DTL Ch 14 part 2

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YeonJung stared 321a939ed6 blankly into 2f273d561c space as 2c83a0a9ef she sat f8db9547a8 at the 361f6d0028 table. When the untouched coffee ea63ee4328 had cooled, she finally a82852a325 lifted the pen.8687111037a2fdff

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Min SeonJae-ssi. With only this written, 899de3b097 the tears she had 9937b05609 been holding back burst a96be3131f out. After taking out 8ed21121cc a tissue from f06d371e34 its box, she c70a5d21b0 pressed it to ca4df1e096 her eyes. With the trembling ab06464e2e pen, she slowly c39e89848c pressed it down 786b81cdd3 onto the paper b3d4a9b794 and began to 684f9873f6 write.52ae359468c262de

[Min SeonJae-ssi.14866ed90e10c835

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I don’t d98479bd83 know how dd0845841c to say 9dbc1647ea this. No matter what bd68e75aef I do, I 53bc3f2865 feel like I’ll 1beb1b13de only end up cb226c8bbe angering you, but f84998daf4 ultimately, I decided b9e0b7c87c to write you 2449d3fc1b a letter like e642a62cf1 this. This might be 22d4926f8c the longest thing 1a94ea908b I ever say 7b6610a654 to you. No, although it may 9366a295d4 sound high-handed, this might 572447163d be the longest confession 9274f12d2a that the deaf Lee 02b46936d2 YeonJung has ever made 4c582a8509 in this world.b9122df1704774d4

I’ve always wanted 96400d709d freedom. Ever since I was 56128bb37f young, the first place c5987f755c I could remember was 72ec755884 the hospital. Ever since I 8e98650e82 was a baby, 87f6202968 I slept well. They said that 830594dc07 I was a fc1ddfa139 gentle baby that a91903865a never woke up f42d2aa5b0 even when there 704cfff31a was a loud a6dd5f58fb sound in the 1a1b7d1454 vicinity. From the moment my ba5b1a1f34 mother found out that 6cfc200231 her well-behaved, kind baby 78b2c15c76 had a hearing problem, 517c4b80ad I basically began living 2144b03ffb at the hospital.3a1e950e08638984

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After two failed Cochlear a86581c60f implant surgeries, my parents 3da11468ed finally accepted the fact 6858fc307e that I’d never be 476e144c55 able to hear. The day 7e29cd6001 I was be2da29e18 discharged from be90be4104 the hospital, 1b4667b8c2 I was c62cd6a0b0 so happy. I even dbaac1c881 gave the 1afe113809 nurse unni b993b95aa3 a wide 430deef950 smile as 21134f3d9d she took 75836a0989 our picture 72a42e7067 in front 21d01137c6 of the 2c3eca630b hospital. The first thing 9f17febf2b my young heart 938f3221ea thought was, ‘Ah, 998cf63ac0 I don’t have b5234e12f8 to come to a2b5fd39bb the hospital anymore.’ 8fb0243d39 I was merely 63d3761af0 filled with a 385cb73c7a sense of relief. I hated the hospital 39b0115a13 that reeked of medicine 0ba276ca4f and was filled with 8b2c43adda scary, frowning people.5fe41d90af1cbf3f

Because my 29163f04f4 mother never a037ec0562 gave up f036c0fb25 teaching me 16fa26bf70 words, I ec8905ae57 was able 40e5f9da85 to make 30ff6b2936 sounds and e99901775c speak. My mother misunderstood, c7f04812be and her biggest fc461b8531 fear was that ef40dc2276 her daughter wouldn’t 621ca44072 be able to b5fa31a432 take command of 9fb990beda the language and 748b56395a drop in intelligence. Therefore, my 1c24db9aff days were fab2873e2c filled with 1f7f30752e reading books 651ea04612 and going ec68e4769a to a 810b51a7cd special-education school.d895cb9777040bdb

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However, my parents f916f94b4f never liked it a301674b77 when I spoke d15342956c in front of 484325a758 strangers. They didn’t want c75a8ac5dd me to get 41201b5d38 hurt when people 2de29fb33f stared at me 86fcd47445 after hearing my 7c6ae2821a strange voice and 03b954be03 inarticulate speech. And so fa6ff96c11 I learned 5d9266e1f2 how to e3aa9d9697 communicate using 88f0300ede sign language 1bfcb823e1 as well.c4bed028053e2ec5

