers over her head.

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Having stopped masturbating, which was like a sleeping pill for her, she couldn’t fall asleep.

She wished tomorrow wouldn’t come.

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She had to tell her colleagues, to whom she had already sent out wedding invitations, that the engagement was off.

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Monday mornings are always dreadful, but today was the worst.

The HR team members, each with a cup of coffee on the conference table, had dark circles under their eyes.

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“Team Leader Yoon Junwoo, you are responsible for finding a corporate compliance lecturer. We’re short on time.”

Park Jongyeol, the head of the Planning and Coordination Office, spoke sharply.

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Sodam looked at Yoon Junwoo, the HR team leader sitting next to Director Park.

Even while being reprimanded by his superior, Team Leader Yoon Junwoo just had a “what do you want me to do about it?” expression on his face.

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It was understandable. As the twenty-nine-year-old, parachuted-in team leader, and youngest son of the vice-chairman of the PK Group, which owned PK Electronics where Sodam worked, there was no reason for him to fear his superior’s scolding.

Team Leader Yoon Junwoo was always like that.

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If he had just shown no interest in the company’s affairs, it wouldn’t have been so difficult.

He often looked at them with that arrogant expression, making his subordinates anxious.

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Unusually pale skin that made one question his ethnicity, deep eyes that seemed to draw you in, a high nose bridge that cast shadows in the light, and a jawline as sharp as a knife.

Yoon Junwoo was, literally, a man who had it all.

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And what about his height, well over 190cm?

Even now, during the meeting, he couldn’t contain his long legs and stretched them out under the table, looking like a picture from a magazine.

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The female employees of the Planning and Coordination Office all glanced at Team Leader Yoon Junwoo in the dark conference room.

Everyone was probably admiring Junwoo’s handsome face, but Sodam had another reason for stealing glances at him.

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“Excuse me, Team Leader. I have something to tell you…”