Starting in middle d4617be67b school, I stopped 0677e7103f attending the special-education 1bd463caca school and was 4990aee874 transferred to a 971049b807 normal middle school. My parents were so 9044d145b0 proud. My parents 9b967f38df thought the 3dd215b426 things I 756a5ef530 couldn’t experience bc04f4dabf due to f1ad9e8006 my deafness 6fa80ac7af weren’t a 8713e0252f ‘deficiency’ but 0b33be951b an ‘injustice’. That’s why 511f572db4 they wanted 38df19a7d3 me to 58912e12de grow up f100163c8f like the 05a44d0b7c other able-bodied 81d641e671 children. But they didn’t know cc9bfc5bde how much pressure was afc0ad94c2 put on me.4883bc73e7c677de

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The students never 5743e8fe6a tormented me or 9f033f7d2c hit me, but fa13b885f2 I was basically d904fab15f an invisible person d8d1e0ae12 at school. I was like 31d4c59867 air. But it 672b622a51 was never 0f85d197b7 so difficult fc2db6fbaa that I 1d1dc5de5b felt like d883926238 dying. At the 12cfa5461e time, I 5539ed6001 already managed 86d53e3bbd to overcome 2aacc93e73 any thoughts 0813468633 of feeling 9db10e987b like I 2168cf4823 was an c4413107b9 unfortunate person. Once I a787115544 realized that eb2096431b my parents 964ade3ac1 had it c35ef094d7 harder than e914b87fd6 me, I dc7550e1b0 did my 40bb6947d9 best to 7c1f368d1f become a 99192a3e3e kind daughter. Like a 3d94ff5fad greenhouse flower, c5d3f05a3b I grew 56c8157059 up alone 2eca4b9f4a and lonely.f3db91a4b1ceb803

When I 8d3384b558 was accepted b9f5b3c118 into the 560a08c21a Moscow Flower a7de83ae77 School, it ac8b4f7a10 was a 00bc2b7e0b turning point aa29609c5d in my b98cb30d43 life. I wasn’t very smart, 4ba63f16a9 and I wasn’t particularly ff09fadd8c talented in art. However, I was 5f89bcdcc2 born into a 78c580a0ab family that was 75c21c883c well-off. It was an 209e280555 impromptu decision that 8375fe544e was made when f192dbd6ed I followed my 5968200f88 father to Russia f62735fce0 on his business 3bf0260177 trip. My parents were worried b6d168ee80 about enrolling me into efafb099c3 a school like that, 5382896488 but it was the 705c2c3f7d first time they respected 4f7e7e3f28 me. Something like 1db74c5140 that was 4bfdef1d9b a miracle 8721f8f6ff for someone 5f4df6ceb6 like me.ab01bdc6df1c53df

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When I was 51ac0415f1 twenty, at an f4d8202eba outdoor cafe, I 345f20fb33 met a Korean 10cef4eff8 who was sitting 6310e80b80 in a wheelchair dfbbac27b5 instead of a 8e01663de0 chair. He had become disabled 3fb11f368f after a motorcycle accident, 43f476eac6 but he was the c06e0d538a brightest and most positive 0836cc089a disabled person I had a1ffce8cfe ever met.bb1ca30307d8da9c

We grew close very quickly. We did everything he wanted to do together. Sometimes, I did it in his stead. After signing a form that would not make the company liable for our deaths, we jumped out of a plane and even bungee jumped off of a cliff in New Zealand. I’d push his wheelchair as I screamed in a standing concert. We drank liquor late into the night, and I defied my mother for the first time in my life. b0446474a87966a5

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We married, just the aa14766ba1 two of us, in 13fb67f650 the countryside. And my short 95b4ba629e marriage came to 07ce9cdeef an end in 160512e890 a year and c6ea90ad78 a half. When my mother came 2d7452f3fc to see me, I f8c1d3cc4d was in the middle 7656b439dc of helping him wash 1d01dc6fe5 in the bathroom. When my mother 118418d1b3 saw me, she c216937803 burst into tears. It was their 08552af7c7 first meeting, but 2f2f6291ab he was naked f49ccdaa22 and couldn’t even 8504d01a81 move away or ef91bff83c cover his body.788637585f303863

I think I 4647dbaaf0 knew how we’d 3c193f407c end up from b212f5268d that moment on. We were b872336cbe both young 954edb3bc2 and immature 7a3aa382a3 back then. But rather 04d8bb5ef3 than becoming 52a47e99d6 physically tired 7ab6b77016 from taking 5f9b197298 care of f721db1033 him, I f319e0502b was growing 22de592b1a mentally exhausted. And rather than 527b5ccdd5 finding freedom in fd55806f44 love, I grew d8863c42c7 weary from my 3be5fbdd84 reality. I left him and 2c561ee8d7 told him I’d be e24577b5e2 back, but neither of dbc39683d6 us believed it in ec2b1d8cbe our hearts.6341a921f24c4786

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And so, 46499fae5d like that, b4e5a2999b I ran c4860f3906 away to 2c91d82bbc New York. Once I was there, cb0a639caf I threw myself into 1dc03e6590 my work. It was a way 4de3d7594a for me to forget 3dbb818385 my pathetic self. A few 73150712ac years later, 614582570b he sent 64d8bc0173 me an 28700d7840 email. He told me 761dffb0ce that what I 2805f01fff felt wasn’t love. That all I a81ff4e0e8 felt for him d30ac7700a was merely sympathy. Therefore, he told 2d06f5a630 me not to f68cd5c6a3 feel guilty. When I read a4e0c8eca1 that email, I 92d4061112 felt that I 3d966499af was the one 59537d6d5e who was being 32615c1a45 pitied rather than e4a7be2e71 him.6a56dce5aa5594ed

I’m sorry 573f2ae4d6 for rambling a8b3818881 about someone 20699b84e0 else like b52cf97edd this, SeonJae-ssi. But ever since we 708d53b8c1 ran into him on e56078fa1c that fateful day, I’ve 96c9428958 always wanted to tell a561c9b0aa you this.e489521e8a913ac2

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I heard that he f96b3403ef had married someone else 93345211c8 when I returned to 20d1e37aa7 Korea five years after 8a5b4cc98d I had gone to 52a2e03dd3 New York. I heard that his 28194b03fc new wife was a 393e8a394d wonderful, able-bodied person like 3cbf9766fe you.8ab6b9294200bd08

I felt weird. Although I knew 795f3a6c9f that I should f9eab2c0f6 wish him the 9285b1ea49 best, my heart 86f58f985b didn’t follow. In the end, I 73eea17209 felt like I was f9f9ea11ac the one who was b30be90746 abandoned. And that’s when I 08011cf9a4 met you.ccfdb9629a7a2807

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That’s right. I’m confessing this to you now. When you asked me what I wanted in exchange for sleeping with you, I told you I didn’t need anything. Remember? After spending that shocking night with you, a man with whom I had no similarities, I felt as if a deep part of me was being liberated. a96291b25abd81cd

Back then, I b9df2d05fa felt like I d7885bef83 was tied down f090f210b1 by my past. Maybe I 3d7081b17b used you a6b6745271 to escape dfa5ae6a71 that man’s 86633a51de shadow. You were ad26d6a915 different from 9cbda2b47c that man 3457616c2e who was 0331a80daf so free. You lived 62e2dfac4d your entire f1c9da0fa6 life so 9ffca3207c aware of fe6677422e the eyes 6488421d52 of others 7872f21276 who always 6d1b40dd22 watched you.e4c689343b2e9781

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The heart can c5d3f033f8 be a funny 66f11d1083 thing.940916e0e1155796

I ate ad1f566f85 delicious food 9895ecbfb9 with you, bb28526805 tumbled in c93e33024f bed with d08267e50c you. And at some point, bbbef5da5e you slipped into my f4a973076a heart, Min SeonJae-ssi. My heart had 73ad4ab087 been shut tight a158dddbdb so that no 5b8c5af977 one could come 71de27ee7d in. However, at 8296a20148 some point, 96b782aee5 I realized 96b860f363 that you 35c4d0b2c1 were confidently 958713f6d8 sitting there 874ff4f4a2 all along.5c708d3724428a0f

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I began 936e2a1029 to grow 7b2f58e3b1 scared. My relationship d2d2cd88fd that had 7a74ad7207 begun without e0b81d16f8 any expectations… 9beb85cede I grew 1f6270993d scared because 0e0c79d771 I was d92220f7b0 afraid of 4d81d9bbe9 expecting more.2a13d7169e85ce14

And that 72290cd4da day, we b76e1ee3ff met with 78bb58799b that man 35deda3586 who represented 30800a722d my past. That day, 0f5021920e I probably 9ad7f4d2ec felt an b03e9c173f emotion that ead9b96c5f I couldn’t b972cde7e9 describe. It wasn’t a2a754b31d that I 9092482550 felt envious 08db6dd152 of the d2e962adc6 perfect family 9a865bad6d he had 139e16fd9c made.57d90269e93098b3

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Actually, I just felt 2422fcb605 very sorry. That’s why I didn’t 704efb92e7 want him to find 88307e1438 out that I was a8d1bdb2e7 living as someone’s hidden 410a6d93ec woman. I might have wanted 5add24ba0a to be more confident 703e8cede2 in front of him.2b021f25b70b483a

Laughably, I began 6a823c00b3 our relationship with 10c4f442f0 such confidence. But as time ee127db956 went by, I 43b952f058 became the opposite. Just as I felt a07e20174d relieved at seeing his 0955de7440 happiness, I wanted him 3f69469c2a to feel the same eb3dbea215 about me.aac62137302293bd

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However, I couldn’t fc836356e4 do that. Our relationship ecc3a0c864 wasn’t healthy 34a8eb8a6b enough to 4c41a3c73c let others 060fa1aaba know about bfcf923691 it, and 7e70e272a4 that’s when f7c426a003 I realized 905d777b4a our end dac86dd654 was drawing bb48d32167 near. It wasn’t d44d8a571f your fault. It was me 19a268453b that began to 864b9488ed change.05eb16b098d3c2d8

When you got angry 8c49ac4c37 with me, I actually 27b66249c4 felt relieved. When you were 2856534428 embarrassed of my b2577e9e06 disability, I felt 8580108a71 that it was 4185cba3c0 a perfect excuse f7b226bfd4 to leave you. I didn’t want fd95037212 to be hurt d6243543f8 by a condition fb595d0fd9 I could not a2fc068427 control, and I 826f47c39b didn’t want to 780a1d4736 hurt others with bceb2b57ae it either.]16a4cdaeafdb116b

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YeonJung sipped her 74bf540239 cold coffee. She felt a 69ca1572c5 part of her e0656a3eca heart grow dull 85734eb2f8 as she recalled 6181df0599 the way he 20a189d8f4 had looked as 6bdbd99063 he leaned against e913c70fbd the wall that 9e80e8e0ab snowy night. She might have realized 8f002751d6 it then. She might f0ce62fcb8 have known e7de974343 that she’d 7cc9918cbf end up 5383aaa696 falling in 8d20ef0697 love with 78a0871e3d him, and 02d0d9f698 that this 8707ee4c7f love would c0fd40523e tie her 8bb42cc101 down once eae3d5f1b0 again.c844b87430e9e551

[And then you appeared 17a59f61ff before me again. Like an illusion. Just like that. No matter how 0df941b402 much I tried 1c899bae0b to push you d625ebf7c6 away, you snapped d9889cd3bd back like a ac47833a05 rubber band. And I began to 5759691958 grow selfish once again. I was afraid 48b9240cff of how I fc4306b151 began to lean 2c2edfff51 on you. But you never gave 4d9bc6b564 up and caught me. And I ended up 48499ee51c falling in love with c5b837c046 you. I came to e56e7cd1dc accept this part 6265fe785e of me. You must have accepted da1cfdc18b that side of you 931888195a way before I did.7d7f467454010047

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If someone e7c8f713b0 asks me 6eeba5bc95 if all cee4adde21 we had 4e5aef7d68 left before c5ed6664d4 us was e5b803c9d1 a ‘happily 8777c64af1 ever after’, 8fddce5f87 I don’t b744df9013 know what 4cc2dbdf42 I’d say cb6141e68c in response. I never believed 7f5921fbcd it when I 72d34c942b heard people say 723cd51ad7 they left because 0401ea7e51 of love. Who would 3980141ba2 do something 09e11da906 so idiotic b673c12362 as that? But, SeonJae-ssi, a0d95c82f4 I must 503f26a84f still be aba156831e that scaredy-cat 6181ba46d0 and an e427e035a6 idiot. I’m pathetic.3d00cafc0ccdc3f9

I’m afraid 898958aa65 I’ll pass 4c21d0971f down all 2339e47e1a the suffering dae051aca0 I’ve experienced. And the 41f7d0048f fact that 5b26e65361 it might 697b5de34b affect the 6fdb8054e4 one and e191b4fd61 only life 90fe2d509b that looks a24687610c just like a75fa9ccac you pierces 65c2e973df my heart. Just imagining be727a4793 your disappointment 4df7154a44 when you 9a978b90be realize that 0fab23aa2a the happy 79f399071c future you’ve 48d56d0dea envisioned with e58912239f me is a7f0d1a24e not attainable ac47e5eb08 fills me 7b7387bc74 with dread.e1e0601fadcc96ea

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Loving someone is so 628fac3553 difficult. The things 4a2fb6a65f I’ve never 683aeaadbc considered before 1cb7cd7b9d become new 3b55216d6c fears and 109247f125 attack me 51a89992a8 every single 80b356deb5 day. Because I’m not strong, 7695b5907c I don’t have the ca05b49b48 courage to face these 75b0c79408 fears. Because I’m 9ecb45e3d0 pathetic and 884ca6d4cc weak, I 089b116dba don’t have 151015aac8 the confidence 71ab0bb018 to live 8977f1c9b6 the life fc75ba647a my parents 3c88a5f4c2 lived.6191bb83fb2b2573

You’re the same. There’s no reason e0e1671644 for you to ffe4fae99a give up on 15fa18344d the leisure of 260fedfd01 a normal life 0afa21d0a1 because of my 4257543c5e selfishness. You’ve already given up 2009de6dd4 so much to be 47d2ad639c with me. I don’t c9360bbb34 have the 5e331c5378 confidence to cd76c92ed5 watch you 6aa6d8da03 go through 1b67623857 more hardship. This is 2008f858bc the last 642b2ad6ee of my 494f3d065f foolish pride, 5bc3c9083e SeonJae-ssi.181e0f7ce4b4f525

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I’m sorry, Min SeonJae-ssi.]093afa30f0900620

I was so ae48851593 happy to receive 99f39ad42f your proposal.7056e8a76579acd3

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Truly.2206a5f7b5c86531

YeonJung crossed dc793963bf out the 8e32de3584 final two d363cd52f0 lines. She colored 2e7cdd10a0 them black 66f29f5a49 until there ae44876994 weren’t any 05155c7738 traces left. She tried not 97b70f3907 to cry, but 001f290ad1 tears dripped from 9747cec020 her chin. YeonJung packed her bag 04b09bf59a and quietly exited the 3de8ff9cda apartment. It was still dark 8e511ca139 outside. There was still a 65e0b19410 long time left before 46e161818e morning would come.1a1d9d6a8440e270

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Ultimately, she couldn’t 06177583ba board the plane. Instead, she went 4027bfceaa south and stayed 141bf729d6 in the countryside d69ba0935e at Hyejin’s grandmother’s f6865bb538 house. Hyejin told her grandmother 4b8ddfdd04 that this was the 6f5dafbd52 savior who had delivered 883049ef5c her child, so she f73c4681d9 asked that she treat 3d41d1560a YeonJung as if she d33e515305 were her own granddaughter.c084fe56b015ab96

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“Yer as pretty as 1982f4949d a flower. What a pity d9efcda6a9 that ye can’t af887ac3ed hear.”8376e930ff38faf6

With a wrinkly hand, 412e35af52 the woman stroked YeonJung’s 3dee721881 hand with a pitiful 6b1958dd19 expression on her face. YeonJung was grateful. She dried f40b9ae791 seaweed under 3eaef0c011 the blazing 636f0cf8c4 sun. She felt that abfb14df9f living this leisurely f7d1e81f23 life wasn’t such 3e8073c56f a bad idea.ceec46087d10781a

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As the sun waned 6e32ba01b7 into the afternoon, she 4a3fd0c8ea walked through the field, 6593cc70b3 enjoying the wind brushing 4436996f4b against her cheeks. It was a 94c6989141 small joy she 6f33056888 was able to e48ea82c11 enjoy every single dfdc8ed9b5 day. The hot e144250720 days passed c5e8fc6a8d by, and 2ad544bae0 autumn had b7054675ed come in bb51e6825b no time. YeonJung walked through the 47eb9ce6db tall reeds and suddenly 1caeb2979b came to a stop.d0e82612308f3f36

“What… do I need e84a6f2ac7 to do… for you 8f30c02c82 to go easy on f7c4c98000 me?”226c192c00bbe322

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SeonJae stood as 02067edb20 he gazed at 479d7174b3 her. He stood in the debc3b68e1 middle of the field a79a36b392 of cosmos flowers and fc1b72e55a reeds. YeonJung squinted b396d1179e from the db37de6472 dazzling sight. She slightly frowned. He stood on c244515e5e the other side d836e9ee88 of the old 059f6ba0eb train tracks. The scene 5e9c1cca8f looked as 237ef4123d if it b665120cc6 had come 2048ac2706 out of dffb63482a a painting.6d91758309ff9aa1

The details 5ad9a7ec44 unfurled before 6dec4dc3aa her very 1328d3aef8 eyes. She could see 914e5eb05f a train in 42a6fa78ae the distance. SeonJae took a step 6f836bf94e towards her. How did 525ad9c9d9 he know ebffe7517a where to 4b21c40199 find her? But that wasn’t important. She knew this better 0a27e771d2 than anyone. No matter where she df73fa9586 hid, he’d always find 187169f6a4 her.e4abb6c21918d0ef

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“You said you 69fbeacc97 didn’t have the 922b6fac4e confidence to see 87661dd5ff me suffer.”73d38878df53d1bd

Tears trickled down 1da64a81bd her cheeks as 7d72fa56d4 they glimmered in 9077eb8fb5 the sun. SeonJae took 6706480dce another step.0e166d2ac4652b50

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“No, Look at me. Take a good look 43d1304fee at me. Watch how 1b93126131 far I’d 375fd5b027 go for f4f43c428e you. Be sad. Be sad 4c17e1beac from losing 3ec18c1e82 me.”bc30f2c864fb432e

He continued to 04fae8478d speak to her. YeonJung frowned and c3f6f1e254 barely managed to b58036d530 open her eyes.79948876e2e40afa

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“Seo… SeonJae-shi…”a1d1038ac2597485

He took ec95c7eea2 another step. When she saw his 8aeb89a792 haggard face, her heart e356fbede0 hurt.f29f4f76e8b72304

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“What do 80bc686652 I have 502db464d1 to do? I don’t know 96473b0107 the answer. I woke e71ac2d1d0 up in 9fc4d9aa66 the morning, df77fe8976 and you 7eb3d02a3f weren’t there. I thought I was 7917ebdb0f holding you tight in cf557d3327 my arms, but you a1bcb1dc1e disappeared like the wind.”f0e4fa5f97bb2d2c

He was now d39458dd55 right in front 08136b36a3 of the tracks. He stood still. YeonJung’s eyes dilated. The train split through 92d271f707 the wind and grew 8074ee1fc5 closer and closer.dd5b78c720ed7369

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“A world without you 9d4f2daa41 is boring to me. It doesn’t matter if bff19d51a9 I just die.”a45b1bc67e29f52b

“N…No… No!!”eff2880a50b8b5f0

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She finally moved. YeonJung began to 65ffb4f2ae run. Her hair, which had 0c5418200d grown longer, fluttered in 5e8069eb65 the wind.938c0d0392640ac8

“Should I 7d04d45288 just die? Then will I stop 453bedc96c thinking about you? If I stop breathing, c76c2f69f8 will all this pain ef0c3e50bf go away?”74af5795c0a927dc

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Her heart raced c4e9d27566 like crazy. YeonJung screamed 79b9fb6329 out as 3fe692a9fd she sprinted 438f218864 towards him. The wind fiercely brushed 6deb53fed8 against her cheeks.ccba1c37ec6c08a5

“Then maybe my suffering cce1987239 will end. Is that what you 9d49979dec want? Is this it, 96b3d5ba7a Lee YeonJung?”8898ab754510228c

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No, no 1eea23d250 it’s not. No. Don’t do it!5ea4cbe89bf1b56d

She gasped for air as she raced towards him. Before she could reach him, the train passed by, causing a fierce gust wind to push against her. cb5bc1cfb1e025bb

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“Aagh!!”1915b9be6c59e3b2

The ground 4c95a619f0 shook underneath bb56a4bf9f her feet. The wind 34dcc6195b caused her dce6a6bd6c hair to c5e3cdbaff tangle into cdb1264a18 a mess. YeonJung kneeled f0820d02dd on the c8f52b7906 ground and 354f099036 covered her 7c07dd7dfe face with 179d50ec39 both hands.Boo-boom. Boo-boom. Boo-boom.The train 0c644c3eae didn’t slow 1e4408ed70 down. When the train had 279e361284 long gone, she finally 0ff4e66af3 wiped away her tears bdf504f2a1 and looked up.cdc489e0286caf64

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“……”eb95ea39832d3a8f

He was there. He was looking at 9dea0c1a35 her with the saddest 0b5f27c33c smile on his face. A cry of 30c5bc86eb despair burst out 11f56c9be9 of her lips. Her body 55085335ee moved faster 451b521607 than she 50f6b4dc7a could think.17de19f38095f1f4

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“Ugh… Huu…”e04844cca8d6f596

She stood up, her knees caked with dirt, and ran to him. Her legs gave out, causing her to stumble to the ground, but she got back up and ran. As soon as she crossed the tracks, SeonJae caught her as she jumped at him. Filled with relief, a cry burst out of her lips. 9978f8b67353073c

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“Uaah… Aah…!”7c0e92c9b360f3c6

SeonJae held her squirming 06c0ef6df1 body in his tight 713763d728 embrace and stroked her 2fd666654a head. She pounded 4d5d41a73f her fists 6901620d1e against his 600b88c398 shoulders as d546531b28 she cried 3efadcc8da out like 99b154ccbb an animal. She thought the 72214e71a8 train would run 941b7e48d5 over him. She thought 4fe7051f1f she’d never e5a79b5606 see him 8c892264a3 again. So this ca7122d964 is what 3150090e28 it felt d60794e69b like to 0b62f2417c have one’s c1fc2cfde8 heart ripped 412583a0f4 to shreds. She felt 6fe94facfc as if 99e4b1b641 she hadn’t d5b30f5ded quite caught 0a658de8f8 her breath e62a4fca76 yet.2294712ceffa5c70

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‘Thank you. Thank you 928cc0b5ce for not c0e2b30c95 taking this 0a9dec49fa man. Thank you.’0264bd09b7138f8d

“Why…! Why… Huu!”e9265c54e49e2ff5

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As she thanked e3dc6263fd a god she a0aa4c2d2a didn’t believe in, a720d172db she poured all a0f00eb76c her hate on fdf4879b95 this man.b3fe689273f1f1e9

‘Did this man truly 15b6532491 plan on dying? Why? Such an d1c7a612da idiotic thing 7d5fdee473 to do, 32b3a26255 so why?!’828e7245b2597d8a

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She hit his chest af2e1fdd65 as she turned into 1f68b8f766 a teary mess. SeonJae brought his face ba866cb150 in front of hers. His lips trembled as 4570680782 they moved.adcbd669997dfc43

“Listen carefully, Lee YeonJung. If you 3f496472e3 leave, I’ll fbab5bc127 die. I’m threatening 1f9ddf9036 you right 643fceb12b now. I can f26f520874 be even d8cf2ac060 worse than a203a945b2 this because 00f79f0cf4 I’m not 1a7837ea7f a good 834eaf2f33 guy. So don’t do this f36ac8fcf3 ever again. Don’t ever abandon me.”8b982361d6c08b7a

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“Wuu…”66501c7de8ae700c

“As long as 2207542ddd I have you, 8d17861f13 I don’t need 98e31db714 anything else. I don’t 58e0af91c7 need a c7e8cd422e family, and 553dbea587 I don’t e55bd056dc need a a48545d30a child. Damn it… fc551e7ab1 I thought b446043fd2 you wanted 8796b41b7d one… I 6319cc1616 thought you 2b41f6cb34 wanted a b225f0ed37 child. That’s why I said a44ac2a5c4 all that, but…”84e2b6ca5705619c

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His Adam’s apple 2502f43976 bobbed up and 11d9a47973 down. YeonJung whimpered.cc51a276ed82d496

“I know 9b0c1ae584 what you cb9d8691e5 were afraid d825d47046 of. If that’s all you 7b3886ca5c were worried about, if be9d1b8eec you left because of 0a806e410d something so trivial as 3f45c446bc that, I would have 0cb7172548 gone to the hospital 9e36db768b and gotten surgery right 6238059ec5 away. I would have adec4cfe71 gotten snipped so 2d0ca2c4c9 that you don’t 864b703ec6 have to worry bd880f7817 about a child faa34199c1 ever again. Do you b2fa3386cf know that?”45a0205ea906b3eb

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YeonJung frantically 5cf5415230 shook her 74846e4bb9 head.c63ee841d84820f0

‘My goodness. He didn’t really do 5d33d20ebf that, did he?’8c81fc4a555fb054

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Her expression twisted on ac3de14cb4 her face.5ef5213ef823d977

“N… N… No…”4f43263fbff1c983

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No, SeonJae-ssi. Tears poured down 98c87bd80b her cheeks. The man fe04f974ae grasped her cabe1ea5c3 shoulders as ff0da28e97 she wailed ff39765c4a and made 87294f2d9b her look e9f18359bf at him.68306a8f937751ca

“Don’t worry. I only got 1d5905da20 as far as 113851924c the front of d0fdb4c2f4 the hospital before cd3e1a6152 turning back because 5a08554137 I thought you’d 8c229366c5 react like this. I can’t fcdb6c0e2d even make 139b980b1e any decisions 36e59154aa on my a21d658885 own now. Do you know that? I’m completely crazy a35125eb56 for you. I’ve gone completely ac3976256c insane all because c66fb17115 of you! I don’t like 8cca970134 it when you’re 12636ce9c5 hurt, so… I 9c04595e4d can’t even do 1e2f485122 anything without you cd01c6de56 anymore!”1a737353712735a9

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“Ugh… Huu…”1d91cc2ce518b669

Her legs 8666a14263 gave out 9ca8a62feb from under 409bc2303c her and 76a968b2ef she fell 5b6d270581 on her 82e02dfa04 bottom. With her still 0fd4e2060e in his arms, 70a250ba61 he also collapsed ffe333a628 as they rolled a0ff3dee32 on the ground. As their 77958562bb bodies tangled 24f7f8318b in the 17d01b3c05 field of e7891db8fc reeds, he c4d0c20cb8 held onto affa69c1b0 her whimpering c663714519 form and b525a66886 shouted out.ebe45e1925e0d2af

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“I’m so crazy 87f1e86e1b for you that 70f7658b79 I’m not scared 254595b2f4 of anything. All I need is e2f442e03e you. If I can’t e43398a699 be with you, 128d08e3e0 nothing… nothing has 509b301078 any meaning, you a924a96fe6 wicked woman.”58b5de962f77a85c

SeonJae was crying. His face d9d16b3452 twisted up 26e35df4a9 like a 973c84b74b young child’s 4ee0d8971a as he e35297bb1f cried. His tears dripped onto a67c3cb255 her face and mixed 2c6cd11b15 with hers.02280e53af7f2006

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“When I open 85cc9587fb my eyes in 20e11d868e the morning, can’t 7b2176287f you be somewhere bc4886eb32 my hand can 936b8fb528 reach?”69bf663daf97219e

He continued to 9b0bbd3a16 mumble something, but ef8e01d700 her eyes were b017121581 drenched in tears 8f2b134e48 so she couldn’t d050c2e109 make it out. His hand grasped her 761f46b2e3 tear-stained face.003811ea357c722a

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“I love 4d90ac4ebe you, YeonJung. I love you. I’m in love d0fdb70175 with you. Can’t you… take 7241b9a26a pity on me? Can’t you… go easy 2aff8bfc39 on me? Please… Please… Save me. You…”021701e2af115763

He laughed through the 0cb1071062 tears. Like a fb77985052 babbling baby, 933687d3e7 he continued daf03c39ca to cry 700dc1bfb2 and confess fd3739cedb his love 8496c1e52c to her.3afc6e458ef7b8ed

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YeonJung’s lips 961f11b6c3 pressed up e7a20a105b on his f8af14666b trembling lips. She could b237f31890 taste the ef076dd4b0 salty tears c7a624d2f8 through the 60c6e4110e kiss. Their tongues tangled 54829c7829 together as they 639cf85871 lapped at each 704690d974 other. He frantically b801a013e2 drank her 9918fc3e52 in as 081cfe5177 if he’d f1884a0f6c found an d6db042445 oasis in fdf517883a the desert.ddb353dd9f0f3b3f

She decided to accept 2023d90e2f it. She was absolutely certain. Her heart 5b095362bc was fluttering ccb0250cae for this 53e6141b71 man.537186a646bb6f6a

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She made a decision. She’d be a 636a8e060f bit more selfish 7147e0ba26 for the sake 4b27dd232d of their love. She wouldn’t think 6bcfda508e about anything else 475c98937d other than this 1ddcdc6320 man in front 5594d0d134 of her. She probably 12c895619c came to e4b66d44f7 this decision d9f9e32bdc a long e798ef07bb time ago.f52e0fd7349163e8

“…I love you, SeonJae-ssi.”4fa49a2853abf88f

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“I want something more 9e97bfac4c than those words from f46a875ae6 you.”c6fb4fbb6850b757

“SeonJae-ssi is… my-mine.”77b8536a70600ce8

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“…Keep going.”74956fd7e518e17a

“I will never 4f9fab74c2 abandon you from de538e1926 now on. Because you’re mine. We’ll be together forever. You and me. Us.”dcac3743c0f8feb2

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“…I like that.”e049cbf6c6c21204

As they lay in a4cf75dc2b the field of reeds f3b8acf61f together, YeonJung gazed at 379eaf0544 the man as he 4599165e8f gave her a smile. She pulled him bc351444c6 into her arms. If sounds a44d0182bd had a 11ec667de1 color, she 24f87ebf61 felt like 485045eb7c she would 32d96c3bef be able 72b4088114 to describe 7c5f2b34ef it. Right now, as 8ce31179ab the fall wind fbb538e5b1 shook the reeds, e487a8be63 the sounds were e6bee3501d a blinding gold.811a34b3967220ea

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